Chapter 6 Chapter Six

Everything went smoothly. Fan Zhengwen did not engage in any bargaining, nor did he carry out any small tricks secretly. After sending out 20,000 yuan in accordance with the requirements of the "negotiation" letter, the anonymous person also followed the rules of the game to share the relevant photos and videos. sent it back.Fan Zhengwen's face turned pale with fright after reading these things.While she was thankful that she did not take the risk of monitoring this villain, she also let out a sigh of relief, and quickly called Fan Zhengzhang.In fact, she is still too inexperienced. She doesn't understand that blackmailers often have the characteristics of greed and insufficiency. Of course, she doesn't know that this matter is not over, because a key evidence-the medicine bottle is still kept by the blackmailer. .

When the news came, Fan Zhengzhang was personally drafting an application report for bank loans on expanding the dairy base and establishing a dairy factory.After listening to his sister's simple words, he stood up with a "huh", picked up a red dart in the pen holder on the windowsill, pierced it with a "swish" at the target board behind the door, and shouted unconsciously: Twenty thousand yuan, fuck! The work on the farm is progressing smoothly, the expansion of the dairy base, the expert demonstration meeting for the establishment of the dairy factory have also been held, and the market research and feasibility report have been completed.About half a month ago, when he returned to the hall for a meeting, he had already submitted relevant materials to the director and the deputy director in charge.At the office affairs meeting, most of the ministers were very interested in this proposal.In particular, the head of the hall fully affirmed Fan Zhengzhang's talent, which was also an honor that other directors could hardly get.Because the head of the hall has always been known for being harsh and critical, the praise and affirmation of his subordinates is almost stingy.After the meeting, Liu Chang, Sun Zhanshan and others also patted him on the shoulder and praised him greatly.This series of compliments made Fan Zhengzhang feel like a sentence his father often said when he was a child, "I have eaten honey", it was sweet from his mouth to his heart.In this feeling, he felt like flying under his feet, as light as the wind.Standing in the front hall of the office building of the Department of Agriculture, he discovered for the first time that the outside world was so vast and boundless. He seemed to have spread his wings and was flying towards a higher and wider sky.The world there is more exciting, and the scenery there is more beautiful. He wants to take a look. With his own ability, he wants to fight in this long sky.

In all this, of course, he had not forgotten the woman, the woman who was beating with his heart in his heart.Since meeting in the garden, this woman has been embedded in his brain like a bullet, making him unable to let go no matter what.Therefore, whenever he returned to the provincial capital, he would visit Ruan Rong every time.Since he listened to the intermediary to rent Ouyang's house to a couple, he has a reason to go to this building at any time.Ruan Rong seemed to have a little more enthusiasm for him after a few tacit courtesies.At the beginning, when he expressed some emotional content, or hinted at some ambiguous emotion, she always talked about him.The last time or two she had listened affectionately.Although she didn't say anything, Fan Zhengzhang still thought this should be an improvement.Under such circumstances, Fan Zhengzhang strikes while the iron is hot, whether it is just getting up in the morning or before going to bed at night, he must greet him with pity.He hopes to re-enter the role as quickly as possible and have a beautiful love affair with Ruan Rong.Therefore, when his sister's problem was completely solved today and he felt relaxed, the first person he wanted to talk to was Ruan Rong.

Ruan Rong's cell phone rang the ringtone crisply, and Fan Zhengzhang found out that Stefanie Sun's "Encounter" ringtone had been changed to Daolang's "You Are My Lover".While thinking that I am your lover, Fan Zhengzhang once again picked up a dart and threw it at the target board on the door.At the same time that the dart hit the bull's-eye, Ruan Rong's soft female voice was also heard. That kind of coincidence seemed that the target was hitting Ruan Rong.For a moment, a scene that made him feel ashamed and extremely happy flashed through Fan Zhengzhang's mind, that is, he was using something to make Ruan Rong's beautiful voice sound.

In fact, Fan Zhengzhang didn't know what to say when he called Ruan Rong, he just wanted to hear her voice as usual.The difference is that in the past he had to look for an excuse or reason every time, but this time, he was too blind, not only did he not find an excuse, but he didn't know what to say at all.After Ruan Rong greeted him twice, he still couldn't find a better topic.In desperation, he said, "I want to invite you to play on the farm."This should be a major event that Fan Zhengzhang has been longing for in his heart for many days.Unexpectedly, when he hesitated but dared not speak out, he hurriedly said it under this situation.

Unexpected, but a good idea.Ruan Rong thought.After Ouyang Xu's death, she was depressed for a long time, she basically never went out, and she didn't have any close friends to talk to.Although Fan Zhengzhang was not the ideal kind of man Ruan Rong imagined, he should be very competent as a playmate.Not to mention how caring and loving he is for himself!When Fan Zhengzhang heard Ruan Rong's happy answer on the phone, he was half surprised and half pleasantly surprised, and was almost incoherent with excitement.He said, Ruan Rong, let me send a car to pick you up, or should I pick you up myself?Nowadays?Or weekend?Why not just come today and play until Sunday. I will be your tour guide and companion around the clock. What kind of food do you like to eat?I have all kinds of green and healthy food here, brown and brown eggs, green lettuce, and wild chicken... It wasn't until Ruan Rong on the phone burst into laughter that he realized his gaffe.Fan Zhengzhang couldn't help stretching out his hand and slapped himself on the face, cursing to himself: What a fucking loser!

