Chapter 85 Jiang Han

On the day I went to Changsha, on the plane, Niannian said, "That uncle from yesterday was pretty." I froze for a moment, smiled, and said, "Little girl, you are only a little old." Niannian raised her head and asked me: "Mom, is Niannian's father prettier, or is yesterday's uncle prettier?" I nodded her nose, fastened her seat belt, and said, "Dad, in Mom's mind, that's the most beautiful person!" Yes, love makes people addicted, even if there are thousands of people in the world, it is not as good. The moment I looked up, I found that Feiyang Chen had also boarded the plane. I was taken aback and said, "Why are you here?"

Chen Feiyang smiled and said: "Your mother! Your mother insists that I accompany you! Let's go to Fenghuang in Xiangxi, Zhangjiajie and so on after you go to Changsha. Take a break with you." When he mentioned Phoenix, my heart ached slightly. Changsha paid a visit to Ma Xiaozhuo, and suddenly discovered that time can really change many things. I don't know whether it was Mr. Ma who changed or my state of mind. The man now will no longer mention the constellation series Barabara to me like before.As Xia Tong said, we were all young before. He would say that you can write one or two books a year.Then, he also said that if he wanted to take a year off and not write, he could.I looked at him and suddenly felt that time was whizzing by so fast on our faces.

In those few days, I found that I could learn something from Ma Xiaozhuo. He told me that people who write should exercise well, and yoga is good; he suggested that when I was restless or anxious on the plane, You can sit in meditation and meditate, so that your mind can calm down. He always drives slowly, and when there are pedestrians on the road, he will wait patiently and apologize.I can't help but think of the days when he and Hainan Island raced together many years ago... While driving, he received a call from the printing factory. When the company's book cycle was not in place, he would no longer be like a furious bear. If he came out to fight alone, he would calmly accept these helpless realities.

In fact, it is not only Ma Xiaozhuo who has changed with time. and myself. When I learned from Wanwan that, um, she is now Ma Xiaozhuo's contracted author, she told me that I signed the book "So Hurt" to Jiang Kemeng. During the three years since I disappeared, Ma Xiaozhuo Self-published again without notifying me. I didn't want to give Ma Xiaozhuo as much as I did a few years ago, but I listened quietly. Su Qingfan couldn't sit still, but Xia Tong hurried over to smooth things over and said, "Mr. Ma also thinks it's a waste of resources. Anyway, the contract with others has expired. Why don't our company publish it? Anyway, the manuscript fee won't be paid." I'm missing you. Moreover, many readers also reported that they couldn't buy "So Hurt" and couldn't contact you at the beginning, otherwise, why would they have signed a contract with you..."

Ma Xiaozhuo smiled awkwardly at me and said, "At that time, I also wanted to maintain the readership market for you. I hope you can understand that this is what the market needs..." I suddenly felt that Du Yali was not smart at all. You see, during the three years since I disappeared, at least four books from Ma Xiaozhuo and I were due, and she would not take them and publish them herself.Anyway, I can't be contacted for the time being, and if I can be contacted later, I will be paid for the manuscript.It can also maintain the reader market for me... If it was left in the past, I guess I would have jumped on the table.

However, that day, I sat there so quietly, looking at them, my heart was really quiet, they are all my old acquaintances, and I have walked so many roads with me, this made all the authors furious I can actually smile at the copyright infringement and piracy, and I don't want to blame. Just like Ma Xiaozhuo and Du Yali didn't blame me for disappearing without fulfilling the contract. Although, these two things are irrelevant. A group of people dispersed, Ma Xiaozhuo wanted to send me back to the hotel, but I refused because I wanted to go for a walk with Xia Tong. Just like that, Xia Tong and I walked quietly on the pedestrian street, neither of us saying a word.How familiar is the night breeze on the pedestrian street, and the lovely pet dogs that follow the owner's feet.

A long time ago, we were three girls, me, Xia Tong, and Hu Dongduo. Our Dai girls here once finished eating hot pot, and then the three of us went shopping bluffing. The girls in the small shop smelled the oily hot pot smell on us, and would point at the one Xia Tong provoked contemptuously. The clothes said, the clothes cost three hundred yuan!I remember that Xia Tong was very angry at that time, and took me and Hu Dongduo directly to Pinghe Hall, spending all the salary of more than 3,000 yuan that had just been raised at that time! In the past, when we used E Peilan's powder, we would feel that it was so fragrant and delicate.

