Chapter 6 Chapter 3.1

Bees make honey, swallows hold mud, and animals run around, because they are of great significance to their survival. Why do people often spend so much time doing extravagant and wasteful things that are not necessarily so important?Man, why are we below them at this point? ... Today, there are fewer intellectuals in civilian clothes, fewer Communists in civilian clothes, and fewer leading cadres of the Communist Party in civilian clothes.Because there are really cool, card, blended, and so on.If the Communist Party had become a civilian party, it would be ridiculous in the 1980s today.But if the Communist Party becomes a party that has lost its "commoner spirit", it will not be funny or ridiculous, and it will give people a different feeling in their hearts!

Our country, our nation, has always been advocating the two extremes due to the accumulation of national psychology and various historical origins.The feudal monarchy is based on this admiration as its social foundation.This is the stupid side of our nation.Human beings are not ruled by kingship, but only by knowledge.This is called human civilization.Or "spiritual civilization".There was a time when our society seemed to have started well with a general cult of knowledge, but was soon swept away by the cult of money. Money, this lovable monster, devours the souls of some Chinese people, and devours the souls of some Chinese Communists.

Didn't they say "make some people rich first"?It should be to make some of the people rich first!If the cadres of our Communist Party all take advantage of their positions and power, rushing to make themselves rich first, what kind of "party serves the people wholeheartedly"? China belongs to the Chinese people.All wealth in China, big and small, was created by the Chinese people.Any act of embezzling, squandering, or wasting people's property is not just the behavior of the cadres of the Chinese Communist Party, it is an ugly act, and should be punished by law.The people hope so.Now the people have only hope for the party.I hope that the policy of "opening up to the outside world and invigorating the economy inside" will remain unchanged; I hope that the party's style will be completely improved; I hope that there will be a few "Bao Longtu" in the party to eradicate evil and assist the "Chao Gang"; I hope that the reform will achieve greater results and detours less.

And the greatest hope is that those within the party who harm the public and benefit themselves, and use power for personal gain will not continue.The people both hate them and have nothing to do with them.Because the people have given power to them, just as King Lear handed over the scepter to his daughters and sons-in-law, who were submissive at first and then domineering. The common people have a saying - "Do it again and again, never do it again".This is also hope.Chinese people are the most benevolent and kind people in the world.They are very understanding.The country was brought down by the old Communists, and the people who have taken down the country are entitled to ask for benefits from the people.The people draw, and the people have given.Including their children and grandchildren reaching out to the people or taking things like they are from their own homes to reap all kinds of special benefits, the people can also be magnanimous and silent.The Chinese people are so benevolent and kind.But China is very poor!The lives of Chinese people are generally still very poor!To achieve a well-off life, you have to work hard!The people can't give that much, and the people can't afford it.Everything has to be done slowly, and the people have to be allowed to give slowly.Don't rush it.Even if it is repeated again and again, the common people still have only hope.Which country's people are more benevolent and kind than the Chinese people?Which country's people are better at patience than the Chinese people, and are better at holding on to endless hope amidst patience?Those who use power for personal gain, only want to get rich first, and don't take the interests of the people at all, should be ashamed.

Nowadays, a Chinese can call a foreigner his friend.If the foreigner comes from the so-called Western world, a "rich country" like Sweden, and is a young doctor, then it seems to be an unusual honor for some Chinese people. Some Chinese are really like "sticking tree bark".The target it "posts" changes and shifts with the development of the times.It is quite thought-provoking to study the level of its "stickers". The first is to post "official". "Director XX? I know him!" "Commander XX? His son and I are buddies!" "So-and-so leader network? His daughter's classmate's sister is my lover's younger brother's sister-in-law!"

With seven crutches and eight detours, those who cannot be caught by ten poles can always be caught.When you catch it, you will "stick it". This is really a "sticker". There are also fake "posters", although they also want to "post", but they have no chance, and it is difficult to get close to the target. In our daily lives, don’t we often see some people, in order to curry favor with a certain chief, or the son, daughter, or even secretary of such and such a chief, do their utmost to flatter, seek flattery, and try to curry favor with others?What is the picture?Many of them have real plans.There are also some people who have nothing to do with Xiezhi, only to obtain some kind of psychological comfort.As if "posting" someone, I am no longer an ordinary person, and my status has been elevated.

