Chapter 4 3

"I'll wait for you at the station." After walking in silence for a while, Jingqiu said, "Let me listen to you tell a story. You have read so many books, and you must have a lot of stories in your stomach. Tell me one." He only told a few stories, and after each one, Jingqiu asked, "What else? What else?" He told another one.In the end, he told an untitled story, to the effect that there was a young man who, in order to save his father's career and future, agreed to marry his father's boss's daughter as his wife, but he was unwilling in his heart, and the matter was dragged on. with.Later he met a girl he liked, and he wanted to marry that girl, but that girl knew that he had been engaged to another girl, so she didn't trust him and hid.

At this point, he stopped. She asked, "What happened next? Tell me how the story ends." "I really don't know the ending--, if you were--the girl, I mean, if you were the girl that the young man met later, what would you do?" Jingqiu thought for a while and said: "I think, if that young man can turn back on one girl, he will turn back on other girls too, so ----, if I were the girl he met later, I- ---I will definitely hide too---" At this point, she seemed to suddenly realize, "Is this your story? Are you telling yourself?" He shook his head: "It's not my story. It's from many books. Almost all love stories are similar. Have you read <<Romeo and Juliet>>? Didn't Romeo love Juliet very much? But don't forget, Romeo also liked another girl before he met Juliet--"

"yes?" "Have you forgotten? The day Romeo met Juliet, he went to that party for another girl, but he saw Juliet and fell in love with her. You can say that since Romeo can backfire on the first girl, he will definitely Back to Juliet?" Jing Qiu thought for a while, and said, "The reason why he didn't contradict Juliet is because he died very soon." "Oh, I remembered, the ending of the story I just said is like this: Later, the young man looked for the girl everywhere like crazy, but he couldn't find it. He couldn't bear to live without her, so he committed suicide gone."

"You must have made this up." On Thursday afternoon, Jingqiu hurried to the long-distance station and boarded the last bus bound for K County.Unexpectedly, the car broke down as soon as it left City K. It stopped at a place that was not near a village in front or a shop in the back. After waiting for more than an hour, I heard the sound of the car engine again. Jingqiu was extremely anxious, when she arrived at K County, it must have been past seven o'clock, and the station was closed, so she wondered if the third child would wait for her.If he left, she would not be able to rush back to Xicunping today, so she would have to find a place to stay in K County for the night.But after the money on her body bought the ticket, there was nothing left.She thought that if she had to, she would have to spend the money left over from buying wool from her aunt to stay in a hotel, but she didn't know how much it would cost to stay in a hotel for one night.

When her car approached the K county bus station, she saw the third child waiting for her standing under the dim streetlight.As soon as the car stopped, he ran to the door of the car and looked inside. When he saw her, he jumped into the car and squeezed in front of her: "I thought you weren't coming, and I thought your car was overturned. I'm hungry Right? Let's find a place to eat." He took her bags: "You carried so many things? Did you bring them with someone else?" Then he grabbed her hand without any explanation, and led her out of the car to find a restaurant.She tried to break free from his hand, but he held it so tightly, and it was night, so no one would see her, so she let him grab it.

County K is not big, there are no buses, and several restaurants have closed long ago, so there is no place to eat. Jingqiu asked: "Have you eaten? If you have eaten, we --- don't need to find a restaurant. Let's go back to Xicunping to eat." "I didn't eat either. I started to prepare to eat with you when you came. Later, I was afraid that I would miss you when I left, so I stayed there---. You must be hungry. Let's eat something first. I will have something later. It's a long way—" He took her hand and said, "Come with me, I have a way—"

He took her to look for food at the farmers' homes near the county seat, saying that as long as she gave her money, she could find something to eat.After walking for a while, he saw a family and said, "This is the house. The house is big and the pigsty is big. There must be some meat left from the slaughtered pig. Let's go eat meat." The two of them knocked on the door of that family, and a middle-aged woman opened the door. Hearing that they were looking for food, and seeing the money dangling in the hand of the third child, she let them in.The third child talked with her for a while, gave her the money, and the woman started cooking.

The third child helped to light the fire. He sat in front of the stove, set up firewood very skillfully, and even pulled Jingqiu to sit by and watch.There are some thatch-like things piled up in front of the stove, which can be regarded as a place to sit.Jingqiu and the third child sat in the thatched pile and made a fire. There was only a small place where the two of them crowded together, and her person was almost leaning against him, but she was not very afraid, because this family definitely didn't know the two of them. The fire in the stove was reflected on the third child's face, and his face turned red, as if he was very handsome.Jingqiu looked at him secretly from time to time, and he would turn his head to look at her from time to time. When meeting her gaze, he would smile heartily and ask her, "Is this kind of life fun?"

"Fun---" That meal was really rich for Jingqiu, and the rice cooked with new rice was especially delicious.Several dishes are also delicious, there is a bowl of tofu fried on both sides, a fried green vegetable, a bowl of pickles, and two home-made sausages.He gave her both sausages and said, "I know you like sausages, so I asked specifically just now. If the owner says there are no sausages, I will change." "How do you know that I love sausage?" She refused to ask for two, but she insisted on giving him one. He said: "I don't like to eat sausage, really, I like to eat --- pickles, which can't be eaten in the cafeteria of the team ---"

She knew he was letting her eat, how could there be someone who didn't like sausage?She insisted that he eat it, and said that if you don't eat it, I won't eat it either.The two of them let each other back and forth, the master saw it, and said cheerfully: "You two are very funny, you are very affectionate, how about I cook two more for you?" The third child quickly took out the money, and said repeatedly: "Then cook a few more, we can take it on the road----" After eating, he asked Jing Qiu: "Are you going back today?" "Of course I will go back. If I don't go back, where will I live?"

