Chapter 4 Chapter Four

Liu Yun was stunned when he heard the sound of a key being used to open the door.No one in this world except Geng Lin and her has the key to this door.She spent a few seconds thinking about whether she still had time to tidy up her appearance and the things around her, but the sound of Geng Lin taking off his shoes was already heard. He always bent down and took off his shoes with his hands, and then put Shoes dropped on the floor, as if he liked the sound of them. Liu Yun gave up the idea of ​​tidying up and regained her composure. She could only face Geng Lin like this, even though she didn't want to be seen by her husband who had been away from home for more than two months.She was wearing a bathrobe, with a towel wrapped around her head, and her feet were still in the hot tub.There was a half bottle of wine on the coffee table, and next to the bottle was her drinking glass, which contained several sips of wine.There were several books spread out on the sofa she was sitting on, and the one farthest away from her was open upside down. The impressive title made her feel as if she had thorns all over her body. The book was called "How Do You Again?" Into the arms of men".She tried to grab the book, but couldn't.She was afraid that Geng Lin might misunderstand her when he saw the book, but Geng Lin had already walked in, and he sat on the sofa next to Liu Yun, not disappointed by what he saw. Reveal any secrets in your heart.

"Sorry, I didn't call first." Geng Lin looked at Liu Yun and said. "It's okay, this is still your home, so you don't need to say hello." Liu Yun's tone of voice was a little unnatural. First, she found that she had a strange feeling for Geng Lin at this moment. Created a distance between her and Geng Lin, making her panic when facing Geng Lin again as if she was in front of a strange man, and she hoped that she could show the advantages and perfection of a woman in front of Geng Lin, not what she is now.Second, she was still thinking about the book on the sofa, and it was obvious that Geng Lin had seen the title of the book.She hated herself for being careless, and hated the damn publishing house for giving the book such a tacky name.In fact, this is a book about the psychology of lovelornness, and she even hopes that Geng Lin can read this somewhat scientific book.

"Do you drink a lot recently?" Geng Lin looked at the wine bottle and asked Liu Yun without raising his head. Liu Yun's heart felt warm when she was asked, she immediately relaxed, pulled the towel off her head, and loosened her freshly washed hair.She pushed her hair back with her hands, then tried to smooth it with her fingers. Geng Lin stood up and fetched a comb and mirror for Liu Yun. Liu Yun began to comb his hair, but did not answer Geng Lin's words. "I heard that soaking feet in hot water before going to bed can help insomnia," Geng Lin added. "It seems to be." Liu Yun said.

"Does it work for you?" Geng Lin said, looking at the wine bottle again. A resentment rose in Liu Yun's heart at this time, and she wanted to yell at Geng Lin, "Soaking my feet doesn't help me at all! Even if I soak my feet in boiling water, I still have to wake up at night." I can't sleep with my eyes on the boundless darkness, and it's all your fault, you've ruined my sleep." But her reason, like a still intact machine, exerted its mighty power. Inhibition, so she said only one thing she had no intention of saying: "Don't worry, I'm not an alcoholic yet."

"Liu Yun, you misunderstood me." Geng Lin's calm and calm attitude like a big brother comforted Liu Yun again. "Then what do you mean?" Liu Yun regretted again after saying this sentence, she regretted that there were thorns in her words.She had been looking forward to the day when Geng Lin came back and could talk to her. Even if he had to leave again, Liu Yun believed that he would come back again. "I..." Geng Lin couldn't express his clear heart for a while, so he immediately lit a cigarette.Liu Yun saw all this and thought to himself, Geng Lin is still Geng Lin, if he smokes when he is in a hurry, he will not really change, but can a person who cannot change himself change his life?

