Chapter 14 12 Prison (1971-1976 Thirty-six to forty-one years old)

After I was invited into the black car, I drove straight to the Security Office of the Police Headquarters on Boai Road in Taipei City. I was placed in the fifth room, the last room of the interrogation room.Immediately two spies came in, one tall and one short, and interrogated me all night fatigued. They asked me all kinds of questions. kind of problem.At that time, Xie Congmin and Wei Tingchao had been arrested for 10 to 20 days. Because I mistakenly believed in the heroic image they (especially Wei Tingchao) usually gave me, I thought they had confessed nothing, so as far as I know, covering all the way, what The answers are not telling the truth, and they continue to lie to cover up.Because I was afraid that my confession would be harmful to Xie Congmin and Wei Tingchao, I gave the spies a bad impression of "Li Ao's uncooperativeness" from the very beginning, and since then I have worked in four-hour shifts.Always in pairs, day and night, asking non-stop.The so-called day and night is actually an imaginary statement, because I was tired and interrogated, and I couldn't tell whether it was day or night.The fifth room of the interrogation room is a small suite with a bathroom inside, except for a narrow bed, a round table, a tea table, and four wicker chairs.The ceiling is a piece of sugarcane board with dense small holes. The board surface is white, and the small holes look black. There are recording lines inside, and there are closed-circuit surveillance cameras protruding from the corners. Every move is monitored throughout the process.There are five or sixty light bulbs hanging from the roof in the center of the room, which are always on regardless of day and night. The four walls and the floor of the room are nailed with dark brown plastic cloth, and behind the cloth is foam, which is soft to touch and walk on. It is soft, even the bed is covered by plastic sheeting, the bed is fixed to the wall, and the bed is solid under the bed, but the whole room has no windows.There is only one door in the whole room, and there is a palm-sized glass above the door. Through the glass, the guards outside the door can spy on the movement of the room. I have lived in this fifth room for nearly a year, and the guards at the door have never been interrupted for 24 hours Pass.In other words, except for a blind spot when washing the face and defecating, every move is under the surveillance of CCTV and the guard alone.It is precisely because the decoration of the fifth room is so strange that when I was interrogated day and night, I could not tell whether it was day or night. I could only feel that another day had begun from the breakfast.

Since I was taken into custody on the night of March 19, 1971, after three or four or five days of fatigued interrogation, I was always tired but full of lies, to no avail.The way the spies interrogate is to listen to you over and over again, and occasionally take notes on the sidelines. The shift changes every four hours. After the two people who take over the shift read the records, they immediately enter the situation.They took turns to question me one by one about the things I had done to "harm" the Kuomintang over the years, especially during the 14 months I was "in prison" with me, I was supernatural, and I did a lot of "harm" while being "in prison". Their affairs, such as the incident of rescuing Bo Yang, the incident of Taiyuan prison list, the incident of Lei Zhen's release from prison, the incident of smuggling bugs, and even the bombing of the commercial bank of the United States, etc., are numerous.Of all the questions, the one that bothers me the most is repeatedly asking what are "two and a half"?I said "two and a half" because there are two and a half military strategists in Chinese folklore, one is Yang Jie, the other is Chiang Kai-shek, and half is Bai Chongxi.They say you Li Ao are talking nonsense, that's not what we are asking.I said that since it is not this, please give me a side and teach me how to answer, otherwise I will not be able to answer, and finally told me that Wei Tingchao said that "two and a half" means that he is a Taiwan independence, Xie Congmin is a Taiwan independence, and you Li Ao is a half Taiwan independence.There are only you "two and a half" who are willing to fight for Taiwan independence in Taiwan.In fact, Wei Tingchao never mentioned "two and a half" to me, so where should I start?In the end, the investigators told me that the intelligence they got was that there were five members of the "Taiwan Headquarters" rebel movement headed by Peng Mingmin, and I was one of them.I was puzzled when I heard this, because in fact, I knew nothing about this "Taiwan Headquarters", and I only learned about it after I was arrested.After listening to the Arabian Nights, I said that half is exactly one-fifth of "two and a half", and "two and a half" refers to the five committee members. The secret code name of the Fifth Committee? ——I still don't lose my sense of humor in the midst of sorrow, and this irony is still fresh in my memory.

Many years later, I saw Xie Congmin's overseas memories and talked about the "Taiwan Headquarters". Xie Congmin said: "After I was arrested, I was first interrogated for eight days and eight nights, and I heard the secret agent's request in a daze. I fabricated the organization of the "Taiwan Headquarters" of the Taiwan Independence Alliance.The special agent pointed out that the 'Taiwan Headquarters' must have five committee members. 'You weave two wooden ones in first. ' said the agent.I don't know who the two wooden ones are, so I made Mr. Lin Shuiquan into it.They refused to let me be assigned to Lin Shuiquan. They said that Lin Shuiquan was sitting in prison and could not attend the meeting of the Taiwan Headquarters. What they wanted was two words.So I put Mr. Lin Er, who was invited back to Taiwan by the Kuomintang at that time, to the list.I said Lin Er was sent to Taiwan by Professor Peng. 'We want Li Ao, not Lin Er. 'The agent was impatient and said plainly. 'Li Ao is a mainlander, how could he join the Taiwan Headquarters? 'I asked. "The Taiwan Independence Alliance overseas advocates the accommodation of mainlanders, and Li Ao is a member of the Taiwan Headquarters, which is a matter of course. '" I have never heard of the name "Taiwan Headquarters", and of course I have never talked to him about it. Even if there is the name "Taiwan Headquarters", he may not accept the post of committee member. "'If you want to fabricate crimes, you must also convince the people! ''In any case we have decided to capture him. ' So they began to use torture to fabricate the list of members of the 'Taiwan Headquarters' to recruit mainlanders for the Taiwan Independence Alliance. "——Under the "snare" of the spies and the false accusation of Xie Congmin, I, Li Ao, became a member of the five-member team of the "Taiwan Headquarters". But until today, except for Xie Congmin and Wei Tingchao, I, I don't know the names of the other two!

In order to confirm that I am one of the five committee members, the secret agents insisted on confirming this fact from me.Therefore, I was tortured, and the content of the torture ranged from fingering to clamping bamboo poles.Later I found out: I was the one who was tortured most politely. Apart from Xie Congmin and Wei Tingchao, from Li Zhengyi down, Liu Chendan, Guo Rongwen, Wu Zhongxin, and Zhan Chongxiong were all subjected to various tortures, including filling gasoline, Sit on a tiger stool.Carrying a sword, hanging himself three times, shaking the phone, etc. After years of persecution to extort a confession, one can imagine the authenticity of the confession obtained at the end.