"If you don't want to go back, of course you can find a place to live," he smiled, "Go back, otherwise you are afraid that others will say this and that--" Along the way, he held her hand, saying that it was too dark and he was afraid that she would fall.The hands of the two have been clasped together, a little sweaty.He asked: "I--holding your hand, are you-- afraid?" "Ok." "Has no one held your hand before?" "No." She asked curiously, "Have you ever held someone's hand?" He didn't answer for a long time, and finally said: "If I have held hands, do you think I am a bad person?" "Then you must have pulled—" "Holding and pulling are different. Sometimes, it's because of---responsibility; sometimes, it's because of---there's no other way; -" She had never heard anyone say the word "love" to her directly. At that time, when it came to love, they always used other words instead.She felt as if she was embarrassed to hear him use this word.She didn't dare to follow this topic, wondering what else he would say to embarrass her. When passing the hawthorn tree, he asked: "That hawthorn tree is over there, do you want to go and have a look and sit for a while?" Jingqiu felt a little creepy: "No, I heard that many anti-Japanese heroes were shot and killed there. It's scary to go there at night—" "Then come again when you have a chance." He joked, "You believe in communism, but are you afraid of ghosts?" Jingqiu said shyly, "I'm not afraid of ghosts either. In fact, those anti-Japanese heroes have turned into ghosts. They should be good ghosts and they won't harm anyone, right? So I'm not afraid of ghosts, I'm just afraid of—the kind A gloomy atmosphere." She suddenly remembered something, and asked him, "The day I arrived in Xicunping, did you just come back to Xicunping from somewhere and stood under that tree?" "No," he asked in surprise, "how could I stand there?" "Oh, that might be because I was blind. When I looked back that day, I always felt that there was a person standing under the tree, wearing a white shirt—" He laughed and said, "You're so blind, I'm standing there wearing a white shirt on such a cold day? Didn't I freeze to death?" Jingqiu thinks about it too: "Maybe it's because when I usually listen to the hawthorn tree, I always think of the two young people standing under the tree, so I misjudged---" He said solemnly: "Maybe there is one of those souls who looks like me? Maybe he showed up that day, and just happened to be seen by you, and you thought it was me. Look, he came out again!" Where did Jingqiu dare to look, she ran away in fright, was grabbed by him, pulled her into her arms, hugged her tightly, and said comfortingly: "I'm lying to you, where are the ghosts, they are all made up to scare you " He hugged her for a while, and then joked, "I wanted to scare you into my arms, but I didn't know you ran away instead, which shows that you don't trust me very much." Jingqiu hid in his arms, feeling that this was a little bad, but she was very reluctant to part with his arms, and was indeed very afraid, so she brazenly lay in his arms.He put a little more pressure on his arms, and her face rested on his chest.She never knew that a man's body would have such an intoxicating aura, and she didn't know how to describe that aura, she felt as if she had someone she could trust and rely on. Fear of being seen. She could hear his heartbeat, so fast and so loud. "Actually, you are also very scared," she looked up at him, "your heart beats so fast." He let go of his hand, let the bag on his back slide to the ground, so that he could hug her more freely: "I'm really scared, you hear my heart beat so fast, if you beat it again, it will jump out of my mouth gone." "Can the heart jump out of the mouth?" she asked curiously. "Why not? Didn't you see that's what it says in all the books? 'His heart was beating wildly, as if it were going to jump out of his mouth—'" "Is it written like this in the book?" "Of course, your heart is also beating fast, almost to your mouth." Jing Qiu felt her own heartbeat, and said suspiciously: "It's not fast, it's not as fast as yours, why do you say it's almost on your lips?" "You can't feel it yourself. If you don't believe it, open your mouth and see if it's on the edge of your mouth." Before Jing Qiu could react, he had already kissed her mouth.She felt something was wrong and pushed him away desperately.But he ignored her, kissed blindly, and pushed her lips with his tongue. If he had only kissed her lips, she might not have been so nervous. Now that he had put his tongue in her mouth, she felt embarrassed, and felt that he was--nasty, how could this be?Never heard of kissing like this.She clenched her teeth tightly, and his tongue could only slide back and forth between her lips and teeth.He attacked again and again, she gritted her teeth tightly, she didn't even know why she did this, she just felt that since he wanted to enter her mouth, it must be a bad thing, so she had to block him out. He gave up, only kissed her on the lips for a while, and asked her out of breath: "You—don't like it?" "I don't like it." In fact, she has nothing to dislike, but she is very scared and feels like doing something bad.But she really likes the feeling of his face against hers. She