After Ruan Rong calmly set the time and mode of transportation for the weekend, Fan Zhengzhang really realized that this matter had come true.After hanging up the phone, he couldn't sit down any longer.After closing the door, he started scurrying around the room like a monkey.The first thing he had to do was to take out the photo of Sun Mei on the desk and lock it in a drawer, then he neatly coded the documents on the desk, rushed to the back of the door, moved a green bonsai under the window sill, and took a wet The towel wiped each leaf until it was shiny green...as if Ruan Rong was about to arrive.After a while, he suddenly realized something, and quickly picked up the phone, but he didn't know who to call.Although he devoted 200% of his heart to this woman, he knew that official position was more important in his life.The former is unthinkable without the latter.What would be the result if I accompanied a beautiful woman alone on the farm on the weekend?What's more, I am the leader of the game, and Ruan Rong is such an eye-catching woman.No, he has to find another person to block the influence.The first one can't be called Sun Mei, otherwise you will be so jealous; the second one can't be called sister, if my sister knows about it, she must call him ridiculous; the third one can't be called Han Xiangxiang... In short, you can't call her a woman, just find a man Bar.Fan Zhengzhang made the final decision.But when looking for a man, you must not find someone who is stronger than yourself, otherwise what will Ruan Rong do if he likes him?Isn't this leading the wolf into the house.Deputy Director Sun Zhanshan couldn't call him either. If his classmates Yang Haidong, Wang Sishui, and Feng Yong found out that he had hired a woman, they wouldn't make such a fuss that everyone in the provincial capital would know.

When it was time for dinner, Fan Zhengzhang was still thinking hard, weighing the pros and cons.yes!It's not safe to find anyone, but you have to find someone, what should you do?There is always a way, this is Fan Zhengzhang's consistent confident attitude.Before going to bed at night, he finally thought of a candidate——Jiang Deshi.Although the guy who had made great contributions to him as the farm manager had a bit of a wicked mind, he could come in handy sometimes.Once back in the living room, Fan Zhengzhang, who had always been regarded as an iron rooster, specially invited some buddies to treat him to a meal. When he was going to the bathroom, this kid staggered and followed him.Then while urinating, he asked him to go to the farm with him while drunk.Because he drank a few more glasses at that time, he agreed without thinking.These days, whenever Fan Zhengzhang thinks about this question, he will worry: whether to let him come or not to come, what are the advantages of agreeing to come, and what are the disadvantages of not agreeing to come, etc.Obviously, Jiang Deshi would not help Fan Zhengzhang if he didn't benefit from his character. Since he helped Fan Zhengzhang in the first place, he must repay him.Every time he thought of this, Fan Zhengzhang felt tired and suffocated, as if he had been tied up and couldn't get rid of it.If he was promised to come over, Fan Zhengzhang would feel very uncomfortable again.Not to mention that he doesn't like this villain, but Jiang Deshi's evil intentions alone make him fear three points.He was afraid that one day this guy would sell him too.Looking back, after all, Jiang Deshi has done his best, and it seems reasonable to repay him.What's more, since Fan Zhengzhang came to the farm, he doesn't have a confidant around him, not only can't understand the situation below at all, but he can't do things like false public welfare.In fact, Fan Zhengzhang is still willing to be an upright field manager deep in his heart.It's just that Fan Zhengzhang has already seen through it, all careers are not paved with achievements and candor.If that was the case, there would be no need to talk about corruption every day.

Fan Zhengzhang lay on the bed and thought for an hour before sorting out his thoughts.First, he needs a confidant.Secondly, it was his turn to repay Jiang Deshi.For the former, perhaps Jiang Deshi is not the best candidate, but he is also a more suitable candidate.What's more, he screened all the colleagues in the hall, but couldn't find a better choice.Thinking of this, Fan Zhengzhang jumped off the bed, picked up the phone and dialed Jiang Deshi's cell phone. He asked him to help him complete this private activity first, and then make consideration and final decision based on his performance.

When Jiang Deshi received Fan Zhengzhang's call, he had just finished sharing the 20,000 yuan extorted from Fan Zhengwen with Bian Chenglong.Jiang Deshi received 8,000 yuan, and Bian Chenglong received 12,000 yuan.The two were singing in the karaoke hall with a young lady in their arms.It was unexpected for the two of them to handle Fan Zhengwen so smoothly.Although Jiang Deshi and Bian Chenglong grew up in the same village and in the same environment, Jiang Deshi and Bian Chenglong have very different personalities.When the land in the suburbs is being eaten away by the city day by day, and the surrounding farmers are showing their talents to make a living, Bian Chenglong becomes more and more unbalanced because of his laziness and poverty, and thus embarks on a risky way of making money .Jiang Deshi is completely different. It should be said that he is a farmer with ideals and ambitions.It was only because of a disaster in the year of the college entrance examination at the age of eighteen that he suddenly changed the concepts he had accepted since he was a teenager.At that time, there was only one month before the college entrance examination, and his grades could basically be ranked eleventh or twelve in the class. According to the experience of previous years, it should be a matter of course to enter the university and leave the agricultural household registration.He remembers clearly that it was 5:30 in the afternoon in early spring. He was studying a calculus problem in the classroom. At that time, the teacher suddenly rushed into the room and called his name, and rushed him to the emergency department of the Central Hospital. look at father.Half an hour later, he stood at the bedside of his father who was dying. Like a nightmare, he only heard his father say "should breathe", and then watched his father walk away with regret covered by blood on his face. up.