If the "poster" is a male, it's annoying; if the "poster" is a female, it's even more disgusting.Male "posters" rely on shamelessness and skills, while female "posters" rely on shamelessness and lust.All "stickers", regardless of skill or appearance, are always shameless.Just like steamed buns or fire, it is always necessary to use some "noodle primer". I often think, what exactly are the Chinese people lacking at present?Is it money?Why have Chinese people become extremely jealous of money when living standards have generally improved in recent years?Among the more than one billion Chinese people, which part of the Chinese people was first defeated by money? !Society, you come to answer this question!

The style of "sticking" has levels, and those who "stick" are divided into grades. First-class "posters" who "post" Americans, British, French, Japanese, Canadians, Italian teams, Swedes... Second-class "stickers" are "stickers" to black people. On this point, it quite reflects the international attitude of the Chinese people - not engaging in racial discrimination. The third-class "posters" can only "post" Hong Kong customers.While "sticking" to it and not letting it go, at the same time, it does not want to be reduced to the third class forever. There is a saying: "Riding a horse to find a horse".

Our generation grew up singing team songs.The red scarf is our pride.The Young Pioneers Salute expresses our high respect for beautiful things.The drums of the Young Pioneers excited people's innocence.Most of my generation didn't know what chocolate was at a young age, childhood or even adolescence.Fifty people's toys combined are not as many as the son's toys.A new dress makes us jump for joy.The new clothes are bought by my father or mother, but we all generally think that Chairman Mao and the Communist Party should be most grateful.Without Chairman Mao, there would be no Communist Party.Without the Communist Party, there would be no new clothes.Times have stamped this kind of "birthmark" on our hearts and minds time and time again.It scares us into forgetting that there is only one purpose for us to come into this world and survive - to know what to think and what to do - and that's abominable!The new clothes were bought for us by our parents with the low salary earned by Li Ku!We should only be grateful to our parents!

The tragedy of our generation at that time was that our enthusiasm for a "revolutionary idea" surpassed our enthusiasm for cultural knowledge.And if any "revolutionary thought" has cultural knowledge as its foundation, it is almost the same as religious teachings.We understand this, and society understands this.What we accept is still the full connotation of "revolutionary thinking".In fact, only 20 days and 9 years are enough to sum it up-love it!Be grateful!In the middle school political class, we gradually formed such a conclusion in our minds—the leader is the party.

Therefore, our love and gratitude are all in one person.Clear and clear. Thus, during the "Cultural Revolution", our generation's love, admiration, worship, and obedience reached the "peak" of "infinity".This is the frenzy of a whole generation, the confusion of a whole generation.And the confusion and fanaticism of a whole generation of young people is very important to the society.It is the wind, the fire, the tide, the surging waves, and the power to break through everything!We were tired when it was all over.When we are tired, we start to think grimly.When we think, we begin to truly grow into adults. We are no longer slaves to history.We use history as our guide.We use our thoughts to make the end of this period of Chinese history.It will not just be written in words in various historical or political textbooks.It is written on our mental and thought processes with our social behavior yesterday and tomorrow. Humans have a bad psychology, we call it "revenge".History has a ruthless law, which is interpreted as "reversal" by historians, "going to the opposite" by philosophers, and "reincarnation" by superstitionists. The disintegration of superstition is a tragedy of God.The loss of authority is the misfortune of great men. "One sentence is worth ten thousand ten days" cannot realize communism.Greed for money is bound to confuse the mind of a nation.The construction of "Chinese-style socialism" is a retaliation against the "socialism" that "takes class struggle as the key link", but material civilization is not a twin that is born conjoined with spiritual civilization.That's why I am most