Chapter 26 twenty five

Thought.So I'm always ready "Reasons for my disapproval of the publication of the book "Marxism and Humanism"": "1. Revisionist views on this book;" "Second, some information about the author He Jingfu." Three full hours have passed, the ashtray is full of cigarette butts, and there are only these few lines in front of me. I am not satisfied with this subject.Is it because I disagree with the publication of He Jingfu's book?Hell!More than a month ago, when I heard about this book from the editor-in-chief of the publishing house, Lao Zhang, I secretly called it good!Lao Zhang said to me: "Old You, I have thought of these thoughts a long time ago, but I dare not speak them out, let alone write them down. But think about it, why is the relationship between us so tense? It was a result of class struggle lately! A few years ago, I didn’t dare to speak the truth in front of my wife, fearing that she would destroy my relatives righteously. How miserable!” I also said to him: “I really agree to talk about human feelings and human nature. Every day Standing in line, people become worse than livestock. Ants, wild geese, bees... How many animals are in love with their own kind!" Lao Zhang listed this book as the key book of this year, and I also raised my hands to support it.

But now, I want to write "I do not agree to publish this book"!Am I the editor-in-chief of the publishing house, or the propaganda minister of the provincial party committee?What rights do I have?But why should "I disagree"! It sounds like Lao Zhang is to blame.I took him as my confidant, and gave him all the details about the relationship between Xi Liu and He Jingfu, as well as the discussion of the party committee, and he started to talk to me: "Of course we must respect the opinions of your party committee. But , This kind of thing can’t just be said by our two mouths! Our party committee also needs to study it, please give us a written opinion from your party committee! There are two contents: first, about the author’s situation; second, about your party committee’s opinion on the book Opinion."

Now, all those who become "officials" have learned the skills.When you do anything, you have to calculate the responsibility. If you trace it, how much will fall on you.I changed positions with Lao Zhang, and I will do the same.Otherwise, how to explain to the top and the bottom?How to explain to the author? After returning from the publishing house, I immediately reported to Xi Liu.I thought Xi Liu would readily agree, at most asking me to make a draft.Unexpectedly, he said: "Now, the situation of the party committee is also very complicated! In the past few days, the 'professor', the head of propaganda, the head of the organization, and other members of the party committee, and even some grassroots leading cadres of departments have come to me and disapprove of the party committee. Teachers and students responded strongly. It seems that He Jingfu incited the masses and put pressure on the party committee! I heard that Sun Yue and my precious son spoke for him. Sun Yue Going further and further down the wrong path."

I really wanted to say: "Let's forget it!" But Xi Liu said: "Some people in the party committee were frightened by the Cultural Revolution and the pressure from the masses. I am not afraid! Is there really going to be a second Cultural Revolution? Come on!" Come on! Maybe I've already gone to see Max by then!" And me?I was only fifty-five years old, did I also go to see Marx then? "So, is it in your own name?" I asked him. "That won't work. It's not good for me to come forward directly. I have thought about it. Write a material in your own name, in triplicate: one to the school party committee, one to the publishing house, and one to the provincial party committee propaganda department. I You can add personal opinions on the materials sent to the party committee, and talk to Minister Fu of the Propaganda Department of the Provincial Party Committee in person. As far as I know, he has opinions on the current situation on the ideological front.”

"I heard that he has lived in the hospital for a long time, and he doesn't know how to do it..." I couldn't help but interjected. "You don't understand. His admission to the hospital is a kind of silent protest. He is not responsible for everything at present. We are old comrades-in-arms, and I still don't understand him? Don't understand? You also believe that laymen can't lead experts?" This is obviously to use the means of "passing through the child" and "going through the back door".I know that this way is more effective than the original way.Because Minister Fu is the immediate boss of the publishing house, Lao Zhang is not afraid that the Party Committee of C City University will be able to do it, but he will not be able to do so if he is not afraid of Minister Fu.No one in the publishing system knew that Lao Zhang and Minister Fu had formed a knot in previous campaigns, and the relationship had always been tense.But is it worth getting involved with me?

