Chapter 62 Chapter Twenty Nine

Following behind the old man, he hurriedly pulled the little girl in front of him, squatted down, and asked gently, "Second Miss, are you hurt?" The little girl shook her head, then turned back, took Hong Han's hand, and said, "My name is Borzigit Sangdan, and that is my sister." Hong Han said, "My name is..." Before leaving the palace, I told him over and over again not to say anything with the words 'huang', 'gong' and 'aixinjueluo'. He hesitated for a while, as if he didn't want to lie, raised his head, and looked at me in embarrassment. I shook my head slightly, and he turned his head in disappointment, and said to the little girl, "My name is Jin Han."

After the three thanked them, they turned around and wanted to leave, Hongli said: "Young lady, stop." The girl turned around and asked, "My lord, what are your orders?" Hongli said indifferently: "If the girl doesn't have a place to stay in the capital, I have a suggestion. My friend opened a tea house and is currently short of manpower. If the girl doesn't mind it, you can help the girl first, and wait until the girl finds a place to stay." It’s not too late to go.” The girl sized us up for a while, then nodded, and saluted Hongli, "Thank you, my lord." Hongli glanced at the people in the building, and hurriedly stretched out his hand, making a gesture of invitation, and said : "Girl please."

When they walked out of the restaurant, Hongli said with a smile, "It's been a while, Han'er is hungry." Honghan was still looking at the door, as if he didn't hear.Fu Ya shook his hand, he looked away, and asked me: "Emiang, when will Lan Xi be as beautiful as her." After a few of us were stunned, we couldn't help laughing. After lunch, Hongli glanced downstairs, and I followed his gaze. A few guards in casual clothes were standing or sitting calmly scattered downstairs. They seemed to be idle, but in fact they were standing around This restaurant. Withdrawing his gaze, he asked Hongli with a smile, "If you have something to do, don't worry, there won't be any trouble with them." With hesitation, he said: "Let's find time to go again."

I shook my head and said: "You won't have much time to spare in the future, so let's take advantage of this time and do it." Looking up at the dazzling sunlight outside, I said with a smile: "You can't go out for a stroll right now, either. Let's find a tea house and rest for a while, after you finish your work, just come to us." Hongli was taken aback when he heard the word 'tea house', and looked at me silently, and said: "After Zhang Yuzhi finished that matter, he left the capital, and I heard that he is going back to Tianmu Mountain."

I wanted to ask him about Thirteen's last affairs, but I didn't expect him to be away.Hongli said again: "The chrysanthemum house is also managed by Li Yu now, and the girl just went to that place." I laughed, feeling uncomfortable for a while. Honghan beside him leaned forward and said, "Emiang, let's go drink tea, okay?" I nodded lonely, Honghan sat back on his seat, grabbed Hongli's sleeve, and Said: "Fourth brother, send us there." Hongli looked at me, smiled and shook his head at Honghan, "fourth brother has a more interesting place, where do you go?" Honghan hesitated whether to go there or follow Hongli.

From the beginning, Fu Ya beside her either smiled or teased Hong Han, as if what we were talking about had nothing to do with her. I sighed lightly, and said to Hongli: "Then let's go together, so as not to waste time on the road." Hongli nodded with a smile, and the few of us walked downstairs slowly and went out.Those disguised guards followed immediately, neither far nor near, neither fast nor slow. Xiyuan jade shop. Hongli ordered Li Yu to take out a stack of sub-accounts, and said to Honghan with a smile: "Haner, check these accounts." Looking at the thick account books, Honghan looked happy, and picked up the top one , looking over, the small face is focused and serious.

Li Yu, who was standing beside Hongli, opened his mouth slightly, with a look of surprise on his face, but glanced at the few of us, and immediately suppressed the expression on his face, and said softly: "Miss hasn't come for a while." I smiled and nodded, and said to Hongli with a smile: "You talk about your own, don't worry about us." With a smile on the corner of Hongli's mouth, he said to Fu Ya: "Take care of aunt, we will come whenever we go." Fu Ya responded with a sweet voice, Hongli looked indifferent, lightened his jaw, and went out first, Li Yu gave a salute, and then followed closely.

Fu Ya picked up the teapot on the table and poured water for the two of them, sitting facing each other and slowly sipping, she didn't know if she was really thirsty, or if she had something on her mind and didn't want to talk. I stared at her silently for a while, she stroked her face with a smile, and said, "Auntie, why are you looking at me like that?" I glanced at her with a smile, took a sip of my saliva, and asked, "I haven't had a chance to ask, how are you going these days?" How are you?" Her smile froze and her eyes dimmed, but she quickly smiled and nodded again.I still stared at her, and asked directly: "How is the fourth elder brother treating you?"

There was a slight smile on her lips, her face was reddish, she lowered her head, and her voice was as soft as a mosquito: "Compared to before, Master treats me much better, and more often he stays in my palace." She didn't look like she was pretending, I felt relieved, I pursed my lips and smiled in silence.But at the same time, she was a little puzzled, what was the reason for the sadness in her eyes just now. I looked at her with a smile, and said: "As a concubine Fujin, don't just focus on your own status and make yourself unable to let go, go to him when you miss him, and don't overly hide your feelings."

