Chapter 31 end(4)

I once wanted to ask her if she loved me. But she may not answer.And I have no chance to ask questions. I wondered, one day, after she finished playing a horror game with a strange man in the electric basement in Hangzhou, would she mention a Shanghai man to him.She would tell him that when I was the loneliest in Shanghai, I played video games with a man... Maybe she won't mention it at all. I also want to ask her what she thinks about the time that passes between us.A Shanghai guy in a suit who doesn't like electrics and doesn't like basements.Once drank beer with her drenched in the cold street.Smell the breath of death.pessimistic person.Maybe there will be no more love.

But I believe her only answer is a half-smile on her face. I still prefer to believe that her past was only transparent for me. And I will put these in gradual forgetting. Including my own powerlessness.