disgusted by the promotion of the concept of "time is money" in various newspapers of our party and country. Time is history, life, the endless record of success and failure that continues forever, and the destiny of a country and a nation. Time means the existence of a person, a nation, and a country.And the real meaning of the latter's existence is by no means covering the earth with money. I think love depends on chance and fate. Choosing something with material properties requires quality.Only a beautiful face and a good figure are just "beauty in packaging", not very good.Measured by such a standard, as far as I know, the few cases are just "vases" of "output".Things that are dominated by material properties. I was thinking: money, money, money, how many Chinese girls, including young girls, have given their youth and beauty to some foreigners cheaply!Or a one-off "auction," or "retail."They seem so hurried and impatient in this kind of transaction, as if "the opportunity never comes again."They are simply a bit: "Don't sacrifice a lot of money."Their youth and beauty weighed heavily in this transaction.Love, if there is one, is but a Libra.For money, a dancer marries a vulgar Hong Kong businessman covered in money.For money, movie stars are willing to be gringo's "kitchen lady".Maybe it was one hundred to one, and there was a little rainbow.Playing with a foreigner like a foreigner playing with a Chinese girl!Tit for Tat?But it is unfair and unrighteous for it to fall on my foreign friend Shen Michael. Not long ago, some comrades asked me to give a lecture on literature to the graduate class of the Central Party School.I didn't want to go to the Central Party School, what kind of person am I?Is it worthy to speak?But that sincerity is hard to come by.It would be too "arrogant" to refuse flatly.After procrastinating several times, I finally couldn't procrastinate, so I went.Then he talked about the result, right and wrong came out.Someone wrote a letter to a leading comrade of the Central Committee, saying that Liang Xiaosheng said that he was not a member of the Communist Party, and that he would never want to join the Communist Party of China!So the leading comrades of the Central Committee instructed: Find out how this Liang Xiaosheng usually behaves?Check who "invited" him to the party school?If something happened, it should be dealt with seriously.So some investigators went to the Central Party School to investigate. What's the matter? ! After all, our party is returning to the style of seeking truth from facts.The result of the investigation - "Liang Xiaosheng's speech is basically progressive."A non-Party writer's speech at the Central Party School is "basically" "progressive", so that's fine, right?Who dares to say that every sentence he says is incomparably correct? The party's style of seeking truth from facts has protected me. People tend to do things that are cursed to the end. The upper part of "Syracuse" was basically written on a round dining table with a diameter of less than one meter. The lower part of "Snow City" has nearly 600,000 words, and every line of it is written on the radiator.It was an old-fashioned radiator, quite thick.Fortunately, it is quite thick, the plywood is one and a half feet wide and less than one meter long—it was picked up from the scrap pile by my father when he lived in Beijing—that is my "special desk". At that time, I could no longer write on the round dinner table - when I was writing, its edge picked up the blood vessels in my arm. Over time, I suffered from a rare occupational disease called "gluing varicose veins".Holding the pen for two moments, the blood vessels on the back of the hand bulged.And the fingers are numb, and then painful... Although I live in isolation, I still instinctively pay attention to the impetuous and painful process of our era with the special sensitivity of a novelist. During the reform, the city is experiencing, thinking, and suffering, excited, anxious, hesitant, pedaling, joyful, troubled, suffering, enduring failure, inspiring the sky, and being born... This long sentence in the first chapter of the second part of "Snow City" is my feeling about the cities of contemporary China.This feeling makes me envious.The last sentence at the end of the book—"China seems to be trying to figure out something in the last two or three months of the six years of 1919..."