Now, we feel that we can't save our lost youth with Guerlain and Helena. In the past, we couldn't get the fifty cents for the poor taxi driver, so we bet Hu Dongduo in the taxi, and went to find friends to raise the money, fifty cents!Hu Dongduo was very depressed for a while, she thought how could she be worth only fifty cents if she was so beautiful? In the past, Guard Lu was so poor that he couldn't help it, and when he was growing up, he needed nutrition, so he went to a small shop next to the school and ordered a two-yuan dish, and he ate more than ten bowls of free rice. In the end, the shopkeeper cried and returned the two yuan to him, saying, don’t come here anymore...

... Xia Tong spoke suddenly, and she said: "Actually, you can feel that Mr. Ma has changed a lot. He has been learning and improving himself over the years. The matter of "So Hurt"... I hope it won't affect the company in your heart. Image...and our future cooperation...In fact, Mr. Ma treats you well, you should be able to feel that you have closed your pen for three years, and in order to welcome you back, he doubled the manuscript fee for subsequent cooperation with you. How much respect the author has...Of course, I admit that this is also because you have this value, and there are still people waiting for you if you haven't written for three years.

I smiled, looked at her, and said, "Tongtong, I don't want to talk to you about business, I just want to talk to you, talk about how we have been doing well these years." Xia Tong held my hand seriously, and said, "But, Tianya, I am the publisher and editor of "So Hurt"..." I looked at her, smiled, and said, "I know." She froze for a moment and said, "You know?" I said, "Wanwan told me." Xia Tong laughed suddenly, and she said: "You would never have thought, who was that mistress who made Su Qingfan suffer for so long back then."

I froze for a moment and said, "You mean..." Xia Tong nodded, patted my shoulder, and said, "Haha, we are all old." The wind blew past our ears, but Xia Tong didn't tell me. When Wanwan proposed that she be the villain to host the publication of "So Hurt", she said this to her—— "Have you ever been at the mercy of others all your life? I'm not bad, I just want to try what it's like to manipulate people, especially those I admired." Wanwan is a person who understands my personality better, because she has read my articles; she probably also knows Ma Xiaozhuo's thoughts on signing with me these years; she also understands what will happen to me when Ma Xiaozhuo waits for me. Moved and grateful.So, she suddenly wanted to change this fate that was already a matter of course.She wanted to see, when Ma Xiaozhuo and I met to have a drink and talk, the pirated version of "So Hurt" that came out of nowhere would put Ma Xiaozhuo and I's fate in place?Will this situation, which was already a matter of course, change direction because of her gentle teasing?Will my friendship with Xia Tong change direction because of this? So, she didn't know Ma Xiaozhuo, nor Xia Tong. Ma Xiaozhuo doesn't think he will break the barrier, because he understands my weakness, that is, he believes that he is a person who values ​​love and righteousness. As long as this matter gets involved in Xia Tong, it will definitely not be a big deal; and Xia Tong, even if there is no Wanwan's proposal, she will definitely do this matter, because she knows the consequences of piracy, and she also knows that only her involvement can make me powerless. They are all betting, betting on my unbearable, this is my success and my failure. Later, Hainan Island still laughed and said, "Forget it, you've already made steamed buns on the bean sprouts version, and this time it's not too bad!" When we were young, we followed our heart to do what we wanted to do, loved to cry, laugh and make trouble, others said we were willful; when we grew up, we followed our heart to do what we didn’t like, we didn’t cry, laugh or make trouble, we Tell yourself this is maturity. The streets of Changsha are so bustling. I looked at Xia Tong and said, "Actually, Mr. Ma has really changed a lot. Of course, my mentality has also changed a lot." Then, I looked at her fixedly and said, "If it weren't for these three years, I wouldn't understand your dedication so well. These years, you have been mediating between me and the company, because I have a quick temper, It's very straight, it's easy to jump and fight back when you don't like it, and your body is full of thorns... But you, you have to protect the company, me, and yourself, it's really difficult..." Yes, you can't ask everyone to be Liu Hulan. It is the law of survival in this society to save both parties without harming yourself. Everyone's individuality is not special for the friendship with you, they also shoulder the burden of survival, family, harmony and happiness, and so on.Therefore, when you want to deliver your righteousness to Bo Yuntian, please be cautious, because sometimes, this