Chapter 24 The fourth chapter Bian Lang said: Who is not for money (1)

From appearance to figure, Bian Lang resembled his mother Qin Qiufeng.When he was in college, Bian Hong was tall and generous. Although he didn't have much flesh on his body, his big bones belonged to the strong category.However, he has a pair of short and round hands, which don't match his strong body.Even small men rarely have such small hands.In terms of appearance, men are tall, short, fat, and thin, but a pair of hands with wide joints and a certain degree of hardness is the most intuitive mark that distinguishes them from women.The knuckles on the hands are typical of the overall gender gap.Bian Lang's hands are quite different from those of men. His palms and fingers are round and plump, like the only flesh he has, all of which grow into his hands; his hands still look like the hand shape that a plump woman should have.He spread his hands, the back of the hand, where the joints of the fingers and metacarpal bones will bury the bones because of the fullness of the flesh, and on the bones, there are rows of small vortexes, soft and smooth.With such a hand, everyone will say that he will sit back and enjoy his life.Every time he hears such words, Bian Wang takes it for granted, takes it seriously, and confidently says: definitely will.

Bian Lang's self-confidence is not based on the fact that he has a pair of "fortunate hands" and is intoxicated with himself.From his point of view, those hands were just a joke and ridicule added to his self-confidence.What he believes is that he can do it in the future.He has self-esteem, wants to be strong, and is unwilling to fall behind others. In middle school, he did it and succeeded; when he arrived at university, the energy in his body grew from low to high, and his strength expanded.The interest and direction have been upgraded accordingly. "Learning well" is no longer learning for the sake of learning, but for self-sufficiency. It is learning for practical use. Learning well is useful in the future.His considerations have been carefully considered since he stepped into the university.His goals are several, including: to get the highest scholarship; to strive for the position of "leader" and become a comprehensive talent; to be assigned to the best unit after graduation.He has the strength to grit his teeth and the ambition to surpass himself, and he feels that nothing is difficult to achieve.

He also thought of a choice that he didn't even think about in middle school, and he couldn't think of it. He made a rule for himself that he would never talk about his girlfriend in college.College students falling in love, around 1982, was actually not widely accepted, the concept was greater than the form.A concept is a concept, but it is actualized. University means a mature adult. Entering that field is a natural tendency. There is no deliberate promotion. It should develop naturally, and it will naturally exist, around, and written in books. , Newspaper stories, there is no lack of, whose ears have not received that kind of transmission?Accepted, Bian Hong entered his own thinking before entering the school, prematurely.The stage of incompatibility between men and women among middle school students has just passed.

Bian Lang's decision not to fall in love in college is not just his ambition. This rule he made for himself is the same reason as another rule, that he must get the highest scholarship, that is, what he considers is own family situation.Although the year when he was admitted to university, he had an open supply, and the difficult life of the family was over, but after all, it was his father who earned money to support the four of them. low.He wants to be strong and doesn't want to be inferior to others. He thinks that if he gets the highest scholarship in college, he can change his living standard by himself; save money.In his opinion, when it comes to falling in love, men have to pay actual material. This concept does not need to be taught and practiced. It is information that can be received from birth. In life, in the environment, in stories, in movies, that is Accumulation of inborn comprehension responses.Bian Lang wants to be strong, he thinks that if he wants to fall in love, he has to behave in a dignified way, and he can't make do with being wretched, that would degrade his personality.

Bian Lang walked into the university with a mature mentality in preparation ahead of his classmates.If he has ambition, he can proceed meticulously according to his own settings.He studied extremely hard and went up step by step.After the first semester of his freshman year, he was awarded the first-class scholarship based on his grades, and he was still awarded the first-class scholarship in the second semester, in the second year, and in the third year.Those scholarships saved the family an average of ten yuan a month, which was one-sixth of his father Bian Jinli's monthly salary.Along with studying hard, he never forgets to formulate a plan for all-round development. He tries his best to perform outstandingly in all aspects, and deliberately reminds himself from time to time.He took action from the very beginning. He was active in labor, actively participated in various activities of the class, and strived to perform well in all aspects. These actions were completed like tasks, and he was able to persevere.In the election half a month after the start of school, he was elected monitor.He set an example and continued to perform well. In the second grade, he became a cadre of the student union of the department; continued to work hard, and in the third grade, he became the chairman of the student union of the department and the cadre of the school student union.Among the classmates in the class, when they were in the first grade, someone had a relationship. It was not made public, but it was known to all.In the second and third grades, the flow of people increased steadily.

Bian Lang was not envious, not only because he had to firmly implement the plan he had made in his heart, but also because in his eyes, no female classmate could catch his attention.Like his father, he is born with a "high" vision when looking at women, which goes beyond basic aesthetics.In an era when Bian Lang was further ahead than his father, his requirements were also higher than that of his father.In other words, in their liberal arts school, girls accounted for half of the number in each class. According to the probability, there would be one or two beauties in any class.But others say she is a good-looking girl, but Wang Bian thinks it is average. The beauty in his heart is not just to look at a face, but to observe it from the whole.The face should stand shoulder to shoulder with the body and skin. If the face is good, the body and skin should be good. The skin should be fair and tender, and the body should be slim; the face and body should be integrated with the temperament and charm.In particular, he has a cousin Bian Yinxi who is an actress, which broadens his appreciation angle and sets a model.The cousin's near-perfect beauty is obvious to all, and her excellence is indisputable.Bian Lang did not match the standard of beauty with her cousin, who can compare with her cousin?It can't be compared, but it has to be a little bit better in terms of feeling.In the three years of university, in his eyes, at least he has not seen a girl whose image is a little bit like what he thinks.Others look beautiful, but in his eyes there are too many shortcomings.

