Chapter 10 Nonsense after Valentine's Day2004.02.14

As usual, it is Valentine's Day, but there is no lover around. Fly to Wenzhou on the night of the 13th.Finding a plane after not flying in months still dislikes me so much. The food on the plane is terrible.I drank a few sips of mineral water and stopped moving. Close your eyes and sleep.After a while the plane started to descend.It feels so short.All of a sudden, thousands of rivers and mountains have passed. Still tinnitus when descending.But luckily got used to it.When the plane landed, I thought, Oh, it's a brand new city again. The sun was too good to be true.I suddenly found a pair of cheap sunglasses that I bought in Beijing in my schoolbag.

Seeing it reminded me of the cold days of the week I spent in Beijing.Heina, Mr. Zhao, and my buddy CKJ were walking around the mall while waiting to eat boiled fish.It was snowing outside.My cough got worse. In the mall, CKJ and I picked out ugly big-headed sunglasses to take pictures.The boss is not happy.So I bought a pair of cheap but not ugly glasses for 30 yuan.put it in the bag.One release is a long winter vacation. When I got out of the airport, I saw Mr. Zhao.I am still so happy in my heart.Felt like seeing my own family.But Mr. Zhao doesn't have Hai Na by his side.How much makes people feel a little melancholy.

Meet some people from the forum tonight.deep white.There are others whose names I don't know.All good kids.I saw them feeling happy and sad.It's been a long time since I'm used to speaking.If I smile too well, others will say that I am hypocritical, but if I don't laugh, others will say that I am too arrogant.So I just listened to them lightly.Talk to them occasionally. Many people came on the 14th.I started signing in the morning until 7:00 pm.I felt hot halfway, so I took off my vest.As a result, I caught a cold as soon as I took it off. Can't eat anything at night.Nausea.Spit up whatever you eat.They ordered fruit for me.As a result, I started running to the toilet after eating a few strawberries.Spitting out red strawberries is quite scary, like vomiting blood.As I flushed the toilet, I said to myself, how nice it is, I vomited strawberries, not blood.

Hansey was on the train home.He came to Shanghai to study professional classes.It felt as if it had just arrived.Then he left suddenly.It feels like the time together is so short.The distance is so long. Hansey's house should still be snowing. Drive to Ningbo at night.Waiting for the next day's signing.Those who sent us were from the bookstore in Wenzhou.Driving a Honda van.That car is very good, and the back can be put down and used as a bed to sleep.Mr. Zhao and I lay down and chatted.I want to go to the bathroom on the highway.But there is no front and no shop behind the village.So I decided to have another bottle of Coke.Mr. Zhao has nothing to say to me, lie down and say that you are a real old man.

It was already 1 o'clock in the night when we arrived in Ningbo.Mr. Zhao said you should go to bed early.She looked at me with pained eyes.So I didn't say anything.I said it was fine.Not too tired.passable. When I fell asleep, my arms were sore.The stomach is also upside down.I texted a few people that I was sick.I confide and confide, so I feel more comforted.So sleep.Because I know there are as many people the next day. There are more people in Ningbo than in Wenzhou.The signing on the first floor became the fourth floor.The team lined up from the fourth floor to the first floor, but they still lined up on the road.

I sit down and start signing.A girl from Shaoxing came with her mother.I cried when I saw it.He didn't say anything, just stared at me and cried.Tears fell down in big drops.To be honest, I was hit hard in my heart.Watching her cry makes me want to cry too.But so many people are waiting for my signature.I can't cry.So I kept smiling at her.Advise her not to cry.I actually felt very sad when I saw her face. That girl is actually in the forum.After signing, she has been quietly standing beside me.On the way, someone kept whispering to me, "you have to work hard".Very quiet.Afraid of disturbing me.Then he blushed and ran away.I think of them or them standing outside for hours, just to look at me and say "you have to work hard" to me.When I think about it, I feel my heart swell and my eyes swell.Can't say anything.Mr. Zhao of the publishing house is actually not a general manager. Haina and I joked about her and called her Mr. Zhao.She said that every time she heard those children whisper to me, "Little Si, you have to work hard", she felt very warm in her heart.That feeling is pure support.You have no idea that there is even such a person in this world.In a city you don't know in a place you don't know, I silently look at your book.Put your books in your schoolbag.Your book is the spirit of her free time when she goes to school every day.Those words were blown high and high in the wind.You don't even know there is such a person.She can almost memorize your books in places you don't know. You forget what you have written, but they still remember.But one day they will stand in front of you in such a real way, without saying a word, watching you shed tears.

go home at night.Another flight.When Mr. Zhao sent me off at the airport, he said very sadly that maybe this is the last time I will run a film signing with her.There will be no chance in the future. go home.When I was on QQ, someone sent me an address, and I looked at a post from Mengya, saying how I can make money.Said that I was only for money, and then ran around signing sales.It even said that a certain person heard the book seller in the bookstore say, "Guo Jingming, he came here for some money, but that so-and-so is not easy to invite."I was so angry when I saw this post.From the first book signing, I never asked the bookstore for a penny.How did I go and how did I come back.There will be no extra penny on me.I'd like to know who that so-and-so is not easy to invite.People outside always think that I am doing book signings for the sake of fame or something, but they don't know that my books can still be sold no matter whether I do book signings or not.And I'm so tired coming out so often.I just think it is a great comfort to see those who have always supported me.Every time I see their smiling faces I feel so worth it.Sometimes I signed in very late and my hands hurt and I didn’t eat, but every time I saw them laughing at me and they were very happy, I felt very happy.

I decided very early on that I wasn't going to say anything on Bud.It has long since become a place of sordid gossip.They can always make up a lot of all kinds of vicious words to say about me.Totally something I haven't done. When I finished writing the large paragraph above, I cried for a while in the middle.Even when I wrote about that girl crying, I cried too, and when I wrote about hearing them say "Little Si, you have to work hard", I cried a little bit harder.But it stopped immediately.Because I told myself months ago that I would stop crying.People always grow up.A stranger texted me asking why I didn't answer her call.I said I was moved by the readers and was crying.I don't want to pick up.She said that you are not like a man, I can't understand your feeling of crying for everything.If I return to her, you really won't understand.I won't cry even if others cut me several times.I won't cry when I watch a sad movie.But others will never understand how I feel when I see my readers crying in front of me, and when I hear the readers say "Come on" to me.No one can understand.

Most of my readers are children in school, younger than me.In the past, I always relied on you. When someone spread rumors about me for no reason, you would always help me vent my anger and quarrel with them.It hurts my heart when I think of your red-faced fights with those despicable people.I also know that they will definitely put on an extremely disgusting look and say that you are immature and immature.But I always hide far away, like a little prince who is easily hurt, I don't speak, just watch the sunset.If you are not happy, you will drive hundreds of sunsets a day.But I finally decided that I want to grow up, I am an adult, those who like me, I will try my best to protect you, and I will try my best to make you happy, seeing everyone's happy smiling faces, I feel happier than anything else.The little prince will eventually grow up to be that mighty king.young god.

The above is for all those who support me.Thank you for your trust and love for me for so long.Thank you for accompanying me so far.Accompany me so far silently. I'll be fine going.Even for you guys.I'm going to be fine too. small four. 2004.02.15 PS Hehe.The hero of my new novel is actually called Fu Xiaosi.After finishing the name, I realized that it sounds very similar to my name. -----------Finish-----------------