Chapter 39 I have sugar in my mouth

For the fifth brother, what brother took was an idle move. Ordinarily, after the second and third children were "positioned", according to my brother's idea, they should have supported the fourth child, but the fourth child was so stupid that he insisted on not coming out, so that's all.Further down is the fifth child, and brother is the most worry-free about the arrangements for the fifth child.At this time, three of the five brothers had already killed three of them, and all three of them stood still, becoming like horns.Then, the Feng family's overall concept of moving from the countryside to the city has achieved initial results.Therefore, my brother made this move without any pressure.There were three brothers standing outside, and for the fifth brother, I didn't intend to ask him for anything... However, this seemingly uninspired move was just right, and it was done casually. Since then, it has become my brother's stroke of genius!

It should be said that brother dotes on the fifth child a little bit.Among the Feng brothers, Lao Wu is the youngest, the shortest, the thickest-skinned, and the most greedy.So my brother found him a place with the best conditions - Shanghai. As soon as he joined the army, the fifth child was first assigned to the Shanghai Garrison.I didn't say that, it was my brother's care, and it was my brother who asked him to go.After arriving in Shanghai, when it was reassigned, it was not entirely because of my brother, it was because of his spirituality.In the army, short people are more honored.In the eyes of soldiers, being short means being small, and being small means being weak—that is, someone who is cared for and cared for.Because of his small stature, the fifth child has bulging black eyes. Standing in the crowd, he looks like a solitary little black bean. His small size is quite attractive.Therefore, when the troops were divided, he was spotted by the female company commander of the communication company, and she nodded with her finger: "You—come out." small correspondent.Most of the communication companies are female soldiers who are engaged in telephone affairs. In the eyes of soldiers, it is a place full of flowers!In this way, he fell into the "flower bushes" all of a sudden.

The life of the fifth brother in the army is different from that of any brother.First of all, he served as a soldier in Shanghai, so the conditions are naturally much better.It can be said that in the army, the fifth child hardly suffered.Lao Wu has a sweet mouth, and Lao Wu's shrewdness is first shown in his mouth.In the communication company, Lao Wu has a "magic weapon" that is invincible in all battles. This "magic weapon" has conquered almost all the female soldiers, making him a "free man" in the communication company in a short period of time. .In fact, the so-called "magic weapon" is just one word, a very simple word:

--sister. He called sister when he saw everyone. There are very few male soldiers in the communication company, that is, a few senior members.Among these senior officials, Feng Jiafu is the most favored one - he can call sister!Sister Juan, Sister Yu, Sister Qiu, Sister Mei, Sister Hong... In the beginning, the company commander criticized him for this matter.The female company commander said very seriously: "This is the army, why are you not a sister? Do you think you are still a commoner? Nonsense! Vulgar! You can't do this anymore. Do you hear me?!" He timidly replied: " I hear you." However, in private occasions, when turning his face away, he still shouted.How amazing is that word "sister", how many girls soldiers' hearts it has conquered!What's more, Lao Wu's shouting method is different from others. Lao Wu is very good at shouting, and Lao Wu uses the "demotional shouting method".He put himself in the position of the little brother from the very beginning. When he shouted, his face looked sheepish, even a little dazed, a little shy, and a little silly.Before speaking, the eyelids drooped slightly, the black eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of moisture, and he didn't look at anyone, his voice was downward, his posture was also downward, one hand clasped the fingers of the other , there is a sweet sweet potato flavor in the voice, which is the sweet potato flavor in the north-the sweet potato flavor that has not been soaked in water but has been steamed and softened, very earthy.That "sister" yell was very real, with an endless aftertaste. After hearing it, you couldn't help but want to laugh, and couldn't help but move your heart.

