Chapter 9 In the spring of that year, except for the flowers blooming, it was not true

generosity and stinginess Old faces, new peach blossoms.The generosity and stinginess of love.Like a peach blossom, it is so beautiful that it is helpless and elusive.There are too many people in the world who miss each other in surprise.The most sad, too late to say, I love you. Spring is enchanting.She always feels lonely, and her mind is fleeting.Can't tell what I'm looking forward to.The days are tossing and turning in silence, day and night continue, and when you look up, you will see another year of spring. Time can pass thrillingly, but there is no trace. That day, she heard someone knocking on the door knocker.The voice came from afar, not loud.I was surprised for no reason.I thought to myself, who will visit this time?

Going out, I saw a strange man standing at the door.Looking at each other, I was shocked again.Why are you so familiar.His clear eyes seemed to weigh a thousand catties, making her almost unable to lift her head under the weight. Steady your mind, don't be rude in front of others, it took a long time to salute and ask, what's the matter? He is clean and handsome.Xiujie's eyebrows stretched out like spring light, swaying slightly. He said, girl, you are thirsty on the way down, can you give me a bowl of water?He speaks slowly, unhurriedly, he is a well-bred man, his plea is really irresistible!

For some reason, she blurted out as soon as her heart moved, come in.I regretted it after I finished speaking, I am not reserved!There is no one in Kuang's family, what if he is a bad person?Stealing glances at him, he quickly comforted himself, seeing that he looked like a scholar, he didn't look like a villain. So he led him into the courtyard, went to the kitchen and fetched a bowl of water and brought it out. Before turning out, he took a picture of the water and felt that he was well-groomed.Actually, it could look better. He stood there drinking water, apparently thirsty.She leaned on the peach branch and looked at him.Watching him warmly, guessing his identity, most of the scholars in Chang'an city are taking exams at this time, he should be one of them.

He was drinking water, and it turned out that he was also taking a break from his busy schedule to look at her.His eyes were so clear that he locked her heart, pouring it like a hot spring, warming her whole body.The two eyes collided, but there was no difference in him.Only her cheeks were flushed, I hope he didn't see it. He intentionally drank the water slowly, but unfortunately he would finish it no matter how slowly he drank it. When he drank the last sip, both of them felt embarrassed.She didn't pick up the empty bowl, she just said, put it here.He was not in a hurry to send it back to the kitchen, afraid of turning around, so he left.

He also seemed to be intentionally procrastinating without a trace, as if he still needed to rest. silence.In the end, he was the first to say thank you.She didn't know what to say, she just shook her head with a smile. Standing for a while, gossip a few words, he is talking, is it teasing?It doesn't sound frivolous.She just felt very happy in her heart.I was extremely happy, but I just laughed. After thinking about it, I was really depressed and felt like a fool.Usually at home, he is always praised as being eloquent. I don't know why, but when I meet him, I can't even speak.

He looked at her, leaning on a branch of peach blossoms in full bloom, wearing a plain dress, lonely and soft.Her beauty is not overwhelming, but natural.The temptation that is not temptation is even more unexpected. He cherished it in his heart, and couldn't bear to speak any more abruptly, so he left with the excuse that it was getting late. Seeing her close the door, he stood outside the door, looking at the peach blossom inside the wall, thinking about her.It wasn't until the sun set on the western mountain that the twilight rose and the blue shirt was dyed yellow before moving.The shallow melancholy in my heart followed me all the way like a shadow.

Occasionally think of her, and let go.Jinghua tired guest, wandering under the moon in Chang'an.He is a scholar with an uncertain future and unsuccessful fame, so what right does he have to think wildly. She stood under the peach tree, holding an empty bowl in her hand, until the night was cool and windy, until someone knocked on the door. Xinxi panicked and went to open the door, hoping that it would be him who turned back, not him, but his family members returning from the moon. She sent the family back to the room and looked at the place where he had stood.Under the moonlight, the peach blossoms have restrained their charm, and they are as clean as him.

He is such a man as handsome as the moon and as beautiful as a peach blossom.She suddenly understood her regret.Her delicate thoughts suddenly revealed their true form under the moonlight. In fact, she has always hoped to meet such a person here.It's just that when I saw him today, my hazy thoughts became real after gaining spirituality. Thinking is like a dream.It's only half a day, but thinking about it seems like half a life has passed. In her eyes, he is as quiet as a peach blossom.His words and smiles are worth recalling now.It can be seen that he is obviously tired, but he is still calm.He is sad, but not vulnerable.She regretted not letting him sit down, not boiling hot water for him to drink tea, not having a few more words with him.Perhaps, talking and laughing can resolve his sadness, and chatting can leave more memories for the future.Perhaps, I should ask a few more questions... Everything has not yet had time.Why was he so passive and stupid back then!

