Chapter 63 Chapter Thirty

Although the Northwest War lasted for several years, there was no substantial progress.Yinzhen adjusted the commander-in-chief of the West Road Barracks, and ordered Ertai, Minister of the Ministry of War, to supervise Shaanxi and Gansu and manage military affairs. However, just after the adjustment of the personnel here, Galdan Tse Ling personally led the army to attack from the north, and easily opened the gap of the army on the North Road, and robbed the children and livestock of Karka Celing. Celing had never suffered such a shame and humiliation. He led his nephews and led an army to attack Galdan Celing at night when he was resting. Galdan Celing was unprepared and fled in a hurry.The victory of this war can be regarded as the only big victory in the past two years.

After Galdan Ce Ling's defeat, he was unable to launch another war. At the same time, he feared that the neighboring Karka Celing would not let him go, so he sent people to the capital to ask for peace.After several years of war, Yinzhen felt that his financial resources were too exhausted, and it would be useless to continue fighting, so he agreed to peace talks. But this time the peace talks were not all smooth, and it was not until a few years later that the peace talks were considered a success. The two sides agreed to use the Altai Mountains as the boundary, and the Junggar nomads were not allowed to cross the boundary east, and the Karka Celing nomads were not allowed to cross the west boundary, and agreed to trade each other.

Just when everyone breathed a sigh of relief and Yinzhen's eyebrows stretched.Unexpectedly, Shen Lun from Chongming County in the south of the Yangtze River wrote the "Poetry Collection of Daqiao Mountain People" and was accused of containing crazy and paradoxical sentences. Tang Sunhao took the opportunity to stir up trouble again. Yinzhen couldn't bear it, and wrote down angrily, "If you are so reckless, you will kill him to make him notorious. It is also cheap for him...you can destroy the secrets of Yi's theory, don't say you have heard it, don't let people know about it, You can try to kill Yi with a stick, or order him to die. '

All the officials were shocked, and they went to the evacuation one after another, to the effect that this kind of nerd is just gaining a reputation, and it is just to help him, and it is impossible to bear a bad name for this kind of person. At this time, how could Yinzhen listen to it?As a last resort, Hongli found me, but what can I say?I just want to spend the rest of my days peacefully, without asking or thinking about anything, and living this countdown. On the lawn in the courtyard, I leaned on the back of the chair, picked up the tea bowl and took a sip, Hongli at the table continued: "You don't want to intervene in the affairs of the court, and I don't want to force you. But, you can't ignore the sixth brother's matter."

I sighed lightly, and said: "Han'er likes this kind of life, and you know that there is no record of him in the clan records, so he is destined not to stay in the palace." He was silent for a while, raised his head and said indifferently: "This is not a problem at all. Do you think that you don't believe me?" Seeing me like this, his brows that had just been frowned relaxed a bit, and seeing him playing with the piece of jade that Honghan gave me, I suddenly realized that he probably knew it already in his heart, and he would inherit the great line. I put away my puzzled expression and forced a smile, my decision was right, let Honghan get out as soon as possible.

Although Hongli is the child I grew up with, but he lived in the ever-changing palace and the power changes very quickly since he was a child. I was silent for a while, and said: "It's not what you think, I just want them to be brothers and sisters. I'm relieved that the two of them can be self-reliant as soon as possible." As soon as the words came out of his lips, he felt a little regretful in his heart, so he quickly glanced at him. He straightened up and looked at me fixedly, with a look of shock on his face, and his voice trembled a little: "What do you mean, before Han'er becomes an adult, Huang Ama will ..."

He held the arm of the chair tightly and stared at me. I smiled slightly and got up and walked towards the door. His voice behind him was still a little trembling, but it contained unquestionable firmness: "If that's the case, I hope you Live strong." I paused, but there was still a smile on the corner of my mouth, and I tried to push the door open with steady steps, and walked into the room. Spring is in harmony, and a hundred flowers are in full bloom. Sitting in the room, the fragrance of flowers lingers in the nose. I looked in the mirror and was a little dazed. Nanfu, who was brushing my hair from behind, smiled triumphantly and said, "Your makeup looks beautiful."

I closed my eyes for a while, then opened them suddenly, and said with a helpless smile: "It's thicker, and my hair, how can it be combed like this." It is the most popular hair style among young girls in the capital, and your daily makeup is too light, today the servant girl dresses you up like this, if someone says it is not beautiful, then you can ask the servant girl to do whatever you want." I sighed helplessly, before I could speak, she said again: "As long as I don't let me take things from the emperor or the sixth elder brother." It was half an hour after everything was tidied up.

Nan Fu, who came out behind her, smiled and said, "Ma'am, where are you going? The jewelry you wear is all your favorite jewelry on weekdays... Is it okay if you don't bring anyone with you?" I shook my head lightly, stopped and turned around, and said: "Do you want to go to Qinzheng Hall with me, or stay and take care of Gege with Juxiang." She stopped abruptly, stuck out her tongue, and said with a smile: "I would like to obey your mother's orders, Take care of little Gege with Juxiang. As for the empress, let the Long Live Lord accompany you." After finishing speaking, she turned around and trotted back.

