Chapter 69 You can never think of 16-(Zheng Xiaofang)

No matter how something in the past leaves indelible pain on people’s emotions, a rational person can always face the reality—because people can’t turn around and go back to the past, but have to move forward. This is not to say that the pain caused by Xue Feng's severance of ties with me has disappeared.No, this wound has been left on the heart, and it is difficult to heal.But I am not Lin Daiyu after all, I regard love as the whole of life.If so, I would not have come here at the beginning, and would have stayed by his side.Besides love, there are things we should cherish more in life - that is, labor, career and ideals...

My whole mind is now on my work.The survival rate of flower sticks on tens of thousands of acres is quite good.These little things are now two or three inches high; tender, grey-green stems and leaves, even in long droughts, seem to be very vigorous-this is because their roots are extremely deep-even than The stems and leaves on the ground are much longer.The reason why the flower stick can grow in the desert is because it can root deep underground, so it is not afraid of drought.Doesn't this little life also have an inspiring meaning to people?If travelers look here from a distance, they will not see any changes here—it is still a piece of yellow and desert.Only when you visit this place in person, you will find that this place is no longer desolate, and there is already a young life.

Perhaps within a few years, these hundreds of yellow sand dunes will turn into a green ocean, dotted with dense flowers.Needless to say, the rampant Mu Us Desert will lose another frontier. This is my greatest comfort. I walk around these dunes all day, keeping livestock out, checking for aphids—I have dimethoate emulsion ready for this enemy. It is really lonely to wander around these deserted places alone.The only person I talk to is my flower stick.Really, I don't know how many tender words I have said to it in my heart.Of course, sometimes quarreling with the desert, cursing or challenging its boundless base camp!

During this period, I was also preparing for my next experimental project - planting mulberry trees.I have gone to many surrounding villages and conducted some investigations, but found less than ten mulberry pots in total.But these mulberries are shrubs, like twisted bars. The mulberry leaves have little nutritional value, and the leaves are small and rough. People here mainly use them for weaving and never raise silkworms. Many ordinary people have never even seen silkworms. I plan to transport mulberry seedlings from other places in November this year, and try to plant 100 acres here first.Of course, I know that the arbor mulberry is not easy to survive the winter here, and the coldest temperature here sometimes reaches minus 37°C.There is little rain in spring and summer, so the mulberry seedlings cannot grow up, and there is a lot of rain in autumn, so the mulberry seedlings grow too fast, so the organization is insufficient, the lignification is not enough, and they are relatively fragile, and they are easy to freeze and damage during winter.

I pray in my heart that my first batch of young mulberry saplings will survive this winter.Tomorrow and next year, I will be able to use the hardy sweet mulberry in the south for grafting.I know how important this matter is - if my experiment is successful, there will be a sericulture business in this desert for the first time!These days, I'm making another little revolution on the farm. Wu Youxiong and I cleaned up an idle warehouse and opened up a cultural place. Some newspapers and magazines from Yuanyi were piled up under the desk of Director Cao, and we moved them here.I also took some of my own books here.In addition, we took several pennants awarded to this farm by our superiors when we built the farm, and we also opened them from a corner of a warehouse, cleaned them, and hung them on the wall here.This cultural room seems to be the same thing.Even the workers of Cao Chang happily walked around here a few times.Under my strong protest, Director Cao had to send someone to repair the toilet.Before this, people on the farm defecated everywhere.It's really annoying, some rough guys don't even avoid me on purpose!Needless to say, in normal life, I still know that Wu Youxiong has the most contacts.

He is a very studious person, interested in all kinds of knowledge. In the end, he even recombined small tractor seeders and animal power seeders that were not suitable for local farming into a new type of seeder, which can be pulled by both tractors and livestock. The seed density is reasonable, easy to ventilate and transmit light.This small modification has attracted great attention from the Regional Agricultural Machinery Bureau and the Agricultural Machinery Research Institute, and it has been promoted and used in many places. He not only likes mechanical knowledge, but also likes to delve into the knowledge of agriculture, animal husbandry and forestry. He often comes to ask me for some professional knowledge.

As for myself, there are more people who need Yuxiong's help. I don't want to hide what I feel - I already feel it: Yuu has a feeling for me that goes deeper than friendship.It's not that he's revealed anything to me, it's just how I feel, and I can't be wrong. As for me, in spite of my liking for him, I have not yet developed any affection for him higher than friendship.My heart has always been occupied by Xue Feng, and I didn't leave room for other men.Even now that Xue Feng has left me, I still can't change the feelings that have accumulated over the years.How difficult it is for me to give love to another man!But I understand Yuro.I could see that there was nothing base in his affection for me, and that he never did anything to embarrass and embarrass me.