His father was an upright person. He first taught in a technical secondary school, but was transferred to a street factory because he exposed the principal's corruption.When the factory was on the verge of closing down, he was regarded as a thorn in the side for exposing the factory manager for reselling fixed assets.Although the higher-ups came to investigate many times, but nothing happened in the end, the factory manager was as steady as Mount Tai.From then on, my father began to see through the world of mortals and fell in love with drunkenness.That afternoon, my father was dragged to a small hotel because of his drunkenness, and a bribed girl lay next to him.In order to prove his innocence, his father ended his life by jumping off a building without hesitation in front of the police.That blow was too great. Two months later, Jiang Deshi, who was full of blood, also failed in the college entrance examination.Since then, he has embarked on the road of finding the murderer who framed his father and his evidence.After all, he was too young, and he still hadn't found any evidence until a year later, and the lawsuit he sued ended in failure.In a rage, he put on his military uniform and left the land that he hated. After retiring from the army, he spent a few years in the south, and finally couldn't stand his mother's pleading, and returned to this city that recorded the history of his turning point.Years of wandering in the rivers and lakes, it is logical to learn various skills and abilities of survival.At the beginning of his return to the city, he first worked as a security guard in a hotel, and soon took advantage of relationship disputes to enter the office of a farm in the provincial capital, and then jumped into the Department of Agriculture.In this fight all the way, he watched all directions, listened to all directions, and kept looking for new prey and steps for the next step.During this period, he was both bold and careful, and by the way, he also used underworld means to avenge his father's unjust revenge.After he entered the Agricultural Department where Fan Zhengzhang worked, he had already placed his bet on Fan Zhengzhang, who was tactful and had a few leaders as his backers.Since Fan Zhengzhang successfully assumed the post of farm manager, he has been looking forward to realizing his next ideal.He wasn't worried about Fan Zhengzhang's refusal. After he helped Fan Zhengzhang, and Fan Zhengzhang had accepted the help, he knew that they were friends on the same path. Based on this, he didn't doubt that this day would come. .What's more, "one emperor and one courtier", Fan Zhengzhang needs a confidant! Jiang Deshi thought it was ridiculous, holding the money extorted from Fan Zhengzhang's sister, and then going to Fan Zhengzhang's side to be a confidant, it felt like playing with fire.Exciting despite the fear. A quarter of an hour later, Jiang Deshi exclaimed triumphantly: Worm, come to the farm with me this weekend! Sun Mei had been looking forward to Fan Zhengzhang's return home on the weekend, and on Wednesday she planned to go to Fengzilin nearby for the weekend. She even invited her sister and her daughter.Unexpectedly, on Friday, Fan Zhengzhang called suddenly and said that this weekend he would receive some experts and department leaders from the Provincial Academy of Sciences to conduct field inspections and demonstrate the establishment of a dairy factory.Sun Mei was not disappointed. For a while, she became listless like a frost-beaten eggplant, and suffered from insomnia again at night. Since Fan Zhengzhang took up the post of farm manager, Sun Mei's vanity was firstly satisfied with the means of transportation, and secondly, she was honored by the scenery addiction of the wife of the top leader on the farm.As the months passed, however, the novelty began to wear off as the benefits got used to.Especially on sleepless nights, the bed without Fan Zhengzhang seemed empty and lonely.Although she has no regrets about this dedication, the signs of dryness and aging that began to appear on her face made her feel a little apprehensive at times.She felt that the more prominent Fan Zhengzhang was, the better she should be.Therefore, whenever she sees or thinks of Fan Zhengzhang's energetic and youthful appearance, she will touch her aging face and feel a sense of inferiority.Just like a chain reaction, as soon as she enters the horns of inferiority, she will struggle in this small corner and suffer terribly.She would think of all the women around Fan Zhengzhang, such as Han Xiangxiang, Yu Jia, especially Zhang Xiaoyan, the current office director of the farm.This is a plump woman. When Sun Mei visited the farm for the first time, Zhang Xiaoyan had accompanied