is a kind of pressure on the other party. Xia Tong was silent. I thought for a while and said, "When you were young and radical, you might feel that you did not act righteously, but, you see, I quickly made three cards now, and I gradually understood that although some of your actions It hurt my interests, but my original intention was to eliminate the conflict..." Xia Tong said suddenly: "Understanding doesn't mean forgiveness, right?" I smiled and said: "Actually, my existence has always put you in a dilemma. If it was someone else, you could make a decisive decision...Of course, it is precisely because of me that you and Dongduo are trapped." Even if you are wronged like this, you will seek perfection. If you were someone else, you would never go to court. Do you still remember that the magazine in the company accidentally used someone else’s mobile phone number, and compensated 6,000 oceans with 13 numbers? What’s more? A book with hundreds of thousands of copies?" Xia Tong didn't speak, and after a long while, she said, "If this is the case, I will have to demand compensation if you delay the draft for so long!" I smiled and said, "If you need compensation, I am happy to void the contract and make compensation." Xia Tong just laughed and said, "I'm kidding you! The little money you need to compensate is not as good as publishing! You girl, why are you so serious? Really, haha." I smiled, looked at her so seriously, and said: "I was trapped because of you, and you are also in a dilemma because of me. This is real life. Three years ago, I left just to get rid of these right and wrong, so three years later, I also I don’t want to delve into it.” Speaking of this, I smiled, and I said: "Actually, Ma Xiaozhuo really knows me. I only look for you when I do this kind of thing. Haha, is he really not afraid that I will change? It's not as good as before. Friendship." Xia Tong smiled and said: "The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change, isn't it?" I looked at the bustling pedestrian street, smiled, and pondered her words softly, my nature is hard to change. When we bid farewell to Ma Xiaozhuo and went to Fenghuang, I drank coffee with him until the early hours of the morning. I am very nostalgic now, looking at Ma Xiaozhuo, I feel that there is a lot of my youth in him.In fact, even after going through so many things, I can't hate him. Speaking of which, these years, I have not let Ma Xiaozhuo worry less, I am self-willed, self-willed, and play cards not according to common sense, I guess he also has a lot of desires to kill me. You see, we just fell in love with each other and spent seven years together. Looking at him, I suddenly wanted to laugh so much, isn't it true that friends don't get together? When I looked at Ma Xiaozhuo, it was like looking at the youth of three girls. At that time, Xia Tong, Hu Dongduo and Ma Xiaozhuo were of the same age, and the greatest pleasure for us three girls was to speak ill of him—a boss who has not been spoken ill of by his subordinates is not a good boss. Over the years, Ma Xiaozhuo and I have come from the most grassroots level, and we have seen each other's most disgusting and explicit behaviors. My more rustic behavior back then was when "Love in Lavender" was published, Ma Xiaozhuo invited me to Changsha, the editor at the time, all day long told me, Su Qingfan and other authors about Ma Xiaozhuo's stingy things. So, Su Qingfan and I, who were invited together, had a good plan. Su Qingfan said: "What if we go and he doesn't reimburse us?" I thought about it and said: "That's right." So, we told Ma Xiaozhuo, we have no money!Can't buy a plane ticket. In fact, for the students who were studying at that time, they really had no spare money to buy air tickets. If I were to tell Ma Xiaozhuo like this now, Ma Xiaozhuo would definitely say, God gave you a golden coffin!Come die to me quickly! In the coffee shop, Ma Xiaozhuo said to me, "Thanks to my opponent for the company to be as big as it is now!" At this point, he was vague. It wasn't until he sent me back to the hotel that he said: "Tianya, many years ago, when we were a small company, I attended a dealer's reception dinner, do you know? At that time, as the owner of a company , was arranged to work with Jingming Culture, that is, the salesman of the company where you published "Emei" and other books..." In fact, I know that the editors at that time took it as a joke, and we also took it as a joke. I looked at Ma Xiaozhuo, and that night, I suddenly felt that I knew too little about him. I admire his goal-oriented persistence and hard work, and I also admire Du Yali's grandeur and calmness. She said: "A person's biggest opponent is himself." Ma Xiaozhuo said: "I hope you can participate in the development of the company. You can go back and think about it. In fact, there is no rush. I can wait for you to make a decision at the end of the year. You can also compare "Lavender 3" and "Emei 2"... " His last sentence