Chapter 27 Huahua said: Mother, I'll call you on your cell phone, why don't you answer it (1)

Huahua's surname is Qu, called Quhuahua, the child of Bian Yin and Qu Jianxin.Qu Jianxin is Bian Yin's husband and works in the Lanzhou Finance Bureau.Originally, Bian Yin could stay in Xi'an after graduating from college, and she also thought that she would be a native of Xi'an in the future, and Lanzhou would only go back to visit relatives.Bian Yin was able to return to Lanzhou after graduation and marry Qu Jianxin, there is a story to tell.Everything starts with Bian Yin's college life. Bian Yin became a famous figure in the foreign language department within half a semester after entering the university.She is beautiful, has a temperament that is unwilling to be quiet, loves to show off and is active. Her dancing talent in high school has given her the opportunity to fully display it in her active university life. bar" words.Every weekend, a certain corner of the school cannot do without a dance party. No matter which department or class holds it, seeing such a poster, Bian Yin's heart can't help dancing.When she appeared on the dance floor dressed brightly, her outstanding appearance could attract many eyes; when she danced, her skillful dancing skills, dexterous dancing posture, and flexible figure lit up the students present. Many people know her through just one or two dances, and know that she is from the 86th grade English class of the Department of Foreign Languages.Some knew her name by twists and turns, and some knew her even though they couldn't pronounce her name.

She is not only good at ballroom dancing, but also talented in other forms of dance.Soon after entering the school, she was selected into the school's dance team, and in a dance performance, she independently danced a section of the Xinjiang dance "Anaguli's Joy", which made her more well-known.After that, everyone knew about her and talked about her, but she didn't know everyone.Soon, she had a pronoun: Xihua from the Department of Foreign Languages.Students who don't know her but know her, call her "the flower of the foreign language department".If you see her in the cafeteria, on campus or in a certain class, some classmates will always look at her, and sometimes they will involuntarily say: Look, that is the department flower of the foreign language department.

Bian Yin, a tie flower, is not only beautiful and has outstanding dancing skills, but also has a unique style standing on the trial stage.Contrary to her cousin Bian Yue, who also studied in normal school, she has guts, her dynamism comes naturally, and she can't help showing herself fully even in the scene. She has confidence and courage, and she has the capital to show off.For her, the trial podium is not for lectures, but for a stage. When she gets on it, she has to perform to her heart's content and win applause.With beliefs and goals, people's mobility and flexible instincts come.Every time he got on the podium, Bian Yin entered the realm of performance, devotion, ecstasy, passion, sensationalism, and integrated an ordinary speech with personal artistic color. Although it was a bit exaggerated, it brought a kind of transcendence I feel that the teachers and students here enjoy it as if they were watching a performance, and remember her full of voice and emotion.In fact, her English pronunciation and her ability to express problems are all general, but her performance is unusual. "Limelight" is always impressive, and I can't help but spread it by word of mouth.In this way, her demeanor on the podium is as famous as her dancing.

In 1987, her cousin Bian Yinxi became famous, which brought even more fame to Bian Yin.She is not like Bian Yue and Bian Qiao, in this regard, she has no mentality of detachedness, and she does not restrain the pride and pride that come from it at all. She adds a layer of glory to the pride she already has. The weight makes the students jealous.Everyone memorized Bian Yinxie's name, and Bian Yin's name was blurted out, and the usual and mediocre pronoun was replaced by the specific "Bian Yin".She was literally famous.Her pride was in full bloom in her heart, high in her face, and her words were in a crisp tone.

The beautiful Bian Yin has been pursued by boys all the time since she entered school.With her fame, more people will pursue her; there are people from any grade and department.Those who are bold enough to confide directly to her; those who are reserved, send love letters or notes.Bian Yin is defiant. Pride is part of it. The main reason is that before entering the teacher college, she has set a rule in her heart that she will never fall in love with her classmates, no matter how outstanding the other party is.Unlike her cousin Bian Lang, she did it for the sake of studying well.She is snobbish, and she doesn't like the college she went to at all. If she wants to find someone with a bachelor's degree or above; not only the person has a high education, but also the person's appearance, temperament, family, and other aspects are all good.

Bian Yin's view was not taught by anyone, since she had a vague concept of "love", she had dreamed of it like this.Her concept has been hazy since junior high school.She was influenced by the fantasy of "Prince Charming" since she was a child. In her imagination, the Prince Charming, in addition to being vaguely handsome, is also associated with the royal family and the palace, which is inseparable from wealth and luxury; since childhood, she She had such an impression deeply, and she was fascinated by it.If "Prince Charming" was placed in a poor environment, she would not even dare to think about it.Poverty always reminded her of hard workers and farmers, and such images were always associated with dark skin, unclean and rough, so how could it work?Prince Charming is again to be compared with the beautiful princess.She and her younger sister have been called "Flower" by the people in the courtyard since she was a child, and she has cultivated her psychological advantages long ago. Associating herself with Prince Charming is a conscious and firm dream of a girl like her, which cannot be destroyed.When I grow up, although I no longer fantasize about Prince Charming beyond reality and boundless, that basic element is laid the foundation in the concept.What Bian Yin is looking for is the Prince Charming in real life.

