Chapter 20 Chapter Nineteen

The discussion with Yuan Yilin came to nothing. I neither agreed to marry him, nor refused to associate with him, especially to accept his help.Because that afternoon, he asked me for the phone number of Lai Shang Bao and resolutely resigned for me on the grounds that I did not have that kind of marketing ability at all.Facing a man who was once hurt by you, and this man can still love and care about you so deeply, how can you refuse?Apart from being deeply grateful to him, I think what I can give him is the compensation of love. I don't know if this kind of thinking is noble or shameful. After a big blow in the marketing field, I really lost confidence in my market development ability.When my career and income were in crisis again, I had to follow Yuan Yilin's advice and took up the position of manager in one of his software branches and got a good salary.Faced with an unfamiliar industry and a generous salary, although I sometimes feel embarrassed, due to the helplessness of life and the resulting need for money, especially the fear of not having income, it is still difficult for me to temporarily refuse this job.

Life is passing by, and in Gou An's life, I maintain a secret ambiguous relationship with Yuan Yilin.Regarding our future, we have made an appointment to find a surefire solution, and we can't make a fuss unless it is a last resort.Although I very much hope to quickly marry this man who is both financially powerful and truly loves me, but for some reason, whenever I mention my marriage to him, I feel extremely uneasy in my heart, as if there is always a shadow hanging above my head. Like the sword of Damocles, you may be stabbed by a sword at any time. This may be what the folks say, "Don't do bad things, don't be afraid of ghosts calling your door."Animals in dangerous situations, or animals with poor resistance, are always particularly sensitive to danger.Perhaps because of the dangerous situation of this extramarital affair, I also became more sensitive to the sense of danger.On a Monday night, it was past eleven o'clock at night, and the son and father had already gone to bed.When I was about to go to bed, I suddenly received a call.

It was a woman's hoarse voice.My first reaction was to have an extramarital affair.After that, my mind turned nervously, looking for words to deal with her. Liang Fengting seemed to have just been stimulated by something. The first thing she said after answering my call was, Xie Yuping, I hate you, I hate you so much, I will kill you one day... I didn't speak because I haven't found the right words to fight.While crying wildly, she scolded loudly, you vixen, why did you do this?Why?You are also a woman, and you also have children. Since you know that it is difficult for a single woman, why do you put us two in such a situation?

My mind is in a mess. I don't know if it was her reminder that reminded me of the suffering I had as a single woman, or her reminder that made me imagine the future life of the two of them.I clearly remember the heart-wrenching feeling of losing the man I loved at first. Of course, I can also imagine the pain this woman who loves her husband will face.Fortunately, I have already survived, but she has to endure such days instead of me.Am I a little unethical?Is it too selfish?Yes, I am a woman too, I have children too, and I... What happened?I suddenly remembered the agreement I had with Yuan Yilin.I remember that we made an appointment and didn't make any moves in the short term.Why is it like this tonight.The woman was still crying crazily on the phone, but it had changed from scolding to pleading:

Please, let our family go, my daughter can't live without her father, and I can't live without Yilin either.I really do love him!Facing the danger of family disintegration, she has obviously collapsed, she is begging me almost incoherently, you have lived alone for so long, you have the ability to live by yourself, but I don't, I can't live without him, you can, you can of…… I was holding the phone, already moved by the crying of this helpless woman on the other end of the line.Although she has hurt me and my son mercilessly, when she begged me to let Yuan Yilin and their family go in such a terrified manner, I still felt for the love of a woman for a man, for the love of this woman. Moved by grievances.She loves her husband, even though this husband has been hurting her, even though this husband has always wanted to abandon her.However, for the sake of the family and the child, she still couldn't stop loving him, and she didn't want to stop her love. She even didn't hesitate to ask another woman who hated her. Is this the greatness of a woman?Or a woman's sorrow?What is the nobility of a mother?Or a wife's selfishness?At that moment, I really couldn't tell, I just knew that in her mourning, as a woman, I had completely surrendered to another woman.

