Chapter 11 11. Forgiveness

If you like a person, you will like the city where he is located, and everything related to him, because you will feel that everything related to him is contaminated with his temperature and breath. There are many unavoidable dooms in a person's life.Calamity is doom, disaster, and limit.Maybe you can brush shoulders with death today, but you don't know what kind of disaster you will be involved in tomorrow.Many eminent monks who have achieved the Tao can predict the arrival of the end, and often settle everything and sit down.Birth, old age, sickness and death, perhaps many people can already face it calmly, but the love calamity programmed in fate always catches people off guard.

Here, when Jia Baoyu and Lin Daiyu met in Jia's mansion, it was a doomed calamity in the previous life.They didn't just meet by chance, everything has an antecedent cause, there was a debt in the previous life, and they met in this life to pay off the debt.Their love lasts for a few years, and when the debt is cleared, the fate will end, so no matter how much they love each other, it will never be worth the wind and frost of the world.When Baoyu excitedly lifted the bride's red hijab and saw the lonely forest in the otherworldly fairyland turned into crystal snow in the mountains, it was a love calamity that he could not avoid.In the novel, Xiaolongnv jumped on the Heartbroken Cliff for 16 years, while Yang Guo wandered the rivers and lakes alone, waiting for a specious agreement for 16 years.These sixteen years were the doom they could not escape.In contrast, it is worthwhile for them to spend sixteen years of calamity in exchange for a lifetime of staying together in the ancient tomb.

If the death of Ju Zi in the cherry blossom love was Su Man's inescapable calamity, then this Qinhuai covenant, where he and Jinfeng had no fate, was also another love calamity in his life that could not be rewritten.Many people didn't believe in fate at first, and thought they could control their own destiny. After experiencing a lot, they were teased by countless endings that couldn't help but laugh.While sighing, I have to admit that there really is a saying of destiny.Everyone is a book in the library, some are complex and some are simple, some are thick and some are thin, but the story has already been filled by the pen of fate, and we are actors from now on, playing our own role in the world according to the plot in the book .

I always believe that everyone's previous life is a flower and plant, some are charming and colorful, and some are simple, ordinary, simple and quiet.Flowers and plants grow in different seasons, have different temperaments, and have different fates.The flower and grass you love the most in this life must be destined to you in the previous life.You use the souls of flowers and plants to complete the mission of this life, and with the innate fate and complex, walk through the world of sadness and joy, pay back what should be paid back, get back what should be paid back, and owe a lot. owed.

Jinfeng's divorce has always been a kind of harm to Su Manshu.But these crimes originated from himself, so he was unable to blame anyone, so he had to sink into himself, lingering more frequently in Fireworks and Willow Alley, and in and out of Qinlou and Chu Pavilion.Su Manshu is affectionate by nature, and his old love still remains yesterday. When he saw those beautiful and talented kabukis, his heart was moved for them time and time again.During this period, the kabukis that Su Manshu admired included Tonghuaguan, Suzhen, Huaxuenan and others. These women were the most outstanding kabukis in the brothel.

Su Manshu asked himself that he was just an ordinary man, and he was powerless to resist the temptation of any beautiful woman in the world.Their talent, appearance and mature nature are fatal blows, and it is a trivial matter that dissipates money for them, even if they lose their lives for their confidante, there is no regret at all.Su Manshu treated them with everything, maybe his sincerity moved them, when Su Manshu was in trouble, these singers also helped him.This can't help but remind me of Liu Yong, a romantic poet in the Northern Song Dynasty. He wrote lyrics all his life, but he was poor in Fireworks Lane.After his death, he had no money to bury him. The kabuki who had been in love with him in the past gave up their money and buried him in Beigu Mountain. In the desolate Qingqiu season, I sang back and forth.

Maybe Liu Yong will also be a poet that Su Manshu thought of by chance. The most subtle emotion between people is fate. There are countless emperors, poets, and beauties through the ages. We can think of and miss him But there are only a few.If you like a person, you will like the city where he is located, and everything related to him, because you will feel that everything related to him is contaminated with his temperature and breath.I believe that when Su Manshu sees the cherry blossoms, he will definitely have unspeakable feelings. Even if he sees a lone goose flying south, he will think of himself involuntarily.