Before entering school, Bian Yin's imagination was still limited. She didn't think about realizing her dream when she was in school. She didn't go to an undergraduate school, so how could she realize it?What she thinks is that after graduation, once she joins the workforce, with her outstanding qualifications, there must be countless people who want to introduce her to her. At that time, she will put forward her request and choose carefully.She is very confident. But after entering school, the university environment opened her horizons.She saw that the dances of their school and the dances of other universities were open to students from all schools.I don't know when this tradition started, and it doesn't matter.Anyway, it was a great pleasure for Bian Yin, he could dance and meet students from other schools at the same time.The psychology of hoping to meet a Prince Charming arises.

In the first half of her sophomore year, at the National Day Ball held by the school, Bian Yin met a boy from another school who called her Shangxin.The boy's name is Yi Ning, a fourth-year student in the Department of Electronic Engineering of Jiaotong University.Yi Ning was able to come to the teacher's college to attend the ball because he wanted to meet Bian Yin.Yi Ning has a classmate whose classmate is in the teacher's college, and he was admitted by tutoring, so he is one level lower than Yi Ning and the others, and he is in the third grade of the teacher's college.Once, that classmate came to Jiaotong University for a visit, and during the chat with the classmates in the cafeteria, they mentioned movies, and then mentioned that Bian Yin in his school was the cousin of the star Bian Yinhe, and casually said that Bian Yin was also an outstanding student in his school. figure.Yi Ning sat at the dining table with them and heard it by ear.He was calm on the surface, but in his heart he wanted to meet and even know Bian Yin.Yi Ning is known as a "handsome talent" in their electronic engineering department. He is handsome and has excellent academic performance.It is only natural for a young talented man to fall in love with a beautiful woman.

The National Day Ball held by the Teachers College was a great opportunity, so Yi Ning brought a few classmates to the dance.Before the dance started, he saw Bian Yin.He had never met Bian Yin, so naturally he couldn't recognize Bian Yin.But facing Bian Yin, the students next to him pointed out, and when Yi Ning heard it, he knew who Bian Yin was.At first glance, Bian Yin, whose hair is tied up high and looks like a dancer, is really beautiful.He consciously moved to a position not far from Bian Yin, and his eyes followed Bian Yin's movements from then on.The dance music played, and a boy stepped forward to invite Bian Yin to dance. Bian Yin smiled and entered the venue with the other party, swimming skillfully in the center of the dance floor with his hands on his shoulders. The jumping colorful lights made her appearance change colorfully, making her look hazy and charming. .Yi Ning watched Bian Yin dance one piece, and then two more. Before the third piece was over, he made preparations to invite Bian Yin to dance.As soon as Bian Yin walked out of the dance floor, Yi Ning greeted him.He stepped forward and said "Hello" to Bian Yin, and then invited Bian Yin to dance with him to the next song.Bian Yin looked at Yi Ning, and immediately concluded that he was from another school. She was familiar with almost all the male dancers in this school and the boys who had the courage to invite her to dance.Yi Ning generously stretched out his right hand, shook hands with Bian Yin, and introduced himself.Bian Yin's eyes couldn't help but flashed brightly.They first got to know each other with a good impression, and after that, they had contacts.

Yi Ning didn't have a girlfriend, and he confessed his desire to pursue Bian Yin when they dated for the third time.Bian Yin accepted without hesitation.Yi Ning's personal situation is in front of him, which meets the standard in Bian Yin's mind.I also know a thing or two about his family situation during the contacts.Yi Ning, who lives in Xi'an, his parents are college graduates, one is a deputy bureau-level cadre, the other is an associate professor of the university, he has two siblings, the elder sister has just graduated from graduate school and is already working, his family situation and living conditions can be described as superior.With such good conditions, Yi Ning certainly had a girlfriend.Bian Yin was a coincidence. Yi Ning broke up with his girlfriend in the last semester. His girlfriend was from a different department from the same school. The reason for breaking up was simple, that is, they couldn't get along.

