Chapter 15 Bian Yinhe said: Destiny is changed by the face given by parents (1)

Except for the children of the youngest son Bian Jinrong, Bian Deren and his wife have almost all taken and seen the children of the other four sons.Those children who are separated from them are more spoiled in front of their old couple than in front of their parents, and grandparents are more used to and spoil them than their parents. "Intergenerational relatives" are vividly reflected here with grandparents and grandchildren.In principle, Bian Deren and his wife should be impartial in dealing with each grandson, and they also believe so in their hearts.However, after having their granddaughter Bian Yinxie, they couldn't help but have partiality.When they saw their little granddaughter Bian Yinkai, they fell in love with her from heart to behavior; they took a little love from each of the other grandchildren like oil, and piled that love on little Yinkai, It made their love appear thickly on Xiao Yinhe's body, making it easy for people to see it at a glance.

The reason why grandparents prefer Xiao Yinxie is simple and pure, because she looks like grandma Hou Cuicui; like grandma, she also resembles her daughter Bian Yincui who died at the age of three; when they see her, they think of Xiao Yincui back then emerald.And little Yincui not only looks like Yincui, but also looks, moves, and behaves like Yincui. She is like Yincui, sweet-mouthed, sensible, and winky. The dimple sweetly said "yes" softly, and then stared at the person she said "yes" with big eyes flashing, the childish eyes revealed the real joy without the slightest pretense, so that no one can enjoy it , I couldn't help but want to hug her, wishing I could kiss her into my stomach.After the adults gave her some delicious food, she took it and handed it to the adults. She must ask the adults to take a bite first before she eats it; If you don't give up, adults have to take a small bite, but your heart is like a bite of honey.She was born with winks, and whenever she saw a place where she could intervene, she would intervene: when the adult got out of bed, she immediately put the adult's shoes under the adult's feet; when she saw someone coughing, she ran forward , stretched out her little hand, and beat the back of the adult with a crackling sound; when the adult called for something to be taken by others, she heard it, and immediately ran in front of others, and took it for others if she could move it; They played together, and after playing, only she knew how to return the things she had played.Seeing her look like Yincui, grandparents couldn't show their preference for her anymore.Parents come to pick up the children, grandparents can ask parents to pick up other children, but she doesn't want to ask her to go, so she stays and spends time with grandparents, making them happy and comfortable.In this way, she spent more time with her grandparents than her parents when she was young.When she was with her grandparents, they thought she was Xiao Yincui in front of her, and reincarnated in the past like a dream, and her grandparents had the energy to be parents again.

The harmony between her and grandparents is natural, grandparents prefer her, and she also prefers grandparents.If there are people in the room and she has something delicious in her hand, she will be the first to run to her grandparents and ask her grandparents to have a bite first; when her parents come to pick her up, grandparents like her to stay, and she keeps saying she wants to eat. Stay at grandparents' house; when she returns to her parents' place, she will say that she misses her grandparents from time to time; if her parents' unit distributes something, she will say give it to her grandparents, or if she cooks something delicious at her parents' house, she will say Ask grandparents to eat, and parents will naturally have something to coax her back.After going to school, although she spent less time with her grandparents, she did not weaken her feelings for her grandparents because of this. On the contrary, the relationship became stronger and stronger. Seeing her grandparents once, she would feel like a holiday joy.

Bian Jinsuo and his wife believe that the special relationship between their daughter and her grandparents is an instinct. The daughter looks like her grandma, and looks like Yincui in all aspects. The daughter they gave birth to is actually a reincarnation, as if it was a substitute. Their parents gave birth.Those who reincarnate, let others praise their daughter's beauty, and always say: This silver coin is not at all like you two.They listened, smiled, and felt a little disappointed.After all, the daughter is their own, and they still hope to see a trace of the nature of their biological parents in the daughter, so that when they think about it and feel proud, there will be a kind of comfort.After Bian Yinhe went to primary school, they got that kind of comfort. Bian Yinhe inherited one of the biggest inspirations from his mother, that is, she can sing Henan Opera.After this specialty of hers gradually became apparent, outsiders who were familiar with her would say that she resembled her mother in another way when they talked about her. Mother Wang Xiangping felt very relieved when she heard this.

