Chapter 20 Chapter 07

"Are you going to Xiong Zhijun's place again?" Gao Zhiyuan asked with a smile when he saw Wu Renmin tying his tie.He was sitting on the sofa, wearing pajamas, holding a cane against his stomach, and resting the other end of the cane on the foot of the table. "Yes," Wu Renmin responded casually, but immediately asked again: "Is your belly hurting again?" "It hurts a bit. But it's not severe," Gao Zhiyuan said with a smile. "It has almost become a habit to use a cane to touch my belly these days." "You can't go on like this. What do you think you do in a day?"

Wu Renmin scolded him with a smile. "It's not okay to go to Field F like you." "Why don't you say that? Of course I will be forced to die by work when I arrive at F. But now I can continue to live this romantic life, let me live it as much as possible for a few days. I will bury it forever in the future, "Gao Zhiyuan said solemnly, as if he still had a little nostalgia. "You are really a person full of contradictions." Wu Renmin scolded with a smile; "You clamor to do things every day, saying that this kind of life is degenerate. But once you have something to do and you are asked to end this kind of life, You are a bit reluctant. People like you really have nothing to do with you. They can’t bear to call you bad, and it’s too much of a compliment to say hello.” After he said that, he walked outside, don’t listen to Gao Zhiyuan rebuttal.

"Renmin." Wu Renmin was already on the stairs, but was called back by Gao Zhiyuan's voice.He thought that Gao Zhiyuan had something important to discuss with him. "What's the matter?" He stopped and asked solemnly. Gao Zhiyuan smiled at first, but then said with hesitation: "Be careful, don't be fascinated by Xiong Zhijun." "Your mind is so old. Does a man find a woman just to fall in love?" Wu Renmin said angrily, and sat down on a chair. "I became friends with her just to help her and influence her." He asked for more in his heart than in his mouth, and he knew it himself.

"Such a noble purpose." Gao Zhiyuan praised with a sneer.He didn't say anything else, just kept wiping himself on the chair. Wu Renmin felt very uncomfortable when he heard this sentence.He understood that Gao Zhiyuan was deliberately mocking him, but it was inconvenient to quarrel with Gao Zhiyuan, so he just said something mocking: "If you don't believe it, let's see in the future." "What are you looking at? Are you and Xiong Zhijun getting married?" Before Gao Zhiyuan finished speaking, he heard the sound of high heels on the stairs, and immediately stopped talking.

"Here she is," Wu Renmin stood up in surprise and whispered.His eyes immediately fell on Gao Zhiyuan. "Look at you. You don't even button your shorts," he said, startled and annoyed. Gao Zhiyuan lowered his head to look at himself, and suddenly called out: "Ah." He strode to his bed, jumped on it, pulled the thin quilt over his whole body, but couldn't help laughing under the quilt. A slender woman appeared at the door.When she saw Wu Renmin, she had a gentle smile on her face, nodded slightly, and called softly, "Mr. Wu." Her mournful face glowed with a smile.

Wu Renmin took her in with a smile on his face and let her sit on the sofa.He poured a cup of boiling water from the thermos and put the cup on the stool next to the sofa. She leaned over and thanked. So they started talking.During the conversation, Wu Renmin secretly looked at Gao Zhiyuan's bed with sideways eyes from time to time, and the bloated bedding on the bed was slightly moving. He suddenly noticed that Xiong Zhijun's eyes fell on it by chance, and blushed unaware of embarrassment and explained: "This is the bed of that friend. He went out. He is very lazy and never folds the quilt. He soon Go to F."

These words were heard clearly by Gao Zhiyuan who was hiding under the blanket, and he couldn't help laughing.Wu Renmin was very alert, and quickly covered it up with a cough. Xiong Zhijun didn't seem to notice this.She shifted her gaze to Wu Renmin's face, watching him cough with concern, and then she shifted her gaze to the wall, looking at a photo of a woman, which was the photo of Wu Renmin's deceased wife Yaozhu.So she lowered her head and asked something in a low voice about the woman.While listening attentively to Wu Renmin's answer, she moved her eyes up from time to time to see his expression.

