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Chapter 22 Amy: Until Death (15)

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Shi Yan didn't know what Zhuo Liang smashed, and she didn't care, she was only worried that Zhuo Liang would catch up and smash her.She stopped taking any steps, went downstairs in a hurry, rolled out her bicycle, slid a few steps, rode on it, and fled in the direction of Nanyishe. She rode all the way to the front of the dormitory building before she got out of the car. After looking behind her for a while, she made sure that he was not chasing her, so she pushed the car into the shed and locked it, and wanted to go upstairs.But she remembered that she had greeted Yao Xiaoping today, saying that Yao Xiaoping definitely didn't leave food for her when she went out to eat with Zhuoyue at night, because they didn't have a refrigerator, and they all cooked and ate on the same day. Lost.

She looked at her watch, it was past six o'clock, and the cafeteria for young teachers must be closed, but she heard from Yao Xiaoping that there was a small window for frying in the cafeteria, and sometimes it was open very late.She went there to try her luck, and found that the small fried window was still open, so she bought a meal and sat in the cafeteria to eat.The food at Xiaochao Window is a bit expensive, but it tastes good. If she eats there all the time, she might not be able to afford it, but if she eats it occasionally, she can still afford it.She decided to come here every now and then to buy some vegetables and share them with Yao and Yan as a reward for Yao and Yan taking care of her.

After she finished her meal, she didn't know where to go. Those two guys must be locked in the room and "have a good relationship for a hundred years". How could they not take advantage of such a rare opportunity?She walked outside the cafeteria and turned around, feeling as if she had been walking around for several hours, and she had turned all over that area, but she looked at her watch, and only twenty minutes had passed. Being homeless is not a good feeling, especially at night, when the lights are on in every house, and it can feel lonely wandering around in the dark.She went upstairs to try her luck, but she was unlucky, the bedroom door was closed tightly, it seemed that the two wild mandarin ducks really had a good relationship for a hundred years, I don't know how many years it has been.She had no choice but to come downstairs, ran to the porter, chatted with the porter a few words, sat there reading the newspaper, glanced at the stairs from time to time, and was going to go upstairs when Yan Jing came downstairs.

There is a telephone at the concierge in the entire Nanyishe. I don’t know if it’s because at night, everyone is off work, and they all use the phone for entertainment. The telephone at the concierge is simply amazing. I made the phone call, and after asking, I found out that it was because of the new function of making long-distance calls outside. There is a charge, which is more expensive than calling outside, but it is much more convenient. You don’t need to go outside the school by bike to make long-distance calls, so the people who call Not a lot. Probably this is a way for the school to generate income, even the concierge has followed suit, and it is said that they can get a 1% kickback, so the concierge is very active, and he is very enthusiastic about the callers, and he runs fast when paging the phone. The long-distance callers were even more enthusiastic. They stood in the aisle and advertised to the residents upstairs and downstairs that long-distance calls could be made here.

Sitting in the concierge, she was naturally designated as a key publicity target by the concierge. Even if the concierge didn't promote it, the enthusiasm alone was enough to infect her. Her hands were itchy, and she wanted to make a long-distance call to someone.She hasn't called her family since she moved back to Nanyishe, and she hasn't told her family that she's moved out. She's afraid that the family will ask so many questions that she won't be able to answer them.She wanted to make a phone call and tell a lie so that they would not call Joyo, but she hadn't figured out what to tell, and she didn't have a phone at home, so she had to wait until her parents were at work.

She wanted to call Huang Hai, but she couldn't do it. It should be said that making a phone call is not too much, because Huang Hai bought her study materials for studying abroad. She has not thanked him formally, but only told Yao Xiaoping that if Huang Hai If you call, you can thank him for me, and then ask him how much these books cost, and then send him the money.Later, Yao Xiaoping said that she had spoken to Huang Hai, thanked him, and also mentioned the money, but Huang Hai refused to say how much, saying that it was a wedding gift for her, and she would repay him when he got married in the future.

Yao Xiaoping had to analyze it again, saying that Huang Hai definitely doesn't have a girlfriend, and he doesn't plan to get married, otherwise how could he have the nerve to ask you to return the favor? She is willing to believe Yao Xiaoping's analysis, because in her life, Huang Hai can be said to be the only man who really appreciates her. Zhuo Liang has never loved her, she doesn't know, even if Zhuo Liang has loved her, he has never appreciated her.He only likes her "innocence and purity", which translates into common Chinese as "fools are easy to deceive".At that time, he encouraged her to go abroad, just to compare Huang Hai, and in the end, he didn't see any review materials for her to go abroad.

After thinking about it for a while, she decided not to call Huang Hai for the time being, and wait until she cleared up her mess, so as not to make Huang Hai the target of Zhuo Zhuo's revenge. It was almost half past ten, she was already dozing off, and she hadn't seen Yan Jing coming downstairs. He probably "stayed" here today, so she had no choice but to go upstairs to beat the mandarin ducks.After climbing a few stairs, the concierge chased her out and said, "Your name is Shi Yan, right? Here's your phone number---" She immediately thought of Zhuo Zhuo, she didn't want to answer, but she didn't want to annoy him further, because he must have heard the porter call her from the phone.She came to the concierge, picked up the receiver, and said "Hello".

"Shi Yan'er?" She recognized Huang Hai's voice, and asked in amazement, "How do you know I'm here?" Huang Hai smiled a little embarrassedly, and said: "Actually, I didn't know you were here. I was going to look for Yao Xiaoping. I accidentally said your name. I didn't know you until I heard your concierge call your name." Just right there--" She immediately said: "Then you wait, I'll go upstairs and call Yao Xiaoping---" "Don't bark, don't bark, I'm looking for you---" "Looking for me --- for what?"

Huang Hai didn't speak for a long time, she thought he might still be looking for Yao Xiaoping, but she answered the phone, so she had to say he was looking for her.She asked: "You---do you want me to go upstairs and call Yao Xiaoping?" "No, I'll look for her -- that is, ask -- about your situation --" She felt hot: "Ask me what?" "It's nothing, just asking --- how are you --- reviewing ---" She was ashamed: "I --- haven't started yet, this time --- very busy ---" "I know, let's get busy with the child's affairs first, and it's not too late to go abroad when the child is older. Then I will help you find materials. Can the nutrition keep up?"