I endured the feeling of pity for each other, and said with a calm attitude, what happened? When Liang Fengting heard my calm and kind questioning, she stopped crying for a while. She only said one sentence, Yuan Yilin was going to divorce me, and she started crying again. Normally, I think I would be secretly excited by this news, but tonight, in front of another woman who is suffering the same disaster as I was back then, I seem to stand together because I am a woman with her, And ennobled by the personal experience of this same calamity.I said, don't worry, I will persuade Yuan Yilin to return to your home. In addition, I said half-determined, half-deceived, I also ask you to rest assured, I will not break up your family.

She really stopped crying this time, and asked me tremblingly with a grateful tone mixed with suspicion: Is what you said true?You're going to persuade him to go home, aren't you? I firmly say yes! She didn't seem to believe it even more, and said in a trembling voice again, you just said that you would not break up our family?Yeah? I still say without hesitation, yes! Then... She suddenly started crying again, and her voice lowered, as if she was afraid of scaring away my promise just now, and said: Then you, tell him these words, okay?Right now. it is good!I say tragically!

Half an hour later, after I made a phone call to fulfill my promise to Liang Fengting, Yuan Yilin angrily drove to the downstairs of my dormitory.I had to slip quietly out the door and run down the stairs.The dormitory courtyard is quiet, and occasionally the warm wind of early summer blows over the clusters of lush flowers and trees in the courtyard, bringing an unknown fragrance of flowers to the face.The street lamp seems to have fallen asleep, with dim light shining from half-closed eyes, and wisps of night breath gently swaying with the summer wind.I couldn't help but take a deep breath, proud of myself for making this noble decision.A gust of wind blew gently, and one side of my clothes suddenly flickered like the soft wings of a butterfly. I reached out to smooth the wind-blown corner of my clothes, and walked towards the car Yuan Yilin was waiting for.

Why such a sudden decision?The car drove out of the dormitory, and just entered the quiet and wide road, Yuan Yilin roared angrily. What can I say, I said Liang Fengting's pleading, her love for him, or my nobility.I don't think it's useless to say anything, I just want to tell him, don't dump a woman who loves you, that's too cruel. No, you don't understand!He said firmly and loudly, do you think that if I don't get rid of her, I won't be cruel to her?you are wrong! The night stretches endlessly, like a huge black fog, tightly enveloping our car and a few sleepy street lamps around us.Sitting in the car, I felt that the huge black mist outside was our destiny, no matter how we ran or struggled, we would never be able to escape.Even if there are days, in the end, there will still be nights and nights, and eventually we can't get rid of them.Yuan Yilin stopped talking, he just had a gloomy face, and drove the car at high speed.I think, no matter where you go, our future destiny is not up to us. Just run, and when you are tired from running, everything will return to the original state according to the arrangement of fate.After more than ten minutes, Yuan Yilin finally stopped, and I found that we stopped in front of the new house again.

It was too late to turn around, I was dragged out by Yuan Yilin and walked towards the quiet corridor.In fact, since we developed our relationship in this room for the first time, this is the fourth time we have been here tonight, but this time it seems to be more imaginative than the first time we came.We were neither here for a tryst nor to live here, but we were filled with some indescribably complex emotions.I thought that, now that the matter had come to an end, it might be in everyone's interest to make it clear and to end it. A few minutes later, I was dragged into the large study room by Yuan Yilin's clutching hands.As he walked to the back of the desk, he bent down and took out a large envelope from a drawer, and threw it in front of my eyes.