"I can't do it! Comrade Xi Liu, think about it, I'm just the director of the party committee office!" I expressed my resignation in a tortuous way. "The director of the party committee office is no longer a small cadre!" Xi Liu's mouth twitched, and he smiled and said, "Besides, you are still young. As the saying goes, fifty-five, you are a tiger, and you are in your prime! Now it is emphasized that the leadership team should be younger , you are hopeful." This has the meaning of making a wish.Of course I can hear it.I am fifty-five years old, but I have been in the revolution for forty years.He joined the army at the age of fifteen and was one of the few young and promising leading cadres in Northeast China at the beginning of liberation.However, when Gao and Rao had problems, they were "swept with one wing", and they went downhill ever since.Otherwise, why would I be under someone like Xi Liu?I still don't know how many times he played?The reason why he transferred me to C City University and always "use" me is because I can do things for him that he doesn't know how to do, and he doesn't dare to surpass him. I have braids on my head!Now he has sealed an official position with me!However, in the current situation, it is hard to say whether Xi Liu's position can be kept.If the ideological liberation movement continues to develop, even if Xi Liu is not dismissed, he will not be able to sit on the top chair.Grandma Liu entered the Grand View Garden without touching the door or the road.Can you still be a leader?Therefore, counting on Xi Liu's promotion, there is only a 30% insurance factor.However, as long as he is in office, you must obey him.Otherwise, the promotion will fail, and the little shoes will be worn instead.Once you enter and exit, you will suffer a lot.

"Old You, don't worry. I'm the one to blame if something goes wrong!" Seeing that I didn't speak, Xi Liu cheered me up like this.How did he know that my personality is completely in his own hands.Every leader will say this to his subordinates: "I am responsible for any problems!" But when something really goes wrong, you go to him to see!Either they're running faster than you; or they're out of luck themselves, and can't afford to be held accountable.The way I deal with these leaders is always to "strike back."If he wants to slip away, make sure he cannot slip away, and if he does harm to others, he will harm himself instead.It's unlucky, and I don't care about my 1.2 o'clock disclosure, and I don't think I hurt him. When I was "struggling against selfishness and criticizing revision", I brought out this idea and severely criticized it, and the school worker propaganda team praised me.However, I am still like this: always ready to fight back.Otherwise how can I save myself?

"I don't have any worries. Comrade Xi Liu, I'll show you after I write it!" I replied straightforwardly.Either don’t do it, and do it refreshingly to make him feel comfortable.Anyway, I took notes of every conversation I had with him, ready to be held accountable. In this way, I have to write "I disagree". No matter how you say it, if the responsibility is traced in the future, this material will be settled with me.Did Xiliu tell you to write it?Yes, he is responsible.But are the views in this material all Xiliu’s?It doesn't make sense.Therefore, this material must be carefully considered.

The topic should be changed, the tendency of this topic is too obvious.Tear it up and rewrite it - "About He Jingfu and his book "Marxism and Humanism".Much more peaceful. "Ouch! What are you doing? Hasn't the food been cooked yet?" The wife came back.This head bomber!Relying on the fact that she is ten years younger than me, she climbs on top of me every day.She works in the school library and is not busy.But every day at noon they asked me to wash rice and cook.I ignore her today.write it down— "1. Revisionist views on this book". No, it's not logical.He Jingfu came first in the title, I should write about He Jingfu first.cross out.Then write: "1. About He Jingfu".

What can I say about He Jingfu?I didn't know him before, and now I only know his name.Can what Chen Yuli said count?I asked her to write me a note for reference, but she refused.But she speaks ill of He Jingfu on various occasions where she can speak, and she will definitely bring Sun Yue along with her.I simply don't understand, did He Jingfu offend her, or Sun Yue offended her?Regardless of her, I still write "according to reflection".In the future, I will ask: According to whose reflection?I just said, according to Chen Yuli's reflection.I also recorded what she said at the party committee that day.And I wasn't the only one who heard it.