The person who tortured me was led by Colonel Li Binru, the head of the security department.Li Binru is ruthless, black and short, has a Shanghai accent, and is extremely poor. In 1963, when the prosecutor Wang Zhen was imprisoned, he was notorious (On May 6, 1963, the Overwatch Council "Wang Zhen appealed to the police chief" This is Lieutenant Colonel Li mentioned in the “Investigation Report of the Supervisory Council on the Criminal Request Case” and later died of a spinal illness.The other main accomplice was Staff Officer Chen Jingzhong, a member of the team. He was tall and tall, and he could speak Chinese well, but he was Taiwanese, and his level was extremely poor. His whereabouts are unknown. ... These people have extremely problematic mental states when handling cases.For example, when they tortured and extorted a confession, I asked them back, and I said, "Don't be so troublesome, okay? You can bring a blank note paper, and I will stamp your fingerprints as a gift at the end, and then you go back to the office, and you can do whatever you want." Just fill in my crimes, and you can fill in that I am a 'bandit spy' and 'Taiwan independence'. I am an 'old fox' on Changbai Mountain (when I was arrested, it was the time when the TV series "On Changbai Mountain" became popular). , whatever!" But they refused, they shouted: "What the hell do you mean, Li Ao? You look down on us like this! You think we can't solve the case, and you want to take the secret into the coffin? No! You If you die in a coffin, we will also pry open the lid of your coffin and ask you to spit out your secrets before you die. The real one can’t be faked, and the fake one can’t be real. In our eyes, you are a goldfish in a glass tank. We will see you It must be clear! You can’t do it if you don’t tell me!” I said, “If you want me to tell you, you have to reveal some clues, and let me make it up.” They said, “We don’t remind you!” precisely because their credo is “don’t remind us.” , That's why there is Xinjiang Wang Shengshicai's style of manipulating people. (After Sheng Shicai himself rebelled against the Soviet Union, he falsely accused people of being the Communist Party. He was very active. He personally interrogated Ding Weici and asked how much he had taken from the Soviet Union. Ding Weici was overwhelmed by torture, and told Sheng Shicai, take as much as you want, and I admit it. But Sheng Shicai insisted on forcing people to make false accusations. So Ding Weici had no choice but to start with 50,000 rubles. Stop, it’s too little. Ding Weici simply falsely took one million, but Sheng Shicai thought it was too much. Therefore, Ding Weici raised from 100,000, 200,000, and 300,000 all the way up, and then increased from 900,000 to A 100,000, 700,000, 600,000 all the way down. It wasn't until Ding Weici said 500,000 when he was beaten so badly that Sheng Shi thought it fit the "belly case" and stopped with a smile. Sheng Shicai's conclusion was: "Ding Weici ! If you had told the truth earlier, wouldn’t you have suffered so much less?”)——This kind of mentality of the investigators, I realized the truth later, it turned out that this is a kind of self-deceiving psychopath, a kind of Self-deceiving sadist.Clearly using unjust prisons to punish people, but enjoy the victim's slanderous details. After a long time, they also deceive themselves to some extent that this is not an unjust case, a false case, or a wrong case.So, although they were uneasy, they got the reason. They made up random stories based on the prisoners' nonsense, embedded them in the law, and bit the case to death. Finally, they got the bonus and the prisoner sat down.

Besides the five committee members, another question that was asked was: "Why did you hand over the documents that harmed the 'government' to the 'international traitor' Martin?" I said, "Because I want to fight for human rights, I have to entrust the 'international traitor' Send it to the United Nations Human Rights Commission and other organizations to expose the darkness under your Kuomintang rule.” The spies asked, “Is Martin a Taiwan separatist?” I laughed and said, “Martin is British and a British celebrity, how could he be a Taiwan separatist?” When the secret agents heard this, they grinned ferociously. Suddenly, they threw a book in front of me. It turned out to be the famous "Taiwan Independence League Organ Chronicle" mentioned by "News World" when I was sitting on the toilet not long before my arrest. "——"Taiwan Youth" No. 120, I suddenly saw the headline of "Taiwan Taiyuan Prison 'Political Prisoners' List", and I suddenly realized: It turned out that Martin "has a big horse", and this horse turned out to be in collusion with Taiwan independence elements of!

The most exciting thing is that at the end of the list, there is a photo with the title saying: "The Jiang family often sends spies to follow the so-called 'political prisoners' who oppose him even after they are released. This photo is one of their shots ( This alliance’s secret alliance members on the island).”——The content of the photo, it’s clearly the scene of “following the prison” that I secretly photographed from the window on the fourth floor of my house, and I became a secret alliance member of their “Taiwan Independence Alliance” on the island "!"It is so unavoidable to say that the style and intentions of these Taiwan "allies" are really known by blatantly wearing yellow robes and showing great love!But who are Taiwan's "allies" who treat me hard and lovingly?Could it be the "publisher Wang Yude", "editor-in-chief Wu Jinyi", and even "editorial committee members Luo Fuquan, Sun Minghai, Wang Yangzhi" on the copyright page of "Taiwan Youth"?Or is it the kind of "middle tail" that Kuan Min, the big boss of the fund, finally shamelessly surrendered to the Kuomintang and came back?Of course not, I have never met them in life, the real hard-boiled benefactor is none other than "Big Tail" Peng Mingmin himself!Many years later, Xie Congmin also told me privately with a smile: "It wasn't Mr. Peng who did it, or who?" What kind of style and meaning is this?If Li Ao is a secret member of the Taiwan Independence Alliance on the island, wouldn't it be the same as leaking information to the Kuomintang if you wrote it like this?If Li Ao was not a member of the secret alliance, wouldn't you deliberately frame Li Ao as a member of the Taiwan Independence Alliance by writing this?No matter from which point of view you look at it, this photo is published and this line of words is written, it is a typical case of framing a friend, a typical betrayal of a comrade, sacrificing a friend for politics, and making trouble when a friend suffers because of him. Which family is this? What about the quality of life?

After days and nights of interrogation, I finally realized that it was in the interests of both the spies and the Taiwan independence elements to frame me as a member of the Taiwan independence movement!Finally, I said to the spies: My whole feeling is that the Taiwan independence elements hope to make this case bigger, bite Li Ao, insist on supporting them, and publicize to the outside world: Look, everyone, the Taiwan independence movement not only has people from other provinces participating, but also top melons. Li Ao, a native of Gua, joins us!On the other hand, you Kuomintang intelligence personnel also hope to make this case bigger. With Li Ao participating in the case, it will naturally become a big case immediately. Receive bonus.In this way, if you push and pull on both sides, what else can I say?

