Chapter 16 They started dating again -2

They lay down together on the shady and soft grass "They won't agree, baby!" He didn't understand how people could get to such a desperate situation. "One party insists on a divorce and it's okay to leave, as long as you persist." She encouraged him. "Baby, baby!" He caressed her passionately, and his caresses taught her that divorce was also impossible. He couldn't abandon her, and he couldn't abandon the woman and daughter.The daughter is more and more understanding, the eldest daughter skipped a grade and was admitted to the best middle school in the city, and the youngest daughter is like a flower.Thinking of his little daughter, his heart tightened.He was going to suffer, and he was destined to suffer for the rest of his life.Life is so long, how can he endure it!He didn't dare to think about the things of his life, he only coveted what was in front of him, as long as she was in his arms, he would close his eyes, neither look nor think about anything.

The days went by, transfers and appointments went hand in hand.The transfer was getting more and more promising, so he had to go there in person, so that the other party could have a look and talk.During the Spring Festival this year, I took the four-year family leave.It took sixteen days in total.She couldn't wait any longer, and in the last three days, she waited at the exit of the station almost every evening.During the day, the only car from the provincial capital arrived and left, and she walked away when all the people left.On the afternoon of the third day, he finally arrived. He held his daughter in one hand and the travel bag in the other.His face turned pale, his hands trembled, and the tremor passed from his daughter's hand to the woman's, and the woman turned pale.He also clearly knew that she was nearby, and there must be her nearby, but he didn't look sideways, and walked over as if no one else was there.She was just behind the iron railing of the exit, looking at him fixedly, trying to catch his eyes, but he dodged, and finally couldn't dodge, and cast a pleading look at her.She watched him go away with hatred and love, tears streaming down her face.

Finally, on such a day, the transfer order came down, he was alone, the woman said, he went first, and then there was a reason to transfer the whole family.The transfer order is down, and their days are numbered.He didn't have any willpower anymore, he was at the mercy of the two women's struggle and fate.Seeing that his woman was about to win, she stepped up her offensive and asked him to meet almost every day.To a far place, has been past the railway line.She begged him: "Don't go, don't go!" He just hugged her and cried bitterly. Men also took action.This night, I brought more than a dozen people, rode bicycles all the way to the place where they were dating, opened the encirclement suddenly, and caught them.They beat him, held her back, and made her look away.She didn't look at it at first, then she simply looked at it and burst into tears.The man was also crying in his heart, crying for her crying, crying for punishing her like this.This punishment was the recognition of her treachery!He was beaten by them without a sound, he had already lost consciousness.Her cry seemed to come from far away, very unreal, she cried loudly, and then the tears gradually disappeared, and then she stared dryly, her eyes seemed to be very excited, but also seemed to be very desperate, even Men feel terrible.A train rumbles by.At last they stopped and let him go.

He staggered along the railway until he reached a roadblock, only to realize that he was going in the wrong direction, and staggered back again.It was one o'clock in the middle of the night when we got home.His dejected and desperate appearance made the woman understand at a glance.She asked no questions and let him go to bed.His icy body began to tremble, like a fever, and even the bed trembled slightly.She held back the pain in her heart, hugged him into her arms, and called out to him in her heart, begging him to come back, hoping in vain to call him back with her own warmth.His icy body trembled even more in her warm arms. She didn't warm him up, and she fell cold.They lay in the cool all night, he had been drowsy, but she didn't close her eyes.

The day was exceptionally clear, cloudless, the sun was shining brightly, and it was another Sunday.She thought tremblingly that this was a good omen. He also got up, sat on the bed blankly, sat for a while, then came down, folded the quilt, and swept the bed.At breakfast she asked cautiously: "Are you going out today?" He shook his head, then said, "I mop the floor." She asked him to bring clean water, soaked the mop, and mopped the much rougher cement floor.After procrastinating, he leaned on the bed and read a book. The sun was shining through the window, and it was shining on his face, but he didn't feel it.She walked over and lowered the bamboo curtain.Slowly my heart settled down, and I went to wash the clothes by myself, and suddenly remembered that I hadn't bought vegetables yet, so I called him.He immediately complied, obeyed her order, took the change, picked up the vegetable basket and left.She told him to put on a shirt, but he said it was a short distance away and it was very hot, so there was no need, so he left in trousers, a vest and sandals.

He walked under the sun, what happened last night was like a dream, and it seemed like a lifetime away.He has lost his feeling and mood, like a walking corpse, walking numbly under the sun.I just feel that I am very small, being pushed around by the crowd, but I can't do anything.He walked in the bustling vegetable market, from one end to the other, but he didn't buy a few things.At this time, she was looking for him all over the world. She was looking for him, and she must find him.She came out early in the morning, wearing a white seersucker dress, and cut all the rest of the clothes to pieces with scissors.She cut it all night. The man didn't go home with her last night and was dragged away by his friends.Fearing that something might happen to her, the friend dragged the man away, leaving her alone.

Finally, at the intersection near the vegetable market, she finally saw him, walking leisurely with a vegetable basket in his hand.She stopped him.He stopped and looked at her blankly. "You come with me," she said. So, he followed her, still carrying the vegetable basket in his hand. "Come with me!" She turned her head and called to him with tears in her eyes. He tried to quicken his pace, basket in hand. They are no longer afraid of being seen by others, and no longer hide their eyes and ears.But at this time, for some reason, no one knew them anymore, and they had no eyes or ears.People were bustling, having a happy Sunday, and let them walk through it, walking north.