"Do you still cough frequently these two days? Your complexion seems to be much better today," Wu Renmin asked her with concern after he finished talking about Yaozhu and turned the topic to Xiong Zhijun. "Thank you, I haven't coughed often for a long time. I am getting better these days, and I am very happy," she said with a smile, paused for a moment, and added: "I was with that girlfriend last night. We went to see a movie in Carlton together." "Your girlfriend is back?" "She came back the day before yesterday. When she comes back, I can count her as an extra companion. When I'm lonely, I can gossip with her. Otherwise, it's really uncomfortable to be bored at home by myself. Recently, Mr. Daocheng often comes to see me. I really don't know How can I thank you sir..." Wu Renmin felt relieved, and was about to answer when he suddenly caught a glimpse of Gao Zhiyuan's thin body on the bed, with one toe sticking out.He glanced at her anxiously, and she lowered her head and spoke slowly.

He was slightly relieved.But he remembered that it was inconvenient to talk in this room, Gao Zhiyuan would listen to all their words, and Gao Zhiyuan would have more materials to ridicule him, so he came up with a way. "Miss Bear, you have nothing else to do today, shall we go for a walk in the park?" He said to her, worried that she would refuse. "Okay, it's just delaying my husband's business," she said, standing up and smiling slightly. "I don't have anything to do. I've always been running around aimlessly every day." He wanted to convince her of this sentence, so he spoke very vigorously.At the same time, he stood up again, let her go forward, and followed behind.He walked out of the door and knocked the door loudly on purpose, for Gao Zhiyuan on the bed to hear.

Gao Zhiyuan immediately pushed aside the quilt and jumped off the bed, walked to the sofa with bare feet and sat down, opened his mouth wide and let out a few laughs, then muttered to himself: "After all, love wins. What kind of revolution. Everyone might as well go It's much more enjoyable to engage in courtship. . . . I'd better go and see them in the park." The last sentence brought a smug smile to Gao Zhiyuan's square face.He hurried to the bed and took out the folded suit pants from under the pillow.He hurriedly put on his upper and lower body clothes, locked the door and ran out.