"Actually, you used to sleep pretty well." Geng Lin calmed down after smoking a cigarette, "I made you like this, I'm sorry, Liu Yun." Geng Lin wanted to use such opening remarks to persuade Liu Yun to give up on him, and to give up what she was already doing that was condemned by Lou Hong.But Liu Yun was moved and misunderstood Geng Lin at the same time.Even though she was forty, she didn't understand this: people do apologize for being wrong, but they don't really want to end the previous mistake with such an apology, but use the apology to prepare the beginning of the next mistake.So Liu Yun asked Geng Lin like this:

"You're back?" Geng Lin found out that Liu Yun misunderstood the intention of his apology, and immediately became irritable. "Didn't I say that you will give me some time?" Geng Lin was a little annoyed, "Why are you forcing me again?" "I forced you?" Liu Yun repeated lightly, "You may have hallucinations, maybe I should really force you, let you explain clearly to me." Liu Yun said excitedly, "Are you looking at me too Honestly, it's so bullying, don't you think all women can tolerate this. Their husbands come back in the middle of the night on their birthdays just to tell his wife of ten years that he wants to be alone for a few days now In a few years, because of having another woman." Liu Yun said more and more excitedly, and lost the ability to think logically, "and this wife can't ask who that woman is and why, because the husband said, whoever it is, it doesn't matter. It’s not the same thing for you! I was hurt, it doesn’t matter who hurt me, this is your theory. But I want to know who hurt me and who is my enemy.” Liu Yun said here , Geng Lin wanted to intervene, but was stopped by Liu Yun, and she continued, "You don't need to tell me your theory again, you don't tell me who that woman is, but to protect her. You are afraid that I will hurt her. she."

"Nonsense, I'm here to protect you!" Geng Lin yelled. "Listen yourself, what else is there in your words other than falsehood?" Liu Yun looked at Geng Lin contemptuously. "Okay, let's stop arguing like this. It's useless. Whether you believe it or not is up to you. I really don't want to hurt you. If you know who she is, it will be even more sad." Geng Lin said softly, "We Let's talk." "What are you talking about?" Liu Yun said here, tears welling up, "I have done my best for you, and you just left. I have to lie to my friends, acquaintances and neighbors, saying that you have gone to study. I sleep every day. I don’t realize it, but I still want to leave you a way out. At least I think you will give me a complete explanation. What went wrong with us made you think of it. I’ll help you hide it , I always feel that this is not an honorable thing, but you?" Liu Yun raised his voice, "How did you do it? Lead your new love to show off everywhere, so that even acquaintances can't see it, call me anonymous Call, let me block you at the bar."

Wu Gang's face appeared in Geng Lin's mind. "To tell you the truth, I went. You are lucky, or I will block you." "What do you want to do?" Geng Lin looked at the angry Liu Yun, feeling disgusted in his heart, and deliberately said something to provoke her. "Yeah, what do I want to do?" Liu Yun seemed a little confused, but suddenly said firmly, "I want to remind you, Geng Lin, to settle with the old wife first, and then find a new one." When Geng Lin heard what Liu Yun said, the aversion he had just aroused weakened, and Liu Yun returned to his familiar kind and conservative appearance.He thought again that Liu Yun would never do what Lou Hong had foreseen, making a fuss about it like a housewife.But he wanted to follow Liu Yun's words and test Liu Yun's reaction.

"Then let's get it over with," he said. Liu Yun's reaction was to freeze.It took a while before she took her gaze away from Geng Lin's face.She took out her feet that were still soaking in the basin, only then did she feel that the water in the basin was already freezing cold.Subconsciously, she inserted her feet deformed by the water into the slippers, and then tried to carry the basin, she wanted to pour out the water for washing her feet.But when she just bent down, she suddenly cried. Seeing his wife's twitching back, Geng Lin couldn't help but sit beside Liu Yun. He hugged Liu Yun into his arms, and Liu Yun burst into tears in Geng Lin's arms.