her for a day.During this day, Zhang Xiaoyan's demeanor, self-cultivation and charm made Sun Mei feel uneasy for many days after returning home.She didn't know if she was starting to be jealous of her, anyway, whenever Sun Mei thought of her, she felt an uncomfortable knot in her heart.The more she wanted to know Fan Zhengzhang's opinion and attitude towards her, the less she dared to mention the name of Fan Zhengzhang, as if her husband would fall in love with this woman as soon as she mentioned it.But the more she didn't mention it, the more suspicious and flustered she became.She believes that her husband is a person who values ​​official positions very much, so he will not be a rabbit eating grass by the side of the nest, but she can't control her suspicion.After all, this kid Fan Zhengzhang has a love heart as strong as a bull's horn, who can guarantee that his lust will not grow up in a place where "the sky is high and the emperor is far away"?Sometimes she feels like she has a mental illness and panics about it. She didn't know when this started or how many times it had happened.She didn't know how many sleepless nights she had survived in this kind of mental game of repeated imagining and destroying herself.She believed that every such torture would change her body more or less.Because every time it ends, she will find that there are some sand-like substances in her heart, and occasionally there will be some faint pain, and her heart seems to be beating silently under the skin.If that was hurt, she thought that one day she would destroy herself.She couldn't stop it, and even hoped that Fan Zhengzhang would continue to struggle and achieve one success after another, but she couldn't let the women around Fan Zhengzhang disappear, so this doomed her pain.The most difficult thing for her to let go was that the vanity deep in her heart made her hope that Fan Zhengzhang would be outstanding, so outstanding that other women would envy her and envy her.If this hope comes true, she knows that Fan Zhengzhang will attract more women, which is not what she wants to see.So, like so many worldly vanity women, she fell into a dilemma set for herself.As the saying goes, "the mouse in the bellows" is uncomfortable at both ends.Husband is useless and suffers by himself, but husband who is excellent still suffers by himself.Just like a peach orchard owner hopes that his peach trees will be full of ripe peaches, but worrying about thieves after the peaches are ripe will always become a kind of heart disease that cannot be driven away. Fortunately, when the sun always shines, her heart disease will temporarily heal itself with the new sunshine.After her plan to go to Fengzilin was shelved, at the request of her son and her sister's daughter, she had no choice but to go with her sister's family to the newly opened botanical garden in the city. It was a gloomy day, and Sun Mei, who hadn't slept all night, looked as gloomy as the sky above her head.Although the garden was full of people, Sun Mei still couldn't get into the happy atmosphere of her sister and children.The wind is not too cool, but autumn is still everywhere. The plants in the garden are like clusters of fresh girls, most of which are unknown to tourists.Therefore, there will be a sign with different shapes and strong artistic style around each plant to explain the name, place of growth and characteristics of the plant.While laughing loudly, the children fussed around a certain plant from time to time, commenting or sighing endlessly.Once they find a plant that is mentioned in the text, they will read aloud the description or praise of the plant in the text.The elder sister looked extremely contented and happy in her life, and that expression looked stupid to Sun Mei.This reminded Sun Mei of an article that said "contentment and happiness belong to the heifer or the foolish little woman".She always felt like she didn't belong there.Is it wise to be unsatisfied?Sun Mei suddenly thought of such a question.Based on Sun Mei's current experience, dissatisfaction, especially her dissatisfaction is clearly not a wise move.This kind of dissatisfaction, in addition to bringing endless temptations to oneself, is the endless troubles brought about by these temptations.From this point of view, it should be said that the heifer or the stupid little woman is actually a smart person.Judging from the mental pain caused by a night of insomnia last night, the most precious thing in life is still being confused.The ancients are insightful! As if she had learned something from her sister's stupid and happy expression, Sun Mei slowly cheered up.There is a cold drink stand in front of you, and a group of chattering people are shopping around there. The