Chapter 38 Su Wu Shepherd

The third child also scolded my brother. On the Gobi Desert, the youngest scolded his brother bloody against the wind and sand all over the sky!Tired of scolding, he lay on the ground crying, crying loudly, crying and cursing, what kind of bear soldier is this?A small dilapidated house, two people, not even a bug, and let them go to herd sheep?If I had known about herding sheep earlier, I would have let them go at home, why bother running here?Thousands of miles away, fuck, a throat of sand! This place is called "Old Tuyere", and there are constant wind and sand all year round.At night, when the wind blows, the sky shakes like a pack of wolves crying!The frontier defense company where the youngest Feng Jiayun was located guarded several border posts near Laofengkou.But since it's here, the old outlet is the old outlet, there are still people here.Unexpectedly, within a few days of his arrival, he was assigned to "Three Trees" which is hundreds of miles away from the company.He thought, if there are three trees, there will be three trees. Finally, there are trees.But when I got there, I found that there was not even a tree hair. The so-called three trees were just a place name.

What are the three trees?One cellar, one veteran, one sheep pen, a hundred sheep, that's all.The old soldier was dumb, and didn't say a word all day.If you ask him something, he will give you a face, that face is dry all day long, just like sand, dry, silent, without a word.A month later, even this face was gone, and the old soldier packed up and retired.Originally, the company said it would send another person, but for some unknown reason, it was not sent. Here he was all alone. Herd sheep during the day.Herding sheep also has to run a long way, over a sand beam, another sand beam, and then drive the sheep to a grassy depression. It takes a day to walk from the morning to the evening... On the beam, the sky is so blue, dumb blue, so blue that it is so transparent that it makes people panic.If you stare at a white cloud for a long time and it doesn't move, you will see the time as old.The sand, seen from a distance, is boundless, and it is grain-by-grain; seen from a distance, it is still, long and quiet; seen from a close distance, it is moving, brightly moving, sometimes, it flows, and there is no sand. Well, pouring down like water...just no one.No matter how far you go, no matter how loud you shout, there is no one in sight.

At night, lying on the bed and touching the wall with your hand, you will touch the grooves one after another. The grooves are so deep that you can bury your whole finger in it... At first, he thought it was Drawn out with a knife.Later he understood that the grooves on the wall were not made with a knife, but were made by people's hands!That was probably his "predecessor"—or the "predecessor" of the "predecessor"—that person was just like him, lying on the bed bored like this at night, "searching" on the wall with his hands intentionally or unintentionally , touched, and touched the wall like this for a long time.As soon as he thought of this, he jumped up from the bed, ran into the field and yelled a few times!Otherwise he would be mad, he thought, he would be mad!When he was tired, he would walk back listlessly, lie on the bed again, turn on the flashlight, and read the newspapers posted on the wall—they were written ten or twenty years ago.

So he wrote letters to his brother one by one.Crying, cursing and writing... He wrote in the letter, Brother, I was born by a mother, why are you so cruel to me? ! Of course, it was only later, when he completely forgot that his name was "Dog Dan", that Feng Jiayun realized that all of this was deliberately arranged by brother! Brother wants him to stay away. This is a risky move.Putting him in Xinjiang thousands of miles away all of a sudden, my brother has a conspiracy.At that time, the headquarters had just issued an order: Anyone who meets the conditions for promotion must be a graduate of a military academy.That is to say, from now on, cadres will no longer be directly promoted from among the soldiers.This immediately blocked the "road" of many people.It seems that it is no longer enough to just suffer from "hardship"... At that time, my brother already vaguely felt the importance of "diploma", and the third son Goudan had some spirituality in his studies.So where should I put him?This youngest is a carefree guy, too playful, not upright, as long as there is any movement outside, his heart will run away... Besides, he is too dependent and thick-skinned, if he gets close , he will go to you for anything serious.He was sent to the army, and then placed in Xinjiang, two or three thousand miles away, the brother used the word "separation", to isolate him in a deserted place, and then force him up!