never thought that a man's face is warm and soft. She always thought that a man's face was cold and stiff. He smiled, and hugged her gently instead: "Do you like this?" She liked it very much in her heart, but said stiffly, "I don't like it either." He let go of her, mockingly said, "You -- you're really confusing." He picked up the bags and said, "Let's go." Then he didn't hold her hand, just walked side by side with her . After walking for a while, seeing that he didn't speak, Jingqiu asked cautiously, "Are you---angry? Are you not afraid of me---wrestling?" "I'm not angry, I'm afraid you don't even like holding hands----" "I didn't say I --- don't like --- holding hands ---" He grabbed her hand again: "Then you---like me holding you?" She refused to speak.He wanted to ask: "Tell me, do you like it?" "You know—still asking?" "I don't know, you confuse me. I don't know until I hear you say it." She still refused to say, he didn't force her anymore, just held her hand tightly, and walked down the mountain with her.The ferryman had already finished work, and he said: "Let's not call for ferry, we have a saying there that describes how rare it is for a person to call for a response, so we say 'like calling for a ferry', which means that calling for a ferry is the hardest thing to do.I'll carry you across the river. " After speaking, he took off his shoes and socks, stuffed the socks into the shoes, connected the shoes with straps, hung them around his neck, and then hung several bags around his neck.He squatted down in front of her and let her go up.She refused and said, "I'll do it myself." "Don't be embarrassed, come up, you girls, it's not good to walk in cold water. It's dark now, no one will see. Come up quickly." She had to let him carry her on his back, but she put her hands on his shoulders, trying not to let her chest touch his back.He warned: "Lie down, wrap your hands around my neck, or I won't be responsible for falling into the water." After finishing speaking, he seemed to slip on his feet, and she leaned to one side, and she quickly fell on him. On his back, wrapping her hands around his neck, she felt her chest squeezed against his back, giving her a strange feeling, as if it was comfortable to squeeze there.But his whole body was shaken, and he trembled like chaff. She asked worriedly: "Is it because I am so heavy? Or is the water so cold?" He didn't answer, and trembled for a while before calming down.He carried her on his back and slowly waded across the river.After walking for a while, he turned his face and said: "There is a saying in our place that says, 'Husband, husband, when you get old, you have to be confessed; wife, wife, when you are old, you have to be carried'. No matter how old you are, I will carry you, okay? it is good?" She blushed, and scolded him: "Why do you keep saying such things? If you do this again, I will --- dive into the water." He suddenly fell silent, and Jing Qiu asked curiously, "What's the matter with you? Are you angry again?" He nodded downstream with his head: "Your second brother is waiting for you over there." Jingqiu looked in the direction his head pointed, and indeed, Duanlin was sitting by the river with a pair of buckets beside him.The third child walked to the shore, put Jing Qiu down, put on his shoes and socks and said, "Wait here, I'll go and talk to him." After finishing speaking, he walked over to say hello to the second child, "Second child, Are you carrying water?" "Well, are you back?" Then he spoke to Duan Lin in a low voice, and then returned to Jing Qiu, saying, "You're home, I'm going this way." Then he disappeared into the night. Duan Lin fetched water, raised his shoulders, and walked home in silence.Jingqiu followed behind, trembling with fear, she was afraid that if Duanlin told what she had just seen and let the people in the education reform team hear, then she would be finished.She wanted to take advantage of the time before she got home to tell Duan Lin: "Second brother, don't get me wrong, he just picked me up, we--" "He just said that." "Don't tell outsiders, lest others misunderstand—" "He just said that." When I got home, everyone was surprised, and the aunt said in a loud voice: "You ran back alone? The mountain road? Oh, you are so brave. I dare not walk that road alone during the day- --" That night, Jingqiu couldn't sleep for a long time, and was always worried that Duanlin would tell what she saw.He didn't tell anyone else just now, but wasn't that because she was there?Will he tell the aunt when he carries her behind his back?If he was really waiting for her to come back by the river tonight, then he would probably tell it, because he would definitely not want to see her with the third child. Jingqiu is already used to preparing for the worst, because many bad things that she didn't want to happen in life have happened, and they are often caught off guard, causing her great pain.That kind of pain was terrible and came too early, so she learned to prepare for the worst in everything since she was a child. The worst possible thing now is that Duanlin told the story, and then it reached the ears of the education reform team, and they spread it back to the school.What would happen if the school found out? Among