seemed like a major decision: "Anyway, I will give you the same first printing volume as "Lavender 3" for your future books here! That's it!" He must not know how uncomfortable I felt when he said this. When I left, I called him Mr. Ma for the first time. I said: "Mr. Ma, this is not a matter of money and treatment. If others say this, you will definitely laugh, but if I say this in front of you, I have the confidence! The reason is that you are dealing with me. Over the years, I have learned about it many times." Ma Xiaozhuo smiled and nodded. I said, "So, Mr. Ma, no matter what decision I make in the future, it will not be a happy decision! Whoever I leave and whoever I choose, for me, it's all a bloody amputation of an arm, which hurts my heart." Between people, it is never so simple and pure love, or pure hate. Ma Xiaozhuo is a person who understands me. He knows what moves me the most, and he understands my weaknesses. Later, after I made a decision, I looked at myself in the mirror and suddenly understood one thing—— For a long time, I also thought that the thing that can move me the most is emotion, but later I realized that if one day, even the emotion cards cannot move me, it will be because my dreams and beliefs lie ahead. But they will always be my growing up, forever indispensable people. I respect their existence in my life just like respecting my own youthful but fiery youth. On the way to Fenghuang, sitting on the train from Changsha to Jishou, Niannian kept his eyes wide open. Obviously, the little guy loves the mountains and rivers in the south. I suddenly thought of Hu Dongduo.Blood relationship can't deceive people, Hu Dongduo's blood is flowing in her body, so she is from this landscape. Hainan Island called me, and he said, "Sister, how are you doing in Changsha? I heard that the headshot dude is out of the hole again! You must be careful!" I nodded and said, "Changsha's streets and alleys are all around him, I can see him every day." Hainan Island said: "It's all posted here in Qingdao! I'm withdrawing money, and there are people selling helmets at the gate of the bank! I'm thinking about whether to buy one. I'm afraid that if I get shot in the head, my handsome face will make me laugh." The gun is gone, so you can’t identify the body when you come back?” I have black lines all over my head. I asked Chen Feiyang, why did you think of going to Phoenix?Chen Feiyang just laughed and said, "Your mother asked for it." I lowered my head and laughed, thinking, my mother is so rare, she is so considerate and affectionate, she really likes this new "son-in-law".I also like Chen Feiyang very much, maybe it feels safe to be with someone who will never threaten one's heart. Jiang Han, look, your big head is finally getting smarter.In this way, I can always think about you and think about you, without having to feel guilty, and without hurting my parents. Jiang Han, do you know?I miss you so much. For a whole day, I hid in the inn. The mountains, rivers, plants, and trees in Phoenix are too lethal to me. The moment I stood in Hongqiao, in a trance, thousands of people came to meet each other, everyone seemed to be him, smiling him, frowning him, frivolous him, calm him... So, before I became the out-of-control heroine of the Qiong Yao drama, I hid back in the inn. At night, when the lights were on, Nian Nian insisted that I take her to set off the river lanterns.Chen Feiyang said: "Let's go together." Walking past Tiaoyan in a panic, I suddenly remembered the house that Jiang Han had bought, and I almost forgot its existence.Or, I deliberately forget its existence, afraid of seeing the old things and not seeing the old people. Acacia is always suffering. After hesitating for a while, I suddenly wanted to take a look. I was afraid of seeing things and thinking about people, but I wanted to see things and think about people. Accompanying Niannian after setting off the river lanterns, walked through the narrow alleys, that familiar road, he once walked step by step behind my back, he once played the guitar and sang "Cinderella" on the bluestone road... one step at a time I miss you once, but I can't go back. In front of the familiar door, I froze for a moment. I thought it was deserted, but I didn't expect that under the lightly closed door, there was a soft and dim light and a faint smell of meat.The crack in the door was like the devil's eyes, blinking at me strangely, my heart was suddenly tangled up and trembling, and the flame of hope was annihilated in an instant.I looked at the small shop sign in front of the door, and there were two characters written on it - Guiren, like an elegant small courtyard that is neither salty nor salty. I should have thought the place had been resold by his family. Yeah, how could it be my imagination?What an unrealistic imagination, no one can use my space-time tunnel to travel back to the heaven three years ago. I suddenly don't want to see it the way it is now. At the moment