This girl is talkative and active, Gao Wuyong had intended to transfer her to another place long ago, but Xu Shi felt that I liked her a lot, so he never mentioned it.But every time she saw Nanfu, she either reprimanded him with a cold face, or exhorted and exhorted. In this way, Nanfu would hide from him whenever she could, so when she heard that I was going to Qinzheng Hall, she turned around and ran away. As soon as he stepped out of the pavilion, Gao Wuyong trotted towards him. He walked up to him and said in a respectful voice: "Your Majesty, the emperor sent his servants to inform you, and he will wait an hour before going out." I smiled and asked, "What's the matter?"

He said: "The Miao people in Guzhou and Taigong areas of Guizhou launched a rebellion." I was startled, I meditated for a while, and told him: "Report to the emperor and go another day, political affairs are important." Originally, after the land was reformed and returned to the bloc, some chieftains were unwilling to be reconciled to failure and always tried to restore it.And some soldiers looted wantonly in the area under the jurisdiction of the former chieftain.In addition, the new officials are not good at management, and they send corvees, and they themselves are corrupt and blackmailed.And the garrisons were mostly drawn from neighboring areas, leaving the original area empty of strength. In this way, even if the original chieftain had an excuse to rebel, it also gave them an opportunity to take advantage of.Therefore, four years after the completion of the land reform, the upper class of the Miao people in the two areas encouraged the people to rebel.The rebels went deep into Danjiang, Huangping, Kaili and other Tingzhou counties.I once remembered that although Yinzhen attached great importance to this matter during his reign, the scope of the rebellion was too large and the suppression was unsuccessful. It was not until Hongli succeeded to the throne that the rebellion was put down. Seeing that I turned around and wanted to go back, he hurriedly said: "Long live Lord said, I will accompany you out of the garden on time in an hour." My heart warmed up, I nodded, and he turned and walked back quickly. Climb up the steps and slowly walk up to the gazebo. It is now the end of March, how many days are left, it seems less than two hundred days. I smiled at the orange-red morning light, perhaps I had made up my mind, I was no longer as frightened as I was a few years ago.Now I just want to spend every minute and every second of myself on the real thing, and I just want to spend time with the three of them, father and son. I was lost in thought in silence, when suddenly a scent of incense wafted over, I was slightly stunned, sniffing lightly to find the source of the scent.In the woods ahead, there seemed to be a person squatting, with wisps of white smoke floating in front of her. Go down the pavilion and stand behind her.I was startled again, it was her. She knelt on the ground, choking with sobs.She entered the cabinet by herself, which was the exact opposite of Nanfu, except when she had to express in words, she hardly had a single redundant word. With a wry smile in my heart, it turns out that everyone has their own sad things.She lives in the same room with others, and she thinks it is because of inconvenience that she came here.With a sigh in my heart, I turned around and walked back. "Niang Niang." There was a worried voice from behind, I stopped and turned around, and said, "When worshiping in the future, find a secret place." Said: "The maidservant thanked the empress." Glancing at the ground, there was a small incense burner with three sticks of incense on it, but there was nothing else. I was slightly taken aback, saying it was a sacrifice, but there was no offering.If not, this incense burner is indeed used for worship.In addition, this incense burner is extremely exquisite, it is not a thing in the palace, it should be something she brought with her when she entered the palace, and the people who use this kind of thing are believed to be either rich or expensive. She put away the incense burner on the ground and walked out of the forest.I was silent for a moment, and asked: "Who are you worshiping?" She stopped, turned around, walked to the front, and said: "It is the father and mother of the servant. When the father and mother left, the servant was not at home, and I felt very guilty all the time. That's why I brought the incense burner into the palace so that I could often worship. But after entering the palace, the slaves have been living with others, and it is not easy to worship in the room, so they came to this forest, not wanting to offend the empress again." Since she entered Zhenxi Pavilion, it was the first time I heard her speak so many words.I nodded and waved her away, and she turned and hurried away. About an hour later, I left the Xinghuachun Pavilion and walked towards the lake. His royal boat was parked by the lake, Gao Wuyong was standing on the bow, saw me, hurriedly got off the boat, helped me up, said softly: "The emperor has been waiting for a