Chapter 59 Deep in the heart has its own treasure

Lin Huiyin is lucky, she is even more outstanding because of the outstanding men in her life. Jin Yuelin is a real gentleman. He undoubtedly loves Lin Huiyin, and because he loves Lin Huiyin, he loves Lin Huiyin's family and the people Lin Huiyin loves.In the years that followed, he became a member of the Liang family.Lin Huiyin, Liang Sicheng and their children all loved him and trusted him. From the 1930s to Jin Yuelin's later years, this love has never changed.Jin Yuelin's love for other people's wives may be considered an unethical relationship, but this kind of relationship conveys a beauty that exceeds the general moral norms.

Liang Sicheng is a true gentleman.An emotional turmoil that was most embarrassing to him as a husband was resolved by his sincerity and fraternity.His respect and love for Lin Huiyin made him unable to bear to let Huiyin suffer emotionally.His sincerity and trust in his friends won him the eternal respect of his friends—whether it is Xu Zhimo or Jin Yuelin.His broad-mindedness made the love of husband and wife and the love of friends in his life reach an ideal state.So Lin Huiyin said from the bottom of her heart: If her life could be rearranged, she would still choose her current family.In such a family, they appreciate each other and encourage each other. Their beautiful personalities and their beloved careers shine brightly in the mutual reflection.Some later texts often have criticisms when talking about Lin Huiyin's emotional life.In fact, there were such criticisms at that time.It is worth mentioning that Lin Huiyin, as the party involved, never said anything about it.In the face of rumors and gossip from the outside world, she has always maintained a noble silence, and has her own treasures in the deepest part of her heart.

One day in early 1936, Sicheng was going to Shanghai, but because of a trivial matter, the two of them got angry.Like all couples, they have disputes from time to time in their daily lives, and they refuse to give in to each other.This time the two were really angry. When they were angry, they picked the most relieved words to say, but Sicheng left the house angrily, and Huiyin cried at home with swollen eyes.Early the next morning, Huiyin received two telegrams and a letter from Sicheng from the train. The letter and the telegram were full of concern for Huiyin and regret for the quarrel.Huiyin didn't sleep well all night and was very dizzy.After reading Sicheng's letters and telegrams, she felt dizzy with happiness, relaxed her heart, and leaned on the sofa.At this time, the maid sent another letter from Shen Congwen.Shen Congwen had a conflict with his wife Zhang Zhaohe because of an emotional disturbance.In distress, Shen Congwen wrote to Huiyin, hoping that Huiyin could help him "grasp his rational self" and try to arrange his "overwhelming emotions" properly.

Reading Shen Congwen's letter, Huiyin couldn't help smiling.She thought, things in life are really wonderful, and Shen Congwen, who came out of Xiangxi, was troubled by emotions just like herself, and was in pain and restlessness.She not only understands this kind of distress, but also firmly believes: "The meaning of human life is basically to experience emotions." She spread out the letter paper, and called Shen Congwen "Second Brother" just like Zhang Zhaohe.She sorted out her thoughts, analyzed her feelings, enlightened and comforted the distressed "Second Brother":

My doctrine is to live, life without emotion is simply death!We must experience rich emotions in life, and turn ourselves into rich, tolerant, tolerant and understanding, sympathetic to all kinds of "human nature", able to understand ourselves, and neither criticize ourselves nor others.It’s not difficult to do what you can’t do, and it’s not difficult to do what others can’t, let alone blame fate or God. You can see clearly that the world is a dispute made of a mixture of various human natures, and human nature is just that. A combination of psychology, environmental habits, and innate traits!Enlarge the morality, don't judge or cut yourself.If you can't bear to be self-willed enough to hurt others, you can't do self-willed things at all.When there are too many things you want to do and they conflict with each other, choose the thing you want to do the most—the thing you want to do without taking care of other sacrifices. Disputes will inevitably arise in your heart when you don’t do it. You don’t need to regret it after doing it, because you If you know how to do it, that thing must be inevitable, don't try to blame yourself.