Chapter 84 Gu Lang

Tianya, the wind is blowing outside the car window, it is very strong, and the distance from you is getting closer and closer.All that is left in the world is the sound of the wind and the beating of the heart. He sat quietly in the taxi, looking at the flowing clouds above the sky of Qingdao. For three years, he has been insisting on doing the same thing, that is, sending the same text message to the mobile phone of the woman named Tian Ya——If you say yes, then I will run to your city in the next second , no luggage, just me and my heart. Unfortunately, for three years, he has not received any reply.

Until one day, he no longer insisted on sending text messages, but called her, only to find that the number he was familiar with was already empty. In this life, he has never been so afraid of losing, so he no longer waited for her to say yes, this second, he had already rushed to her city. No luggage, just him and his heart. Just like the ignorant youth, that kind of determination and no hesitation. Three years ago, when the streets of Changsha were covered with heavy snow, he tried to keep her. He said to her, if I really love you...would you stay for me? But in the end, she chose to leave him with a back, lonely as a knife. From then on, this scene hurt his thoughts every night.

Finally, he began to believe little by little that all this was really what his father Gu Zhidong told him—she had never truly loved herself, but was just a pawn placed by Qin Xin and Jiang Han'an beside him. But even so, he still refused to give up. He knew that the man surnamed Jiang had already been imprisoned and was unable to take care of her future. Therefore, he, who was so noble, humbly begged for this every night when he was drunk. love-- If you say yes, then in the next second, I will run to your city without a bag, only me and my heart. Just like three years ago, in Changsha, where the streets were covered with snow, even though I hated her so much, even though I said so many cruel things to her just a moment ago, I couldn't help but want to keep her, if, I really love you ...will you stay for me?

But every morning after waking up, he began to hate her again, hating her for failing his love. In this way, day after day, year after year. If it wasn't for the drunkenness last night, and Li Menglu's sudden winking smile, pointing to his nose and saying, in fact, you are the stupidest fool in the world! He may not know that the words his father once said to himself, also said to her—— Just after he proposed to Tianya on the hospital bed, Gu Zhidong once visited her as an elder, sighed to her earnestly, and said, Actually, I have no objection to Gu Lang being with you, but I know this too well The child's temperament is too good, he wants to avenge his mother and sister too much, so he chooses to use you to avenge the Jiang family.Sigh...Jiang's Xiaolang goes to jail, Jiang's bride don't marry, it must be said that it is the best revenge, but this child shouldn't be so obsessed...

Li Menglu said that after Gu Zhidong left, Tianya stayed on the hospital bed for a long, long time. Then, Li Menglu appeared on the stage, and it was also entrusted by Gu Zhidong. All the photos she brought were the photos of Maotou who cut Tianya and Gu Lang together.She said, you would never have thought that it was Gu Lang who wanted Maotou to chop you up!These words exploded in Tianya's ears, just like fireworks in a festival, continuously rising in the sky, bursting, bursting. Li Menglu smiled and said, if he cut you, he could draw Jiang Han out. Gu Lang just couldn't bear it anymore, but for revenge, he would do anything.

After speaking, she patted Tian Ya on the shoulder and left. So, that night, when Gu Lang sat in front of her hospital bed again and carefully fed her porridge, she suddenly avoided like a wounded animal. She looked at him with blood-red eyes and only asked him three questions. word, why? ! yes why? ! At that moment, he and she were like a pair of man and woman who were put on the other side of the cliff by various man-made misunderstandings and grievances. That night, he was blinded by jealousy, and he only thought that she asked him why he killed her in order to seek justice for Jiang Han who was arrested, so he sharply responded to the rumors that hurt her heart, Reply to her: Yes!I don't love you at all!I've been using you from start to finish!It's just to use you to take revenge on the Jiang family!Now, you are satisfied!

Yes, you are satisfied! That night, she flew out of the hospital regardless of her pain. At night in Changsha, the sky is covered with snow. In the taxi, he remembered that snowy night, and his eyes turned red. If it wasn't because of jealousy, if he wasn't so persistent, if he could be more humble, then at this moment three years later, there would never be an empty space on his left, but the woman who would always smile at him inexplicably. . But, three years ago, even if he was willing to tell her the truth about the night she was hacked, would she believe his helplessness and intolerance?

Or, she wouldn't believe it. The snowy night three years ago was a catastrophe. No matter what kind of posture he was in, he couldn't escape the misunderstanding created between them. He couldn't escape that nightmare. The moment when she and Hu Dongduo climbed up the tube building holding a wounded cat like two fools. Gu Zhidong called, and he said, your people are near Xinmin Tongzilou, right? He was stunned at the time, he didn't know why his father asked such a question, he just sent someone to follow Tianya secretly to protect her personal safety. Gu Zhidong said, Tianya went there, she will go downstairs in a while, and if something happens to her, Jiang Han will definitely come back!As long as he comes back, as long as he goes to the hospital, the police can arrest him!As long as the police arrest him, the Jiang family will definitely take action, as long as the Jiang family takes action, then the Jiang family will definitely be uprooted this time!

The subsequent temptation is too great, but Gu Lang still rejected his father, because in his heart, she is his own woman, and using his own woman is the most despicable thing!Not to mention hurting her. After Gu Zhidong heard his refusal, he smiled and said, it's okay, the people I was looking for you just now also said that they were protecting her, and it would be impossible to hurt her without you, it's okay, it's okay, mine People are also in Xinmin Tongzilou, but they are all novices, and their driving skills are too poor. My future daughter-in-law comes downstairs. I don't know whether these bastards will kill her or maim her!