In fact, my mother never taught Bian Yinkai how to sing Henan Opera.For a long time, my mother regarded her specialty of singing Henan opera as a hobby. She never planned to pass on this hobby to her children as a skill, so that some of them would develop in this field in the future; she is not a professional group or a professional singer. People have no special hope in this regard.The third child, Bian Yincao, looked like her, so she thought about teaching Bian Yincao how to sing Henan opera, thinking that if Bian Yincao could sing Henan opera, she would be more like herself, it was just a trivial wish.When Bian Yincao was five or six years old, her mother taught her to sing Henan opera when she had nothing to do. However, Bian Yincao didn’t like to sing, and she couldn’t sing well. After teaching her for a while, her mother stopped teaching her. Let’s just like it myself. Like before, I want to Sing it to yourself or your husband.The mother didn't expect that when she was teaching Bian Yincao, Bian Yincao's two-year-old sister, Bian Yincao, was fascinated by listening to it, and she followed suit in her heart. Thinking sensiblely, my mother is teaching my sister, and if she makes a noise, she is causing trouble.A child's memory is astonishing. After a few times, Bian Yinkai could memorize some libretto firmly.Occasionally, when she heard her mother humming again, she hummed along in a low mosquito-like voice beside her. Her mother's voice covered her, and no one could hear her voice. She didn't dare to speak out, because she felt that she Learning to sing secretly is disobedient.After school, Bian Yinhe hummed accidentally, and was heard by a few students nearby. The students thought that the tune of Henan opera was weird and funny, and they burst into laughter. Immediately, the whole class knew that she could sing Henan opera, and some students wanted to listen to her from time to time. Singing Henan opera, don't disappoint her classmates, she just sings and sings.The Henan opera she sang to her classmates only had two sections, one was the aria from "Mulan Joins the Army" in "Mulan" and the other was the aria from "Going to the Battle". She heard her mother sing these two sections back and forth, so she only I can sing these two verses.But only these two paragraphs were rich and novel to the students in the monotonous era of literature and art, and they never tire of listening to them.At first, she sang a little reservedly, she only sang without moving.Later, she sang a lot, and she was able to let go. While singing, she also moved her hands.The more she sang, the more she became more comfortable. Not only did she put on airs freely and smoothly in her movements, but she also added her own movements from time to time. It was a vivid performance.

The first time my mother heard her sing was when she was in the third grade of elementary school, and she had sung countless times in front of her classmates, so the first time my mother saw her "performance" was vivid and skillful, she called her "shocked" "Not small.That day, when my mother was off work, I happened to meet her, and it happened that she was singing "Mulan in the Army" to her classmates with great interest. After listening to her singing, my mother was stunned. It took a long time to recover, called her, and put down the bicycle , was so excited that he stepped forward and hugged her tightly.Bian Yinxi wondered, why is mother so excited?At the same time, I thought happily: She can sing freely at home.Afterwards, my mother asked her: Why didn't you sing it to me?She said: If you don't teach me, you think you won't let me learn.Mother smiled and sighed, and said: Mom didn't know you could sing and love to sing.Afterwards, her mother taught her to sing more songs, such as "Chao Hong", "Golden Branch", "Flower Gun", etc. When she was free at home, her mother and her daughter would perform and sing with each other. You sing Yingying, and I sing For the matchmaker, the family enjoys a "play" for free.The family laughed and laughed about it.After smashing the "Gang of Four", the story of "Legend of the White Snake" was rehabilitated, and my mother taught Bian Yinxie to sing "Broken Bridge".No matter how much they sing, no matter how good they are, both mother and daughter regard Henan opera singing as a hobby, and they have to live as they should. They will not change their lives just because they sing Henan opera; Henan opera cannot change their lives , They can only enrich their lives, and if they can enrich their lives, they will be very satisfied and feel very happy.

In 1977, Bian Yinxie was sixteen years old, and this year she was in the first year of high school.Bian Yinhe, who has grown into a young girl, has grown into a slim figure, and her pretty face continued to extend and develop into a pretty face when she was a child. In the age of gray clothes, Bian Yinhe's handsome image is also seen among the classmates and crowds who are almost uniformly dressed in plain and monotonous colors. She will not escape people's sight. Whoever sees her will feel their eyes light up, as if seeing a bright flower; she stands in the center, is appreciated and pointed out by others, can stand the test, and has a graceful posture. It added a bit of strength to her outstanding appearance, and it was even better.After getting it, it is called "temperament".In school, Bian Yinhe was famous for her beauty, and it was passed down among students and teachers, and everyone knew about it.This year, because of her outstanding beauty, she was selected by a film crew and played a role.

