Chapter 13 Bian Yinduo said: As long as it is a job, you can do anything (1)

The second child, Bian Yinduo, who is two years younger than Bian Yinhua, was physically stunted since childhood.For a long time, she looked obviously thinner and shorter than girls of the same age, her body was one size smaller than others, narrower, and she looked like she was about to be blown down by the wind; from childhood to adolescence to youth, she was like this.Her facial features and physical dysplasia complement each other, and all the positions are shrunk from normal; not only shrunk, but also mutated and hereditary shape.She looks like her father's single eyelid eyes, which are smaller than her father's eyes, typical small eyes; she is like her mother's thin lips, which are thinner and smaller than her mother's lips, and she can't see them when she closes her mouth Her upper and lower lips are red, and it looks like there is only a slit; her nose is short, her ears are small, her forehead is narrow and flat, and she looks like no one else.Combined with it, she does not give the overall impression of being exquisite and exquisite, but rather a mouse-headed, petty look, which makes people look down on her.

Although Bian Yinduo is stunted, she is not as sick as her uncle Bian Jinguo who was also stunted back then. On the contrary, she is the least sick among the four children. illness; no matter how young she is, she still eats no worse than others. She should eat what she can eat, but she still grows slowly compared to others.The parents felt puzzled, thinking that she is really unlucky, and her physical fitness is not bad, so why can't she grow up well?Thinking about it carefully, it is normal to conceive her, how could a "bad" seedling be born?Later, someone who claimed to understand said that the mother must have been short of calcium for a while when she was pregnant.The mother also believed it, thinking that the calcium was hidden in the body, not showing the mountains and dews, and whether it was lacking or not, she couldn't feel it. She just sighed that Bian Yinduo was out of luck, and always felt sorry for her daughter.The opera-singing mother cares about beauty. In her opinion, a girl's bad appearance is the greatest misfortune.For Bian Yinduo's dislike, others dislike it, but his parents don't. They use favoritism to make up for their guilt.Since she was a child, Bian Yinduo has enjoyed her parents' doting on her. Unknowingly, her seemingly soft personality has an extra willful disposition. She is afraid of suffering, tiredness, dirty and picky eaters. She is not a princess but is a princess. Appearance and style match nondescript.

The inertia and coquettishness she has cultivated are exposed from time to time outside, and she always hopes that others will treat her as a princess.There is someone to take care of you at home, but no one to take care of you outside.Her appearance is unpopular and uncute. In the yard, the urchins don't like her, and the adults don't like her either. When playing, no one wants to get together with her, and everyone scrambles to stay away from her. She; at school, the teachers didn't like her, and the classmates didn't like her either. When the teacher talked to her, he couldn't help but sulk. When the classmates talked to her, they either ignored her or reprimanded her. , no one wants to go with her.The inconsistent treatment inside and outside made her personality more unbalanced, leading to a vicious circle.The more she used her willfulness at home, the more she was "discriminated" by others; the more "discrimination" she got from others, the more she sought to make up for it and acted willfully at home.

