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flower of pessimism 廖一梅 881Words 2018-03-20
82 It has been several weeks since I saw Chen Tian. Not seeing him has gradually become my normal state of life. I have accepted it and am used to missing him without saying a word. When I was having dinner with Xu Chen and the boss at "Ye Shanghai", Chen Tian and a few people came in, and my stomach started to hurt when I saw him. I knew Xu Chen and the others were paying attention to me, and it was easy to change my face .Chen Tian also saw us and came over.I greeted him warmly, and others also called, and then they took a seat at a nearby table.The boss is worse than Xu Chen, staring at me unabashedly across from me, but I am not a fuel-efficient lamp.

"Why?" I asked. "It's all right," he said. When the boiled dried shredded silk came up, everyone at the table immediately forgot about Chen Tian, ​​except me. After two hours of eating, when we paid the bill and got up to leave, Chen Tian at the next table got up to say goodbye to us. I lowered my head to take my bag and turned my body. Chen Tian was as agile as an underground worker. Bian said very softly, "Come tonight." I said goodbye to him and left. I called him at 9:30 in the evening and said I had passed, and he said wait a little longer, it was too early, so I went into another bar and sat alone for an hour and a half.Thinking back a few months ago, Chen Tian was worried that I would go out at night, I laughed at him like my mother, now he is no longer worried.

Ten minutes to eleven o'clock, his other girlfriend is not a night owl, she should have gone to bed and won't bother him anymore.I got up to check out and went out to take a taxi. "What are you talking to them about? It's so lively." "It's nothing, I forgot, nonsense." "Xu Chen was your ex-boyfriend?" "Who is so talkative?" "Look, I found out." "What is there to discover about the events of eight lifetimes ago?" "Jealous," he said. I didn't speak, I never mentioned jealousy, how dare he mention it?

He felt my silence, suddenly changed his expression, looked at me, and said softly: "Why don't you speak? You are always silent now." Yes, it's true, I became more and more silent in front of him, "not talkative" and "good at bowing my head", these are the first words he described me, and now it has become true again.Why?Because that love is too heavy, because there are too many words to say, I talk to him all the time when I am alone, those words are like mountains and seas, I don’t know which words to say, I don’t know how to talk to him In the short two or three hours we were together, I could express myself truly and accurately by saying what I said, and the final result was silence, silence.

"Why do you always bicker with me on the phone? We can't meet each other?" "Ask knowingly, and you don't know why? My mouth is too busy." He smiled on the other end of the phone, he likes my sharp tongue. We don't bicker anymore. The silence is not for me alone, but also for him. The radiant Chen Tian has disappeared.
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