Brother wants him to be quiet. The place "Three Trees" was discovered by my brother inadvertently.When my brother was studying at the Beijing Military Academy, at a class reunion, he happened to meet a fellow from the Xinjiang army.At that time, this person was the only full-time doctoral student in this military academy, so it can be said that he has a bright future!Since they are from the same province, the two couldn't help but get closer when they talked.When talking about experience, the man inevitably talked about "Three Trees", saying that such a deserted place made him a success.Because it was too quiet and lonely, he could only read books... He said, if you don't read books, you will go crazy!He also said that there was a lunatic, a master, and a doctor in that place... He also said that it was a "doctoral program"!

He does not mean that.Since then, I have tried my best to inquire about such a place through layers of connections... and finally got it confirmed.At that time, my brother hesitated for a while about whether to let the third child go or the fourth child, and finally decided to let the third child go.The third guy is a bit lazy, and he has no talent for what he does. If you don't force him, he will be half-hearted in everything he does, so he needs to be quiet even more.However, my brother didn't want him to become a doctor. It would be difficult for a country boy who has never been out.Brother just wants him to be admitted to the military academy, as long as he enters the military academy, he will be a cadre upon graduation... Brother also knows that this move is dangerous, and he is afraid that something will happen to him.Therefore, my brother only made him suffer for six months. After six months, my brother flew to Xinjiang.

He didn't expect that brother would come to Xinjiang!The day my brother came, he was sitting in front of the hut catching sheep dung.In the desert, the dried sheep dung eggs were as hard as iron broad beans, so he picked some clean ones as "children" to grab and play... He also used sheep dung eggs to set up a "Japanese diary" on the sand in front of the hut. "!"Then, shoot the "sun" with a handful of sheep dung, and shoot out small piles one by one... He is too lonely.He's just so lonely. Seeing my brother, he cried.Weeping dumbly, with tears all over his face, but unable to speak.Brother called him: "Family luck."In just six months, he has barely spoken.Brother looked at him, then turned back to look at the sunset in the desert, and said, "That's right, how quiet it is here." Seeing that he didn't speak, Brother went on to say, "Hate me?" He still didn't speak, and the tears flowed down In a flash, his face became a "map" in the desert... Then, brother said: "You only have one motivation now, and hatred is your motivation. Hate me."

Brother wants him to study. Brother only stayed here for one night.That night, I didn't even say a word of comfort, I just took out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket, you smoked one, I smoked one, and when my mouth got bitter, I said, "Go to sleep." When he came, he brought a very big and heavy bag, weighing about 100 catties!But until he left, he didn't mention the bag again, as if he forgot the big bag... Yes, when my brother left, he asked, "—bag? "Brother just patted him, and replied to him silently: "Give it to you, keep it." When Brother walked out of that hut, he turned around again and said to him: "Letter, you have One sentence is well written: born of a mother!"

After my brother left, he was alone in the hut again.He looked at the big bag thrown in the corner of the room, thinking, it must be something to eat, so he said, eat, eat his mother!However, when he opened the zipper with a "click", he found that there were bundles of books inside! ——For some reason, he suddenly kicked the bag viciously, turned around and went out the door.He sat down on the threshold, grabbed a handful of sheep dung, and went to shoot the "day" in boredom... That night, holding a small wind lamp, he circled the big bag three times, and finally squatted down in front of the big bag... The bag was almost a study bag. "Hundred Treasure Bag": It contains a complete set of high school textbooks, dictionaries, English-Chinese dictionaries, boxes of pencils, and a whole knife of blank paper... What's even more rare is that there is a small book in it that he has never seen before. recorder!He curiously picked up the small tape recorder and looked at it for a while, felt this button, pressed that button, pressed and pressed, and suddenly there was a sound, which startled him, it was a human voice!The sound was gurgling, full of "birds"... At the bottom of the bag, there were as many as ten boxes of micro-batteries alone!

That night, Feng Jiayun fell asleep accompanied by the "birdsong" such as "A, B, C, E, E...", with the sound as his companion, he slept very well.He also had a dream. In the dream, he was walking in a forest where birds were singing and flowers were fragrant. There were jujubes and tomatoes in the forest. ...But, suddenly, all of a sudden, there was silence, and there was nothing!At this time, he slowly opened his eyes, only to find that he was still lying in the hut on the Gobi Desert, surrounded by dead silence!That Jing is very scary, that Jing is like a monster, it swallows him all at once, and there is a "buzz" in your head, making you want to go crazy immediately!So, his first subconscious action was to jump out of bed, press the button of the tape recorder, and quickly play the "bird language"...