The film crew came from Xi'an, and the filming story took place in old Lanzhou, so they came to Lanzhou to shoot.There is a role of a busker girl in the play.There are not many plays for girls, only five or six scenes, and no professional actors are needed, so the crew chooses to play the girls temporarily during filming.Because it is a girl's role, the age is relatively young, so the selection range is limited to various middle schools.It was the third middle school that the director came to when he came to the middle school where Bian Yinxi was. Naturally, the first two schools did not find suitable candidates.As soon as the director found the school, the school immediately recommended Bian Yinxie.When the director saw Bian Yinhe, he was very satisfied, and immediately made a decision on her.The news of Bian Yinkai going to make a movie was not only widely circulated in the school, but also attracted reporters. She was featured in the newspaper, and her photo was published in the newspaper. In the photo, she was pure, beautiful, and generous. Get famous.Because of her, the provincial repertory troupe specially sent people to the set to watch her filming.People from the repertory theater troupe came to see her filming for a purpose. At that time, the repertory theater troupe was preparing to recruit a group of students. As soon as her story was published in the newspaper, the repertory theater troupe paid attention to her to see if she had the qualities of an actor.Since Bian Yinhe has the aura to sing Henan opera, she actually has the aura in literature and art, and she will not lack the aura to perform.She didn't have many plays, and the filming was over in a week.The filming went smoothly, and Bian Yinhe won the director's affirmation, and said that she was a good actress.The people from the repertory troupe also affirmed her. As a result of the inspection, she was selected by the repertory troupe in advance.

Bian Yinxi didn't know about the repertory troupe's decision, so after filming the movie, he went back to school.A month later, the repertory troupe officially found her and officially issued an "admission" notice to her.Bian Yinhe, who is talented in literature and art, was naturally overjoyed. When she told her parents, they were also pleasantly surprised. They didn't expect her daughter to become a professional actor easily; her three older sisters were also happy and envious, saying that her life is good. The face her parents gave her changed her life.It turned out that in Bian Yinxie's heart, she thought that her future would be like her sisters'. After finishing school, she would go around looking for a job, and her future job would be nothing more than being a worker.Therefore, when the sisters said that, she admitted it in her heart.In the eyes of family members, actors are a profession of art. Art is very far away from ordinary people like them. Art is so high that it is difficult for them to touch it; , keeping them at a respectful distance, they are not qualified to get in touch.Now, Bian Yinhe is about to become an actor, making them feel like a dream, and it is also a great honor.In order to celebrate this turning point in Bian Yinkai's fate, all the members of the Bian family, except for the fourth son Bian Jinguo and his wife Qiu Li, who had something to do and couldn't get away, were all present, just like last year's "family portrait" of four generations living under the same roof. , nearly twenty people gathered together and had a "celebration meal" in the yard of Bian Yinkai's house.There are two large tables set up in the yard, which were specially borrowed by his father Bian Jinsuo from the canteen of the unit.As soon as the two big tables were placed in the yard, the small yard was filled. People sat at the tables, and the yard was filled. The Bian family was full of conversations, laughter, and joy like a festival.This scene was deeply imprinted in Bian Yinkai's mind. She was proud and moved.I just want her to perform well on the stage in the future and dedicate it to the family members!

In mid-June, Bian Yinhe joined the drama troupe.The status of trainees is like that of apprentices in a factory. Only when the apprenticeship expires can they become regular workers.The cadet's semester is two years.During the period of the students, the students mainly focused on learning, and often concentrated on classes, learning vocal music, body, lines, and performance. In addition, they also watched the rehearsal and acting of the troupe's actors as supplements. There were very few opportunities for students to perform on stage. , play A, B, C, Ding or something.In the rehearsal repertoire, the main actors who play the leading role are highly praised by the crew. "Lively" is "desolate" on the other; some actors are around fifty years old, and they are still playing supporting roles, playing tricks, and being scorned by others.After getting in touch with them for a while, the students all understood that actors’ meals do not all taste the same. When they are not confident, they sigh, and when they are confident, they swear, and they all say that they will be the leading role in the future.Bian Yinhe recalled the scene of the "celebration meal" that her family set up for her as an actress. She was also full of motivation. She was determined to win honor for her family and study hard. An actor who misses her family is actually an actor who plays the leading role, and she must also be the leading actor .With determination, it seems to be the basis for realization, as if you know it well, the premonition is only success, the future is clear, and the steps you take every day are cheerful.