I had been talking about going abroad just now, but when he made such a sudden change, she didn't turn the corner for a long time, and thought she was asking "Can I keep up with English", so she didn't know how to answer, and she didn't even read the review materials. How do you know if you can keep up with English?He asked again before she understood and replied, "Oh, keep up--" "I read in the book that pregnant women should eat more green beans, cabbage and other things, otherwise the child's spine will not grow well. I remember a relative's child was born with a bag on his back. Listen It is said that the spine has not grown well, and the contents inside have leaked out, and surgery is needed to repair---" so scary?She said obediently: "Oh, then I remember to eat---" He also mentioned the names of some foods and their great significance to pregnant women and fetuses, and finally said: "It's all from books, and you can't remember if I say too much, let me send you the book-- - " She really needed such a book, and wanted to get in touch with him more, so she said bluntly: "Okay, thank you then." She hesitated for a while, then asked, "How are you doing now?" "Very good," he said, talking about some things in the laboratory, and then said apologetically, "I'm sure you're not interested in these things." "Interested, interested." She just wanted to have a few more words with him now, she was interested in everything he said, and thought his voice on the phone was very nice, never before.Buoyed by his caring, she whispered, "I'm asking you—how's your personal life—" "Oh, I almost forgot to tell you, I'm getting married too, let's say this year's Chinese New Year---" The phone in her hand almost fell to the ground, and she couldn't help saying: "Don't be kidding---" "It's not a joke, it's true," Huang Hai said proudly, "Since she had me, her condition has improved a lot. The marriage was brought up by her family, who said that her illness might be completely cured after getting married. It's -- " "Then don't they treat you like a blind medicine?" Huang Hai still said proudly: "It can be used as a blind medicine, which can cure a person, isn't it good?" She suddenly felt a headache and felt very uncomfortable, but she tried her best to say relaxedly: "Okay, how can it be bad to be able to cure a person? Is she --- beautiful?" "She's pretty, I heard she used to be in tweed---" "She's so beautiful, aren't you afraid that if she recovers from her illness, you won't want you?" "When the day comes when she doesn't want me, it means she doesn't need me anymore, and my historical mission will be completed---" She reminded, obliquely, "So -- will your children -- be affected?" "Probably not, because her disease is not hereditary—" He has even thought about the children, no wonder he cares so much about the pregnant woman and the children. At first she thought he cared about these things just for her, but it turned out to be for his own children.She thought that their child must be very beautiful, because the mother is a flower, and the father was also very handsome, but it was only because of the forceps that he became so handsome, but it must not be hereditary, so their child must be very beautiful, And it must be very smart, because Huang Hai is so smart. He asked, "It's so late, why are you still here?" She didn't want to say that she had separated from Excellence, and she didn't want him to know that her love and marriage were so bad.She lied and said: "Excellence---I went out for a meeting, and I was bored at home alone, so I came to talk to Yao Xiaoping---" "Oh, so I'm going to live here tonight? It's too late, don't run outside. There are a lot of construction sites in your area, so it's not safe. You're afraid of falling into some kind of pit, and you're also afraid of being piled up with bricks and sand. I stumbled, and I was still afraid---meeting those---construction workers, some of them were very wild---one student in our school was given---by a construction site person---" He didn't finish, but she got the gist, and she asked curiously: "How do you know that there are many construction sites in my area? Didn't you just go to my former dormitory? I have moved out of there now-- - " "Oh, I'm just guessing, maybe I heard --- Yao Xiaoping said ---. Are you still riding a bicycle?" She lied and said, "No riding---" "It's fine if you don't ride. You can ask Teacher Zhuo to send you by motorcycle, or you can walk to work by yourself. I heard that walking more during pregnancy is good for childbirth --- . I heard from my mother, she said that if she walked more at that time, Maybe I wouldn't-- get a forceps--" After Shi Yan made the phone call, she felt as if she had collapsed, and walked upstairs with two heavy legs.When she arrived at the bedroom door, she knocked on the door, and heard Yao Xiaoping's surprised voice inside: "Who is it?" "I." After a while, Yao Xiaoping came to open the door and asked, "Are you back? I thought you weren't coming back tonight---" Seeing Yan Jing sitting on the edge of the bed sleepily, she quickly apologized and said, "I'm sorry, I---" Yan Yan said: "You're welcome, I should say I'm sorry. I'm leaving, you guys rest---" Yao Xiaoping went out to send