As for what to do with my own affairs in the future, I have not considered at all now—— Let the years to come slowly answer this question... One day in late August, I was sorting out some materials at home, and suddenly came a bad news, saying that Wu Youxiong went to a coal mine in another place to pull coal, but two coal diggers were gas poisoned and fell down in the tunnel. The situation was very critical .He had someone tied his waist with a rope, went in and carried out the two workers, while he lay down in the tunnel.When people pulled him out, he was unconscious and has now been sent to the area hospital for emergency treatment... There is another theory that he is dead!The news was like someone hit me on the head with a stick.My legs were shaking so badly that I couldn't even stand.We don't have a phone call here, the phone calls in the city are made to the commune, and the commune sent someone to pass the message to us.The matter was of great importance, and Field Chief Cao immediately set off to the district hospital.

I couldn't help but follow him. We came to the city by bus from the commune, and then hurried to the district hospital. Only after we got to the hospital did we know that Yuo was out of danger—he has now been transferred to the inpatient department.We just hurried to the inpatient department. According to the regulations, only one person can enter the ward to visit the patients. The director Cao is the leader, so of course he should go in.After Cao Zhang entered the ward, I sat on a chair in the corridor anxiously.Due to anxiety and not eating for a day, I felt dizzy and nauseated.Although I now know that Yuxiong is out of danger, my heart is still agitated, afraid of unexpected changes.It is becoming more and more clear to me now how valuable everything about this person is.After Cao Zhang came out, with a satisfied smile on his face, he said: "The situation is getting better! Oh, it scares people to death! Youxiong is really a hero who sacrifices himself and forgets his life!" There was a certain sincerity in it - for which I even for the moment forgave many of his faults.That afternoon, I bought a lot of things on the street and returned to our Forestry Bureau.I was at a colleague's house and using their Nabesha, I cooked some meals for Aryu.

When I walked into his ward with these meals and drinks, he sat up from the bed and smiled at me.I saw tears welling in his eyes. My own eyes got wet too. He first told me that he was fine, just "asleep" for a few hours.I handed him the whole meal and sat down beside his bed. He ate very well, just like Ping on the farm.I couldn't help laughing when I saw him still looking like a wolf. He saw me smile, smiled too, and said, "The doctor asked me to stay for a few more days, but I'm fine. I want to go home and recuperate for a few days. I can't stand the smell of medicine..." At that time, a nurse came in and said to Yuxiong: "A few reporters from the regional newspaper are coming to interview you..." Yuxiong argued for a while, put down the bowl and chopsticks and said to the nurse: "Don't let him come! Call them Forgive me! It’s such a big deal, if it spreads out, I don’t want to think about the patrol! You just say that my life is dying and I can’t receive guests..."

The nurse was amused by him, nodded to him, turned and left. This is Wu Youxiong.He regards it as a disaster. The next day, no one can say anything, Yuxiong insists on going home.The District Health Bureau had no choice but to send a small jeep to take this stubborn "hero" home.Field Manager Cao and I also came back with the car. When the car arrived at our farm, Yuxiong told us to go back to the field, and there was no need to send him home.Field Chief Cao saw that his physical condition had basically returned to normal, so he got out of the car. I don't get out of the car, I have to see him off - I actually want to go to his house.Of course he would be happy for me to go.But Field Chief Cao, who got out of the car, glanced into the jeep with such a gaze, which wiped away the little good opinion I had just had about him.He didn't care about these, and drove back to his home with Yuxiong. It seems that Youxiong's family is not rich. The house is the simple Liuba Anzi, a total of three rooms.The two rooms are set together and are for people to live in.The other room looked like it was for sundries. Aruo's parents and his sister received us with affection and fear.The three of us were busy preparing meals for me and the driver. Yuxiong put the driver of the car from the District Health Bureau on the kang, let him drink tea and eat sunflower seeds.Then he led me around his house and told me a lot about the folk customs in this area. While we were eating, many people from the village crowded inside and outside the house. I didn't understand what was going on at first.Then it became clear: they came to see me.I didn't understand what was going on at first.Then it became clear: they came to see me.I heard several women chattering outside the house. "This is Yuxiong's wife!" "I heard he's still a college student!" "Tsk tsk, handsome..." Holding my rice bowl, I felt ashamed and ashamed.I can even see that Arimo's parents and his sister also think I am Arimo... Sigh! Yuo was very embarrassed, but he couldn't say anything, he just said to me: "You go back to the farm by car after dinner, you are also tired, take a good rest..." I really can't stand this situation. After eating, I took the car of the health bureau back to the farm.On the way, the driver said to me: "Your lover is so powerful! You just carried the two out of the tunnel..." Apparently he was mistaken too.I hurriedly said: "I am his comrade, a farm..." "Huh?" The driver was taken aback by his recklessness, and almost drove the car onto Shaliang!He hurriedly said, "I'm so sorry! I thought..." I was so amused by his embarrassment that I wanted to laugh! When I got to the intersection of the farm, I got out of the car and walked to our dormitory. When I walked into the yard, I was stunned: I saw Xue Feng was leaning on the window sill of my house, holding a morning glory in his hand, and smiling at me. sky!is this real?How could he suddenly appear here? real.Is this he—my dear! Tears suddenly blurred my eyes. I spread my legs and ran towards him...