the students of No. 8 Middle School in K City, there are many who were punished for talking about friends while they were studying, but there is more or less evidence for that.Now just relying on Duanlin alone, the school can punish her? But she also knows her identity. Although her mother was "liberated" long ago and became a people's teacher again, her father still wears the hat of a "landlord".Among the five types of elements of "the land rich against the bad and the right", the "landlord" is the first to bear the brunt, and is the biggest enemy of the proletariat.If a son of a landlord like her has the excuse of "bad style", won't the school punish her severely?It's a trivial matter to punish her, and the family members must be involved. Jingqiu felt that it was wrong for her father to be labeled as a "landlord".Her father left the landlord's family very early and went out to study. Landlord children like this should not be classified as landlords because they have no ancestors who took tenants in the countryside. She felt that her father was even considered a progressive youth, because he ran from the enemy-occupied area to the liberated area a year or two before liberation, and used his musical talents to serve the people in the liberated area, organizing a choir, promoting the Communist Party, Chairman Mao taught everyone to sing "The sky in the Liberated Areas is a clear sky" there. For some reason, he was caught at the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, saying that he went to the Liberated Areas to work as a spy for the Kuomintang, and that when he taught songs, he taught "the people in the Liberated Areas like it so much" as "the people in the Liberated Areas Drink porridge", smearing the face of the Liberated Area.In the end, her father was labeled as a "landlord" and driven back to the countryside.Wearing the hat of "landlord" is mainly because he cannot wear several hats repeatedly, so he has to wear the heaviest hat. Otherwise, he will have to wear several hats such as "US-Chiang spy", "current counter-revolutionary" and so on. of. Thinking of this, Jingqiu really regretted it. With a background like her own, she had to pay more attention than ordinary people in all aspects, and she must not make any mistakes, otherwise a catastrophe would result.I don't know what happened this time, as if she had taken the wrong medicine, the third child told her to take the mountain road, and she walked the mountain road; the third child told her to wait for her in the county town, so he asked him to wait for her in the county town.Later, I let him hold hands again, and was hugged and kissed by him.The most frightening thing was letting Duanlin see him carrying her behind his back.This is how to do? This worry was too heavy, so heavy that she could only think about how to keep Chang Lin from speaking out, and how to deal with him if he did, but for the third child, she didn't have much time to think about it. For the next few days, she was worried every day, watching her aunt and Duan Lin to see if there was any sign that Duan Lin had told his mother.As for Duan Lin, she was less worried. Duan Lin was like a boring gourd, and he probably wouldn't go to the teaching reorganization group to spread these words.But if aunt finds out, it will definitely spread. It seems that the result of looking around is that I have completely confused myself.Sometimes the aunt's expression seemed to know everything, and sometimes it seemed that she hadn't heard the news.Jingqiu's mood changes completely according to her own guesses, thinking that the aunt knows, she is terrified, and sleeps and eats uneasy; when she thinks that the aunt doesn't know, she secretly congratulates herself and laughs at herself. The third child still came to Auntie's house, but his place of work was moved to the other side of the village, so he couldn't come at noon.But he often came over at night, and each time he brought something to eat, and twice he brought sausage, which he said he bought at a villager's house.After the aunt cooked it, she cut it into slices and took it out for everyone to cook, but when Jingqiu was eating, she found a small piece of sausage buried under the rice in her bowl.She knew that the third child must have done it. She knew that she loved sausages and wanted her to eat more. She was nervous and didn't know what to do with the sausage.I remember her mother said that in the past, husbands in the countryside loved their daughter-in-law, and they would bury a piece of meat in the daughter-in-law’s meal like this, because the daughter-in-law in the country has no status in her husband’s family, and she has to give everything to others. Let the parents-in-law eat first, then let the husband eat, then let the uncles, sister-in-laws, and your own children.When it's the daughter-in-law's turn, there are only leftovers. Husbands dare not hurt their daughter-in-law in front of their parents.If you want to give each person a piece of meat, but you don't have that much, you have to do this trick.Her mother has also learned how a little daughter-in-law in the country eats this piece of meat. To be sneaky, she first puts her mouth on the edge of the bowl, and then takes out the piece of meat from under