Yan Jing, Shi Yan was full of guilt, but there was nothing she could do, because she had nowhere to go, so she had to come back here.She went to the water room to fetch some cold water, then mixed it with the water from the thermos to wash her face and feet. While washing, Yao Xiaoping came back, yawned and said, "Why did you come back suddenly? Are you still arguing in the middle of the night?" "Where is the quarrel in the middle of the night, and I didn't go to dinner at all---" She felt very sorry for disturbing Yao Yan and the two, and felt that there was nothing to make up for, so she could only repay with personal privacy, so she explained what happened between Yao and Yan today. Speaking it out, it seems that confessing her heart can offset her crime of beating a mandarin duck. Yao Xiaoping said: "I only blame Zhuoyou for being so stupid. He wants to persuade you in this way. How is it possible? Men and women are different---" She asked in surprise: "You think so too? Could it be that their men are so excited that if they fail to succeed, they will - die?" "Actually, I don't know how uncomfortable it is for a man to be so excited. I'm not a man. How can I experience it personally? They are all leeches listening to the sound of water, and they are what others say---" But I don’t think you need to be too serious. He admits his mistake and corrects it. There are many men who can’t even do it to his level. Like my husband, he never admits his mistakes or the facts. Admit it. But I'm not as lucky as you, and caught him personally. If only I caught him once, the divorce would be easy." "If you catch it yourself, it will be easy to get a divorce?" "Of course, he's feeling guilty, so he doesn't dare to raise conditions indiscriminately---" "It depends on who it is. People like Zhuoyue are honest and hateful, as if I made a mistake. I don't think it's easy for me to divorce him---now I'm divorced--- There may be no fertility indicators---" Yao Xiaoping agreed: "Then I won't leave now, and I will leave after the child is born---" "Is it even more inseparable after giving birth?" "Having a child is definitely more difficult." "Then what to do?" "That depends on whether you want a child or not. If you don't want to, or don't think so, I advise you to leave now, and the child is gone. But if you want a child, you have to not offend him first---but I think He's still a reasonable husband, he doesn't pester you every day—" "What good does it do him to pester me? Isn't he the one who lost him? " "The problem is that some people can't think about it that much when it's like this. Let's talk about it after making a fuss. No matter who it is, I'm uncomfortable, and it makes you uncomfortable---" She didn't want to talk about excellence anymore, it was a headache to talk about, so she turned to Huang Hai: "You said Huang Hai doesn't have a girlfriend, he's getting married soon---" She shared the content of the phone call with Huang Hai today Said a bit. Yao Xiaoping doesn't seem to be very interested: "Anyway, he is considered a 'shebao'. Since he was subjected to the forceps, he is doomed to have no relationship with love. If he can save a person, it can be regarded as doing good deeds and accumulating virtue. Maybe it will be good for the next life. It's good--" Seeing that Yao Xiaoping wasn't interested in this topic, she didn't want to continue talking, so she went to the sink to pour the water for washing her feet.When she came back after pouring the water, Yao Xiaoping suddenly became interested: "I really believe in fate now, you see, if you receive a call from Huang Hai first, knowing that he is going to get married during the Spring Festival, and then go on a date with Zhuoyue, then what do you do today?" would not be here--" "Where am I not here?" "You will go back to Zhuoyou---" She can't agree with this, she can swear to God, when she fought with Zhuoyue in the office, she never thought of Huang Hai, let alone regarded Huang Hai as a retreat or backing.But she felt that it was useless to declare these things to Yao Xiaoping, so it was better not to say anything. Yao Xiaoping said: "I didn't pay attention to what you mentioned about fate last time, but now you see, it really seems that there is a god of fate who is against you, and it will not come until you make a decision." It makes you see a truth that you should have seen long ago, only to make you both make a wrong decision and immediately know that you were wrong, so you suffer double torture, failure, plus regret—” She was silent for a while, and said: "But fate is still good to me, let me have a friend like you, otherwise, I will definitely die now --- alone ---" "Don't be so polite, fate is good to me, let me have a friend like you---" "I'm not doing you any favors—" "I didn't do anything to help you---" Yao Xiaoping said worriedly, "I'm afraid that if you are so cruel to Zhuoyou today, he will retaliate against you---" "Why did I get so mean to him? I just said I wouldn't go back with him---" "This may be what annoys him the most. If you cry, make trouble and hang yourself three times, he may not be so angry, because it means that you are broken, and he is not broken. After you have cried and made trouble, you will still