Bian Yin and Yi Ning got better, and she stopped dancing on weekends. Yi Ning led her into another space, their free space. She learned the intimacy hidden in the corner with her lover, and learned to enjoy being with her. Although the lover's love and affection, this kind of attraction pleasure is silent, but the enthusiasm of the induction is unparalleled in other forms.The liveliness on the dance floor is vain, can end abruptly, and is fleeting; this kind of experience is unforgettable, imprinted in the mind, and can't be forgotten even if you want to.A little bit of novelty goes deep, beyond their control, and they enter the deepest level.However, after going deeper, Yi Ning's face sank into indifference.He did not see that Bian Yin was "red".That first time was in a spare room in Yi Ning's house, where there were simple furniture and beds.Before the experience, Yi Ning put a light green pillow cover under Bian Yin's body, but after that, there was nothing they thought they would see, the pillow cover was still green, but there were a few more wrinkles.Yi Ning doubted, Bian Yin sobbed helplessly and aggrieved.Said that she had never even kissed another man before, who knows what's going on!Yi Ning seemed to believe it or not, remained silent for a moment, and pretended to be grand that he was not traditional, but he was a little awkward in his heart, because he cared too much about her and loved her too much.Bian Yin lowered his head and said he knew, but he didn't know how to explain it.Although she had never done it before, the facts embarrassing her, she was really taken advantage of. Yi Ning is fine on the surface, but Bian Yin has been brooding about his disappointment in his heart.She thought there was something wrong with her body, so she went to see a doctor.After learning about her situation, the doctor said with a smile that it was her dancing practice that "broke" her, which is a very normal, natural and common phenomenon.Hearing this, Bian Yin was overjoyed, and when he saw Yi Ning again, after explaining, his legs split a vertical fork on the floor.Yi Ning had no new reaction, he just said that he believed in Bian Yin, and she didn't need to explain it so hard.After all, he smiled lightly.Seeing that he didn't care, Bian Yin really felt that he had done too much.In this way, that matter is completely over.The two then fell in love. A year later, Yi Ning graduated and was assigned to a research institute.After taking part in work, he and Bian Yin still maintain the habit of dating on weekends.Every time, after they got together for a while alone, Bian Yin followed Yi Ning to his house. Yining's parents were already satisfied with the beautiful and lively Bian Yin. They liked her, so they treated her warmly, and they would do it every time she came Good food and good food on the table.Bian Yin is very good at doing things. Every time she came to Yi Ning's house, she would take the initiative to apply for help with work. In fact, she was unwilling to work. She didn't want to make her soft hands rough and dirty her neat clothes.Yi Ning's parents liked her courteousness. If they liked her, they couldn't bear to ask her to do it. It was in response to Bian Yin's sincerity.Although she is not engaged yet, getting along with Yi Ning and his family is actually better than a family. In order to prepare early, soon after the second semester of Bian Yin's third grade started, Yi Ning's parents had already contacted her future work unit in Xi'an.The radio station is a very good unit too.Bian Yin thought joyfully, how many classmates would envy her future life.The unit has just been finalized, and Yi Ning has another good news. He will be sent by his unit to study in the United States for three months.It seemed like a good thing at the time, but not in retrospect.The subsequent changes were triggered during the three months when Yi Ning was not around. After Yi Ning went to the United States, Bian Yin would still go to Yining's house on weekends, and it was a foregone conclusion to become a family, in fact, he was going back to his own home.After following the rules for a month, Bian Yin seldom went to Yining's house for weekends.This weekend, she has new plans.Once, at a dance at Northwestern University, she met a young and handsome art teacher in the art department.The teacher's surname is Dong, and Bian Yin calls him Teacher Dong.Teacher Dong took the initiative to invite Bian Yin to a dance, and asked her out of the dance hall to sit in a cafe outside the school.Bian Yin was able to go with him entirely because of Teacher Dong's handsome appearance and suave temperament.At that time, I didn't think too much about it, but I just wanted to meet people like Mr. Dong who are engaged in art and broaden their interpersonal relationship.However, Teacher