the rice as if digging a tunnel, pretending to be eating rice in her mouth. He just took a bite of the meat quietly, and quickly stuffed the meat back into the tunnel.Don't eat all the rice in the bowl before filling it, otherwise the meat under the rice will be exposed.But if you don't finish eating the rice in the bowl, if you are seen by your parents-in-law, you will be scolded again. I heard from my mother that there was a little daughter-in-law who was so distressed by her husband, because her husband buried a "stone rolled egg", which is a whole boiled egg. She was afraid that people would see it, so she stuffed it into her mouth. When she wanted to chew, she heard her mother-in-law asking a question, so she had to quickly swallow it to answer.As a result, the egg got stuck in the throat and choked to death. Jingqiu looked at her bowl, feeling anxious to death, if the aunt and the others saw this, wouldn't it mean that she had obtained evidence?If the young daughter-in-law is discovered by others, she will be scolded, saying that the young daughter-in-law is a fox and has seduced her husband.If she is found out now, she will be even worse than the little daughter-in-law, and it will definitely reach the ears of the education reform group. Jingqiu glanced at the third child, and saw that he was also looking at her, his eyes seemed to ask: "Is it delicious?" She felt that he seemed to be asking for credit, but she couldn't wait to hit him with chopsticks.He buried such a piece of sausage in her bowl, like a time bomb, but she didn't dare to eat it openly, and if she didn't eat it, the sausage would be exposed after the meal was eaten.She was so frightened that she ran to the kitchen to serve the meal as soon as she ate half a bowl. When no one was looking, she threw the sausage into the pig bucket. When she got back to the table, she didn't dare to look at him anymore, she just buried her head in eating, she didn't know if there was any food, she didn't know what to eat, she just wanted to finish eating quickly and escape.But as if he didn't know what to do, he picked up a slice of sausage with chopsticks and put it in her bowl in a grand manner.Angrily, she hit him with her chopsticks and said, "What are you doing? It's not like I don't have hands." He looked at her embarrassingly, without answering. I don't know why, since that time when I walked the mountain road with him, she has become very aggressive when talking to him, especially when she is in front of outsiders, she always looks a little vicious, as if she can tell everyone that she has nothing to do with him. On the contrary, he used to talk to her like an adult talking to a child, teasing her and explaining her.But now he seems to be less timid, as if he is always trying to figure out her thoughts, trying to please her.She preempted him, and he just looked at her pitifully, not daring to argue with her with an unreasonable look like before.The more pitiful he is, the more annoyed she is, because with his appearance, others can see his flaws at once. In the first few days when he came back, the third child was still the same as before. Seeing her writing village history in the room, he went in and said he would help her write it.She said softly but sternly, "What are you doing in here? Get out, and be seen—" He was not as stubborn and brazen as before. When she told him to go out, he stood at the door without saying a word for a while, and then went out obediently.She could hear him talking to the aunt and the others in the main room.Sometimes she had to go through the main room to go to the back, and he always watched her pass in front of her silently. He didn't say anything to her, but he often forgot to answer other people's words. She heard the sister-in-law say: "Third brother, do you think so?" And he agreed with an "Oh", and then asked awkwardly: "What is it?" The sister-in-law laughed at him: "Why are you always absent-minded these days? You don't know what others are talking about after telling you several times. Just like my naughty students, you don't pay attention to the lectures in class." These words almost made Jingqiu jump up, feeling that the sister-in-law had already seen everything, so she just kept silent, so that they could further expose themselves, and when the evidence was conclusive, they would catch them all.She wanted to warn the third child, but she had no chance. Later, the incident of burying sausages and eggs under the rice happened several times, and every time Jingqiu was in a mess.She decided to have a good talk with the third child. If he does this again, others will definitely see it.Of course he wasn't afraid, because he was working, and it was only natural to talk about friends, but she was still a student, so wouldn't he hurt her by doing this? It happened that one day the boss Duansen came back from Yanjiahe, and brought back a man named Laoqian, who said he was a driver. His car hit and killed a wild deer last night, and their drivers carried the deer back. Cut up and divide the meat.Chang Sen also took some back and made a meal for everyone. Duansen asked Jingqiu to ask Lao San to have dinner, saying that Lao Qian's watch was broken and he needed Lao San's help to fix it, and Lao Qian came