Chapter 32 Chapter Thirty-Two

Liu Yun did not participate in the operation immediately after returning to the ward, but has been helping and caring for the postoperative patients.Surgical nursing in cardiac surgery is almost as important as surgery, and many patients survive the difficult times on the operating table, only to lose their lives during the initial recovery period after surgery. At noon that day, Dr. Hou and Dr. Liu found Liu Yun as soon as they left the stage. They decided to change the noon dinner to after get off work in the evening, and by the way, welcome Liu Yun back to the cardiac surgery.Liu Yun was moved and accepted, and secretly decided to pay for it himself.

"Today must have set a record." The nurse Xiao Zhou rushed in like a wind, "Forty-five minutes to change a petal." "So fast?" Liu Yun was somewhat surprised. "She exaggerated a bit, but today's operation did go well." "What exaggeration? What do you think surgery is? It's science. Can science be exaggerated?" "It must have been cut off from the beginning to the end." Dr. Liu said. "Okay, anyway, let's get together at night to welcome Liu Yun." Dr. Hou said. Because of her short absence, Liu Yun found that the colleagues she used to have in the cardiac surgery ward are not everywhere.Everyone in the outpatient clinic is warm and easy-going, but Liu Yun can always feel that they are just colleagues.And these colleagues in the ward, especially those who are often in the same operating room, made Liu Yun feel that they were not only colleagues, but also a bit like neighbors and roommates in the university.Before Geng Lin left her, she often felt that she was more popular at work than at home.Such a special colleague relationship may also come from the operating table.In heart surgery, doctors and nurses face life and death together.Once you see this kind of scene a lot, people tend to be more open-minded.But what Liu Yun didn't expect was that it would be so uncomfortable for her to face such colleagues again.

We went to a North Korean restaurant for barbecue, which was their old favorite.Shunzi, a Korean waitress she already knew, was very happy that they came, because they all liked to joke, especially Dr. Liu who was in charge of opening the chest during the operation. "Do you want to be careful?" Shunzi liked to ask. "Whose?" Dr. Liu also likes to answer like this. "Your." Sunja said with a smile. "Your? No, I want Chinese heart, not foreign heart." Dr. Liu deliberately misunderstood. "Stop talking nonsense, I'm talking about you." Shunzi was anxious.

"Mine? It's time for this silly girl to change her brain. I'm so old, how can I have a heart. Are you talking about chicken hearts?" "It's chicken hearts," Sunja said. "Here's a plate." Every joke always ends in a circle like this. At this moment, everyone sits down one after another, and starts to wipe the cups and plates with napkins. Shunzi left and handed over the written menu to the back kitchen.Doctor Liu immediately turned his attention to Liu Yun. "By the way, Liu Yun, I don't have time to ask you. What happened to your backyard? We've all heard about it. Don't worry about it. We are all about whoever you are. If you have difficulties, we will definitely Can't watch."

"Thank you, it's okay." Liu Yun smiled and said, she was a little afraid that others would mention these things that had happened. "We also said at the time that everyone gathered together to see you. But once the operation resumed, people couldn't gather together. Later I heard that you were going back to the ward, so we just waited for you to come back." Xiao Zhou Rory talked a lot. Liu Yun couldn't think of a suitable answer for a moment. "I heard that the woman actually called the hospital? It's too crazy. Why don't you call us? If we go over, she will lose face." Nurse Xiaosun continued.

"Our Liu Yun is also very good, scratch her face." The careless doctor Liu regretted it as soon as he said it. He saw Liu Yun's face immediately changed color.Liu Yun felt that Dr. Liu's words sealed her like plaster. "What's your lover's attitude?" Dr. Hou sat beside Liu Yun and asked her softly, hoping to change the subject. Under such care, Liu Yun lost his final protection ability.She believed that they were all well-intentioned and asked this question because they cared about her.But she couldn't answer, these questions hit her sore spot by coincidence, and she couldn't answer it herself. She looked at the lovely and lovely colleagues in front of her, wanted to smile and shake her head, but she shed tears...