Their apartment was very close to the park, but he was there in a short time.He bought a ticket because his long-term admission ticket was on Oh In-min. Gao Zhiyuan walked into the park: very happy, he thought he could find them and try to disturb them.But he walked all over the park with his eyes wide open, he walked through the grass, he walked through the gazebo, he walked through the pond, he walked through the flower beds, he walked through the slopes, he walked through the bamboo paths, he never saw their eyes shadow. There are many young men and women in the natural park, but they are all couples, they sit together and talk about love.When Gao Zhiyuan saw them, he immediately frowned and looked away.He thought that Wu Renmin and Xiong Zhijun must not be among those people. "But where did they go? Did they change their minds temporarily, or is Renmin playing tricks, and he deliberately took it to the park to lie to me?" Thinking of it this way, he felt that his happiness had flown to the sky.He found an empty chair under the plane tree, sat there alone for a long time, and felt bored again, so he simply put aside the matter of Wu Renmin and walked out of the park to find Fang Yadan. Wu Renmin and Xiong Zhijun had indeed been to the park, and they were still in the park when Gao Zhiyuan came in.But before long they were out.Wu Renmin asked Xiong Zhijun to go to the movies, but she didn't refuse. When they arrived at the cinema, it was still early, and there were only a dozen or so of them.They found two seats in a corner of the hall. It was the first time that he sat so close to her that their arms were almost touching.He felt a little uneasy, but also happy.Her face was slightly flushed, and there was a smile on her face.The smile didn't fade as she spoke.She did not avoid his gaze, nor did she feel uneasy.She may be more enthusiastic than he is, though she doesn't show it on the surface.But he could also see that she wanted to be near him. They did not talk much in the park, their attention was attracted by the beauty of nature.Their questions and answers were all ordinary words, but they also contained special concern, which could be felt by each other in silence. Now in this dark, not very spacious movie theater, the stuffy air is beginning to suffocate them, a faint sultry heat ignites their enthusiasm, making them feel that they need to attack each other, but they are afraid that this attack will be blocked. .At first they didn't talk much.It seems difficult to say a word.Because one sentence must contain the meaning of several words, so that the listener can understand the unsaid words from this sentence, but at the same time, he is afraid that the listener will misunderstand the meaning.At this time, what can better express their feelings is the eyes of each other when they meet by chance.Although the gazes, the blushes, and the smiles turned away or buried each other's heads, but the trembling of the heart, the throbbing of the heart, which made the blood in the whole body boil, made each other forget themselves.It's thrilling, it's intoxicating, it's hot.Although it may not be the kind Wu Renmin thought, but Wu Renmin, who was used to living a lonely and calm life for many days, was finally overwhelmed by it.After a flurry of intense emotions, he finally summoned up the courage to speak: "Zhijun," he suddenly whispered in her ear with a trembling voice. She turned to look at him.But he felt that his throat was blocked, he blushed, and it took him a long time to say the following words, his voice still trembling: "Zhijun, I said... I really can't stand this kind of life...so lonely. So calm. so lonely.Others say that I am romantic, frivolous, reckless, dreamy... There is always darkness around me.There is no one who cares about me and loves me...but here you are.You emerged from the darkness... Zhijun, you swept away the darkness for me.You dispelled all the shadows of the past from me.You bring me a ray of light, a ray of hope.In your beautiful eyes I see the rewards of my years of pain...I love you, Zhijun, I love you...but will you love me?Will you love me, a vagabond despised by many? ... I am willing to offer you my bright red heart, and I am willing to sacrifice everything for you immediately if you agree. ... Now in your presence, by your side, I forget the whole world that hates me.I have new courage.Zhijun...I beg you to allow me...I beg you not to leave me, don't take away that glimmer of light and hope, and let me fall into darkness again. ...I can no longer live that life. . . . "In the middle of this long narration, his eyes kept moving over her eyes and lips. His eyes never left them for a moment. His words were not finished, but enthusiasm overwhelmed him. He began He took her left hand and stroked it with both hands, as if expressing his fear of losing her. "Sir," she began to answer him in a soft voice.There were already bright tears in her eyes.She brought her face closer to him, and she whispered in his ear, "Didn't I tell you that I owe my life to what you have given me? Didn't I tell you I hope Will you give me a chance? Sir, don't you know my heart? If I really can help you, if you really need me, I will not begrudge you at all. Sir, a woman like me is worthy of your love Is it?...Do I still have the happiness of having your great love?...Sir, my gratitude, my gratitude to you, I don't know how to express my—"The light went out suddenly.Her words were interrupted, and she couldn't continue talking.The music started and a figure appeared on the screen.Her heart was smashed by a violent wave of emotion, and she couldn't support it anymore, so she leaned her head down and leaned tightly on his shoulder.Her head and her body trembled violently, and this trembling replaced her mouth with many meanings that could not be expressed in words.He knew her perfectly. A struggle for life begins on screen.In the dark society a girl grows up.She has a pure heart, ignorant of all kinds