In this way, after I lived in the fifth room of the interrogation room of the security department for nearly a year, I was transferred to the military law detention center under Jingmei Xiulang Bridge. That day was February 28th in 1992.In the fifth room for nearly a year, it was the darkest day in my life. In this room, I experienced the abuse and torture of the Kuomintang secret agents, the frame-up and betrayal of my good friends, the robbery by my own brother, and the I have experienced the sad departure of my little lover, and I have gone through the lonely years without seeing the sun all year round. ...Although I was in so many midnights, so many dark days, so many "dark afternoons", I cheered myself up with tears and encouraged myself not to collapse, but ten months later, when Xiaolei finally wrote, saying She didn't wait for me anymore, and I was saddened, and finally shed tears for it.I met Xiaolei on September 26, 1967. At that time, she was nineteen years old. She was graduating from Kaohsiung Girls’ High School and came to Nianmingchuan Commercial College. She and her classmates were waiting for a taxi with their luggage. I happened to be driving by and saw her. , I fell in love with her immediately.From then on, I often sent her to school and picked her up from get out of class, almost inseparable for three years and seven months.Once Li Hanxiang sat in my car and waited for her to finish class. She and her classmates came from a distance. Li Hanxiang immediately determined which girl was Xiaolei, and he was also a "star scout". He invited her to play Ti Ying and Qiong Yao's movies , but she refused.Xiaolei is 1.70 meters tall, has long hair, is pure, and is extremely cute. Apart from melancholy, she is completely a little girl in Qiongyao. During the days when "Wen Xing" starred, she was always by my side, accompanying me through the bereavement The years when the Kuomintang vigorously blocked them were on the side of the mountain.In the creek, in the garden, in the movie theater, in the bowling alley, in the Sun Moon Lake where the secret agents are following... We enjoyed the prosperity together and spent countless hours of joy.Xiaolei is the kindest girl, she never quarreled with me, she is always by my side, allowing me to propose to do anything I want to do, she is the woman I miss the most in my life.I have been separated from women all my life because of love, but the breakup with Xiaolei is because of love. It is my life and death caused by my political imprisonment, so all that is left is nostalgia and beauty. , nothing else.Xiaolei's departure, compared to my being tortured to extract a confession, is another dilemma I encountered. Both difficulties occurred in my first year in prison, when I was thirty-five years old.

Eighteen days after Xiaolei's letter, I finally left the fifth room of the security department and was transferred to Jingmei Judicial Detention Center.I was locked in the second room, and another prisoner was admitted that night. He claimed to be Captain Yuan Yaoquan of the garrison headquarters who had violated the military law.The second room is less than two pings in size, with a quarter of the toilet and sink removed, it is even narrower, and you have to turn around after five steps for a "walk". Every time you "walk" together, you have to pass sideways. .A few months later, Yuan Yaoquan was sentenced to life imprisonment and transferred away. I lived alone in the second room, and then transferred to the eleventh room. The eleventh room was more than double the size, but at most six prisoners would live there.In the end, my roommate Huang Yixin was released from prison, Hu Yanhan and Cui Jize were transferred, Li Guolong was disciplined, Huang Zhongzhong was shot, and all the other prisoners left. I was the only one left to live in. It's as small as the second room, but with better lighting.I lived in Jingmei Judicial Detention Center for four years and eight months, but I lived alone in the eighth room for two and a half years.In the eighth room, I am a privileged class: 1. I have a thermos bottle left by Huang Yixin after he left;However, after the "desk" is set up, there is only half of the "walking" space left in the whole room.I eat, drink and sleep all day by myself, and all my activities are here.However, it is not people-oriented, and there are also "creatures" in the small room, including termites and cockroaches.Geckos, spiders, and centipedes. ...The households in the capital are limited to wearing clothes and coming and going freely.As for the people who don't suffer from dogs, they can't help themselves.House No. 8’s household restrictions and comings and goings are mainly based on a small hole at the junction of the wall and the ground. The five-liter plastic bucket is also dragged in through the small hole; buying daily necessities, borrowing needles and thread, borrowing nail clippers, sending letters, taking out the garbage...all pass through the small hole; even quilts sent from outside are rolled into a long roll after inspection , stuffed into the hole section by section.Although the small room has a door, it is extremely difficult to open it.Although the door is set and always closed, the high windows can be opened, but the gray wall and chill seen outside the window through the iron bars on the window, even on a sunny day, it also gives people a sense of haze.