when I turned around and left, I seemed to hear the soft sound of the guitar, the sound of the strings so soft, so lightly wrapped, between the out of tune and out of tune, there was a child’s voice singing childishly Zhou Chuanxiong's "Lonely Shazhou Cold"—— Heartbroken since you left, White tung trees flutter in the wind. Falling flowers seem to be affectionate, this season. The wind by the river blows wildly, Constantly fiddle with Liren's tears. Such a strong love can no longer be given. Sad night after night. When the thread of memory is entangled in the past, it is fragmented. It was panic that took over my heart. With flowers and butterflies, Guyan can fly together. In the dead of night, people wandered alone. ... In an instant, as if a pair of hands were placed on my shoulders, I suddenly turned around and gently opened the door. The moment the door was opened, I was completely stunned there. In the small courtyard, there are several tables, and the guests are talking around their own fires. But my gaze was firmly attracted by the figure in the corridor. He lowered his head, the corners of his eyes were indifferent, and he gently held the hand of the little boy who was singing with a baby voice. Fiddled with each other, making up for the notes lost by the children. The moment the door opened, the waiter rushed up and said, "Miss, welcome back." I didn't speak, just stood there stupidly, looking at him in the corridor, for such a long time, like years, the child's voice disappeared, and the child in his arms looked at me, eyes suddenly filled with tears. He froze for a moment, and was about to ask why he stopped, but unconsciously followed the child to look at the door. In an instant, I heard the sound of a broken string, as if his heart had stopped beating. He stood up slowly, the stars in the sky were shattered in his eyes, the expression of not knowing whether to cry or laugh, was full of tears and longing. There was also mist in my eyes. At this time, Niannian who was following behind suddenly took Chen Feiyang's hand and slipped in. She raised her head strangely, looked at me who was staying there, then took my hand with her small hand, and shouted: "Mom !" As if there was a thunder, he who was walking towards me suddenly stopped at that moment. It turned out that the little boy who was in his arms and wanted to run towards me was held tightly by him, and the "mother" that he didn't call out was forced into his thin throat. The little boy raised his head strangely, and looked at him incomprehensibly, but he also felt that this was a restraint from his father. Chen Feiyang looked at the two of us strangely, and smiled: "Do you know each other?" For a while, I could only stare at him blankly, refusing to move my eyes away like I was looking at a dream that I was afraid of waking up the next moment, but Jiang Han nodded, and he looked at Nian Nian beside me. When Chen Feiyang saw the handsome guy, he laughed desperately, regardless of the strange atmosphere, he took my hand heartily and said, "Tianya, this is an old acquaintance in a foreign country! That's great!" Jiang Han looked at him and hesitated for a moment: "Excuse me..." Chen Feiyang smiled, wishing he could get rid of the relationship with me, but due to reality, he still told Jiang Han truthfully: "Chen Feiyang, her new husband! Come on honeymoon!" Jiang Han froze for a moment, then came back to his senses, leaned over, looked at Nian Nian, and asked, "What's your name?" Nian Nian was scared, and quietly hid behind me, my voice trembling, but my eyes never left Jiang Han's body, I said: "Nian Nian, call...call...uncle..." Chen Feiyang was afraid that Jiang Han would misunderstand that this was the egg he laid with me, so he immediately said: "This is the child of her and her ex-husband." Jiang Han got up and murmured softly: "Nian Nian? Ex-exist?" Then, he suddenly smiled, as if he had an epiphany, and at the end of his eyes, there was a kind of powerless sorrow. He smiled at me, as if paying homage, and said to Xiao Tong, "Little Tong, call me Auntie." The little boy was stunned for a while, and after a long time, he whispered: "Auntie." Jiang Han looked at me and said, "Niannian? Gu Nian? Never forgetting? Hehe! You have to be strong to dare to never forget." After speaking, he turned around and sat back silently in front of the charcoal fire. Xiao Tong suddenly chased him and said, "Dad, can I finish singing that song for... Auntie?" Jiang Han didn't look back. The little boy looked at me, and half a day later, he sang childishly—— When happy lovers send red, share the joy. Close your eyes, don't dare to turn your head when you are sad. Still picking up all the cold branches, refusing to rest, with slight regret. Who should I miss on the lonely sandbar? Just like that, my heart was broken by the little boy's singing. Chen Feiyang asked me: "You owe your friend a lot of money, right? Why is he not enthusiastic at all?" As soon as he disliked Jiang