while." I smiled lightly and walked into the cabin.He leaned against the short table, his brows were slightly furrowed, his face was slightly relieved when he heard the footsteps, and then he raised his head. Seeing me dressed like this, he stared at me silently for a while, pursed his lips and smiled in silence.I bit my lower lip lightly, cursing Nanfu secretly in my heart, the smile on his face deepened, I gritted my teeth, and said urgently: "I mean 'Light make-up is always suitable'." He couldn't help but laughed, and I was a little annoyed.Seeing me like this, he suppressed his smile, nodded and said: "My lady,... my wife is very beautiful." I sat opposite him, my face turned hot, and I said angrily, "Are you praising or mocking me?" He leaned over, held my hand, pulled me over to sit beside him, stared at me and said, "Of course. It's a compliment, your usual makeup is lighter." I breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at him with a smile, leaned my head on his shoulder, and said, "Actually, I can go out another day." He sighed softly and said, "This matter cannot be settled in a short while." Hearing his calm tone, I looked up at him, his thin lips were tightly pursed, and his brows were slightly furrowed.He sighed secretly, held his hand tightly, and said softly: "Leave everything aside today, don't think too much about it." He lowered his head, stared at me silently for a moment, hugged my shoulder, and nodded with a smile. Since the emperor traveled back and forth between the Old Summer Palace and the imperial palace for more than ten years, dignitaries, merchants and wealthy households built houses and shops between the two places.Therefore, at this time, the garden is surrounded by verandas facing each other and shops everywhere, just like another imperial city. Yinzhen looked at the shops on both sides and walked slowly along the street, and I walked beside him, just like an ordinary couple going out to play. Although I pursed the corners of my mouth, I didn't feel particularly happy. On the contrary, I didn't feel sad, and my mood was peaceful. After walking for a while, I suddenly saw many young women coming in and out of the shop on the left, and most of these women came in sedan chairs, so they should be our young ladies. I was puzzled and couldn't help but take a second look. He beside him suddenly said: "Want to go and see?" I turned my head and smiled and shook my head lightly, his complexion was light, but his eyes were extremely gentle. The two were about to move forward when a woman who had just walked out of the shop stared at me quietly. I looked around to make sure she was looking at me.I was stunned again, this woman has a delicate appearance and a demure temperament, but I don't know her. Seeing me like this, she hurriedly stepped forward and asked with a smile: "Madam, where did you buy your earrings from?" "It was built by my husband's messenger." She glanced at Yinzhen beside her, with doubts on her face, I took Yinzhen's hand, and nodded with a smile.She pursed her lips and nodded with a light smile. She was about to turn around and leave, but her eyes were fixed on our clasped hands again, her eyes flashed, and she stared sideways at my hand carefully. After a while, she raised her head and said apologetically, "I know it's presumptuous to do so, but I still want to see the girl's ring." I glanced at Yinzhen, his face was calm, but there was a faint smile in his eyes, and he nodded. Wei Yang looked at the end of the street, I smiled slightly and raised my arms. The girl looked at it carefully for a while, and said with admiration, "I think it was specially made." I nodded, but she was a little disappointed, and said, "It looks like a couple, is there any special purpose?" I smiled and glanced at him who was walking forward slowly, and said: "Once you put it on, you can never take it off." She froze for a moment, I smiled at her, turned around and wanted to leave.At this time, from the corner of his eye, he suddenly saw a person, his heart was shocked, he turned his head to look, yes, it was him, it was Zhang Yuzhi. When he made eye contact with me, he turned around and walked away quickly.I hurried forward a few steps, went to the place where he was standing just now, and looked around to see if there was still his figure in the rush of people. Standing there silently, feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart, Shisan once said that he didn't drink too much of Lu Lanxi's medicine, which means that he was not poisoned too deeply, but how could he die from the poison? I also know in my heart that whether it is thirteen years old who has no interest in life and wants to die, or dies from serious injuries, even if I know something at this time, it will not help and change nothing, but this matter is always like a big stone in my heart. When I think about it, my heart feels uncomfortable. "Ruoxi." His worried voice came from my ear, and I came back to my senses leisurely, smiled at him, and walked forward. All the way silent, along a street to the end.From a distance, he saw the crops on both