Chapter 19 Chapter Three

It is said that every time you experience an encounter in life, you will become more mature and calm.Before Sangtian was the sea, but after the past, it was like clouds.In the world, we are all weaklings, playing humble roles, and it ends in tragedy in the end.When people die, enthusiasm lives; when people live, enthusiasm dies.The living, because they can't forget, mourn the dead day and night; the dead, because they can't let go, their souls haunt the living.But we always believe that some love can transcend the boundary of life and death, and can also go hand in hand in heaven and earth.

The love that Nalan firmly believes in is the plum blossoms falling in May.The staying together he was looking forward to was a promise that could never be fulfilled.His beloved wife died, and his cousin left. These days, he supported his thin body and looked for peace in the Sanskrit scriptures.When he was young, Nalan liked to read scriptures. Many of his calligraphy exercises were copied from Buddhist scriptures. He is familiar with scriptures such as the Lotus Sutra, the Shurangama Sutra, and the Great Compassion Mantra.Although he was never obsessed with Buddhism, he yearned for the ethereal and peaceful artistic conception of Buddhist thought.Reluctantly falling into the net of dust, bound by love, bound by fame, he has been unable to meditate in meditation and enlightenment.

He called himself "Lengjia Mountain Man".Later, Liang Peilan, a Lingnan poet, wrote a mourning poem for Nalan Xingde: "The Buddha said that Lenga is good, and the year comes from the signature. I have forgotten Suhui, and I have already realized other births." Nalan likes water, and wherever he lives, there are Accompanied by water, lotuses are planted in the water, and there is an artistic conception of facing the water and shining flowers.He was a green lotus in front of the Buddha in his previous life, so the clear and dust-free water is his destination.The water gives him tranquility and tranquility, and washes away the dust he has accumulated in the mortal world.The water of wisdom, the water of spirituality, and the water of gentleness give people a Zen mind, clearness and indifference.

In the turbulent world, we are always involuntarily like this. When we are tired, what we want is peace and indifference?When I wake up in the morning, look at a dew-condensing plant outside the window, and quietly tell about the dream of last night.After dusk, watch a group of neat wild geese flying slowly towards the old-fashioned houses.When you are lonely, watch a water lily open and close quietly under the moonlight.When empty, look at a handful of new tea, gently blooming in the cup until all the emptiness is filled.When it is cold, it is a kind of leisure to see the dust scattered by the warm sun, covering the palms and backs of hands.In fact, happiness is really simple. Those high-sounding fragments will only fill the heart more and more empty, while some small and plain details can bring soft touch.

Nalan Rongruo read the "Langa Sutra" in both hands, and was infected by the faint artistic conception and simple and ancient characters.Buddhists learn to let go, teach people how to make choices, and teach people to maintain a calm mind.The scriptures are like a cool medicine, applied to the burning wound, it immediately relieves the pain.The Sanskrit sound is like a melody from nature, which can wash away the chaotic thoughts in the heart and calm the impetuous heart slowly.In the realm of meditation, you can be less attached to life and death, and less rigid in love and hatred.Nalan became attached to the Buddha in this way, no longer caring about gathering clouds and scattering, and revealing a calm and peaceful heart between the opening and closing of lotus flowers.

Nalan gradually woke up from the past. In the days when he lost his love, he burned books to keep warm, and practiced Zen to meditate.He planted lotus in Lushui Pavilion, and wrote lyrics with friends.For a distinguished and talented nobleman like Nalan, there are many people who cling to the powerful and arty.And as noble as Nalan, how can he be willing to join forces with these people? Although the social reality makes many people work hard to change themselves and lose their authenticity, Nalan can't follow the trend.He doesn't admire the vanity of being full of friends, doesn't need the favor of dignitaries, and doesn't even bother to associate with wine and meat.

Nalan is also afraid of loneliness, and he will be at a loss in the world full of wind and smoke.The friendship he desires is a kind of confidant who can cook wine and talk, exchange cups, a friend who can warm and cherish each other in the journey of life, a friend of gentlemen who does not care about utility, connects with each other, and is open-minded and leisurely.Most of Nalan's friends are romantic and famous people in the south of the Yangtze River, with aloof and undisciplined temperament, open-minded and informal.Moreover, the people Nalan cited as his confidants were all much older than him, and their identities were also very different from him.But Nalan believes that there is no distinction between high and low, regardless of age, race, or family status among friends. As long as they have similar temperaments, they can treat each other with sincerity.Nalan treats each other unreservedly, both materially and spiritually, which arouses the admiration and admiration of those talented but down-and-out celebrities in the south of the Yangtze River.In their eyes, Nalan is a true gentleman with the utmost affection and nature, and a wonderful flower in the literary world.They can deliver emotions frankly and give sincerity.

"Take elegance as your life, and friends as your lungs." This is Nalan Rongruo, no matter how much pain and grievances he has suffered, he still integrates elegance into his life and his confidant into his heart.They burn each other with sincerity to keep warm, let the cold and damp life transpire in the warm friendship.They believe that such a temperament that is not connected with reality, and a talent that is not appreciated by the world, is a proud out-of-print in the world. Among Nalan's many friends, there is one who has the deepest bond with him.He was Gu Zhenguan from Wuxi, Jiangsu Province. He came from a scholarly family. He was a well-known scholar in the south of the Yangtze River at that time. His talent and cultivation were outstanding.Nalan hit it off with him at first sight, and they were attracted by each other's talents and bearing.Nalan wrote several "Golden Hazel Songs" and presented them to Gu Zhenguan.

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