"Sister..." So, with such a "sister 吔", the hearts of those female soldiers softened into tofu, and they all loved him like a little brother.If you have something delicious, keep it for him.If there is something fun, I also think about him.Including the female company commander who was very strict with the female soldiers, she gradually looked at him differently, and could not help but relax her requirements on him.This female company commander is the eldest daughter in the family. Since she was born in a high-ranking family, she joined the army at the age of 13. She has a strong personality and a big temper. She looks like a very steely woman.It can be seen that this "little black bean" has a special liking for him for some reason, Xiao Fu'er, Xiao Fu'er calls him very affectionately.The company commander liked him, and the female soldiers followed suit.In the army, female soldiers are rarely recruited. It is not ordinary to be a female soldier, let alone come to Shanghai to serve as a soldier?Speaking of which, each one of them probably has some origins... So, these female soldiers are all beautiful and charming, they can reach the sky at the top, and they can touch the ground at the bottom. One day, maybe a phone call will come, and the entire garrison area will be overwhelmed by it. Shocked!Although these girls with backgrounds have served in the army and are subject to some restrictions, they are still very particular about what to do in life.Today this one needs to comb and send a letter home; tomorrow the other buys toothpaste, soap, small mirror, and the day after tomorrow hairpins, stockings, snacks, snacks and so on... and they all specify one or the other brand .According to discipline, female soldiers are not allowed to go out, and the female company commander does not allow them to leave at all.In the entire communication company, only Feng Jiafu can come in and out freely, he is a correspondent.The correspondent was originally an errand, so he had many excuses to go out, such as getting documents, newspapers, and delivering materials... The garrison area was separated by a large road from the north courtyard to the south courtyard, and he sneaked out after leaving the gate. Well, even if the company commander finds out, he usually won't say much about him.So, when they needed to buy something, they would leave it to him to do it, and he would do it, no matter how difficult it was to buy, he could buy it.In this way, after going back and forth, he became the "buyer" and "trotter" of those female soldiers.

Shanghai is very big, Shanghai is one of the largest cities in China; if you look closely, Shanghai is also very narrow, because behind the high-rise buildings there are hidden "alleys" with twists and turns, and many people come from this or that "alley" It came out of the "attic" in the "attic" - although it looks very "pi".Due to the size of the city and the narrowness of personal space, Shanghainese speak very fast, as if everyone has a "pocket submachine gun" in their mouths - with the momentum to sweep everything, but also to be nonchalant. , Suffocated quickly.Shanghainese are very concerned about "decentness", which is the "flower head" that was smoked by foreigners in the early years. Shanghainese are also very shrewd and care about everything. Shanghainese are very serious and considerate in their work. Meticulous, meticulous to the point where there is every detail and cleverness everywhere!It should be said that Shanghai is a very feminine city.On the Bund, on Nanjing Road, the most dazzling thing in Shanghai is the women... The smell of Shanghai's makeup makes the men gasp and rattle, and even their speech smells like glutinous rice cakes.Shanghai is also very xenophobic, as long as the accent is wrong, you will be underestimated first!Ordinarily, in such a dizzying city, it is difficult for a small man from the north to stand.You are neither "Aradou", nor "local food", and you can't even say "Nianxipi" in Jiangsu and Zhejiang... But no one thought that the fifth child of the Feng family--this nickname is "" "Nug", the northern kid whose official name is Feng Jiafu, after arriving in the dazzling Shanghai, he is like a fish in water!

It can be said that at the beginning, Feng Jiafu measured the whole Shanghai with his steps.At that time, he was like a little black bean that fell into the Huangpu River, a little lonely, a little wandering, and a little curious.Walking on the street, you don't know anyone, those decency, those bustling, those bright and moist, have nothing to do with you.Do you think that will make you feel better?Fortunately, he has a map. He specially bought a traffic map of downtown Shanghai, and read it while walking, chanting the names of districts and streets, looking silly.What "Lujiazui", what "Tilan Bridge", what "The Bund", what "Dongjiadu", "Gongjiabang", "Zhujialong", "Duck Farm Wave"... What are these?It's not a mouthful, it's not foreign at all.Only Nanjing Road, Huaihai Road, and Sichuan Road, he immediately remembered, and they were naturally the places where he often went shopping.Sometimes, while walking, he suddenly raised his head and looked at the tall buildings, and his heart would cry. For some reason, he felt very wronged, especially when he searched and couldn’t find a place. I feel bitter in my mouth, very bitter!

