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Gao Yuan's injury was almost healed. As soon as Zhang Mengmeng left, I coaxed him off the hospital bed, and I lay on it by myself, listening to music and reading comic books. When I was peeling apples, Hu Jun scolded me for being shameless, and finally couldn't stand it any longer, and slammed the door and went out to find the two old ladies. "Why is she here?" I asked Gao Yuan while eating. "Look at your current behavior, like a locust!" Gao Yuan looked at me contemptuously with the look that I owed him 800 yuan, which meant that the debt was still in dollars.

"I asked you why she came here?" He took another piece of apple from the coffee table and stuffed my mouth, "Why are you so unconfident now!" He sighed, "I've been in the hospital for so many days this time, and I've figured out a lot of things." Slapping his thigh, "Actually, I wanted to understand this morning...Chu Xiao, you said, what do you think is the most important thing between people?" "Love. I think love is the most important thing. Everything else is nonsense. I don't know about others. The relationship between us is the most important. If I didn't see it because of the love I have been with you for so many years, I would have dumped you long ago." I'm telling the truth. After going through these things, I suddenly feel that I have really grown up.In fact, Gao Yuan and I are the kind of people whose mental age is much younger than their actual age. When we both risked our lives and fought at home, no one would think about what to do after the fight. No, just finish the fight. , at most I was not relieved, and then I pulled him over and beat him violently, and then I never forgot to rub him, "Let me tell you the truth on the plateau, I left my words in front of my parents a few days ago, no matter what How to put it this way, I have to marry myself this year. If we really broke up this time, you get out of the front foot, and I will find a substitute immediately. My parents are not easy... I must still miss you, We have been getting along all these years, I am for them..." I was about to shed tears as I said this, and I felt very emotional.

Gao Yuan keeps his head silent, and he is becoming less and less like himself now. He used to like to talk and let others listen, but now he likes to listen to others. His small eyes are full of cunning wisdom. I like it , Looking at joy from the bottom of my heart. "Well, this fart makes sense." He thought for a while and nodded heavily, "You have finally grown up, son." He patted my head, and he spoke with sincerity like a father. "Xiaobei and Li Qiong divorced, I had this car accident myself, and you got involved in old B's mess... There have been a lot of things recently." He summed up these major events in the recent period, and I secretly said Think, there are many things you don't know.

Gao Yuan put his head on my lap and let out a long sigh of relief. He didn't know how long he hadn't shaved his beard, which was half an inch long. His hair was disheveled like a bird's nest, and he looked more and more like Lu Xun.I looked at him and couldn't help laughing, "Not to mention, Gao Yuan, you look a bit like a university professor in the 1980s! You're a hunk!" As I was talking, I unplugged the He had a beard, and this kid jumped up from the chair all of a sudden, "Yo, what are you doing!" His eyes immediately widened, and he bared his teeth and claws, "Don't be angry, don't be angry." I quickly coaxed him, "You You see, if you are in a hurry, I am in a hurry, am I just kidding with you!" I dragged him to sit back again, hugged him like a dog in my arms, and stroked his messy hair back and forth.

"Chu Xiao, I need to discuss something with you." "Say." "Can you not do that in the future?" "What's wrong with me? Don't give me any fucking trouble, I think I'm fine." "I mean, change your temper." He raised his head in my arms, and looked at me eagerly, that kind of eyes were like a wild dog, who was finally taken home by someone, and he would never let him go away. . This moment is really peaceful, no one speaks, I feel my heart beat a little faster, and so does the plateau, I think this is the feeling of real love.

"It's time to sell me socks again, summer clothes are all old, shoes should be changed, and later you can buy me a new bowling ball, it's okay, when I get out of the hospital, I will come with Hu Jun and a group of customers Xihua played a game..." I almost passed out, whenever I just felt a little romantic, got a little blush and a heartbeat, he definitely dragged me back to the living life. I slapped Gao Yuan on the face, and I jumped off the sickbed angrily, "I don't care, I will buy it myself after I leave the hospital!" "There is a tip!" He immediately seduced me with economics, which showed that he really knew me a little bit.

"A set of Versace! It's been a while since you've spent money on me." Gao Yuan immediately took out his wallet and threw it in front of me, "Take it! The credit card is here, you can spend it as you like!" He pretended to be a nouveau riche. "Don't use your credit card to scare the vulgar people who are not full!" I gave him a blank look, "Who hasn't seen money yet." I ran back to the bed again, "Go to sleep first, I guess your mother will be back soon Time to call me, encountering her is my nightmare." Gao Yuan slapped my ass, climbed into bed, and slept with me.It's been a long time since I slept on the same bed. Gao Yuan lay his head on a dirty hospital pillow and held me in his arms. I lay my head on his thin arms and buried my face in his chest, and I could hear his heartbeat.

I had a dream, I dreamed that I was in the university, Gao Yuan was standing under my dormitory, shouting in Henan dialect, "An Hong, goose misses you, goose misses you so much that I can't sleep, it's wrong, it's just thinking Sleep..." As soon as I heard Gao Yuan shouting, I ran downstairs with my bare feet. In the middle of the night, in winter, I was wearing a vest and shorts, and I was shivering from the cold. I kept running, running, but I couldn't get downstairs , the aunt who looked after the apartment was very healthy in my dream, her face was rosy, she didn't suffer from any hemiplegia at all, she chased me after me and told me to go back to sleep, holding a thing the size of a mouse with a red cloth in her hand , while chasing and shouting, "Chu Xiao, Chu Xiao, your child, yours, your... child." I stopped, waited for her to catch up, and looked into her arms. There was indeed a child, As small as a mouse, with pink skin, staring at two small eyes, sucking his fingers in his mouth, when he saw me looking at him, he suddenly smiled, waving his two little hands, he called my mother, very happy, excited …I felt my heart beating faster, and then there was a little fear, and I yelled plateau, plateau, and the child suddenly jumped into my arms and cried, "Mom, mom, don't leave me, don't leave me... "I woke up suddenly, sweating.