of things in this society, and lives peacefully in poverty until the age of flowering.Then the temptation came, and her pure heart could not resist. She was deceived and thought it was a dream of love.However, when the dream woke up, the ideal was shattered.She saw how money destroyed love.This is what caused her downfall.The wandering life of the next few years had nearly worn out her youth, and she was ready to lie down and walk through the gate of eternity.At this critical moment, a naive young man came.His pure and great love finally swept away the shadow of her past and gave her a new life. The lights reappeared brightly, and voices of voices rang out in the hall.There are not many audiences.This is "ten minute break" time. This is a typical love work of an American bourgeois director, drawn from the same popular popular novels.Thanks to the director's artistry, the film is also tense and moving, making the audience watch the action on the screen with trepidation.The last reunion brought them lightness, but this lightness completely swept away the previous effect. This film has another effect on Wu Renmin and Xiong Zhijun.They see another meaning in the film.This is related to their lives.That final reunion, in particular, clearly gave them a hope, as hope certainly bound them together. When the light was turned on again, Xiong Zhijun raised his head from Wu Renmin's shoulder, looked at him and smiled. "Why, you cried." He said with a smile, and took out his handkerchief to wipe her tears. She didn't refuse, and let him wipe for her, but explained with a smile: "I love to cry too much. I often cry when I see tragic scenes in movies." "But isn't that a good ending?" he added encouragingly. "Yes, this ending gave me a lot of courage. Sir, look, will I really be reborn like the protagonist in the film? Are you really willing to save me?" she asked gently.She looked at him lovingly, her eyes and her face full of love and gratitude, but gratitude was more than love. "Zhijun, did you save me or I saved you? Why are you still confused? You don't know how I felt when I didn't meet you, and how I feel now. I have you now, I I have courage again, and I have the strength to fight again. I should be grateful to you." When he spoke, his eyes, his face were full of love and gratitude, and his love was more than gratitude. She flipped through the manual in her hand and knew that the second half would be a comedy.She didn't like comedy, so she said, "Let's not watch comedy. Comedy is not very interesting." "Okay, let's find a place to eat," he said, standing up. Xiong Zhijun didn't say anything, just nodded, which was a tacit agreement. When they walked out of the cinema, their attitudes were different.They were walking on the sidewalk, her arm on his arm, and her body against his, exactly like lovers.I don't know when this change happened, but they all felt it was natural. They walked into a Cantonese restaurant, the place was quiet and clean.The two sat in a corner, and no noise disturbed them.They ordered a few dishes and talked slowly over tea. Soon the food was on the table, and the waiter came to ask if he wanted a drink.Wu Renmin originally wanted to, but Xiong Zhijun dissuaded him from the side, so he obeyed her. Two people are very close when eating, and two people are also very close on the road and on the tram.He sent her home, it was still early.She let him into her room, sat him down, and poured him tea. "Do you feel satisfied today?" He put the teacup to his lips, looking at her smiling face, and suddenly asked the above words. "I've never been so happy in these years as I am today," she replied with satisfaction, and instead of sitting down, she stood beside him and looked at him tenderly. Such a long gaze gave him a hint.He put down his teacup and stood up. He stood in front of her.She doesn't back down.He put his arms around her, and kissed her face and mouth passionately like a rainstorm. She closed her eyes and silently accepted his kiss, as if receiving a blessing. Her body trembled slightly with love and joy.When he stopped kissing and called her in a low voice, she opened her eyes and dreamily asked, "Sir, are we in a dream?" "You are clearly in my arms, why is Suzy dreaming?" He said affectionately, holding her tighter. "Then my dream will come true," she whispered softly. "Sir, I never thought that reality could be so beautiful...more beautiful than dreams. I have long dreamed of you coming." "You dreamed of me coming?" "Yes, sir, I dreamed that you came very early. In dreams, people are very free and bold. We will dream of many things that we dare not think of during the day. Sir, do you think I am here for you?" Is it wrong for a man to wear black veil and dream about another man? In fact, I have dreamed about you since I married him. I wore black veil for him for more than a year, until that day at the cemetery When I met you, I took off the black veil when I got home...Sir, do you think this is wrong?" "Zhijun, why do you still bring up those past events? I will never say harsh words or blame you for you. Pure love is above everything else. There are not many women like you now. .You are the woman I am after." "Sir, I dreamed that you came a long time ago. I knew you would come, you would come to save me. I waited for you for a long time. You did come. After you came, all my past pains disappeared. It's really like a dream, a beautiful dream... Love is beautiful, more beautiful than a dream... I just hope it goes on for a long time, not as short as a dream, because a beautiful dream is the shortest ." "Love is immortal, it lasts longer than anything else. Zhijun, don't worry. Our love will never die. You made me wait so hard. Why didn't you come earlier? It must be after I have gone through so much pain In the future...but you finally came. Even though I have suffered so much, now you will pay me back...I think I am the happiest person in the world..." "Me too..." But two people They all