I looked at the bulging envelope in front of me suspiciously, and couldn't figure out what was inside that was related to our conversation tonight.The room was extremely quiet, only the milky white quartz clock on the wall was ticking.I reached out, picked up the envelope, and opened it carefully. It turned out to be a pile of yellowed and damaged black and white photos!To my surprise, those photos were all taken together when we were in college. I raised my head, trying to find the meaning of these photos from Yuan Yilin's face, but Yuan Yilin's silent face was still full of gloom and anger, and I couldn't see anything from it.I had no choice but to lower my head again, looking at these photos that had been torn and glued together, thinking about the stories that used to be here. Actually, I don't want to show you these photos.Because apart from proving that we once loved, these photos can only be my worthless witness.Yuan Yilin finally raised his head to speak, and the tears in his eyes had pooled, which startled me.In my mind, this man has always been optimistic and resolute. Not only did he seldom shed tears, he even seemed to seldom worry. When you ruthlessly decided to follow Yuzhi, I tore up all these photos in a fit of anger.But the next day, I turned them out of the trash basket again.Because, losing you makes my heart ache, and throwing away your photos makes me feel like I'm experiencing the pain of losing you again.In this way, I turned them back again, and I felt that even if I looked at your shadow, I would feel a little comfort. You see how worthless I am, instead of hating you like a normal man, I miss you even more.I was even looking at the damaged photos the night before my wedding.How many times my wife has quarreled with me because of these photos, but I still can't throw it away... As long as my love for you decreases even a little bit, I will throw him away... I finally got wet with tears from his eyes.Those photos seem to have been torn not just once, but at least twice or three times, because the cracked lines have not only the traces of tearing, but also the traces of cutting. I can guess what kind of mood this man is with him. The wife fought over the photos and I can imagine how the man painstakingly pasted them up when he was alone.I lowered my head and looked at the men and women in the black and white photos in front of me with shame and sadness, as if I saw scenes of joy in my teenage years.In the passing time, those scenes are like the distant stars outside the window, stretching and beckoning in the distance vaguely and sadly, I even feel that the lost love of my youth is just like the overwhelming spring breath coming out of the window... However , as Xi Murong said in that poem, I once promised you that we would walk up that hillside together... But now, under the light, when I face the vicissitudes of that young man in the past, how can I explain, how can I make up for the waiting in these years.I am deeply saddened by the love fate of this man in front of me, and even more so by his love for me.Under the pale light, facing the incomprehensible first love complex of this forty-year-old man in front of me, I finally broke through the shackles of morality deep in my heart again, and without hesitation, I tore away the rationality I had just awakened, opened my arms, and opened my arms. The infatuated man in front of him hugged him in his arms. To hell with everything, the love of my youth, I have nothing to do but love you, I have no choice but to love you.Let all punishment fall on my shoulders: moral curse, conscience condemnation, public opinion, and all disasters!I'm not afraid. I would like to be your lover, I would like to give you my everything.I don't want fame, I don't want marriage, I don't want anything, as long as you need my love, I will give it to you at any time, without reservation! Originally, I was going to completely sever ties with Yuan Yilin, but when I faced his emotional vicissitudes in the past years, I was moved again.For a woman of my age, what else can I give other than an aging face and financial burdens?After experiencing the hardships of life and the disintegration of marriage, this man can still love me so deeply.I think, if this is not great love, then I am afraid there is no love in the world anymore.That being the case, what reason do I have to cruelly disappoint this man again, and what reason do I have to give up ruthlessly again!Even if I promised to return his wife a complete family, how unfair it would be to him and to me!In this dilemma, in the end, I had no choice but to make a painful decision for myself: apart from Yuan Yilin himself, I would never want the marriage Yuan Yilin promised me. I'm just pretending to be his lover! For a middle-aged woman, the mother of a growing son, to decide at such an age to be a lover is not only absurd, but shameful.But, in that situation, I was so bewildered and bewildered by this belated passion that I had no desire to scruple social and moral constraints.As a woman, and as a deeply loved woman, I had no choice.Instead of hurting and failing this man again, it is better to use this as a punishment for yourself.In this way, that night, I swear on my life and dignity that I will only be Yuan Yilin's secret lover and ask for