Chapter 49 49

49 For the first time he smoked in the car. It's not my sensitivity at all. That was the first time Chen Tian smoked while driving. He hadn't smoked in the car in the past few months because he didn't have hands. He had to hold the steering wheel with one hand and the other Hands hold mine from beginning to end. Now, he is smoking, and there are two words written on his face: worry. "I've been thinking about it all the time, and it has become a burden. You will feel bad if I'm not here when you need me." Doesn't this cloud hang over me too, but I at least hope he won't be so sullen.I can't let him think that we really did something wrong. We should hold hands all the time, eat and eat, make phone calls, and always be able to advance or retreat. This is childish and impossible!

"Don't be sad, it's nothing. You don't think I have to marry you just because I slept with you?" He glanced at me, obviously not thinking what I said was funny. "Maybe one day, I'll force you to marry me," he said. I didn't say anything, - "maybe", "someday", "forced", the sentences are well made, and very touching, good love words, but we don't take it seriously, do we?I didn't think about marrying him, and I wasn't prepared for any worldly troubles, I just wanted to be with him, to be with him, to give me time to be with him!

I watched the traffic flow outside the window, the streets were crowded, and everyone was rushing back to a place of comfort that belonged to them, so busy and noisy, some bicycles almost fell on the glass windows of the Peugeot, and I was so attached close!This car is our fortress, the fortress of seclusion and independence, only here we are safe, only here we are undisturbed, only here we belong to each other. The best thing to do is to not tell him I love him, it will make it easier for him. I looked at him, the mischievous expression was gone, the lines on his face were loose, he was a middle-aged man that can be seen everywhere.