When Bian Yinduo first entered elementary school, the "Cultural Revolution" began. During the five years of elementary school, learning was a sub-item, and carrying out various politically required activities was the main project of the students, such as training, digging air-raid shelters, working in the countryside, and taking to the streets to promote Chairman Mao Quotations, big and small character posters, parades, etc. There are constant activities, and students spend more time outside than in the classroom.In the outdoor activities, Bian Yinduo was weak and prominent, so she was squeezed out even more. The classmates looked down on her for intervening, so they didn't ask her to intervene. If she wanted to intervene, she was scolded and pushed aside.She is often the one standing in the crowd with a dazed look.Without the support of her classmates and teachers at school, she felt that school was very boring. Once she graduated from elementary school, she didn't want to go to school.Her parents didn't approve of her dropping out of school, not because they thought studying was so important, but because they thought she was going to drop out of school. She was too young to find a job. If she didn't work, she stayed at home, so she had to assign some housework to her. She was thin and thin Yes, working is a bit difficult for her; she stays in school for a few more years, and she can always get some exercise. While she is going to school, she is growing her body, and when her body grows "stronger", it is not too late to quit school .Her parents had made a plan for her. When she was sixteen years old, she would drop out of high school after finishing her first year of high school. Since she would grow up, she would be able to avoid going to the mountains and going to the countryside to work.The good intentions of her parents are still partial to her.Bian Yinduo didn't appreciate her parents' love, she only thought about the present, instead she said that her parents favored her elder sister Bian Yinhua, her elder sister said she didn't want to go to school, so she stopped going, she didn't want to go to school, why couldn't she?The parents explained it, and Bian Yinduo said that she would rather work at home than go to school.They also said that she learned to work, which is the best physical exercise.Parents see that she really doesn't want to go to school, so forget it.

Really staying at home, Bian Yinduo didn't do any housework, the reason was that she couldn't do it.Parents are partial to her, that's all.But I don’t think it’s a problem for her to stay at home all the time. After Bian Yinhua got a formal job, her parents asked Bian Yinduo to take over the job of selling popsicles. They wanted her to exercise for a few years. Find her a regular job.However, Bian Yinduo didn't want to sell popsicles, saying that she would lose face when she met her classmates while standing on the street.Parents say that exercising early is good for your future.Bian Yinduo groaned and still couldn't speak.When it arrived, it was the eldest sister Bian Yinhua who got angry and made her have to go.

After selling popsicles for a few days, she moaned and said that she couldn't stand the sun, and every day she was dizzy and nauseated to vomit.She said so, and she showed it in her appearance. Every day she came back from pushing the popsicle cart, her feet seemed to be filled with lead, and she couldn't lift her steps.After entering the house, he fell on the bed first, curled up into a ball, and fell asleep after a while.Asked her to eat, she said it was disgusting and she couldn't eat it.Seeing her overwhelmed and weak appearance, the parents thought, after all, she couldn't keep up with the boss's physique. If this continues, her body will not be able to bear it. At that time, don't really toss her body out of order.Parents persuaded the boss, Bian Yinhua, not to ask her to sell popsicles.I asked her what she wanted to do, but she said that she was tired of doing anything, she couldn't do it, and she wanted to go back to school.He also said that what her parents thought was right, she would have to spend a few more years in school until she was strong enough to work.In this way, she entered the school again, starting from the first day of junior high school.Since her age is at least two years older than the fresh graduates, it is difficult for her to talk to her classmates if there is a generation gap.Fortunately, her sister Bian Yincao, who is one year younger than her, is in the same school as her, one grade higher than her, so she can still have a companion when going to and from school.She was an old student who couldn't keep up with the pace of freshmen's study. In junior high school, she was always a lower student in the class. After graduating from junior high school, she failed to enter high school.Back home and unemployed.

At this time, she was seventeen years old and it was time to work.Her parents and her boss, Bian Yinhua, were responsible for her desire to find a job. They cast a net to collect job recruitment information, and went through the back door if they had one.Soon, people from his father's work unit introduced Bian Yinduo to the meat joint factory.She went, and the factory assigned her to the cutting workshop. After working for more than half a month, she couldn't stand it anymore. She said she couldn't get used to the smell of fresh raw meat, and her hands and body were greasy all day long. Yes, she lost her appetite when she was told to eat.She decided not to do it.Her parents accommodated her.Not long after, people from the work unit of my second uncle, third aunt, and eldest sister introduced her to several jobs, including electrician, riveter, bus conductor, and the person responsible for recruiting electricians and riveters. When they saw her, they thought she was weak and said She looked like she couldn't work, so she was eliminated; the bus conductor, although easy, but they didn't want her, saying that she was less than 1.5 meters tall, which was too short of the 1.60 meters they required. Far.Only then did she feel how limited her qualifications were, and she wanted to ask others to choose her.After being sad, I took the resentment to my parents, and my mother just sighed and said, what happens is not up to us, it is given by God;