stall owner, like his sister, also has a stupid and happy expression, and is busy collecting money to sell the goods.Before the two children could yell, Sun Mei took out ten yuan from her bag, and followed the running children to the cold drink stand.She didn't know if her face was like all the ordinary people around her now, showing the expression of worldly happiness, just like the bright red and green New Year pictures that farmers pasted on the wall during the Spring Festival.Although she felt a little awkward in her heart, she found that she was indeed happy.Yes, my husband is good, my children are smart, I have a house and a car, and my family is harmonious. What else is there to be unhappy and dissatisfied? The two extra-large ice creams were snatched by two children before they were handed to Sun Mei, and she handed one of the two smaller ice creams to her sister and held the other in her hand.When she turned and squeezed out, she suddenly saw a familiar figure flashing in front of her eyes. Deputy Director Liu Chang!That's right, Liu Chang was looking for ice cream in the freezer with a little girl with a loud voice, with his grey-haired head lowered. As soon as Sun Mei recognized who it was, she subconsciously thought of flattering her.She quickly spread out a charming smile, squeezed to Liu Chang's side, and greeted loudly, Director Liu, you also come to visit the garden! Liu Chang looked up and saw Sun Mei also smiling.Sun Mei didn't wait for Liu Chang to say anything, then bowed her head to the little girl and said, this is your little granddaughter, she is so beautiful!What do you want to eat?Sun Mei felt that it was disgusting for her to flatter her like this. Just now she laughed at her sister's stupidity, but now she is acting like this.Well, it's not for the husband.The little girl looked at her grandfather, then at the ice cream with a price tag of five yuan, with a trace of fear, she withdrew her hand and put it into her mouth.Liu Chang was anxious to take money out of his pocket, but how could he be faster than Sun Mei.A few seconds later, a big bite of the ice cream in the little girl's hand had been bitten off. Liu Chang patted the little girl's head with his hands, shook her head and laughed helplessly.When the little girl ran away, Liu Chang seemed to think of something, turned around and looked around and said, where is Zheng Zhang?Why didn't he accompany you? Sun Mei said without hesitation, working overtime.After saying this, a question mark suddenly appeared in Sun Mei's mind: Since the farm invited experts and department leaders to inspect the site, why didn't Liu Chang, the deputy director in charge, go?Don't even know it? Liu Chang didn't notice what was going on in Sun Mei's heart at all, and still praised it easily, it seems that Zheng Zhang is really a person who does things, and he can't bear to rest on Sundays.Yes, a good field manager. Liu Chang left, and was led by his little granddaughter staggeringly toward another fork.Although Liu Chang turned his head and shouted goodbye to Sun Mei twice, Sun Mei was already in a bad mood.My sister was still nagging and asking, who is this person?How did he know Zhengzhang?But Sun Mei was already in no mood to talk to her.She took out her mobile phone and quickly dialed Fan Zhengzhang's number in order to refute the question mark that had just arisen in her mind with facts. The phone rang one after another, and it wasn't until a dozen times later that Fan Zhengzhang's voice came, "Hello, Sun Mei, I'm in a meeting right now?"Fan Zhengzhang lowered his voice and said in a muffled voice, what do you want? Sun Mei didn't know what to say, so she had to say, if you don't come back, the weekend will be boring!In order to quickly turn the conversation to what she wanted to say, she had no choice but to say in a casual tone, Zhengzhang, are the experts and leaders present? Of course, Zhengzhang was already a little impatient.Sun Mei thought maybe it was too much, and she interrupted her husband's meeting, so she was going to withdraw the line.But at the moment when the line was pulled up, she still asked worriedly, are all the directors there? Of course it is!Fan Zhengzhang was already bored, he lowered his voice and said, don't harass me during the meeting.Now there are not only experts here, but also the main directors. Seeing that Fan Zhengzhang has been set up, Sun Mei doesn't care about Fan Zhengzhang's boredom, she thinks that since she came, she will be at ease.She wants to let herself have a quiet weekend.So, I asked again, is Liu Chang there? What do you say?Such a big event, of course! In Fan Zhengzhang's eyes, the farm in autumn has a mature and coquettish charm, just like Ruan Rong running in