Gao Yuan still hugged me and kept calling my name, "Chu Xiao, Chu Xiao, what's the matter, what kind of nightmare is it?" I stared blankly at Gao Yuan, seeing the love in his eyes, I suddenly felt very sad, I thought for a while, and said to him, "Gao Yuan, I dreamed about you, and... and Our child, he jumped into my arms, put his arms around my neck, and kept begging me, saying, Mom, don’t leave me, Mom, don’t leave me..." I described the child to Gao Yuan, I said, "He looks exactly like you, very thin, with small eyes..." I vividly described to him the appearance of the child in the dream, and wrapped my hands around his neck like in the dream, repeating the same thing over and over again. "Mom, mom, don't leave me."

I ended up laughing heartlessly and said, "That's funny! It's fun!" Gao Yuan's complexion changed suddenly, tears flowed down in a blink of an eye, he hugged me tightly, and said Chu Xiao, I'm sorry for you, I know you want that child. My back was facing the plateau, and he just hugged me like that, listening to me tell him about my dream, and when I talked about the child, my tears flowed down silently, but I said, "It's okay, it's okay, isn't it just a little brat?" Come on, if we are free, find a place that is inaccessible and live in a litter!" Gao Yuan cried very pitifully, and kept criticizing "I'm not good, I'm not good, if I agreed to get married at that time, he would I won't run into your dream and beg you to keep him..." In the end, I couldn't hold back, turned around and slapped Gao Yuan, I said it was all due to you, it was all due to you, and in the end we hugged each other and cried.

Regarding that pregnancy, it was indeed an accident. The child came when we were completely unprepared. I responded in the fastest time. I discussed marriage with Gao Yuan. If we got married, I had the courage to send him After giving birth, I want to have a baby even if I don’t get married. He refuses to give up the plateau, disagrees with life and death, cries, fights, and hangs himself. He tried everything he can. In the end, in order to maintain our pure cohabitation relationship, I succumbed ... When we were crying, we heard my mother's voice behind me, "Civil, you two are really... such a big thing, you don't tell your family, you, you are really sinful, two ancestors... " I quickly got up from the bed, wiped the tears off my face, and saw my mother, Gao Yuan’s mother, and Hu Jun standing at the door, the old lady was trembling with anger, her face was sallow, and there were big drops Tears were falling, and looking at the head of Gao Yuan's family, he no longer had that arrogance, and the circles of his eyes were also red. It could be seen that she tried not to cry, and Hu Jun poked at the door like a log. "Yo yo yo, the two old ladies are quite sensational!" I hurriedly chatted with them, walked over, wiped away the tears from the corners of my mother's eyes, put my arms around her shoulders and said, "I have to criticize you a few words Ah, you are too fragile..." My mother shook my hand and gave me a big mouth, which blinded me. Seeing her attack so hard, she was not ordinary annoyed. I covered my face and stood aside. I didn't cry or cry. I didn't say anything. The room was quiet. It's like a morgue. After my mother gave me a mouth, she gasped for breath, and asked me to give them an explanation in front of Gao Yuan and his mother, why some dubious hooligans drove Gao Yuan into this. As soon as I heard it, I understood that it must be Gao Yuan's mother who discussed this matter with our old lady, and really taunted our old lady. My mother is such a strong person, she has done things in an upright way all her life, the most intolerable thing Even if others taunted her, Gao Yuan's mother's trick was really ruthless. It not only hit our old lady's arrogance, made her unable to stand up in front of her, but also made my mother become angry and attack me... so fucking ruthless!What was the imperial army like back then? In front of people, the most unbearable thing my mother can tolerate is contradicting her. I knew she was angry, and just happened to hear my conversation with Gao Yuan. Her heart must be bleeding. I didn’t say anything, just sat on the hospital bed with my head drooping. My mother took another step forward, "Tell Teacher Shen, Chu Xiao, if you don't explain this matter clearly, don't go home... Today I want a word from you, yes or no, it's you You asked someone to do it. Mom sent you to the Public Security Bureau. It wasn't you who did it. You went home with Mom...your parents will support you for the rest of your life..." "You are a bastard who doesn't distinguish between black and white!" I felt really uncomfortable when I heard my mother say that. I jumped up and slapped Gao Yuan, and then said to his mother, "You are too." After finishing speaking, I pulled my mother's ass Hand, I said Mom, I will go home with you, not me.When my mother heard it, tears came down again, she reached out and rubbed back and forth on the place she had just hit on my face, and asked me if it hurt, I put my arms around the old lady's shoulders, to be honest, it hurts, I will tell me when I go back dad…… "Chu Xiao..." Gao Yuan jumped to the door and blocked our way, "Don't go!" He pulled my arm hard and pulled it into his arms, I struggled hard, "Chu Xiao, listen to me, I get it, it's not you, I'm not a fucking thing, I suspect you, I know it's not you..." He said it with certainty, as if he had already got the answer. "Zhang Mengmeng." With several pairs of eyes staring at him, Gao Yuan popped out these three words, "She came today to tell me about this..."