here for this matter. Jingqiu got the imperial edict, so she went to the work shed to find the third child.When walking on the road, even she thought it was funny. How would outsiders know if there was an imperial decree?You have an imperial decree, and others can think that you took the opportunity to find him.But people are so weird, it was the eldest brother who asked her to call the third child, and when she went, she was calm in her heart, not afraid of being misunderstood by others, I really don't know who she was afraid of. Before she got to the shed, she heard the sound of the accordion, which was <<Polka>>, which she was familiar with. Standing there, she remembered that the first day in Xicunping was also in such a twilight time, and it was also in this place, She heard his accordion for the first time.At that time, she just wanted to meet this man and talk to him a few words.Afterwards, she had been looking forward to seeing him, and she was so sad that she lost her mind after not seeing him for a few days. But since that time walking the mountain road with him, her mood seemed to have changed, she was always afraid that others would know something.She thought, my bourgeois thoughts are really serious and hypocritical, because it's not that I don't want to be with him, I'm just afraid that others will know.If I hadn't been seen by Chang Lin that day, I would still look forward to being with him every day. It can be said that Chang Lin saved me, otherwise I would definitely slip into the bourgeois mud pit. She stood foolishly for a while, thought wildly for a while, and made a few more decisions before knocking on the third child's door.He opened the door and saw her, as if surprised, blurted out: "Why is it you?" "Brother asked me to call you to eat----" "I said, why are you willing to come to my place." He found her a chair and poured her a glass of water, "I have already eaten, tell me, what good things did the boss bring back, See if I want to go over and eat with chopsticks." Jingqiu stood there refusing to sit down: "Brother told you to go there now, someone's watch broke and asked you to fix it. Brother brought back some venison and told you to eat----" A middle-aged person in the third child's dormitory joked: "Little grandson, don't eat venison casually. It's a very popular thing. If you eat it and there is no place to get angry, then you will suffer? I advise you do not go---" Jingqiu was afraid that the third child would really not go after hearing what he said, so she hurriedly said, "It doesn't matter, the venison is very hot, just ask the aunt to cook some mung bean soup to calm the fire." Unexpectedly, several men in the room laughed and laughed, and one of them said: "Okay, now I know how to get angry, drink mung bean soup, haha----" The third child said embarrassingly, "Don't be joking --" After finishing speaking, he said to Jing Qiu, "Let's go." When he came outside, he apologized to her and said: "These people are in the wild all year round, not with their family members, and they talk relatively-casually, they like to make such jokes, you don't mind." Jing Qiu didn't understand what he was apologizing for, and others said that venison was a big hit, so he shouldn't be asked to apologize for it, right?There are a lot of things that get angry. Every time she eats too much chili, she gets angry, blisters on her mouth, and sometimes her teeth hurt, so she dare not eat more. And what does it matter if you are joking and whether you are with your family?She felt that they were talking in a ghostly manner, and they were a bit out of line, but she was too lazy to think about it, and only thought about how to warn him not to bury things in her rice. They still walked on the path they walked last time, mostly on the ridges of the fields.The third child wanted Jingqiu to go ahead, but she still refused.He smiled and said, "What? Afraid I'll attack you from behind?" Seeing that she didn't answer, he couldn't continue talking. After walking for a while, he asked, "Are you—are you mad at me?" "Why am I mad at you?" He laughed mockingly: "It's fine if I don't have it, maybe I think too much, I'm afraid you are blaming me for being on the mountain that day--" He turned around, looked at her, and walked back slowly, "That day I'm a little too--impulsive, but don't think the worst----" She quickly said: "I don't want to mention what happened that day. You can also forget about it, as long as we don't commit any crimes in the future. I'm afraid that Duan Lin---- will misunderstand. If it spreads-- -" "He won't spread the word, don't worry, I told him----" "You told him that he wouldn't spread the word? He listened to you so much?" He seemed embarrassed, and he said after a while: "I know you are worried, but---he only saw me carrying you, that's okay, there are often men carrying women in this river. I heard that before this There are no ferries in the river, only people who carry the river. They are all men, mainly women, old people and children. If it was Changlin that day, he would also carry you. It's really nothing, so don't worry too much. " "But Duanlin must have guessed that we came back from the county together. How could it be such a coincidence that I happened to meet you on