After listening to my words, she was silent for a while, then raised her head suddenly and said: "I can't do this, the emperor's mother is weak, and now I am the eldest among my brothers, so I want to marry more. I can't ask my grandfather to love me alone, only Yulu If you are equal, you can have more sons." I froze, a little moved. However, I couldn't accept it for a while.Feeling a little uncomfortable in my heart, I suddenly remembered the first time I saw her, dressed in men's clothes, walking heroically on the streets of the capital.Compared with the past and the present, she has changed too much in the past few years.

Sighing dumbly, she asked with a wry smile: "Did your mother say it, or did you have this idea yourself?" She smiled slightly and said: "Although my mother said this first, it is indeed true in my heart. Since I am married to him and love him with all my heart, no matter whether his heart is on me or not, I have to think about him and not be too selfish. " As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly seemed to remember something, and hurriedly argued: "Ya'er has no other meaning." I smiled and said: "I know." The two of them remained silent, only the sound of Honghan flipping through the account book page by page could be heard. I let out a sigh of relief, and said, "I'm just living in a dream I made up, and I don't want to think too much about it." She shook her head quickly, and said, "You didn't make that up, you are truly irreplaceable in Ama's heart." I smiled and said nothing, she was about to speak, when she suddenly heard Li Yu's voice outside: "Master, why are you standing outside the door?" Fu Ya was stunned, her face panicked, and she quickly stood up. Hongli came in, with a slight smile on his face, and asked Honghan directly: "Han'er, is it okay?" Honghan turned over the last page, closed the account book, and said crisply: "Eight hundred and twenty-four thousand Lu Bai Zero Three Two." Li Yu was stunned and froze in place, his face full of surprise.Hongli nodded with a smile, but Honghan picked up a book casually, opened it and said, "It's just that this account is a bit messy, and it's not as useful as what Er Niang taught." Li Yu hurriedly stepped forward, bowed and stood beside Hong Han, and asked, "Young Master, can you teach me how to calculate quickly and accurately without using an abacus." Hong Han proudly raised his head and said, "This It was taught by my mother-in-law, so I can’t tell you, but I can show you your account books.” Everyone held back their laughter, but Li Yu looked at the pen in Hong Han's hand seriously. The child spoke in a childish voice, but his subordinates were not ambiguous. After a while, he drew up the form of the double-entry accounting method and began to talk about it. From then on, every few days, I would definitely take Honghan out, although Yinzhen didn't say anything, but his brows were slightly frowned and his face was full of displeasure. Empress Nala's body is getting weaker and weaker, and in the past few days, it has become more serious, so that she can't get close to the water and her consciousness is blurred.I would visit Kunning Palace every day, but the imperial physicians changed one after another. In the end, even Imperial Physician He shook his head and refused to prescribe any more prescriptions. Although I knew in my heart that her time was approaching, I was still burning with anxiety. Not only is the atmosphere in the harem dull, but the Hall of Mental Cultivation in front is even more frightening. Due to the excessive increase in the number of troops on the west road to attack Junggar, there was a lack of food, grass and livestock, so they could not go out to fight.After Galdan Celing found out the news, he sent 30,000 troops to attack the North Road, but Fu Erdan, the coach of the North Road, believed that the enemy deliberately released the news, thinking that there were only 1,000 people coming.He made a wrong combat policy and only sent 10,000 soldiers and horses. He was lured to Hetong Chuoer by the enemy, but Galdan Celing came out in full force. However, they retreated before the battle, and the Qing soldiers were in a state of confusion and were defeated. In the end, only three or four thousand people rushed out. Yue Zhongqi, the general of the West Road, wrote a letter asking for a battle, requesting to attack Urumqi to divide the enemy's power.Yinzhen approved, but Manchu ministers unanimously wrote a letter, requesting that someone be sent to contain him in case of accidents.Yinzhen was furious, and asked the minister whether it was more important to guard against people, or the stability and unity of the Qing Dynasty, and then agreed to Zhong Yueqi's request in spite of everyone's opposition. Yue Zhongqi set out from his garrison, crossed Mulei, crossed Acha, and arrived at the Ermuk River. He divided his troops into several groups and attacked Urumqi, winning a complete victory. But just as everyone