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50 On days when Chen Tian definitely doesn't have time to see me, I will ask Aimei out for tea.There are not many times like this. In most cases, I will wait for his call at home at any time. "I'll have a cup of ginger tea," I said to the boy at the bar. "Don't eat ginger at night. Eating ginger in the morning is like ginseng, but it is harmful at night. There is this saying." In these matters, of course, I always listen to my sister, she asked for violets for insomnia, and I asked for lavender for anxiety. Aimei seemed restless, stirring the blue violet tea back and forth, or was it my illusion that I was restless?

"What's the matter?" I asked her. "I'm thinking about getting married." "Yeah." If I'm surprised, it means I'm not really surprised, but this time I hum flatly. "You said once that you would be lucky to get married this year." "Yes, so if I insist on not getting married, I won't get married after this year." "forever?" "Within ten years." "So?" "Actually, the marriage certificate has already been issued, but I'm hesitating." "With whom?" I couldn't help asking no matter how calm I was, the underground work was done so well, it was almost the same as me, how could I look like a Gemini.

"You don't know a painter. He is older than me. Actually, he is a famous painter. You will know it after I tell you, but I don't want to say it." "Anyway, when you get married, you'll have to say it." "The problem is that I might not end up." "Have you decided?" "Basically." After a pause, she added, "Marriage just isn't right for me." "Come on, I think you need to bring a husband into your home. He will distract you a lot and force you to pay attention to many specific things, so you won't think about so many things."

"I don't get along well, I don't even get along well with my parents, think about it!" "How is it possible? How can you be aggressive towards people?" "It's not aggressive, but it's very demanding. All the dissatisfaction will only affect myself in the end. I will only argue with myself, and they won't see it at all." "You have such a good temper, you must be softer than me." "Our star charts are just the opposite. You are the kind of person who looks very strong..." "Me? Look strong?" - so small and baby-faced?

"I'm talking about spiritual temperament, as long as you are not too dull, you can feel it." "Yes, I am very strong." I admitted. "But it's still an illusion. Your Sun is in Capricorn, but your Moon is in Pisces, and Neptune is in your first house. Pisces is the last of the zodiac, and the weakest, most negative." "What's the meaning?" "Smart in small things, stupid in big things." "Is there such a thing?" I don't really want to admit it, Aimei waved her hand with an unquestionable expression, she is extremely subjective and extremely confident in this regard.

"I'm just the opposite. I have no control over the specific things in the outside world, but I have a firm mind. You can succumb to your emotions or the will of others on key issues. I will never be able to. I am much more difficult than you!" "The big things are clear, but the small things are confused?" "It's not that I'm confused, it's that I don't know what to do at all." "Then who is more unlucky between us?" "I." "They all feel that they are the most unlucky." "Of course not. Think about it. As long as you know what to do, you can always do it. But I always know what to do, but I can never do it. Who do you think is unlucky?"

"you." "That's right! Not getting married is not thinking about the other party, but thinking about myself." "Aren't you restless? Wishing someone was there for you sometimes?" "I'm even more disturbed when there's two of us." My problem is not a love eyebrow problem. "He is a Pisces. Geminis can't stand Pisces' self-righteousness, short-sightedness, and quibbles that ignore the facts." "Well said! A sophistry that ignores the facts!" I thought of Xu Chen and was overwhelmed. "So, I definitely can't." Aimei concluded.

"Think again. Think about his benefits." "Benefits cannot change the essential difference." Aimei is finally unmarried. With my superficial knowledge of the painting world, I can't guess who the Pisces painter is unless she tells me. "Is this against fate?" I asked her afterward. "Fate just gave you this opportunity. Whether you want it or not is up to you."