There is one more year to graduate, and the so-called good girls in the class and other departments are all famous girls. Bian Lang has no regrets about those flowers who are not flowers. He is regarded as flowers. I don't like them all, and the rest are mediocre, and they won't make him tempted.He thought happily that this was fulfilling his own idea.After one more year, he will graduate. He wants to wait for him to go to a good unit in the future, and there will be plenty of good women who are willing to find him. At that time, he will choose carefully.The object of his fancy must surpass all the girls he has seen in school in every way.In school, he has to start well and finish well, unchanging; his change will have to wait until after graduation.He had a good idea, but he didn't stick to it. By chance, he met a young female dance teacher from an art school, and he couldn't help falling in love.It was two months before graduation.

Bian Hong went to business school.The business school is very close to the art school, and it takes only ten minutes to walk between them.The campus of the art school is very small, the facade looks like a small school, and there is no scenery to speak of in the school.Therefore, art school students often like to come to the business school for a walk.Compared with other universities in the province, the scene of the campus of the College of Commerce is not as good as that of other universities in the province, but after all, there are stretches of trees, gardens, pavilions, lawns, sports grounds, sports equipment, and Seats, you can chat and relax.In the area where their school is located, the location is "remote". Speaking of which, only the business school has a place with sights.There are no parks or commercial streets around.There is a film studio that is not qualified to make feature films, but it is too small and boring.The rest, on both sides of the road, are only a few small factories and small shops that are sporadic and tasteless.

One afternoon in mid-April, the sun was shining brightly. With a book in his arms, Bian Wang was looking for a quiet place to read for a while.On the way to the central garden, I ran into two young women head-on.The two young women both had their hair combed and their foreheads smooth. They were tall, with long necks and extraordinary auras.However, there is a difference in their appearance, one is tall and conspicuous, and the other is ordinary.Bian Lang guessed that they were students of art school.He looked at them twice more, but his heart was normal.Just as he passed them, one of the female students turned around and caught up with him, asking him politely, where is there a phone in their school?The girl who asked him was the conspicuously tall one. Her eyelids were very double, and the outer corners of the two eyes were slightly raised, which meant Danfeng eyes.Bian Lang said "I'll take you there" almost without hesitation.The girl let out an "hey" and followed Bian Hong away.On the way, they didn't talk to each other, but they seemed to be interested in each other. Either the girl glanced at Bian Hong, or Bian Lang glanced at the girl. Occasionally, the two fell in love with each other. At that time, they just smiled and were not embarrassed. The feeling, as if they were familiar.Bian Lang expressed his guess generously, and asked the girl who studied dance in an art school.The girl nodded, but said she was not a student, but a teacher.The ordinary-looking girl next to her said that she was a student of the tall girl.Bian Lang was a little surprised, and said: You look about the same age.The teacher said that she was only three years older than the students, and she stayed as a teacher after graduating last year.Bian Lang said "Oh" and said nothing, thinking to herself, what a young teacher, she may not be eighteen years old yet.He knows that the art school is a technical secondary school, and the students there have never been to high school. Compared with the colleges admitted by the college entrance examination, the students of the same class are at least two or three years younger.

Bian Lang took them to the communication room on the first floor of the girls' dormitory building. He acted as the master and explained to the communication master. The master nodded and handed the phone out of the window.After completing the task, Bian Wang was about to leave. Out of gratitude and politeness, the young female teacher said enthusiastically that there was a foreign exchange report performance in their school on May Day. Would he want to see it?If you want to see it, you can go to her three days before "May 1", she can give him a few tickets, and then he can take his family or friends to see it.Bian Lang said "OK" without hesitation, and then thanked him.The young female teacher asked the conveyer for a pen and paper, wrote down her phone number and name, and handed it to Bian Lang.He also asked Bian Hong's name, but he didn't ask for his phone number, and Bian Lang didn't take the initiative to leave it for her. He thought that people would call him for nothing, so there was no need for that.He was a proud man, and he didn't think it was a big deal to know a beautiful woman.The female teacher's name is Jiang Qian.