Dong didn't mean that. When they parted that day, he hugged Bian Yin and kissed her.There was no coercion, everything was natural. At that time, Mr. Dong sent Bian Yin to the bus stop. He looked at her affectionately and said softly: You are so beautiful, I can't help but want to get close to your heart.This was an expression similar to a line, and Bian Yin couldn't help being moved, and before he could respond, Teacher Dong hugged her tightly, and then kissed her.Bian Yin couldn't help being drawn into the situation he created by Teacher Dong. After entering, she tasted the beauty. Teacher Dong dedicated her a soothing and romantic light music.Afterwards, let her reminisce.The aftertaste is accompanied by guilt, thinking that I have Yi Ning, how could I do that? The guilt continued, so Teacher Dong came to find Bian Yin on the weekend.At that time, Bian Yin was preparing to go to Yi Ning's house.Teacher Dong said that he would invite her to watch a Japanese movie, and the tickets have already been bought.As soon as Teacher Dong came to Bian Yin, she didn't have the courage to refuse, she was still attracted to him, which was more interesting and refreshing than staying with Yi Ning's parents.That night, after watching the movie, Teacher Dong invited Bian Yin to sit in the coffee shop where they sat for the first time. Teacher Dong always touched Bian Yin's heart with his affectionate gaze and soft tone, making her appreciate and accept , could not help dispelling the guilt, and willingly followed his feelings.Walking down, she followed him into his dormitory from the coffee shop.After that, she couldn't go anymore, and threw herself into Teacher Dong's arms until dawn.What kind of night was that night?Thinking of it, Bian Yin became drunk.It was an extremely gentle vortex, she was so absorbed in herself that she was weak and weak, her mind followed her body; that night, Bian Yin had a deep understanding of what "temptation" is.Once you taste it, it's hard to resist.They are like each other. They taste it, they don't talk about love with each other, they don't talk about love, and they don't touch anyone.Mr. Dong opened the net first, and he didn't talk about it, because he answered Bian Yin's heart, and he didn't want to talk about it.She understands rationally or utilitarianly that she must not leave Yi Ning easily.Teacher Dong is a foreigner, and he lives alone in Xi'an. He will be romantic and gentle again. In reality, his position cannot be compared with that of Yi Ning.Her thoughts are realistic, but she refuses to give up the fresh taste she has tasted, she thinks, she will give up when Yi Ning comes back.She was dealing with reality.She seldom goes to Yi Ning's house on weekends, always citing her busy homework before graduation as an excuse.She often doesn't go to Yining's house, and Yining's parents care about her as much as they miss their own children; when they miss her, they come to school to visit her, and give her a bagful of delicious food and a thermos of good food, but They came three times, but they didn't meet her once, so they gave the things to her classmates in the same dormitory, and asked them to pass them to her.Afterwards, I called her and asked her, her brain turned very fast, and she had her explanation every time, which sounded reasonable, once said that she happened to buy sanitary napkins, and turned the street by the way; once said that she had just finished reading When I got dizzy, I went for a walk with my classmates; once I said that she was actually in the library, but my classmates didn't know and thought she had gone out.Yi Ning's parents didn't think much about it, and believed it every time.However, once, Yining's parents sent Yining's older sister to visit her at school. Yining's older sister went with her boyfriend. On the way to school, they saw Bian at the bus stop across the road. Yin and Teacher Dong were talking and laughing. Teacher Dong put his arms around Bian Yin and kissed her face in public.Yi Ning's sister and her boyfriend looked at each other in blank dismay. They were both discerning people, so there was no need to ask any more questions. Yi Ning's family was very calm and continued to listen to Bian Yin's lies.When Yi Ning was assigned after graduation, after Yi Ning returned from the United States, his parents and sister explained the matter clearly, and naturally asked Yi Ning to cut off his relationship with Bian Yin.Yi Ning thought of Bian Yin's lack of "redness" for the first time, shook his head, and made up his mind to break off ties with Bian Yin.Facing Yi Ning's pressing questions step by step, Bian Yin couldn't justify himself. After breaking off the relationship with Yi Ning, the graduation assignment unit that I had contacted before is gone.At that time, the allocation of students