shed tears. "Ah, I forgot one thing. Mrs. Zhang, that friend of mine, she wants to see you and wants me to introduce her. Let me go down and see if she's back?" She suddenly broke free from his arms and was about to go upstairs go down. "Zhijun, your eyes are still wet. If you go on like this, aren't you afraid that she will laugh at you? Come here and let me wipe your tears away," he called her in a low voice. She really walked over and asked him to wipe her tears with a handkerchief.As he wiped, he asked, "What kind of person is your friend? She doesn't know me, why does she want to see me? I don't want to meet that new type of official wife." "Of course she doesn't know you, so she asked me to introduce you. She heard me talking about you, and I told her your name and everything I knew about you. She said that although she didn't know you, she wanted to be with you very much." You meet. She wants me to introduce her. Her husband is an official in C (C: refers to Zhenjiang in Jiangsu). She is from my hometown, and has a little relationship with our family. She is very nice, and ordinary Mrs. Guan is completely different. I think you will like to see her too." At this point, she hurried downstairs without waiting for his opinion. After a while, she came back to the room, with a disappointed expression, and said regretfully: "It's really a coincidence. She just took the train to C this afternoon, and she decided to leave on the spur of the moment." "It doesn't matter. I come here often, let's meet when she comes back," he comforted her in this way, and he didn't think about it anymore. He even forgot to ask the woman's name. From this day on, Wu Renmin and Xiong Zhijun became lovers.He meets her every day, or at her home, or in the park, or in the cinema.In short, the two of them had to spend part of their time together every day, otherwise Wu Renmin would not be able to live in peace.Gao Zhiyuan's ridicule and persuasion were useless.His mind has been closed by love. But the road to love is not completely smooth.In addition to hugging and kissing, sometimes they still shed tears or spend some time talking and explaining. For example, once he suddenly asked solemnly: "Zhijun, are you really willing to give everything to me? You don't Any concerns?" "Concerns, what worries do I have?" She shook her head with a smile and said. "You know my life experience, I am a person who can do whatever I want. Didn't I leave my family for love last time? Thanks to you for saving me..." "Don't mention that thing again," he interrupted hastily Say. "To bring up that matter now, others may add some malicious explanations, but instead turned my good intentions into malicious ones. And it was effortless for me at that time. I really don't deserve your gratitude." "Sir," she said still softly. "Why shouldn't I mention that again? A woman's gratitude lasts until death. We need not fear malicious explanations from others, as long as we can trust that our hearts are pure. . . . My concern, sir, is that I'm afraid I'm not worthy of your love, and I won't be of any help to you, especially with my sickly body. I'm afraid it won't do you any good if I entrust everything I have to you. You will Will regret it." "I regret it? Zhijun, you say such a thing?" He said disappointedly. "Our love has just begun, and you just say this, which shows that you don't believe me anymore. Zhijun, you really don't believe in my love, you really don't want to give me everything you have, and you don't want to accept it. my all, to comfort me and save me?" "I don't mean that," she said, smiling softly at him again. "I have already said that I have nothing to spare. I believe in you, sir, in everything about you. It is only that I am afraid that I am not worthy of you, that I am not worthy of your love." "You're talking stupid again." He smiled too. "In love, there is only a question of belief or disbelief, and there is no such thing as unworthiness. Doesn't someone as smart and generous as you understand this?" "Sir, I'm right. I understand what I mean. But I also know that my weak body will not help you, but will hinder you. So I would like to let you know that I can go at any time , if my existence hinders your work, I can leave you at any time, although my love for you will never change..." She continued to speak, but he covered her lips with kisses .He has a lot of experience in love, and he also knows how to use kisses to stop her from saying what he doesn't want to hear.He did love her, and he was willing to sacrifice everything for her.Her presence is his encouragement and help.Why should he have to ask her for other help?Why did he have to ask her to leave him?That is simply impossible to imagine. She worries too much.Perhaps the painful life in the past gave her too many shadows, making her sometimes a captive of gloomy thoughts, so she often said that. But he firmly believes that his passionate love can finally change her, sweep away all the shadows for her, and make her a brave woman.Yes, he felt he was sure of that, and she was brave enough sometimes. Wu Renmin was indeed drowning in the sea of ​​love at these times.On the surface he seems to have changed a lot.He got courage from Xiong Zhijun, and he wants to use this courage to save her again.He put the responsibility of saving a woman on his shoulders, and felt that this was a much more practical work than working for the happiness of mankind. He didn't go to the union.He also didn't go to Li Jianhong's house.He didn't ask about Fang Yadan and Gao Zhiyuan's business.Although he still lives in the same room with Gao Zhiyuan, the chances for the two of them to talk are much less now.He is often away.Gao Zhiyuan also often goes out recently, as if deliberately avoiding him.When the two of them were together, Gao Zhiyuan would always say something sarcastic about him.These words distressed him, and he couldn't blame Gao Zhiyuan, because he knew what motivated Gao Zhiyuan to say these words, and