A month later, a neighbor introduced her to a spare parts processing factory, and she entered the lathe workshop.The workshop was full of mowing noises all day long, and she stuffed her ears with cotton balls, and her screams hit her eardrums.She kept complaining, she didn't need to tell anyone, she would chatter to herself from time to time, just like Mrs. Xianglin.The master who took her couldn't get used to her nagging, so he sternly gagged her.No more nagging, but she was so scared that she gave up work because a worker had his finger broken by a car. She smacked her lips and said that she almost fainted when she saw the blood, and she wanted to change it to herself. Also have to be scared to death.Speaking of which, she looked shocked.The family thinks that turning a car is also dangerous. She is timid. If she can't do it well, maybe one day the car will break her hand, so it's good for her not to do it.A few days later, my mother asked her if she wanted to go to the woolen factory where she worked. She shook her head and said no. She had seen her mother and the others work, and said that they had been working standing up, and they had to shift shifts again. Her body must be suffering. no.The boss, Bian Yinhua, saw that she always had a reason to be picky, and said angrily: "Your body is the body, and we are made of iron. If others can do it, you can do it!"You are lazy and you can choose, just stay at home if you want to save money, sooner or later you will suffer, and you will die of idleness if you don’t starve to death!Bian Yinduo burst into tears with grievance, and chirped and said in a clichéd way: Who told me to be born weak and not as healthy as you!Bian Yinhua sarcastically said to her: Why don't you get sick if you are weak!If you eat well, you eat at the front, and when you work, you run to the back. If you only eat but don’t eat, be careful, you will really get sick!Bian Yinduo was sobbing and humming back, but Bian Yinhua was naturally resolute.The two were arguing weakly and strongly.I was finally persuaded by my mother.Bian Yinhua said angrily that she would never help her find a job, her virtue was not enough to shame her.Bian Yinhua did what she said, and really ignored her.

Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles.It seems that people knew about Bian Yinduo's experience, and with her own limited conditions, no one brought her any job information.In a flash, more than a year passed.After the age of twenty, there is no job, no matter what, it is embarrassing.Bian Yinduo was also extremely anxious.She urged her parents, and the parents begged others.People who are familiar with Bian Yinduo agree on the surface, but don't care behind the scenes; those who are not familiar with her, always ask her politely what kind of work she wants to do when chatting with her.Bian Yinduo blurted out without thinking: As long as it is a job, you can do anything.The answer at this time was really without hesitation.She didn't dare to hesitate anymore, for fear of delaying the opportunity.A few months later, it was still her family who helped her. Uncle Bian Jinrong, who worked in the tax bureau, asked a colleague to introduce her to the Environmental Sanitation Bureau.Seeing her, the people from the Sanitation Bureau thought she was short and thin, and they didn't want her a little bit. They didn't say what they thought in their hearts.At the end, the colleague also specifically explained to the environmental sanitation bureau that she was thin, and it would be better if she could be arranged to sit in the office. The environmental sanitation bureau nodded and said, "Okay, okay."Bian Yinduo was very excited when he heard Uncle Wu's colleague say that, and felt lucky for the first time.However, when she was assigned a post, she was assigned to the cleaning team, and she became a road sweeper.She couldn't figure it out. She felt that what Uncle Wu's colleague said was a decision. The people from the Environmental Sanitation Bureau arranged for her like this, but she didn't implement the decision. She should have a place in the office. After thinking too much, she suspected that someone else was behind the scenes. She sat in the office His position was taken away by someone else's conspiracy.She couldn't get angry, so she went to find the person who accepted her in.She was polite to her, saying that the office was full and there was no vacancy, and if there was a place, she would be placed.Saying so, I laughed in my heart, wondering what she was, what a beautiful idea!Seeing that he was polite, she went up the steps again and asked if she could be changed to a job that was easier than sweeping the road.People endured their impatience and said: In fact, it is not easy anywhere, and every place is full of people, and she was forced to enter the cleaning team.She couldn't say anything.