—it took me a few days of thinking to make sure that it remains the same. of. I am satisfied with my determination of such a closing sentence. The rotary operation of the commodity era, in China, will inevitably be at the cost of ruining the next generation of farmers' sense of sustenance to the land.Moreover, for this price, China will have to pay usury in the next half century.The next generation of farmers will lose their attachment to the land and grow to loathe it.The so-called large grain growers may not be psychologically attached to the land.Their choice may be precisely for their children and grandchildren to finally leave the land.It's like raising a pig carefully, only to sell it or slaughter it in the end.In the next half century, the fundamental problem in China will be the problem of farmers, not how to farm the land, but who will farm the land.From an agricultural country to an industrial country - this is the ideal.There are more than 800 million farmers in China - this is a reality.How pale is the ideal in the face of reality!In the last half century, Chinese farmers were willing to work in agriculture. In the next half century, China's farmers will probably not be the first to work in agriculture. Cities are evaporating a large area of ​​precious nutrients in the human spirit, forming an unprecedented wave of surging and boiling material desires.Like colorless and odorless intestines, floating in the sky above the city, being sucked into the lungs of all men and women every day.That is a part of life factors, volatilized from the body of life, changing the composition of the urban air, changing the vital capacity of all men and women.It makes them and they have such a confusing expression on their faces in the changed state.In their and their expressions, there are all kinds of lively greed, all kinds of extremely vivid greed... I don't think people can just do "something with special meaning".What's more, in most cases and most of the time, the vast majority of people want to do "special meaning" things and they can't do it.If everyone can give others some small help, small support, small comfort, small convenience, small satisfaction, and small fulfillment without losing the opportunity, I will use the words of my friends to tease me, in a word, "small kindness" ", then our reality should be better.The reality that the Chinese are currently in is too loose, too tense, and too insecure!There is too much use of each other, too much betrayal of each other, too much rejection of each other, too much psychological oppression of each other, and too much plot against each other.I call this phenomenon the "(犭緛鸿米)dog phenomenon". Stability is based on stability itself, and social stability is based on the stability of the people. The stability of the people is based on the psychological stability and emotional stability of the people. In 1988, the psychology and emotions of the general public were already in an extremely unstable, impetuous, and easily broken state.The generally soft and lamentable popular songs blown from the south are like business girls trying to soothe people's hearts.Money flowed from city to city.The strong "northwest wind" and "northeast wind" blowing in the opposite direction seemed to have the tendency to sweep away the soft southerly wind.This wind and that wind wind up with money in the end.The neon roller lights create red light and purple atmosphere for generations of trendy singers.Concert ads and bonus savings ads compete for promotional space.When we look back on the Year of the Dragon today, does it give us a false sense of "long songs should cry"?Today, pursuing all these seems to be meaningless.However, it really should have been a preliminary memo for 1989 when the wind was blowing.Price rises have exceeded people's psychological capacity.Corrupt officials emerge in endlessly, and the layers of their networks exceed people's tolerance.Corruption seems to arouse no longer anger but almost numb indifference, blogging, prostitution, abandoned babies, children dropping out of school, garbage culture... everything, the official final explanation is the "primary stage", and the public The logic of identification can only be - "The initial stage is a basket, and everything can be put in it." Chinese, Chinese, we are so pitiful!We don’t know how much we have endured every day, every month, every year, how many times we have swallowed, how many times we have concealed ourselves, and how many times we have distorted ourselves. Small right and wrong that are not worth mentioning, but often pay a price that is too late to regret.Chinese, Chinese, maybe only each of us