She walked faster and faster. He couldn't keep up, and lost the basket unconsciously. The vegetables in the basket were scattered all over the floor, and no one noticed. They moved away from the crowd and gradually reached the outskirts of the city.They started to approach and formed a file. "Come with me, don't you regret it!" She asked him with tears in her eyes, and that tear was embedded between her eyelashes like a pearl. He smiled and shook his head.At this time, he was like a dead grass without roots, he had lost his will and was gone with the wind. "We can't live at the same time, we can die on the same day." She said resolutely, her eyes shining brightly.She was thinner, no longer plump, and her bones were exposed, but she suddenly had aura.

They reached the bottom of the barren hill and began to climb up the hill.She is also wearing a pair of white high heels, which are convenient for going up the mountain.He gradually couldn't keep up, so she turned around and stretched out her hand gently: "Come." She called him gently, and his soul had already gone with her. They reached the grass where they had been lying, but the grass was still yellow and the sun couldn't shine.She helped him sit down and hugged him like a baby.Rubbing his cheek with her cheek.After keeping it warm for a while, he took out a small bottle from the white women's handbag, knocked off the seal, and fed it to him.He obediently drank it without asking what he was drinking.She dropped the empty bottle and stroked his cheek encouragingly.He took out another bottle and fed it to him for seven bottles.Then she started to drink it by herself, she was a little impatient and impatient, she directly bit the seal with her teeth, drank it down together with the broken glass, and drank seven bottles.She took out another ball of rope from her bag, which was made of twisted yarn of various colors.

"Hold my neck." She whispered softly in his ear. He hugged her neck, his soft arms tightly wrapped around her neck.He felt as if he was a very early childhood, hugging his mother's neck. She entangled them both.She wrapped the woolen rope one by one, and asked tenderly, "Does it hurt?" He shook his head feebly.She kissed him. The rope finally came to an end, and she helped to tie a firm knot with her mouth, and then said softly, "Hey, lie down." They lay down together on the cool, soft grass.He became confused, and his grandfather's falcon-like nose and sharp eyes appeared in front of his eyes.Those eyes gleamed triumphantly, and suddenly became gentle again, as if telling him to go, so he went.But it seems to be walking along the bustling Huaihai Road with the eldest brother, with the smell of cream cake, which stimulates the nasal membranes very fragrantly.The whistle of the pier by the river also sounded, resounding through the sky, interspersed with the cello etude, as if taking two steps forward and one step back, it circled upwards, and then circled downwards.Sunlight shot into the grove, and the beam of light shook and turned into moonlight.The moonlight caressed very coolly, it was the touch of my daughter's little hand.Then the light of the fire covered everything, the light of the fire became stronger and stronger, and the color became darker and darker, and finally it became pitch black, which was about the same darkness when life was in the mother's womb. He felt safe and sheltered, and smiled.

She also began to feel confused, but all the styles of clothes in front of her eyes were red, orange, blue, yellow, blue, green and purple, a small flowered jacket with lace, small embroidered shoes with mandarin ducks playing in the water, wide-leg pants, pink elastic stockings, and a silver-white suit that tightened her waist. , the long skirt was fluttering, and the flowers were full of flowers... Tears rolled down, rolled past the furry mole next to the ear, and fell to the ground like beads. After seven days and seven nights, a group of vacationing students came here to play and went up the mountain. The noise made all the wild birds fly away. They searched the deserted mountains like a sweep, but they couldn't find an interesting place to play.But on a flat ground in the shade, I picked up many small crystal bottles, and then saw four intertwined feet in a piece of grass, so I ran down like a frightened bird. up the mountain. The eldest brother came from far away in Shanghai to handle his brother's funeral. Looking at the younger brother who was wrapped in white cloth into a big lump, he thought to himself: It might have been better if he hadn't been taken out to study in the first place.He also thought that the two younger brothers he brought out died early, one was sick, it was God's will, there was no way, this one, could it be said that it was not God's will?He didn't know, but he always felt guilty in his heart. The woman can't even cry anymore, and her heart is full of hatred, resentment and regret. If she didn't come here, maybe nothing would happen.But the time has come, so what's the use of talking about it. At this time, the woman strangely didn't hate her very much.Although the woman knew clearly, if it wasn't for her, he wouldn't be able to be so cruel.She also knew that his inability to be cruel was not because he still had any attachment to this world, but because he lacked courage. She knew this man too well.She doesn't hate him either. In the past few years and decades, he has suffered enough, and it's too late to feel sorry for him. My mother has been deaf recently, and it has been a long time since I heard the whistle of the pier by the river.This day, however, the siren harassed my ears all day long, one after another, heart-piercing. As if she had gotten some hint, from then on, she never said anything to him, never asked him anything, and no one needed to bother with her. The girl's mother stopped crying.She thought, it was a blessing for the girl to find her only man in her lifetime, not only to see her face, but also to talk, to confess her thoughts, and to go somewhere else. Next year, the grass in the shade of the mountain will be very green and lush.