breathed a sigh of relief, Nala went away quietly.The empress died, the ceremony was very cumbersome, and it was two months after everything was done. Sitting opposite me, Concubine Xi wiped the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, and said embarrassingly: "My sister is young, but she has a high status. If I manage the harem, I'm afraid I won't be able to convince the public." Glancing at the Buddhist beads in her hand, I sighed secretly, wondering if I was embarrassing her by doing so.However, sooner or later there will come a day when she will preside over the harem.Besides, if Hongli ascends the throne, Fu Ya will be weak and will not be able to stand up. Without the support of her, the Queen Mother, how can life be easier. I was silent for a while, glanced at her, and said with a smile: "Take over early, so as not to be in a hurry later." Her face tightened, and the veil in her hand slipped from between her fingers. I stared at her, still smiling. After she stayed for a while, she leaned over to pick up the handkerchief, and said, "Sister, I don't understand what you mean." I smiled lightly, she should already have a clue in her heart, but now she pretends to be ignorant. That being the case, he simply made his words clear and said: "The fourth elder brother is the same as Han'er. I like the child. I don't want to hide anything, and I don't want to guess people's minds. You should worry more about the harem now. In the future, you can only help Fourth elder brother, and, Ya'er is too soft-tempered, I have to support you at the back, I don't want her to be squeezed out." The room fell into silence, she was meditating silently, after a while, she got up suddenly, bowed solemnly to me, and said: "Sister Xie, sister is so thoughtful and considerate of that child Hongli, I will definitely obey my mother's order, I will treat Ya'er like my own daughter, and I will not let her suffer any grievances in my lifetime." I hurriedly got up, pulled her to sit down, and said with a smile: "Sister, don't do this, doing this is also helping myself." She sat down, the corners of her eyes were a little moist, and said: "Although I believe in Buddhism, I am still inferior to my sister in these aspects. My sister is a truly selfless person." I smiled lightly, am I really selfless?I just hope that for today's sake, she can treat Honghan and his sister kindly in the days to come. Cold and heat alternate, time flies.In the blink of an eye, Hong Han was already a five-year-old child. Hong Han pushed open the window, flakes of snowflakes swirled in.He closed the window, walked up to me, and begged, "Emiang, I'll let Xiao Shunzi go with me, and just follow up with a few guards. You don't have to worry too much." I carefully put the cleaned cup back where it was, turned around, and refused straight away: "No, although you often travel the six or seven miles, but it's snowing today, and the carriage is not easy to travel." He pouted, a little displeased Happy, she was silent for a while, and then said: "Er Niang, then allow me to go to the jade shop in front of the garden." This jade shop was just opened by Li Yu at the end of last year, not too far from the garden.I nodded and instructed, "Let Xiao Shunzi follow." He happily responded, opened the curtain and ran out. At the end of last year, the Lu Liuliang case, which lasted for several years, was finally concluded, ending with the burning of books and caning his corpse. I thought this matter would come to an end at this point, but I didn't want to give Tang Jizu's behind-the-scenes Tang Sunhao a grievance for Lu Liuliang and scholars all over the world.Speaking of this kind of book-burning behavior, "everyone who reads and understands the truth will feel chilled, and the spirit of Confucius and Mencius should also shed tears for it."Moreover, it preached that 'there are no ministers in the court, and the court and the public have resurrected evil animals'. Yinzhen was furious, these few days, his eyes were cold and his face was cold, making people afraid to get close. While in a trance, Qiaohui took Lan Xi by the hand and lifted the curtain to come in. Qiaohui already has white hair and wrinkles all over her face.I put down the rag in my hand, and complained: "I have told you several times, let Juxiang take her with you." Lan He walked up to her, raised her head, and said, "I like to be accompanied by my mother, and I also listen to my mother's words." , don’t let Mammy hug me, I walked over by myself.” I nodded, knelt down, stroked her little face and said, "Emiang knows you are good." She blinked her eyes, and called with a smile: "Emiang." I glanced at her and asked softly, "What's the matter?" ?” She shook my hand and said, "Lan Que misses Ama." I stood up, sighed and said, "Lan Que is good, Ama is very busy, can we go now? After dinner, Ama will naturally will be back." She pursed her lips and said aggrievedly: "Er Niang is lying, Ama hasn't come back for dinner