The strange thing is that it didn't take long for him to accept Shanghai as a place very quickly.Yes, walking on the street, there are many tall buildings, you don’t know anyone, you are a little lonely, although you are wandering, but no one asks you where you came from, and no one cares about your origin, How free!Besides, he is wearing a military uniform, and the military uniform itself will give people a sense of trust. In addition, he also carries money with him when he goes shopping (of course it is the money of the "sisters"). As long as you take the money, you can buy whatever you want , you can watch whatever you want, no one will be jealous of you (it will never be like in the countryside)... The account is calculated by one point, and even one point less will not work, and one point will be refunded to you, clearly, Very business!Half a year later, when he was familiar with the roads and knew how to take the bus, he began to take shortcuts around the alleys... When he entered the "alleys", he was truly close to life in Shanghai.The small attics one after another, the Shikumen houses one after another, and the slatted houses one after another, are high and low, scattered, like matchboxes stacked one after another, printed with various A small patterned matchbox.As the Shanghainese say, it is really "dojo in a snail shell"... that cramped, bright, squeezed, delicate, narrow, moist, harsh words, soft words, in the small alley The overflowing arrogance suddenly made him see the true face of Shanghai.It's a human day too, isn't it?

In Shanghai, although he was just a small correspondent running errands.But slowly, after repeated publicity by the female soldiers, he turned out to be the most capable person in the garrison area.Yes, relatively speaking, the army has relatively few contacts with the local government. For example, if there is a newly transferred officer, or a family member who has just joined the army, if there is anything, they will be entrusted to him.For example, if you change the relationship, apply for a "gas certificate", and install the phone number at home, people will say: find Xiaofuzi, he can do it, no matter how difficult it is, he will do it.Now that the sisters said it, he agreed to do it for them one by one.In this way, he has more freedom, that is the task!I saw him running outside all day long...Of course, it took a little longer. Sometimes, if I didn't see him for more than ten days in a row, the female company commander or some family members of the officers would ask him. , how is your run?He said, no problem, soon.You know, in the early 1990s, it was very difficult to secure a phone, and it was extremely difficult to get a "gas certificate". Just such a little black boy in military uniform, who could talk like a scumbag, had no authority, It doesn't matter if you want money or not, and it doesn't matter if you want relationships... But in the end, they also ran away.This is big Shanghai!How did he run away?No one asked, and no one went to inquire, anyway, they ran down.

Of course, he also has bad times.Once, he ran outside for a day, and when he came back, he was locked in the house alone. He didn't go to the cafeteria to eat, but squatted in the corner of the house.He has a habit of squatting alone when he is in the mood.Not long after the meal, those "sisters" came to him and asked him one by one with concern, "Little Fuzi, what's wrong with you?"He said, sister, it's nothing.I'm fine. I'm fine.The more he said he was fine, the more the female soldiers asked him if he was sick?Where is it uncomfortable?But after asking, no matter how hard you force him, he just doesn't say anything!In a hurry to ask, he stood up suddenly and said nothing, really nothing, I was just a little scared.The female soldiers chirped and said, afraid?There are so many sisters, what are you afraid of?He blinked his eyes and said suddenly: I am afraid of money.The female soldiers were all stunned, afraid of money, what's so scary about money?Are you out of money?As he said that, several "sisters" wanted to pay him... But, he said, no, I'm just afraid of money.