knows, understands, and understands why we are angry in our own hearts?The anger we hold back will inevitably be vented on others, and it is inevitable that others will not be angry with others after being angry with us.Others may be butchers, utility bill collectors, bus conductors, gas exchangers, hairdressers, traffic policemen, public security policemen, or even our superiors, colleagues, and subordinates...so their The anger is directly or indirectly vented on ourselves, so each of us is inexplicably full of anger almost every day. It seems that every part of the Chinese people finds the other part of the Chinese people displeased and gets angry. Contempt and hatred spread among the Chinese people, so that the general Chinese people have a little bit of contempt and hatred for ourselves.We are like uneducated children, playing a mental game of desecrating and insulting each other. We don't want to play this kind of inferior game, but we have already suffered from the "game syndrome" of playing this kind of game.We long for a good social upbringing. Superstition, surround the city from the countryside.Mahjong, from inside the party to outside the party.Football has suffered consecutive defeats in international competitions, but it has outperformed the "national team" in officialdom.Billiards is a civilized entertainment. Once it has "Chinese characteristics", it has become a way for street ruffians to gamble... China, China, the boat of the new era has just sailed, and most of our compatriots seem to be infected with the germs of the "end of the century mentality" . From Chen Sheng, Wu Guang to Hong Xiuquan to Sun Yat-sen to Mao Zedong, in the centuries of Chinese history, one after another threw their heads and blood, and they lived and died vigorously. The "lower Liba people" in China boil down to one thing - equal wealth and equal land .As portrayed in Chairman Mao's poems - "It's really busy to clean up the land and divide the land!" This pure peasant's sense of equality has dominated the minds of almost the vast majority of Chinese people because China is still a large agricultural country.But the reality seems to make people feel that the more equality is fought, the less it becomes impossible.Ordinary people feel that reality has played tricks on them.The mere presence of televisions, refrigerators, and washing machines in their homes does not balance their sense of loss. "Relative poverty" makes the gap of inequality clearer and wider.All kinds of inequalities are showing aggressive ferocity.The disintegration of the hearts of the people is like sand becoming sand, but we should have understood that the world has never been truly equal!Regarding the so-called "lost literature", I am afraid that it is not necessary to investigate and think about it in depth today.A period of relative silence in literature.The word "lost" is not accurate enough.Literature is one of the vitamins of the human spirit.Just as a person who cares about his health needs no advice for a vitamin deficiency and goes to a drugstore, so a person who cares about his spiritual content doesn't need anyone's advice to go to literature.Second, literature is not just novels.It is common to see some bookstalls with pornographic homicides on them, but serious books are placed under the beds of the stalls.It is necessary to see that the other party is recommended by someone who has read serious books.It's like an ancient weapon shop, where sharp knives and swords are kept separately and not displayed. My sincerity lies in, or my superficiality lies in—I used to think so paranoidly that those who have been educated youths, especially those who have been educated youths in our Northern Wilderness, all men are men and women are good women.It seems that the whole society has become bad.Everyone has started to cheat each other, and there will still be a kind of warm relationship between the educated youths in the Great Northern Wilderness, and there will still be a special kind of trustworthiness. I am greatly lost, is here. It is a very natural law that real life changes people.Just as the wind weathers rocks into strange shapes.Frankly speaking, the warnings given to me by reality are more than just two trivial things!Between me and the "educated youth comrades in arms" around me, the evolution of that strange relationship has become more profound, more ferocious and more compelling.It's just that before I'm not too despicably attacked and framed, I hope it will be as beautiful as before.When people are