sides of the road, undulating like waves with the wind, a slight smile appeared on his face, and said: "With this growing trend, this year will be a good harvest again." Ever since I saw Zhang Yuzhi, I have been a little absent-minded.Seeing his happy face, he also nodded and smiled along with Wu Ran, without making a sound.He stared at me for a moment, frowned slightly, and said, "Are you unhappy?" I shook my head and said: "I used to think it was good outside and always wanted to come out, but now when I can really come out freely, I realize that it's nothing more than that. I'm not particularly happy." He stared at me silently for a while, finally sighed softly, and said: "Let's go back." I nodded, and said: "No matter where you go, I will go with you." He stared at me and asked: "Ruoxi, what's wrong with you these days? Your personality has changed drastically. How could you say such straightforward things before?" I smiled and said, "Don't you like it?" He shook his head lightly and said, "I like it, but I feel a little abnormal." Abnormal, of course abnormal. The moment I opened my eyes every day, I began to think in my heart, what would I do with Lan Xi today, or what would I do for Hong Han, and I was as busy as a spinning top every day. The sun has set in the west, and the sky is still a little dull.I sat under the tree and sewed a mattress for the orchids stitch by stitch. Nan Fu, who was standing behind shaking her fan, said with a smile: "Madam, Ge Ge is getting older, and your craftsmanship is not as good as the masters in the garden, why do you have to do it yourself." Why, why, I secretly smiled bitterly. I just want to let Lan Xi have more memories of Er Niang in her heart. When she grows up, she can also tell herself that her Er Niang loves her, and doesn't mean to abandon her or not want her. With a wry smile, he had already taught Honghan how to choose, but Lan Xi followed Honghan, let an older child lead a younger child, and the two children depended on each other.Either leave it to Hongli, or send it to the Fourteenth Hall of Shouhuang Palace. I was in a state of confusion, my finger was pricked twice, sighed lightly, put down my clothes, and pressed my finger, Nan Fu behind her seemed to be taken aback, and kept calling 'Ma'am' several times, but I didn't hear it , still silently lost in thought. After a long while, there was a 'pop', accompanied by Cui Zhu's voice: "Your servant should die, your servant should die." I was startled and recovered myself. It turned out that when Lan He rushed in, he bumped into Cuizhu who was holding the tea set. Lan He glanced at the fragments on the ground, stuck out her tongue towards me, and said with a coquettish smile, "Er Niang, I knocked over your favorite tea set." Cui Zhu hurriedly interjected, and argued, "It's not Ge Ge's fault, it's the servant girl. wrong." I glanced at the fragments on the ground, and said to Cui Zhu indifferently: "No matter how much I like it, it is just a thing outside of me. If it breaks, it will break. Don't worry about it." Cui Zhu hurriedly lowered her head and said, "Thank you, Madam." He squatted down hastily, and after cleaning up, he lowered his head and hurried out. Lan Xi picked up the clothes on my lap, and said, "Emiang, how can Xi'er be so tall, what you did is too big." I took off the veil and wiped the sweat off her forehead. , staring at her small face, although there was a slight smile on her face, but her heart was sore, Mo Mo suppressed herself for a while, and said softly: "When you grow taller, you can wear it again." With a puzzled face on her face, she said: "Emiang, you can't think of this, it's never too late for you to do it when Xiao'er grows up." I felt a pain in my heart, stroked her face, and said with a smile: "Yes, why didn't Er Niang think of it?" She rolled her eyes and said with a big laugh: "It's not that Er Niang didn't expect it, it's just that Er Niang loves her more than her elder brother, that's why it happened." I smiled and nodded, and she became more and more happy. She put down her clothes and said with a smile: "Emiang, I'm looking for my brother, he promised to take me with me when I leave the palace tomorrow." I smiled and nodded, and she quickly rushed towards the gate of the courtyard. Nan Fu, who was behind her, whispered: "This Cuizhu, it seems that someone owes her two dongs of money all day long, and she doesn't speak or smile, so strange." I casually said: "She has her own reasons for doing this, just like you like to joke, maybe she likes silence, as long as she feels good." She chuckled lightly, and said: "That's right, otherwise, how can the outside world say that the girls in our pavilion have their own personalities, and they are all envious of them." I smiled lightly, and she said again: "Madam, I Listen to them say..." She spoke halfway, but suddenly stopped, I leaned on the back of the chair, glanced at her, and said, "What?" She smiled mischievously, scratched her head and still remained silent.I smiled lightly, and said: "You don't want to work in the Palace of Qinzheng, do you?" She shrank her