follow He lives. But if you do it like this now, it will make him lose face. The people next door must be asking him where you have been every day, and his mother may also ask him. He is such a face-" "He wants to save face, so he won't tell others that he doesn't want me anymore?" "The problem is that he knows in his heart that it's not that he doesn't want you anymore, but that you don't want him anymore, so he can't swallow this breath, and he will retaliate wildly---" "Then how do you think he will retaliate against me?" Yao Xiaoping said: "I think he might get rid of your job. Didn't he say that today? He got you this job. If he tells you to get out, you have to get out---" "Get out, just get out, I don't care about the job he's looking for." She said stubbornly, "I --- find a middle school to teach. Could it be that the undergraduates who graduated from my teacher's college can't even find a middle school teaching position? ? He can’t say that he can reach out so long that he can manage even middle school?” "Isn't his mother the head of the D City Education Committee?" She thought for a while, and said: "I think his mother is a very decent person, she won't help her son to punish me---" "I don't believe your mother-in-law would be so decent that she wouldn't even help her own son---" She described her mother-in-law's decent remarks, but Yao Xiaoping still didn't believe it: "It's all for you, an outsider, who wouldn't say high-sounding words? The more people who use power for personal gain, the more they will say such things. She kept saying Tell you to resign from this job automatically, if you don't, she will ask the teacher college to handle your matter, do you think she has submitted it?" "but--- " "But what? She didn't mention it before, so it doesn't mean she hasn't brought it up now. It depends on whether you are her daughter-in-law. Yes, she won't ask the Teacher Academy to deal with you; no, I think she can pull her face right away and ask The Teacher Academy handles your affairs. At that time, she will have the reputation of being stern and selfless---" She also realized this, but she was still stubborn: "She asked the Teachers College to deal with me. I am not afraid. At worst, I will go to teach middle schools in other places. I have made no mistakes. I can't say that I won't be given a job---" "Then unless it's going back to your 'dongdongguai', otherwise, her mother will give you a middle school teacher in city D?" She doesn't want to go back to "Dongdongguai". Everyone there knows that she is the assistant principal, married, and going abroad. Child, why don't you get laughed out of your teeth?He was not an assistant to the principal for a long time, and he didn't go abroad. He was dumped by someone with a big belly, so he had to go back to his hometown to teach.She said firmly: "I will not go back to 'Dongdongguai'." "Then where else can you go to teach? Are you willing to teach in the counties and villages below?" She was stunned, she didn't expect that things could become so dangerous, and there was no way out in such darkness. Yao Xiaoping sighed, and said: "I know you are young, you are stubborn, and you are under the low eaves, but you still don't want to bow your head, so you have to smash your head, and if you smash your head, you have to bow your head. At that time, you really told Zhuoyou It’s the same, if you beg him, he might not take you in—” She asked sadly and angrily: "Does this world tolerate them covering the sky like this? Is there no one to take care of them?" "What does this matter to the world? The world has not woken up, so it doesn't bother to care about you. The Chinese are like this. As long as their own family can expose the pot, they will not rebel, and they will not care whether your family can uncover the pot or not." , they will help whoever is powerful, and they will not know that the officials are hateful until the officials are on top of them---" She understands Yao Xiaoping very much now, do you think a mere county principal can't control you?Then you are thinking wrong. In a society like China, he has the right to have a network. He is the emperor of the land. He can control you. If he punishes you, you can only stare blankly, and he can also be treated as righteousness. hero. But she has a strange problem, she is a toilet stone in her bones, smelly and hard, the more Zhuoyou treats her like this, the more she refuses to accept it.Don't you just want me to go back to you?I won't go back, you can get rid of my job and ruin my reputation, but you can't make me fall in love with you, and you can't make me go back to you. She remembered Zhuo Zhuo said to Hu Liying: "She thinks I love her, but if I don't love her, wouldn't she live a life that would be worse than death?" She thought, well, this is what you taught me, so don't blame me for imitating it.You can fix me, and I can fix you.Even if you beat me to death, you still don't win, because you didn't fix me back to your side, and you didn't fix me to fall in love with you.I'm dead, it's sad; but your life is worse than death, it's even more sad. Shi Yan told Yao Xiaoping about her aspirations, and Yao Xiaoping couldn't laugh or cry: "I said you are too young, but you still