he also felt that Gao Zhiyuan was justified.But love has blinded his mind.At first Gao Zhiyuan often advised him with positive words.The persuasion was useless, so Gao Zhiyuan provoked him with sarcastic words.Therefore, Wu Renmin wrote a few paragraphs of blaming Gao Zhiyuan in his diary. For example, he wrote in his diary one day: This morning I was going to see Zhijun, which I had agreed with her yesterday, but Zhiyuan stopped me.He blushed and asked angrily, "Can't you go to Xiong Zhijun's place today?" His attitude and questions made me unhappy.In the past few days, he deliberately told me her bad things, and he also ridiculed me for "engaging in courtship sports", which I have endured.I didn't argue with him.But he still felt that it was not enough, and he still wanted to interfere with me.I can't bear it any longer.I answered him: "Why don't I go there? I can only find comfort and happiness in her. In the whole world, she is the only one who loves me and cares about me. You all only know your doctrines, and you all I only know yourselves, and none of you care about me. You won’t understand me.” I angrily said the above words and ignored him, and went alone.I went to the back door and heard him calling me upstairs.I do not promise him. I walked down the street thinking I had a reason to be angry.My friends really don't know me.Needless to say, Zhang Xiaochuan and the others may not be considered my friends.I had very few friends.Only Zhiyuan and Yadan have been kind to me recently.But they still think only for the faith, only for the community, only for themselves.As for my pain, my happiness, they are indifferent. After all, a friend is a friend. When I needed help, they pushed me out the door instead of giving me anything.She was going to give me what I needed, and they wouldn't let me take it.They bother me forever with corrupt moral theories. Why do they not want me to enjoy the happiness of love?Why do they not allow me to heal my wounds in the warm caress of women?I have a right to love, they cannot interfere. I am willing to sacrifice everything for her.I saw my law in her eyes - now is the time to implement this sentence... He accidentally showed the diary to Gao Zhiyuan the next day.The bliss of love makes him smile, and he has no malice.He also couldn't imagine how Gao Zhiyuan would feel after reading the diary. "You are too unreasonable." Gao Zhiyuan put down the diary and reprimanded him angrily. "Yesterday our group had a meeting, and at the meeting it was decided that Ardan and I should go to F. We specially invited you to attend. Is this our fault?" These words made Wu Renmin understand many things, many things that he couldn't think of the day before.He knew Gao Zhiyuan was telling the truth.Their group was newly established, and besides Gao Zhiyuan and Fang Yadan, there were quite a few young comrades.He had also met some of these people, and they were all very enthusiastic young people.Although they did not have much contact with him, they respected him and had a little sympathy for his usual opinions.That's why they invited him to yesterday's meeting.But he misunderstood what Gao Zhiyuan meant, and instead angrily refused. "Why didn't you explain earlier? I could have attended," he cried regretfully. "Didn't you explain earlier? Who made you flustered. I don't have time to say the second sentence. I called you, but you didn't agree." Gao Zhiyuan opened his mouth and smiled. Wu Renmin blushed and buried his head down.He regretted missing that group's meeting yesterday.He knew that it was wrong to be indifferent to the work of the group for the sake of love, and he was also afraid that those who usually had a good impression of him would misunderstand him because of this.He also felt that his attitude towards Gao Zhiyuan was wrong yesterday, and he shouldn't have written those words of reproach in the diary. "It's still the era when love triumphs. I never imagined that someone like you would be so fascinated by love." Gao Zhiyuan continued to laugh. "Try to think back to your behavior. Are you really going to sacrifice everything for love?" Wu Renmin didn't answer, but still lowered his head, and asked in a low voice after a while, "When are you going to F?" "Going to F, it has been decided. The travel expenses have also been sent. The departure date is about a month later, because there are other things..." He stopped talking immediately when he said this, and his face became serious. "What's the matter?" Wu Renmin asked aggressively. "It has nothing to do with you, why should I tell you? Anyway, you don't have time to take care of these things. You are right, we are always planning for the group. As for you, you'd better go to your woman's arms," ​​Gao Zhi Yuan still said sarcastically. Wu Renmin looked up at Gao Zhiyuan.There was a painful expression on his face.He bit the skin of his lip and wanted to speak several times, but finally he didn't say it, and finally spit out the word "Zhiyuan" that burst out from the pain. Gao Zhiyuan opened his eyes and looked at him in surprise, as if he didn't understand.But after a while, the expression of his face changed again.He smiled, patted Wu Renmin on the left shoulder and said: "Okay, you should go to Xiong Zhijun's place. We have no right to prevent you from enjoying the happiness of love. I also have no right to interfere with your private life. But I hope you will keep it in mind What we expect from you is that you don't ruin yourself without mercy. I don't blame you, I know you can't live without women." Then he smiled again.This is no longer a sneer, this is a good-natured smile. The cloud on Wu Renmin's face gradually dissipated.He suddenly grabbed Gao Zhiyuan's hand and said emotionally, "I will never change my belief. I can assure you that I will never change my belief because of her. Maybe I will make her our comrade." Gao Zhiyuan didn't believe this sentence, but he just smiled slightly, and he stopped saying rebuttal words.