was basically over, and the allocation was a two-way choice. Since Bian Yin was no longer in the scope of allocation, the school did not assign her a unit.However, there are still some units that require people, either schools in counties around Xi'an, or schools in some small cities, that need English teachers.Naturally, Bian Yin would not go.She went to the doctor in a hurry to find Mr. Dong, and said in a desperate tone that he left her in Xi'an, and she would marry him.Teacher Dong gave her a shocking answer, saying that he had a girlfriend and was in Japan, and he would leave within two years at most.Bian Yin was angry, but he said in a somewhat dependent tone, you caused me to be like this, you have to make up for me, you must find a good job for me in Xi'an!Teacher Dong said softly, as if reasoning: First, our business is mutual wish, it is too boring for you to say that, you are not a child, I tricked you, you are an adult, you should have your own Judgment ability; second, I have no background and no interpersonal relationship in Xi'an, and we art people are not good at engaging in vulgar activities, so I can't help you.After all, he said "I'm sorry" as if reading a line, which sounded sincere, but Bian Yin was so sick that he wanted to vomit.A handsome man who was not practical, she thought, would be a turnoff. I ran by myself, but I didn't find a suitable unit.Bian Yin was so discouraged that he wanted to go back to Lanzhou.I think Lanzhou is not much worse than Xi'an, and it's no big deal to go back.Naturally, she couldn't tell the truth to her parents about the actual situation, she lied simply and simply, she said that it was Yi Ning who went to the United States and changed his mind.Shame is also like the excitement of a dance hall, fleeting.She thought that when she returned to Lanzhou, she had to find a good unit. Thinking about who could help her find a job, Bian Yin saw a name named Qu Jianxin in her address book, and her eyes lit up.Qu Jianxin is a young man, neither her classmate nor her friend, but a colleague of her high school classmates. She has only met Qu Jianxin once.It was in the second year of university, when a classmate and Qu Jianxin went to Xi'an on a business trip, they stopped by the school to visit her, and Qu Jianxin followed.Qu Jianxin's overall appearance is vague in retrospect.But there is one key point that she can remember without effort. Qu Jianxin is the son of a cadre, and he is also a small official in the unit.His unit is the Finance Bureau, and she has his unit's phone number, so she can call Qu Jianxin directly. When Bian Yin called, Qu Jianxin seemed very pleasantly surprised. Bian Yin just said that she had something to ask him, but Qu Jianxin said no problem, no problem, and immediately said, he treats guests, and they meet and talk. It seemed that he was begging Bian Yin.Qu Jianxin's hospitality was beyond Bian Yin's expectation, but he quickly dismissed it. The man was used to her hospitality, and she was used to it long ago, so she readily accepted Qu Jianxin's treat. Bian Yin and Qu Jianxin met at a Sichuan restaurant.Qu Jianxin arrived first, Bian Yin forgot Qu Jianxin's appearance, went into the restaurant, looked around, and Qu Jianxin took the initiative to greet him.Qu Jianxin wore a short-sleeved white shirt with his waist tucked into his trousers and a crocodile belt. He was of medium height, not fat, but his face was somewhat round. He had big eyes, a bit like Mao Yongming, a former star. looks.The whole has a well-regulated, honest and self-denying temperament.His appearance was beyond Bian Yin's expectation, better than her "impression".In Bian Yin's view, Qu Jianxin's face was somewhat official; it was not handsome, but it looked pleasing to the eye.After being seated, Qu Jianxin ordered delicious and expensive dishes, and Bian Yin was polite.Qu Jianxin said with a smile: I am honored to have dinner with you. Before eating two bites, Qu Jianxin was eager to know about Bian Yin's courtship, and Bian Yin said it directly.She wanted to ask which unit Qu Jianxin's parents were cadres, so she had to make a calculation in her heart, but she didn't have the nerve to ask immediately.She didn't ask, Qu Jianxin took the initiative to report it, saying that his father is the office director of the city government, and it would definitely not be a problem to contact her with a good unit, and asked where Bian Yin likes to go?Bian Yin answered wisely, saying that you think it is a good unit as long as it is.She thought, with Qu Jianxin and his father's insight, their vision was only higher than her own.Qu Jianxin nodded and said "no problem".Bian Yin was overjoyed, and even said thank you, thinking that she had found the right person, and there was no need to entrust anyone else. She really found the