the mountain?" "It doesn't matter if he guesses it, he won't say it, he is very honest, he means what he says. I know you are worried all the time, I want to talk to you and tell you not to worry, but you-- always Avoid me. Don't worry, even if Duanlin tells it, as long as we both say it's okay, no one else will believe it----" "Then we are not lying?" He comforted and said, "It won't hurt anyone to tell such a lie. It shouldn't be a crime. Even if others believe what Duan Lin said, I will tell them that there is nothing about you. I am chasing you. Stop it." On the road, I will carry your—" A "pursuit" surprised Jingqiu. She had never heard this word used directly. At most, it was said that a certain person had established a deep proletarian relationship with a certain person.When I saw the word "pursuit" in the books he lent her, I didn't think it was so harsh. Why did I feel terrified when he said it in front of her face? He begged, "Don't worry about it, okay? Look at you, these days, you've lost weight -- and your eyes have sunken --" Her heart moved, she stared blankly at him, in the twilight, she felt that he also seemed to have lost weight.She was so dazed that she almost fell off the field ridge. He stretched out his hand and begged, "There's no one here, let me hold you—" She looked around, and there was indeed no one, but she didn't know if someone would come out from somewhere, and she didn't know if someone was watching them from a place she couldn't see.She refused to give him her hand: "Forget it, don't make trouble again." "Are you afraid that others will see it, or ---- don't like me holding your hand?" "Is there any difference?" She said a little bluntly, "Also, don't bury things under my rice in the future, let the aunt and the others see it, isn't it the same as giving people a proof?" He was a little puzzled: "Bury something under your rice? I don't have it." "Don't deny it, who else would it be if it wasn't you? Every time you go, there will be sausages, eggs and so on in my bowl, making me like those little daughters-in-law, scared by three souls Lost two souls, and threw them into the pig water tank every time." He stopped, looked at her, and said seriously: "It's really not me, maybe it's Duanlin. You said that every time I go there, maybe it's just that I bring vegetables over there, and then I bury things. But I really didn't bury anything in your bowl, I know that would embarrass you, so I can only buy more, take it to everyone to eat, and you can eat it--" She was very surprised: "It's not you? Then---who else could it be? Could it be Duan Lin?" She breathed a sigh of relief when she thought it was Duan Lin, "It doesn't matter if it's him." The expression on his face seemed to be distressed: "Why are you not afraid that others will say that you and him----?" After several days in a row, everything was calm, and even Jingqiu began to believe that nothing would happen. Maybe Duan Lin was really an honest person, and if he promised the third child that he would not speak out, he would really not speak out. She could rest assured some. With a more stable heart, Jingqiu started to help Changlin knit sweaters. She visually measured Duanlin's height and bust, and then started a needle. I finished knitting before I left, so I knit until late every day before going to bed. 大妈看见了，就说：“不急，不急，织不完，你带回去织，织完了再叫我们端林去拿，或者你来玩的时候带过来。” 静秋一听，越发想赶在走之前织完了，免得留下一个尾巴，以后就得再见端林。很奇怪的是，她不怕别人误会她跟端林有什么，她只怕端林自己有那个心思，到时候她不能答应他，就伤害他了。 有一天，大妈跟静秋两个人拉家常，静秋说起妈妈身体不好，经常尿血，但查不出是什么原因。医生总是开证明，让她妈妈买核桃和冰糖吃，说可以治血尿，妈妈吃了很有效。不过核桃冰糖都是紧俏物资，即使有医生证明，也不容易买到。 大妈说：“你大嫂娘家就有核桃树，以后叫你大嫂回娘家的时候带些过来，你拿回去给你妈妈治病。” 静秋听大妈这样说，高兴死了。她妈妈尿血的毛病已经很久了，什么方子都试过了，打鸡血针，摆手疗法，等等，只要是不花很多钱的方法，都试了，但就是没用。严重的时候，送去检验的尿象血一样红。 她立即跑去问大嫂。大嫂说：“我娘家那边的确有核桃树，但离这里太远，谁知道什么时候才会回娘家去？不过我会给娘家写封信，叫他们把核桃存在那里，我回去的时候就给你带些过来。” “那---你们家核桃卖多少钱一斤？” 大嫂说：“都是自家的树，要什么钱？我们那里交通不方便，也不能拿到山外去卖，再说现在'割资本主义尾巴'，连自留山、自留地都恨不得收回去，哪里还让卖核桃？秋丫头，我们一家都拿你当自家人的，只要能治好你妈妈的病，你就是把一棵树都放倒了都没关系。” 静秋感激不尽，但不好意思催着大嫂写信，只说：“谢谢你了，你有空了帮我写封信去你家---，我找个时间自己去拿。我妈妈这病不治好，我真怕她有一天血流尽了----” 过了几天，端林把一个篮子提到静秋房间来了，说：“你看够不够。”说完就走了。静秋一看，是满满一篮子核桃，她愣住了，难道是大嫂叫他跑到她娘家去拿回来的？ 她狠狠地忍了半天才把眼泪忍回去。她早就发了誓的，说今生再不流一滴泪，因为她小时候流了太多的泪，深知流泪于事无补。她立志要做一个坚强的人，因为哥哥和爸爸在乡下，妈妈身体不好，妹妹比她小五岁，她就是家里的中流砥柱了，所以她的口号是：流血流汗不流泪。 她跑去找端林，想问问这究竟是怎么回事。她找了一会，看见端林坐在屋山头(侧面)吃饭。她走过去，站在那里，看他大口大口地吃饭，象是饿极了一样。 她问：“你去大嫂娘家了？” "Ok." “远不远？” “不远。” 静秋望了一眼他的脚，发现一双鞋都走破了，脚趾头露了出来。她说不出话来，只呆呆地看那鞋。他看见了，赶快把鞋脱了，踩到脚下去，羞愧地说：“我脚重，费鞋，是想打赤脚的，但山里冷----” 她有点哽咽，死命忍住了，问：“是大嫂叫你去的？” “不是。想早点拿来，你妈吃了早好----。”他几口扒完饭，“我出工去了，还可以算半个工----”说完，就走掉了，过了一下，又扛着个锄头跑回来，“找张报纸盖住篮子，别让欢欢都吃了----，你别看他人小，他会用门夹核桃吃的。” 静秋看他把鞋塞到门外的柴火堆里，回头嘱咐她：“莫告诉我妈，她回头骂我娇气，又不是进城，穿什么鞋---” 端林走了，静秋从柴火堆里翻出那双鞋，想帮他洗洗补补，但发现有一只的底子已经磨穿了，没法补了，只好又塞了回去。 她站在那里发愣，如果受了端林这个情，以后拿什么还？但是她最终还是决定收下这篮核桃，因为能治她妈妈的病。K市二医院一个姓欧阳的中医总是说静秋妈妈的病主要是生活太差了，身体拖得太虚了，加上思想上负担重，才会这样没病因地尿血。如果把生活过好点，思想上开朗些，病可能就慢慢好了，吃核桃冰糖主要是滋补一下。 她相信欧阳医生的话，因为她妈妈心情好的时候，就不怎么发病。每次一为什么事操心着急，或者工作太累了，就出现血尿。吃了核桃冰糖，血尿就停了。 她走回房间，蹲在那一大篮核桃前，一粒一粒地摸，可能有二十多斤吧，如果凭医生证明，可能要十多个证明才能买这么多，而且要不少钱。那些核桃可能因为是新的，比城里买到的要新鲜很多。城里买的那些核桃，常常是砸开之后才发现完全空掉了，里面的仁变得象一张发皱的黑纸。而这些核桃每一粒看上去都那么新鲜，拿在手里重重的，肯定不会是干枯了的。 她恨不得现在就把这篮核桃送回去给她妈妈吃，但她想起还要冰糖才行，没有医生证明是买不到冰糖的，而医生只在血尿达到几个加号的时候才肯开冰糖证明，开了证明还不一定有货。 她想，这一篮子够妈妈吃一阵了，她妹妹一定开心死了，因为她妹妹最喜欢砸核桃。妹妹很会砸核桃，她把核桃竖起来，用个小钉锤在顶上轻轻砸，轻轻砸，核桃壳子就向四面破开了，核桃肉就完整地站在那里。有时也有砸坏了的，妹妹就用个针小心地挑出来，再加上砸碎的冰糖，拿给她妈妈吃。 