nothing else.Since I can't fulfill the promise I made to Liang Fengting, I can at least give her a seemingly complete family by giving her a complete family.And Yuan Yilin reluctantly agreed after the initial painstaking experience. For the stability of our family, for our respective children, and for our last pitiful face, Yuan Yilin also agreed to temporarily reconcile with his wife. In fact, in that environment, as his lover, apart from the inferiority deep in my heart, I had to admit my shamelessness.Because from then on, I began to accept his help with peace of mind.Just like the rewards I get for my efforts, I gradually got used to Yuan Yilin's gifts of various names to me.Sometimes, I also doubt whether my behavior is really all out of gratitude and love for Yuan Yilin, or whether there is a subconscious financial need for Yuan Yilin in addition to this.However, most of the time, I am unwilling to pursue such issues.I would rather be Yuan Yilin's girlfriend in a muddleheaded way and happily, and live a life without worrying about food and clothing. My work and life have gradually stabilized.Ever since Chang Tianli was expelled from the research institute, the feeling of uneasiness that had been accompanied by it gradually disappeared with the improvement of the economic situation.Everything became normal. My father’s illness became more and more stable after persistent oral chemotherapy. After the conflict in the hospital, although my son’s relationship with me was once tense, as time went by, , we gradually became harmonious.Yuan Yilin and I have always maintained an intimate relationship in a state of extreme secrecy.Except for the occasional shame, Yuan Yilin and I seem to have rejuvenated for a second time. We are like a young man and woman in love, longing for and missing each other every day.Sometimes I am really surprised that Yu Zhi once touched me so deeply, and when I lost him, I also suffered so deeply for him.But now, under Yuan Yilin's warm comfort and burning love, Yuzhi has not only become far away in my mind, but even began to see clearly.I always thought that the mark Yu Zhi carved on my heart was too deep, so deep that it could never be erased, and I couldn't accept other men.Up to now, I have to admit that hot love can melt everything, just like Yu Zhi's domineering love took away my love for Yuan Yilin, it can also melt Yu Zhi's imprint on my heart. I'm not the kind of woman who gets by. In addition to my natural kindness, I sometimes even have a strong and competitive mentality than many women.Once I was out of the predicament, I began to think about my past experiences, especially the exposure of selling illegal publications that almost killed me.Because of the impact and blow that incident had on my life, it almost destroyed my last confidence in life. If I hadn’t been responsible to my father and son, I really couldn’t tell what would have happened to me at that time.Therefore, even after such a long time, I still couldn't let go of this matter, and even in more leisure time, I began to look for various clues and opportunities to find out the ins and outs of things. According to the judgment and clues provided by the supplier, this incident was brought to light by someone reporting it, which just explains why the public security department knows the facts of the bookstore’s pornography, and even the location of our book collection.I have been thinking about what kind of person the informant of this matter would be. After investigating the business situation of the small waiter at the time, I began to suspect that this informant was not only our customer, but may even have been our salesman.The matter just ran aground here, until one day I met Yang An, and there was a ray of dawn to untie this knot. That day, I was bowing my head in the store to take inventory, and the waiter was receiving three or two customers who came in occasionally.Since there is a commercial office building across the street, our store has contracted almost all the application software, hardware and computer maintenance of a large part of the commercial companies in the building, and the business is booming.I don't need to do a lot of market development, as long as I maintain the original business items and scale, I can make considerable profits. There is a piece of music playing in the store, the sound is not loud, but very beautiful, like the autumn wind blowing from the door, soft and cozy.A young man in a suit came in from the door. I didn't look up, but just glanced at the outline out of the corner of my eye, but it didn't matter. I felt a shock in my heart. Who is this person?I raised my head and saw Yang An walking in in a suit and leather shoes. We saw each other almost at the same time and greeted each other in surprise.It turned out that the Industrial Bureau was holding a meeting in the building next to the commercial building opposite, and he came to buy some office supplies for the meeting, as well as a box of diskettes ordered by Li Zifeng.According to him, the meeting will be over in three days...I don't know why I have no interest in the Industry Bureau—the matter of my past unit. All my energy is concentrated on the incident of my bookstore being blocked.Two minutes later, I pulled Yang An into the small office next