In 1972, after I was transferred from the Security Office to the Jingmei Judicial Detention Center, I was waiting for a military trial. During the whole process, there were some ridiculous changes.It turned out that the "main text" of my being convicted of rebellion at the Military Law Department of the Police Headquarters was: Li Ao intends to subvert the "government" by illegal means, and he will be sentenced to ten years in prison and six years of public power in the temple. Looking at the Judgment No. 12 and No. 17 of Special Zi and No. 17 of the early 1972 of the Police Headquarters, and Judgment No. 2758 of Cheng Li Zi in 1972, it is found that the so-called crimes of Li Ao's rebellion are not more than three categories: The first category is the crime of "communicating with Peng Mingmin with a letter" - saying that I knew that Peng Mingmin still had the idea of ​​"treason" after he was pardoned and released from prison, but I still secretly communicated with him, and introduced a foreigner to bring a letter to Peng Mingmin The letter was sent overseas, but no report was made. The second category is the "crime of family possession of documents into gangs" - saying that I accepted several rebellion declarations and monthly magazines from Xie Congmin's questioning.He also agreed to join the rebellion led by Peng Mingmin and became a member of the "Taiwan Headquarters". The third category is the crime of "leaking out the prison list" - saying that I handed over the list of rebels in Taiyuan Prison to a foreigner and took it to a foreign country for use against the "government". The security headquarters sentenced me to ten years in prison for the above three types of crimes.The judgment date was March 10, 1972. The presiding judge was Nie Jianguo, and the judges were Zhang Yufang and Wang Yuntao.After receiving the judgment, I refused to appeal and was going to sit on it for ten years.However, Han Yannian, the military prosecutor, said that the sentence was too light. He submitted a letter of appeal, saying that Li Ao's crime "is not minor, nor can it be forgiven. The sentencing seems to be too lenient, and Aiyi appeals for a re-sentence in accordance with Article 187, Paragraph 1 of the Military Judgment Law."After the re-judgment started, it dragged on for a long time until three and a half years later, on August 12, 1975. The presiding judge was Xiao Kai, and the judges were Li Huan and Cheng Ding.The document number is the 1972 Sharp Jiaofeng No. 33 "Ministry of National Defense" judgment, and the "main text" is "The original judgment was revoked and sent back to the Taiwan Garrison Headquarters for further trial." Therefore, the old court was reopened and the judgment was made again. , because he caught up with Chiang Kai-shek's death and his sentence was greatly reduced, so the sentence was shortened. The "main text" is: Li Ao planned to overthrow the "government" by illegal means. He was sentenced to eight years in June and deprived of public rights for six years. Taking a comprehensive look at the Judgment No. 49 of the 1975 Annual Remonstrance of the Police Headquarters, it is found that the so-called crimes of Li Ao’s rebellion are not clearly classified into the three categories above. There are additions and deletions.The security headquarters still sentenced me to eight years and six months in prison for the above three types of crimes.The judgment date was September 25, 1975. The presiding judge was Wang Zong, and the judges were Xu Wenkai and Fu Guoguang.This re-sentence has been reduced from ten years to eight and a half years. Obviously, there has been an obvious political change, but the most amazing thing about the change is that I have become the only "traitor".In my case, there are eight people involved in the same case. The other seven people are Xie Congmin, Wei Tingchao, Li Zhengyi, Liu Chendan, Guo Rongwen, Wu Zhongxin, and Zhan Chongxiong.The legal provisions used in the two judgments were Article 2 and Item 3 of the "Regulations on Punishment of Rebellion" (commonly known as Article 2 and Article 3), which is to carry out the preparation to overthrow the "government" by illegal means, and I shall be sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment of more than ten years.But for the first time, it was the first item of Article 2 (Article 1 of Article 2). Fifteen years in prison; Wei Tingchao and Wu Zhongxin were sentenced to twelve years in prison.All were five to two years heavier than me.However, during the re-sentencing, their crimes were all changed to the crime of disturbing public order at the instigation of traitors in Article 4, Paragraph 1, Paragraph 10, and Wei Tingchao, Wu Zhongxin, and Liu Chendan were charged.Guo Rongwen and Zhan Chongxiong were sentenced to the same sentence as mine.Such a sentence is a wonderful thing. According to Article 2 of the "Regulations on Prosecution and Elimination of Bandits and Spies during the Reconnaissance and Rebellion Period": "Those who are called "bandits and