don't believe me. Look at you, you think things are so simple." "Isn't it that simple? I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of his excellence?" "The problem is that he won't let you die. It's too easy to let you die. You close your eyes, stretch your feet, and nothing happens. He won't let you die so easily. If he wants to Retaliation, he can ask the school to take back the fertility index and not give it to you, and see how you have children---" When it comes to children, she is not so stubborn. She is not afraid of death, but she is very afraid that her children will lose their birthright.She said hopefully: "But he really wants a child, so he will deprive his child of his birthright?" "Maybe he wants this child very much, but he also knows that if he really wants to get a divorce, he doesn't necessarily want to have this child. If he can't get it, what is the difference from him not having a child? A person like him, yes Whether it's women or children, it's not about loving them, but wanting to own them. Since it's impossible for him to have children, he might as well not let you have this child at all, which is also a punishment for you. Hey, a Work, a child, I think with these two tricks, you have to go back to him obediently in the end---it's better to go back as soon as possible. When he comes to beg you next time, just open your eyes and close your eyes. One eye, let him go--" "You don't know how angry he is, he has done those ugly things himself, and he still wants to shirk responsibility. He can't wait to say that it's all my fault. He always speaks cruelly, threatens and intimidates, trying to scare me and convince me. , a person like this, how do you tell me to live with him?" Yao Xiaoping sighed and said: "People have to bow their heads under the low eaves. Who told us that our beauty is unlucky?" She said angrily: "I don't believe in this evil. If he uses these threats to subdue him, he will get worse and I will never live comfortably. I just want him to know that there are people in this world who are not afraid of him." .If he loved me well from the beginning, maybe I would forgive him this time; if he made a mistake and confessed it honestly, maybe I would forgive him too, but he never loved me well. Manipulating tricks, playing tricks, doing ugly things, and always thinking of crooked ways to resolve conflicts. If I'm afraid of him once, he'll make an inch—" Yao Xiaoping relented her heart: "Forget it, I thought things were too scary, maybe he didn't have the patience at all, anyway, no one knows about your marriage, he will tear up the marriage certificate when he goes back, and then find another yellow flower It's so easy for a girl, it's not worth hanging on a tree with you--" What she said made her happy: "I think so too. He said that there are many female students who like him. Why should he pester me? Now, he will try a few times first. If I change my mind, he can continue to bully me." , but if I don't change my mind, he won't be bothered to spend more time, any female student is better than me---" "You think that he will find female students, and he can find female students, are you angry?" She couldn't think of anything to be angry about: "Why should I be angry in my heart? Which female student would like to be with someone like him, it's her bad luck, I'm not angry---" "Then you are more free and easy than me. Although I didn't love my husband at that time, I was still very angry when he ran after others because he didn't take me seriously. Am I not as good as that woman? So I Be good with Yan Jing. At first, I wanted to take revenge on my husband, but later I felt that Yan Jing is really a good man. Although he is not as smart and capable as you, he is a good man, and he doesn’t dislike me. I was married—” She was puzzled: "Why do you always say 'don't dislike', 'don't dislike'? Why does he dislike you when you are rigorous?" "Forget it, you don't understand. If a woman is married and has a child, her price will drop. If you still treat yourself like a golden girl, no one will marry you---" Her stubbornness came up again, "If no one marries, no one will marry, and I don't depend on anyone for support---" Yao Xiaoping sighed and said, "It's not a question of who to support, but --- emotional needs. If in this world, no one cares about you and loves you, what's the point?" This made her feel heavy, but she felt that it was useless to worry about such things. You hope that someone loves you, but maybe no one loves you. No matter how much you lower yourself, there may still be no one loves you. what would you do?Is it not alive?And if you lower your own worth against your will, even if you get someone's love, what's the point? Besides, this is a problem to be considered in the future. The top priority now is not the issue of remarriage, but the issue of survival. Her own survival, the survival of her children, and emotional needs are all relegated to the second tier. When she puts the issue of survival It's settled, it's not too late to think about it. She's not the proactive type, but she's not the one who waits to die either.She knew that it was not enough to have a backbone, she had to have fighting power, otherwise, she would be