Chapter 58 in love with two men at the same time

Jin Yuelin was deeply attracted by Huiyin's narration, and also by Lin Huiyin.The frail and beautiful Huiyin has a unique spiritual temperament, which is not only a poetic, ethereal and elegant look, but also a scientific spirit of selfless dedication.These two originally mutually exclusive and contradictory spiritual temperaments are so harmoniously reflected in Lin Huiyin.For Professor Jin Yuelin, who has been engaged in the research of German classical philosophy and the teaching of abstract logic for a long time, this spiritual temperament has the effect of illuminating and igniting the soul.

Regarding the relationship between Jin Yuelin and Lin Huiyin, there are many references in Lin Huiyin's texts, and various speculations are unreliable. The most credible should be the account of Liang Sicheng's later wife Lin Zhu. It was nearly ten years after Lin Huiyin's death. In the conversation with Liang Sicheng, Lin Zhu talked about the rumors in the society about Jin Yuelin not marrying for Lin Huiyin's life.She asked Liang Sicheng if it was true. Liang Sicheng said: Lin Huiyin is a very special person, and her talents are multifaceted.Whether it is literature, art, architecture or even philosophy, she has a deep cultivation.As a rigorous scientific worker, she can go to remote villages with me to investigate ancient buildings, and she can also discuss British classical literature and Chinese new poetry creation with Xu Zhimo in English.She has the thinking of a philosopher and the ability to generalize things at a high level.

Liang Sicheng smiled and said humorously: So being her husband is not easy.There is a saying in China, "Articles are for my own good, and my wife is for others." But for me, my wife is for my own good, and the article is for my wife.I don't deny that being with Lin Huiyin is sometimes tiring, because her mind is too active. When you are with her, you must be as responsive as her, otherwise you will not be able to keep up with her. When we lived in Beizongbu Hu, Lao Jin lived in the backyard of our house, but he came in and out through another door.It may have been in 1931. When I came back from my investigation in Baodi, Huiyin said with a sad face when she saw me that she was extremely distressed because she fell in love with two people at the same time, and she didn't know what to do.She talked to me not at all like a wife and husband, but like a little sister asking her brother for his advice.Hearing this, I was speechless for a long time, an indescribable pain gripped me tightly, I felt my blood coagulate, and it was difficult to even breathe.But I also thank Huiyin for trusting and confessing to me.She didn't think of me as a silly husband.what to do?I thought about it all night, and I asked myself, Lin Huiyin lived happily with me, or with Lao Jin?

I repeatedly weigh myself, Lao Jin, and Huiyin on the balance. I feel that although I have a certain degree of accomplishment in literature and art, I lack Lao Jin's philosopher's mind. I think I am not as good as Lao Jin. .So the next day I told Huiyin the conclusion of thinking all night, and I said, she is free, if she chooses Lao Jin, I wish them happiness forever.We all cried. A few days later, Huiyin told me that she told Lao Jin what I said.Lao Jin's answer was: "It seems that Sicheng really loves you, I can't hurt someone who really loves you, I should quit."

Since that conversation, I have never discussed this matter with Huiyin again, because I believe that Lao Jin is a man of his word, and Huiyin is also an honest person.Later facts proved this point.So the three of us have always been good friends.When I encounter problems at work, I often ask Lao Jin for advice. Even when Huiyin and I quarrel, Lao Jin often asks Lao Jin to "arbitrate" because he is always so rational, and solves the problems that we are confused because of our emotions. Analyze clearly.