At the time he was so disapproving, but afterwards, Bian Lang's mood was different.Sometimes, he would often think of Jiang Qian's image, and when he thought of her, he couldn't help but compare with some girls called "flowers" in his class or other classes. Compared with the "flowers" in his school They are far behind, and they are incomparable only in terms of stature. Jiang Qian stood there, tall and proud like a straight poplar tree; Weak and weak, with a state of sluggish contraction.In terms of the quality of study, he does not regard their university study as a big deal. He thinks that the quality of people engaged in literature and art cannot be compared with those who have passed the college entrance examination and their cultural quality. Each has its own strengths and weaknesses. , Regardless of high or low, the other temperament is of course those who engage in literature and art occupy the limelight. In fact, his cousin Bian Yinxie has opened his mind to appreciate the beauty of women. No matter how you look at it, women engaged in literature and art as a whole are beyond ordinary.Compared with Jiang Qian, Bian Lang's spirit was aroused.Appreciate the energy. Wanting to keep dating with Jiang Qian, Hong Bian naturally went to the art school and asked Jiang Qian for a May Day performance ticket.After getting the ticket, Bian Lang did not leave, but enthusiastically invited Jiang Qian to dinner, which was planned before.Jiang Qian did not refuse.Bian Hong didn't have much money, so she borrowed flowers to present Buddha, and took her to eat ramen at the beef noodle restaurant opened by her uncle Bian Jinrong, which was also planned before.He thought that his uncle's noodle restaurant business had expanded, and it was different from ordinary noodle restaurants. Besides noodles, there were also many side dishes. It was honorable to invite her to eat noodles there. During the chat, Bian Hong learned that Jiang Qian's home is not in Lanzhou, but her parents and siblings are in Tianshui.Bian Lang said that his mother's hometown is also in Tianshui. After Jiang Qian heard this, she said that they were also fellow villagers, and she looked a little excited.They couldn't help being a little familiar.Then, he knew that Jiang Qian was actually not as young as he thought, she was almost twenty years old, she was a late dancer, and she was older than others when she was admitted to art school.Because she grew up fast and tall, she was not suitable for being a dancer, so she stayed in school after graduation and became a teacher, otherwise she might be assigned to a song and dance troupe.Speaking of these, Jiang Qian sighed helplessly, saying that she didn't like being a teacher; the location of the art school was so remote, it was boring to stay here.Bian Lang comforted her by saying that she should be transferred again in the future.Jiang Qian smiled bitterly and said that she had no connections, and no one, so where should she be transferred.Bian Lang said, there will always be a chance.Jiang Qian laughed at herself and said I hope.Then he said contentedly that fortunately she stayed in Lanzhou and did not return to Tianshui, so it was already good.Bian Lang smiled and said, if you were assigned to another place, we would not know each other anymore.Jiang Qian opened her eyes wide and said lively, yes.Like a joke. After this time, they will officially know each other.Jiang Qian doesn't have a boyfriend, so Bian Hong wants to pursue her.Jiang Qian is beautiful and has temperament, he likes it. However, Jiang Qian was a little reserved.One day, when Bian Lang asked Jiang Qian out and said what was in his heart, Jiang Qian was very surprised at first, and then stopped Bian Lang with "they are not suitable".Afterwards, Bian Hong thought about it, because he felt that Jiang Qian didn't like him.Jiang Qian is engaged in literature and art, and she is beautiful. He can understand a little pride, but he can't accept it when he is rejected.He is capable and energetic, and he feels that he is worthy of Jiang Qian; he wants to be strong, and he is not willing to fail, so he is not reconciled. Another day, one more time, he expressed his wish to Jiang Qian again.Jiang Qian still said: They are not suitable. Bian Lang made mental preparations and couldn't help but say, "There's nothing wrong with it."The tone is stubborn and firm. Jiang Qian looked up at him with puzzled eyes. She thought Bian Lang was weird and self-righteous.She didn't want to tangle with him, so she said "goodbye". As if he didn't hear Jiang Qian's words, Bian Lang stated word by word: I will definitely be able to do what I want to do. If you treat me well, I will treat you well.I will definitely develop well in the future.I have this ability. Bian Lang's confident posture and commitment made Jiang Qian inclined to him. She likes men who are confident and dare to promise.She was alone in Lanzhou, and she needed someone to love and protect her.In fact, she doesn't like men engaged in literature