front, elegant, noble, yet romantic and romantic.The wind was very light, but the kite flew higher and higher in the air. When Ruan Rong raised her face, her hair fluttered behind her head like a piece of shiny black satin.Fan Zhengzhang was almost stunned, he found that his obsession with Ruan Rong was beyond imagination.For Ruan Rong, he could give up everything, this was his true thought at that moment.Fortunately, this kind of thought was only at that moment, or occasionally in the future, otherwise Fan Zhengzhang didn't know how he would destroy himself. There are such beautiful stunners in the world, and the Creator has gathered almost all the beauties in the world here.This is not only the thought in Fan Zhengzhang's mind, but also the thought in the minds of Bian Chenglong and Jiang Deshi next to him.Bian Chenglong was especially surprised.This weekend, when he just got a windfall, he had already made up his mind to have fun, so when Jiang Deshi suggested that he follow him to the farm, he readily agreed.Unexpectedly, here, he actually saw the beautiful woman he had been peeping at for a long time, and the bed with which he played, ate, and even slept at night was only separated by a wall.He never imagined such a day would come.Although he fantasized about approaching this woman many times, he appeared as a blackmailer in each fantasy content, and in the current situation, he became friends with her. Bian Chenglong didn't know the relationship between this woman and Fan Zhengzhang. Based on his guess, he could feel Fan Zhengzhang's admiration for her.But since Fan Zhengzhang invited her to play, and asked him and Jiang Deshi to accompany him, it shows that Fan Zhengzhang has not succeeded, or has just started to attack.He felt very sad, yes, why are the good things in this world always out of his turn?As a man, why does Fan Zhengzhang have to be an official, to have beautiful women, as well as scenery and style?Why?Just because my parents are farmers, because I have no backing, no background?Why is it so unfair when God reincarnates people?Bian Chenglong felt sad for a while, as if the prey he had been targeting and coveted for a long time had become someone else's meal.To his comfort, this beautiful woman didn't seem to look down on him at all.On the contrary, he felt that this woman took special care of him.For example, when eating in the morning, she deliberately put two eggs on the plate in front of him, while others only had one.She told him kindly that he should eat more, and a man who is too thin is not good.At that time, Jiang Deshi pretended to be sour when he saw it and said, don't be too biased, okay, I'm not fat either!Also, when playing cards the night before, Bian Chenglong remembered that when he had lost so badly, Ruan Rong deliberately let him off one or two shots.Thinking about it this way, Bian Chenglong, who was walking beside Fan Zhengzhang, felt better.Maybe Ruan Rong likes herself?The more beautiful a woman is, the more different she is. Maybe she just fell in love with him?He is not as confused as Jiang Deshi, fantasizing about relying on Fan Zhengzhang for a long time to climb forward.In Bian Chenglong's heart, he always felt that their blackmail of Fan Zhengwen would be revealed one day.Therefore, according to his life principles, if he could get attached to this beautiful woman, he would never let it go.Because, ever since he got into this risky business, he was always ready to walk away. Jiang Deshi is a more rational man, and his emotions are not visible.From the first moment he saw Ruan Rong, his heart was filled with joy.He knew that Fan Zhengzhang had regarded him as his confidant, so he was 100% sure that his coming to the farm was a certainty.Facing the stunner in front of him, he was not indifferent, nor was he without extravagant hopes.It's just that he knows his identity and his situation.Therefore, one of the things he did the hardest in accordance with the rules of the Jianghu game was to try his best to cater to Fan Zhengzhang's psychology and push Ruan Rong into Fan Zhengzhang's arms.He is not as short-sighted as Bian Chenglong. He hopes to climb to the top along this usable climbing pole until the pole is no longer useful, and then find a new support point.He was not at all worried that his bad deeds would be exposed.In his impression, every step he took was carefully planned, leaving no traces, and never failed.Therefore, he was determined not to waste his time in taking a step on this farm: if you don't advance to a level, you will get something. While the three men were scheming behind Ruan Rong, Ruan Rong was running in front holding the kite rope while thinking about her own thoughts.The overripe grass is green and lush, showing