But on this night, like a strange coincidence, my brother suddenly arrived in Shanghai!After meeting, my brother invited him to a small restaurant on the streets of Shanghai and had a meal.During the meal, brother didn't say anything, just said, I passed by here on a business trip, and I stopped by to see you.As for him, he just looked at his brother eagerly, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything, he was afraid... and his brother didn't ask any more questions.However, when the meal was over, my brother took out five thousand dollars from his pocket and silently put them on the dining table.His heart was wet, and he called out: "Brother..." Brother didn't point out anything, he just said: "Shanghai is a big place, and there are many places to spend money..." He called again: "Brother..." Brother waved his hand and said, "Don't talk about it." He knew that brother's salary was not high, so he might have borrowed the money, and he had done his best. Feng Jiafu knew very well in his heart how timely and important the five thousand yuan was delivered!It can also be said that brother saved him!He has collapsed into a "hole". If there is no turnover money, what he did may be revealed, and it is over.But, how would brother know his situation?Oh, he remembered, just three days ago, he hesitated to call his brother. On the phone, his brother asked him: "What's the matter? What's the matter?" But after the call was made, he Suddenly regretted it again, afraid that my brother would scold him...so I didn't say anything.He said, nothing.Nothing.Brother said "Oh" and said it's fine.Brother Ke is still here.At the most critical time, brother came. When my brother left, he didn't buy a sleeper berth.Shanghai is a big station with a lot of people coming and going.In Shanghai, if you don't buy a sleeper berth, you will definitely not be able to get a seat.Brother just stood all the way back, two days and two nights! ...Even though he didn't say anything, he knew that he was doing it to save money!Since then, how the money was spent, I didn't ask a word. After serving in the army for three years, Feng Jiafu lived almost a street life.Although he also wore a few uniforms, he spent most of his days on the street.At that time.He spends a lot of time on the streets of Shanghai... Except for shopping, even those "sisters" who think they know him well don't know what he does.Ordinarily, it should be demobilized after three years, and Feng Jiafu seems to be ready for demobilization.During some days in the autumn of that year, he was very melancholy, and when he saw people, he had a feeling of saying goodbye, and said to those female soldiers again and again: Sister, I should go. That "melancholy" was very provocative, and the female soldiers refused.They like him so much, he is their "little black bean", and he is also their "leg"!It is impossible to transfer to a job. You must have a degree from a military academy, so let him transfer to a volunteer.There is no problem in the company, and the company commander also hopes that he will stay, but the transfer to volunteers also needs to be approved at various levels, and the communication company does not have such a post.At this time, the female soldiers also said that they would help him, but they only made a few phone calls, and what should be entrusted, they did.Just asking around like this, the "form" was really filled by him.This time, he thought, he definitely didn't have to worry about his brother.So, he didn't call his brother until he filled out the form.After answering the phone, my brother said, "Fiveth, is it about transferring to volunteers? Don't worry, I'll ask someone to do it for you right away." He said, "Brother, I've already filled out the 'form', so it's not a big problem. "Brother was silent on the phone for a while, and said: "Has it been approved?" He said: "Is it coming soon? It will only take three or two days." Brother hesitated for a while, and said: "Okay. Fifth, you can do it." .” However, he said on the phone: “Brother, I will work for another two years. I still have to take off this uniform.” However, when it came time to approve, he was still stuck by the top.The reason is that he has neither a high school education, nor has he rated "Five Good Soldiers"... When the female company commander told him the news, he suddenly became stupid.He said: "Company commander, I..." The female company commander comforted him and said, "There are still a few days left, I will fight for you again." But at this