neck, her face was bitter, and said: "The one who lives with the servants works in the Palace of Qinzheng. I heard from her that a few days ago , Li promised to take Seventh Elder Brother to see Lord Long Live." I was taken aback, Xiaoling came to the garden. She continued: "But the emperor didn't see her, and directly ordered Eunuch Shun to send her back to the palace. I heard that Li promised to leave with tears in his eyes." Feeling bitter in my heart, my heart that I thought to be peaceful had ripples again, she was wrong, or I was wrong, or Nala Shi was wrong.Or everyone is not wrong, what is wrong is that everyone sincerely gave their feelings. Wu Yan smiled and murmured: "No matter what, the child has the right to see his own Amma." Nanfu stopped fanning, leaned forward, and said nunuzui: "Not necessarily, the emperor is the son of heaven, not an ordinary Ama. Even if you want to meet, you can only wait for the emperor's edict after the transmission Niang Niang, what's the matter with you these days, although you are busy all day, why does this servant feel that you are getting more and more depressed. " I smiled, closed my eyes and leaned on the back of the chair with a long sigh. I was silent for a while, and said, "Just talk about it with me. Everything about Qinzheng Palace is not to be shared outside. I will listen to Juxiang more in the future." She said softly Respond, no more opening. The moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the full moon hangs in the air like a jade plate.A breeze blows, and a faint scent of sweet-scented osmanthus wafts from the nose. Looking up at the full moon above his head, he sighed and continued to walk forward slowly.Ju Xiang, who followed behind, said softly: "Madam, there is an osmanthus tree in front, let's go and sit there." I nodded and walked over with Xiang Xiang. Sitting on the stone bench, looking up at the dots of small flowers, "the green clouds cut the leaves, and protect the golden house low." ', 'Accounting for the reputation of broken flowers, fragrance and rhyme, and clean sleeves. ' Ju Xiang took out a jug of wine from the self-food box, put it on the stone table, and said with a smile: "It's really a good occasion for us to bring this wine tonight." Take a glass and drink it in one gulp. Ju Xiang said while laying out side dishes: "Your Majesty, you can't drink like this. Although it is sweet-scented osmanthus wine, it is also mixed with wine. Eat something first to cushion your stomach." Since Qiaohui left, she seemed to be a different person, speaking and doing things much more calmly.I smiled at her and nodded.She looked at me silently for a while, staring down at her toes, and said softly: "Your Majesty, since you feel uncomfortable, why didn't you attend the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet due to your illness. It was supposed to be the night of reunion, but you lived in desolation alone. Also, Let Nanfu and Cuizhu accompany Sixth Brother and Little Gege, the slaves are really worried. These days, the girls in this pavilion are becoming more and more unruly, Madam, if you continue to indulge like this, sooner or later you will get into trouble." I smiled slightly, let out a long breath, and said: "Another day, you take the time to beat them." She poured me a glass of wine and said with a light smile: "This slave beats them, and you indulge them." , even if the servant girl's lips are worn out, she can't handle anything." I shook my head, with a smile on my lips, and said, "I won't do it again." Ju Xiang panicked, and said hurriedly, "I don't have any other intentions." I shook my head with a smile, and said, "I know you're doing it for them." it is good." The shadow of the moon was slanting to the west, and an unknown flying bird wailed across the top of my head, sinking into the shadows in the forest. I raised my head, and there was a halo tightly wrapped around the full moon. Starlight devoured. This was the last time I saw it, so I couldn't help staring blankly, not moving for a while. A jug of wine has already been drunk for more than half, Ju Xiang looked at me worriedly, and said: "The emperor is almost back, let's go back." I nodded, got up, and walked back slowly. The two walked to the gate of Zhenxi Pavilion, and happened to run into Yinzhen and the others.Honghan stepped forward and said, "Is Erniang feeling better?" I nodded with a smile, glanced at Lan Que in Cui Zhu's arms, and asked, "How long did Lan Que sleep for?" Hong Han laughed. He said: "The girl fell asleep on the way back. In a lively place, even if she props up her eyelids, she won't fall asleep." I shook my head, the two kids have very different personalities.Hong Han, I can rest assured, but what about Ke Lanting? He sighed secretly, stroked his face, walked towards Yinzhen with a smile, he stared at me, I smiled at him, and the two walked through the door together.Juxiang's voice came from behind: "Bring Gege in, go back to rest immediately, don't miss the due date tomorrow." Nanfu and Cuizhu softly replied from behind. After passing the main hall, Hong Han respectfully said: "My son has gone back to rest." Yinzhen nodded. I stood where I was, and waited for Honghan to step into the courtyard gate before looking away.But seeing Yinzhen looking at me silently, I hurriedly smiled at him again, stepped forward, dragged his hand, and walked towards the inner courtyard. The windows were wide open, and although there were no lights in the room, it was as bright as day. He was lying on the outside, leaning on the soft cushion and staring at me, I pushed him and said, "Don't look at me like that." His posture and expression didn't change, he still looked at me like that, and said, "Ruoxi, There is something missing from your body." I was slightly startled, a little puzzled, and couldn't help asking: "What is missing?" He caressed my face, still staring straight into my eyes, his eyes seemed to touch the deepest part of my heart at once, just when I was a little flustered, he sighed lightly, and lightly cast his eyes away , Said: "The enthusiasm for living." My heart twitched suddenly, and he explained my current state in one word. The two were silent for a while, and he said: "She has been with me for more than 20 years, and has never made any request. She will make such an arrangement at the end of her life, and she does not want the old third's line to decline from now on. She is not for me, and I have no way to refuse. " He felt relieved, since he thought so, then let him go, there is no way to explain it.Glancing at him, he pretended to be wronged and said: "You can bring her into the palace, you promised that there will only be me in the garden." He sighed softly: "I don't want to see her, so I don't want to participate." At this moment, except for the three of them, father and son, who can influence me.But... I smiled wryly and nodded. He sighed heavily: "Besides this incident, I can't think of any other reasons. I never thought that you still haven't let go after so many years." I turned over and sat up, straddled him, got out of bed, and walked over to close the bed. by the window. He raised his head, with a smile on his lips, and stared at me silently. As I unbuttoned it, I said, "From now on, you will only have me by your side." When I walked to the bed, I was completely naked, and I stood silently in front of him, my whole body was hot and light. Trembling slightly, but still biting her lower lip and standing up straight.He sat up slowly, with a trace of pain spreading in his eyes, and finally, he hugged me, put me on the bed, and said: "From now on, you will only be by my side." In recent months, I have been aggrieved, suppressed, and endured.Tonight, let go of yourself and release yourself unscrupulously. ... The wind drizzled in from the window, and I opened the cabinet door and took out the package that hadn't been touched for a long time. Walking to the table, put it down, opened it, unwrapped the package, pulled out the arrow, rubbed it with his hand, with a smile on his lips, the scene at that time came to mind. At that time, he hugged himself tightly, with a frightened expression on his face, but thinking about it now, his dazed expression is still so clear.It was his subconscious actions that gave him hope again, and supported him through many difficult days. My heart felt warm in an instant, and I stroked it for a while before slowly putting away the cloth bag. Standing up, he looked at everything he had arranged in the room with his own hands, and his eyes were fixed on the two pairs of cups.Walk over, pick it up, put it in front of your eyes, and look at it carefully. There was a flash of light outside the window, and there was a sound of thunder, I stopped my hand, and the cup fell to the ground with a bang, and Yinzhen's smiling face on the cup instantly shattered in front of my eyes. As soon as I stayed, my internal organs were afraid of the cold. There was another flash of lightning outside the window, and I snapped back to my senses and ran out of the room.As soon as I arrived at the door, I collided with Nanfu who rushed in from the rain with her head bowed. I suddenly fell to the ground, and the ring on my finger shattered with a crisp sound. There was a stabbing pain in my heart. I turned over and reprimanded : "What's the matter, so flustered?" Nanfu has never seen me lose my temper since she joined the cabinet. When she first heard that I was angry, she stared at the broken ring on the ground with a look of horror, and then said softly: "I heard from my sister who lives in the same room that just now Li Promised to go to Qinzheng Palace again, the servant girl thought, thought..." How could Xiaoling go at this time, she was startled again, she quickly staggered her body, bypassed Nanfu, and plunged into the rain. Nan Fu, who was behind, ran in, grabbed my sleeve, and asked in surprise: "Mother, it's raining heavily, where are you going? Tell the servants to prepare first." I threw her hand away and continued to Running forward, she caught up again, I angrily said: "Go back." She paused, didn't stop, and still trotted along, but she didn't dare to speak again. It was raining heavily and the ground was