for three days." Qiaohui said: "Miss, little Gege has been arguing for a long time, and the servant has no choice but to bring her here." I nodded, smiled and said to Qiaohui: "I know this girl's temperament, go down and rest for a while , I'll take her there." Qiaohui nodded and walked out of the room slowly.I held Lan He's hand and confessed: "If Ama is meeting with ministers later, I will obediently come back with me and don't mess around." She nodded hurriedly and urged: "Lan Tie must be obedient, let's go quickly." At the entrance of the main hall of Qinzheng Hall, Gao Wuyong stood with his head bowed. When we approached, he looked up, hurriedly took two steps forward, and said softly: "The servant has seen the empress, Gege, the emperor is reviewing the memorial now." , the little girl ignored me, and asked Gao Wuyong, "Is that Huang Ama alone, or are the ministers also there?" Gao Wuyong bent even lower, and said: "It's the emperor alone." Lan Xi let go of my hand, put her finger on her mouth, and said softly: "You are not allowed to communicate, I will go quietly to scare you Huang Ama." After speaking, she tiptoed and walked slowly into the hall. Gao Wuyong was anxious, looked at me in embarrassment, and said: "Madam, this..." I looked at Lan He, shook my head helplessly, and said: "Go down." It was not suitable to go in, but Ke Lanting had already reached the entrance of the main hall. I hurriedly walked a few steps, stepped forward and pulled the orchid.Her face was full of reluctance, but she still struggled to move in. I bent down to pick her up, turned around and walked out. With a 'pop' sound, there seemed to be the sound of a teacup being broken in the hall, and my heart tightened, something must have happened.After hesitating for a while, he still hugged Lan Xie and walked into the hall. Under the steps, Xiaoling fell to the ground, and the fragments of the teacup beside her were scattered on the ground. On the steps, Yinzhen who was behind a few cases was still writing something with his head down.I was even more puzzled than just now. After such a long time, the coldness of laughter has not yet risen. I put down the orchid and was going to help her up.After the case, Yinzhen got up suddenly, walked over, pulled her up, and helped her to a chair beside her. After she sat down, she took the veil from her body, handed it to her hand, and asked lightly: "Do you want to declare?" An imperial physician?" Xiaoling took the veil and said softly, "No need." I was shocked, this scene... My eyes moved to her abdomen, my heart twitched suddenly, my body staggered, and I couldn't help taking two steps back. Lan Xi seemed to be frightened by my face, she stood there blankly, looked at me, then looked back at Yinzhen, and called timidly: "Emiang, what's wrong with you?" As soon as her voice fell, Yinzhen looked over immediately, and I supported the door frame behind me to support my body. He walked over quickly, trying to pull me up.I shook off his hand, a smile flashed on the corner of my mouth, and said, "So I am not alone in the Old Summer Palace, I am indeed dreaming alone." After finishing speaking, she smiled and called Lan He: "He'er, let's go back, don't hinder your Huang Ama here." Lan Xi came over blankly, held my hand, and said, "Er Niang, I won't make trouble with Ama Huang anymore, don't be angry." I caressed her face and said softly, "Er Niang You are the only mother left, and my mother will not be angry." I faltered and walked slowly outside the hall, he said behind me: "Ruoxi,..." I smiled speechlessly, without turning my head.There was a sound of footsteps behind me, and Xiaoling passed me, with tears in her eyes: "Mother, everything is Xiaoling's fault, don't blame the emperor." I smiled miserably, staggered around and walked forward. Is this kind of thing a slap? Walking to the lake, I have no strength left. Gao Wuyong, who followed, helped me onto the boat and into the cabin, knelt down in front of me, and said, "Your Majesty, this matter really has nothing to do with the Emperor. This is what the Empress Empress told the Emperor before she left. Do this. I just want to give hope to Concubine Qi." Lan Xi sat beside me, tightly tugging on my sleeve, I looked down at her, raised my head and smiled and said to Gao Wuyong: "He is the emperor, he has the right to do this, you go down. By the way, I will give you a message. Your Majesty, from now on, Zhenxi Pavilion will only be the bedroom of our mother and son, if your Majesty still understands me, please don't embarrass the people in my pavilion." Gao Wuyong's face was pale, and he didn't reply, just kowtowed his head one after another with 'bang bang'.I smiled miserably and said: "Go down, you don't need to pass on this word, I will send someone to deliver a letter to the emperor later." He knelt down and retreated, I smiled and hugged Lan He, but tears dripped down my face.Lan Tie was in my arms, raised her head, wiped my tears with her small