After crying, Liu Yun could no longer control herself, as if the tears washed away her willpower.She covered her face with her hands and shrugged her shoulders.In her heart, she suddenly didn't understand why these lovely colleagues in the past made her sad and forced her to say things she didn't want to say.Nurse Xiao Zhou sat down in front of Liu Yun and put her arms around her.Everyone's expression was very sad, not because they regretted causing a topic that made Liu Yun sad, but because it was so pitiful to see Liu Yun crying like this. Liu Yun seriously complained about these colleagues in her heart. She even felt that they had changed. Of course, she didn't realize that it was not the colleagues who changed, but Liu Yun. She did something that she couldn't face afterwards. Wu Gang Help Liu Yun figure it out.

Another person who has the same mentality as Liu Yun at this time is Geng Lin.He goes to work on time every day, but he never takes the initiative to talk to his colleagues because he has a panic similar to Liu Yun's, fearing that others will ask him something. Lou Hong didn't go to work, which helped Geng Lin somewhat.He couldn't imagine how he would cope if Lou Hong came to work with a wound on his face.At the bottom of his heart he felt weak, as if he couldn't find support from anywhere in his body.Up to now, he hasn't really understood what kind of disaster Lou Hong's scratching was to him. What he can feel is not only guilt, but also despair.

Sometimes, he really wanted to see Lou Hong again, even if it was to hug her tightly.But since Geng Lin met Lou Hong's parents, especially her father, and smashed Liu Yun's house, Geng Lin could even see the changes in himself now.Everything seems to be more and more hopeless, he hurt Liu Yun severely, whether he can get Lou Hong, he is no longer sure about living with her, but he is more "calm" than before, a little sincere It doesn't matter anymore. "I have nothing, am I still afraid of losing it?" Once, when he thought of this sentence, he felt a little complacent for a while, and then felt ashamed of himself.He thought, before Lou Hong broke up with him, he couldn't think like this.So he called the boys on bicycles from the Hongfan Express Company to go to a flower shop near his work, where he bought twenty-five yellow roses and wrote a card.The card reads: "I miss you so much!" and is signed "Love You Lin".

When Geng Lin handed over the flowers and cards to the young man who came over, he felt much better.Just as he was about to tell the young man the address to send flowers to, the young man smiled and said: "Is it for Miss Lou? I already know that place." Geng Lin looked at the young man in surprise, and found that the young man looked familiar. "I've already filled in the address for you, please check if it's correct, if there is no problem, just sign." The young man said and handed the delivery slip to Geng Lin. Geng Lin took the form and looked at it, then signed his name, and said while paying:

"I think you look familiar." "I have delivered things to Miss Lou five times for you, such as fruit gifts, flowers, etc. However, I have no characteristics, and it is not easy to impress others." The young man said humbly. "Don't say that, you are very special, I have been in a trance these days." Geng Lin handed over the money to the young man. Hearing what Geng Lin said, the young man smiled honestly. "You are college students?" "Not yet, I want to earn money before going to college." Geng Lin nodded earnestly to the young man, as if he saw his own shadow in the past - a young man with ambition. "Brother, you are also my regular customer. I am willing to deliver things to that Miss Lou for you, but I don't know if I should tell you something." "Speak!" Geng Lin said encouragingly. "If I were you, I would not only send things, but I would also send myself. You know, the difference between meeting and not meeting is too great." The young man left after speaking, but his words stayed here in Geng Lin .Watching the young man ride away gradually, Geng Lin sat down on the side of the road, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and let it stay in it for as long as possible, finally he exhaled a puff of smoke, His eyes lingered aimlessly in the distance, where he seemed to see another self: a middle-aged man who was slowly relaxing in the smoke, looking for strength everywhere, to face everything, or let himself be in this short period of time. Stand up during the nap and return to the office. After smoking the cigarette, there was still a tired look on his face, so he got up and went back to the office slowly.On the way, he thought, if he longed to see Lou Hong, longed to hold her in his arms, he would not be able to quell this desire unless he saw Lou Hong, or he knew that he would see Lou Hong soon. Hong, otherwise, he couldn't wait.He had been amazed and delighted at the enthusiasm that had sprung up in him, from which he had gained immense strength.With this power, he left his wife, his previous marriage, his previous life, and even went infinitely far away.Therefore, he is so sure that he loves Lou Hong, and his feelings for Lou Hong are not just lust.Now he can still be sure that he still loves Lou Hong, but he also feels baffled, the love is still there, but the enthusiasm has disappeared a lot.He was eager to see Lou Hong as before, but when he thought about the pressure of the environment, he immediately calmed down: it's okay not to see her. "It's so fucking annoying!" He cursed in his heart, cut off his train of thought, and walked into the office quickly. Lou Hong, who called Liu Yun, unconsciously started a seemingly peaceful life.She didn't expect that Liu Yun would sincerely ask about her injuries on the phone and tell her to eat more vitamin E.It was too sudden for Lou Hong, as if two people were fighting hand-to-hand on the battlefield, one suddenly stopped and smiled at the other, Lou Hong was confused by Liu Yun's sudden change, and she has been taking vitamins E, so she has no doubt that Liu Yun's proposal is sincere, because vitamin E does help her wounds heal. When she put down the phone, Lou Hong thought about whether Liu Yun was playing a new trick, such as trying to numb her or something.But Lou Hong immediately dismissed this idea. In the process of dealing with Liu Yun, at least one thing Lou Hong can be sure of is that Liu Yun may do anything, but she will not give in. Even if she wants to deceive the other party, she will Wouldn't do that; Lou Hong could feel that this was almost where Liu Yun could still sustain his spiritual strength. Then, Lou Hong found herself softened by a kind of inexplicable kindness conveyed by Liu Yun. "Maybe I shouldn't call Liu Yun again and hurt her." Lou Hong thought of this first, and it was also the first time. The hatred she had had towards Liu Yun from the beginning became blurred. "She's not a bad person, why didn't I think about it before, and still hate her so much?" When Lou Hong thought of this, her parents came back from get off work.Lou Hong immediately told them what happened.They looked at each other without saying anything, and then looked at Lou Hong again.Under their eyes, Lou Hong felt like a primary school student facing a teacher, and she didn't like this feeling, even if she was facing her parents.So she waved her hand and said nonchalantly: "Whoever believes her, maybe the weasel has no good intentions in giving the chicken New Year's greetings." "Do you really think so?" Father Lou sat down and asked his daughter seriously.Looking at her father's loving but serious eyes, Lou Hong suddenly felt a very solemn feeling in her heart.she says: "How should I put it, I thought that Liu Yun may have lost interest in Geng Lin by doing this and wanted to let go." Lou Hong paused and said, "But, I also think that so many things have happened, it is impossible for Liu Yun Don't take it to heart at all." "You mean Liu Yun has changed?" Father Lou asked his daughter enlightenedly. "Maybe." Lou Hong gradually entered the state of mind to talk seriously about this matter with her father, "Sometimes, I also think that Liu Yun did so many bad things, maybe it wasn't out of intention." "Tell me, what do you think?" Lou Hong's mother sat down to join the conversation after changing her clothes. "She may have been a good person and a good woman in the past, but after being stimulated by the incident between Geng Lin and me, she couldn't control herself, so she did those bad things." Careful people will now see that tears flashed in Lou Hong's father's