Chapter 23 twenty-three

The next day, I sat in his big car and felt so guilty, as if I wasn't sitting on the chassis of the car, but on top of him.But I am also ashamed to be aware of the hypocrisy of this guilt: I can no longer be said to be involuntarily involved in an inexplicable relationship, but deliberately want to wedged in. However, Hai Xixi's attitude towards me was even worse.His heart is not as complicated as mine.He is like the sky that hangs high above our heads, and any cloud will cast a shadow on the ground.And his face today indicates that there will be a storm.The first car was loaded—of course I did it alone, and I was still sitting on the rear end of the car just like yesterday.

The car staggered out of the village and onto the road. "Crack!" I was whipped loudly on the face!I covered my burning cheeks and turned to look at Hai Xixi.With his back to me, he was sitting on the shaft of the cart, driving the animals as usual, as if he didn't notice that the whip was whipping someone.This kind of thing is also common: the whips for driving carts in the Northwest region, the leather rope is one and a half times longer than the whip rod, such as the fishing rod for fishing.The driver whipped his whip, and if he was not careful, the whip would also hit the driver.A handlebar in the labor reform farm was extended for one year in labor reform just because he whipped the correctional cadre who was hitchhiking.Afterwards, he joined the brigade, crying and saying that he did not do it unintentionally. His wife raised a rabbit and was waiting for him to go back for the Spring Festival... Maybe he did not do it on purpose, maybe he did it on purpose. The four-toothed iron fork on the compost pile is propped in front of him to protect himself.

Hai Xixi was very skilled in beating the whip, and she was also very accurate in pulling away from the things behind her.After a while, the tip of his whip swung back again.I raised the iron fork to block it, and the iron fork clanked.This whip is stronger, and if I don't block it, it will hit me right in the face.Along the way, he whipped his whip a few times like this, but I stopped him, and I was irritated by this ridiculous situation.His slightly hunched back no longer showed a dull and distressed look, but in my eyes, it was a disgusting, hateful silence that concealed murderous intent!I feel like I'm doing everything right!I am worthy of no one, especially this Haixixi.Fate has made this arrangement for us; why should the red soldiers be guilty of being ahead of the black pawns? !

I loaded the third car, and the other big cars just came back from the first trip.All the wagons, except those driven by the "dead dog", gathered again by the manure pile in front of the horse.Shouts, whips, horseshoes, yelling of fattening women...the sound was very lively.At this moment, Hai Xixi, with a pale face and provocative eyes flashing, came towards me from the corner where he was squatting. "Quickly pack! You bastard!" He shook his whip, his short thick hair was sticking out like a bush, and obvious blue veins protruded from his temples, "Don't fall if you lose your waist and legs. Can't get up! Quick, quick!"

□All sounds stopped, like a stone thrown into a pond full of frogs.I felt that people's eyes were all on us all at once.In the first moment, I was still terrified: Maybe... maybe, something will happen, I will be beaten... But I realized that those with lantana flowers in their eyes seemed to be testing my eyesight , self-esteem overwhelmed fear.I threw the iron fork in front of him, pretending to step aside to rest, but in fact I wanted to get away from him. "Slow?" I said angrily, "You should do something twice. You can pretend..." "What? Are you still stubborn?..." He strode up to me with a few strides , "You do it! If you don't do it, Kafele, who will do it?!"

The people around the compost heap laughed.I didn't know what he meant by "cafele" but thought it was a very dirty insult.At the same time, his menacing posture frightened me again. I wanted to overwhelm him with one sentence, so that he would not dare to speak again, so I didn't care whether it was true or not, and shouted loudly: "I know why you are like a mad dog, but It’s because I ran into you for stealing something yesterday!” To my surprise, not only was he not overwhelmed, but trembling with anger, he pointed at me and his lips twitched, as if he was silently reciting some mysterious words.After two or three seconds like this, he seemed to regain his breath, and yelled: "Bear! Kafer, Dussman! Kafer, Dussman! You don't eat less! I want to let your blood go!..."