moment, those words are a bit "principal", even though they kept telling him not to worry, but to find a way to help him... But he thought, that's what he said, there are only two days left Well, if he can't say anything, won't he be finished?Thinking of this, he panicked all of a sudden, and hurried to call his brother, but when he called over there, no one answered.After calling several times in a row, someone finally answered, but said that my brother was on a business trip. In this way, Feng Jiafu thought, it seems that the only way for him to be demobilized... This day, he was depressed and wandered outside for a whole day.He said in his heart, then look at Shanghai again.However, when he came back, he saw brother standing at the gate of the garrison area! Only later did he know that brother came here by plane.Brother has been in Shanghai for a day and a night.As for what to do with my brother, who did I go to... I didn't say a word.Standing in the cold wind with a bag of "Big White Rabbit" toffee in my hand, my brother said, "Don't you want to work for another two years, then work for another two years." He blurted out, "Brother, you have to trust me..." Brother patted him and said, "I believe in you." Since then, Feng Jiafu, who has been transferred to the volunteer army, has undergone some changes.On the surface, he was still very flexible, and he would still do it as usual if the female soldiers asked him to do anything.But deep in his heart, unconsciously, there was an indescribable distance. Yes, speaking of it, those female soldiers did like him, but they liked him as a little "toy".Of course, some simply regarded him as a child, a "little black bean" who looked "earthy" and came out of the northern countryside.There's a lot of condescending affection in it—he's so small.As for the importance, there is none.In the communication company, not even a female soldier really regarded him as a man.Even when they said something private between women, they didn't take him too seriously. In their eyes, he was very neutral.Their eye sockets are so high, their expectations are so great, what they really pay attention to is those officers in the garrison who have background, education, talent, two bars, one star or one bar three stars - that's what they are Favorite home! Feng Jiafu knew all of this in his heart.These proud "sisters" also "hurt" him.That "injury" is in my heart... However, a year later, one day suddenly, he really surprised them, and it can even be said that they were dumbfounded: he wanted to treat them to dinner——to treat them to dinner at the most famous Jin Jiang Hotel in Shanghai! how could be?how can that be possible?In their eyes, as the Shanghainese said, he was just a "little red guy", a small correspondent who was driven by them and ran errands for them.Even if you transfer to a volunteer, so what?He is still a "countryman" through and through.But he, unexpectedly, wants to treat them to dinner at Jin Jiang Hotel? !Jin Jiang Hotel, is that where he went?Is there a mistake? !Encountering such a thing, even "Phoenix" will blow up its nest! The "sisters" didn't believe it, and the "sisters" chattered and asked each other: Is he talking about Jin Jiang Hotel?Yes, that's what he said.Is it a hall or a private room?He said, private room.That, that, that... Is this kid out of school?Have you learned to brag?However, they didn't feel like he was serious about it.Immediately afterwards, I learned from the company commander that he had already changed jobs, and he had even completed all the procedures for changing jobs!These things—such important things, he actually kept them from them!None of them did him any favors.He no longer needs their help. So, under their eyes... when did this little black bean grow into a man? ! It was a holiday, and the female soldiers specially changed into casual clothes, and they were all dressed up beautifully.When they left, they were still muttering and half-believing... They really went to the appointment with an adventurous mood.However, when we arrived in front of the Jinjiang Hotel, we saw cars coming and going, and there was a Toyota! "Sand" a Mercedes-Benz! ... That imposing manner, that elegance, that "old aristocratic" demeanor really made them a little daunting.For a long time, they stood and looked around, but they couldn't find the little man in military uniform—he said, he was waiting for them at the door, but what about him? ! —For a moment, they even hoped that it was fake, that he had cheated them.If it was a