Chapter 15 They started dating again -1

They have no other way but this They started dating again.They have no morality, no shame, they are willing to degenerate, they no longer regard themselves as decent people, they have no other way to go, only this.However, after all, it is more difficult to avoid people's eyes and ears.People in almost half of the city recognize them.She was famous in the first place, and now she was well known to everyone, bringing him out of fame as well.The farther they traveled, the farther and farther the places they met, the more elaborate the way they met.On this day, in the afternoon, they actually went to the barren mountain called Huaguo Mountain, but in fact, there were no flowers and no fruits.

The trees were sparse and the grass was yellow. It was a chilling autumn day.The wind blew through the grass and trees, making a desolate sound.They sat behind a shady mountain, in a patch of grass.The dead grass half a person's height was overwhelmed by them and spread on the ground, turning into a soft mattress.The two hugged and curled up on it, murmuring some desperately silly words.The sun gradually moved westward, turned behind the mountain, and fell on them. It has become the setting sun. They almost fell asleep, and were awakened by the autumn wind again, and it was already half dark, so they hurried down the mountain.The road down the mountain was difficult, and she was wearing high-heeled leather shoes.He supported her, but he couldn't bear the weight of his body, so he still needed her support.The two supported each other and staggered down the mountain.Sweat drenched the clothes and made the wind cool.The wind was blowing so desolately, which filled people with an ominous premonition.

Finally, they got down to the bottom of the mountain before dark. They didn't even dare to look at each other, so they broke up in a hurry and went home separately.The home is fine, nothing happened.The woman's face is always serene, filling him with remorse, and he has to wrap up his dirty heart more tightly.He wanted to swear that he would never do it again, but he didn't dare, because he didn't even believe the oath.His self-confidence was utterly shattered, his will was utterly shattered, and he was strengthened only in one thing, and that was his sinful relationship with her.

After he did chores in the theater for a while, the leader transferred him back to the office, as a gesture of treating illnesses and saving lives without prejudice.He went back to the office and saw her frequently after get off work and off work. He thought it was painful not to see her, but it was even more painful to pretend not to see her when he never wanted to meet.Every time he saw her bright red but faded bicycle, his heart would constrict.He was always worried that his heart would stop beating suddenly, and it would be over like this, and he thought extremely pessimistically that such an end might not be a blessing.However, gradually, his heart began to become numb, and he no longer felt the trembling, the pain of being unable to cry or speak.On the contrary, because I can see her all the time, I can date her, and I feel happy.It is a conscience-numbing pleasure, a guilty pleasure.His mind also stopped working, just living day by day.It's just that the night after coming into contact with her, sleeping next to the woman and feeling her warm breath, his heart seemed to split open.He twisted his hair with his hands and pulled it vigorously, pulling a lot of hair down.Waking up in the morning, the woman saw his hair falling on the pillow, hated and hurt.She knew that the man couldn't extricate himself, and she wanted to give him a hand.She wrote letters to her hometown and his hometown, saying that she still wanted to go back to the South to settle down, and hoped that her parents, relatives, classmates and friends could help.And, using the relationship of some old classmates, she found a receiving unit in her hometown of Nanjing.She is well aware that it is not easy to mobilize, and she knows that she has to walk a long and arduous road, and she may not necessarily succeed in the end.But she had to separate them objectively, otherwise, she knew that with his personality, it would be difficult to separate them.What's more, that woman is so determined and powerful.They have never met each other, but they are deeply aware of each other's existence, and they are engaged in a silent contest.For a weak and cowardly man, in fact, this man is not worthy of their true love.However, a woman loves a man not for the value of that man itself, but often just to realize her own ideal of love.For this ideal, they are desperate and willing to sacrifice.

She loves him, and there will be no change.This is her only love. She has never loved anyone like this, so much that her temperament has changed.Why she loves him, she can't give much reason.Perhaps her life has come to this point, and love is truly awakened, and this awakening requires her to catch someone in time to realize it.He's running into it.It was his luck, but also his great misfortune.But, no matter what, it was true that she loved him.Even men see this, but never admit it.He will never admit that there is a man in this world who can rival him, and he will never admit that this woman can belong to another man in this world besides his.He beat her, but she didn't cry or scream after being beaten. Finally, she was so anxious by him that she said she wanted a divorce.He took out a kitchen knife from under the chopping board and said, "Okay, divorce, I'll kill him." The man's eyes were shining, and the kitchen knife was also shining. She really believed it and was afraid.Besides, killing him frightened her more than killing her.She loves him so much that she can't give up anymore.From then on, I never dared to mention the word "divorce" to men, but I discussed it with him behind the scenes.

"Let's run!" she begged him. ． "Where are you going, sweetheart!" His heart was so bitter that it was soaked in bile. "Run far away." She hugged him. "Dear!" He desperately kissed her, but this kiss made her understand that it was impossible to run.The heart is also so bitter that it is soaked in Coptis chinensis. Someone found out about their date, and he went to the theater to sweep the floor again.A thick stack of inspections was put into a kraft paper file bag, and my heart was already full of stains.The woman stepped up to make a move, and he knew that leaving this place was inevitable, so he stepped up to date.The man stepped up the beating, and she stepped up to him: "Get a divorce!"