hands, and said in a milky voice, "Emiang, don't laugh, you laugh and cry like this, Lan Tie is afraid." The snow fell overwhelmingly, and except for a road that was swept out inside the pavilion, it was all white outside. I sat under the window and stared out blankly.Ju Xiang next to me was adding charcoal to the charcoal stove and peeked at me. I didn't move my head, but a smile escaped from the corner of my mouth, and said, "Speak up if you have something to say." Ju Xiang put the remaining charcoal in her hand, walked over, and said: "The emperor rests in the outer courtyard all day, only separated by a wall, empress, don't insist anymore." My smile froze, and I lost my mind silently. Since that day, he has been resting in Honghan's room, and Honghan had to live in the room where Cheng Huan lived before.Everything was as if nothing had ever happened. From the perspective of outsiders, he still stayed in the Zhenxi Pavilion every day and night. Only the people in the pavilion knew what was going on. Seeing that I didn't speak, she shrank her neck and said softly: "Your Majesty, I will stop talking too much." I smiled, but still remained silent, and she tiptoed out. Sitting upright all night, someone outside seemed to sigh softly. Before he came to the window, I got up and closed the window and turned off the lights. In the dark, I opened my eyes wide and kept asking myself in my heart.What on earth is I angry in my heart? Is it because he once said to me that there will always be only me in the Old Summer Palace? Is it this promise? It's all my own wishful thinking. After thinking about it, my thoughts became more and more chaotic. The door was gently pushed open, and Ju Xiang walked in slowly with the basin in her hand. After putting it away, she lifted the gauze curtain and saw me lying on my knees, sitting on the bed with my eyes wide open.She looked horrified and said, "Your Majesty, you haven't slept all night." Shaking her head, she covered it up and said, "It's not that I didn't sleep, but I woke up early, so don't make a fuss." She nodded and waited for me to get out of bed, wash my face and rinse my mouth. She picked up the white cloak, put it on me, and said, "Madam, go out after having some breakfast." I looked down at the cloak on my body, untied it, handed it to her, and said, "If you don't wear this, leave the princess Bring me the one that was given to me." Ju Xiang asked suspiciously, "Your Majesty, don't you like this one?" I smiled faintly, silently thinking about the person who gave me the cloak. No wonder she keeps emphasizing that no matter what happens in the future, she will ask me not to leave Yinzhen. She has already predicted the outcome of everything she arranged. I smiled wryly without words, this seemingly virtuous woman was so well-informed in her heart.She clearly knew what Yinzhen and I were thinking, that's why she arranged for Xiaoling to approach Yinzhen four years ago.After it didn't work, she sent a message to Yinzhen before she died, and captured Yinzhen's guilt towards Hongshi. On this point, she knew Yinzhen better than me. Juxiang brought the cloak Minmin gave her and put it on for me. After leaving the Zhenxi Pavilion and walking all the way, the snow outside has been swept away, leaving only a thin layer of freshly fallen snowflakes on the ground. Walking slowly, I left the Xinghuachun Pavilion, and walked carelessly towards the shore of the lake. Suddenly, I heard a sigh in front of me. I looked up, and just in time she turned around and wanted to walk back. I smiled, looked away, and walked forward at a leisurely pace.The moment she passed her, she said: "Your Majesty, it only takes a while for this servant to explain to you." I shook my head and said with a slight smile, "You don't need to explain anything to me, that's your business and has nothing to do with me." She took a few quick steps while holding her belly, but the road was slippery, she dodged and almost fell down.I stopped and said, "Let's just stand up and talk, I can't afford to hurt you when you fall." Her eyes darkened, and she said softly: "When I entered the palace, my aunt repeatedly told me to repay you well. But after entering the palace for a while, I found that you don't need these things. The emperor's favor for you is obvious to all. I also found out that we people will never be close to the emperor, so I begged my aunt, and my aunt begged the empress. I wanted to just be an ordinary court lady, and I didn’t want to stay in the palace forever. I was thinking about this It was difficult for the empress to agree, but she didn't expect it to go so smoothly, and she even served tea in front of the emperor." She smiled, and said again: "I thought that after this draft, I would be released from the palace, but the Empress ordered to see the servants, and only then did I know why she agreed so readily at that time." I was startled, so she didn't know at the time.I sighed and asked, "Do you have the emperor