paranoid about some false Yu Cheng Nirvana, they often feel good about themselves. Precociousness is sympathetic, pathetic. Too much maturity is nasty, scary, and untrustworthy. The root of godliness is innocence. Innocence is very cute, so we use "brilliant" to describe it.But innocence is absolutely superficial, so sadism absolutely and almost inevitably leads to paranoia. Man, what a dilemma we have to choose between sincerity and maturity!Have you ever seen a man who is too mature to be godly? Have you ever seen a person who embraces sincerity can embrace it for a long time? But I can be sure that you must have seen the fate of people who were deceived and harmed by piety... Nowadays, we Chinese who are keen to start "classmate associations", "alumni associations", "hometown associations" and "educated youth associations" seem to hope that this "association" or that "association" will extend a "meeting" to ourselves. There are too many people who need or want to get something.There are too few people who are willing or willing to give anything.Therefore, any form of association among Chinese people today is painted with extremely utilitarian colors.Therefore, any association of Chinese people today cannot last long, and it will surely disappoint those who join in with their children.I even suspect that even the church is unavoidable in China today. Therefore, with all sincerity, frankness and sincerity, I warned my educated youths in the Great Northern Wilderness: Remember that I was an educated youth in the Great Northern Wilderness, remember that almost a whole generation was educated youth from all over the world - just remembering this is enough.Because it shows that you always remember who you are.That experience was, after all, a baptism for each of us.But don't look for it—the mass form of "educated youth from the Great Northern Wilderness" in today's cities. Even if it exists, don't believe it.Don't associate it with the practice of who you want to be and could be, let alone see it as part of the content and meaning of your life. Snakes walk with their bodies.Flowers bloom and thank you for walking.Stones walk with fortitude.Things walk with old and new.Life and death walk.Hot walks with cold.Cold walk on ice.Useful without walking.Use stillness to walk.Yin uses yang to walk.Fire walks with burning.The planet walks with gravity.History uses the past to walk. And man, and man alone, walks on two feet. No one else can pull you high except yourself - because you won't be able to hold on to the rope. Of all the herds of animals, only the herd of elephants is the noblest, the most dignified, the most harmonious, and the most peaceful. Humans are not as good as elephants in other aspects except that their brains are more developed than elephants. People are too much like monkeys. The monkey group is the most annoying animal group.Because they are so human and yet not human at all. In 1988, I walked step by step towards the independent kingdom of men.I finally understand that in this independent kingdom, and only in this independent kingdom, can I have the courage to get rid of the oppression of all the customs, design myself to be an independent man, and shape a man's sentiment and character , Man's personality. When you step into your independent spiritual kingdom, you are truly your own king with real authority in terms of sentiment, character and personality!You are not isolated by independence. You will then be standing on a planet that belongs only to you, and you will find others like you standing on a planet that belongs only to you, and they will greet you.At that time, you, a man with an independent spirit, and you, a woman with an independent spirit, will deeply feel that you are worthy of being a human being.Then, and only then, your relationship with human beings—that is, the social, so-called social, so-called friendship, so-called moral, so-called conscience, etc., is normal.That is valuable. I love those ancient chivalrous men and women, such as Bai Yutang, Lu Siniang, Xiao Ying, etc., so much.Of course, I also like those cold-faced Chinese tough guys played by Bruce Lee.I don't like Jackie Chan very much.Because I don't like talkative people.More because Jackie Chan never died in the films he starred in.I value a person, especially a man's attitude towards death.I admire and adore a man who takes death at home in the face of danger. Civilized contemporary society, civilized contemporary people, and all civilizations of contemporary mankind must strangle the