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Zhang Mengmeng walked out of the plateau ward with her head down. I only saw her red lantern-like eyes when I first came in. I felt that her whole body was a little swollen. I felt a little pitiful for her. She is a pretty good girl, pregnant I have a very good dream of becoming an actress, but I can only realize it by sleeping with men. I even think that if she can treat prostitution as a career like Ben Ben, and devote herself to it, maybe she will be happier than now A hundred times, why do people have lofty dreams?Like being an actor. When Zhang Mengmeng walked out, Hu Jun, Gao Yuan and I watched silently, and suddenly I remembered a song by Zhang Chu, sister.

I remember when I was in college, the thin boys in our class would sit on the stairs of the laboratory building when it snowed in winter, howling like wild wolves in the snow, Their voices have drifted far away. I don’t know why. When Zhang Mengmeng walked by me with red eyes, I remembered that the one in our class who died in a car accident was very thin and shy. , but can sing like no one else at any time, the boy who likes Zhang Chu, he always sings in his mouth: Before he feels that he is about to be deceived, he is always not great, and he can’t hear what they say, just wanting to be lonely is easy to embarrass , Facing the crowd in front of me, I have to pass through and be chic, I know you are watching from the side, it’s pretty fake...

Thinking about it, I actually hummed softly, I hummed: Sister, I saw the tears in your eyes, you want to forget who the man who insulted you is, they told me that women are very gentle and love to cry, saying it's beautiful... When Gao Yuan heard me singing, he stared at me viciously. I saw that he was still ill, and it was the detente period after the end of the Cold War. I didn't have the nerve to beat him again, so I immediately shut up and climbed onto his hospital bed. I think Gao Yuan didn't want to tell me the purpose of Zhang Mengmeng's visit today. If the two old ladies in the middle hadn't fallen from the sky, Gao Yuan wouldn't have told anyone that Zhang Mengmeng had bumped into him. People like him like this kind of thing. Carry it to death, in the end, he is afraid that I will ridicule him, that I will see his jokes, if it is not for me, if it is not for us, if it is not because of a mouth my mother gave me, this secret must be It rotted in his stomach.

Hu Jun cleared his throat vigorously, as usual, he spoke when the plateau needed him the most, "Two aunts, let's go, I'll take you out to relax, don't compete with them, turn around I was so angry, these two look like one person, what are you doing! Let's go..." Without any explanation, Hu Jun dragged the two old ladies away. It was quiet all of a sudden, as if someone had suddenly added a scoop of cold water to a pot of boiling water. The doctor on duty came, probably another patient was frightened by our quarrel, he came in and saw that Gao Yuan and I were the only two in the ward, quietly like a morgue, without speaking, closed the door and went out again .

I took a deep breath, threw myself onto the hospital bed with a bang, and asked Gao Yuan, "Can you save me some trouble? If you don't have money for tips, tell me, and I'll ask Zhang Xiaobei to borrow some." If you give her enough money, you don't have to suffer, right?" Gao Yuan also sat down on the chair, looked at me sideways, and looked at me with dissatisfaction. I was fine at first, but I had a nightmare when I was sleeping, and then two old ladies rushed in to fight with this mess, I was really tired, I didn't want to say anything more, I fell back on the bed and fell asleep again.

In a daze, I heard Gao Yuan talking to someone, and secretly opened my eyes. The feeling was Jia Liu. I struggled for a long time in my heart, should I get up and say something to Jia Liu, remembering that day I was like a female bandit I rushed into the office of the accident department and reported Jia Liu, and I blushed a little. The two of them said something useless, and Jia Liu told Gao Gao to take good care of his illness, and then went back. I got up from the bed and stared at the door that Jia Liu had just closed. Gao Yuan didn't speak, he saw me stunned for a long time, and asked me, "Why are you in a daze?"

I got out of bed, pulled on my shoes, took two steps, sat down on a chair, and tied my shoes. "You want to go back?" Gao Yuan asked dryly, and I gave him an answer, which was my answer. "Didn't you buy several books by Yu Qiuyu when we were in the book building? Bring me another one tomorrow. I've finished reading this one." Wearing a faded vest, sitting on the bed, with two thin legs dangling, I tied my shoelaces, gave him a sideways glance, and imitated what he used to say about me and said, "That's a If you are emotionally repressed, reading his book probably won't bring you any good mood!"