to her.As a temporary salesman in the bookstore at the time, I thought maybe he could give me a clue. When mentioning the incident at that time, Yang An expressed a look of regret, but some artificial regret made me catch a trace of embarrassment that passed by.I suddenly expected that Yang An must have some clues, or know something.So, I began to recall the situation at that time, the struggle at that time, the fear at that time... just like that, tears flowed easily.I don't know if my tears played a role, or Yang An's conscience discovered it. Finally, after a few minutes of silence, he went uncharacteristically and began to tell me excitedly: Sister Ping, I am sorry for you, I have always wanted to find you, but I was afraid that you would not forgive me. I raised my eyes and pretended to be surprised, why? I have always suspected that I was to blame for that incident... I looked at Yang An's face with more doubts, eagerly looking for the real answer. Yang An lowered her head and stared at the bright floor with her dim eyes, as if she was confessing to me.Once, when I was reading that set of books after get off work, Chang Tianli saw it.She asked me if I bought it from you, and even though I didn't admit it, I think she guessed it.Later, I found out that a friend who was selling books with me had a sneaky date with Chang Tianli. I didn't think much about it at the time. I only got in touch with this matter after something happened to your bookstore.After the incident happened, I once went to this friend specially for this incident. Guessing from his expression, I think he may have something to do with this incident. ……… I already understood that this great disaster was originally planned by this cruel and vicious woman.When I once again realized that the hatred between me and Chang Tianli had added another layer, the raging anger had already started to ignite under my calm surface, that kind of crazy flames contained the energy to burn the whole body and the whole world.If Chang Tianli was right in front of me, I think I would eat her without hesitation... Killing her with one knife is too cheap! After being framed like this, is it tolerable or unbearable?I decided to raise the sword of vengeance again and find a balance from Chang Tianli. Soon, the opportunity came, and my angry heart finally had a chance to breathe.One night four days later, just as I was about to close the shop, I suddenly saw Li Zifeng and Chang Tianli getting out of a taxi, one on the left and one on the right, and walking quickly towards the hotel building opposite. Although it was already dark, the flickering street lamps on both sides of the street softly illuminated Chang Tianli's white face, red lips, and Li Zifeng's slightly shiny bald head and thinning hair at the back of his head.I ordered the clerk and followed without hesitation.According to what Yang An said that day, the meeting was over, and Li Zifeng and Chang Tianli both came in at night, it must be something improper. There was a constant stream of people on the street, I passed through the crowd, passed through the flow of vehicles, and rushed into this luxurious hotel at a trot, just in time to see the two of them stepping shoulder to shoulder into the elevator room as the elevator opened.I went back to the street, used my mobile phone to call the reception of the hotel, and asked if the meeting of the Industry Bureau was over. After I got a positive answer, I asked Li Zifeng for the room number registered in Li Zifeng's name as a friend of Li Zifeng.I said, I am Li Zifeng's friend, and I forgot his room number. A minute later, with room number 1235 in my head, I returned excitedly to the store.I sat at my desk, thinking excitedly about the upcoming show: Tonight, I will plan a beautiful stage play like Chang Tianli, and I will ruin her reputation! Three minutes later, I called the mobile phone of my original supplier, Zhang Zhiyou, and told the enemy who reported us, and my plan for tonight.I begged him to use his connections to use the police to avenge us.He called back ten minutes later, agreed to my plan, and said he had told his police friend about it. In the evening, time passed slowly like a snail, and I didn't even want to eat, but just stared at the exit of the hotel without blinking, for fear of missing their shadows.I know the best way is to make a surprise attack in the middle of the night and capture them both.After twelve o'clock at night, things really went according to my hope, and none of them came out of the hotel.I felt my heart pounding against my chest as I walked towards the payphone booth. The time has come to implement the plan. The wind was strong, and a few pieces of paper scraps were flying with the wind not far in front of the plastic bag, accompanied by the sound of clattering, and one of the pieces of paper rolled up and flew towards the dim street lamp next to it. Flying and falling to the ground.I retracted my eyes and looked down at my blurred shadow, which seemed to have just been steamed, and my whole body was hot. The IC phone booth was already in front of me, and I stood in its huge shadow with a ghost, and dialed 110 in a panic, feeling light all over my body, as if I was going to fly.After hearing the response from the other party, I suppressed my enthusiasm