Chapter 56 Twenty-three, a new page (1)

In November 1957, the leader informed me that I would return to the Youth League Committee to participate in the movement.Comrade Zhang Jinlin, the Secretary of the Youth League Committee in charge of the work, told me bluntly that my "ideological problems" should be solved. My first reaction was, admittedly, the party is too wise, I just have "ideological problems".Otherwise, why do I feel so reluctant in the anti-rightist movement when I always point to where to fight and actively take the lead?Even a little out of place?How I would like to be rid of all incompatibility and awkwardness.

At this time, the anti-rightist movement across the country had already started, and I felt dizzy, changing with each passing day, dazzled, and the movement was also a bit rampant, and I didn't know what to do.Once I was notified to go to the League Central Auditorium to participate in a criticism meeting against Liu Shaotang.As soon as I sat down, someone patted me on the shoulder from behind, and when I looked back, it was Liu Shaotang, and I couldn't help but be out of my wits.At the meeting, another young writer, an acquaintance D, gave a wonderful speech, and his criticism of Liu was full of emotion.His speech won applause from the audience.The old writer Lao Revolution who presided over the meeting, the author of the lyrics of the Chinese People's Liberation Army military songs, and the poet G made gestures to stop the applause, saying that there should be no applause, and that D was identified by his unit as a rightist.Everyone was dumbfounded, and D was stunned for a moment.The strange thing is that not long after, news came that Teacher G and Leader G were also classified as members.

I was restless, until I went to the Communist Youth League Committee to participate in the movement, but I felt that I had settled down.Most of the cadres of the Youth League Committee come from college and middle school students in the underground party. They are highly educated and young. They have passed the test of life and death in the underground struggle.All sports are in full swing as soon as they arrive at the Youth League Committee. In the spring of 1952, in the late period of the Three Antis and Five Antis, there was a stage of democratic remedial lessons, that is, the masses of all units were mobilized to give opinions to the leaders.Regardless of whether it was the (Communist Party) municipal committee or district committee, they all finished normally, while the Communist Youth League Committee was full of enthusiasm, tears filled their eyes, and it was a joy to fight the leaders.The Anti-Rightist Campaign organized by the Communist Youth League Committee was also very stimulating. When I went to report, the agency’s goal of arresting the rightists had already been exceeded, and the results were still expanding. One after another was enough to scare people. to the wall.In the Youth League Committee, the Anti-Rightists have truly become a mass movement, adding fuel to the fire and unable to stop.

There is a colleague of L (in order not to stimulate the nerves of some people or their family members, I use some code names, which can be completely converted into real names when conditions are ripe), well-dressed, personable, and naturally grows a little mustache.He himself has never been to college, but his wife T is a fair-skinned, eloquent, and considered "strong" college student party member. She is a southerner, good at analysis, and does her own way.Her own teacup is marked "TB (Tuberculosis) King's Cup" to prevent others from using it casually. Once I met L on the street, he looked me up and down, sighed, and shook his head: "Wang Meng, why are you like this..." I realized that it meant that I was not neatly dressed.I was once considered celebrity-like and unkempt.In fact, I have absolutely no intention of claiming to be a celebrity, but I don't have the knowledge and awareness in this area, including economic strength.

For some reason, I don't know, but L was picked out by the Youth League Committee as soon as he came up.After I arrived at the Youth League Committee, I accidentally ran into him in a basement (probably a reference room). He raised his head, it was terrible, his eyes were like the eyes of a blind person, and there was a layer of fog all over his face, making him He is cut off from the outside world, his facial muscles are dead.It was only then that I realized that the reference room might have been used as his isolation and reflection room, so I turned around and ran away in fright. According to W, who was in charge of my "problem", L had an indecent act on a female middle school student. Later in the movement, as a "violator of the criminal law", he was arrested and sentenced to 8 years in prison.It was also rumored that he was knitting socks at Qinghe Farm during the reform through labor.Before he was released after serving his sentence, he died of illness.

The agency also has a Cantonese V who is classified as an extreme rightist. He said that he masturbated during the introspection period and was discovered. It is proof that being a rightist is a pile of shit that is contemptuous of human beings. How can it not be scary?The Communist Youth League Committee instantly turned into a detention center for guarding class enemies. In a unit (the Children's Palace) affiliated to the Youth League Committee, a lesbian criticized the rightists in the unit and exposed the person's "dirty" remarks that were suspected of insulting women. The lesbian fainted on the spot due to excitement. people shocked.

It was easier for the Communist Youth League Committee to catch a rightist than to find a fly. W is one of the backbones of the grasping movement.He wears a pair of small glasses, is not tall, and is good at analyzing problems.He had just been divorced at the time.He talked to me many times, the center of which was to help me transform and pull me back. For this, he had to dig out and find his own wrong thoughts and wrong concepts.He often uses reductio absurdum, you have A problem, how can a person only have A?Where there is A, there is B, and then CDEF... until Z, until Z+, the infinite power of Z.

W small fire and slow attack, enlightenment and induction: you have such and such views on the departments in the district.So what about the city?What about the central government?What about the State Department?What about the International Communist Movement?You have a confused understanding after the Stalin incident, so what about capitalist countries?What about the enemy?What about anti-communist propaganda?What about idealism?What about Archbishop Berkeley? (Bei is a representative of the subjective idealists criticized by Lenin in "Materialism and Empiriocriticism"). His logic is not impeccable, but potential energy is more important than logic. He is responsible for examining me and helping me criticize me, and I am responsible for accepting criticism and confessing my old self.The strength and majesty of his logic are evident.