Han's lack of enthusiasm, he himself became enthusiastic. He had to sit with Jiang Han and kept asking him about the attractions in Phoenix. Jiang Han didn't look at me, and replied politely, with indifference and alienation. After drinking the rice wine in Miao Township, Chen Feiyang suddenly became interested. He asked Jiang Han: "You are so young, why do you stay in this ancient city?" Jiang Han was stunned for a moment, raised his head and took a sip of the rice wine, laughed at himself, and said, "Wait for someone." Chen Feiyang asked: "Does she know that you are waiting for her?" Jiang Han smiled and said, "I thought she knew." Chen Feiyang continued to maintain the innocence that I couldn't stop, and asked again: "Then will she come?" Jiang Han glanced at me, smiled, his voice was soft enough to make people want to cry, he looked at the courtyard door, as if he was sketching a dream, and said: "I have imagined the picture of her pushing this courtyard door countless times. , in a dream, when she was in a daze, when she was carving a wooden comb... But, actually, I know, she can't come." Chen Feiyang sighed, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "As long as you miss her, she will definitely come!" Jiang Han smiled, lowered his eyes, and said sadly, "I thought so too..." Then, he was silent for a long time, and said slowly: "Because, a long time ago, she was also in Fenghuang, and she told me that if she loved someone, she would find him in thousands of mountains and rivers. But, at that time, what she loved was Another him, not me..." Speaking of this, he raised his eyes slightly, looked at me, lowered his head, smiled, and said: "Later, I was imprisoned, with no term... When she visited the prison, she said she fell in love with me, she said she Will wait for me for the rest of my life, if it's not a red candle, it's a bone! I said I don't believe it... Now it seems that I still believe her. I went to her home to find her, and her mother told me that she went to a far away place , I don't know when I can come back. ...So, I asked her old man to tell her that I am waiting for her in Fenghuang!Just like that, I waited for her in a place where I thought it was easiest for her to find me, waiting for her to come to me!Because, I really want to confirm whether I am really the person she fell in love with as she said!He is really a person worth looking for from thousands of miles away! ...Hehe, I'm wayward! ... In love, I was self-willed and naive only once!But he was punished!In fact, I shouldn't be willful!Shouldn't be naive!I love her!I ran to her to find her the first moment I deserved to be released from prison, begging her to love me like before!accept me!How could I leave such an important matter to that silly woman.how can……" Speaking of this, his eyes were red, and there was only one sentence in his thousand words: "How can it be..." After Jiang Han said these words, he went back to the house without looking back. Under the light in front of the window, what was reflected was the figure of a man packing his luggage. My tears flowed down unstoppably, my heart has been torn apart by his accusation. Chen Feiyang looked at me and suddenly asked: "Is it him?" I stared at him blankly, not knowing what he meant. Chen Feiyang smiled and said: "Why do you think I got on the plane suddenly..." He sighed at this point, and suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and he said: "When I left, your mother told me, If there is a man in Phoenix who makes you cry like a cabbage ball, I will give you this letter." As he spoke, he lowered his head, took out a letter from his pocket, and put it in my hand. I hesitated for a moment, and quickly opened the letter—— End of the World: By the time you read this letter, you must have met him. Twenty-seven years ago, when your mother gave birth to you, she was determined to make you the happiest girl in the world. Maybe, every parent has a selfish side and hopes that their children's love will be normal and complete. Therefore, in these years, your mother has always forced you to go on blind dates and get married. When I saw you dating Chen Feiyang, I thought the happiness I wanted for you had finally come.But...but...later, I found out that he is gay... At that moment, my mother's heart was broken. How stupid you are, how much you love him, in order to fulfill your love for him, you don't even give yourself a retreat! After hating your disappointment, I started to hate myself again. I made you so anxious that I forced you to come up with such an idea. That night, my mother cried all night. I know, you are a filial girl, but what mother wants to see is your true happiness, and she doesn't want to see you bury yourself in a cold tomb... Lao Ai also followed me and sighed all night. He said, where are we going to find that man for you! He said that if he could make that man alive and give it to his daughter, he would even give up his own life! ... Tianya, this is