a harvest and vitality. Flocks of birds pass over the head freely from time to time, and there are occasional chirps in the ears.Ruan Rong knew that they had started their annual migration again.Looking at the flock of birds going away, she suddenly thought of the pale Ouyang Xu.Birds fly away, spring will fly again, autumn leaves fall, next year will regenerate.She didn't know when Ouyang would show up again.Dreams are always so fleeting, even if Ouyang appears occasionally, they are always so vague and distant.Thinking carefully about her relationship with Ouyang, sometimes she would feel unreal.Maybe Ouyang was originally a person on the Internet, so he couldn't walk into real life.Pursuing the traces of Ouyang, Ruan Rong felt that except for the imprints of his voice and handwriting in her heart and mind, her body could hardly feel her presence.However, even so, she still can not forget.It had been several months, and she felt that such a long time should be enough to forget.But in fact, Ouyang's pale face is still so clear every day.She has always thought of herself as a materialistic woman, since when did she care about this so-called "love" that is so elusive?Is it the so-called "what is lost is always unforgettable", "what is not gained is the best" and so on are at work?With tears streaming down her cheeks again, she swung the kite string to speed up her running.Let the tears fall in the wind, let the tears fall in the soil! There is already a distance from the three men, their faces have been blurred.She stood up and looked back before stopping.She didn't know why she agreed to come here, maybe she was too lonely, maybe she needed to forget too much.Since she can't solve it by herself, and since time can't help her, then let the outside world help her! After playing for two full days, Ruan Rong felt that the most rewarding thing was her mood.Although these three men make her look down on each other, they are indeed her best playmates.They coaxed her, pampered her, protected her, admired her, almost made her feel like a princess.Especially Bian Chenglong, who is so monkey-headed, almost covets her.This made her extremely uncomfortable at first.Until playing cards on Saturday night, when Bian Chenglong lost face flushed, she suddenly felt a kind of pity from the sweat on the boy's head.This is a person from the bottom of society, like her family, even like her state of mind when she was in a poor situation.Abandoned by society because of poverty, dissatisfied with society because of dissatisfaction with the status quo, and full of hatred for social injustice because of dissatisfaction.Perhaps remembering her own background, she suddenly felt that she was one step closer to this man with a malnourished complexion, and then she fired a few shots for him in succession.Perhaps Bian Chenglong had already sensed her intentions. Before going to bed that night, he even brought her a large wooden basin of water to wash her feet devoutly.Looking at such a big wooden basin and Bian Chenglong's thin back, Ruan Rong suddenly came up with a certain idea: this man is a dog that can be used.As long as there is food to feed, he will serve.Therefore, at lunch the next day, when Bian Chenglong pitifully expressed the hope that Fan Zhengzhang would find him something to do, Ruan Rong said by the way, if Zhengzhang is hard to find here, you can come back if you want Find me.Maybe I can find you something to do in my factory. Bian Chenglong was overwhelmed with shock, he never dreamed that she would take care of him, let alone believe that she would let him work by her side.But he clearly saw that Ruan Rong wasn't joking or deceiving him when she said this.When both Fan Zhengzhang and Jiang Deshi were relieved to express their congratulations, Bian Chenglong believed that this was not a dream, and thanked him with a big grin. Fan Zhengzhang was a little impatient, it was already 4:30 in the afternoon.According to the plan, after dinner, Jiang Deshi and Bian Chenglong will accompany Ruan Rong back to the provincial capital.Seeing that this first attack yielded very little, Fan Zhengzhang was of course anxious.What a great opportunity!Fields, green trees, blue sky, white clouds, handsome fields and beautiful girls, unfortunately, with these two treasures dangling in front of my eyes, I can't do anything.Especially since Ruan Rong promised to find a job for Bian Chenglong, he has almost become a dog that guards his master all the time, wandering around Ruan Rong.Fan Zhengzhang really regrets letting these two winkless guys come over. Originally, he let them be used as light bulbs. Unfortunately, these two people, especially Bian Chenglong, hardly know what they should do. Let him come here