His voice suddenly became extremely sharp, as if the soundtrack had been split.While cursing, he threw down his whip, pounced on me, grabbed both sides of my padded jacket with both hands, and with an effortless swing, my feet left the ground and made a 360-degree rotation.I didn't know how many times I spun around, and then suddenly shoved me, throwing me on the compost heap like a dead chicken.I didn't expect him to swing me.When he was yelling, I thought he was going to use the whip anyway.And in the public, there will be no one to interfere, at least Captain Xie will stand up, so that I can expose the tricks he played on the road.Now, I became very embarrassed, covered in loess horse dung, like a donkey rolled on the ground.For a few seconds, I gasped on my stomach on the compost heap.The spinning in the air has made me lose my mind, and I only see the fierce and violent flash in Haixixi's eyes, ① Kafele: Arabic, heathen.Duesman: Persian, enemy.They are all colloquial languages ​​spoken in rural Ningxia and are still used in some areas.I could only hear the laughter of men and women beside the compost heap, but my anger suddenly made me very excited. This excitement is the excitement of facing something that has never been experienced, like a person who finally sees something that has never been seen before. The long-awaited sea that I have passed and longed for, I want to jump in with open arms and take a dip. "Come on!" I repeated in my heart, "Come on!..."

I simply rolled on the spot, rolled to the side of the iron fork I had just dropped, picked up the iron fork, and stood up.Jump into the sea!Jump into the sea!With the strength of standing up, I threw it with the momentum, and the iron fork flew towards him like a javelin with a whoosh. "Ah!" The male and female farmers and workers exclaimed in admiration.Hai Xixi dodged slightly, and the iron fork stuck on the earthen wall of the horse house, poked four white spots, and fell to the ground with a bang. I heard a hint of admiration from the exclamation of the male and female farmers and workers, and even saw a trace of panic in Hai Xixi's eyes when he dodged.Instead of pricking him, it mustered my courage.Jump into the sea!Jump into the sea!I jumped under the earth wall in two or three steps, and picked up the iron fork to stab him.Hai Xixi obviously didn't expect that I would go crazy and resist.When I ran over, he stood in front of the earthen wall in amazement, as if waiting for me to stab him.I stabbed at his thigh with a fork, and he grabbed the fork, still hesitating, not knowing what to do.And I lifted my left foot and kicked him in the groin.

"Ouch!" He bent down in pain and lowered his head, as if looking for where I kicked.Immediately, he raised his head suddenly, his eyes flashed with ferocious rage, his cheeks trembled, he grabbed my fork with one hand, and spread the five fingers of the other hand, like an eagle about to take off.Facing such a burly giant, I started to panic like him just now.I waited blankly for his slap. But at this time, the male and female farm workers beside the compost heap had already surrounded them. "Okay, okay! Xixizi, you swung him once, and he kicked you twice!" "Ha Xiong! He is a scholar and can read, and you will never be able to read it in your life! What are you bullying people for?!" "Fuck! Dogs are anxious to jump over the wall, and people are anxious to call your mother. You don't even pretend to be a car, and... I haven't seen him want to fight you hard!" "Just play a little bit! You are Why are you full?!"

"..." Captain Xie was the most authoritative.With one hand behind his back, he pointed at Hai Xixi with the other, as if he was holding some powerful weapon behind his back, and it was a bit like Mr. Dong Heng admonishing a naughty boy: "I see how you dare to behave today! I Let's see what you dare to do today!..." Hai Xixi looked angrily at Captain Xie, then at me with flaming eyes, and pulled the fork pole into his arms hard, before I was pulled down by him Quickly let go of your hand.Gritting his teeth, he swung the fork halfway into the sky with a "huh".The iron fork spun glidingly, drew a parabola with a long span, and fell into a dry ditch far away.

Everyone's emotions relaxed.I don't know who picked up my cotton hat.The ear protectors of the cotton cap were torn, and the wings were drooping like a dead crow.A young farm worker giggled and pinned the dead crow on my head from the back of my head, and patted me on the head as if encouraging.That's when I started to look around.I don't know what attitude lantana took during the whole process. At this time, she was walking towards the dry ditch with her back turned to the crowd.My team members were still standing by the compost heap, watching with interest in a neutral attitude. Of course, I can no longer be in the same car as Hai Xixi.Captain Xie made some adjustments, called "Director of the Sales Department" and Hai Xixi, and I went back to the "Dead Dog Pie" handlebar car. The "director of the sales department" said he would not do it.Hai Xixi "Pfft! spit! "He spit twice on the palm of his hand, and picked up his iron fork: "Bear!I don't want anyone, I'll play alone! " He flew the iron fork like a madman, filled the car, raised the whip, and drove away alone.Lantana found my iron fork.She placed her cross in my hand like a banner of triumph. "Here!" she said again in a low voice, "Look at you, the buttons are all gone, I'll nail them on for you later." I lowered my head, only to find that I was baring my breasts, and the buttons were all covered by Hai Xixi Pulled off.