defeated by Excellence in one fell swoop, leaving only a backbone, which could not be eaten as food.She began to find a way out for herself, and asked Yao Xiaoping to help her find out which middle school teachers were poor. She also asked her former classmates to help her find out. She still doesn't believe that the outstanding mother will help her son use power for personal gain. Based on her feeling, she feels that Aunt Qiao is not that kind of person. Maybe Aunt Qiao didn't ask the teacher college to deal with her for her son's sake, but that doesn't mean that Qiao For the sake of her son, the aunt will not let her teach in a middle school in D City.She entered a middle school in D City, which is not considered as opening the back door. Why did Aunt Qiao mess up her affairs?Maybe Aunt Qiao, the director of the education committee, would welcome her to teach in a middle school in D city. Everyone found good news for her. Almost every middle school lacked teachers. When they heard that they graduated from the normal school, they all welcomed them.She was very happy to hear that, and she was less afraid of excellence, and almost resigned from the teacher's college on her own initiative. Yao Xiaoping taught her a lesson: "Why do you resign because of nothing? Don't act like I was at the time. I was afraid that the department would not keep me, so I accepted the job in the attached middle school early. I was assigned by graduation at that time, and I would be in trouble if I stepped on the ground. Now, you are still occupying a latrine, and the shit hasn't swelled yet, so why are you panicking?" She felt that Yao Xiaoping's metaphor was a bit vulgar, but the truth was not vulgar, so she said, "That's true---" "You can just use this to test Zhuoyue to see if he is as bad as we imagined. If the Teacher Academy tells you to leave, it means that he has made trouble. If the Teacher Academy didn't tell you to leave at all, then you Why are you leaving? If you resign voluntarily, you won't be able to measure whether Excellence will retaliate against you---" Like a tutor recruiting a graduate student, the two of them worked out the questions and waited for that guy to come to take the test. This high-level test has not yet come to a conclusion, another low-level test has arrived first---their gas has run out.Shi Yan resolutely disapproved of asking Zhuoyou to change the gas for them. She thought it was too --- well, they have separated, and the trouble has become like this. How can I tell him to change the gas? But Yao Xiaoping has a different opinion: "What's the matter? You are pregnant with his child. Whether you eat well or not is directly related to the child's health. Even if he hates you, he should not hate his own child. If he really I love this child, and I definitely hope to improve the child's nutrition, shouldn't he change the gas for us?" "I'm not going to tell him about it, I don't want to beg him—" she insisted. "Why is this begging him? This is giving him a chance to perform. You don't tell me." Yao Xiaoping said, "We will use this altar of gas as a touchstone. If you make trouble with him like this, he can still Help us change this altar of gas, it means that he really loves you and his children; if he refuses to help us change this altar of gas, it means that he is an inhuman person, he does not really love children, nor does he really love you , what he loves is himself, his face---" She also felt that what Yao Xiaoping said was reasonable, so she agreed to Yao Xiaoping to test Zhuoyue and negotiate with him about the gas. Yao Xiaoping ran downstairs to make a phone call, then climbed upstairs panting, and said, "Shi, do you think he is cunning---" "What's the matter?" "He didn't say he wouldn't change it for us, and he didn't say he would change it for us. He said he would find a way, but he might not be able to get gas—" "Hmph, what else is he going to do? Every time he switches to gas at once---" "I thought so too, so I deliberately asked him, you are such a capable person, why don't you worry about not being able to get gas? Didn't you use to make one pot after another?" "How did he say?" Yao Xiaoping imitated Zhuoyou's tone: "The past was the past, and the present is the present. The person who helped me get the gas in the past is no longer working at the gas station. I have to find another way---" She said stubbornly: "We don't count on his gas anymore, we just eat in the cafeteria, and we can save some trouble---" Yao Xiaoping explained: "I don't care where I eat, I'm afraid that if you eat canteen food, your nutrition won't keep up---" "I can go to the stir-fry department to buy food, the food there is good---" "It's not bad, but it's so expensive! Your monthly salary is not enough for you to eat there, and you still have to save some money for when you have a baby. After the baby is born, you have to pay for a nanny. Buying milk powder for your child, when you have a headache---" "Then what do you say? Is it because of this that you seek excellence and let me go back?" "It's useless to beg him now. He doesn't have to take you in. Even if he does, he will always treat this as a painful nail of yours. He can pinch you a few times if he wants---" Yao Xiaoping