something that I even hide from your father, that is him, alive. Two years ago, when he came to you, I drove him away.Because just a few days ago, his family members came, and the meaning was simple and clear, that is, they opposed you being together. Now they escaped death and got their son out of prison. to be with you…… Whether it's for your protection or a mother's self-esteem, I really don't think it would be good for you to live with a son who has a criminal record and stains... So, when he came to you I told him that you were already married. But he refused to believe it, he said, you once told him that you would always be waiting for him! Then, he said, he will wait for you in Fenghuang, the only small home you share!Waiting for you forever! At that time, I thought he was a bastard. ... In this way, over the years, seeing you depressed and unhappy day by day, being a mother is also suffering repeatedly. I thought that as time passed, everything would be fine. But knowing about Chen Feiyang, I just want to understand that what you said to me at that time was not stupid. You said, Mom, why can I write so many loves promised by life and death, but in reality, I am a fool if I want a love promised by life and death! So now, Mommy will tell you everything. But, mom didn't dare to say it in front of you, because mom was afraid that after she said it, when you rushed to Fenghuang desperately, what you pushed open was a cold door, and what you saw was an empty home. Yes, even though the kid said it in a hype, he said he would wait for you forever! But mother is just a girl like you, mother is reluctant to let you feel wronged, mother is afraid that he is just talking, mother is afraid that he will not love you as much as you love him.In fact, what mother is most afraid of is that her stubbornness will delay you. If that's the case, Mom would rather you didn't know the truth of the whole thing!Rather you thought he was really dead. I told Feiyang Chen: 1. If that bastard has a mistress, don't show this letter to my daughter. 2. Don't show this letter to my daughter if the bastard goes to the building and it's empty. 3. If my daughter falls in love with you, you should immediately make yourself straight and take care of my daughter for the rest of her life. If you see him, he doesn't have a mistress, and you read this letter, mother wants to tell you that maybe this kid is really worthy of your entrustment for life.Regardless of whether his family members are family members or not, a person is only young once in his life. Parents gave birth to you, coaxing you and holding you like a princess, they didn't let you come to this world to compromise! Well, silly girl, don't cry. Hurry up and coax my silly uncle, let him wait for so long, go and tell him, come back on May 1st to make up for the wedding!His father-in-law made braised pork for him. your mother dictates Lao Ai Runse wrote PS: Dad's polishing is okay, anyway, we can be regarded as half a scholarly family. After reading this letter, my tears have fallen all over the ground, and I have mixed feelings in my heart. It turned out that he was looking for me. It turned out that he was really waiting for me. It turns out that I am not the only one who misses him to the point of dying... Chen Feiyang patted me and said, "Why are you still standing there? Didn't you see that guy's glass heart was shattered all over the floor, why do you still care about Nian? My daughter-in-law's name is Jiang Nian!" I looked up and looked at Chen Feiyang gratefully. Turning around and walking towards Jiang Han's room, he suddenly stopped me and said, "Hey, Tianya, Hainan Island has also read this letter! He said, if that kid is still waiting for you! Then hand you over to him, He died in peace!" I smiled sadly. The moment I pushed open the door, Jiang Han looked back at me and was stunned for a moment. Under the light, his sideburns are so beautiful, his eyes are still so bright, but his voice is so cold, he looked at me, but as if he was talking to an unrelated person, he said: "She doesn't It’s coming, I should go too.” She won't come, and I should go too. My heart ached a little, why didn't I understand what kind of torment his heart, which didn't know the truth, was going through at this moment. In this way, I looked at him, looking at him so persistently. Suddenly, I grabbed his sleeve and hugged him tightly from behind, as if I had poured all my luck and strength into my life. He froze there, his limbs were as stiff as ice sculptures. I pressed my face tightly against his back, feeling the temperature of his body, and tears flowed down my face without realizing it. I almost cried and said, "What if she comes?" I said: "If she tells you that the child is named Jiang Nian; if she shows you a letter; and she wants to tell you a long, long story about how she really, really loves you, She's really been waiting for your story...would you like to let her tell it to you?" (End of the full text)