right person. In less than a week, Qu Jianxin gave her the news, saying that he had contacted the audit school for her and would naturally become an English teacher.In a technical secondary school like an audit school, English is just a pretentious display. The English teacher is much easier than in a middle school.She knew these things when she was in the teacher's college. For those of them who will be teachers in the future, naturally the students have already understood which teachers are easy to do.Who wouldn't want to do something effortless and flattering?At least Bian Yin likes it, so she will have spare time to enjoy her personal life.She likes the variety in her life. A week later, Bian Yin completed his own formalities.She was in time for the summer vacation, and it was more than a month before she went to work.In this leisure, she and Qu Jianxin established a love relationship in lightning speed.Before, Bian Yin never thought that she would fall in love with Qu Jianxin.Naturally, it was Bian Yin who Qu Jianxin pursued.Qu Jianxin told Bian Yin that he was a little obsessed with her the first time he saw her, but he knew it was impossible, so what should he do.But I haven't met the right one for more than a year.God is really good-looking, and he called Bian Yin to come to him, and he sighed: It seems that they are destined to each other. After getting acquainted with Qu Jianxin, Bian Yin felt that others were good, simple, stable, and warm-hearted. Like all things, they instinctively felt that they were mechanically imprinted in her brain, but did not enter her heart. tempted.Qu Jianxin is not handsome, he is full of realism, simple, regular, and pragmatic posture, lacking romantic temperament and free and easy demeanor, he is just an ordinary person, and he will never be a "Prince Charming".Apart from not thinking about it, she also thought that Qu Jianxin had a girlfriend or was married; she even thought that Qu Jianxin was five or six years older than her.After asking, I found out that she was only two years older than her.She looks "older" than her actual age.Qu Jianxin graduated from a finance school with a technical secondary school education, which is far from the most basic "big book" standard in her mind.Even if Qu Jianxin is studying by himself, it is still not ideal to get a college diploma after self-study.When Qu Jianxin expressed himself to Bian Yin, he was not unconfident. This was the only thing that made Bian Yin feel that he had a taste.What is qualified is his family conditions and his unit.On a comprehensive basis, Bian Yin felt that Qu Jianxin was qualified internally and unqualified externally, which was 50-50.But when she thinks of Mr. Dong who is "outside" qualified, she thinks that practicality is much more practical than gorgeous; coupled with the vision opened by finding a unit, she also understands pragmatism. "Inside" is more important than "outside".Qu Jianxin should probably be preferable. Even if she has a tendency, choosing not to choose Qu Jianxin and Bian Yin is still a headache. She doesn't want to give up Qu Jianxin's "inside", but also rejects his "outside". Her dream is to find someone like Yi Ning. Well-rounded people.What would she do if she followed Qu Jianxin and met someone better?If you don't follow Qu Jianxin, what if you can't meet someone better than him?Soon she was relieved easily, she thought, falling in love is not marriage, if you get married, it will be difficult to get out, she will talk to Qu Jianxin first, and if she meets a better one, she will break up after finding a reason.In this way, she accepted Qu Jianxin's pursuit. Now that she has a partner, she can't openly ask someone to introduce her boyfriend again. She is on her own, and Bian Yin often shuttles to other college or social dance parties with a purpose.Dancing and dancing, I met a lot of people who could talk and laugh together, but they didn't have enough conditions to be "objects". To sum up, the actual conditions are not as good as Qu Jianxin.Bian Yin has figured it out. The actual conditions are much more important than the external conditions. If parents pave the way for their children, their children will have a bright future.Think about it, in life, how many people are better off than Qu Jianxin's family?Even if there is, coupled with my good external conditions, people in their twenties, how can they stay single, they have been snatched away long ago.Come to think of it, like Yi Ning was a coincidence then, Qu Jianxin is also a coincidence now.After thinking about it, Bian Yin was satisfied with Qu Jianxin.She thought, just him, that's fine. Once I completely accepted Qu Jianxin in my heart, I started to love him, and after loving him, I wanted to get close to him.Bian Yin had experience with men and women, and when