spies" in this regulation refer to the traitors referred to in the "Regulations on Punishment of Rebellion." One article: "The person who is called a traitor in this regulation refers to the person who committed the crimes of the second article." In other words, only the person sentenced by the second article is a "traitor"; None of them are traitors.So among the six people in the same case, only I was a "traitor", and none of them were anymore. They were all just criminals "instigated by traitors". The military law of the garrison headquarters sentenced me to the three types of crimes. In fact, the key to my conviction is whether I participated in the rebellion led by Peng Mingmin and whether I was a member of the "Taiwan Headquarters". The other crimes are actually jokes.For example: 1. It is said that I knew that Peng Mingmin’s thoughts of treason had not disappeared after he was released from prison with amnesty. In fact, I did not know at all. Whether the thoughts in Peng Mingmin’s head disappeared or not, how did I know?What was said in the verdict is all slander and cannot be established, and there is no physical evidence or other necessary evidence for this fact (a violation of Article 156 of the "Criminal Procedure Law"). 2. It is said that I have a relationship with Peng Mingmin secretly, but in fact, I have a relationship with Peng Mingmin completely openly, there is no secret at all.There is no secret, even to the extent that Peng Mingmin asks me to make an appointment for intelligence personnel to eat. On July 3, 1967, Peng Mingmin sent me a letter saying that he wanted to have dinner with Wang Tu, director of the Bureau of Investigation. Peng Mingmin's relationship was so secret to the intelligence officers. Is there such a secret in the world? 3. It is said that I introduced a foreigner to bring letters overseas for Peng Mingmin without reporting them. In fact, the letters are sealed, and I am not an intelligence officer who likes to open letters. How can I get a glimpse of the contents?Would it be illegal to ask foreign friend Mei Xinyi to bring a letter without going through the post office?What is the law?If you don't break the law, what are you reporting?Is it possible to sentence a person to ten years in prison for bringing a letter? 4. It is said that I accept Xie Congmin's handover of the rebellion declaration and monthly magazines. In fact, this is a lie.Because the manifesto given to me by Xie Congmin is the English translation of their manifesto five years ago (1965). It is a historical document. In the eyes of my history student, it is the same as the founding declaration of the Xingzhong Society and other declarations. , are all historical data.If it is a new manifesto that is about to be issued, maybe I can still weave in this way. In fact, there is no such new manifesto.The English translation of the manifesto five years ago was translated by Lien Chan, a member of the Kuomintang. The translator Lien Chan was innocent, but how could the reader, Li Ao, be held accountable?As for the number of monthly magazines, what kind of law is it against if the monthly magazines are all foreign language magazines?Is one sentenced to ten years in prison for reading foreign magazines?Even the defense letter of the public defender of the military court said: "Li Ao only read the materials and collected the list of rebels, and did not intend to destroy the organization of the 'government', let alone 'preparing to subvert the government'"? 5. It is said that I handed over the list of Taiyuan Prison to a certain foreigner to take it abroad as a use to attack the "government". The purpose of giving him the list of Taiyuan Prison is just to ask him to help political prisoners through this humanitarian organization.Amnesty International’s report on human rights corrections in communist countries was later cited by the KMT in Taiwan to promote it. It was published in China Daily on July 10, 1987. Why did I come into contact with this and turned it into an attack on the “government” up?Is it true that a "government" has arrested people legally, and is the list of those arrested confidential?This is the secret of "which country"?If it is classified, there is no doubt that it is illegal.If it is illegal, stop the weirdo and expose it!But in any case, it is not illegal to bring the list to a foreign country in this way. The above five points refuted the three types of crimes given to me by the police headquarters respectively. They are all jokes and cannot be established.The only remaining key to its establishment is whether I participated in the rebellion led by Peng Mingmin and whether I am a member of the "Taiwan Headquarters".If this crime is overturned, the other laws will have nothing to do with it, and they will not be charged.However, what is intriguing is that during the re-judgment, this major case involved in the "Taiwan Headquarters" disappeared in secret. In the end, some nonsensical words were used instead to convict. This is completely untenable. !Twenty-one years after this judgment, I ran into Wu Zhangjiong, the director of the security department who punished me on the road. He had retired long ago and became the general