and told the other party clearly: In room 1235 of a certain building, someone is prostitution. After I got the promise from the 110 police officer that I was going to investigate, I felt that I had miraculously calmed down.Then, I called the duty room of the Security Section of the Industry Bureau and told the person on duty to inform the security section chief that in Room 1235 of a certain building, the staff of the Industry Bureau had been arrested by the public security department due to violations of law and discipline. people to deal with. Back at the shop, I stared at the movement at the door of the hotel and the pedestrians passing by through the window pane in the dark, waiting excitedly for the development of the situation.Thanks to the fact that my shop does not use a fully enclosed rolling door, but a grid-shaped security door, this arrangement seems to be exactly prepared for my operation today.It seems that everything that happened today is really going well. I want to taste this delicious meal in detail and see with my own eyes how these two dogs and men were taken away by the police with their heads down. Time evaporates little by little in the night like light water vapor, the silence on the road in front of the store is more like a peaceful sky, and the occasional passing vehicle is like a knife shining with cold light, easily cutting a hole in the night, but The healing ability of the night is too strong, it can almost suture the gap without leaving any traces in a few seconds.I stared helplessly at the peaceful square ahead, anticipating the arrival of that moment.When the eyes became sore, finally a police car stopped in front of the hotel.But to my disappointment, the two detectives who came out of the room did not behave like the catching gangsters seen in the movie. They acted anxiously and nervously, but walked into the hall casually like two leisurely guests.I really want to follow along and see how these two men and women explain their actions to the police next.Since there are people from my unit coming soon, I have no choice but to hold back. About ten minutes later, the security section chief of the Industrial Bureau and an officer came into view.They came on a motorcycle.I can even see the wind-blown hair of the head of the security section stand upright in front of his forehead, shaking violently. Everything that should go in went in, and I couldn't see what was happening inside, how exciting it was.I can only imagine the embarrassing scene when Li Zifeng and Chang Tianli, a pair of dogs, were caught and raped on the spot... The stereo in the store was quietly playing the serenade I just put in. In the music, experience the feeling of happiness.The struggle is cruel, but the victory is intoxicating, especially the victory achieved after a fierce struggle is even more intoxicating. Ten minutes passed, and there was still no movement in front of the diagonally opposite hall. Ten minutes passed, and there was still nothing unusual.I guess, the longer the time, the more complicated the scene is, and the thought of those two men and women facing the chief of the security department made me even more excited.Perhaps, in a few days, the news that the female director and deputy director of the research institute were arrested in the middle of the night will spread throughout the whole world, how exciting!People who have been soaking in a boring life for a long time, how eager for such a seasoning! About half an hour later, a figure finally came out in front of the hall.It's those two policemen!It's just that I didn't hold the pair of dogs, which made me both regretful and indignant.I can't wait to rush over and ask what's going on?Two minutes later, the security chief and the staff climbed onto the black motorcycle like two dark shadows, followed the police car that disappeared like lightning, and rushed away with a roar. I was dumbfounded, and kept thinking about the various situations encountered in this matter: Did they not live in the same room?Is one of them gone and I didn't see it?Do the police care? ...One question mark after another was flying in my mind, like a swarm of stabbed hornets flying around, making it difficult for me to sort out my thoughts.After waiting another two hours, I finally fell asleep full of doubts and disappointment. The next morning, I got accurate information from Zhang Zhiyou: they were indeed living together in the same room, but at most it was an act of adultery or dating, which did not fall within the scope of the law.Moreover, people from the unit quickly went away, which not only proved that both of them were single, but also proved that what they said was in a relationship was indeed true.For such matters involving personal privacy, it is generally inconvenient for the police to intervene, because they will be prosecuted if they fail. Still, I was excited about it for a long time.I didn't inquire about the reaction in the unit, but just based on my imagination, I can guess that these two people will be very embarrassing in the unit.If you compare the situation when Chang Tianli posted my small-character posters and spread rumors about me, then their situation is actually not as good as mine at that time.After all, I was kept in the dark. Not only did I not do it myself, so