deception, they would still forgive him. After all, he is a... However, suddenly there was a "sister", which was still very sweet potato-flavored "sister 吔"!With this shout, they really saw him, he was in a suit and leather shoes, with a tie around his neck!He is still not tall, but decent, and suddenly seems to have gained a little weight, and his face is bright.He was standing not far in front of them, but they didn't see him? ! ...He smiled slightly and said, "Sister, please." The "sisters" were all stunned there.One "sister" couldn't help it, and said abruptly, "Little Fuzi, did you rob the bank?!" He smiled, very subtly, and said silently: "That's not going to happen. Please, please." Suddenly, they discovered that it was a man. The lobby of Jin Jiang Hotel is very luxurious, and the carpet is very soft, and there is no sound at all when walking on it.In the aisle and in the elevator room, a series of "please" appeared in front of their eyes. It was the "please" of the service lady-Nong Nong's soft words.But for some reason, their hearts are heavy, as if everyone is carrying a big burden! In that dizzyingly luxurious private room, the first thing they saw was a white piano!A woman in a plain dress that stretches the floor is playing something gracefully... The music is very soothing, with a little sadness and nostalgia. The "sisters" listened to it, and for some reason, their hearts suddenly became wet .That private room is really big, every place is full of sentiment, the white is elegant, the pink is plain... There are also two Jiangnan girls in red gauze skirts standing against the wall, they look very elegant and elegant. "Royal".In the center of the private room is a large antique carved round table surrounded by twelve carved chairs that match the table. On the table, the plate, the lamp, and the dishes are all tasteful and high-grade... It looks like It's dizzying!At this moment, none of them expected that this "Little Fuzi" who had always been ordered by others would actually give "orders" to the two girls in red dresses. He raised his hand and said, "You two, Go out. Our comrades are chatting together. Come in when the hot dishes are served." The two girls nodded gracefully and exited with great interest. When the door was closed, the female company looked at him for a long time, and then said, "Little Fuzi, have you gotten rich?" Feng Jiafu smiled and said modestly: "No. To be honest, I did a little securities. Sit down, sit down." The female company commander looked at him pretending to be annoyed and said, "My child, what are you showing off if you don't get rich? Spend so much money?!" Feng Jiafu said: "Sister, it's not to show off, it's to repay. It's my first time to come to this place too. The 'sisters' are so kind to me, I owe you, really, this is a repayment." In this way, the "sisters" still sit, but they have a little bit of success.Here, the word "repay" is like a knife, cutting the distance between her and them.It seems to be a veil, which has been vaguely covering something. Now, this veil has been picked apart by a knife, which makes people very uncomfortable-people cannot be "equal". How can people be "equal"?They said in their hearts, this little lucky boy, this little lucky boy! However, this was a rare gathering after all, and with the accompaniment of music, the atmosphere was ignited little by little.What's more, Feng Jiafu kept calling "Sister Hee", and that "Sister Hee" was still very sweet.It’s like sister and brother, when you yell, when I yell, the beauty is brought back again... After three rounds of wine and five flavors of food, Feng Jiafu took out one by one from the bag beside him, which had already been packed. Envelopes, those envelopes are of different thickness and are all with their names written on them, and they are distributed to the "sisters" one by one.Seeing the "sisters" all in a daze, he coughed and said solemnly: "Sister..." However, before he could say anything, an impatient Hong sister nicknamed "Hua Magpie" opened the envelope first. She reached out and took out five yuan from inside!The "Flower Magpie" exploded immediately, and she chirped and said, "Little Fuzi, you, what are you doing?!" After she yelled, all the "sisters" came back to their senses, and opened their envelopes one after another to read, only to see that the money inside varied: dozens, hundreds, thousands, There are actually two tens of thousands! ...At this time, the company commander turned his face down and said, "Little Fuzi, please explain, what