and art very much in her heart. Most of them are half-yin and half-yang, weak and weak.But she thought again, she didn't know Hong Bian well, and she couldn't just rely on the surface.But if you don't understand, how do you know?Jiang Qian looked at Bian Hong and said: We don't understand each other. Bian Lang picked up the conversation immediately, and said simply: We can communicate first and get to know each other first. Bian Lang simply told Jiang Qian that she couldn't keep up with the rhythm, she nodded indifferently.Then he said goodbye, turned around and left, as if quickly escaping an embarrassing situation.She thought, she was not in a hurry, she just followed Bian Lang as she wanted to associate with her in the future.If it’s good, it’s done, if it’s not, it’s back. Jiang Qian didn't agree to Bian Lang, not because she looked down on him, but because she was romantic in her heart, hoping to feel love at first sight before her heart rippling.She has never had any special feelings for Bian Lang since she met him.Besides, she didn't know anything about Bian Hong. Jiang Qian agreed to the relationship, which was a success for Hong Bian. He can control himself, and he can also control Jiang Qian. In order not to appear trivial when interacting with Jiang Qian, Bian Lang deliberately planned his financial expenses in his heart, and he wanted to save money for consumption when he was with Jiang Qian.In front of Jiang Qian, he wanted to show his grandeur.His plans are as strict as the rules of self-discipline he makes.Constraints in this area sound simple but are painful to implement.He wants to be restrained in the "eating" of basic human needs. Every meal, Bian Hong has to be a vegetarian and eat less, so as to save at least 70 to 80 cents per day than before.He and Jiang Qian are close, and they meet two or three times a week. After the meeting, he always invites Jiang Qian to the canteen or to a noodle shop outside for a bowl of beef ramen. The money he saves is basically enough.His appetite for meat was something that happened when he was with Jiang Qian. At that time, even though he ate and drank heavily, he ate well, which was also a show of grandeur.In this way, he was wronged behind his back and made up for it head-on; it also belonged to the cycle of hungry and full.Jiang Qian earns wages, and sometimes she will take the initiative to pay for it when she goes out to eat, but Bian Hong is too brave and refuses to let her pay at all, so Jiang Qian will just let it go.Bian Lang's boldness really left a good impression on Jiang Qian.In other respects, Jiang Qian felt Bian Hong's excellent study and student cadres' leadership style and organizational ability, and she felt more and more that Bian Hong was an outstanding person.She is romantic and practical, she can relate reality to the future, and she thinks that Bian Hong will be a capable person in the society in the future.He became more and more optimistic about Bian Lang, and fell in love with him heartily.They formalized their relationship. Once the relationship is confirmed, Bian Hong is about to graduate.Bian Lang could hold his breath. He would take Jiang Qian to his home to meet his parents after he was assigned after graduation. He wanted to give his parents a double happiness.After graduation, Bian Lang was assigned to Lanzhou Branch of Industrial and Commercial Bank of China.Among VIP units, this is one of the best units listed. You must know that he has no one to rely on, and he got it entirely based on his excellent performance. He is satisfied and proud. Bian Lang brought "Double Happiness" into the house as he wished.Parents' joy is doubled on Double Happiness.Jiang Qian is a living person, so they showed her all the joy.They gave Jiang Qian infinite smiles and hospitality.While Jiang Qian was eating watermelon, Bian Hong's mother sat beside her, fanning her non-stop, like a maid, not daring to neglect her.This made Jiang Qian very embarrassed, she couldn't hold her breath, and couldn't sit still.After Jiang Qian finished eating, Bian Hong's father immediately handed over a hand towel.The father looked at Jiang Qian, feeling extremely beautiful in his heart, thinking that his son was really capable, and his ordinary appearance made Jiang Qian, a beautiful woman, fall in love with him.Occasionally, there is a strange sour taste like jealousy in my heart.That day, my mother went out to buy chicken, fish, pork and fresh vegetables, and my parents went to the kitchen together to cook a sumptuous lunch that I couldn't see on weekdays.During the meal, the mother kept pulling out Tianshui, her and Jiang Qian's hometown, and drew Jiang Qian and her closer.And flatteringly said, Jiang Qian just ask her family to come to Lanzhou, since she has no place to live, she will live here.Jiang Qian said yes politely, thinking to herself, your home is not big. Before Bian Hong officially went to work, Jiang Qian had no classes, so she came to Bian Hong's house when she had time, and