Bian Yinduo's work was divided into stages. After sweeping a dozen or so steps, she began to cry that she was tired. When she said she was tired, she sat on the curb and said she wanted to take a break and then start again.After resting, she continued to work, swept a dozen steps, and then said that she was tired, and sat down to rest for a while.Unknowingly, resting and sweeping alternate regularly and repeatedly.In fact, she wasn't really tired to that extent, she was just afraid of suffering and wanted to be lazy and take more leisure.At first, when my colleagues saw her screaming tired, they thought she was thin and small, and thought she might be really tired, so they understood and sympathized with her, and they would take a break if she took a break, and they didn't care if they worked too much.Later, it was discovered that she could eat but not dry.She finished eating the breakfast she brought, and other people's, as long as she asked her, she would eat a few mouthfuls unceremoniously, and she could eat as many people as she wanted. Being lazy, I began to dislike her and look down on her.When she was resting again, she was rude, and laughed and said: It's not that serious, you eat a little more than us, we are not tired, why are you tired?

Bian Yinduo crossed his waist and said: How many catties of flesh do I have on my body? The colleague pursed his lips and said contemptuously: You deserve it for eating but not growing! Bian Yinduo shouted in a thin voice: I deserve it?You deserve it!If you are strong, do more! Colleagues scolded: You are a slob, you are an exploiting class, you exploit other people's labor, you will be knocked down sooner or later! Bian Yinduo rolled her eyes, and said: You were the one who was knocked down! Seeing her ugly appearance, my colleagues sneered and said: What a shame! You are a bitch!Bian Yinduo replied again. If the colleague said it again, she would pay it back again. What she said was to imitate her colleague's tongue.Colleagues don't accept scolding, and she doesn't shut up, so it will be endless. No matter how angry colleagues are, they can't reach out to hit her. When they arrive, they are exhausted by her "cheeky" and cheap energy, so they lose interest and get along with each other She generally knows.Bian Yinduo proudly thought that she had won, and she was even less afraid of being accused of her afterwards, and continued to work according to her "habit". Colleagues saw that she was lazy and did not change. They didn't bother to talk about her, but they wanted to punish her.They figured out a way to draw out the cleaning area of ​​each person in advance each time, and each area has a similar area, saying that this way the labor will be fair.In order to keep Bian Yinduo from saying anything, they let her choose first every time, and she would clean whichever piece she wanted to clean.Bian Yinduo knew that they made the rules for her own sake, but they did not enforce them unfairly, so she couldn't say anything.After weighing left and right, she picked what she thought was the smallest area.In this way, Bian Yinduo is still working and resting. When we arrive, others have already finished their work, and we can sit down and have a good rest and chat. She hasn't cleaned half of it; Colleagues are upset.As she was doing it, she realized that it was better this way. She could clean in a jumpy manner, exerting a lot less force, and working no slower than others.With this way of coping, every time the area she cleaned was naturally not as clean as other people's, and she was happy when she failed and no one cared about her.However, after a few days of fun, the team leader talked to her, saying that her colleagues reported that her work attitude was not correct enough, and she mentioned her laziness and handling errands, and then criticized her.He also said that socialism implements the principle of distribution according to work. In the future, the group will officially implement the principle of distribution. Each of them will be reassigned to a few fixed labor areas. Someone will check at any time, laziness and errands will not work. Yes, bonuses and even wages will be deducted.If he refuses to mend his ways after repeated admonitions, he will be expelled.When Bian Yinduo heard this, he was dumbfounded.I shouted in my heart: I will be exhausted. After a while, as the team leader said, each of the cleaners was assigned to clean the lot, and the contract system was implemented.This time, Bian Yinduo didn't dare