is this for?!" However, Feng Jiafu didn't even call out to the company commander, he said: "Sister, listen to me." Naturally, this "sister" was not addressed to the company commander alone, but to all the female soldiers.He said: "Over the years of being a soldier, I have received a lot of care from my sisters. I have written down all of these, and I will never forget them. If my sisters have difficulties one day, I will definitely repay you. The first thing I want to declare is that this amount of money is not my repayment to you. It should be said that it is my embezzlement of your money. Originally, if there were no conditions, I would not pay it back, sorry. But today, I have This is the condition, so I must tell you clearly that I have withheld your money..." The private room suddenly fell silent, so quiet that only the music remained, very nostalgic music, the music permeated the heart like water, and the sadness gave off a very empty coolness, and... Only Feng Jiafu was talking.He said proudly and emotionally: "Sister, if you don't say something today, you won't have a chance to say it later. It's meaningless to say it again. Back then, when I first came to the army, I cheated you Everyone’s money. I keep all these in a small notebook... At first it was because I was greedy, but later it was not a matter of greed. I remember very clearly that the first time I withheld money, it was Sister Hong who gave it to me , that was the money for me to buy a comb for her, the amount was too small, I didn't dare to deduct more, the first time I deducted five cents, and for that five cents I bought a 'Big White Rabbit' toffee, all the way Walking all the way to eat... The second sum of money I deducted was from Sister Yu. That day she asked me to buy a tube of toothpaste and a small mirror for her. That time I deducted thirty-six cents from her. In a small shop on the side of the road, I bought a bowl of wontons and a pan-fried steamed bun. It was the first time in my life that I ate pan-fried steamed buns from Shanghai. It was so delicious! The third one was that Sister Juan asked me to go to Nanjing Road to replace her. To buy a sweater, there is a "Kai Kai Sweater Shop" on Nanjing Road. She had a good idea of ​​that sweater in advance, but she didn't buy it at the time, and regretted it when she came back. Silk rice noodle blue sweater, I wandered on Nanjing Road for a whole morning, went in and out of that 'Kai Kai Sweater Shop' three times, bargained with the sweater salesperson again and again, and finally got ten yuan cheaper, this ten yuan , I spent again. At the beginning, I was still a "little oiler", deducting a little bit. After that, there will be more, and no matter what I buy in the future, I will deduct some... After that, it will not only be deducted , Later I was "up and down". The so-called "up and down" means that I first spend the money that Sister Wang gave me to buy things, and then use the money from Sister Li to buy the things that Sister Wang wants, and then use the money that Sister Sun gave me. I used the money to buy what Sister Li wanted, and so on... Later, with your recommendation, more and more people in the garrison asked me to do things. When the amount of money was getting bigger and bigger, there was a time when I was very scared. I'm really a little scared. I said I'm afraid of money. It's because I'm afraid that one day I'll be exposed. Of course, of course, if it weren't for the money you gave me, I wouldn't have traveled all over Shanghai, let alone Knowing so many things, it is no exaggeration to say that I am more familiar with Shanghai than the people of Shanghai... Sister, you may not know that for a while, my life was lived on the tip of a knife! I was afraid. I I cried secretly at night, and I slapped my own face. I said to myself, why are you so greedy! At that time, I was really afraid, I was afraid that one day I would reveal my secrets, and I would not be paid...One day Come on, I really almost revealed my secrets, it was my brother who saved me." He said: "Now that I have taken off my uniform, I can say this. I said, you may not believe it, I once sold buttons to people. Really, it is the kind of one-point, two-point, five-point plexiglass Buttons. It was entrusted to me by a Wenzhou businessman. I met that Wenzhou businessman in a teahouse. He had a family workshop in Wenzhou, specializing in the production of buttons. At that time, he was like a beggar , carrying a plastic bag on his shoulders, which contained the buttons