manager of the Fugui Building on the fifth floor of the Far East Department Store on Renai Road. He invited me to his office. sit.I asked him: "Do you still believe that I am a Taiwan independence advocate?" He smiled and said: "You are, at that time you were one of the five committee members of the 'Taiwan Headquarters' for our intelligence. You were not only a Taiwan independence advocate, but also a Senior official!" I said, "In my final verdict, the fact of 'Taiwan Headquarters' is completely absent, and the statement of the five committee members was overturned at the re-judgment. I am honored to be such a high-ranking official. He was also secretly dismissed. Did you know?" He was very surprised when he heard this, and said, "How is this possible? We arrested you on the basis that you were a member of Taiwan independence!" I smiled and said; "What should I do? Hurry up and issue me a certificate, now that Taiwan independence is popular, I can use your certificate to become a high-ranking official!" ——The whole so-called "Taiwan Headquarters" is all about Wu Zhangjiong, who is a messy, bad and hateful person The spies believed that the truth was an illusion.What's funny is that whether Li Ao is a Taiwan independence leader or not, it doesn't hinder the service of the prison under the military court trial. Anyway, if you want to go to jail, why don't you have any trouble if you want to commit a crime?If you want to go to hell, why worry about innocence?The so-called Li Ao is an absurd play by a Taiwan independence leader. It is precisely because I have seen through this truth that I appeared in the posture of Jesus during the court-martial at the police headquarters. After I said, "Jesus didn't speak when he was tortured", I dismissed the court-martial. I don't even ask a lawyer to speak on my behalf.I am willing to go to jail, other nonsense.The verdict stated that Li Ao's "criminal evidence is very clear. Although the defendant is silent in this court, according to the provisions of Article 205 of the Criminal Procedure Law, he has to make a judgment without waiting for his statement." here.The most ridiculous thing was that during the trial, Wei Tingchao saw that I was silent and said to the military judge: "Li Ao doesn't speak, can I speak for him?" I, a Jesus, couldn't help laughing. ——This fat man, as Li Zhengyi said, "has a bad mouth." He and Xie Congmin are not friends enough, and he insisted on biting me into a Taiwan independence element. (I didn’t know Wei Tingchao when he was in the law department of National Taiwan University. He was introduced by Ma Hongxiang when he was in the army. This fat man is simple and simple. His elder sister told me that he couldn’t understand foreign movies because he only He can tell the difference between men and women of foreigners, but he can't tell the difference between individual looks. So in his opinion, all foreign men look the same, and all foreign women also look the same. In this way, there was a lot of trouble in the movie , there is only one man and one woman, so what’s so good about it. Wei Tingchao has always given me the image of a hero. In fact, some heroes are different once they are in prison. You can’t blame others for being in jail and suffering so much.) There were eight defendants in the verdict. In fact, I only knew Xie Congmin and Wei Tingchao, so there were eight people, with their ins and outs.Five months before my arrest, there was a bombing at the U.S. News Office in Tainan (October 12, 1970); and one month before my arrest (February 5, 1971), there was also a bombing at the American Commercial Bank in Taipei. case.At that time, I saw the news in the newspaper, and I watched the excitement with the mood of watching a good show. I never dreamed that it would be related to me.After being arrested on March 19, Major General Wu Zhangjiong, the director of the security department, called the deputy director, Colonel Zhang Yaohua, and said to me: "Mr. Li, please tell us who is the murderer of the bombing. If Li Ao tells who it is, Li Ao will be released immediately. Vice President Jiang guarantees his personality." I said, "Isn't it outrageous for you to handle the case like this? Even this kind of case is suspected of me, and you are too lacking in judgment Are you strong?" He listened and left without saying anything.Later, the Military Judiciary Department filed a public prosecution against me, and when the legal documents were sent, I found out that my old classmate Xie Congmin (from Changhua) was the only one in the case.In addition to Wei Tingchao (from Taoyuan), there are also Li Zhengyi (from Tainan), Liu Chensi (from Tainan), Wu Zhongxin (from Tainan), Guo Rongwen (from Tainan), and Zhan Chongxiong (from Taipei). The people I knew were all the murderers of the so-called bombing case. I was really shocked to be with these well-known people. I saw them for the first time on February 29, 1972, when the first secret trial opened.That day I was sitting on the far left side of the court. After I sat down, I found a strong man wearing black-rimmed glasses on the far right side of the same row. He kept turning sideways to see me and smiled at me. He was Liu Chendan.According