just to fulfill him.Seeing Bian Chenglong running around following Ruan Rong who was flying a kite, Fan Zhengzhang almost wanted to rush over to trip this guy up: You make me unable to eat Ruan Rong, so I will let you have a bite of mud first. At this time, Ruan Rong seemed to be tired, so she sat down on the spot.At this moment, Bian Chenglong also ran over with his bandy legs in a silly haha, even took off his coat and stuffed it under Ruan Rong's ass. Fuck, Fan Zhengzhang scolded angrily. Almost at the same time, Jiang Deshi next to Fan Zhengzhang also cursed loudly without hesitation, and shouted loudly, what's wrong with this kid? Fan Zhengzhang turned his head to look at Jiang Deshi, and asked back, don't you know what happened to him? 蒋德仕抬眼望着前边坐在地上的阮蓉和手舞足蹈的卞成龙，嘟囔着说，这小子快成狗啦！ 不是快，已经是啦！范正章一脸的不满意，心里感觉醋坛子已经翻了。他想，我还没有如此献殷勤，怎么轮着你狗日的啦？ 蒋德仕已经看出端倪，抬头看见风筝正在低头向下俯冲，灵机一动，迅速离开范正章向着前边的俩人跑去，并且嚷嚷着，风筝快落下来啦！ 风筝是卞成龙搞来的，那是一个龙的造型。也许他是为了自己名字里的“龙”字。但是，当风筝飞到空中，越升越高的时候，那条纸做的龙就像一只花里带斑的虫子，抖动着软软的身子在逃窜。一开始卞成龙听到蒋德仕取笑这只风筝，他还不服气。看得多了，他发现蒋德仕的话不无道理。尤其是风筝在平行滑动时，就像爬在白薯叶上的绿色“芝麻虫”。这是当地的一种叫法，具体什么学名，卞成龙也不知道，反正除了颜色不一样外，形神都像。或许这就是自己的未来。像一只可怜的虫子四处逃窜，可凭着一只虫子的能量，能逃到哪里呢？最终就像他在收白薯时踩死“芝麻虫”一样，早晚也得被人不费吹灰之力一脚踩死。 蒋德仕远远地跑来，身上钥匙的丁当声也越来越近，就在离他们不到十米左右的距离，蒋德仕突然脚一歪，“扑通”一下摔到了地上。然后，大声“哎哟”着叫嚷起来。 几分钟后，蒋德仕终于被卞成龙搀着离开了这片田野，回到住处疗伤去了。田野安静了下来，那只风筝也像一只无辜的虫子还在空中荡着，没有丝毫落下来的意思，阮蓉也没有收线的念头。到此时，范正章才明白了蒋德仕这个把戏的用意所在，不禁有所安慰地赞赏道：看来这小子要比卞成龙强，还知道自己是个灯泡！终于有这样独处的机会了，他可不能再错过。 一旦剩下他与阮蓉单独在一起，他突然变得有些不知所措了。他抬头看看风筝，扭身看一看阮蓉那头飘逸的长发，仍然不知道从哪里开头。是上去开门见山搂住就亲？还是含蓄地抒一会儿情？前者虽然粗鲁，却往往奏效，不过自己毕竟有一定身份，尤其被打一耳光让农场里的手下看见可不是闹着玩的，更何况眼前这个女人可不是没有思想的。思索再三，范正章决定采取后者。风比刚才大了一点，阵阵泥土的清香，夹带着成熟庄稼的浓香不停吹来、飘去，飘去又吹来。他不知道阮蓉是否还喷着香水，总之当他走近阮蓉，站在她旁边低头看她时，又一阵迷人的香气像一股电流一样冲进他的鼻腔，然后击中他的身体。他感到自己僵硬而愚蠢起来。不但身体不再灵活，脑子也变得木勺一般，一点思想也产生不出来。what happened?都活了这么一把岁数，四十不惑了，什么路没走过？什么风雨没经过？什么女人没见过？到现在竟会在一个女人面前惶恐不安起来。这到底是怎么啦？是这个女人让自己又回到了青春期？还是自己太老了变得不会面对感情啦？ 你怎么啦？阮蓉一阵手脚忙乱地放线，等风筝飞得更高一截平稳下来后，扭身一眼看见正在出神的范正章，大声叫起来，你在想什么呢？ 听到阮蓉的问话，范正章一愣，就像突然间还了魂一样，思想变得灵敏起来，并换上一副嬉皮笑脸样说，我想什么，你关心吗？ 当然关心了，阮蓉一副兴奋的样子顺口说，周末没回家，肯定是想老婆了吧？ 你错了，那还真不是我刚才想的事情。 那你想什么？ 想吃一个菜。范正章一本正经地说，多年前，我出差到一个南方城市，见过一道非常精致的菜。当时点时饭店说已经没了，让我第二天去。可惜第二天我便走了。一直到现在，我一饿了便经常想起那道极其精致的菜。 阮蓉兴趣大增，凑到范正章身边，一脸真诚地问道，那是道什么菜？ 章丝蒜蓉！ 什么配料呀！阮蓉显然不明白这是道什么菜，不禁好奇地问道。 这时，他们已经走到一架机井旁，机器已经被拆走了，旁边有一个半人高的土墙，土墙上绿葱葱地长着一蓬蓬梅豆秧。浓绿的豆秧开着琐碎的紫色小花，并带着一些将熟、未熟的豆荚爬到墙顶，然后伸出去，架在扎在土里的几根木棍上，形成一个小小的遮阳篷。范正章一把拉过阮蓉说，在这儿坐一会儿歇歇吧。 看来这里是经常有人来歇息的，除了头上这片美丽的风景外，墙下还蹲着几只磨得很光滑的石头凳子。阮蓉高兴地“嗷”一声冲了过去。也许是被这原始的绿色帐篷所吸引，她一边把风筝线拴到一根木棍上，一边利索地在一个石凳坐下来。她首先四处看了看这里的自然风光，然后再瞧了瞧仍然站在旁边的范正章，像想起什么似的，重拾刚才的话题，问道，正章，那是什么菜呀？是鱼，是肉还是蔬菜呀？ 范正章脸微微有些发热，不知道如何向下演去。只好伸起胳膊从头顶上摘下一朵紫白的小花和一只刚刚长成的嫩绿豆荚，放到阮蓉的手里。阮蓉仍然满怀希望和好奇，仰着脸认真地等着范正章的答案，并且不断重复着说，说呀，是什么呀？ 风吹起范正章的头发，午后的光线变得暗淡下来。也许黄昏快来了，因此再也没有时间耽搁了。范正章咬了咬牙，一弯身，将头低向阮蓉的脖子处，低沉但坚定有力地说出了近些日子里越积越多的感情： 那道菜的内容就是“我想你”！ 阮蓉手里举着的紫白小花突然间掉在了地上。一瞬间她没有反应过来遇到了什么事情。除了想起几年前范正章对自己的追求外，她脑子里迅速转弯想的是范正章刚才说的“章丝蒜蓉”。在范正章沉吟着没说答案之前，阮蓉自作聪明地猜测那是一种鸭掌蒜蓉或者鹅掌蒜蓉，但无论如何不会想到真正的谜底竟是这样。尽管范正章一脸认真，甚至是一脸含情脉脉，但阮蓉还是为刚才自己的猜测乐了起来。 梅豆架的花香味很浓，伴着阮蓉脖颈处的体香不停地在范正章的鼻前流动，流进身体则变成一股湍急的溪流奔涌在身体的各部位，让范正章浑身燥热起来。几乎同时，他还强烈地感到心脏的跳动声也加重了，像有重锤敲击一样，不禁对自己恼怒起来，心里骂着，操！这么一把岁数，竟还有青春期的反应，真是越老越骚。阮蓉的笑声慢慢停了，一面向外推着范正章向前的身体，一面想站起来。但是范正章的身体越推越重，像一堵墙一样纹丝不动挡在阮蓉面前。阮蓉手足无措，脸潮红起来，呼吸声也变重了。这些微小的变化不但一点都没有逃脱范正章的眼睛，而且正像一针针催化剂催化了范正章的激情。在阮蓉推开范正章失败以后，范正章像一只凶猛的豹子突然发力，张开胳膊将阮蓉抱在了怀里。 不要拒绝我，不要拒绝我。范正章的声音好像在哭。已经七年了，你的影子从来没有走出过我的心，我不相信这世界上会有谁比我更爱你。你相信我吧，给我一点点爱吧，你不会后悔的，你不会后悔的。 阮蓉起初一直在挣扎，但是越挣扎，范正章那铁钳般的胳膊箍得越紧。她几乎感到如果这样挣扎下去，也许自己将会被这个发情的男人窒息。最后，她不得不放松下来，任这个多年前就曾钟情自己的男人搂抱着，并听他发自内心的呢喃。她不知道自己需不需要这样的爱，也不知道这结果是什么。但是眼下的境地，似乎她再也无法控制了。范正章已经完全失去了理智，他像一头捕到猎物的猎豹无法停下对猎物的撕咬了。他一面呻吟着“想你，想你”，一面将唇疯狂地盖在阮蓉的唇上。什么都听不见了，只有范正章的心脏在咚咚跳动，阮蓉感到自己听得清清楚楚。她已经糊涂了，在停止挣扎后，她已经忘了这是一个什么样的情境了。眼前这个男人，这份感情到底是怎么回事儿，她已经搞不清了。在突如其来的激情冲刺下，她荒芜太久的身体突然感到了某种难耐的饥渴，封闭太久的内心深处开始产生了某种松动。一种，一种雌性动物的本能开始在身体里复苏和成长，她太需要男人的滋润了。也许时间太久了，也许她离男人太远了，她几乎忘却了那种感受，那种激动。那本来是生命本身应该享有的乐趣，为什么慢慢就从她的生活中消失了呢。过去，她为了改变命运，拼命追求物质和金钱，因此，她不曾有过真正激情的性爱；而当物质生活有了一定基础，想寻找这种纯真的爱情时，只找到了一个纯精神的欧阳旭。他们尽管经历了一次跨越生死之交的恋爱，但是她身体的渴望却在这种纯精神的恋爱中，因为无法满足被有意麻木压抑了。她希望像范正章那样充满激情的爱，然后让精神和肉体一样激情和和谐。这是她那一刻突然升起的愿望。 黄昏掩盖了一切需要遮掩的东西和人，世界将自然界与人混沌成一片。人是什么？其实就像压在身下的一棵棵绿草，像盛开在头顶的一朵朵紫色梅豆花。在春风里萌动抽芽，在夏雨里授粉生长，在秋季里瓜熟蒂落。在这一过程中，它们不需要那么多人为的约束，不需要那么多人工的看管。只要阳光雨露，只要春夏秋冬，就会快乐地年复一年，生生不息。它们因自然而生长得无拘无束，因自由而使生命充满享受。范正章在喷薄着抽出最后一滴凝结着他多年来难以释怀情结的爱情之液时，突然想到这样一个浸润着生命本身的比喻。他吸着来自身下迷人的香气，在心里对自然和生命充满了无限的感激和敬畏。世界原来还能更精彩，生命原来还可以更生动！他静静地躺着，一动不动将自己全部祼露在给他生命的大地和承载他太多幻想的天空之间。让自己重生一次，让自己再回归自然一次，让自己重回生命本身一次吧！然后，他告诉自己说，他已经完成多年前就一直在奋斗的一个梦想。美梦成真，意味着新的时代终于开始了。 就像潮水退后安静的沙滩，阔褒的田野静谧得像一个熟睡的婴孩。阮蓉轻轻睁开眼睛，看见头顶一只紫白色小花正在慢慢向着他们俩重叠的身体飘落着。夜已经全部黑了下来，天空连月亮都不曾有，只有自然界微弱的光亮照着这朵卑微的小花。它不曾发出一点声音，也不曾有一点招摇，在黑暗中带着隐秘的香气和美丽，静静地走向生命的终点。生命原来也可以这样安详和知足的！阮蓉不由也感叹起来。小白花飘飘摇摇地落着，最后在范正章已经有些谢顶的头发上，轻轻停了下来。有一滴冰凉的东西突然落在了阮蓉的额头。当她伸手摸去的时候，她才知道她的脸上竟然爬满了四散流动的泪珠，而那滴从上而落的水滴，既不是随着花落下来的夜雾，也不是从梅豆秧上滴落的露珠。因为当她把手伸向范正章的脸时，她才发现那张脸上布满了不知是泪水还是汗水的液体，并且在肆意流淌和垂落着。阮蓉不禁长叹一声，向着自己的心灵，一遍遍问道：这是怎么啦？我们这是感动，还是激情？这是爱情，还是情爱？如果是爱情，我是否应该接受它？