Chapter 28 November 28

A wave turned my "boat of life" astray again.The future is a maelstrom.My "boat" will be struggling on the edge of the vortex. If I can't get rid of the whirling current, I will only spin around until I get dizzy and sink. It happened yesterday— The air-raid siren went off at around ten o'clock, and it was only lifted at about one o'clock. I didn't get anything into my stomach all morning, and I spent so much time in the cave.Who knew that just after taking a break, an order to summon me was already overwhelmed. I stood there like a machine and listened to R's instructions, and mechanically answered "yes" a few times, until R drove me away with "this time, you have to make some good achievements", and I was at a loss. back down. I remember every word of R's words, but at that time my brain was completely a piece of lifeless paper, and it was able to print the handwriting, which was considered to have done its job.

Passing by Xiaorong in the corridor outside, I really didn’t notice that she greeted me, until she loudly pointed at Sang Huai in the back of my head and said that I was “so arrogant, I don’t know whose power I took advantage of.” , This is like receiving an injection, and I wake up a little bit. My head hurts, but my stomach doesn't feel hungry; the words printed on the meninges just now seem to be squirming slowly, flashing out their due meaning.As if waking up from a big dream, I clearly remembered that I accepted the "unhuman" order with a series of unconditional "yes, yes".

How dare I say "yes, yes"?Moreover: "Yes, yes" is a formula of course.But I shouldn't just answer "yes" instinctively like a wooden chicken-why was I so useless at that time?It wasn't like this before! I was asked to spy on K and Ping,—huh, whose idea was this? In order to save Xiao Zhao from worsening the situation, and to save my "credibility" in their eyes, I reported on K and Ping; but now they unexpectedly entrusted me with the job of investigating K and Ping, what a hell!Is it "credit" to me, or is it going to be tricky and test me?Besides, isn't someone already spying on them both?Why did you send me again?After waiting for two days, I have been able to wait for such a new job that is extremely frustrating!Duh, I need to know whose idea this is?

Moreover, he specifically ordered me to use the love method to get K drunk and seduce him!We women are not human beings, but just bait. This is their style, but why didn't they send someone else, but why did they send me?If they have already seen through my relationship with Xiao Zhao and K, then this assignment is the prelude to my death sentence.Even if not, this assignment is too inhumane; I was just asked to be the protagonist of a "beauty bureau", and then I was asked to go in another round... Damn, who the hell came up with such a thing? Vicious and shameless trick! Apart from other things, how to do it is a practical problem at present.Do I just let them deprive me of the last bit of "what makes me human" and degenerate into that gang of bull-headed and horse-faced people?It is only now that I understand that I made a big mistake in pulling K and Ping out; I thought I could sell them in this way, but I didn't know that I set myself on fire.If I were a soulless person, and I followed their instructions one by one, like a hunting dog, devouring the prey, taking it back and offering it to the master, then naturally the problem would be simple; but my God , I still have a soul, my conscience is not exhausted, and I still have a sense of shame, how could I be a bait to seduce Xiao Zhao's friends?Must not.I don't allow it myself!

Why did I escape the police yesterday?I will never run away from now on.It takes a second to solve everything, wouldn't it be happy and clean!This thought dominated my morning today.But another "I" flashed out from time to time and sneered: "Since you are going to die, you have to be like a wolf, biting people and then dying. Biting people until you breathe out your last breath. If you die, you will lose money!" Although my "little boat of life" was blown close to a maelstrom by the strong wind, I still can't wait to die. I have to use all my strength not to be swallowed by the swirling black water; although the evil forces are so great and I am single-handed, However, it may not always be alone - didn't they send me to spy on K and Ping?Oddly, who dares to say that there is no way for me here?