birth of evil and powerful forces, exterminate their growth, destroy their formation, and prevent them like cancer. Otherwise, we have to suffer... People, for ourselves and for our children and grandchildren to avoid being bullied by evil people, oppressed by evil forces, and manipulated by evil rulers, let us all strengthen ourselves!The goodness of prosperity and even goodness.With the supreme goodness of the strong, the extreme evil of the powerful is beyond our era, our century, and beyond our human civilization! ... Every contemporary should have this sense of responsibility. I have long since distrusted my body. The last thing I want is to go to the hospital for a physical examination or to see a doctor. It might even be said that I have a malice against my body—it doesn't give me health, so I don't care about it at all.The so-called tit for tat.The biggest thing is that they all die together.I smoke because I simply can't quit.I write like I smoke.Literal nicotine has already "poisoned" me, dissolved into my blood, and formed some kind of abnormal physical balance.Some people quit smoking, but it hastened their death.To stop writing I would also be tantamount to slow suicide. For a novelist, his life is a page of manuscript paper that can never be filled with words.Therefore, their lives can only be ended on a comma or an abridged mark.Probably so.This is helpless to them, and almost all of them are willing to choose. In China, all the so-called "good people" are people who have killed their "self" alive.The more frustrating question is, if we become an extreme "weird" or "villain", will reality give us back a better self?Would things be better if we kept people thousands of miles away?If we imprison ourselves in a square inch, will the freedom of individuality be greater?I do not believe.Therefore, I often experience life in a situation where I am wronged, and silently agree that that kind of deformed "self" is probably destined to belong to Liang Xiaosheng's "self". When Westerners meet, they never ask "Have you eaten yet?" Chinese people seldom say "No!" in order to defend themselves.Just like the Chinese even if they meet each other in the toilet, they still have to ask "Have you eaten?" The loads most often borne by each individual are those imposed by his character. However, it is impossible not to be polluted.Each of us, whether male or female, will be polluted sooner or later, to varying degrees.We cannot escape, each of us.All the good things of human beings are made by human beings.All the ugliness of human beings are also caused by human beings.The material world can only pollute our material organism.It is the ugliness we ourselves do that pollutes our souls.The fact is that none of us have a perfect soul when we say goodbye to this world.In fact the so-called noble souls are probably the most polluted and corrupted souls.The difference is that it can be polluted and eroded but cannot be changed from its original shape.Unless it is completely broken.The difference is just that, and that's all... Shanghainese are very smart.The shrewdness of the Shanghainese is a shrewdness of intimacy.This kind of intimate and shrewd interpersonal relationship enables Shanghainese to benefit from each other in communication.The history of Shanghai has trained Shanghainese to be shrewd.It's not offensive.However it is not very reliable either.Shanghainese are used to this, adapt to it, and may even have some self-appreciation. Guangzhou people are also very smart.The shrewdness of Guangzhou people is a tacit shrewdness.In this relationship, they test whether they are the shrewdest at the same time they seem to test whether the other person is a big fool.Due to their general shrewdness, Shanghainese may respect kindness.Because people in Guangzhou want to be the smartest people too much, maybe they look down on kindness?If Guangzhou people deal with treacherous outsiders, once they suffer, it may be because of their contempt for kindness.Ren Yiba doesn't quite see the opponent he despises as an opponent.People from Guangzhou, be wary of the treacherous outsiders who take advantage of your loopholes on this point! I sincerely hope that the literary world will be stable, united and harmonious.I think it's part of every writer's job to preserve that.In line with this principle, I have more than once fulfilled my small obligations among writer friends.Some people are always looking forward to something happening in the literary world, and when they think something happens, they