in your heart?" She panicked, her face flushed slightly.I shook my head and smiled wryly, and walked forward, saying as I walked, "Don't talk anymore, and don't follow me anymore." Behind her, she said loudly: "At first I just wanted to leave the palace as soon as possible, but then I became more and more uncertain. Every time I saw the emperor was reviewing the papers, he couldn't help stroking the ring on his hand. I couldn't take my eyes off of him, because I knew he must be thinking of you at that time. I was moved and envied between you. He is the emperor, but you are like an ordinary husband and wife. No one can squeeze you. Into you. It is the first time in my life that I have seen a man who is so high above him but so devoted,..." I froze, and my mind was in a trance.Close your eyes and be silent for a while, then walk forward quickly, don't want to listen, don't want to stay here anymore, don't want to see any of them. The sky and the earth are the same color, everywhere is dazzling white. I don't know what time it is, and I don't know how long it has been, but I still walk slowly by the lake.Looking up and looking around, the Xinghuachun Pavilion has long disappeared. She lowered her head and smiled wryly, and suddenly thought of that poem in her mind. It turned out that in the end, she was still that Chen Ajiao. No matter how different the process was, the result was the same.Will you live like this from now on? Hong Han Ruoyou Ruowu's voice called 'Er Niang' came from behind me, I stopped and turned around, walking back. Hongli, Honghan, and Fu Ya came towards me. Seeing me, Hongli seemed to be relieved. Fu Ya glanced at Hongli, his face darkened, but then he smiled and said, "Your Majesty, so you are really here." , I just said that you must be around this lake, I still don't believe it." I brushed off the snow from the head of Hong Han who came to stand beside me, and said with a smile, "I stayed in the pavilion all day and wanted to come out for a walk, so I came here." Hongli and I walked side by side, while Fu Ya and Honghan fell far behind without knowing what to say.I turned around and looked back. Although Fu Ya was talking to Hong Han, she looked up at us from time to time. I let out a sigh of relief, smiled and said to Hongli: "What are you looking for today?" Hearing that my tone was abnormal, he turned his head and looked at me, and said: "It's nothing important, but Ya'er said that you are in a bad mood, let me tell you that you are in a bad mood. I'll come with her to have a look." I felt even more uneasy than just now, so I looked back again, and met Fu Ya's unprepared expression, she was startled, and hurriedly gave me a small smile.I lightly nodded my head, glanced at Hongli beside me, and said, "End those shops." He was silent for a while, and said: "I was about to tell you that I have almost completely let go of the current business, and it is all Sang Yun who is making arrangements." I brushed off the snowflakes that fell on my forehead casually, and said, "Let's get rid of it, it's not very good for you, a prince, to manage these things." He raised his head slightly, looked at the sky, and said calmly: "You, Hong Han, and Lan Tie are not registered in the clan, you just don't plan for yourself, you can't ignore Chaoer and Lan Tie, right?" I was slightly startled, and said in a low voice, "How do you know?" Hongli smiled lightly, and said: "Since Uncle Shisan's accident, your reaction has made me suspicious. Your fear is not just because of that incident. I have carefully checked everything related to you, and only discovered this secret , Don't worry, it's just that I know, they don't know." I breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "How's the investigation of the two sisters Sang Yun?" With a slight smile on his face, he said: "It's the daughter of an uninfluenced prince from the Heshuo Department. His father was killed in the robbing of livestock. The two sisters came to the capital from thousands of miles away. They just wanted to get away from the nomadic life and settle down. .” I nodded, hesitated for a while, and said to him: "There is nothing in the future, try not to come to me, Ya'er is a kind child, don't let her down." His face tightened, he bowed his head in silence for a while, and said: "Every time I come, I accompany her, and it is also at her request." I shook my head, frowned and said, "Are you really not understanding, or are you pretending not to understand? Can't you feel it? Her meaning could not be more obvious. Also, I am your Ama's woman, and this can never be changed." What, for so many years, I have not said it clearly, I just want to wait for you to figure it out. Some things are destined. " His face turned pale, and he said softly: "My son understands this in his heart, if he doesn't understand it very well, how could he be like this." I sighed heavily, stopped and waited for Fu Ya and the others to come over, and said with a smile: "I've