"Did you hear that? Cooking! I don't have time to make food." With the sound, my ears were clamped by two fingers.She is always like this, no matter whether there is someone or no one.You have to pinch my ears when you are acting like a baby, and you have to pinch my ears when you are angry.There is no way! I smiled at her: "Look, I'm busy! You can work harder today. Don't be an example." She looked down at what I had written and clamped my ears tighter.He let go of the head bomb again: "Write this? Who told you to write it? You are not afraid of being scolded, but I am also afraid of being scolded!" "This is a task assigned by the leader, what should I do if I don't write it?" I said to her gently. "Leader? Which leader? Tell the leader to write it! You go to the reading room of the library to listen. Teachers and students are all talking about it. Why Jingfu is fighting against you. What is He Jingfu doing to you? You go to deal with other people's materials!" "Oh, it's really a scholar who meets a soldier. I can't explain why. I'm doing it for work, not for myself." She curled her lips: "Huh! That sounds good! During the 'Gang of Four', I didn't tell you to work hard, and you said it was for work. What happened? Didn't you just run to Xi Liu obediently and cry bitterly, Admitting that you are doing it for fame and fortune? I feel ashamed! Where is your brain? Forget all of this?" The ears are already hot, and now the face is also a little hot.She was telling the truth. When the "Gang of Four" was rampant, she also pulled my ears every day. "If you want to write, write an article about your son! Sarcastic satirizes the bureaucracy that suppresses talent!" I have three sons.The son she mentioned was born to my ex-wife.Already a worker.This year I want to apply for a postgraduate entrance examination, but the factory leader insists on disagreeing, saying that I cannot do without work.This kind of leadership should be dealt with severely!I have already thought up the title of an essay called "Discrimination of "Work Needs"".I also thought of a pen name: Fang Ru.You can't use your real name, because using your real name will affect your son. "I'll write the article as soon as I finish writing this material, okay? You know, Xi Liu asked me to write it..." She didn't wait for me to finish, and she started to shout again: "What's wrong with Xi Liu! His thinking is rigid! His style of work is not correct! If I had the right to dismiss him, I would have dismissed him long ago! Once I put a black gauze hat on my head, I can never take it off again." Yes, unless you become a counter-revolutionary. What kind of policy is this? I can’t figure it out.” "Okay, okay. Your mind is emancipated and your opinions are correct, but you are not the secretary of the party committee, so I can't listen to you. Go cook, oh!" I wanted to push her away. "Hmph! Don't think about me cooking for you when you do this. Let me ask you, are you carrying a head or a tumor on your shoulder? Do you have any thoughts of your own?" What is it on my shoulders?I can't tell either.Anyway, its task is not to produce ideas.It is hard enough not to have thoughts, but wouldn’t it be even more painful to have thoughts?He Jingfu is thoughtful, how about it?The teachers and students all complained about him!It's useless!Peace and injustice are not based on words, but on power!If you have the power, you can achieve equality; if you don't have power, you can only be unfair.Whoever wants to hold an injustice should always "hold" it! I ignored her and couldn't tell her clearly.I still write, her energy will pass in a while.The title is still not good, so why did He Jingfu have to be mentioned first?Wouldn't it be better to replace it with "Some Situations About the Book "Marxism and Humanism""?tear it up, rewrite "I. Introduction to the Arguments of "Marxism and Humanism". "Are you really not listening?" Unexpectedly, his wife became more and more angry today.How is this going?What did you hear?I had to put down my pen and look at her. "They say you have no brain, no soul, no bones! Look!" She thrust a piece of paper into my hand.a caricature.It must have been drawn by a student!Current students!The title of the cartoon is: "Why Can He Swim Like—Water?" "It depicts a headless man with shoulders shaved into an "A" shape, swimming in the cracks between stones. My face was hot and my throat was dry. "I'm too embarrassed to show it to you! I wish you didn't become this official!" The wife's voice was no longer so high, and she was a little teary. "Crack!" I tore off the few lines I just wrote, crumpled them into balls, and threw them into the wastebasket. Am I a man with his head cut off and his shoulders shaved off?You'll know how big my head is and how broad my shoulders are when I get down to business! "Wash rice and cook!" I said to my wife.The wife laughed.With a childish temper, she is like Cheng Yaojin: after three axes are chopped off, it will be boring. After eating, I lay down comfortably on the bed.Let Xi Liu write it himself!At worst, I will be dismissed from my post... Can a person whose head is cut off still live?People who draw manga can really figure it out!oh!I remember now.A joke was written in some book.Said that a person had his head chopped off, but he didn't know it.He got up from the execution ground, walked out of the city gate, and walked straight home.Halfway there, I was hungry.So I went to buy cakes to eat.The cake seller would not sell it to him: "The head is gone, can I still eat it?" But he must buy it.The cake seller