to the rules of the detention center of the Military Law Department, anyone who is involved in the same case will be detained in isolation.We were eight people in the same case, and we were split up in the big room upstairs and downstairs, the small room, and the small dark room. I lived in the ninth room for a while), I lived in the second room first, then transferred to the eleventh room, and then transferred to the eighth room; he first lived in the thirteenth room, then transferred to the twelfth room, and then transferred to the sixth room.Because they are always in the same aisle, even though they are isolated, they still meet occasionally. Since they belong to the same case, they naturally became acquainted.Sometimes I met him in the infirmary when I was seeing a doctor, and I found that he was really thick and strong, and I envied him for having such a good body to go to prison. After I moved from the second room to the eleventh room, Liu Chendan moved to the sixth room and shared the same room with Wu Jinjiang, the "Chengdu Communist case".The sixth room is diagonally opposite to the eleventh room, and you can face each other from the high cave. Because I have a broken door panel, I used books to cushion it and built a table, so when I got on the table, I could stick my head on the high window; On Chen Dan's side, because of his unique skills, he stepped on the door frame, leaped, and could also climb on the high window.As long as you look down and there is no squad leader in the aisle, you can use codes to contact the other party and go to the Gaokuo to speak.Liu Chendan's code for calling me was to whistle a part of the movie "Tank Armageddon", and my code for calling him was to sing an English song.The song "Sister! Sister! Do you hear me?" was the song I sang to the nuns in the last movie "Fire Thunder Breaks Mountains and Seas" that Xiaolei and I watched before being arrested.However, in order to prevent other rooms from listening in, sometimes "big-character posters" are used. "Big-character posters" cut paper into long strips, write palm-sized characters with a brush, and write horizontally from left to right. After calling, one by one is slowly sent from left to right. Neon advertising is no different, what a magic trick.After being passed on, it is shredded and flushed away from the toilet without leaving a piece of paper.One day at noon, Liu Chendan and Wu Jinjiang fell one after another, and every time they fell, the floor made a loud bang.After passing the "big-character posters" with me for an hour or two, I think they must be exhausted.On my side, because there is an overcoming table, the feet are on the ground, and there is no need to step on the door frame with the soles of the feet, so it is not tiring at all to pass it on.Later, I moved to Room 8, and Liu Chendan moved to Room 6. They were in the same row, and could not print "big-character posters", so they mostly relied on calling.Sometimes Liu Chendan wrote a lot of news on a small piece of paper, secretly sealed it in a Shengli noodle bag, and pretended to send it to me, and asked the foreign servants (mainly a man nicknamed "A Cai") to forward it.I was very selfish and cautious at the time, and I didn't return the notes, for fear of being found out and affecting my reading convenience. ——I live alone in a room and read books desperately. Feng Yinru, the counselor, also gives me preferential treatment in terms of book control. It is very important to have a lot of books to be able to sit in this kind of prison.我们那时年复一年不准看报纸，有一次李政一在楼上弄到几块报纸传给我，不久李政一就被抓到。我当时也弄不清他们的底细，不愿深交朋友，所以尽管礼尚往还，可是却不肯回传字条。刘辰旦的字条有时用菜盆传给七房的吴荣元，再由吴荣无从外窗传给我（七八房有外窗相连，下有细缝）。吴荣元和吴锦江都是“成大共党案”的头目，吴锦江判无期时吴荣元判死刑，后改无期。吴荣元与警总的陈鸿渐同房，我尤其小心，因我对警总的人极不信任。由于我在书本管制上被优待，刘辰旦、吴荣元他们也沾了不少光。吴荣元与同案的刁德善，我为他们买了当时几千块的书，让他们带到火烧岛（绿岛）。由于我不肯回传字条，他们倒也习惯了。吴荣元临去火烧岛前，留字给我，感谢我对他的“不言之教”；刘辰旦一点也不怪我，他知道一定有我特殊的原因，仍旧对我关怀备至。我冬天畏寒，他极为担心，请他姊姊刘美女买药送我，又传字条来，提出各种御寒良方，其中之一是教我学日本学生，用干毛巾浑身干擦生热，他的好意，我至今记忆犹新。我因饱受深交朋友之累，所以在没弄清底细前，颇为矜持，但是刘辰旦对我，一本胸怀坦荡，日子久了，我发觉此人很够朋友。 1975年4月25日，我在小房里独自看书，特别是小蕾请她父母送来祝我四十岁生日的《生活杂志》画册。忽然班长送进一个生日蛋糕，原来是刘辰旦请他姊姊特地为我买了送来的，刘辰旦的体贴细心，照顾朋友，由此可见。他的姊姊在弟弟受难期间，本来打算把退休金买间小房子的，结果钱都花在救弟弟上面了，房子吹了，她真是一位伟大的姊姊。刘辰旦他们虽然与我同案，但是罪状却你东我西。他们罪状是所谓爆炸案，其实这是冤枉的。在年复一年的囚居里，我慢慢得知：所谓爆炸案，根本就不是他们干的，而是吴彰炯少将主持下的一场冤狱。我在牢里认识不少人，但与刘辰旦独亲。我出狱后二十年，还由他陪我去拜访他那伟大的姊姊，向她致敬，并且不忘她在我四十岁生日时送我的蛋糕。 在判决定谳后，所余刑期只有一年多了。1975年12月22日清早，我突然被通知收拾行李，要移送“仁爱教育实验所”（仁爱庄），就这样的，我从景美移到土城，开始被国民党“仁爱”了。为了优待也为了隔离，我被放到“仁爱教育实验所”中的花园洋房里，开了专班。专班“同学”四人，即李敖、谢聪敏、魏廷朝、李政一，从外请来所谓学者名流给我“上课”，他们是陶涤亚、毛树清、项酒光、周道济、王洸、屠炳春、施敏雄、林钟雄、任卓宣、柴松林、魏萼、乔宝泰、邬昆如等等，每周来“上课”一次，我看不起他们，对他们冷眼相向，一言不发。在两旁“陪太子读书”的少将副主任、上校教导长等怕冷场，希望我讨论讨论，我一概不理。我心里想：这些人是些什么嘛！例如毛树清，是当年同我一起在舞厅跳舞的舞友；例如施敏雄，是当年我台中一中老同学施启扬的小弟。他们虽然装作不认识，可是他们怎配来跟我讲课？至于任卓宣，根本是我笔仗时的手下败将，更不足道了。国民党轿车请这些人来“太岁头上动土”，不是胡闹吗？（我出狱后五年，在台中一中校友会席上，碰到林钟雄，我笑骂他你好胆大，居然敢来替国民党向老大哥“洗脑”！林钟雄连忙打躬作揖，他说他被请去，根本不知道给老大哥上课，只以为是给普通政治犯上课，只是想赚点外快。后来上课时，才知道赫然坐对面的，竟是老大哥！所以原约定上四小时的课，后两小时他再也不敢来了，他说他见了我，又胆怯又惭愧。） 就这样的，我的牢狱生活就接近了尾声。国民党放我以前，依法要有人作保才能出狱，我拒绝，我说我朋友全跑了，没有保，只剩下一个“朋友”，就是你们“仁爱教育实验所”的教导长汪梦湘上校，此公笔名东方望，给文星写过稿。汪梦湘跑来，说他有职在身，不便保我，我说你老婆没有职务啊，就由你老婆保吧，他还是不敢。后来所方人员偷偷同我母亲商量，提议改由我母亲保我，我得知后大怒，我说保人就可能是每周一次向警察告密被保人一周行踪的人，如我母亲保我，母亲就有每周做线民一次之嫌，这成什么世界！他们无法，就暗示我没保人就有被继续“感化”的可能，我说没保人而继续坐牢的人，我知道不少，可是我就是没保，你们不放我可也。