suggested cautiously , "I think you'd better get rid of the child--- if you don't have a child---you won't be afraid of him---" She knew what Yao Xiaoping said was right, but she couldn't bear to kill this child, it was a life, a life that was connected with her flesh and blood.The child already knows how to kick her and kick her. Every day, she will do gymnastics with the child for a while. The child's little hands and feet bulge up on her stomach, and she grabs the bag and gently "fights" with the child. The child's strength is not small, and she can hold it for a while, and then she said to the child silently: "Baby, use another hand to hold it", the child seemed to understand it, and let the bag disappear after a while. After a while, another bag bulged in another part of her stomach. She believed that the child had changed hands, so she went to "fight" with that arm. She barely slept that night, thinking about the child all the time, but she was not thinking about whether to do it or not, she would definitely not do it, she was thinking about where to get money to raise the child question.She knows that there are people who make money as tutors, but she definitely can't do tutoring with a child, so don't count on that extra money.She has a little savings, and she can ask her parents for money, and they will definitely support her. Excellence should also pay for the child's living expenses, but she estimated that he would renege on the debt and not pay, and use financial means to crush her.She won't do what he does, she will find a way to force him to pay his share of the money.She remembered seeing a country woman a few times before, carrying her child in a cloth sack, sitting in the office of the department crying about her husband not giving them the living expenses of their mother and child.Later she found out that the woman's husband was a teacher in the department who had taught her. She used to admire him quite a bit, but after seeing his wife come to ask for bills, she saw that teacher for nothing. As long as Excellence can afford to lose this person. For a few days, because there was no gas, Shi Yan had to eat in the school cafeteria.Her appetite has been getting better and better in the past few months. People say that pregnant women don’t like greasy food, but she is just the opposite. She didn’t like to eat the “oil-shabu-shabu” fried rolls in the school cafeteria before, but now she also likes them. , You can eat two for a breakfast, plus a tael of porridge, just shredded mustard, delicious.At noon, she ate in the student cafeteria near the administrative building, and in the evening, she ate fried rice in the youth staff cafeteria. started. Fortunately, their gas was quickly connected, because Yan Jing helped to get half a tank of gas, which was his father's gas plan. The Teachers College gave professors a three-tank gas plan for two months. If you don't use a water heater at home, A strict family can save half a pot every month.I don't know what kind of ecstasy soup Yao Xiaoping made, so Yan Yan ordered everyone in the family to go to the school bathhouse to take a bath, and then transported half of the gas from the father's house. Yao Xiaoping was very proud, and Shi Yan was also very happy. The two bragged to each other: "Look, it's not bad for us to be rigorous, right?" "Without relying on Zhuo's gas, the earth will still rotate!" 地球很快转到了周末,中午的时候,三个人正围着个小桌子吃饭,就听外面闹闹嚷嚷的,石严两人都没注意,但姚小萍像只嗅觉灵敏的猎犬,嗖地一下窜了出去,往走廊望了一眼,就嗖地窜回来关上了门,紧张地说:“严,快躲起来,吴志刚来了--- ” 石燕估计吴志刚就是姚小萍的丈夫,她也紧张起来,连叫严谨:“快躲起来! 快躲起来! ” 严谨慌慌张张地四处看了一下,问:“躲哪里?” 屋子里的确没地方躲,没大柜子,没阳台,五楼,跳楼也不可能。还是姚小萍急中生智,吩咐说:“待会就说你是石的男朋友! ” 刚说完,就听见有人大力拍门,然后是一个男人用石燕不太懂的话大声叫嚷。姚小萍走过去开门,刚打开一道缝,门就被踢开了,如果不是姚小萍闪得快,肯定被门撞伤了。 她看见姚小萍的丈夫站在门外,眼睛红红的,不知道是喝了酒还是熬了夜,神情很疯狂的样子,她下意识地往屋角落里躲,怕呆会打起来会伤了她的孩子。 下面的一段就像看没字幕的粤语片一样,几个主要演员都认识,还挺熟悉的,但因为听不懂对白,就不知道他们究竟在说什么,老想到以前他们演过的几部影片上去了,跟眼前的剧情对不上号。她想请严谨替她翻译,但严谨神色紧张地盯着那对男女主角,她也不好意思打搅他了。 门口一下就挤满了看热闹的人,平时都没怎么打照面的人现在都好像从地底下冒出来了一样,济济一堂,肯定还吸引了别的楼层的住户,把她们门口围得水泄不通。 她估计这里大多数人都跟她一样,看不懂这场闹剧,剧情能蒙出一些,对白也能猜出一点,但终究是隔膜得很。 哪知道人群中有一个J 县那边的人,很热心的那种,也有点语言天分,操着一口带J 县口音的普通话,义务为观众做起同声翻译来,大家终于跟上了剧情的发展。 石燕也沾了那个同声翻译的光,知道了剧情大意:姚的丈夫把儿子给姚送来了,因为他不能让姚在外面快快活活地偷人养汉。 姚小萍刚开始是很理直气壮的,大概对丈夫说了严谨是石燕的男朋友,但一个在同声翻译帮助下听懂了剧情的五楼住户揭发说:“啊?原来这个女的是有丈夫的?我看她每天跟那个男的在一起,我还以为他们俩才是夫妻呢--- ” 同声翻译很忠实地把这句译了过去,吴志刚暴跳如雷,要冲上去揪打严谨。姚小萍奋不顾身地挡在严谨前面,被姓吴的一巴掌扇开。 只见严谨像一头豹子一样窜了出来,跟姓吴的扭打在一起,可惜格斗场所太小,两人把小饭桌都掀翻了,又拥抱着倒在床上,翻过来,翻过去的,思想意识差一点的人很可能会产生一些不健康的联想。 但石燕像看一出言情剧一样,热泪盈眶,虽然吴严二人扭打的姿势不那么雅观,没有拳王打斗时那么富于暴烈美,但也把石燕看得感动万分,感慨万分,心想如果有哪个男人为我这么扭打,哪怕姿势难看一点,我这一辈子也就跟定他了。 观众的立场显然是站在戴绿帽子的一边的,一见姓吴的有打不过学校体操队严教练的趋势,就吆吆喝喝地拉的拉,扯的扯,把他们两个都从床上揪了起来,分在两边,各由几个壮汉扭住。但在石燕看来就是故意抱住严谨,让姓吴的随意。 姚小萍显然也看出这里面的不公平了,操起锅铲来助战,被几个女观众拉住了,斥责说:“一个女人,还是讲点脸! ” 石燕知道自己在格斗中帮不上忙,只好进行义务解读,讲述姚小萍的生平和姚严爱情故事的历史背景,希望唤起广大观众对姚严二人的同情。但没谁对这个感兴趣,大家都有满腔的感慨要发表,谁还有时间听那些八杆子打不着的东西?只听骂奸妇淫妇的,感叹世风日下人民教师堕落了的,说动手不应该的,号召婚姻一定要门当户对的,七嘴八舌,应有尽有。 而姓吴的在大家的议论声中抓住机会狠狠揍了严谨几拳,严谨的嘴角很快就开始流血,鼻子也跟着流血,一只眼睛发了青。严谨发毛了,大声嚷道:“你们都放手,谁再拉住我,别怪我连他一起打! ”说着就反脚踢了某个抓住他的人几下。 那人“哎哟”一声松了手,骂爹骂娘去了,其它几个抓住严谨的人也放了手。 严谨冲到姓吴的跟前,狠狠地还了几拳,姓吴的也开始嘴角流血,鼻子流血,一只眼睛发青。严谨到底是体育教师出身,比赛讲究个“费厄泼赖”,既然分数打平了,也就没有再出手。严吴二人虎视眈眈地盯着对方,双手握拳置于胸前,脚下不断变换位置,看上去有点像严教练在教姓吴的拳术。 有人大叫:“叫保卫科呀! 谁去叫保卫科的人来! 再不来要打死人了! ” 吴志刚一溜烟地跑了出去,所有的人都惊呆了,难道这个连D 市话都不会说的人居然最知道学校保卫科在哪里? 还是姚小萍悟得快,马上对严谨说:“严,你也快跑吧! 当心保卫科把你抓去! ” 严谨上去拉了姚小萍:“走,我们一起走! ” 观众全都嚷起来:“太不要脸了! 