he had a "lover" by his side, he couldn't hold back his emotions.On the other hand, Qu Jianxin reacted slowly and conservatively, and when he was with her, he always behaved well.She knew it wasn't Qu Jianxin who was dull, he was following the common ways of the public, and she and Yi Ning were actually the pioneers of openness.That feeling of letting go is always more exciting than being disciplined.Qu Jian is new and old-fashioned, so she will lead him to change.Bian Yin let go of his courage, what is a man who is infatuated with her afraid of?After crossing, Qu Jianxin was puzzled by Bian Yin's lack of "redness".Bian Yin was already prepared in his heart, straightened his back and said the reason he had explained to Yi Ning before, and "squeaked" his legs split a straight vertical fork.Qu Jianxin widened his eyes in surprise after seeing it, nodded repeatedly and said: No wonder, the flesh is almost split, not to mention that there is only a thin film there.Bian Yin looked at Qu Jianxin's honest look, and was moved for a moment, thinking that Qu Jianxin was so innocent, but he didn't feel guilty, she thought she didn't betray after having him. In 1991, shortly after Qu Jianxin got his college diploma in the self-study exam, he and Bian Yin got married.Qu Jianxin’s family bought several expensive suits and corresponding pairs of leather shoes for Bian Yin; the ring and necklace given to Bian Yin were inlaid with rubies and sapphires respectively; the wedding dress worn by Bian Yin was not rented. It was custom-made at a cost of thousands of dollars, and it has become Bian Yin's permanent collection. This is the greatest vanity satisfaction for women.Qu Jianxin is the only son, and the family held the wedding very grandly. They held more than 20 tables of banquets in Xihe Hotel, invited a cameraman from the TV station to shoot a video of the wedding, and invited a song and dance troupe to perform songs and dances.Their new house was beautifully decorated, which was high-end at the time; the furniture and electrical appliances were all available, and they were all the best brands at the time.Parents poured all their savings into Qu Jianxin's wedding, with the support of relatives. Because Qu Jianxin's father is an official, the amount of money each guest gives is several times higher than that of ordinary weddings, and it is also for this grand occasion. The wedding laid a little economic foundation.They are so willing to spend extravagantly, which also proves that they attach great importance to Bian Yin.At the wedding, Bian Yin felt very satisfied. In married life, Bian Yin is happy.She is eloquent, active and clever, and she can win the favor of her parents-in-law without actual effort. Being able to get along well with her parents-in-law is a rare joy in itself.On her husband's side, she is also very favored. Qu Jianxin never stops her from eating and wearing what she wants, and meets her needs.Life is comfortable, Bian Yin is content.Both Bian Yin and Qu Jianxin are not in a hurry to have a child, and they think about having a child in two years.However, in the second year, Qu Jianxin was appointed by the unit to study at the business school for undergraduate studies, which was a good thing.Going to school in Lanzhou has little impact on the life of their husband and wife.However, in order not to affect Qu Jianxin's studies, they decided to delay having children until Qu Jianxin graduated. In 1996, Qu Jianxin graduated successfully, and soon Bian Yin became pregnant.In the summer of the following year, Bian Yin gave birth to their child.It's a girl with big eyes, cute and beautiful.They named the child "Quhuahua". Looking at Huahua, Bian Yin thought to himself, is this her child?She is a little fresh, a little novelty.Huahua is one and two years old, and Bian Yin spends some time with her. Raising her, watching her and caring for her, she thinks that she is sincere, just like other mothers. , love and pity.Huahua was able to walk, run and jump when she was three years old. When she entered kindergarten, Bian Yin seemed to have completed the task, and began to neglect Huahua.Whether Huahua was picked up by her parents or went to her parents-in-law's house, she was relaxed, what should she do, she wouldn't be distracted just because of Huahua.Even in her own home, where a nanny is hired and the child is handed over to the nanny, she is relaxed. The society that has entered the 21st century is becoming more and more open, and fashion things are updated every month and added every day.Bian Yin is not willing to be backward, old-fashioned, and lonely. Chasing trends and excitement is her demeanor and her essence. Otherwise, her life will lose more than half of its meaning.She must keep up with the rhythm and pace of society and not be left behind.Giving