I don’t have to feel guilty, but also no one dared to tell me, and I didn’t have to face embarrassing situations.It's different now, they were caught on the spot, and their guilt and shame must have had a huge psychological impact on them. I continued to run the business smoothly, quietly proud of the invisible war I had planned.I didn't think about whether the seeds I had planted for this victory would continue to germinate, grow, and even bear fruit.In fact, Chang Tianli and I kept planting seeds of hatred for each other from the beginning, and then kept harvesting all kinds of bitter fruits.The so-called "you will reap melons if you sow melons, and you will reap beans if you sow beans" is an apt description.In this kind of serial injury, we are like two people walking on a suspended iron chain, walking from one link to another involuntarily. Fall off the chain. One day, I just finished moving the goods from the delivery car, and I stood at the door of the store to say goodbye to the delivery driver, and suddenly a familiar greeting came from behind: Yo!I haven't seen you for so long, so I made a fortune! Before I turned around, goosebumps started to form on my body following the sound, and I could even feel an astonishing cool air blowing directly from the place where the sound came from the back of my neck.I gritted my teeth, turned around and stared at this beautifully dressed woman. This is really an enemy meeting, extremely jealous! Chang Tianli was wearing a lake blue casual windbreaker, and a soft pure white silk scarf was loosely tied around her neck. The sharp contrast between these two colors was like a white cloud floating in the blue sky. Yun, whose style and demeanor still flaunt the superiority and nobility of a woman as before.Looking at Chang Tianli, who was squinting her seductive eyes under the sun, just like the blooming flowers back then, I felt the extreme hatred in my bones once again surged like mountains and seas.I hate her hypocrisy, hate her viciousness, and hate her contrived demeanor that she can still maintain in the mood of hatred!The sun came from behind, casting my shadow on the clearing between us.I lowered my head and accidentally found that the shadow of my head was 20 centimeters in front of her feet, like a round ball.As if guessing what I was thinking, Chang Tianli suddenly raised her leg following my gaze, and stepped on my shadow's head. My heart tightened, as if my head was being stepped on, a sudden pain jumped in my head for a few moments, and then I realized that the matter of reporting prostitution was controlled by this shrewd woman.Thinking of this, I felt tense immediately, like a loaded gun, ready to strike at any time. oops!A while ago, I heard that something happened to your bookstore. Based on what I know about you, I thought you would collapse.Unexpectedly, in such a short period of time, you can make a comeback and run such a large-scale company, which is quite modern. I wish I could rush forward and slap her twice.That's the difference between me and this woman.When I hate someone, or don't like someone, I don't pretend to be kind anyway, and I don't even want to talk to him.And she, no matter how much she hates, how annoying she is, she can disguise her expression completely.That's the art of acting, and it's masterful.Sometimes I really wonder, why didn't she become an actress with such a good acting quality? I suppressed my anger, but still couldn't hide the disgust on my face, so I could only sarcastically say: Are you a little disappointed that I didn't collapse?Regarding my grades today, of course, if you think that what I look like today is called a grade, wouldn't you be a little surprised?However, no matter what, I should still thank you for your fulfillment.If you didn't lay me off, how could I sell books?If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to open a shop.I almost said that I depended on her to cooperate with others to report the matter that I opened the store. Her face was not at all annoyed by my sarcasm, she still pretended to smile and said, how could she be disappointed?Is it too late for me to be happy with your results today?It seems that being laid off is not necessarily a bad thing for some people, is it? I don't want to see this hypocritical face again for a second, I just want to quickly end this conversation, end this unexpected encounter.I walked around her body and walked towards the door of the store amidst the smell of her nasty perfume, while saying goodbye: If you have nothing to do, I'm going to work... 看来她还有其他的目的，因为她不但没有走开，反而跟着我向店里走来。我只好扭身站在店门口中央，表示我不想请她进来的意思，一面说，你有事吗？ 她只好停在我面前，我们面面相觑。在这种对峙中，从彼此的眼神里，我们无声释放着对对方的仇恨。 一分钟后，常天丽打破了这种难堪的沉默，她重新浮出一脸的微笑说，是这样，我要与李子峰结婚了。今天我正在购买结婚的东西，没想到遇见你，也算是一种缘份吧！我大吃一惊，真没想到，这件事的结果，反而成全了这对狗男女，使这对狗男女最后下定了结婚的决心。对于她所说的“遇见”，我想事情未必这么巧吧！既然我们旧仇又添新恨，那么，接下来，她将会施展什么手段？我们还将以怎样的方式较量？我已经难以预料。有一点值得肯定的是，她绝不会善罢甘休。 这是一张请柬，希望作为老同事，老朋友，你也能来捧场。 Pooh!old friend?Thank you for your export!我在心里疯狂地怒骂这个不要脸的女人。在这样的深仇大恨后，她竟然还能用上“朋友”这样的词！可真是修练到家了。我接过大红请柬，看着两个仇恨的名字，以及醒目的日子，十二月十八日，直觉得牙齿咯崩作响。 我相信，李子峰也会希望看到你的。他也很想你！ 说完这句话，她自我感觉良好地扭着丰满的屁股，迎着太阳走了。我不知道她是借李子峰暗示她知道我曾经与李子峰的关系，还是借李子峰来羞辱我当年的婚姻之梦，或者是否暗示她与李子峰两人共同等着与我的较量呢。 我将视线从她扭动的屁股上收回，一伸手将大红请柬扔到了地上，然后一脚踏了上去，我真希望这张请柬就是这对狗男女，那样的话我便能一脚踩死他们，“像碾死臭虫”一样，那多舒服。这是什么样的一个女人呢？竟然还能在这种丢人的事件后，大肆宣扬结婚的消息。真是无耻到家！