到了1976年11月19日，我终于胜利，破例无保释放。我出狱那天，他们交给我“国防部绿岛感训监狱开释证明书”一纸，上面有例行印好的“行状及俊悔情形”专栏，中有例行的思想已改正字样。我既未去绿岛，也未使悔，收到这张证明书，我真又好气又好笑。后来凭此证明书，领到身份证，又重新开始我的“没有青春只有'斗'的生涯，这时我四十一岁了。” 在我坐牢期间，丁颖（载臣）、周渝、孟绝子、赵承厚。华肖忠等人敢来探监，我至今铭记；尚勤在海外会同许登源送了我一万台币，我出狱多年后，送了一栋房子给尚勤，并请许登源大吃特吃一次。丁颖、周渝、陆啸刽、陈彦增都有钱来，我都不忘记。陶英惠代刘绍唐写信来，我也感谢他们。我一生感人之恩、怀人之德、不没人之功，垂老写，自当表而出之。 在这五年八个月的监狱生涯中，虽然是昏黑所在，但观察入微，也不无奇趣可寻，我加写一些： 一、我被刑求的项目中，有一项拶指。他们把三支圆珠笔夹在我左手四根手指中间，再强行用我的右手紧握四根手指。并对我说：“李先生，这不是我们折磨你，是你自己的右手在使你的左手痛苦，所以不能恨我们。”我笑笑，说：“我不恨你们，也不恨我的右手，我只恨圆珠笔。” 二、我在警备总部荣膺五委员后，情治人员发现，我这台独大员，根本不会说台湾话，甚至“听莫”（听不懂）台湾话，如今成了“台独先烈”，未免滑稽。我跟他们开玩笑说：“没关系、没关系，英国国王乔治第一根本不会说英文呢，他是从欧洲大陆过去的，不会英文都能做英国皇帝，我李敖不会说台湾话却做上台独大员，又算什么啊！” 三、保安处看守所所长罗永黎上尉留小平头、两眼炯炯，令人生畏，可是跟我熟了，发现他人满好。有一次，他感慨地说：“我是神仙、老虎、狗。”我问他为什么？他说：“我一看到老婆，就是神仙；我一看到囚犯，就是老虎；我一看到长官，就是狗。”我听了哈哈大笑。他补充说：他真觉得他干了这么多年，其实只是国民党的一条狗！但他毕竟是假狗，看到真狗会害怕。国民党抓雷震那一天，他被派去参加，《自由中国》社有条大狼狗，差点咬了他，他说他虽然是国民党一条狗，但还是怕真狗。 四、我住军法看守所第二房，正对面是第十房，关的是调查局“匪谍”处长范子文。此公英国留学，相貌堂堂，气焰很大，被调查局局长——不懂ABC的沈之岳整，诬以“匪谍”之名，关了起来，不但把他关起来，连他的太太满素玉也关起来，太太就住楼上。范子文被关，自认不得活命，他的姊姊来看他，他双手抓住铁栏，大叫道：“我给国民党做走狗做了这么多年，就是这种下场啊！”经大家劝说，他才不叫了。他后来专心信佛，整天大声念佛，念佛以后，口中连说：“报应！报应！”可见他内心对过去杀生忏悔之重。念佛以后，他说不杀生了，可是牢里蚊子太多了，赶也赶不走，他没办法，就用扇子把墙上的蚊子一一拍死，一边拍一边说：“这不是杀生，这是打沈之岳！” 五、我成为台独分子，谢聪敏是一个施展连环套的角色。他和魏廷朝先把我咬进牢里，使官方上当；然后在声势已壮之后、在海内外皆知李敖加入台独活动之后，再设法替李敖翻案，用李敖在文化界的声名，反衬出国民党在如何以冤狱迫害自由作家。这样一来，李敖可被黄鱼两吃，而国民党的害贤之名却又加倍。谢聪敏在牢中替李敖翻案，不是容易的事，因为管制森严。但是一次阴错阳差，使他有了机会。一个日本人小林正成一度住他押房隔壁，在小林被驱逐出境前夜，他抛了一封信由小林带出来，辗转登在“纽约时报”。信披露后，自然使官方灰头土脸。谢聪敏纵在牢中，还能有这种机智英勇的作为，真令人赞叹。出狱多年后，他到我家来叙旧。我问他：“到底小林怎么带信出去的，难道不检查吗？”谢聪敏说：“怎么不检查？还由所长罗永黎带人把小林脱光检查过呢。当时我以为信会被搜出来，可是一直没动静。后来我到日本，见到小林，问他，原来小林先把信藏在马桶与墙的夹缝里，脱光检查完毕后，临走前，他要求小个便，就趁小便之时，把信从夹缝中带了出来。” 六、信登在《纽约时报》后，官方追查，谢聪敏瞒过由小林带信的真相，反咬了一个班长陈留恨，说信是这班长带出的。陈留恨因此被捕，被拷打不已，直到最后查出不是班长而是小林，才真相大白。由于陈留恨对待囚犯极坏，谢聪敏这一乱咬，却也咬得人心大快。谢聪敏被罚带脚镣好几个月，最后取下脚镣时，班长们对他恭贺，他笑嘻嘻地说：“小意思、小意思。” 七、在军法看守所放风之际，碰到一个小叛乱犯。他是一名高中生，因想组党，被抓人笼。他大惑不解，向我说：“李先生，'公民书'中告诉我们，'宪法'第十四条'人民有集会及结社之自由'，我以为那是真的，就想组党，结果就给抓进来了。”我听了，哈哈大笑。后来，他好像随遇而安，也甘于做叛乱犯了，有一天竟自谓：“我是天生革命家。”可是这位小革命家很怕鬼，夜里总是蒙头大睡。 八、在军法看守所，来了一批以成功大学学生为主的“成大共党案”的小鬼，那些小鬼们从来没见过真共产党，坐在牢里，到处想找共产党前辈来师法。我说别天真了吧，牢里哪里还有什么真共产党！国民党整天抓到的，其实都是假共产党！他们不信，硬说李荆荪是，一房一房传话过去，向李荆苏致敬。后来发现李荆苏果然是假的，于是大呼负负，又一房一房传话过去：“致敬取消了！”弄得傻头傻脑的李荆荪糊里糊涂，搞不清忽来致敬忽又取消是怎么回事。 九、“成大共产党”在调查局被刑求，有人大骂：“你们这样对我们共产党，将来共产党从大陆来了，要剥你们皮啊！”调查局干员说：“剥就剥，可是没来以前，老子们先剥了你的皮！” 十、“成大共产党”领袖是蔡俊军，是一位率真勇敢的年轻人，后来与我成为好友，出狱后还打电话并来我家感谢我对他的照顾。有一次我送他一套睡衣，他那时被判死刑，穿着睡衣，带着脚镣对我说：“枪毙的时候，我就穿它去。”又指着胸前说：“子弹就从这儿打出来。”态度从容之至。后来死里逃生，改判无期，十五年后出狱。我的同案李政一曾和蔡俊军同房，他告诉我：“同房难友任何人的食品，蔡俊军都会抓来就吃，连招呼都不先打一下。人问他为什么，他说：'我们是共产党，你的就是我的，我要共你的产啊！'” 十一、“成大共产党”另一领袖吴荣元，也被判死刑，也是一位率真勇敢的年轻人。他被判死刑后，带着脚镣，等待枪毙，找来佛经看，以为解脱；后来改判无期，他把佛经一丢，说：“既然没死，还是看李敖的书吧！” 十二、在黑牢中的人，无不恨调查局与警备总部，因为这两个衙门专门刑求以造冤狱。有一次，一个土头土脑的台湾人，被送到军法处看守所来，他余怒未消，把棉被卷成一团，坐在地上，一边捶棉被，一边大喊：“调查局，利嘎西郎（你家死人）！调查局，利嘎西郎！”旧派心理学家喜言“本能”者，凡遇无法解决的主题，辄以“本能”含糊带过，人戏以“毯子学说”讥之，因只能遮盖问题而不能解决问题也。看到这土头土脑的台湾人，竟能如此用棉被解决问题，真可成立“棉被学说”了。 十三、关在押房里的寂寞难挨，是一般人犯最吃不消的，他们要打发日子。打发日子最好的方法就是出来做工。做工虽然苦，但是大家抢着干。有一次，押房里缺个理发的，班长问谁会理发，一个老台湾人叫叶迫，说他会，于是由他为大家理发。押房理发的规矩是，被理发的囚犯，每人准备卫生纸二张，自己折好，用手托着，理发的为你刮胡子时，一边刮，一边要把刮下的抹在卫生纸上，以节省他的时间，好快速为下一个服务。一般正常情况是，一阵快速服务下来，走道上每间押房门口，都丢下一小堆卫生纸，上有肥皂和着的胡子垃圾。可是，由于这位叶迫根本不会理发，而冒充他会，结果一阵刮胡子下来，走道两边的卫生纸上，竟是血迹斑斑，好像人人有了月经似的。气得范子文大骂叶迫，班长也脸上无光，赶忙把叶迫赶回押房去了。 十四、我有一段时间与人合住第十一房。有山东米商黄中国被判死刑，他是粗人，因赌博被人陷害成“匪谍”，以致冤死。还没执行前，胡炎汉劝他信耶稣，带他一起祷告。祷告完了，我在旁边大笑。胡炎汉问我笑什么？我偷偷开玩笑说：“黄中国枕头底下藏着佛经呢！他所有的宝全押，是上天堂的投机分子。只恐怕上不了所有的天堂，反倒下了所有的地狱！”黄中国的冤狱，我曾全力代他写状子，他感谢得向我磕头。可是最后在劫难逃，终被拖出枪毙。 十五、黄中国被枪毙之日，清早五点，第十一房的房门突然间被打开，黄中国正睡在门边，他一声哀呼，坐起来，向牢房另一角冲过去。可是，七八个禁子牢头冲进来，反铐他的两手、抓住他的头发、用布条缠住他的嘴巴，再用熟练的技巧，把他架出房门。当时睡在我右边的胡炎汉惊慌坐起，十指张开、两臂前举，大叫起来，一个班长讨厌他跟着叫，顺手拉了他一把，高叫：“还有你！”吓得胡炎汉缩成一团，藏在棉被里。对面的崔积泽事后吓得哭起来，一边擦眼泪一边说：“什么意思嘛！人家只买一点军油，就把人家跟死刑犯关在一起，就这样吓人家，什么意思嘛！”黄中国的遗物，班长托我包在一起，送到门外。这时胡炎汉还缩在棉被里，在里面呻吟：“太可怕了！太可怕了！”好久好久，才从棉被钻出来。 十六、胡炎汉是荣工处的简任官，在“中正大学匪谍案”中被诬入狱。入狱前在澳洲观光，碰到居浩然。居浩然托他到台湾探监向李敖问好，结果没想到自己也给关进来，正巧与李敖同房，向李敖问好了。 十七、在十一房还见过一个十九岁的小偷，长得奇黑，我用台湾话给他起外号叫“欧卡曾”（白话是“黑屁股”、文言是“黑臀”，古人真有人叫“黑臀”）。“欧卡曾”，浙江奉化人，眷区出身，因我对他不错，他说很感谢我，他出狱后，一定找个脱衣舞女，用摩托车载来，在我窗下大跳一次，在警卫赶到前，再用不熄火的摩托车载运逃走。他说：“龙头啊！不要太用功了！那时候该休息一下，看看脱衣舞，看看死脱瑞普（strip的日语发音），看看也好！”他一边说，一边扭动，学脱衣舞的模样，丑态可掬，使我笑得腰都弯了！我坐牢多年，但是从来没有那样大笑过。 十八、牢里的冬天很冷，我把我爸爸在东北穿的一件皮袍子带进来，聊以御寒。这件皮袍，被贼眼溜溜的“欧卡曾”看中了，他用手摸着上面的毛，一边摸着一边喃喃自语：“毛真好！毛真好！毛真好！”“欧卡曾”连说“毛真好”后第二天，他就被叫出去了。监狱官调查他有政治问题。因为若没政治问题，怎么会说“毛真好”呢？那时毛泽东还在世，说“毛真好”是什么意思呢？“欧卡曾”费了九牛二虎的气力来解释，最后才算过了关。原来每间牢房高高在上的天花板上，都有一个扩音机，扩音机是个“大嘴巴”，也是个“大耳朵”。有情况时候它播出监狱方面的命令、号音与音乐，你不听不行，所以是大嘴巴；没情况时候它不声不响，但却是个窃听器，由中央系统逐房抽查，隔墙有耳，所以是个大耳朵。因为大耳朵只能听不能看、只能录音不能录影，所以窃听时候就难免断章取义，于是“毛真好”的误会，就发生了。 十九、我在军法处，年复一年不准看报，所得消息，但凭新进牢的人口耳相传，最新世界大事所得不多，最新流行歌曲倒听了不少，因为大家无聊，以唱歌自遣者比比皆是。有一次一群小流氓们个个会唱刘家昌的《往事只能回味》，歌词是：“时光一逝永不回，往事只能回味，忆童年时竹马青梅，两小无猜，日夜相随，春风又吹红了花蕊，你也已经添了新岁，你就要变心，像时光难倒回，我只有在梦里相依偎。”当时我没见到歌词，把内容听了模模糊糊，最后一句“我只有在梦里相依偎”，我听成“我只好另外找一位”。出狱以后，偶然机会看到歌词，才恍然失笑。但却觉得，我的误听后的新词，其实比刘家昌的原词还高明呢！情人走了，你另外找一位，岂不比梦里留恋更积极吗？ 二十、最后一年，谢聪敏、魏廷朝和李政一，四人同居一房被“洗脑”，我宣布大家来生再见，拒绝讲话，但偷偷只和最够朋友的李政一来往。那时洗澡时总要一贯作业，脱下衣服，同时洗了。有次看到魏廷朝洗澡，把准备换穿的衣服，糊里糊涂重洗了一遍；把刚脱下来的衣服，又穿了回去。他那时又胖又黑，光着大屁股，吃力地洗衣服，使我想起狗熊进玉米园的故事。（狗熊进玉米园，折一根玉米夹在腋窝下，左摘右丢，弄了一夜，出园时腋下还是只剩那一根！）魏廷朝出狱后，偶尔来看我，但两人友情，似已无复当年了。有一件事，仍可看出魏廷朝对我的卫护。在康宁祥、李波峰诬谤李敖案发生时，魏廷朝写信拆穿他们，有这样一段： 李敖的个性和笔锋太尖锐，而且耐磨耐斗，所以朋友固然不少，敌人只怕更多。他不断地攻击，又不断地被攻击，是不难想像的。 攻击李敖，应该攻其所短，岂能攻其所长？说他专门打小报告，陷害朋友，可以说适得其反；既不合事实，尤其不是魏廷朝口中所言。李敖是最可靠的朋友（也是最难缠的敌人），在困难的环境中，经常经济难友。有许多受过他的恩惠的人，在十数年后始终对他怀念不已，这恐怕是他自己当初所料想不到的。他对看不顺眼的人和事，反应过度强烈，往往马上使小性子用刺骨的言词、伤人的冷漠、明显的动作，当面让人难堪；但他不会放暗箭。 由于魏廷朝的人证文证，终于拆穿了李筱峰的造谣，最后被我告诽谤成立，我赢了官司。