Two years have passed quickly, and the students have joined the ranks of "actors" and are qualified to act seriously on stage.This is what they have long expected.Every time there is a new play in the troupe, the troupe leader will announce the list of actors participating in the performance like a public list. At that moment, the actors are most nervous. At that time, every actor hopes that he will be on the list first. Well, after entering the list, they hope to be assigned a main role; if they can't be assigned a main role, they hope to be assigned a main supporting role, and so on, their hopes decrease step by step.Standing at the bottom, they are waiting for the opportunity to climb up.It is difficult for every new actor to get rid of this "expectation" and "waiting" pattern, whether patient or not, he has to endure it.In this process, those who can find the "road" take a shortcut, and those who do not have a "road" have only one way, which is "waiting"!Wait for the opportunity, wait for luck.Those who have a way, their way is that they can build an unusual relationship with the leader of the regiment and get the care of the leader.They either rely on the relationship between their peers and their parents to get in touch with the leader; or rely on themselves, with their excellent "contact" ability, they can get in touch with the leader, get close to the leader, get close to the leader, and become more and more familiar with the leader. more and more close.As long as the leader nods, their wish to play the role will be realized, and the role will be theirs.Those who only rely on "waiting" are waiting for opportunities and luck, that is, waiting for a main character who is none other than you, and everything about that character is everything about you; Just got on it, like receiving a piece of pie that fell from the sky.Otherwise, the theater troupe has a pillar, and the level of actors on the same team is hard to match. Who can't act? Entering the actor's competition, Bian Yinhe adapted naturally, and the original expectations also unknowingly weakened.In terms of the "road", Bian Yinxi has no and will not, and her hope is to wait.Her good image can be counted in the troupe, but every time she is assigned a role that is a trick.She always said in her heart: Take your time.In this way, year after year has passed, and for four years, she is still playing tricks.At first, when the troupe gave out tickets for the performances, she was very interested in buying several tickets for her family. When the family members went, it was very interesting and interesting to see her perform tricks. The first time or two, the family members comforted her not to worry, but also to take it easy. Come on, which actor didn't start out as a walk-on?Later, after seeing too much of her playing tricks, I felt bored.Once, my mother couldn't help but complained about the troupe and said: If there is nothing to do, it shouldn't be an actor. If an actor doesn't act on stage, it's useless.Bian Yinxie felt very sad when he heard this.There will be performances in the future, and she will not want a single ticket. The family understands her feelings, so they don't say they want to see it. They don't have Bian Yinxie's play, and they are not interested in watching it. Among the actors who joined Bian Yinhe, three actors have played the main supporting role and the leading role two or three times, so they have come out.Among them are two actresses.They are naturally inferior to Bian Yinxuan in terms of image, and their plays are no better than Bian Yinxuan. They are highly valued mainly because they have "roads". One has a family background, and his mother is a cadre of the Cultural Department; Relying on the boyfriend's way, the boyfriend's father is the deputy head of the troupe.With such a strong way, it would be strange for them not to come out.The people in the troupe are able to accept this reality with a balanced mentality, and they only blame themselves for having no way out.Bian Yinkai was also able to accept this phenomenon. Although he was a little unconvinced in his heart, he didn't want to compare with them, because the comparison was impossible.However, once she couldn't help it, she went to the leader.That day, at the rehearsal scene of the new play, the actress who played the leading role gave Bian Yinhe a lesson because Bian Yinxuan, who was playing a trick, accidentally stepped on her foot. Just play tricks in your life.That actress is the mother of the Cultural Agency.What Bian Yinxuan couldn't stand was not her preaching, but her mannerisms. She was about the same age as Bian Yinxuan, and she belonged to a group of students, but she put on the same qualifications as her seniors.Bian Yinkai turned tears into strength. After rehearsing, he went to the head of the regiment, and poured out all the dissatisfaction in his heart through strength.The head of the regiment was calm, but he only said good things.When it comes to the reason why Bian Yinxi always plays tricks, the head of the group explained and comforted her solemnly, saying that the advantages of a drama are not based on its image, but on its strength; and the judgment of strength is not based on self-perception, it is the director who has the final say, their leader is Never interfere with the director's work.Bian Yinkai knew that the head of the group was reluctant to deal with it, but she didn't want to "expose" anything or be serious to the end. If the exposure was serious, not only would there be no results, but it would increase her "variety", which would be of no benefit to her. Bian Yinhe asked an irrelevant question angrily, saying: Image is not important, why did you recruit me in the first place? Seeing her aggrieved look, the group leader patted her on the shoulder like a coaxing child, and said with a smile: I think you can act in movies, do you have acting talent? Grasping the leader's words, Bian Yinxi said mockingly: I play tricks every day, so I don't have any talent for acting! "Take your time, take your time, young man, there are plenty of opportunities." As he spoke, the leader waved his hand to comfort him. Knowing that the head of the group could only speak official language, Bian Yinxie left