sometimes stayed there. Bian Lang lives.In short, at Bian Hong's house, as long as Jiang Qian came, the whole family would arrange around Jiang Qian, treating her as both a family member and a guest.Jiang Qian is not reserved. When she comes to Bian Hong's house, she often politely asks to help the family with some work. No one in Bian Hong's family, including Bian Hong, would ask her to do it. In their eyes, she is delicate, so I should get used to it.Staying at Bian Hong's house is full of warmth, and Jiang Qian feels very happy. The parents were very satisfied with Jiang Qian, so they discussed to get their son and Jiang Qian to marry earlier, they were afraid that if the talk would take too long, if Jiang Qian didn't like their son one day, they would split up.They discussed, to vacate a room in their own home as their wedding room, make do with it temporarily, and move out after Bian Lang divides the house.The parents told Lang Bian their idea.Unexpectedly, Bian Lang was unwilling. He said with great intention that at least one year later he would become a full-time official and become a full-fledged state cadre. Besides, with his own status, he would be eligible to be a husband.At the same time, he is also very confident, saying that he can grasp Jiang Qian, even if he tells her to run away, she will not run away.My father smiled and said: You can endure it as long as you can.Bian Lang was puzzled and said: What is there to endure?The father asked: Have you ever experienced that?The son was even more puzzled, what happened?The father suddenly realized that his son and Jiang Qian hadn't deviated from each other. Without it, he couldn't continue talking.He waved his hand and said: If there is no such thing, it will be fine.Again, it was like a reminder, and Lang Bian immediately understood.He didn't show his understanding and walked away naturally.The father looked at his son's back and thought that young people in the 1980s were similar to those in his youth. Twenty years have passed, and people's thinking has not changed much.I also thought, my son is only twenty-two years old, maybe he has not reached the point of enlightenment. Bian Lang had never done anything to Jiang Qian. There was conservatism, tradition, and his will, dignity, and restraint.This era is open, but it cannot be said that it has entered the era of enlightenment. It is much more advanced than when his father was young more than 20 years ago. There are scenes of men and women kissing and hugging everywhere in movies and TV. Young people It has long been possible to let go and accept it, and novelty has followed suit.New things stimulate everyone's nerves, and Bian Lang also thought about imitating them.A beautiful woman is so beautiful, she is vividly displayed in front of her eyes, and the desire to approach and touch does not need to be taught by TV and movies. In the scenes of movies and TV, they only teach them how to express, and whether they need to express is up to them .This is to see how much power is driven by each person's heart.Every time Bian Lang is with Jiang Qian, he has the desire to eat her into his stomach. He thinks that he can't eat her unconditionally. He can pay the price in exchange, so he feels it should be taken for granted. His waist To be straight.This is the standard he set for himself, and all the foundations are determined by his strong psychology.The strong mentality in this aspect is the same as his high standards and strict requirements on himself in other aspects such as learning. It is his personality and his dignity.During his relationship with Jiang Qian during school, even if he could barely maintain a masculine posture, in his opinion, the posture saved by his teeth has not yet reached his capital to touch Jiang Qian's body.Therefore, when his father mentioned marriage, in his opinion, he had no capital.The capital in his mind belongs to the embodiment of his personal ability.Relying on himself, he can give Jiang Qian security and happiness, that's all. Bian Lang was assigned to the branch, but he didn't work there, so the branch assigned him to a sub-branch below.Bian Lang didn't complain. He felt that since he was a newcomer, he should go to the lower level to practice first. He thought, if he worked hard, it would be a matter of time before he could go up.After going to work, Bian Hong told his parents that he would not pay them his salary because he had Jiang Qian.In his opinion, giving parents a little money every month is of little effect and meaningless.To be filial, you must first arrange your own future. When you live well, your parents will follow you in the future, and it will be a good day. Giving your parents a happy old age is the most fundamental form of filial piety. Parents agreed to his proposal.Mother said: Even if you give it to us, we will save it for you and hold a wedding for you in the future.Then I reminded: You have to save and save some yourself, the days are long, and there are many places where money is needed.Bian