"Don't say it, sometimes you really follow me." Gao Yuan leaned over, held my face in both hands, looked at it for a long time, and it made people feel warm in the heart, feeling that this kid has become gentle, no longer like a child, I In my heart, I really like Gao Yuan like this now, staring at my face more deeply, feeling, the eyes that stare at each other are full of love. "I found two pimples on the left side of my face, and one of them was about to pop out." Gao Yuan said very seriously, so angry that I almost waved him a big mouth. "Damn, don't be poor with me!" I stood up, walked out, and stopped at the door, "I have a task for you, urge your old man to finish that matter quickly." I was talking about that Old B is about to go crazy about the things that are caused by the positive and negative poles.

"Look at your current temper, like a village chief." Gao Yuan slapped me on the back and sent me out of the ward. I was full of plans to meet a Jia Liu at the entrance of the alley. I drove home only after 7 o'clock in the evening, and the gang of black cars gathered together to play poker. Newspapers and a few tea mugs were placed on the side of the road for a walk. Seeing Jia Liu, I stopped the car, and I asked a buddy who usually has a close relationship with Jia Liu, why is Jia Liu not here?That buddy told me that Jia Liu took his Xiaomi to Changfu Palace for dinner, I was still thinking about it while parking the car, so fast, we haven’t seen each other for two months, and we working class have also started to sniff honey!Is there any hope for socialism?Then again, it’s different for this man to have a woman. He thinks he’s a rich man. I thought Jia Liu was really nice when he asked me to eat pancakes before. The most bloodletting time was when he invited me to pick me up at the Hilton. A meal of Japanese food is still because the money comes too easily.

As soon as I parked the car, I received a call from Hu Jun, saying that I took the two old ladies to Ghost Street to eat sheep and scorpions, and I just sent them back. I asked if they were still competing with each other, Hu Jun haha He smiled and said, don't worry, the revolutionary friendship between the two of them is settled, and when I put down the phone, I thought, our old lady really didn't pursue her, and she became a revolutionary comrade in arms with that old lady after a meal of sheep and scorpions.Putting down the phone, taking out the key, and just about to open the door, Zhang Xiaobei stood at the door like a god, which shocked me a lot. Ever since I was caught by two police comrades at the door of the house, I have left behind this What's wrong, I tremble when I see the person standing at the door.

