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81 I was shocked by the attack on Xu Chen by the Internet beauty incident. What shocked me was that I still didn't understand him!Xu Chen is the person I have known the longest. It took me a long time to feel that I understood his twists and turns, but I didn't.It's a scary thing, which means you can't really know anyone, anyone! For many years, I have been observing and talking to Xu Chen, hoping to know his true thoughts.People who meet him for the first time will think that he is extremely frank, but in fact he knows how to hide what is most important to him, but his good at hiding nature will reveal the truth in front of one thing, that is - time.When time passes and the most important thing becomes less important, he will expose it and hide the more important thing.So the more time passes, the more you will learn about him.He is a rare character. I have observed him for so many years, and I have not felt tired or boring. I even want to know where his life will go?Can a person spend his life like him?Acting rashly, ignoring the word "decent" at all.I always listened with joy to his stories of his adventures, his new scandals, and I liked this man who was born for "love," among the few men.

A lot of times I think he's supposed to be my bigger passion, but it's not.why?I can only put it down to the rhythm of breathing, or the flow rate of blood.If it is not from a rational point of view, I tend to think that it is because Xu Chen is too feminine.His emotional way, his attitude towards the world, his raised eyebrows and tongue, even his contempt for women's intelligence are very feminine.I know that he is known as a good lover, and he is gentle and considerate to street warblers.I think only a man like him can truly satisfy a woman's needs because he has the same needs.And what I want is a stronger love, not a more lingering love.

Xu Chen is good at fighting, but he hates violence extremely. He can't understand someone expressing their feelings in a violent way.He has a gentle temperament, no desire to dominate others, delicate thoughts, and a soft heart.He was a woman's dream because he was so close to them. Xu Chen is a trap, a gentle trap.He even has the qualities of a good husband, patient, knows how to take care of others, does not boss around at all, and cooks well. What's wrong with him?I really can't explain a sentence or two.The boss has a very simple sentence to describe him - "Xu Chen's head looks different from others."

Xu Chen, who is obedient to his lover, made me feel a strange sense of uneasiness. It was an indescribable faint uneasiness that accompanied us like a shadow in the days when we were in love.He loves you, but you never know why he loves you, maybe it's because you're wearing a woolen hat that's a soft purple, maybe it's because you walk with a weird sloppy face, or maybe you're walking in the shadows of trees. The lower smile reminded him of a scene in a dream, or the moon that day was shining white, drawing an arc on your neck that moved him, anything is possible.He won't love you more because of the love you tried hard to express, but your lazy and tired appearance can arouse his enthusiasm instead.He does not live in the world you are in, you are not you, you just happen to reflect or conform to his illusion.

Love is good love, but it has nothing to do with you. That feeling will gradually make you feel boring, and when you finally meet him, you don't bother to dress up.Of course, you can try to understand him and guess his mind, but I can guarantee that you will not guess correctly.I remember I had a white cotton vest that was washed and discolored. I didn’t wear it often. I was wearing it for work that day. He was moved by the colored white shirt. He said that he likes docile girls who know how to obey fate, and I am docile, obedient and ask for nothing.Later, when I wanted to leave him, I tried my best to show disobedience, trying to make him dislike me.He wrote to say: "You refused again and again, but I was born curious. It is rare that you have the courage to insist on yourself. I thought you were too docile before."

You can neither please him nor try to annoy him, he has his way. The only things that matter to him are his daydreams.He likes what matches his daydream in reality, and hates what contradicts it. Of course, it is a miracle if it is exactly the same. Miracles never happened.