Chapter 55 22. Me and the 1950s (2)

Chairman Mao's words on cooperation are inspiring.For example, the writer Qin Zhaoyang was deeply inspired by the situation of agricultural cooperation, and wrote the passionate novel "On the Fields, Go Forward!" 300,000 copies were printed at a time, distributed in large quantities, and can be seen everywhere, and later sold at a reduced price. Eliminating the four pests and beating sparrows, I was fortunate enough to experience it personally. People stood on the roof, beat gongs and drums, danced bamboo poles, and shouted loudly, making all the sparrows fly away. Breaking apart, falling to the ground and dying is really a big game. Of course, from the perspective of bird protection, it is too cruel to do so.During that period, many non-staple food restaurants in Beijing sold "fried iron sparrow".I have heard the conveyance, and Chairman Mao still has something to say about it.He said that it doesn't matter if you finally think that sparrows should not be eliminated. Just import a batch of sparrows from abroad. He said that everything is easy.

Beating gongs and drums to celebrate China's entry into socialism and to announce the complete victory of the socialist transformation of agriculture, industry, commerce, and handicrafts is also a celebration.It’s just that in the past I thought that socialism should at least match the style of the Soviet Union, such as tractors, Combines, heavy industry, nursery schools, etc. China’s socialism so quickly made me change my yearning for socialism. Gotta calm down. A major event in the mid-1950s was the 20th National Congress of the Communist Party of the Soviet Union. Khrushchev gave a secret report on Stalin. Prior to this, Beria was executed, Soviet leader Malenkov was replaced by He, the rehabilitation of the Soviet Doctor Group, etc. Wait, it already makes people feel that something happened to the Soviet Union.We listened to various communication reports, studied the discussions of the Political Bureau of the Chinese Communist Party, and the special articles "On the Historical Experience of the Dictatorship of the Proletariat" and "Re-discussion on the Historical Experience of the Dictatorship of the Proletariat" written by the editorial department of the People's Daily.

Intellectual communists in some western countries quit the party.Literary News published an article criticizing American Communist Party writer Fast who had quit the CCP.Ba Jin wrote an article, which was more polite to the Fa.Immediately afterwards, the Literature and Art News published a denunciation article with the general title "Bah, the traitor Fast!"The incidents in Poland and Hungary surprised and weighed me down. I don’t think there is anything more sad and heavy than the occurrence of such incidents for communists with lofty ideals.The final execution of Imre Nagy made me realize the nature of class struggle and political struggle, the nature of "If you don't want to be a hammer, you'll be an iron drill" (in Dimitrov's words).Lukacs, a famous Marxist theorist and writer who participated in the incident, was lenient and saved his life.Hungarian leader Kadar said: "Lukacs originally stayed in his study, now, go back to his study..." It is embarrassing.Looking back on myself, I feel more and more weak and insignificant about myself and people like myself.

It is said that they hope to be in China.I remember the famous words of Comrade Jiang Nanxiang, who was the deputy secretary of the Central Committee of the Communist Youth League and then the president of Tsinghua University, that the Chinese Communist Party is the most stable amidst the storms of the international communist movement after the 20th National Congress of the Communist Party of the Soviet Union.Because China does not engage in personality cults, China does not engage in anti-revolutionary expansion, China does not engage in birthday celebrations for leaders, naming them after leaders, etc.Comrade Peng Zhen also said, what birthday do you wish?It's just a little closer to death in a year, and birthday wishes, low taste!

And Chairman Mao's exposition on the contradictions among the people at this time, the two-hundred-point policy opened up a new dimension for the theory of socialism.At this time, I proposed to carry out a rectification movement against bureaucratic sectarianism and subjectivism, which made me see the dawn of the international communist movement. Chairman Mao spoke to "New Young People from the Organization Department". Of course, I am grateful to Dade, and my heart is full of cheers.But I never think that this is just Chairman Mao's kindness to me personally.Chairman Mao laughed at the Soviet "Literature News" for reprinting articles by Chen Yi, Chen Qitong, Ma Hanbing, etc., which were essentially criticizing the "Double Hundred" policy, while a Yugoslav newspaper reprinted Zhong Dianfu's "Drums and Drums of Movies" Get together and divide into groups.Doesn't it just mean that Chairman Mao opposed both the "Left" and the Right?

Then it turned into an unprecedented anti-rightist movement.My spirits are no longer high and I am on the defensive.I am not so politically angry with the "rightists" exposed in the newspapers, I am afraid.Will something happen to me?I ask myself, I don't understand.I suddenly remembered a nondescript saying, "There is no credit, but there is hard work." At that time, there was no subsequent development, which was called "There is no hard work, but there is fatigue." I smiled wryly, not good, really not good.