been out for a while, I'm going back, you husband and wife should go back too." Fu Ya was slightly startled, and quickly raised her eyes to look at Hongli. Hongli's expression was calm, and he turned to go to the boat parked on the shore, and Fu Ya hurriedly followed. It's early summer, the sun is very weak, as if the breeze will blow around. I sighed heavily, and shook my head vigorously, the hoarse voice in my ears still lingered, Xiaoling had been in pain for two days, but she still couldn't give birth. Feeling that her cry was echoing in every corner of Yuanmingyuan, although I felt sorry for her, I still couldn't bear it, so I brought Qiaohui to Changchun Garden. Looking up, he inadvertently glanced at the sky, and what he saw was a long-lost azure blue. I smiled bitterly, let myself be happier, don't let down the blue sky, white clouds, small bridge and flowing water, so I walked to the small bridge and pulled out the boat with all my strength. After taking a closer look, I was surprised that this was not the original ship.I got on the boat carefully, took the oar, and pushed the lake shore. The boat moved forward slowly, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make it move forward. Put down the paddle, sit down, and silently look ahead. "Throw the rope over here." It was his voice, and the trace of resentment welled up in my heart, and I sat with my back straight without saying a word or looking back. One person on the boat, one person on the shore, just like this silent deadlock. Suddenly I heard the sound of water, and I was startled. When I looked back, he was standing in the water and was about to come over.The water had reached his knees, and I blurted out, "Don't go any further." He stood in the water and stared at me. I hesitated, grabbed the rope on the boat, and threw it over.The rope fell into the water in front of him, splashing, and the robe on his chest was wet. He shook his head, grabbed the rope, and said softly, "Don't pull it with your hands, tie the rope to the bow of the boat." I tied it up as I said, and he slowly pulled back the boat.I got on the boat directly from the water, I squinted at him, and turned my back to him. He slowly rowed the boat to the middle of the lake, stopped, put his arms around my waist from behind, and leaned his head on my shoulder. I patted his hand hard, but he still hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear Said: "Ruoxi, don't be angry anymore, after she has given birth, I will send her to the palace." My hand stopped in mid-air, I was stunned for a while, then I laughed at myself and said, "I won't dream anymore, whether she is in the garden or in the palace, it has nothing to do with me." His breathing was in my ears, and I was a little uneasy.His voice was a little hoarse, he bit my earlobe lightly, and said: "That wasn't a dream, this time it was my fault, I didn't deal with it well, and I didn't tell you in advance. In the future, this kind of thing won't happen again." This is a guarantee, or an oath. I was silent, I didn't know how to say it, and I didn't know what to say, did I say 'I'll give you another chance', or 'I trust you again'?In modern times, I wouldn't say such things, and in today's world, I wouldn't say that, he is not mine alone, how could I say that. Let out a sigh of relief, this is a path I chose, no matter what, I have to walk this path by myself, and no one else can replace it.He is a high-ranking emperor, he can take care of his mood in this way, and he can follow after he just arrived here, what else can he say. Slowly leaning into his arms, he held my hand tightly and kissed my face. I turned around and stared straight at him, and he looked at me quietly.I leaned forward and put my arms around his neck. Their faces were pressed together. I pecked his lips lightly, and his face suddenly pressed down.Today's him is different from the light kisses of the past, my body was numb and limp, and I didn't have any strength, I just hugged his neck and lay in his arms. A gust of wind blows, and the chest is cool.I was startled, and hurriedly lowered my head to see that the buckle had been opened, and half of the breasts had been exposed. I exclaimed, pushed him away, hurriedly buttoned it up, and complained, "This is the outside." He sighed softly, and said, "Look around, who can see it." I looked around, and the two of us It is indeed impossible for a person to be seen among the lotus bushes. His face became hot, and he buried it in his chest, never raising his head again, he chuckled hoarsely, and said helplessly: "You provoked the head, but the fire has to be extinguished by yourself." I gently pushed him to stop him from saying go down. After four full days of suffering, Xiaoling finally gave birth to a boy, and to his relief, the mother and child were safe, and Yinzhen named him Hongzhan.After her full moon, Yinzhen sent their mother and son into the palace. Looking up at a grape trellis above the head, it