birth and raising children are just a part of her life, but pursuing a different way of life is her eternal need.She likes surfing the Internet, likes to enter the chat room, and chats with all kinds of people she has never met before, which is as happy as playing a game; I don’t know when I can drive in the car; she goes to the manicure, regularly goes to the beauty salon to enjoy foot massage, and does anti-wrinkle and whitening treatments for the face; as long as there are friends to invite her to the party in the bar, she must not miss it, nothing happens , just to gather in this fashionable and luxurious place and show her carefully dressed and beautiful appearance in front of strangers, her heart is indescribably excited; as well as dressing, eating and drinking, she wants everything Keep up with the beat and keep up with the development.The family life in front of her is immutable, how can she confine herself to it? In this way, time is given to myself, and less time is spent with the children.With a nanny, she is not afraid that the children will be left alone.There is also Qu Jianxin. Apart from socializing at work, he basically likes to hang around the family, and he is very attentive to the family.With them at home, she can go about her life with peace of mind.Also, Qu Jianxin has a preference for her, so he is tolerant and magnanimous. She has too much freedom to relax. Things and things are fixed and regulated by people, no matter how fresh things and things are, they are not as attractive and quality as dealing with fresh people.When Huahua was six years old, the Internet became more and more lively, various dating sites emerged one after another, and all kinds of characters hidden behind them were mysterious, novel, and fresh. Bian Yin was full of passion for participation. My screen name appeared on different dating sites, and then I made all kinds of netizens.What's the use of knowing those netizens?Not to mention usefulness, but it can give her fun in life. Then every net friend who doesn't know each other is a world, and the world is colorful and interesting; interesting is fun, and fun cannot be explained. Bian Yin got to know more and more netizens. Like sifting sand, she sifted out the boring ones and kept the interesting ones, relying on her sixth sense.The interesting ones left are all men, because it is always more interesting to interact with the opposite sex than the same sex.What's interesting?It is the attraction and accommodation of the opposite sex.After the meeting, the ugly and unsuitable men were removed, and the pleasing and pleasing men were left behind, and they became friends and went on dates again and again.Among them, there are big ones and small ones.和他们在一起，她就进入了一种角色，超越了现实生活，没有束缚没有忧患，忘掉所有，只是自我的；是真正的一身轻松，一身放开的，这样，就有了不顾一切尝试新鲜的念头和向往。能够精神相通待在一起的男女，他们彼此新鲜，进而有了向往，就是他们要相融到一起去体验滋味了。像当年她和东老师一样，为尝滋味去的。在卞银看来，这种体验是和人生该要尝试酸甜苦辣滋味一样的需要，不然，人生到头，单一枯燥，死而有憾的。 有了含糊不清的向往和隐约的目的，卞银就不再坦然，与网友的约会，对曲建新不能直说，说是去当家庭教师了。她教英语，被人请去当家庭教师不是新鲜事。卞银去当“家庭教师”，都是周六或周日。家庭授课，一般都是在两三个小时，所以卞银是早上走的，家里就等着她回来吃午饭；她下午走的，就等她回来吃晚饭。每次卞银出门也是这么答应的。可是每次，卞银都不能在她承诺的时间回来，那时，曲建新一念叨起来，机灵的婳婳就马上打妈妈的手机，想问她怎么还没有到家呀？但每一次，电话一拨通，婳婳半天也听不到声音，就对爸爸说，电话没人接。曲建新想卞银怎么会不接电话呢？就重拨了一遍，结果是不在服务区的提示音。就对婳婳说，妈妈的手机是不在服务区。曲建新说的时候一点也没有在意，电话不在服务区是常有事。婳婳却撅起嘴说，不，是妈妈故意不接电话。曲建新想婳婳小孩子，分辨不出电话的提示音，也不多解释，想她小孩子的性子，根本不会过后当回事的。 其实，电话不会总是那么凑巧地不在服务区，是卞银在开机状态下将电话的电池卸下，就会得到那样的反应。这个技巧不是什么绝密，却鲜有懂得的人。有懂得的人，就会传人知道，卞银接触人多，见多识广的，什么不知道呢。她将电话弄成不在服务区，是一个两边不得罪的事，这边不打断了她在专心扮演的角色；那边叫丈夫没有丝毫多想。 婳婳对妈妈总是不接她电话的事，当面不当回事，是记在了脑子里的。一天课间，喜欢她的音乐老师随便地问婳婳，她最不喜欢什么？婳婳想了想，就说最不喜欢妈妈不接她的电话，然后就讲了情况。音乐老师逗婳婳，笑着说，下次，你就质问你妈妈，说：娘，俺给你打手机，恁咋不接呢？音乐老师籍贯河南，后面“质问”的话，故意用了河南话，并且脸上跟着露出了夸张的生气表情，都是为了逗趣效果的。婳婳学着老师的腔调，小声重复了一遍，腔调味道十足，老师说她可真聪明。以为她就是学着玩的。 起初婳婳是觉得好玩的，没事就把这句话当成自娱的项目，默默地念叨一遍两遍的，被同学听到，笑得活蹦乱跳，自己觉得掌握了一项表演似的，得意欢喜，越发爱表演的。表演多了，她摸索出了更多的表演形式，除了原来的愤怒型，她又创造了温柔型、微笑型、伤心型，每表演一种，样子都要投入心情上的，每个表情惟妙惟肖。同学们知道了她有这个本事，没事就想看就想寻开心的，婳婳不含糊，叫来就来。婳婳越表演越上瘾，回到家，还经常对着家里的落地镜自我娱乐地表演起来，因为是说妈妈的，婳婳自然不敢在妈妈在的时候表演，爸爸和保姆是不怕的。爸爸看到了，笑的同时，拉她过来，认真地问婳婳，她真要去问妈妈的话，会选择哪个表情呢？婳婳想了想，说：是愤怒和伤心的。爸爸却说，她不应该生气和伤心，妈妈是忙正事，又不是玩去了；她应该用温柔和微笑的口气问妈妈。婳婳点点头，说知道了。 再一个星期六，妈妈一如以前，又出去当“家庭教师”了，婳婳等妈妈回来等不及，又拨了妈妈的手机，妈妈手机依然是“没人接”。婳婳就问爸爸，说等妈妈回来，她能不能问妈妈：“娘，俺给你打手机，恁咋不接呢？”她问爸爸时，其实是将要问妈妈的话当成了要做的一个游戏。爸爸说当然可以，特意提醒婳婳要使用温柔和微笑的表情。婳婳连连点头说知道。 卞银回来后，婳婳跑到妈妈跟前，叫了声“妈妈”后，就笑眯眯地用河南话表演似的问妈妈：娘，俺给你打手机，恁咋不接呢？ 卞银先是一愣，然后被逗得扑哧笑出了声，问婳婳是谁教她的？婳婳说音乐老师。卞银夸赞女儿模仿力挺强。婳婳被夸，来了劲头，蹦着跳着说她会四种表演方式呢，问妈妈想不想看？卞银心不在焉地应付女儿说想啊。婳婳对着妈妈，站笔直了，然后说第一个是愤怒型的，说罢便对着妈妈，叉着小腰，脸上鼓出怒色，用河南话生气地大声质问：娘，俺给你打手机，恁咋不接呢？卞银看着女儿逼真的表演，哈哈笑起来。接下来，婳婳劲头十足地依次表演了微笑型的，伤心型的，温柔型的。 卞银看后，慢慢收住了笑容，她问婳婳，老师为什么要教她说这样一句话？ 婳婳撅起小嘴，委屈地说，因为妈妈总是不接她的电话。接着就把她每次给妈妈打电话的情形说了出来。卞银心有愧疚，却哄着婳婳说，妈妈的电话是不在服务区，要能接通，妈妈是不会不接你电话的。婳婳小声嘟哝，说怎么每次都不在服务区呢？ 卞银不回答什么，却问婳婳每次她生气了吗？ 婳婳老实地点点头说生气了。 卞银问婳婳那她为什么问妈妈的时候没生气呢？ 婳婳说是爸爸不叫的，说妈妈是去忙正事，就不能跟妈妈生气。 卞银内心掠过了一丝像当年曲建新单纯地相信了她是“初次”时的感动，但却有了内疚的。那种感觉又是很快地过去了，她想：自己虽然忙的不是正事，却没有想着背离家背离家人的，只不过是为自己生活多增添了一些色彩，没什么。