he produced, and sold them along the street... He said he wanted to find someone in Shanghai to represent his buttons. I had an idea at the time, and said that I could represent you. He said, You are wearing a military uniform, how do you act as an agent? I said, don’t worry about it, that’s my business. He looked at me for a while, and said, brother, what do you want? Just give me one of them. He produced hundreds of buttons, and he took them out for me to choose. The first time I only picked twenty-six. You know the buttons are very small. I put them in my pocket and no one can see them. Can't come out... Just like that, with a pocket, I became the Shanghai agent of this factory. I put those buttons in my pocket, and every time I pass by a store, I take them out and let them see them. If they like them That way, it will be settled. But there is one thing, I will never let the Wenzhou merchant meet directly with the people in the mall... The merchant would not have thought that it was this military uniform that gained people's trust. In more than a year , I almost ran all over the streets and alleys of Shanghai. To be honest, I used the money that the garrison gave me to buy things for turnover, and it was still "up and down". I earned 38,000 yuan! With more than 30,000 yuan, I stopped doing it. It’s too tiring to sell buttons. I go to grind my mouth one by one. My legs are almost broken. I don’t want to do it anymore. It's..." When Feng Jiafu said this, he stopped.He stopped to take a sip of water, and saw the "sisters" staring at him blankly, as if they didn't know each other... He smiled, and then continued: "Later, I started trading in securities. One day, On the street, I saw people talking about something...Suddenly, I thought I smelled a smell. I was like a bloodhound, and suddenly I smelled business. Really, I kid you not, I really smelled it. I rushed in immediately, and there was a long line there, buying a 'subscription card'... That was a turning point in my life! Maybe you have forgotten that after I returned to the army that day, I once I went to each of you separately, and I told you one by one, sister, do you believe me? You said, believe me. I said that it is too difficult to do things now, and I need a Shanghai Hukou ID card. I said it is for a "gas certificate" Yes, let each of you find one for me. You have a lot of acquaintances in Shanghai... Later, I found a total of twelve ID cards. That was the beginning of my trading in stocks. I saved more than 30,000 yuan with sales buttons, plus guards The district asked me to spend a little over 50,000 yuan for purchases. At the same time, I wrote letters to my three older brothers and asked them to pool some money for me. A total of 80,000 yuan was spent on stocks... At that time, I thought, if I really made money, I would definitely repay you a hundred times—a hundred times!” He said: "Sister, to tell you the truth, I really have a talent for business. I had a wonderful life. At that time, I woke up and made five hundred dollars a day...that was great." Ah, that’s great! There was a passage, you see I’m always gnashing my teeth, that’s because I’m waiting for an opportunity, I’m waiting for an opportunity to sell, and I don’t smell it until the money has increased to eighty-eight times The smell, I can really smell it, I threw it all away at once... God, at the last second, my heart was about to pop out! Then I hid in the house alone and slept for three days. Then the stock market crashed across the board... Three days later, I decided to change my career. Sister, now I don’t do stocks anymore. I opened a computer company in Shanghai (he said “we”), and I changed to computers.了。哪一天，要是姐们转业了，遇到难处了，想到我公司来做事，我是非常欢迎的。” 冯家福终于把话说完了。当他说完这段话的时候，他重重地呼了一口气……说完这段话，他觉得他已经站起来了，他再也不是那个受人呵护的小通讯员了，他已经是个顶天立地的男人了。 可是，“姐”们谁也不说话，“姐”们一句话也不说……那场面是很煞风景的。他昂昂地坐在那里，似乎在等待着“姐”们的提问，然而，却没有一个人开口说话。“姐”们的脸色突然变得很难看，那就像是谁陡然间在席面上泼了一盆污水！ 片刻，女连长站起来了，她一句话也不说，就往外走。女兵们也都站起身来，跟着她往外走，默默地，谁也不说什么……那些信封，全都在桌子上撂着，谁也没拿，没有一个人拿！也许，是有人想拿的，可是，当着众人的面，怎么好意思拿呢？ 倏尔，他发现，他错了。他淤积太久，只想一吐为快。可他没有想到，有时候，真诚并不是一种品质。在某种意义上说，真诚其实是一种权力。人，不是谁不谁都可以表达真诚的，也不是想真诚就可以真诚的，那要看环境，看场合，看条件……有些事，你做了，却不能说。有些话，你说了，却不能做。这就是社会…… 是呀，那个小黑豆已经不见了，这是一个闯上海滩的男人。冯家福慢慢地站起身来，望着那些就要离开他的“姐”们，先是十分动情地喊了一声：“姐吔——” 片刻，女兵们站住了，在那一声动情的呼喊中站住了，人们等着他说一点什么，倘或……可是，紧接着，他的语气就变了，当“姐”们停住脚步，回望他的时候，他竟然用十分油滑的、半调侃的语气说：“我嘴里有糖。真的，我嘴里有糖。”说着，他伸出了舌头，只见他的舌头上果然粘着一块“泡泡糖”，那“泡泡糖”在他嘴边上越吹越大，像个小气球似的，“啪”的一下，炸了。 女兵们心里说，这不是一个暴发户吗？先前……怎么就没看出来呢？ ! “姐”们一个个都走了，门无声地关上了。此时此刻，冯家福突然觉得很孤很孤，他比任何时候都孤！他想给哥打一个电话，就现在，立即，给哥打一个电话……他要告诉哥，在大上海，他站住脚了。他有钱了！