to save effort even if he wanted to.If she doesn't want to do it anymore, she has to complete her daily tasks and do it well.No matter what she does, she still has a slower rhythm than others, and she is more lazy than others; everyone else is off work, but she is still doing it.Fortunately, she was able to finish the work, and after she finished, she was not exhausted.She didn't die from exhaustion, and she didn't collapse from exhaustion. She ate and drank what she should have. After learning how to work hard, Bian Yinduo's laziness had just changed a little, when he was used to it by a man named Heizi. "Heizi" is a nickname, his surname is Dong, male, he works in the same unit as Bian Yinduo, in the greening team.Heizi was dark and thin, so he got the nickname "Heizi".The cleaning team has implemented a contract system, and the greening team has also implemented a contract system.Workers in the greening team are responsible for maintaining trees, flowers and plants along the streets.In the lot allocated by Heizi, there is a section of trees in the section of road allocated by Bian Yinduo.Once, Heizi went there to spray the trees. After spraying, he sat on the curb and wanted to rest for a while. When he saw Bian Yinduo coming over with a broom, he greeted Bian Yinduo and struck up a conversation.Although they are not familiar with the same unit, they know each other.As he said that, Heizi eagerly wanted to help Bian Yinduo clean up, but Bian Yinduo was not polite and handed him the broom.Heizi helped her sweep that section of the road in one go.Bian Yinduo said happily that he wished he could always help her.Heizi said seriously: "Okay, I'll help you if I'm free."He said that, and he did it. He mastered the road sections assigned by Bian Yinduo. When he had time, he found the road sections where Bian Yinduo worked. After saying a word, he helped Bian Yinduo to do the work. that part of the road.Bian Yinduo didn't think too much about it, and was always polite.Later, Heizi helped her more and more often, almost every day.Bian Yinduo's dependence also increased day by day and became a habit.Later, she knew why Heizi was willing to help her, because he fell in love with her. Although Bian Yinduo thinks that Heizi is capable and kind to her, he doesn't like him.I think he is dark, short, bad-looking, and of low status.Heizi is 1.65 meters tall, with small eyes, flat nose, and average appearance.Although Bian Yinduo's appearance is more ordinary and her stature is lower, she dreams of finding someone who looks good in all aspects; she is a cleaner, but she doesn't like cleaners.Heizi graduated from elementary school and was less educated than her, which made her look down on him.Seeing that she was very angry, Heizi was very self-aware and stopped chasing her.If you don't chase her, you won't help her.Bian Yinduo stayed up unaccustomed for a few days, and then took the initiative to find Heizi, saying that she would think about it again.Seeing that there was hope, Heizi was eager to help her again.I am more energetic than before, and sometimes I have to help her twice a day.Seeing that he is thin and short, he works swiftly and vigorously.Seeing his capable appearance, Bian Yinduo thought to himself: This is also a head, it's not bad if it can be pictured, and in the future, she can save her trouble at home.Heizi's ability is one of the reasons she considers. Apart from this, the main thing is that she knows how to measure in her heart. From childhood to adulthood, no matter the school or the work unit, she is not popular outside. She has long known herself. Thinking, maybe she will never meet another person who likes her as much as Heizi in this life. Half a year later, Bian Yinduo married Heizi.Heizi was four years older than her. He joined the Environmental Sanitation Bureau at the age of sixteen and was an "old" employee. Before he got married, he was eligible to be allocated a new one-bedroom apartment with his own new house, which was considered very good at the time. conditions.The family members said that Bian Yinduo is a lazy person with lazy blessings.Her parents told her that if she had her own home, she should learn to work hard to manage it.She responded with a "hmm", thinking proudly, if there is a sunspot, she will have to save so much worry in this life. In the summer of the second year after marriage (1980), Bian Yinduo gave birth to a boy named "Dong Anfan".The name was given by my grandparents, which means to be content with an ordinary life.