Lang nodded and said he knew, and said that from now on, he would never spend a penny from his parents, including when he got married in the future, he would not ask his parents to pay a penny.The father said disdainfully that he should not talk big words, the little money he earned, without eating or drinking, was enough to hold a wedding for ten years, could he wait?Bian Lang said that he could afford to wait, but it definitely wouldn't take that long.The father said seriously, what are you waiting for, just do what you need to do. He has no money, so his parents naturally bought it for him.Bian Lang was also serious, saying that he would do what he said, and if they paid for it, he would not end the marriage.Father said: Well, it depends on your ability.There was a bit of sarcasm in his tone, and afterwards, he didn't take his son's words seriously at all. Bian Lang's salary during the internship was nearly 100 yuan, which is not a small amount for a student who has just graduated from school.With this money, Bian Hong and Jiang Qian are very proud together, shopping and watching movies with Jiang Qian, always asking Jiang Qian what she wants.Jiang Qian, a young woman in her early twenties, is still a bit childish. Her consumption needs are the same as those of children, and there are no big needs. So when she goes to the street, Jiang Qian's consumption level is nothing more than eating cold noodles, fried noodles, lamb skewers, etc. Some snacks, buy some melon seeds, candies, sand dates and some small bags of dried fruit, and also like some gadgets on the stalls, such as head flowers, pictures, small handicrafts, these do not cost a lot of money.Once they go to the street, they eat enough snacks and buy some snacks and gadgets, and they only spend more than ten yuan at most.Just like that, Jiang Qian was already satisfied and active.Every time, on the way back, Jiang Qian held his head high, as if Jiang Qian was a child raised by him, and he was proud of his burden.If the salary will be paid in a few days, and he still has some money left in his hand, he will spend it all, and buy it according to Jiang Qian's choice. If it is enough to buy a dress, he can buy a pair of pants. Or shoes, just buy pants and shoes, and spend money on Jiang Qian, he doesn't think it's a waste. After paying in this way, Bian Hong felt the desire to touch Jiang Qian in his heart. He didn't need to prepare at all, the strength in his heart came naturally.Jiang Qian echoed him, and she was willing to do whatever he wanted.They practice kissing and cuddling; after a few kisses and cuddles, their passion is stimulated to a deeper level.In this regard, Bian Hong, relying on instinct and a little knowledge from extracurricular books, understood it as soon as he fumbled.Jiang Qian has an independent dormitory, and their conditions are very good.Bian Lang was very lucky, in the first few times they did not catch up with Jiang Qian's dangerous date.In the days that followed, they were safe and sound.When they understood the need to avoid danger, Bian Lang had already added "common sense" from the book and understood.His ability to comprehend physiological knowledge is super strong. Combining books with practice, he can understand it after thinking about it.There are so many contraceptive methods, they can choose any of them.Let go of your private and unknown life. Bian Lang strongly liked the experience of being with Jiang Qian, and only then did he realize how enthusiastic his needs in this regard are.His passion for Jiang Qian was as high as his enthusiasm for Jiang Qian's material ability; Jiang Qian didn't force him to do that, it was entirely his own willingness.However, he showed that he was used to it, and Jiang Qian followed him in. If not, he would not be used to it.This was reflected once when Bian Wang forgot to bring his wallet on the road.At that time, Jiang Qian wanted to eat fried jelly, but Bian Lang said that she had forgotten her wallet.Although Jiang Qian was not unhappy, she joked, why didn't I forget the monthly pass?From this sentence, Bian Lang knew that Jiang Qian was used to relying on him.He was not unhappy, but rather complacent, thinking that he had completely mastered Jiang Qian. Bian Lang was willing to pay for Jiang Qian. He spent money generously. He didn't listen to his mother and consciously saved some money every month. He spent all his salary every month.He has his plan. During the internship period, if the salary is low, he will not save it. He spends the salary instead of the bonus, and saves the monthly bonus.Their bank is a lucrative unit with high bonuses.It's just that the bonus of their interns is half of that of regular workers.He thinks it's pretty good. In some units, interns don't even get bonuses.He thought the internship period would pass in the blink of an eye.He also thought that after becoming a full-time employee, his salary would be higher, so he would have to save his bonus as well as his salary. In that case, within