is densely packed, blocking the dazzling sunlight in the air. I softly directed Nanfu to cut the grapes. Nanfu is the maid who was drafted into the palace this time. She has a sweet appearance and a delicate voice. Since she entered the cabinet, I have always liked this girl in my heart. Nan Fu, who was stepping on the stool, cut off a bunch and put it in the basket in my hand, she said puzzledly: "Mother, why do you bother to plant these, and bring the seeds so far from the northwest, it's a pity that the planting will work, if If there is no work, it’s no wonder that Eunuch Shun doesn’t beat his chest and stomp his feet. If he wants to eat these, he can just send someone to bring some from the northwest, not because there is a poem that goes, ‘When a concubine rides on the red dust and laughs, no one knows it’s a lychee’.” This girl's unrestrained energy is really similar to that of Ju Xiang back then, I smiled and shook my head, and said: "If you use your tongue, your skin will suffer." After speaking, the messenger waved at her, and she dodged, Loudly said: "Your Majesty, go around the servant girl, the servant girl is in mid-air." I stopped my hand with a smile, and scolded: "I'm not working yet." She stuck out her tongue and continued to cut. These are the grape seeds that I specially asked Xiao Shunzi to bring back from the Northwest. Since they were planted, they have been carefully cared for. Perhaps it is because plants know human nature, these seeds not only germinated, but also bore fruit. Look at the grapes in the basket, purse your lips and smile, he can taste the grapes I planted myself when he comes back tonight.Nanfu secretly covered her mouth and chuckled. I was about to reprimand her when a burst of hurried footsteps came from behind me. I turned around and Ju Xiang gasped and stammered: "Mother, Aunt Qiaohui,..." The basket in his hand fell to the ground, and the grapes in the basket scattered all over the ground.I stood there for a while, then ran forward.Ju Xiang followed behind and said loudly: "My aunt seems to have something to say to you, she has been looking at the door." My tears fell down. Qiaohui was lying on the bed with a haggard face. When she saw me standing in front of the bed, her eyes became less blurred and her lips moved.I hurriedly bent over and put my ear close to her mouth, "Miss, after Qiaohui leaves... send me to Miss Northwest. Although she is accompanied by a lover...but there is no one to wait for her. I have such a long time ago." Thoughts,...but I can't let you go..." I nodded, tears fell on her face, I quickly wiped them away for her gently, and said: "I will definitely send you there." 她脸上闪出丝笑，又道：“小姐，……以后不要再使性子了，……伴君如伴虎，皇上虽心疼你，你也不能乱了分寸，……我最放心不下的就……就是你。” 话音刚落，她伸向我的手骤然落了下去，我的手停在半空，呆坐在她身边，觉得心里空空的，她自小陪着我，不管我是若曦的样子，还是现在的样子，都一如既往照顾我，她已是我生活中不可少的一份子。可现在，她却离我而去。 手无力放下，一动不动盯着她，端坐着。 闻讯赶来的胤禛拉我起身，吩咐着高无庸安排后事。我呆呆地随着他随着出来，到了自己房中，仍回不了神。 胤禛揽住我，温言安慰道：“你还有我，不要难过。” 我木然点点头，喃喃地道：“我还有你，我也只有你了。” 他轻叹口气，柔声道：“我们还有潮儿和葸儿，我们一家人都在。”我又是点点头。 待送巧慧的人出了园子，我仍不能相信，连巧慧也离开了我。 坐在躺椅上，怔怔地出着神。前方兰葸的笑声如铃声一般，引着我回神。兰葸坐在秋千上，两边南芙和另一个宫女为她摇着。 我扭头问身边的菊香：“那个宫女是谁？” 菊香一愣，蹙眉担忧的道：“娘娘，你忘了，这是高公公新拔来的宫女，问过你的，你答应了，她名叫翠竹。” '翠竹'，默默想了会儿，很耳熟，又细看一阵，又问：“她叫什么？” 菊香担忧更甚刚才，道：“她叫翠竹，娘娘，宣太医瞧瞧吧，你这些日子，总是什么也记不住，对什么事都心不在焉。” 我'哦'一声，又重复道：“翠竹。”菊香走过来蹲在我面前，蹙眉道：“娘娘，你不要吓奴婢，你这样子，巧慧姑姑就是走了，也不会安心。” 她话音刚落，兰葸已冲过来，翻身上了我的膝头，摸摸我的额头，道：“额娘没有生病，姑姑，你干吗这样子哭丧着脸。” 菊香苦笑着站起来，对兰葸道：“格格，你若能让娘娘笑，你让奴婢干什么都行。”兰葸默一会儿，又抬头问：“真是干什么都行？” 菊香点点头，兰葸看了眼已走过来的南芙两人。犹豫了一下，趴在我耳边轻声道：“哥哥同宫外的桑丹好，我看见哥哥房中有桑丹落款的画。” 这几年，弘瀚一直往宫外跑，把全部精力都放在李煜那边的生意上，这正是我想要的，今日听兰葸这么一说，不禁心里一松，嘴角自然闪出一丝笑。 兰葸得意的仰着头，道：“你去哥哥房中，拿一幅画出来。”菊香脸一挎，为难地道：“换一件，换一件。” 兰葸摇摇头，菊香哭丧着脸望着我，我笑笑，问兰葸：“你为何要她取瀚儿的画？” 兰葸眼睛一转，道：“因为我不能去拿，我拿了，他更不会带我出园子了。如果是别人拿的，我可以以此要求他，用带我出园子作交换。” 我摇头，轻轻一笑。菊香依旧苦着脸，无奈地道：“娘娘。” 我抱兰葸下去，道：“不用去拿瀚儿的画，我自会让他带你出去。”菊香面色一松，兰葸已是蹦跳着欢呼起来。 银月如钩，淡淡的亮光并非如满月时的雪白，而是白中渗着柔和的晕黄，看着这柔和的月色，使人从心底觉得舒服。 弘瀚房中窗户大开着，我透窗看去，他手中拿着块透明的物件在灯下来回翻转着看，那专注而入神的样子犹若是一个成年人，我默站一会儿，走到门前，推开房门。 弘瀚扭过脸，见来人是我，忙起身，笑道：“额娘，这么晚还没歇息。”见他手中的物件仍没有放下，我坐下点点头，笑着问他：“看什么看得这么入神。” 他递过来，原来是一块羊脂白玉，纯天然，没有经过雕琢，以成色来看本是晶莹洁白、细腻滋润的上品，但中间却有一道若无若有乳黄色的印记，多了这小小的瑕疵，这玉也就打了折扣。 心中有丝不解，他对玉已有较深的认识，怎会看上这块。但转念一想，他只是不满七岁的孩子，玩心总是有的。 他许是见我一直盯在玉上，遂默默无声站在身边。我垂目暗自思量一会儿，觉得这几日心中一直想着的事，在自己孩子面前还是开口径奔主题较好。 我把玉递给他，微笑着盯着他道：“瀚儿，目前的生活，你还满意吗？”弘瀚收起嘻笑的神情，皱眉问：“额娘，为何会这么问？” 这个孩子太过早熟，言行举止中规中矩，我笑着把他拉到身边，道：“还记得小时候，额娘问你，可懂得取舍？”他抚抚脑门，想一会道：“鱼和熊掌？” 我笑着轻颌首，他垂首看了眼手中的玉，又默了一会儿，才抬起头，坚定地道：“懂得，瀚儿心里也有了定论。？ 我心中一酸，轻柔地抚抚他的头，真是难为了这孩子，说起来，他虽生活在我身边，可我真正亲自照顾他的时间却是少得可怜。 他又看了眼手中的玉，复又塞到我手中，悄悄瞅我一眼，道：“额娘，我想把这玉送给四哥。”正在说'取舍'，他却忽然说起这事，我一愣，疑惑地拿起手中的玉放在灯前。 一条黄色娇龙盘旋在乳白色的空中。 原来那乳黄色的印记，细看时竟另有乾坤。我心中一惊，盯着弘瀚默默不作声。他面带忧色盯着我，嗫嗫地道：“额娘，你生气了？” 眼眶有些热，把他揽在怀中。 他竟有些不习惯，轻轻挣开身子，面上有些红，道：“五哥虽年龄大些，但却整日玩鸟笼子熬鹰，心思根本不会放在祖宗的基业上。七弟又小，所以我做这种决定觉得有些对不起四哥。话虽这么说，可我还是更喜欢宫外的生活。额娘，你不会怪我吧？” 我摇摇头，道：“不会怪你，额娘也希望你过自己真心想过的日子。”他面上一喜，自我手中拿过玉，笑着道：“那我明日就把它送四哥。” 我抿嘴轻笑，心完全放了下来，他小心地把玉收到盒中，又盯着我道：“但身为皇子，我又岂能袖手旁观，任由千斤担子压在四哥肩头，我决定长大了扩大玉器店和酒楼的生意，挣得银子全交给四哥，为民造福。” 我点点头，轻拭去眼角隐蕴着的泪，起身向门口走去。走到门口，心中忽地想起一事，遂转身回来，交待他道：“改日出园子，带上兰葸。” 他眉头一皱，不满地道：“额娘。” 我睨他一眼，笑着道：“必须带。” 他还欲开口再辩，我转身向外行去，背后的他大声道：“他是我妹子吗？整日只知道胡闹缠人，一点也不像女儿家，……”