eyes.He was moved by his daughter. "You feel a little sorry for the woman, don't you?" he asked cautiously. Lou Hong looked at her father and nodded with difficulty. "Haven't you thought of that before?" he said. "No." Lou Hong lowered her voice, "I used to think of another reason. I thought, if her husband loves me, he doesn't love her anymore. If she respects herself, she should leave Geng Lin. Love is Love cannot be adulterated. If I were her, I would do the same." Lou Hong's parents didn't interrupt now, they were very excited in their hearts, and they were also proud of the tremendous changes their daughter was undergoing.They had waited with great patience for this moment: for their daughter to understand for herself that she had gone astray in life.Now this moment is slowly approaching, apart from being excited, they are also a little sad, because they clearly see that their daughter has grown up, and is no longer their little baby, but an adult. "So at that time, I hated Liu Yun, when I hated her, I thought she was a bad person, but today she asked me like that, I... Her tone was very concerned..." Lou Hong could not continue, Very embarrassed look. "Then, you understand, why did she do those things?" Father Lou asked. Lou Hong shook her head: "I can't say if I understand, but I don't hate her that much anymore, it's strange, isn't it?" "Will you listen to me?" Lou Hong's father asked his daughter with serious eyes. Lou Hong nodded. "It's not surprising, it shows that my daughter Lou Hong is a very kind girl." Father Lou paused and looked at his daughter. Lou Hong hummed angrily: "Of course I'm very kind. Does it need to be said?" "But daughter, according to your dad's experience, not every kind person is kind all the time, kindness is often overshadowed." Lou Hong looked at her father puzzled. "That is to say, when kindness is obscured, people may still think that they are kind. Conversely, the same is true for Liu Yun. She has done many bad things, but she is not a bad person." "I don't know what you're going to say, I'm confused." Lou Hong got a little impatient. "Xiaohong," my mother said at this time, "I have talked to your father about this many times, and Liu Yun is definitely not a bad woman. It is true that what she did was very bad, and it could even be said to be evil, but She was inspired by another evil." "You mean, it's a bad thing for me to fall in love with Geng Lin?" Lou Hong stood up anxiously. "Sit down." Father Lou pressed his daughter's shoulders to ask her to sit down and calm down. "What your mother means is that your relationship with Geng Lin is a disaster for Liu Yun." "Hasn't she ever been in love? Why can't she understand others?" Lou Hong was angry again. "Xiaohong, there are not many such great people, especially women. When someone else robs her husband, she can still understand the love between her husband and another woman. If you were Liu Yun, you wouldn't understand." Father Lou said . "Some people may be able to." Lou Hong muttered. "It must be that woman doesn't love her husband anymore, that's why she made such a gesture." Mother Lou interjected. "The relationship between you and Geng Lin is a good thing for the two of you, but it is a bad thing for Liu Yun. This kind of evil draws out another kind of evil in Liu Yun's body, making her lose control and do those things , it is not surprising." "You said just now that she's not a bad person." Lou Hong said a little angrily. "She is not a bad person like you and us, but good people also have an evil side. Whether it is released or not depends on what you experience in life." Lou Hong didn't speak, she seemed a little tired of this increasingly abstract conversation.Lou Hong's parents also exchanged glances, as if they were asking each other if it was too early for them to talk to their daughter about this. "She can care about your injury on the phone now, which means that she may have awakened." Lou Hong's father simply continued, with a posture of not doing anything else. "Think about it with your heart, Lou Hong, a woman in her forties, her husband suddenly wants to run away with another woman, her life may collapse in an instant, she must react. In my opinion, She is lucky to be able to treat you like this first, not every woman can wake up after doing bad things. I even think Liu Yun is a bit amazing, she must have started to reflect on herself." "Xiao Hong," said Lou's mother, sitting next to her daughter, "things have reached this point, it's the best. Your feelings hurt that woman, and she hurt you in turn. Now she asks for reconciliation, you should Give her a chance." "What chance are you giving her?" Lou Hong became alert. "Let her get her husband again, and let her see this as a gift from God after she wakes up," Lou's mother said. "I understand now, that's what you meant." Lou Hong said angrily, feeling that she had been deceived. "We don't have any special intentions." Lou's father said, "You have also seen that after the incident, we have been giving you time to let you really understand from your heart what you should do. Your mother and I also told you However, as old people, what we can remind you is, don't just think about your feelings, but also your conscience. If your decision disturbs your conscience, it will also affect your feelings in the future." "Let's talk about it later." Lou Hong suddenly threw a word at her parents and left them.She went back to her room, sat in front of the vanity mirror, looked at the scabbed scars on her face, and her heart was confused again. She thought of Geng Lin irritably again.