was helpless, so he gave him a cake.When he picked up the cake and put it in his mouth, he realized that his mouth was gone. "I lost my mouth, but he said I lost my head. It doesn't matter if I lose my head, but how can I have no mouth? If I lose my mouth, I can only die!" Thinking of this, he patted his quilt sadly He cut his neck flat and fell to the ground. What does this joke mean?Explain that for some people, the mouth is more important than the head.You can lose anything, but you can't lose your mouth.The students were inspired by this story to draw this cartoon! "I'm off to work! Don't hide it from me!" I heard my wife say vaguely, and I snorted.Really sleepy. Xi Wang opened the door and came in.He went straight to my desk, saw that the report paper was blank, rummaged in the wastebasket, and found the ball of paper. "I knew you would do this! You don't have party spirit, so just show some humanity! Teacher He is a talent, if you don't support him, at least don't destroy him! Why pour cold water on the talent, How about covering it with a layer of frozen soil?" Xi Wang said while reading what I wrote.I couldn't see his face, he turned his back to me. "Don't blame the good man, Xi Wang! Your father asked me to do it! I am also dissatisfied with suppressing talents! My son was suppressed..." I argued. "Hmph! You are only dissatisfied with your son being suppressed! You only remember yourself." He scolded me. "I'm your dad!" I said angrily. "You are using each other!" Xi Wang's voice became more severe. I sat up in bed and tried to kick him out.A student, why come to my house and scold me?Are you the son of Xiliu?Xi Liu doesn't like you. "Hee hee!" I just sat up from the bed when I heard him laughing like this, a very unrestrained smile.I asked, "What are you laughing at?" "No wonder! You are a man without a head and no shoulder blades!" He answered me, still grinning. "Nonsense!" I yelled.But strangely, the voice doesn't seem to be mine.Hoarse?I touched my throat, ah!Adam's apple is big!Laryngeal cancer? "Hee hee!" Xi Wang laughed again. "Get out!" I got out of bed and pushed him. "You changed your head so quickly?" he said, nodding my head.I saw his eyes, shining, merciless mocking.I changed my head?I hurried to the mirror, no!Xi Liu's head is growing on my neck!The Adam's apple I touched just now turned out to be his. "I have to write materials! You sit aside!" I—Xi Liu said to him.He was obedient, and he really walked to the side and sat down, looking at me with twinkling eyes. I spread out the report paper and rewrote the title: "Reasons I Disapprove of Publishing the Book "Marxism and Humanism"", why is this title again?But there is no way, my hands no longer listen to my command. "Ho ho! No way, Lao You! What we want is the opinion of your school party committee, not your personal opinion." Where did Lao Zhang from the publishing house speak to me?I turned my head to look and came across a tall nose.God, Lao Zhang's head has grown to my right shoulder!No, his hairy beard!I didn't have shoulder blades just now, but now I have grown them. Is it just to carry Lao Zhang's head? "Your publishing house has no right to intervene in school affairs! They have the right to report the situation to our Propaganda Department in their own name!" It was Minister Fu's voice.Where is he?I turned my head and neck to look for it, and on the left came across a pair of cool glasses frames.It turned out that Minister Fu's head had grown to my left shoulder. "It's beautiful, this is really a meeting!" I heard Xi Wang say. It's kind of frustrating, you should have come when no one was looking!Isn't this embarrassing me?Where did you hide my head? "Don't worry! Your head is locked in my box!" I didn't say what I was thinking just now, but Chen Yuli's head dropped from mid-air and said to me. I was a little scared, but also a little disgusted: "Thank you! You go back! I'm busy! I need to write materials!" "I'll see how you write it! Here's your staff!" She smiled and moved towards me. "Are you going to grow to my shoulder? Look, can you still squeeze?" I called out to her loudly.However, as soon as I finished speaking, a pair of big hands grabbed my neck tightly, lifted it upwards, and pressed it downwards.My cervical spine bent down, forming an "artificial plain", and Chen Yuli's head jumped up immediately, with the bridge of his nose touching the back of Xi Liu's head. "Let's write!" Xi Liu called. "Let's write!" Lao Zhang called. "Let's write!" Minister Fu called. "Let's write!" Chen Yuli called. "Okay, I'll write." I promised to write, but I couldn't lift my hand.I yelled, "Don't take my hand!" "Hee hee! Interesting! Are you dreaming, Director You?" It was Xi Wang's voice again, strange, why can't I see him again?I rubbed my eyes vigorously, it turned out that Xi Wang was standing in front of me while I was still sleeping on the bed.hell!That damned caricature! "Are you here? Have you been here for a long time?" I hurriedly got up and asked Xi Wang. "I've been here for three minutes! As soon as I came in, I heard you yelling 'Don't hold my hand!' Director You, what dream did you want to do?" Xi Wang smiled and looked me up and down, just like I dreamed just now as seen inOnly three minutes?I had such a long dream in three minutes?I must have started dreaming after he came in.I must have felt him coming when I was half asleep. "Sit down! I have a severe neurasthenia, and I often dream. It seems that I dreamed of playing basketball with my students. When I was shooting, someone grabbed my hand, haha! Absurd