Chapter 63 cold world

The world is hot and cold, which is common in ancient and modern times, and is the same in China and foreign countries. It is the most common and common thing, and there is no need to worry about it.The Yuan song "Frozen Su Qin" said: "I have always thought about the fickleness of the world in my heart." It said: "The fiery state of the world is like this in ancient and modern times." fact. However, the degree of feeling or understanding of the cruelty of the world varies with age and situation, and not everyone is exactly the same.I found a theorem here: the age and the ups and downs of the situation are directly proportional to the feeling of the world.The older you are and the more difficult your situation is, the more deeply you feel about the inconsistency of the world.Conversely, the younger the age and the smoother the situation, the more superficial the feelings.This is a universal theorem.

I have reached the ninth year of Wangwang. In the course of more than 80 years of life, there have been twists and turns, good luck and hardships, smooth roads and rough roads. I fell down several times and got up several times. , I have truly understood the mystery of the fickleness of the world, and I have tasted enough of the fickleness of the world.Especially during the ten-year catastrophe, because of my audacity, I jumped out against the popular "Lafayette" at Peking University. I was put on various unwarranted hats, and I was "beaten" into a counter-revolutionary. I suffered extremely cruel memories. It was a horrible torture.After I was released from the cowshed, for a period of several years, I became an "untouchable person" in Yanyuan.Walking on the road, the people who bowed their heads and bowed to me respectfully in my glory days were regarded as passers-by at that time, and no one dared or willing to say a word to me.I'm also not used to looking up and talking to people.My person has been alienated into a "non-human".One day, my grandson had a fever of 40°C, and my grandfather and I used a broken bicycle to push him to the school hospital for emergency treatment.A female colleague pushed the cart for me, an elderly sixty-year-old man who was already faltering, as if he had eaten the heart of a tiger.I was so moved that tears filled my eyes, like drinking nectar, like drinking nectar.I will never forget this event and this person.

After the rain, the sky cleared, the clouds cleared and the fog cleared. Not only did I return to my original position as an "official", but I was also promoted to a higher position, and another period of glory began.It turned out that there were few people, but now it is full of guests.If you ask me if I have any thoughts, of course I have thoughts. How can a person who goes to heaven, hell, and heaven again, have no thoughts?What I think is: the world is hot and cold, as it has been in ancient and modern times.Any person, including myself, and any creature, from an instinctual point of view, always seeks good and avoids evil.So I don't blame anyone, including the person who hit me.I did not retaliate against anyone.It's not because I have a big tolerance and can tolerate things that are difficult to tolerate in the world, but because I have a clear understanding of the world and ask for it.If I were in someone else's place, I would not necessarily act better than others.

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