Let's say goodbye today, turn around and don't know each other, when can we see each other again?Lovesickness comes uninvited.Lovesickness disturbs people's hearts, it is a bad thing. An indescribable fascination for a man who only met once.Why exactly?I also do not understand!Ridiculous, helpless!I fell in love with you who passed by by chance!Is my nature frivolous, and your presence just happens to expose me?Thousands of years later, someone will laugh at me for being stupid, frivolous, and easy to love.But they don't know that our meeting was not a coincidence, but a long-planned reunion.One person meets another.Two people become one.

You were originally on my mind, the shadow lurking in my heart.Although vague, it has always been in my heart.Mountains are long and rivers are far away, I can't find you, I can't see clearly, one day, I will wait for you.I saw you, and you left again.My thoughts can't keep up with the pace of your turning around. The stars are far away.On the day of parting, I can't help but think about it, you will think of it, will you still remember me?I only met once.Maybe you have already forgotten me, you are so outstanding, in the bustling city of Chang'an, there are so many people coming and going around you, unlike me who hides in a country villa, the days are long and deep, and only one passing you is hidden in my heart .

The faint fragrance of peach blossoms and the faint smile on your lips have not yet bloomed in the future.My heart began to be restless, ready to move for you, and dormant for you.The faint melancholy between your brows is like white clouds covering the green hills.I think about it, like the spring breeze blowing through the peach blossoms, blowing them away.Between us, there is a tacit understanding, a touch of warmth.You know, ten thousand years at a glance. In the lonely years, the longing for love is like the longing for an oasis of a camel walking in the desert.I love you, you will love me too.Unfortunately, before we had time to say anything, we separated and became separated. Who drew the Milky Way by mistake?You and I are not the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl. We only met once in this world, and there is no time to make a promise.There is still a slight possibility for the gods to cross the river to meet, but the mortals can only go to the yellow spring and the blue sky, separated by life and death forever. When I meet you, I feel sad for love.I have you in every breath I take, miss is the pain of breathing, regret is the pain of breathing.You are the endless undercurrent that sneaks into my blood and bones. Want to see but not see, the most painful. I've heard it said that man dies only when he is in desperate love.I despised such a life-and-death struggle.But, love, now I understand.If death can be exchanged for reunion in the next life, I would rather give up this life and die peacefully. Let me spend my whole life commemorating the hasty side of my floating life. This year, he has been thinking about it.Often in a trance, can't tell clearly hidden melancholy, it is precisely because of inadvertently, inadvertently obtained fame, and fulfilled my wish. The world is strange, intentionally lose, unintentionally gain. It's spring time to be seductive again.He also thought of the peach blossoms in the outskirts of Chang'an, and her affectionately under the peach blossom trees.With boundless expectations, he set foot on the road again. The road ahead seems to be the way home.The small courtyard was still the same, the peach blossoms were still the same, he knocked on the door knocker.Prepare countless words in your heart, knock on the door, and knock again. No one answered, and the whole body was cold.The spring light fades in an instant, and the heart is as cold as the cold autumn. He stood outside the door for a long time, until the sky revealed a touch of orange color in the evening.Before leaving, he picked up a pen and wrote on the door: In this door last year today, the peach blossoms on the faces of people are red. The human face does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling at the spring breeze. The dripping ink was his silent tears.Writing down his thoughts, not for anything else, just to teach her to know his thoughts, I hope she can see them. After a few days, he went again, but the beauty had passed away.Maybe, not nothing happened, what should have happened has happened.Could it be that an encounter is just an encounter, and this is where it ends? Peach Blossom laughs at the idiot, laughing at him for being late.It's a pity that she didn't know that the person who wrote poems for her was Cui Hu. Love is so generous that I suddenly met you; love is so stingy and short-lived that I can't say one more word, I love you. What is missed is not a relationship, but a lifetime. ——In Tang Renmeng In the "Poetry of Ben Shi" written by him, the ending is slightly different. Cui Hu caressed the corpse and wept affectionately. The woman died and came back to life, and her father promised her to Cui Hu as his wife.Cui Hu passed the Jinshi examination in the first year of Zhenyuan, and finally became an envoy of Lingnan Jiedu.If the record is true, the woman and him have this ending, it is true that lovers will eventually get married, but I still prefer cruel endings. There is a poem, which is also about them: I am also a pedestrian again, and I have long forgotten that I have passed this gate.In the spring of that year, it was not true except that the flowers bloomed.Empty twirling flower branches and empty leaning on the door, Empty with faint traces between eyebrows.In the spring of that year, I remembered the name of my slave family, A-Chu. You can get love, you can't get it.Before it blooms, it withers.The residual red is flying like rain behind him, mourning for whom the unrequited love.Love is like a dream, only flowers blooming is true.