dream!" I babbled nonsense and walked to the desk In front of him, pretending to be unintentional, he rummaged through the wastebasket. The ball of paper he just threw away was still there, and it didn't look like someone had touched it.spit!Me too!Where would Xi Wang go through my wastebasket?But what was he doing here? "Is there anything you can do for me, Xi Wang?" I poured him a glass of boiled water and asked him. "It's okay to say something is wrong, and it's okay to say nothing." He replied. "Didn't you go home to see your father?" I guessed his purpose of coming. "No," he said, and grew older. "Director You, I want to talk to you." "Wow! What are we talking about?" I asked. "About Mr. He's book publishing. I think my father must have you in this matter. I want to hear your opinion." I remembered that cartoon again.Was it painted by Xi Wang?I've never heard of him having the talent to draw manga.However, today's young people are very ghostly.Do you know what they will and won't do?Maybe it was painted by Xi Wang, you mean guy!He didn't come to collect comic material, did he?I'm really afraid of these "little grandpas". "What am I in the party committee? A director of the office. It's not up to me to decide anything. I'm just an executor." I carefully selected words and sentences. "Whether it's the decider or the executor, what do you think?" He asked me unhurriedly, as if he was my boss. "Me? Of course, my mind is not as liberated as yours. However, I am opposed to the suppression of talents. My son is a suppressed young man." Why, exactly the same as what was said in the dream?hell!What a hell of a day! "It depends on how you say it. Some people, when they are on top of themselves, are very anxious, can scream and jump. But this does not prevent them from being on top of others." Strange, what Xi Wang said was the same as what I heard in my dream.I looked at him in surprise, what happened today? "Director You, I know that my speech is of no use to you. But I still want to talk. You should see clearly the current situation. The trend of science and democracy is irresistible. But my father completely ignored it. At this point, his thinking has become extremely rigid. I can't change him, and you can't change him. However, you and I can weaken his influence and role. You are his confidant, and I am his son and his On the contrary, it is entirely possible for us to weaken his influence from different angles!" It is often heard that Xiliu's son is not simple, but he has never talked alone.Seeing you today is really well-deserved.Not at all like a young man!Like a political expert!I have to be careful.I thought about it and said to him: "I don't understand what you mean. Comrade Xi Liu's thinking may be a bit conservative. However, his position is different from ours, so he must consider issues comprehensively and thoughtfully. We are not in the position, do not plan for the government, and speak and act out of line Of course it’s not a big problem, but we should understand his difficulty as a leader, right?” He smiled, a mocking look. "We don't have to agree on my father's evaluation! I believe you can see it more clearly than I do. But your status determines that you will not admit the truth. Let me be straightforward, Director You, if you don't write this for him It will take a lot of work for him to suppress Mr. He! He himself refuses to come forward directly." I was startled!Does he know that I'm going to write materials?I involuntarily moved the wastebasket from near him to the back of my chair out of his sight. "What material to write?" I pretended not to understand. "You don't have to hide it from me, I know everything. There is no impenetrable wall," he said, looking at me sharply. Did the wife go out and talk?This head bomber can do this kind of thing! "Xi Wang, I really don't understand. You have such good learning conditions. If you study hard, it is safe to study abroad in the future. Why bother with these nosy things?" I changed the subject and asked him earnestly. "Going to university and studying abroad can only be for one purpose: to transform China. What I am doing now is consistent with my purpose. I am not a dreamer." I am simply amazed!How could Xi Liu have such a son?Jia Baoyu was born in Jia's mansion, and it was not good to love or give up.It is also "Qi Shuo". "Look, can you consider my opinion?" He asked me again. "Of course, I can consider anyone's opinion." I replied. His eyes flashed quickly on my face, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.He stood up and said goodbye to me politely: "Excuse me. The opinion may not be right. Just for your reference!" After sending Xi Wang away, I sat in front of the desk like a lost soul.To write, or not to write?Think again!Think of your own son.It is better to write essays first, and complain for my son! I picked up the pen again and wrote the title of the essay on the report paper: "Distinguishing "Work Needs"".Just as I was about to write, a woman's voice sounded outside the door: "Old You, Lao Xi asked me to come and see you!" Chen Yuli came.I quickly tore off the title of the essay I had just written, crumpled it into a ball of paper and threw it into the wastebasket. "County magistrate" is not as good as "current management", I still have to listen to Xiliu.I'm always ready to fight back.What's the use of Xi Wang's disapproval?Tell him to settle accounts with his father! "Comrade Yuli, please! Look, I'm starting to write—" Chen Yuli's head and face moved in front of me, but it was on her own shoulders.