a few years, with the money he saved, he could fulfill his promise to build a small family in the future.Anyway, he and Jiang Qian have already lived a married life, and it doesn't matter whether it's formal or not. The realization of the plan was earlier than Bian Lang thought, and after only eight months, the unit gave him a full-time job in advance, which was obtained by his good performance.After he became a full-time employee, his monthly salary was more than 80 yuan more than before he became a full-time employee. He decided to save 50 yuan of salary every month, plus a monthly bonus of about 50 yuan. You can save up to a hundred yuan, and if you do the math, it's a lot.Once he becomes regular, everything will be on the right track. When he was in love with Jiang Qian, he did not forget to set goals for his future. He must work hard to develop, study hard, work actively, and perform actively, just like when he was in school. Strive to become the backbone and become advanced.To rise step by step, to enter the leadership.He has great ambitions, and his long-term goal is to become the president, first of the branch, and then of the branch.Don't think about being the chief executive, that's far away, let's talk about it after the immediate goal is realized. In addition to doing a good job at work, Hong Bian also reminded himself to build good relationships with his colleagues. He is not weak in this regard. He has the flexibility inherited from his father and his experience as a cadre in the university to unite his classmates. You don't need to think about it deliberately, and you can handle things flexibly when you come to the front.He has the will to do what he plans, and it's easy to stand out like in college.However, outstanding performance does not mean that you will be promoted.The unit is much more complicated than the university. Different interests are distributed in different positions, and there is competition among people. Everyone wants to develop upwards like him, and the competition is fierce.People are gentle and humble on the surface, and they all want to compare themselves to each other behind their backs, and the leader has the power to make decisions, so the attitude of the leader is the most important. Bian Lang's main strategy for dealing with leaders is not to flatter, flatter, or give gifts.He did what he liked, digging out the most essential, favorite, and most passionate leadership, and then targeted it.His ability to observe and feel is beyond the ordinary, and he has felt the spirit of the leader after a few contacts with the leader.Their leaders are vain and dancing.Bian Lang was in good time, as soon as he became a full-time cousin, Bian Yinxie became famous.He immediately gave the leader a color still photo with Bian Yinxi's signature. The leader was very happy, and he mentioned it when he saw anyone, and his vanity was satisfied to the greatest extent.He also often invites the leader to dance, and when he goes, he takes Jiang Qian with him, and grandly asks Jiang Qian to dance with the leader. With Jiang Qian as a professional, young and beautiful woman, the leader naturally feels very happy.After that, when I wanted to dance, I couldn't help but think of calling Bian Hong. Bian Hong knew what the leader thought, and Jiang Qian couldn't forget to bring it.Jiang Qian's heart has already been attached to Bian Hong, and even if she doesn't want to dance with his leader, she has no complaints for Bian Hong; if Bian Hong develops well, their future will be good.No matter what, there must be material contributions to the leadership.Bian Lang gave gifts to leaders, which was different from others.He thought, there are too many people giving gifts to leaders, and those gifts are nothing more than tobacco, alcohol, tea, nourishing tonics, watches, belts, or handicrafts.If he wants to give it away, he will give it a cheap one, something that can come in handy.He just sent clothes, trousers or leather shoes to the leader, and he knew the size of course.He gave them away because he was looking for a holiday opportunity. As long as he felt it was necessary, he didn't hesitate to use his passbook if he didn't have any money on him.The leader wore the clothes he gave him, which kept him warm all the time. Bian Lang's heart for the leader, the leader naturally feels deeply, and appreciates him very much.A year later, Bian Lang had a job.Bian Lang's department is the credit department, and Bian Lang became the deputy director.With a job, there will be luxuries in private, Bian Hong does not evade it, and thinks it should.His rewards come from clients who apply for loans. Whether they are groups or individuals, they are well versed in the rules. Gifts must be given before applying, and gifts must be given after receiving the application. The latter is naturally more polite than the former, which is thanks.Giving gifts is matched with treats, so it's easy to treat guests.This is a private act and naturally will not be seen by