Since there is sound, the night seems not so long.At night, those "birds" are always whispering in your ears, as if a foreign woman is talking to you... At first, it was just a sound, with a talking partner, but those monosyllables "A, B, C..." and so on, if you hear too much, you will think "complicated", so "you" must say something else, right?But once you say "Farewell", you can't understand it again, which makes people anxious!So, I couldn't help but look up the English-Chinese dictionary and look up the phonetic symbols...Look at those foreigners, their tongues are like a blender, why are they just stirring up their words?Slowly, he tasted each word, and when he understood it, "Tun'er" smiled, thinking it was very interesting.Sometimes, he fell asleep just listening to it; sometimes, in his sleep, he would suddenly jump out of bed to change a tape, or look up a dictionary or something... just unconsciously, It was dawn. In the following days, those "words" also became Feng Jiayun's companion.He still herds sheep during the day, and when he is bored, he still looks at the sky, the clouds, and the flock of sheep... When he gets tired of reading, he will take out a book from his pocket and use sheep dung to read it in the Gobi Desert. Lines of black text are placed on the top.At the beginning, I was just playing around, but it was always uneven and crooked.But the more he can't arrange it well, the more he wants to arrange it well... Probably people's hobbies are formed in "restrictions".You only have one way to play, and you have no choice, so you will become more and more refined at the game, and it will become your "specialty" when you become more sophisticated.Half a year later, on the Gobi Desert, wherever Feng Jiayun walked, there would be "versions" and "versions" of "sheep books" in block letters... Due to too many repetitions, subconsciously, each piece All the texts with the smell of sheep are printed in his mind! In this way, facing the desert, those Chinese characters became his "peace of mind".Especially at dusk, looking at the rolling sunset in the desert, and the sudden column of smoke from wolves, you feel that the history composed of words is rushing towards you line by line-only the four words "Su Wu Shepherd" let him once For the first time, tears flowed!Of course, this is not a day's work, this is the perception generated in countless repetitions.At this time, time has become a pool of clear water, time is washing history, and time is nourishing words... just like this day by day, under the blowing of "words", unconsciously, he "melted" , He suddenly realized something that a country boy would never realize in his life.Yes, sitting in the yellow sand all over the sky, when the huge sunset, like a big fireball, rolls towards you, and the column of smoke rises suddenly!The soaring mushroom cloud is spinning like a giant python, and a dead man's skeleton will suddenly fall from it... The first time scares you to death, the second time you are still afraid, the third time, the fourth time... you are not so Scared.There is also the sudden lightning, heavy rain or hail, clear and clear sky, without any reason, it fell all at once, the thunder exploded "click, click", a bolt of lightning fell from the sky, sticking to the turf towards you fly!The first time, he stood up and ran; the second time he still wanted to run, but later, he stopped running. The Gobi is boundless, where are you going?There is nowhere to hide!Looking at the flock of sheep again, even though they are pitiful, they are not chaotic, they just gather head to head... just like this, time and time again, I really don't know if they are frightened or stretched. Brother came again, it was the spring of the third year.Brother had already drank four times before meeting him.Going to a military academy also requires layers of recommendation and approval.When my brother came, he carried, carried, and carried three large boxes, all of which were full of wine!He drank from the military region to the regiment, from the regiment to the battalion, and then from the battalion to the company... In the frontier, drinking is "whole", box by box.You came here to treat guests. When comrades-in-arms meet, at the banquet, you just let others "rectify", but you don't "rectify" yourself, okay?When my brother saw him, he was carried off the jeep like a sack!At that moment, my brother was completely drunk, lying there, limp like a dead dog.Then, he vomited all night, vomited out all the bitter bile... The next day, when my brother woke up, he took out a registration form covered with red stamps from his pocket, and said weakly: "Fill it in." To my brother's surprise, the youngest Feng Jiayun was not in a hurry to fill out the form. He sat there quietly, looking at his brother who woke up from drunk, and said silently, "Brother, I understand." Feng Jiachang looked at him and said, "What do you understand?" Feng Jiayun said: "People are like sand." He added: "If there is sunlight, the sand will also shine." Suddenly, from his bronze-tanned face, my brother saw the tranquility of being "boiled" in the desert, and saw his long-awaited "concentration", and he smiled. Brother asked him: "Have you read all those books?" He said, "It's too late." Brother said: "Is there any problem in the exam?" He said, "I'll try." Brother nodded and said nothing more.Based on this attitude, I know that he has succeeded. When he was about to go to the examination room, my brother took off the watch on his wrist and put it on his hand, then patted him and said, "Go, third child, don't be nervous. If you don't pass the exam this time, there will be another time." .” He shook his head and said, "There will be no next time." Practice has proved that the environment can transform people.Lian Ge didn't expect Feng Jiayun to be admitted to the Army Academy with seventh place in the exam.Afterwards, he studied in the Army Academy for six consecutive years, and obtained a master's degree from the school with a first-class result.On the eve of graduation, a country boy who was born as a sheep herder unexpectedly became the "sweet pastry" of the Army Academy!So, he suddenly had four choices: one is to stay in school as an instructor; the other is to go abroad to be a military attache; the third is to be an agent of the Ministry of National Security;All of a sudden, the ground is covered with flowers, and the future is bright! Of course, all this is not accidental.Four units successively took a fancy to him, not only because of his master's degree... At the beginning, in the college, he was just an inconspicuous countryman, a countryman in military uniform, with a very handsome face. Wood.However, overnight, he was suddenly appreciated by Professor Jin Shengwu, a famous telecommunications expert in the army! At the Army Academy, Professor Kim was notoriously arrogant.He once "bombed" the dean with the rank of lieutenant general on his shoulders out of his laboratory in public!That's the dean.It is said that between Professor Jin and the Dean, there was a dialogue that was widely circulated.That day, Professor Jin was leading his two assistants to conduct a new type of code experiment in the laboratory, talking about something enthusiastically while doing it.At this moment, the dean opened the door and came in. The dean was smiling, and just about to speak, unexpectedly, Professor Jin turned his face, glanced at him, and said two words: "——Get out!" For a while, the dean was stunned, but the dean was the dean after all, and the dean also replied with two words: "—Okay, good!" Then, the dean turned around and strode towards the door.Originally, this was already too much, but Professor Jin went too far. He actually said four more words to the dean who was carrying two "golden beans" on his shoulders: "—Close the door." At this time, The dean stopped, and the dean turned around, glanced at him, and replied with two words: "—OK, good." God, who is the dean?A dignified lieutenant general, the head of the corps, that is a person who promises everything!How can he do this?How dare he do this? !For a while, the conversation between these two men became the most famous conversation in the military.Therefore, in the college, Professor Jin became a model of "arrogance and rudeness"; and the dean, who had a very good reputation at the time, became a model of "corporal courtesy and virtue". Ordinarily, Professor Jin's "arrogance" is also capitalized. After all, he is the most famous telecommunications expert in the domestic army. His white hair is full of knowledge!But it was such a famously arrogant professor who suddenly made a more puzzling move.That day, during the "big class", in a lecture theater that accommodated hundreds of people, Professor Jin stood on the podium, first picked up the roster and looked at it, pondered for a moment, then suddenly raised his head and said, "Student Feng Jiayun is here." Did you? Stand up." After all, the military academy is a military academy. Hundreds of students sat upright on their chairs with their chests upright. , Professor Jin said loudly again: "Is Feng Jiayun here? Please stand up." At this time, only the seat in the back row rang, and a student with a dark complexion and an indifferent face stood up... The place was suddenly quiet, so solemn!The students have all experienced Professor Jin's sternness. Professor Jin seldom uses the word "please". This time, he unexpectedly used "please". If it's not satire, what is it?Next, Professor Jin will be furious! ——Unexpectedly, I saw Professor Jin stepping down the podium quickly and walking backward step by step on the steps of the lecture theater.At this time, there was some commotion in the huge lecture theater. The students turned their heads in unison and looked back. They saw Professor Jin go to the back row and stop two steps away from Feng Jiayun. Going down, Professor Jin suddenly lowered his incomparably noble head, bent down, and bowed deeply to Feng Jiayun!Immediately afterwards, Professor Jin said: "Thank you, thank you for giving me inspiration - thank you!" In that class, Professor Jin spoke wonderfully, but none of the students listened to them. Whispering voices filled the classroom... What shocked the students was that such a black boy who always sat in the back row, such a A guy with a smell of sheep, such a "wooden man" who never talks much and is not very