但她妈妈每次都不肯吃，叫她们两姐妹吃，说妈妈身体不要紧，不会有事的，你们两个人还小，要长身体，你们吃吧。两姐妹就说核桃好涩嘴，不爱吃。 静秋蹲在那里想了一阵，觉得端林对她太好了。曾经听说过旧社会有孝女卖身救母的故事，她觉得很能理解。在那种时候，一个女孩子，除了卖自己，还能有什么别的办法救母亲？ 其实就算是在新社会，像她这样的女孩子，除了自己，又能拿什么来救母亲？每次她看到妈妈犯病，就在心里想，如果谁能把我妈妈的病治好，我也愿意把我自己卖给他。但现在眼前摆着这一篮子核桃，她不由得惴惴地想，如果这一篮子核桃把我妈妈的病治好了，我是不是就把自己---嫁给端林呢？现在是新社会，不能买卖人口，所以说不上“卖”给他，只能是嫁给他。 她想到要用自己来报答端林，又不可避免地想到老三。从内心来讲，她更愿意这一篮子核桃是老三送来的，那就什么问题都解决了，她就兴高采烈地把自己“卖”给老三。 她在心里狠狠批判自己，端林到底是哪点不如老三？不就是个子矮点，人长得没老三那么---“小资产阶级”吗？但是我们看一个人，不是应该注重他的心灵方面吗？怎么能只看外表呢？ 但她马上又反驳自己，你怎么能说老三的心灵方面就不如端林呢？他不也很关心照顾你吗？还有，他总是义务帮别人修笔修表修钟，自己花钱买零件，从来不收人家一分钱，这不也是心灵美的表现吗？ 听说他还是他们勘探总队树的标兵，因为他是自己主动要求到野外作业队来的，他本来是分在省城的总部工作的。人家放着大城市舒适的工作环境不要，到这山沟沟里来勘探，不也是个心灵美的人吗？ 她胡思乱想了一阵，又嘲笑自己，别人这两个人都没说要跟你谈朋友，你自己在那里着个什么急？也许别人就是象雷锋一样帮帮你，结果你却把别人的好心当驴肝肺，真是好心讨不到好报，好泥巴打不出好灶。 她决定先为端林做双鞋，免得他妈骂他，也免得他这么冷的天要打赤脚。她知道大妈的针线篮子里有很多铺垫好了但还没纳的鞋底，还有糊好了没包鞋口的鞋帮，等于是有了半成品的鞋，她花几个晚上，就可以做出一双鞋来。 她跑去找大妈，说要帮端林做双鞋，大妈眼睛都喜眯了，立马把鞋帮鞋底都找出来给她，又把线索、顶针、鞋锥什么的找出来给她，然后站在旁边，爱怜地看她纳鞋底。 看了一会，大妈赞赏说：“真看不出来呀，你城里的姑娘还会做这一手好针线，纳鞋底纳得比我还块，又密实。到底你妈是教书的，养出来的闺女就是能干。” 静秋不好意思告诉大妈，说她会做鞋完全是因为家穷，买不起鞋，她妈妈就自己做鞋。买一尺黑布，可以做两双半鞋面。再找些旧布，糊成鞋衬，可以做鞋帮。鞋底就要自己纳了，最难的是上鞋，就是把鞋帮和鞋底缝在一起，不过静秋也都学会了。她大多数时候都是穿自己做的黑布鞋，下雨天，出远门，或者学军什么的，才穿那双旧解放鞋。她的脚很懂事，长到35码就没长了，好像怕她那双旧解放鞋不能穿了一样。 大妈说：“你端芬端芳两姐妹都不做这个了，看她们去了婆家怎么办----” 静秋安慰说：“现在很多人都不穿做的鞋了，她们去了婆家买鞋穿就是了----” “买的鞋哪有自己做的鞋穿着舒服？我就穿不惯球鞋，上汗，脱出来臭烘烘的----”大妈看看静秋的脚，又惊叹道，“好小的脚，这在过去，就是大户人家小姐的脚了，种田人家的女孩，哪有这样乖巧的脚？” 静秋听了，羞惭不已，这脚肯定是自己的地主爸爸传下来的，她爸爸的脚在男人中也算小的了，静秋妈妈的脚并不算小，可见妈妈那边还是劳动人民，爸爸那边才是靠剥削农民生活的，不用下田，连脚都变小了。 她很老实地坦白说：“可能这是我爸爸的遗传，我爸爸----家是地主，我思想上是跟他划清界限的，但是我的脚----” 大妈说：“地主有什么？人家命好，又会当家，才积下那些田。我们这些没田的，租人家田种，交租给人家，也是天经地义的。我就不待见那些眼红人家地主有钱，就找岔子斗人家的人----” 静秋简直觉得自己耳朵有了毛病，大妈一个祖祖辈辈贫农的女儿，会说这种反动话？她想这肯定是大妈故意说了，来考验她一下的，自己一定要经得起考验。她不敢接碴，只埋头纳鞋底。 熬了两个夜，静秋把端林的鞋做好了，他收工回来，静秋就叫他试试。端林打了盆水，仔仔细细把脚洗净了，恭而敬之地把脚放进鞋里，叫欢欢拿几张报纸来垫在地上，才小心翼翼地在上面走了几步。 “紧不紧？小不小？勒不勒脚？”静秋担心地问。 端林只嘿嘿地笑：“比妈做的---爽脚。” 大妈笑着，故意嗔他：“人家说'有了媳妇忘了娘'，你这还在哪呀，就----” 静秋赶快声明：“这鞋是为了感谢端林帮我妈弄那些核桃才做的，没有别的意思----” 隔了两天，老三拿来一大袋冰糖交给静秋，说你拿给你妈妈治病。 静秋愣住了：“你怎么----知道我妈妈----需要冰糖？” “你不告诉我，还不许别人告诉我？”他好像有点抱怨一样，“为什么你能告诉他们，不能告诉我？” “哪个他们？” “还有哪个他们？当然是你大妈，你大嫂，你二哥他们罗。早知道这样，当初就不该告诉你我不是他们家的----” 她愣在那里，搞不清他是在生真气还是在开玩笑。 他见她理屈词穷的样子，就笑了起来：“不是在怪你，是在跟你开玩笑。端林告诉我的，他说他只能弄到核桃，弄不到冰糖，但是没有冰糖这药就没效。” “这么大一袋冰糖---得要---多少钱？” “这么大一篮核桃，得要多少钱？” “核桃是树上摘的----” “冰糖是树上长的。” 她见他又敢跟她斗嘴了，不由得笑起来：“你瞎说，冰糖也是树上长的？” 他见她笑了，也很高兴：“等你赚钱了，一并还我---，我都跟你记着，好不好？” 她想这下糟糕了，如果老二老三两个联合起来治好了我妈妈的病，难道我能把自己嫁给他们两个？她只好又把自己那套自嘲端出来：别人说了要你以身相许了？你这样的出身，别人要不要你这个报答还是一个大大的问号。 人说“好了疮疤忘了痛”，这话一点不假。静秋担了一段时间的心，发现没事，胆子又大起来，又敢跟老三说几句话了。刚好大妈大爹回大妈娘家去几天，大嫂去严家河会丈夫，把明明也带去了，白天家里除了静秋，再没别人。 老三下了班，就早早跑过来帮忙做饭，自己也不在食堂吃，到这边来吃。他跟静秋两个，一个烧火，一个炒菜，配合得还挺默契。 老三会做油盐锅巴，他煮了饭，先把饭用个盆盛出来，留下锅巴在锅里，洒上盐，抹上油，用文火炕一会，铲起来就是又香又脆的锅巴。静秋爱不释口，晚饭干脆就不吃饭，只吃锅巴，吃得其他人莫明其妙：放着白白的饭不吃，去吃锅巴，城里人真怪啊。 端芬见大妈不在家，也把自己谈的男朋友带回家来吃饭。静秋听大妈说过，说那男的“光长了一张脸”，不踏实，不在村里好好务农，总想跑外面做小生意，大妈大爹都不喜欢他，不让端芬跟他来往。端芬平时都是偷偷跑出去跟他约会的，现在爹妈不在家了，端芬就大摇大摆地把那张“脸”带回来了。 静秋觉得那张“脸”还不错，人高高大大的，说话也象见过世面的，对端芬也挺好的。“脸”还带给静秋几根花花的橡皮筋扎辫子，说他就是走村串户卖这些玩意的。端芬把手上的一块表给静秋看，得意地问：“好不好看？他给我买的，一百二十块钱呢。” 静秋吓一跳，一百二十块钱！差不多是她妈妈三个月的工资了。长芬戴了表，菜也不肯洗了，碗也不肯洗了，说怕把水搞到表里去了。 吃饭的时候，老三总给静秋夹菜，“脸”就给端芬夹菜，只有端林一个人掉了单。端林总是盛一碗饭，夹些菜，就不见了。吃完了，碗一丢，就不知去向，到了睡觉的时候才回来。 晚上的时候，端芬跟“脸”关在隔壁她自己房里，也不知道在干什么。端芬端芳的屋只隔一扇一人多高的墙，顶上是通的，一点不隔音。静秋在自己房间写东西，总是听见端芬唧唧地笑，象有人在胳肢她一样。 老三就大大方方地坐在静秋房间，帮她写村史。有时她织毛衣，他就坐在对面，拿着线团，帮她放线。但他放着放着就走神了，只盯着她看，忘了放线，她只好在毛线的另一端扯扯，提醒他。 他象是被她扯醒了一样，回过神来，赶快抱个歉，放出长长的线，让她织。 静秋小声问：“你那天不是争嘴，说要我给你也织一件毛衣的吗？怎么没见你买毛线来？” 他笑了笑：“线买了----不敢拿过来----” 她想他大概见她这几天手里有活，不好再给她添麻烦，她心里有点感动。她的毛病就是感动不得，一感动就乱许诺。她豪爽地说：“你把线拿过来吧， 等我织完了这件，就织你的。” 第二天，他把毛线拿过来了，装在一个大包里，看上去不少。静秋从包里拿出毛线，见是红色的，不是朱红，不是玫瑰红，也不是粉红，是象“映山红”花一样的颜色。在红色中，她最喜欢这一种红，她就叫它“映山红”。 但男的还很少有人穿这种颜色的毛衣，她吃惊地问：“你---穿这种颜色？” “山上那棵山楂树开的花就是这个颜色。你不是说想看那树开花的吗？” 她笑他：“我想看那棵树开花，你就穿了红色的毛衣，让我把你当山楂树？” 他不回答，只望着她棉衣领那里露出来的毛衣领。她有点明白了，他一定是为她买的，所以是红色的。果然，她听他说：“说了你不要生气----，是----给你买的---。” 她刚好就很生气，心想他一定是那天走山路的时候，偷偷看过她毛衣的真实面目了。不然他怎么会想起买毛线给她？ 那天在山上走得很热，他早就脱了外衣，只穿了件毛衣，但她一直捂着件棉衣不肯脱。他问：“你热不热？热就把棉衣脱了吧。” “我---不习惯穿毛衣走路，想把里面的毛衣脱了，只穿棉衣---” 他很自觉地说：“那我到那边去站一会，你换好了叫我。” 她不愿穿毛衣走路，是因为她的毛衣又小又短，箍在身上。她的胸有点大，虽然用小背心一样的胸罩狠狠勒住了，还是会从毛衣下面鼓一团出来，毛衣又遮不住屁股，真是前突后翘的，丑死了。 那时女孩中间有个说法，说一个女孩的身材好不好，就是看她贴在墙上时，身体能不能跟墙严丝合缝，如果能，就是身材好，生得端正笔直。静秋从来就不能跟墙严丝合缝，面对墙贴，前边有东西顶住墙；背靠墙贴，后面有东西顶住墙，所以一直是女伴们嘲笑的对象，叫她“三里弯”。 静秋知道自己身材不好，很少在外人面前穿毛衣，免得露丑。现在她见老三避到一边去了，就赶快脱了棉衣和毛衣，再把棉衣穿了回去。她小心地把毛衣翻到正面，拿在手里。 开始她还怕他看见了毛衣的反面，不肯给他拿，后来跟他讲话讲糊涂了，就完全忘了这事，他要帮她拿毛衣，她就给他了，可能他就是在那时偷看了她毛衣的秘密。 她毛衣的线还是她三、四岁的时候妈妈买的。她妈妈不会织毛衣，买了毛线请人织，结果付了工钱，还被别人落了很多线，只给她和哥哥织了两件很小的毛衣。 后来她会织毛衣了，就把那两件小毛衣拆了，合成一件。穿了几年，再拆，加一股棉线进去再织。过两年，再拆，再加一股棉线进去，再织。最后就变得五颜六色了，不过她织得很巧妙，别人看了以为是故意弄成那种错综复杂的花色的。 但因为时间太久了，毛线已经很容易脆断，变成一小段一小段的线。刚开始她还用心地把两段线搓在一起，这样就看不出接头。后来见接头实在是太多了，搓不胜搓，也就挽个疙瘩算了。 所以她的毛衣，从正面看，很抽象，很高深莫测。但如果翻过来看里面，就布满了线疙瘩，就象伟大领袖毛主席在井冈山的时候穿的那种羊皮袄，那一定是绵羊的皮，因为那些毛都是曲里拐弯的。 她想他一定是看见她毛衣的那些线疙瘩了，所以才同情她，买了山楂红的毛线，让她给她自己织件毛衣的。不知怎么的，她一下想到了鲁迅的小说<<肥皂>>，那里面心地肮脏的男人，看见一个贫穷而身体肮脏的女人，就在心里想，买块肥皂，给她“咯吱咯吱”地一洗。 . . 她恼羞成怒，责怪老三：“你这人怎么这样？你拿着毛衣就拿着毛衣，你----你看我毛衣反面干什么？” 他诧异地问：“你毛衣反面？你毛衣反面怎么啦？” 她看他的表情很无辜，心想可能是冤枉他了，也许他没看见。她那一路上都跟他在一起，他应该没机会去看她毛衣反面。可能他只是觉得那毛线颜色好，跟山楂花一个颜色，所以就买了。 她连忙解释说：“没什么，跟你开个玩笑。” 他如释重负：“噢，是开玩笑，我还以为你生气了呢。” 她这样怕她生气，使她有一种自豪的感觉，好像她能操纵他的情绪一样。他是干部子弟，又那么聪明能干，人也长得很“小资产阶级”，但他在她面前那么老老实实，胆小如鼠，唯恐她生气，让她有一种飘飘然的感觉，自觉不自觉的，就有点想逗弄他一下，看他诚惶诚恐，好证实她对他的支配能力。她知道这不好，很虚荣，所以尽力避免这样做。 她把毛线包好，还给他：“我不会要你的毛线的，如果让我妈妈看见，我怎么交代？说我偷来的？” 他又那样讪讪地站在那里，手里抱着毛线包，小声说：“我没---想到你要过你妈妈那一关---，你就说是你自己买的不行？” “我一分钱都没有，怎么会一下买这么多毛线回来？”她带点挑战性地把自家经济上的窘境说了一下，那神情仿佛在说：我家就是这么穷，怎么啦？你瞧不起？瞧不起趁早拉倒。 他站在那里，脸上是一种痛苦的表情，喃喃地说：“我没想到----，我没想到----” 她觉得他在后悔上了当一样，于是嘲弄地说，“没想到吧？你没想到的事还多着呢，只怪你眼光不敏锐。不过你放心，我说话算数的