When you are walking on the colorful path of falling flowers, all the passers-by who brush shoulders with you are strangers, but there will always be someone who makes you feel familiar.Maybe this person was your relative or confidant in a certain life, so you have never met in this life, and you will have such a familiar feeling.When we meet and smile, we may never see each other again in the days to come. Just a smile will be engraved in our hearts and warm many lonely years.When Su Manshu walked into the brothel and saw so many kabukis walking towards him, he could easily find a woman he liked.

Although Su Manshu really loves these kabukis and enjoys poetry and wine with them, there is still a wall in his heart. He respects them and never goes beyond them.In fact, these brothel geisha are willing to give their all when they meet the man they love.They believe that if you love someone, you should give and take from each other.For Su Manshu, a special person, the kabuki who couldn't understand talked in private, saying that he was a stupid monk.Su Manshu never pays attention to other people's eyes and words, he still falls in love with them spiritually, the love is real, and love is also painful.

It is said that after Jinfeng married a businessman, Su Manshu's favorite kabuki was Hua Xuenan.Hua Xuenan is gentle, intelligent and affectionate by nature, just like the dense misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River, soft enough to soothe his melancholy.Su Manshu was often intoxicated by her gentle tenderness and couldn't extricate himself. This misty rain disturbed his previous life, and he called her the lilac in the rain.Many times, they just boil a pot of scented tea on a rainy afternoon, listen to the romance of the rain, and watch the time flow slowly.Hua Xuenan is charming, a low-key style, a low-key style, her style is enough to soothe the fatigue of a prodigal son half his life.

Hua Xuenan was also moved by this young and passionate monk. When Su Manshu spent an afternoon telling her about his bitter past, Hua Xuenan wanted to use his tenderness and true feelings to slowly mend his wounds. hole wound.Clove is a kind of medicine. She foolishly thought that by grinding herself into powder and making it into medicine, she could cure Su Manshu's long-term illness.When she bravely confide the truth to Su Manshu, Su Manshu said: "Instead of being a married couple destined to suffer and causing troubles and resentments, it is better to go to the world, but it is worth aftertaste." Together, if you get bored in the future, it is better to seal the good time in your memory, turn it out when you think of it, chew it carefully, and it will have infinite charm. Goddesses are affectionate, King Xiang has no dreams.We have no reason to blame Su Manshu for not provoking others easily since he can't afford it.When he was speechless and couldn't find a reason, Su Manshu only regarded these as the love disasters in his life. When he hurt others, he also hurt himself.Perhaps these brothel women have long been accustomed to such an ending, secular men give them hope again and again, and let them wither in waiting.They should know that it is just a game and a transaction with customers. If you talk about your feelings with the game and tell your sincerity with the transaction, you will be the one to blame if you get hurt. The misty rain was still falling, and the bluestone road outside the window was still slippery, but Su Manshu couldn't wait anymore, and he had to leave before the sun came.That's how he was, choosing to flee as before, putting on his cassock, and going through both wind and rain.In fact, he did not walk gracefully at all, with thousands of threads of affection entwined around him, could he really cut it off completely and let go of it completely?There are too many forbearances in life, and these sufferings are self-inflicted, just like the luggage on the shoulders, the severity is up to you. Su Manshu walked out of the brothel and hid in a certain apartment in Shanghai. He calmed down, studied Sanskrit by himself, and quietly realized Buddhism.At this time, he seemed to be a monk who became a monk, and he was very devout in front of the Buddha.Didn't he know that it won't be long before he will turn around resolutely and go to another country.Maybe after reading this, many people will think of Tsangyang Gyatso, because he wrote an unforgettable poem: the world is safe with both dharmas, and you will not lose to the Tathagata and not to your Qing.Also because of this sentence, in the eyes of the world, Cangyang Gyatso is an out-and-out love monk. He came to the world for love, but he has an eternal love with Buddha.This tragic figure finally died strangely, which added a layer of mystery to remote Tibet. In the eyes of the world, Su Manshu is also a love monk. Cangyang Gyatso's love is full of melancholy and melancholy, while Su Manshu's love is a little mad and indulgent. Perhaps many people think that this stupid monk The behavior of laissez-faire is to bear both the Tathagata and the Qing.But he really thought hard to imagine for him, and felt that what he did was justifiable.The Buddha said that forgiveness is the greatest virtue. May everyone have a tolerant and compassionate heart, forgive others and forgive themselves.