"What are you doing?" I asked him angrily, took two steps forward, and saw clearly Zhang Xiaobei's sluggish face, reeking of alcohol, this grandson is tall again, I understand him With a glance, "You are awesome now, Zhang Xiaobei, you drink this revolutionary little wine every day." While talking, I took the key to open the door, but Zhang Xiaobei pushed it away, and my whole body hit hard When I got to the wall, my arm went numb for a while, and just as I was about to have a seizure, Zhang Xiaobei pointed at me and yelled, "Chu Xiao, don't pretend to be a fucking saint, you dare to take anyone here to yell Wu and Liuer, You don't even think about it, who the hell are you?... Let me tell you, I know the virtues of the spittoon, you? You almost..." While scolding me, this grandson sat on the ground with his ass. Get up, people who drink too much have a common characteristic, that is, they can babble a sentence hundreds of times, a bit like the echoes designed in certain scenes on TV. Almost, you almost..." I also sat down on the ground, lit a cigarette by myself, and smoked silently. Suddenly, the scene of Li Qiong dragging me out to drink and drinking too much appeared in my mind. After she swallowed a sip of wine in distress, she said to me deeply, "Wine is poison that penetrates the intestines, and sex is the poison that penetrates the intestines." The bone-scraping steel knife, Chu Xiao, listen, how good these words are, how good..." I suddenly felt extremely painful, and tried to close my eyes, but I couldn't get rid of Li Qiong's shadow and hers. Almost desperate voice, I wonder if I need to drink some wine too. I took the key and opened the door, I dragged Zhang Xiaobei into the house, found the half bottle of vinegar he drank when he fed me last time, squeezed Zhang Xiaobei's cheek and poured it in for him, within a few minutes, he rushed in The toilet, holding the toilet, vomited so loudly that I was crying ghosts and gods. After a while, after a moment of silence, I heard Zhang Xiaobei's mournful sobs from the bathroom, intermittently, and then the sound of rushing water, this idiot turned on the shower to cover up his tears For a long time, he has always paid too much attention to the dignity of a man. The sound of rushing water conceals a man's desperate and injured heart.I think of that beautiful morning many years ago, when I finally decided to give up the stable relationship with Zhang Xiaobei, decided to pursue the so-called good life that I longed for in my bones, and told him frankly my decision, Zhang Xiaobei Xiaobei showed me a tolerant smile unique to men, pinched my face lightly with his hands, and said nonchalantly, "A woman like you is too noisy, so worry-free, don't worry about marrying her." After so many years Come on, I never dared to tell him, but I actually felt his hands trembling at the time, and I firmly believed that when he turned around and went into the bathroom, the sound of rushing water also covered up his tears and covered up his tears. His heart is no longer tough... Thinking of this, my heart trembled slightly, very sad. I suddenly jumped up from the sofa and kicked open the bathroom door, I wanted to see Zhang Xiaobei crying, I don't know if his crying broke my heart like Li Qiong or Gao Yuan. Zhang Xiaobei was lying in the bathtub, his face was covered with a towel, steaming hot bath water flowed down the towel on his face, when he heard the movement, he took off the towel from his face, revealing his red eyes. We looked at each other for a full two minutes, and I squeezed out a sentence between my teeth: "What kind of grandson are you pretending to be, cry as much as you want, what tears are shedding in the bathtub!" "What do you care?" He said weakly, stretched out his hand to close the curtain, and sighed a long time, "Chu Xiao, marry me." Zhang Xiaobei's voice trembled, accompanied by the sound of water. into my ears, "I'm telling you the truth, get married, with me." He repeated, turned off the water, and there was silence.Seeing that I didn't speak, he continued: "You are different from them. I can't treat them like you. You fucking made me listen to you from the very beginning. You said you won't marry me. Listen to you, don't give up, and then you said that Li Qiong is good, what a mess, I listen to you, I got the fucker..." "Zhang Xiaobei, don't be so fucking shameless, the whole world belongs to you, and now you are divorced, and Li Qiong let you dump, Zhang Mengmeng, you have had enough fun, what do you want to do? Huh?" I was so angry that I picked up the soap on the sink and threw it in Zhang Xiaobei's direction, but it was blocked by the shower curtain and fell to the ground, sliding all the way to the toilet. "I'm arguing with you, just like you, I won't marry you if you kill me!" Zhang Xiaobei seemed to be a different person, his voice was very firm, "Don't stand here, okay, you just want to occupy me this time I come to you Once cheap..." "Virtue!" I gritted my teeth and cursed, slammed the door and backed out. An entertainment program was playing on TV, Li Qiong was a guest, she was very beautiful on TV, she cooperated with an audience to play a two-person three-legged game, very light, the other three guests were far away by them After she got behind and reached the finish line, she hugged the audience and smiled brightly. I don't know if she is really happier than before after becoming an actress, but I think at least she has gained a kind of happiness other than money. satisfy. I called Li Qiong and got through. She is shooting a movie in Qingdao. I said Li Qiong. I just saw Li Qiong as a guest on a variety show on Beijing TV. You are much more beautiful than before. Li Qiong asked me who I am Variety show, I said it was the one hosted by the most popular hostess in China, she said happily, oh, it was that one, the host was a bit annoying that day, please kill me after I participated in that one I went there and asked how I was doing. I told her that I was watching TV at home. Zhang Xiaobei drank too much and threw up in the bathroom. I was embarrassed to say that Zhang Xiaobei was taking a bath. Li Qiong immediately laughed when he heard it. Although she tried her best to conceal it, I still felt that her laughter was full of sarcasm. She said: "Chu Xiao, what did I say before? I knew you and Zhang Xiaobei were not easy... When Zhang Xiaobei even dreamed They are all called by your name. I have been sleeping with him for the past few years, and I don’t know how many times I have heard him call it. There was one time the year before last, when I cried while crying. I will remember it for you Chu Xiao.” Talking about Li Qiong's nonsense, Li Qiong laughed hahahaha and said: "Chu Xiao today, let me tell you the truth, I divorced Zhang Xiaobei not for anyone else, but for you... For so many years, in front of Zhang Xiaobei , you fucking turn off the fire in the open, and fan the flames in the dark, I hate you so much that my teeth itch." After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone, and when I called again, she had already turned off the phone. I took out the Jack Daniel's from the liquor cabinet, and drank half of the bottle in one gulp. After a long hiccup, I saw Zhang Xiaobei come out of the bathroom in a daze, forgetting what I said to him After saying something, I fell asleep.