At this time, Geng Lin's BP machine rang.Liu Yun immediately stopped crying and looked at Geng Lin in surprise.Geng Lin's mood was extremely complicated, but his sympathy for Liu Yun was the strongest, so he ignored the beeping of the BP machine.Liu Yun threw herself into Geng Lin's arms again, this time she had no tears, only the desire to hold her husband and keep him by her side. Geng Lin's cell phone also rang. Geng Lin didn't answer the phone because Liu Yun was still in his arms.Maybe he knew it was Lou Hong calling, and he couldn't answer Lou Hong's call in front of Liu Yun. Liu Yun did not leave Geng Lin's embrace because his cell phone rang.She had the feeling that this call must be from his lover.The tenderness of her attachment to Geng Lin just now turned into a mixed feeling of anger, madness, and pain. This was the first time that she felt that other woman was so close to her.The phone stopped ringing, Liu Yun left Geng Lin's arms, neither of them could say anything.At this time, Liu Yun thought, his BP opportunity will sound again soon. Sure enough, Geng Lin's BP machine rang.Geng Lin returned to his original sitting position, took out the BP player and took a look. "Who is it?" Liu Yun asked, as if she and Geng Lin were still the same couple as before. "A colleague." When Geng Lin said it, he snickered at his little humor in his heart.Lou Hong is indeed his colleague. "You should learn the art of lying," Liu Yun said. "Why do you say I lied? I was originally a colleague." "Do you think I'm a fool? She must have scolded you in the BP machine, she must have lost her temper, because she doesn't know where her Geng Lin is right now?" Liu Yun paused, then added, "Now you should Get up and say goodbye." "You're right. I should leave now. There's no need to be scolded by you here." After finishing speaking, Geng Lin got up and walked to the door. Liu Yun sat motionless, concentrating all his attention on listening.She heard the sound of opening the shoe cabinet. She thought that Geng Lin was not wearing shoes, which meant that he was hesitating. She stood up suddenly and walked to the door through the corridor.She couldn't stand Geng Lin leaving her here alone in this situation. During the days when he didn't show up, she fully realized the emptiness in this big house, and she often felt that her breathing was echoing.She dared not play the music, because once the music was on and she got used to the sound, she was afraid to turn it off again.She tried to contact Geng Lin, hoping that he would come back, even if it was just a quarrel, at least she could have an opponent, someone to vent her anger on.Liu Yun had great strength, as if suddenly she became a newcomer, she grabbed Geng Lin's clothes: "No, don't go." She was ordering, but with a bit of mourning. "Why?" Geng Lin broke away, wearing a shoe just taken out of the cabinet on one foot and slippers on the other. "Don't do that, Liu Yun." Liu Yun threw himself into Geng Lin's arms, crying like a child. "Don't go, please, we can have a good talk." As she spoke, she shook Geng Lin, and Geng Lin's heart softened.He put his arms around Liu Yun, knowing in his heart that Liu Yun, who had always been dignified, was not often in the current situation. "I know we have a problem, we can have a good talk, we can also talk about the miscarriage thing, I read some books, maybe miscarriage is one of the reasons we are here, please, don't go, Let's talk." Liu Yun became quieter after being hugged by Geng Lin. At this time, the BP machine on Geng Lin's waist vibrated.Just now when he was looking at the BP machine, he changed the ringtone to vibrate. He stretched out his hand and pressed it, and the vibration stopped.He didn't need to look to know it was Lou Hong. The last time she called him, Lou Hong had given him an ultimatum: If he didn't return to her immediately or call back, their relationship would end. "Okay, Liu Yun, I agree that we can have a good talk, but next time, let's talk after a while." Geng Lin said while comforting Liu Yun. Liu Yun looked at Geng Lin, knowing that he was perfunctory her again, and felt a pain like a knife in his heart.She couldn't imagine what a huge force had changed her husband. After being married for such a long time, Geng Lin had never treated her so perfunctorily. "I'll come back in two days." Although Geng Lin said