太不要脸了! 两个人都是人民教师,干出这种事来--- ” 姓吴的像变戏法一样,不知从哪里拉来一个小子,推到姚小萍面前:“这是你的儿子,交给你了,你们两个狗男女做什么丑事,我不管了,你就当着你儿子的面去X 烂你的X 吧。。。”说完就夺门而出,不知去向。 同声翻译忠实地将这句译成了普通话,在两个X 处很费了一番思量,脸也有点泛红。 姚小萍扯着儿子追出去:“姓吴的,你要走把儿子也带走,你把他放我这里怎么行?” 众人又议论开了:“没见过这么狠心的妈,连自己的儿子都不要--- ” 姚小萍声明说:“不是我不要儿子,但我明天要上班,谁来照顾他?” 一花引得万花开,姚小萍很快被群众的声浪淹没了: “放在学校幼儿园就行了--- ” “我们都是带孩子的人,也没见谁就上不了班了--- ” “这种女人还配当妈?有了奸夫,连孩子都不要了,呸! 告她学校去,把她的职撤了,这样的人教我们的孩子,还不教坏了?” 姚小萍一概不听,拿了自己的小包,对孩子说:“来,小刚,妈妈送你回去。这里没地方你住,妈妈明天又要上班--- ” 一直没吭声的小刚突然放声大哭,边哭边叫:“妈妈,我不回去呀! 我不能回去呀! 我回去了爸爸会打死我的呀! ” 姚小萍泪如雨下,跟孩子抱头痛哭:“他又打你了?” 小刚点点头:“他说了,他不要我了,叫我跟着你的,如果我回去他那里,他就--- 打死我的--- ”小刚说着就挽起裤腿,脱了外衣,掀开内衣给妈妈看身上的伤痕,“这是脚踢的,这是烟头烧的,这是绳子捆的--- ” 观众哗然,议论纷纷。 “这个当爹也太狠心了吧?” “快别把孩子送回去了,这不是往火坑推孩子吗?” 石燕忍不住了,冲上去替孩子求情:“姚,你就别送他回去了吧--- ” “不送他回去,他住哪里?” “就住这里--- ” “你不怕吵?” “我不怕--- 孩子多可怜啊--- 已经打成这样了--- 再打--- 恐怕是连命都没有了--- ”她找了个毯子包住孩子,大声对围观的人说,“你们也回去休息吧,别老围在这里,这有什么好看的?让他们娘俩休息一下,也好给孩子洗澡搽药--- ” 这句话提醒了姚小萍,姚带着一大一小两个伤员去医院看伤买药,石燕留守后方。 后来还乱了很久,提建议的,发评论的,乱轰轰的,把她的头都吵昏了,不知过了多久才把那些围观的人打发走了。 最后姚小萍只带着一个小伤员回来了,石燕没问严谨的下落,知道他这个战斗英雄就怕这个“古代爷爷”, 一定是借机躲起来了。她觉得姓吴的这招够狠,不费一枪一炮,就把严谨跟姚小萍拆散了。 但她不明白严谨为什么把小刚叫“古代爷爷”,她觉得小刚很懂事,也很可怜,肯定是严谨不喜欢姚小萍跟别人生的孩子,才会那么讨厌小刚。她想到姚小萍为了保全跟严谨的爱情,竟然狠着心不要自己的孩子,也太--- 那个了一点,但看在姚爱糊涂了的份上,她也就原谅姚了。 但她想,这个世界上肯定不会有一个男人,能令我爱到姚这个地步。无论这个男人多么爱我,从他讨厌我孩子的那一刻起,他就不可爱了。 那天晚上几个人很早就上床了,因为白天的那一出把人搞得太累了。姚小萍跟小刚挤在一床,把几个椅子凳子都放在床边,算是加宽了一点,但也只是从思想上加宽了一点,因为几个椅子凳子高低不一,人是没法睡在上面的,最多可以接住掉下床来的被子。 小刚一下就睡着了,但两个大人睡不着。姚小萍抱歉说:“石,真是对不起,把你吵着了,你明天抽空到房管处去一趟,看他们能不能帮你换个房间--- ” 她觉得没必要换,不管换到哪里去,都得跟人合住,因为师院有规定,凡是配偶不在D 市的,都只能跟人合住,哪怕你上有老,下有小,你也只能跟人合住。她不明白师院这个分房政策是体现一个什么精神,好像是为了惩罚离婚带孩的人一样,但很多人夸师院分房政策好,说不分男女,都能分到房,如此男女平等的分房政策,在整个D 市还很少见。 她安慰姚小萍说:“姚,没关系的,我睡觉不怕吵---- ” 姚小萍叹了口气:“你现在还没尝到我们小刚的厉害--- 到时候莫怪我没劝你搬出去--- ” “我搬出去了,你怎么办?肯定还是会分个人进来的吧?难道学校会让你一个人住一间?” “学校肯定会分人来的,但只要不是怀孕的人,总要好一点,我就怕小刚--- 毛手毛脚的--- 伤害了你的孩子--- ” “我会注意的--- ” 姚小萍沉默了一阵,说:“我说了你可能不相信,我觉得这事肯定是你卓越在里面捣鬼--- ” 虽然姚小萍打了预防针,她还是吃了一惊:“这事--- 是卓越?哪事?你儿子的事?” “嗯,因为吴志刚今天说了,是有人打电话告诉他我在这边的--- 事--- 还有我的地址什么的--- 不然吴志刚肯定想不到这一手--- 也找不到这里来--- ” “卓越--- 他干嘛要管你--- 儿子的事?” 姚小萍叹了口气:“哎,你真是年轻,不懂他这个人。他当然不是为了管我儿子的事,但是他想用这个办法逼你回去嘛--- ” 她仍然看不出这两件事之间的联系:“他这样就能逼我回去?” “所以说他也不懂你这个人,他以为这样就能逼你回去。有时我看在他这么在意你的份上,也为了我自己的安宁,真想帮他逼你回去,但是他这个人--- 又实在不是个好人--- 他这样做也可能不是在意你--- 而是要在这件事上搞赢--- 给你一个下马威,所以我也不想助纣为虐--- 害了你--- ” “他越逼我,我越不会回去--- ” “你越不回去,他就越逼你,我真不知道你们两个人这么斗下去,何时是个尽头。算了,不说这事了,睡吧,明天我得很早就起来,看能不能把小刚塞进幼儿园去--- ” 但她睡不着,姚小萍的话让她想了很多,本来她没把小刚的到来跟自己联系起来的,虽然多个小孩子会吵闹一些,但她觉得也就是吵闹一些。现在经姚小萍这么一提,她开始捉摸卓越的这一计策究竟是个什么意思,怎么才能用小刚逼她回去。 她能想到的第一件事,就是打开水打热水,这个“古代爷爷”一来,严谨肯定不会天天到这边来了,也就不会天天帮她们打水了。姚小萍要做饭,那就得她去打水。 她现在才知道怀孕可以使人这么脆弱,这么需要别人的帮助和照顾。她现在就像一个老弱病残,或者像个玻璃人儿,因为怕孩子有什么闪失,所以什么都不敢干。自从黄海打了那个电话之后,她就没骑车了,上班下班都是走来走去。以前没怀孕的时候,不觉得骑车有什么了不起的,但现在不能骑车了,就十分怀念能骑车的日子,简直就像是生着一对翅膀一样,想去哪里,一扇翅膀就去了,现在她想从菜场买点菜回来都不行,因为菜场远,她买了也提不动。 又比如打开水打热水,以前她都是一手提两个热水瓶,另一手提一桶热水,一天要用的热水开水一次就拧上楼来了,但现在就不行了。她不好意思让姚小萍又做饭又打水,她总得干一样,看来只能多跑几次,每次拧一两瓶开水上来。要么就由她来做饭,让姚小萍去打水。 她最愁的就是孩子生出来之后的住房问题,前段时间都在忙着写遗书啊,准备死啊,没仔细想过这个问题,现在死的危险好像已经离远了,生的困难就显得很大了,特别是小刚一来,问题就更明显。带着个孩子跟人合住,别人肯定不喜欢,而且她总得请个保姆吧?那保姆又住哪里?师院附近都是农田,好像还没听说过有房子出租的,即便有,也肯定贵得很,她的工资可能连租房都不够。 她愁了半夜没睡好,觉得这事坏就坏在师院的分房政策上,如果带孩子的单身教职工能一人住一间,那她的问题就解决了。现在她很理解姚小萍为什么一直没把孩子带在身边,不怪姚小萍,只怪师院的分房政策。 她好像还才刚刚睡着,就被小刚的哭叫声搞醒了,那么凄厉的叫声,简直让人以为有人正在谋杀他。她最怕突然惊醒了,每次突然醒来,她就像得了心脏病一样,心跳得很快很难受,她慌慌张张地掀开被子坐了起来,问:“怎么啦?怎么啦?” 姚小萍小声说:“没事--- 他要拉尿--- 你接着睡吧--- ” 哪里睡得成?从那一刻开始,屋子里就闹腾起来了,先是小刚不肯到厕所去拉尿,一定要到“屋后”去拉,姚小萍怎么解释都不行,抱到后窗那里给他看了,说这是楼房,没有“屋后”可以拉尿,还是不听。姚小萍把小刚往厕所抱,小刚就像杀猪一样叫起来,最少可以叫醒三层楼的住户。最后姚小萍又是恐吓又是揍屁股,才算用一个脸盆接了半泡尿,另外半泡全拉在床上了。 石燕赶紧把自己的一床毯子拿出来救急,盖在尿湿的地方,不然两母子连睡的地方都没有。 这一折刚搞完,就到了起床的时间,小刚没睡够,不肯起床,姚小萍说再不起床妈妈就要迟到了,小刚就恶声恶气地学舌,可能他学不来整句话,但他学得来那个音调,所以就一路“呀呀呀呀呀”。姚小萍说一句,小刚就呀一句,刚开始还等姚小萍说完再呀,到后来,姚小萍一开口,小刚就呀起来,完全无法讲道理。姚小萍怕迟到,不得不狠狠揍了小刚几屁股,才勉强把衣服穿上了。 然后姚小萍下楼去买早点,千叮咛,万嘱咐,叫小刚不要到处乱跑,等妈妈去买好吃的回来,石燕也出面保证看着小刚,姚小萍才敢去买早点。 姚小萍那里刚出门,小刚这边就闹腾开了,先是在床上蹦啊蹦,石燕看得心惊胆战,生怕小刚掉下床来,又怕他头撞了天花板撞了墙,喊了无数声,都没有效果,喊到最后,小刚还蹦到她床上来了,吓得她连忙躲到姚小萍的床那边去,小刚又追了过来。后来就成了一个逃,一个追。她越叫他别碰她肚子,他就越要碰她肚子,她只好到处乱躲,搞出一身汗来,不知道是累的,还是吓的。 幸好姚小萍买了早点上来了,大声呵斥,再加几屁股,才把小刚镇压下去。石燕借机溜到水房去漱洗,等她返回的时候,看见姚小萍又在揍小刚。她见一大早的,小刚就已经挨了好几趟揍了,又想到他身上的伤,忙上去求情,结果一眼看见稀饭馒头泼了她一床,她写字桌的两个抽屉也被拉到了地上,里面的东西撒了一地,她狠了狠心,不替小刚求情了。 姚小萍揍完了儿子,又来向她赔礼道歉:“对不起,把你的床弄脏了。我就是去拿个碗来装稀饭,他就把屋子搞成这样了--- 这个小混蛋--- 迟早把我气死--- ” 她连声说:“没事,没事,你别打他了,东西撒了,我捡起来就是了---- ” 那边小刚挂着鼻涕眼泪,恶声恶气地学她的话:“呀呀,呀呀,呀呀呀呀呀,呀呀呀呀,呀呀呀呀呀呀呀---- ” 她有点烦,但没理他,收拾了东西,对姚小萍说:“我下去吃饭,吃了就上班去了,你要不要我帮你打早点上来?” 姚小萍苦着脸说:“算了吧,你爬上爬下不方便,我本来给你打了早点的,都被他搞泼了--- ” 她现在只想赶快避开这个“古代爷爷”,也顾不上报答姚小萍为她打早点的恩了,拿了自己的小包和碗筷,逃了。 上班的时候,她疲倦得要命,又不敢趴桌上睡觉。你别看人人都在看报纸聊天,但那是“正常的”,如果你趴桌子上睡大觉,那就不正常了,马上有人会去打小报告。她强撑着想来看报纸,哪知道越是拿着报纸越想睡觉。她跑水管去用冷水洗了一把脸又一把脸,还是赶不走满脑袋的瞌睡,她心里很怵,不知道长此以往,她该怎么办。 下午下了班,她往回走的脚步比平时沉重了许多倍,恨不得不用回去就好了,但她知道不回去是不行的,她可以在外面吃饭,但她不能在外面睡觉。她的床单今天被小刚泼了稀饭,肯定得洗一下,但一想到要手洗床单,她就头疼。 等她回到寝室,却发现家里没人,床上也没床单,大概是姚小萍拿去洗了。她松了口气,也许小刚在幼儿园被老师“夹磨”下来了。她知道有很多孩子都是这样,在家里调得要死,但到了幼儿园或者学校,却老实得象只绵羊,把老师的话当圣旨。 她看了一眼家里的几个水瓶,有两个不见了,知道姚小萍下去打水了,心里很感动,立即动手做饭,免得姚小萍呆会回来又要照顾儿子又要做饭。她这段时间没做饭,对家里的锅盆碗筷是一点也不熟悉,找了好一会,才在一个抽屉里找到切菜板。又找了一会,才发现切菜刀插在桌子跟墙壁之间的缝里。 等她把这两样都找到了,才发现家里没什么菜可切,可能姚小萍今天忙,没功夫去买菜。她只好找了一个铝制饭锅子和两个大碗,下楼去打饭。刚下了一层楼梯,就听见姚小萍呵斥小刚的声音,然后看见姚小萍一手提着两个热水瓶,一手扯着儿子上楼来。小刚脸上贴着一大块白纱布,一边上楼,一边拉拉扯扯地不肯好好走。 她吃惊地问:“小刚脸上怎么啦?” 姚小萍放下水瓶,直起腰,气喘吁吁地说:“在幼儿园跟人打架了--- ” “谁把他打伤了?你不找他去?” 姚小萍苦笑一下:“老师打的--- ” “老师还打人?那还不告她?” “怎么告她?人家是看在我教她儿子的份上才让我把小刚临时放她班上的,我也把话说出口了,我知道我的儿子调皮,所以我叫老师对他严一点,即便是打他几下,我也不会怪老师---- ” “那她就真打了?下--- 这么狠的手?” “也不怪她下这么狠的手,小刚把人家老师的指头都快--- 咬掉了--- 缝了好几针--- 还不知道保不保得住---- ” 她听得毛骨悚然,恶心想吐,慌忙说:“我下去打饭,你今天就别做饭了--- ”
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