conspicuous, actually made the extremely arrogant Professor Jin bow his noble head and give him a bow in front of the public? !This, this, this... is not a joke, is it?It's not a dream, is it?how could be?Can he, alone, give Professor Kim "inspiration"? ! —Who is he? ! After class, the students rushed to tell each other, and some went around to inquire about the origin of Feng Jiayun, wanting to know which "fairy" this bastard is... But, unfortunately, they inquired and inquired, but no one found out. what.On the contrary, some people saw him always alone (he always had an unclean smell of sheep, and no one wanted to be with him), walking alone on the road leading to the library.At night, I often sit behind the grove to the north of the college and look at the moon, that's all.Finally, two female students had the courage to ask Professor Jin. In the college, Professor Jin was the only one who had a slightly more friendly attitude towards female students.Professor Jin's answer was only one sentence. The professor said: "Well, his 'Sheep Shit Theory' is very inspiring to me." So, what is the "Sheep Shit Theory"?No one knows about it. This so-called "Sheep Shit Theory", later titled "Infinite Combinations of 'Points'", appeared in Professor Jin's paper on telecommunications.After the publication of this paper, it caused a huge sensation in the world telecommunications academic circles!According to a foreign report, a western authority on telecommunications said: "'Diandiandian' theory" is the most cutting-edge and innovative theory with oriental aesthetic characteristics in the field of telecommunications. It has a "shock wave effect" on world telecommunications! Later, it was finally discovered that Professor Jin had the habit of going out for a walk after dinner.In the small forest to the north of the college, Professor Jin met that black boy named Feng Jiayun just like that... At that time, the moon was very big! Feng Jiayun attracted attention again, when the Ministry of Security came to the school to select students.That night, Feng Jiayun was not notified by anyone, and he came to the grove alone after dinner as usual - behind the grove is the shooting range.At that time, the moonlight was half-bright and half-dark, and the grove was gray. He just sat silently on a long wooden chair in the forest... At this moment, suddenly, the gunshot rang out!After a while of "pingping, beeping...", he didn't move or turn his head, and he was still sitting there numbly.After a while, the director of the political department of the college appeared in front of him with two middle-aged men in casual clothes.When he saw the director, he stood up, stood at attention—and saluted the director.The director said: "Feng Jiayun." He said: "Here." The director said: "These two comrades are from the Ministry of Security. They have some questions to ask, and you have to answer them truthfully." He didn't say anything, just stood up straight some.A fat middle-aged man stared at him for a while, then said, "Did you hear the gunshot?" He replied, "Yes." The man asked, "How many shots?" He said, "Six shots." The man nodded and asked again: "Where is the direction? The direction of shooting." He said: "Three shots on the left and three shots on the right." The man said: "How far is it?" Feng Jiayun said: "Twenty About five meters." The man nodded again, smiled and said, "Why don't you run?" He said, "I don't know where to run." The questioning was simple, and it was over.Since then, Feng Jiayun has been highly praised by the Ministry of Security.His comment is written like this: This person has a calm air.available. After that, the director of the political department of the college scratched his head and said to people with great emotion: "This, this...Feng Jiayun is so fucking! It looks like a lump of wood, fuck—it's evil!" Yes, in the Army Academy, such a country boy with no background and no family background, ranked first in listening comprehension, seventh in written translation, and ranked nineteenth in interpreting although he was a bit weaker in the foreign language test. For what?The students are really unconvinced!But what can I do if I am not convinced? ! Graduation was imminent, and it was a matter of future, so Feng Jiayun called his brother and asked him where to go.At this time, he completely convinced his brother. If it wasn't for his brother, how could he have a future today? !Brother pondered for a moment on the phone, the silence was very utilitarian, he felt the weight of the silence, brother said: "Just—— military officer." As a result, Master Feng Jiayun was exceptionally awarded the title of major as soon as he left school, and became a military attache representing a country and an envoy stationed in South American countries.Six years ago, he didn't even dare to think about it!What was even more unexpected was that when he left, this bastard actually took away a beautiful woman!That woman was his college classmate, a graduate of the Department of Foreign Languages ​​of the Army Academy, and she was one of the two female classmates who had the courage to ask Professor Jin. Five years later, when he returned with his wife, he would already be a colonel.