sincerely, he still made a quick balance in his head. He couldn't ignore Lou Hong's threat, because he was afraid that Lou Hong would really break up with him. Liu Yun looked at Geng Lin's face and knew that he was prevaricating and deceiving her, "Okay." She said softly, feeling extremely humiliated in her heart, "If you leave, I will commit suicide. You also know that I am a surgeon, so I did it It's easy." After speaking, Liu Yun left Geng Lin, walked towards the bathroom, and said as he walked, "I haven't forgotten which blood vessel to cut, which can reduce the pain." Geng Lin stood where he was, motionless. Liu Yun returned to the corridor again, holding a Geng Lin shaving blade in his hand, and raised his hand to Geng Lin: "Lan Gillette." She wanted to speak more casually, but her voice was still trembling. Geng Lin looked at Liu Yun, and Liu Yun seemed to have turned into a sculpture.The straps of her bathrobe were undone, but she still stood with the blade in her hand, ignoring the fact that the robe was undone, exposing her naked body.If it was in the past, her subconscious action would have prompted her to fasten the belt again, even if it was only her and Geng Lin.But this time, Liu Yun felt shy and paralyzed. Instead, she lifted her bathrobe and showed Geng Lin her plump body provocatively.She gestured on herself with a blade: "Where to cut, can you be happier and leave more easily?" Liu Yun's tone also became frivolous. At this moment Liu Yun forgot himself. Rather than saying that Geng Lin was frightened by his wife's actions, it would be better to say that he was shocked, as if this was the first time he had discovered that his wife had such a plump body.Her every move at this moment seemed a little coquettish.He suddenly realized so clearly that the coquettish Liu Yun was showing at the moment felt a bit old-fashioned, as if the woman standing in front of him casually showing off came from eighty years ago.He thought that the coquettishness that Liu Yun is showing now is her nature, not her concept, it is revealed, not made, so she doesn't know what the effect is at all.Geng Lin couldn't help himself anymore. He thought of Lou Hong's boldness and hotness in sex. The difference between them made Geng Lin feel a tough fire of desire in his heart. No matter what, he wanted to get close to him as if floating from the sky. Wonderland to come. He walked towards Liu Yun, and Liu Yun was also stunned by the burning desire in Geng Lin's eyes.She let Geng Lin gently take down the blade in her hand and put it in a corner of the corridor.Geng Lin took off her bathrobe almost roughly, and hugged her into his arms.Before Liu Yun's body boiled, he clearly felt the buttons on Geng Lin's coat sticking to his skin, and immediately it was tight. At this moment, her body began to heat up, as if Geng Lin's coat was covered with lustful honey, burning her stand up. Geng Lin embraced Liu Yun and came to the living room. He pushed Liu Yun to the ground, took out his mobile phone, turned it off, took off his coat, underwear, everything... Geng Lin knelt in front of Liu Yun, looking very calm, but his head was already in a mess.He keeps having hallucinations, and the naked woman lying in front of him is Lou Hong for a while, and Liu Yun for a while.But this did not prevent him from continuing to be agitated, which was not only sudden, but also unreasonable. He caressed Liu Yun's body like a greedy farmer caressing his fertile land.He clasped Liu Yun's breasts tightly with both hands, and kept exerting force until Liu Yun cried out.He leaped onto Liu Yun's body, as if to cover up Liu Yun's cries.He rushed into Liu Yun's body frantically.It was as if her body was a sinking hill, carrying them together into another world. Liu Yun turned into a raging fire under his body, she ecstatically cooperated with Geng Lin, turning the pain from her body into a great pleasure in the depths of her soul, she shouted Geng Lin's name again and again , as if to fly away with the name, she knew her body for the first time. After a long time, Geng Lin slid off Liu Yun's body and landed lightly on the carpet.He felt a headache, and his mood was so fragmented that he couldn't say a word to Liu Yun.He had inexplicable thoughts several times, and he asked himself, why did he do this, why? He couldn't answer, he felt like he didn't understand himself.