The father's words are obvious, if I am the opponent, I will kill her! So, whether you want to do it or not, you must do it, because only your people do it, can she save her life and stay in this world. At the moment when he was about to bleed back because of his father's cruelty, his father said easily, the people on my side said that she was going downstairs, and the car of my men was downstairs... At that moment, his heart was almost torn apart. It seems to be an inescapable cog of fate, which is what he loves in every possible way, but as long as he walks on this road, he is powerless to protect the safety of the one he loves.

He forgot how he yelled at his father and begged: I will do it! He forgot how to call Maotou and the others, and said the words that burned his throat like strong wine-do it! He remembered his father sneering and saying, don’t cut it too lightly, otherwise, we won’t be able to attract Jiang Han, maybe the people below me are in a hurry, make up a wheel, and my daughter-in-law will be gone again... ... All this was so cruel, the moment he slowly closed his eyes, he could only feel the blood mist filling the sky, it was the smell of the person he loved the most, it was so fishy and sweet that people couldn't help but vomit. At that moment, he didn't know that the reason why his father forced him to take action was to hope that after the Jiang family was settled, he could use this matter to break his relationship with Tianya. Sometimes fatherly love is cruel. It's not that Gu Zhidong doesn't love Gu Lang, on the contrary, it's because of this love, and also because of his own experience, that he understands that beside his son, there must never be a woman who can blackmail him and manipulate him, it's a bit vulgar In other words, his son must never love a woman as much as he loves Tianya. Therefore, when he faced Li Menglu earnestly and sincerely, what moved Li Menglu, a woman, to become a villain for him was not because of his monstrous power, but because as a father, he wanted to protect himself in this rainy day. son on the road. When he sighed, when he said, I have loved and lost a woman close to me, so I don't want my son to repeat my mistakes.Since I was a child, I wanted him to be a good person, a normal person, so I never brought my own affairs into family life... It's a pity... oh... Speaking of this, he sighed. It was a father's helplessness and a compromise after the vicissitudes of life. He looked at Li Menglu and said, since he has embarked on this road, I hope he lives like a king!So, I hope, this time, you can help me, help me sincerely, help a father! Li Menglu surrendered. Therefore, the wrong things we do and the bad things we do are not necessarily all because of conspiracy, because of hatred, but in many cases, it is out of protection and out of love. Gu Lang got out of the car, it was a bit windy in Qingdao in April. In the familiar air, he suddenly remembered his high school years, the girl who foolishly ran to the court, stood in the air fourteen years ago, calling his name—Gu, Gu Lang... At that moment, his eyes were slightly wet. Finally, he came back here again, to this place where he could embrace her again. On the way he came all night, at the moment when he gave up all his bags, he had decided to give up his original life, just be an ordinary person, find an ordinary job, stay with her, and accompany them in the future child until old age. Thinking of this, the corner of his mouth curved into a smile. For some reason, he was so sure that she must be waiting for him. But the moment I met her on the street, everything was broken. It's not like the stories in the novels, the hero and heroine are simply destined to be married, the world is so big, they can meet each other just by throwing them on the street. He found a private detective, and they found her address and mobile phone number as quickly as possible, and used GPS to quickly find her location at the moment—a certain supermarket. So, he waited quietly on that road, waiting for her to appear, waiting for her to look at him in disbelief, waiting for tears to overflow from her big misty eyes, waiting for her to cry and say, you are finally here. Yes, I'm finally here. ' He imagined the hug, how he would explain to her what they had missed. But when she appeared, when she held a little girl in her arms, when a gentle man followed behind them, when they came towards him talking and laughing. His world was shattered. So, forget to breathe. So, forget about running away. So, just like that, on the streets of Qingdao in April, at the moment when the four eyes met, he could read the slight trembling in her eyes, but it was only at that moment. Finally she came up, smiled slightly, and said, long time no see. He responded with difficulty, long time no see. She smiled and said to the child in her arms, come on, Nian Nian, call uncle. Nian Nian went straight to hide in her arms, her little face flushed slightly, and she didn't speak. He still refused to give up and asked, your child? She smiled, nodded, and said, Jiang Han and I, her name is Jiang Nian. Nian Nian suddenly smiled at him, with the little girl's unique shyness, as if asking for praise, adding, Nian Nian never forgets. Never forget? At that moment, his heart suddenly felt so bitter. At this time, after Chen Feiyang put the shopping bag away, he walked up, looked at Gu Lang with joy, and asked Tianya, what is this? Tian Ya hurriedly introduced them, this is Gu Lang, my friend. Then, when she was about to introduce Chen Feiyang, Niannian suddenly volunteered and said, Uncle, he is my new father. Then, she turned her head and asked Tianya, is that right?Mother. Tianya nodded and smiled. Gu Lang smiled so hard, and said to Chen Feiyang, hello. Tianya suddenly asked, how did you come to Qingdao? I don't know if it was because of his thin and fragile self-esteem, or something else, but what he blurted out was that I came here specially to pay homage to Ye Ling. After saying this, he regretted it - because Ye Ling's cemetery was not in Qingdao at all, but in Changsha. Tian Ya nodded, smiled, and said, then you can go. What a pity, she can't be bothered to distinguish even the lies he said so plainly. Just like that, he came to this city with a lot of tenderness and determination in his heart, looking for this person, and going to this appointment, but in the end, he only said one sentence - long time no see. But he never said that sentence, I love you. Even, he couldn't even tell the past misunderstandings that separated the two of them. So be it. That's the only way. How long will he miss her? How long will you miss her? Is it possible to tell her about the origin and extinction only after walking on Huangquan Road, stepping on the Naihe Bridge, and drinking the bowl of Mengpo soup? In front of the Sansheng Stone on Wangxiang Terrace, when she saw his writing, would she burst into tears like before?