colleagues.I can't see it, all colleagues know it well, everyone thinks it should be, so who doesn't envy people with special power positions?Otherwise, it's not worth it to sit in a position that takes more effort and responsibility than others.Who would want to be promoted for the sake of hard work?These principles do not require knowledge and experience, they are left over, and it seems that the source cannot be found. Among those gifts, apart from alcohol and tobacco, the most common gift boxes were belts, leather wallets and ties, which were the most fashionable gifts at that time, and the brands were also the most popular brands of Goldlion and crocodile at that time.Knowing that Bian Lang is in love, there are also couple watches that are gifted to couples. They are all quartz watches made in Shenzhen. They look beautiful, but they are not expensive, but they were fashionable at the time.Besides, there will be some handicrafts.如果是企业，生产的又是一些人们日常吃住行的商品，他们就会送一些自己厂子生产的物品，都是吃得上用得上的，是实用的。卞烺把他和蒋倩能用的，就放到了蒋倩的宿舍，等于是他们的家一样。蒋倩看到礼品，每次都会露出欢喜，觉得卞烺有本事，她找他是找对了。卞烺把他和蒋倩用不上或不喜欢的礼品就给了父母，那时，正是父亲的创业阶段，卞烺送给父亲的礼品，父亲很多用来求人办事送出去了，省去了不少钱。礼品体现了卞烺的能力，他为此得意，接受起来更是来者不拒。 起初，卞烺接受礼品是接受，还是照章办事的。后来，就不照章办事了。不合贷款标准的他也给贷了。他的“违规”是以客户的更大回报为前提的。客户的回报以金钱代替了物品，金钱可以购买任何所需，是实际需要的。他开这个先河是在他当了副主任的一年多后，1989年的时候。之前，也是有过不合借贷条件的客户给他过“回报金钱”的暗示，那时，卞烺觉得他刚刚上来，要谨慎些的，不敢违规，也是没有违规的经验，不熟悉，不敢尝试。后来，随着对工作的熟悉，他发觉将违规的变做不违规，很容易处理。他可以替申请方瞒掉删掉改掉不合要求的条件，根据具体情况，灵活悉心处理，就能做得无误，主任和行长自然就会签字。他这样用劲，动力来自客户事先的预支，这样的事，客户做得大方，一次就拿出了上千块钱，少则是他一年的工资，多则是他两三年的工资，十分有诱惑力。他喜欢钱，他需要钱来实现他强势的气质，给蒋倩看，给父母、家人、家族的人、同学、朋友看。他接受那钱，接受得理直气壮，心里安慰自己说：人活着一切要靠钱，谁不为钱？一笔笔现金的入账使他欢喜；诱惑，连接不断了。 这样下去，卞烺更是愿意接受不合条件的客户，为他们办事，添补漏洞，他做起手脚来越来越游刃有余。与此同时，他以物质的资本，大方大气地维护着与领导和同事的关系，送他们礼物，请他们吃饭，在这方面，他是单位中表现最热情的人物。他父亲包工头的身份和他没有结婚没有负担的现状，谁也不会怀疑他的大方支出有什么问题。他的人缘好，就成了重点的培养对象。两年后，他连升两级，直接调进了分行，当了分行的信贷部副主任。别人羡慕他，他却不满足，他已经厌烦了“副”职，他要到“正”位。 在卞烺调进分行后一个月，蒋倩也如愿调离了她不喜欢的艺校，调进了歌舞团的编导部门。这是卞烺托人办的，五年中，他认识了各行各业的人，人人各有神通，通达歌舞团的人也就有了。他这样有本事，蒋倩不仅更加喜欢他，还依赖佩服他。蒋倩调进歌舞团之后，他们就结婚了。房子是银行一年前就分给他的。他履行自己的承诺，坚决不要父母的一分钱，自己置备了所有设置，电视机、音响、录像机、洗衣机、电冰箱，家具、被褥等等，品牌都是当时最好的；还在友谊饭店置办了二十桌的高级酒席。他的出手，令父母惊异，银行的油水之大有点超出了他们所想。父亲是在外界开创事业的，见多识广，隐约中觉得儿子的实力一定和他吃回扣有关，却不以为怎么不好，这个年头，流行的就是吃回扣，正常的。但感慨的是儿子混上的位置，的确是他自己的本事了，想着，欣慰无比。 婚后一个月，蒋倩的肚子就已经凸了出来，其实是怀孕三个多月了。在婚前就怀上的。卞烺和父母都是希望生儿子，他们性急，希望知道结果，在蒋倩怀孕到六个月的时候，卞烺托人，走后门在医院给蒋倩做了B超，是男婴。他们一片欢喜。但很快，他们就叹气一片，一天，蒋倩没摔没跌的，就流产了。卞烺和父母担心蒋倩有习惯性流产倾向。检查后，医生说，是蒋倩有些甲状腺功能低下造成的，将来补一些甲状腺素就能有所改善。按医生说的，蒋倩调养了半年多时间，一年后，又怀孕了，六个月后再做B超，是个女孩，他们都不想要，想给做掉，但考虑蒋倩的身体条件，不敢轻易做手术，女孩就女孩吧。1993年，孩子出生，起名“卞果儿”，名字是卞烺起的。“果”就意味着“成果”和“果实”，加了“儿”字，是偏心儿子的心理了。有了卞果儿不久，卞烺就升到了主任的位置，他有些得意，想这是他英明地用了“果”字的结果，觉得自己有些“神奇”，非同一般。 生罢孩子后，卞烺和蒋倩的性生活与过去画了一道界限，他们不仅越来越少，还没有了过去的激情和兴奋，他们互相都是。卞烺对蒋倩生理上的感觉不同了；而蒋倩除了生理上和卞烺一样没有了被满足的吸引力，还有心理上的原因，她带孩子，注意力不够用，精力不足，心里就有些排斥了。他们该是怎样的夫妻，还是怎样的夫妻，没有因为“性生活”就改变了他们的生活局面。卞烺看着没事，蒋倩更没事。都是本能地适应了这种自然的转变，表情、心情平静。蒋倩想，谁家的夫妻生活一定都是这样，早晚要从激昂回落到淡然，就像人自然就能适应成长，到了成年自然地就没有了少年的脾性一样。她接受得宁静，以为卞烺也是这样。 但是后来的情形证明，卞烺跟她是不一样的，和她在一起失去了乐趣，卞烺就越来越热衷于外面的生活。他是主任，被人请是常有的事。以前，这种事也是常有的，有时他还会带上蒋倩一起赴约。蒋倩怀孕后，他就再没有带过她了。那倒没什么不正常，怀孕显了肚子和生过孩子，女人的情况和位置都不同以往了，自然就不能像一身轻的时候，活动自由。根本的变化是，卞烺开始经常地不回家了。蒋倩是一个非常明白的人，她知道怎么回事。她动情的时候，也在动脑子，她知道，靠闹靠管是没有用的，卞烺身强力壮，又是性欲强烈的人，控制是控制不了他有外遇的。她是能理解卞烺的本能。她害怕的是卞烺因此再找到一份真情，会与她离婚。卞烺她是在意的，他能干有能力，有他，他们的生活会越来越好，她已经依赖住他了，想不依赖是办不到的。再说，离了婚的话，她生过孩子的，优势是不如卞烺的。找了个机会，蒋倩以弱者的姿态，向卞烺吐出了质疑和心里话。卞烺也坦然，该承认就承认了，一不做二不休的样子，随后像父亲卞金利对母亲秦秋凤一样，对蒋倩说他决不会和她离婚，而且说她在他心中的地位无人替代，对外面的人，他不过是为“需要”罢了，那种需要，其实是像尝试吃一种口味的菜肴一样，吃罢就不想了。也是有点像吸大烟，吸一口，舒坦了就罢了。并说蒋倩现在在他心中像水，有点习以为常、司空见惯的淡然，但却是生活中离不了的。蒋倩听了，有些心酸，却没有失望，卞烺的坦然、理由和保证是叫她说不出什么的。他的意志她是扭转不了的，说了也是白说。末了，叹口气罢了。她想跟卞烺这样有扩张能力的人，只有愚蠢的女人才会与他闹下去，弄得自讨苦吃。她骨子里的性情其实是跟她的婆婆一样的，她们天生不具备把握男人的气力。没有谁教授她们，拦着她们，到了那种点上，情不自禁地就心甘情愿地认下了。这是一种相配的宿命，偏偏地，她们找的男人也是情不自禁地在她们跟前肆无忌惮了。 蒋倩即使有一时的不平衡，很快就会平衡了。因为有卞烺，他们家里的钱是与日俱增的。卞烺对她的好一如既往，“好”就是给她不断地花钱。家里的钱叫她随便花，想买什么就买什么。她就不客气了，进到商场，花起钱来像流水，都是花给了自己穿、用、戴上的。喜欢的东西都能买得起，人心情欢悦中是什么烦恼都能抛到九霄云外的。这其实是女人抽大烟的时候了。为此她专门购买了两个大衣橱，里面她一年四季的衣服不知不觉中有了上百套；她还购买了鞋柜，里面也有了近百双的鞋子。化妆品、首饰更是琳琅满目。她个人用品是丰富的，放在整个家中就是小巫见大巫了。家中摆放的物品不断更新增加，更新增加的都是向价值昂贵走的。他们有了檀香木、红木的家具，意大利的真皮沙发，睡上了几万块钱的床，有了架近二十万元的高级钢琴，还增添了不少货真价实的古董，和各种高档次艺术珍品，家里是越来越上品位，向富贵发展了。最叫蒋倩满意的是，卞烺给她的父母在雁滩花园买了一套两居室的房子，并将里面设施配备齐全，她的父母已经退休，就从天水移居了过来。另外，卞烺还在深圳买了一套高级公寓，说那是他们和家族人的度假村。算一算，卞烺做了主任还不到三年。蒋倩知道卞烺的雄厚实力背后一定是有他职务的关系，但是她是不管那么多的，当今社会哪个有权力的官不是在为自己谋利益呢？但她也有担心，总想知底，就偶尔会问卞烺。卞烺一脸的坦然，对她只说是与别人合伙做生意挣的，他来的钱基本上没有问题，叫蒋倩尽管放心。蒋倩虽然没有听过见过卞烺与人做生意的丝毫苗头，却也再不问了。只看卞烺没有犹豫的姿态，是真是假她都不再“害怕”。她太了解卞烺了，他说的就是能达到的。 卞烺不但没事，几个月后，他又升了，升到了副行长的位置。蒋倩从此心是彻底放开了。对卞烺她是越来越佩服和爱恋。卞烺偶然放纵一下他的生活趣味，蒋倩再不会感到一丝别扭，她想卞烺给她的超越丰衣足食的生活，与卞烺的那点小“出格”比算得了什么？她随时感到的生活富足和快乐才是永恒的重要。但是，她放开的快乐没有维持多长时间，卞烺就出事了。 所有的雄厚物质背后的经济基础，全部来自卞烺的受贿和贪污。所有的贪污都是卞烺通过做的各种手脚达到的。问题是被新接任的主任发现的，并向纪检组做了汇报。进一步检查，问题就查了出来。再进一步，卞烺自任支行的副主任以来的一些受贿行为也被调查了出来。接下来是隔离审查，批捕，移交检察院。经查，卞烺利用职务之便共贪污、受贿，折合人民币千万余元。 卞烺明白自己的罪行是死罪，但他不想死，他也怕死；他留恋生活，他想有命就有活好的机会，有机会他还会抓住的，像他能够抓住一切的机会一样。但是这种失败他是要避开了，再活他就要开辟另一种活法了。至少是不能再走冒险的道路了。这个时候他体会出了生命高于一切的常理，钱、权力、豪华、风光、享受，不过是生命的寄生物罢了。他恳求父亲说：我没有用过你的钱，现在，要用你的钱了，用你的钱救你儿子的命吧。父亲见要强的儿子说出了如此发软的话，悲凉地叹口气说：你不说，我也要那么做。你这一次，可是顶上几辈子的相求了。 父亲卞金利为了救卞烺，拿出了公司和个人账上所有的钱，共计六百多万元。另外卞烺的叔叔卞金荣也解囊出五十万元，加上没收卞烺的个人财产三百多万元，基本补齐了卞烺的贪污款。这样补救的措施，起了积极的作用，法院便考虑了量刑。一审宣判，卞烺被判死刑缓期执行。命保住了，就无需上诉了。 这一年是2000年，是龙年，卞烺的本命年。