disappointed. Later, the situation changed a bit. In the next play, Bian Yinxi played a supporting role for the first time in more than ten scenes.She managed to get more than 20 tickets and gave them to the family members.All the able-bodied members of the Bian family came, and they sat under the stage, admiring Bian Yinxie as if he were a star. Bian Yinxie and her family thought that the supporting role announced that her era of playing tricks was over, and that her luck would change from now on.But that's not the case. In a play after playing a supporting role, Bian Yinxie played a trick again.Then, I only played a small supporting role in a few scenes.In this way, another year passed.Whether it is regressing or not progressing, Bian Yinxi doesn't care anymore. It doesn't matter because she doesn't deliberately strive for it. It's better not to be an actor, it's superficial and boring.After she became an actress, she gradually learned to dress differently; at the same time, through the training of acting and the influence of actors, she unconsciously cultivated a detached temperament, just like the public watching art. It seems that she stands high in people's eyes.Coupled with her original excellent appearance, walking in the crowd is like a little red in the green bushes.In particular, when she walked into the courtyard where she lived, almost all the people in the courtyard knew her, looked behind her, talking a lot, coming and going, their mouths were nothing more than admiration Words of envy and admiration are nothing more than her outstanding appearance, unusual temperament and her career as an actor.At that time, Bian Yinxie couldn't help being proud and complacent. Over time, she got used to people's admiration, and she no longer took it seriously. If she didn't take it seriously, she didn't take it for granted. In fact, she took it more seriously.However, year after year, her performance did not improve, and when she passed by people, she lost a bit of pride. Instead, she had a self-deprecating mentality, thinking: She "has nothing", what is there to envy?No matter how beautiful a person is, what's the use of it? According to the law of the development of actors in the troupe, if an actor has not settled into the ranks of leading roles within five years, there will be very few chances of turning around in the future.It has been five years since Bian Yinxie.She thought that she might be like some old actors who couldn't get out, and would be a "dragon" actor all her life.If that's the case, she can only accept her fate, and treat her as not an actress.The more I think about it, the more peaceful I feel.When she didn't care anymore, she got a chance to change her fate. In the early spring of 1986, she was spotted by a director in Beijing and was loaned to Beijing to participate in the shooting of a film in which she played the heroine.The director chose her by accident.One day, the director inadvertently flipped through an issue of "New Stage" magazine, and that issue happened to publish a play by Bian Yinkai's troupe, and that play happened to be the only time Bian Yinkai participated in the most plays, that is, she had more than a dozen performances drama of drama.Both the leading role and the supporting role in the play were introduced, and the life photos of the actors were attached with the introduction. At that time, the director was looking around for the female lead in the film. The female lead was required to be young, beautiful, and good-looking. His eyes lit up, and he felt that Bian Yinkai was exactly the image he wanted.The next day, the director went to Lanzhou in person, went to the troupe, and met Bian Yinxuan. After seeing it, he felt that it was better than the photos. After the movie was finished, it was nothing. Bian Yinkai returned to the troupe, so-and-so, as always.However, after the film was fully released, the female lead Bian Yinhe attracted great attention and interest from the audience. Newspapers and magazines continued to receive letters from the audience, who commented on her and were full of interest.The audience not only praised her beautiful appearance and unique temperament, but also affirmed her acting skills; praise is not the main purpose, the audience wants to unveil her strange and mysterious veil.The reporter moved upon hearing the news and played the role of unveiling the veil.In an instant, Bian Yinxi became famous and became a star.A year later, Bian Yinkai was transferred to an art troupe in Beijing and settled in Beijing.People who know her or not, smack their lips in admiration for her experience.Those who envy her so much are her former colleagues in the drama troupe.She became famous, and the repertory theater troupe couldn't help but get some reputation. Some reports interviewed the troupe's leaders, and the leaders repeatedly mentioned how the troupe recruited Bian Yinxie with their eyesight back then. They were all exaggerations, saying When he was young, he was very proud; but in private, he regretted not having reused Bian Yinxuan, and was worried that Bian Yinxuan would hold grudges.On the contrary, when talking about the past, Bian Yinxi was grateful and grateful to the troupe, saying that if the troupe had not given her the opportunity to perform that time, she would not have had the chance to be favored by the director.After hearing this, the leader of the troupe was proud, but at the same time felt guilty, and praised from the bottom of his heart, Bian Yinxie knew how to behave. Although Bian Yinxuan is grateful to the Lanzhou theater troupe for paving the way for her life turning point, she always believes that the change in her destiny is fundamentally born and given by her parents, so every time a reporter interviews Bian Yinxuan, she always has to say: My The fate is changed by the face given by parents.This sentence became her mantra, and the audience was familiar with it.The typology of her story is also summed up by this sentence; this sentence is the beginning and the end of her story.This sentence is firmly remembered by the audience. When they feel that life is boring, when they talk about the star Bian Yinhe, they will sigh with emotion, why didn't my parents give me such a face.