are overjoyed.They are extremely happy.If they don't have anything to do for a long time, they will feel lonely, boring, and empty, so they will hook up, tell some gossip, and spread some gossip.Artificially instigate and create some contradictions and disputes. Most of them are people who have been in the literary world for a long time but are not committed to literary creation.I'm so sick of them! Some politicians are like this kind of big books-a series of extremely heavy "classics". As for us people, it's just people who have to do with movies.Movies are not a big deal in China.Especially not at the moment.It cannot be emphasized enough.How to picture it is, to imagine it is, and in the end it is not.In some cases, it is even, often, just a matter of fame and fortune for us.Even, it's just our "(mouth dare) way of eating" that's all. The profound influence of history on the psychology of a nation can completely change with the change of reality.In fact, China is not a country that is easy to incite extreme national sentiments at every turn. Hong Kong, a "trapped child" a hundred years ago, has now returned to the embrace of the motherland in a grown-up manner, and the Chinese people are satisfied with this result.Satisfaction brings peace.Peace can make people generous.Generosity can make a nation understand the necessity of proportion in international relations. The England of 150 years ago is not the England of today. The China of 150 years from now is not the China of the past. So what happened a hundred and fifty years ago must happen. So a hundred and fifty years later the inevitable end of the end. Regarding China's "reform and opening up", I was once a pawn trying to jump from the chess box to the chessboard and pretend to be a pawn. Now one foot of China has stepped into the commercial age.It is like another continent that gradually rises from the bottom of the sea after the tide has passed. I don't think that as long as it has a commercial color, art is no longer art.Literature is no longer literature. A mature commercial society requires the guarantee of peaceful and friendly relations between a country and neighboring countries.Guarantees of domestic political stability are needed. I stared at the commercial age, and gradually realized that its essence is actually lonely.It is a great loneliness. Almost all of the thrilling big decisions in the business era are related to business. Having money is the first thing to do, and being idle can best give birth to a sense of loneliness.Those who are short of money are struggling to earn money, so they can't care about loneliness. Literature in the commercial age will also be lonely.Because a mature business age will be good at mediating and dealing with many social problems and social contradictions.What is left for literature is only "leftovers" of "social themes".Literature disdains to chew these "leftovers", so it belongs to the human mind.But in the face of lonely people's minds, before literature has become literature, it is self-prepared to feel lonely.成熟的商业时代是断难产生史诗性文学的时代…… 对某一时代的优劣的评估，主要应以人民而非作家们的感觉来判断。相对于人民，时代甚至可以完全忽略作家们的感觉不予理睬，而且不丧失它什么最基本的原则…… 一个成熟的国家和民族，首先应是一个相信自己的政治家和外交家的国家和民族。 “老”也是一个令人意念沮丧心理栖惶的字。一种通身被什么毛茸茸的东西粘住，扯不开甩不掉的感觉。 我是我们这一代人中，年龄不算最大也不算最小的一个。我们这一代，普遍的都开始记忆力明显减退了。尽管我们正处在所谓“年富力强”的年龄。我们过早地被“老”宇粘上了。我们自己有时不愿承认，但各个心里都明白。我们宁愿这“老”首先是从体魄上开始的。但它却偏偏首先从心智上向我们发起了频频的攻击。是“三年自然灾害”时期营养不良造成的？还是十年“上山下乡”耗损太大造成的？亦或是目前上有者下有小自己责任多多，因而都过早地患了“中年综合疲劳症”的结果？ 我们这一代聚在一起，比前十年前几年聚在一起时话都明显地少了。都大有一种欲说还体的意味儿了呢！ 在中国的许多城市中，都有许多大小和二小这样的中国人。他们的数量，起码是比“先富起来的一部分”中国人多的。他们——和她们，我们的许多大小和二小一样的同胞兄弟和姐妹们所朝朝日日进行的，顽强抵抗堕落和犯罪的“持久战”，谁说仅仅是他们个人的“战争”呢？起码，应算是中华民族战胜贫穷落后的“战争”的一役吧？这也是中国安定的前提之一叼！但当代人的问题是物质生活水平越提高了心情越忧郁。精神生活内容越丰富了精神越空虚。越没多少值得感伤的事儿了越空前地感伤。这是一种时尚。一种时髦。一种病。一种互相传染而且没什么特效药可治的病。人们都觉得自己也处在弥留之际了似的，包括正年轻着的男女。 许多种美的诞生是以另外许多种美的毁灭为代价的。 而在这过程和其后，便会有许多无聊的没意思的事情伴随着…… 欲与欲望的区别，好比性与爱情的区别。更好比洗澡与水上芭蕾的区别。 人类停止在欲的满足方面，这世界的变化也就嘎然而止了。 一个家庭也有欲望。一个社团也有欲望。一个民族也有欲望。一个国家也有欲望。人类不可能没有欲望，因为具体的人都是有欲望的。人类不可以没有欲望，因为人类也是仰仗着自身的欲望进化、进步和文明起来的。一个家庭，一个杜团，只有依赖了成员们欲望的一致性而凝聚而各尽其能，才可实现追求之目标。一个民族也是这样。一个国家也是这样。 欲望当然有好坏之分。好的欲望其实便是理想。坏的欲望其实便是野心。一个人产生坏的欲望，极易滑向犯罪的道路。一个家庭由种种坏的欲望氤氲一片，极易使家庭这个温馨之所变成罪恶之窝。一个社团由坏的欲望所凝聚，将对社会造成危害。一个民族一个国家由坏的欲望统治，则必危害全人类的和平。 因而一个具体人的欲望，是须时时自觉地用理智进行审省、判断和控制的。一个产生了又坏又强烈的欲望的人，一个这样的人面不能够审省、判断自己欲望的好坏，并且不能够控制它，那么这个人对别人是危险的人。一个社团，一个民族，一个国家，也都是这样。 每一种欲望的达到，几乎都是以放弃另一种或另几种欲望为代价的。 大多数儿童是彻底的“理想主义者”。他们企图实现成获得，一心所求往往是全部。所以儿童们常会陷入此种两难之境—一一当他们把手伸人细颈陶罐掏取什么的时候，他们的手几乎都贪婪地抓得满满的。结果他们连自己的手也被卡佐抽不出来了。他们要么会急得大哭起来，要么会发脾气将陶罐打破。哭是没用的。流再多的眼泪也不如放下去一点儿想得到的东西。 真正的理想主义者，是善于控制欲望的人。 大跃进是不理智的。是儿童式的欲望。