slippery. As soon as I ran out of the Xinghuachun Pavilion, I fell again. Nanfu helped me up. I took off my flower pot bottom shoes and ran towards the boat by the lake. Shoes, help me get on the boat, and scold the little eunuch who is hiding in the cabin to avoid the rain, row quickly. Seeing our appearance, the little eunuch was stunned, and hurriedly ran to the bow with his mouth slightly open. Nanfu trembled slightly, standing beside me, lifting the cabin curtain with her hands.I was so anxious that I stood at the cabin door, clenched my hands into fists, and stared at the opposite bank, with tears rolling in my eyes. Palace of Qinzheng. There was no one at the gate of the palace, and I felt relieved, maybe... a little luck came to my mind, maybe he was just discussing business, holding the corner of his robe in both hands, and walked towards the gate of the palace step by step. Walking into the main hall, several ministers stood around a few cases, my heart suddenly fell to the ground, and my body shook, and Nan Fu who came in hurriedly helped me, and said softly: "Your Majesty." Hearing the sound, everyone turned around, Hongli, Zhang Tingyu, E Ertai... I swayed again. A few strands of hair stuck to my forehead, and my dripping clothes were tightly tied to my body. I couldn't walk, but I still walked forward step by step with all my strength. Hongli's eyes darkened, he came over to help me turn around, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't look, go back first." My mind was numb, I smiled blankly, broke away from the body, and walked slowly to the table. Under the steps in front of the case, a court lady was lying on the ground, with a pool of scarlet blood on her body, moving forward along the speckled blood stains, there was another pool of blood, but there was no one, and she followed the blood stains and looked forward. When it was dark, he hurriedly clasped the edges of the cases with his hands. The dragon chair fell to the ground, and he, who was dressed in an imperial robe, also lay prone on the ground, with pools of blood on his face and under his abdomen. After staring for a while, the sadness and bewilderment in his heart disappeared all of a sudden. Without Lu Siniang, he still went like this. This is the ending, without the slightest deviation. Woodenly smiled, he didn't know why he laughed, Hongli called softly: "Niang Niang." As if I hadn't heard of it, I turned around, descended the steps, and went out, as if I was stepping on a cloud, and my steps forward were a little weak.Hongli's voice came from behind: "Send your mother back." Along the way, with a faint smile on her face, Nanfu kept calling softly: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty,..." as if she was afraid that if the voice stopped, I would lose my soul in front of her. After entering the pavilion, she was allowed to change her clothes and lie on the bed waiting for her. After a while, there was a trace of self-consciousness in her mind.Standing up, Nanfu in front of the bed hurriedly put a cushion behind me, and asked, "What's your order?" I breathed out lightly, and said, "Bring Honghan to see me." She nodded, gave me a worried look, and then turned and walked out. I caressed the white marks left by wearing the ring on my finger, and quietly looked at everything in the room, my heart suddenly twitched, the marks were still there yesterday, but today they are separated. Honghan sat by the bed, held my hand, and said, "Emiang, what happened?" I felt a twinge of pain in my heart, but a smile escaped from the corner of my mouth, and I asked, "Han'er, your Emma has passed away." His small face turned pale, he was stunned for a moment, then stood up 'Teng', with a look of disbelief, and said: "But Ah Ma was fine yesterday." I shook my head and said: "Once your Ama's funeral is over, you will leave the palace with Lan Que." He nodded blankly and asked, "Emiang, what will you do with Lan Que and I leaving the palace?" I caressed his face and said: "Er Niang has a place that Er Niang wants to go." He stared at me blankly, and continued to ask in puzzlement: "Where is it?" I was silent for a while, and said: "When I leave the palace, take away all the portraits of Er Niang." After telling Hong Han everything, the sky was getting dark.I stared at Honghan and said, "I'm a little tired, you go." He frowned and said, "Han'er will leave after Erniang is asleep." My heart warmed up, I shook my head, and said to him with a smile, "Let's go." Well, so that Er Niang can sleep in peace." He walked out step by step. I got up, washed and combed, took out the scissors from the sewing basket, lay back on the bed, and scratched my wrist with the scissors, blood spurted out. His body became weaker and weaker, and his consciousness became more and more blurred. The light in front of my eyes gradually dimmed, until finally the light disappeared, and I said silently in my heart: "I'm here, Yinzhen." His body was burning hot, and his wrist was extremely painful.He opened his eyes with great effort, feeling a little taken aback, it was Xinuange.I raised my arms, and couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. Could it be that death is also a luxury for me. Fu Ya, who came over with a wet handkerchief, saw me wake up, and said happily, "Your Majesty, you've finally woken up." I gave a wry smile, and she hurriedly changed the handkerchief on my head, her eyes were slightly red and said, "Your Majesty, Do you really have the heart to leave Han'er and Lan Tie behind?" I smiled slightly and said, "With you here, I don't worry about anything." She shed tears and was about to speak again, when the door was pushed open vigorously, Hongli walked over quickly, staring at me silently, with hatred looming in his eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Could it be that there is really nothing in this world that you can't miss? Can't let go?" I smiled a little, and said, "Let Honghan take Ai'er out of the palace." He closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them suddenly, and said in a painful voice, "Is there really not?" Fu Ya trembled, and said softly: "Your Majesty, my concubine is going to call the imperial physician." Hongli didn't say a word, Fu Ya backed away gently. I sighed heavily, and said with a slight smile, "Han'er has been sensible since she was a child. The only thing that worries me is the orchids. Fortunately, they are also in the capital. They have troubles. I believe you will not stand idly by. I am very relieved." He swayed slightly, and smiled lightly. After a long time, he put away his smile and said lightly: "Then wait until Xiaoer grows up and you don't worry about it, let's talk about other things." I smiled miserably and said, "Do you think I can survive?" He bent down, stared into my eyes, and said: "I regret taking over the jade shop and restaurant. Even after taking over, I should sell them as soon as possible. I regret letting Han'er out of the palace and let him go in and out of the shop freely. , I even regret why Huang Ama didn't ask you first before he didn't recognize you... What I regret the most is why I am an elder brother and can't do whatever I want. " I smiled bitterly, you have a lot of regrets, why not I, why did you leave your parents and went to Shenzhen back then, even if you came here, why couldn’t you control yourself, why did you like him. There was a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, he straightened up, suppressed the expression on his face, and said in a low voice: "Some things happened, and it's useless to regret, but I can still take care of the future. I will let Fu Ya With you, Han'er can enter and leave the palace and garden freely, but Lan He will stay with you." I smiled wryly without words, with his arrangement, if something happened to me, Fu Ya would definitely be implicated. The autumn wind is picking up, and the wound on my wrist has healed.Hongli really let Fu Ya sleep in the same room with me, eat at the same table, and accompany me day and night. I stood in front of the window, silently watching the fallen leaves fall.Fu Ya put on a coat for me, and said, "Your Majesty, you can't stand the cold wind." I sighed, turned around and walked to the table, and silently started grinding.Fu Ya who was behind also sighed softly, and said, "You haven't eaten since morning, how could your body bear it?" 门'砰'地一声被推开，兰葸冲了进来。傅雅忙拦住她，轻声交待道：“葸儿，娘娘午膳还没用。”兰葸过来扯着我的袖子，仰起小脸，道：“额娘，我陪你一起吃。”我心中一酸，点点头。傅雅一喜，忙吩咐摆上。 自已本就不饿，有些食不知味。兰葸许是在外疯跑，真的饿了，吃得倒是津津有味。 傅雅抿嘴笑笑，我摇了摇头。门外傅雅的贴身宫女，轻声把她叫了出去，压着声说了一阵子，傅雅脸色微变，回身看我一眼，挥手让宫女退下，走到跟前，笑着道：“娘娘，雅儿先出去一会儿。” 我笑着点点头，她走两步，又转过身交待兰葸道：“我回来前，一定要陪着额娘。”兰葸边吃边点头。 傅雅匆促地走了，我默默看着兰葸，她似是想起了什么，咽下口中的饭，皱眉问我：“额娘，为何她们都说，我早晚得管皇兄叫阿玛。” 我一呆，竟没想到这一层，弘历在养心殿理政，而自己住的却是西暖阁，确实不合规矩。 起身，兰葸起身就要随着去，我温言道：“葸儿乖，待你用完膳，额娘就回来了。”她点点头，又坐下来继续吃，我提步出房，径往养心殿方向走去。 “……我们满人虽然可以兄死，弟娶其嫂。但是，她不是别人，是你皇阿玛的贵妃。额娘已经给了几个月的时间，你怎么还未想通。难道，你想让额娘告诉她，杀害皇上的人是她阁内的宫婢翠竹，那宫婢还有个名字叫什么来着，……瓜而佳.岚冬，你想让她知道吗？”是熹妃的声音。 我身子一晃，'翠竹'、'瓜而佳.岚冬'交替在脑中闪过，瞬间，前尘往事连了起来，一直没有找到的瓜而佳.岚冬竟然也进了宫，而且在我们身边，难怪她会带香炉入宫，难道她说双亲去世时自己不在府中，难道她会寡言少语。 原来这一切仍与自已有关，一呆，愣站在殿门。 殿内弘历默不作声，傅雅的声音响起：“额娘，你不要误会，皇上没有别的意思，并不是额娘想的那样。” 熹妃道：“皇后这么懂你的心思，我也就不遮遮掩掩了。当年，额娘就知道你的心思，也曾动过念头，向你皇阿玛开口要了她，可是，晓文虽然看似是一名普通宫女，可她普通吗？刚进园子，便在宫宴上发生了你十四叔认错人的事，紧接着皇后娘娘又把她要了来，但她在坤宁宫里才待了几天，你皇阿玛身边便恰好少了个奉茶的人，你皇阿玛身边随便用过什么人吗？她做的一切你皇阿玛都包容，这让额娘怎么开口，……额娘知道你不糊涂，不会真娶了她，也知道只想让她活在你的眼前，可是……” 她话未说完，弘历便沉声道“额娘，你不要再说了。” 熹妃轻叹口气，道：“你想让她好好活着，可你心里可知道，人有时活着，比死了更痛若。” '啪'地一声自大殿内传来，傅雅惊恐地道：“皇上，你的手流血了，……”大殿里恢复寂静，我在心里惨然一笑，转身往回走去。 熹妃坐于对面，面带忧色，却依然浅笑着道：“妹妹找我来，有何事？” 我把手中的字条递给她，嘴角噙着丝笑：“相信这个应该不难找。”她接过，展开一看，脸霎时苍白，盯着我道：“你想……” 我点点头，道：“你说得对，有时活着比死了更难受。”她又是一呆，我递给她一封信，道：“这封是给皇上的。” 她迟疑了下，接过，站起来，对我矮身一礼，道：“姐姐谢你成全。”我笑着摇摇头，道：“是你成全我才对，今晚你想办法绊住傅雅。”她点点头，微叹口气，眼圈微红，转身向外走去。 默默坐着等，心中异常平常，还隐着丝轻松。 轻叩房门的声音响起，我抿嘴轻笑，她的速度居然这么快。我起身，走过去，打开门，门口站着的竟是张毓之。 一呆，愣在原地。他身着侍卫服饰，凝目望我一会儿，闪身进了房。我愣了好一会儿，才回过神，忙掩上门。 他看了看我的手，问：“手腕好了吗？”我抚抚那细长的疤痕，疑惑地问：“你怎会知道，你不是回天目山了吗，你又为何会出现在这里。那日在街上的人，是你吗？” 他眼神一黯，道：“时间紧，我长话短说，自我回京，就一直在宫中当侍卫，都是些拳脚好的，暗中保护皇上。”他自袖子掏出一纸书信，递给我。 我疑惑地抽出来，熟悉的字迹映入眼帘'跟他走'，落款日期却是今日。 我身子一颤，心中不信、惊喜、害怕搅在一起，眼睛盯在这几个字上，看了一遍又一遍，他道：“我们现在就走。” 我抬起头，泪自眼角落下，问：“他还活着？”他眸蕴隐痛，默盯着我，半晌后，才点点头。 喜极而泣，泪奔涌而出，止也止不住。 我问：“那大殿中的人……？” 他回道：“那只是名侍卫，和皇上身材差不多，只是脸被毁了。” 我问：“中间那滩血是谁的？” 他回道：“李答应的，若不是她先挡了一刀，恐怕皇上……” 我问：“那她……？” 他回道：“当场毙命。” 我鼻头一酸，又问：“怡亲王去时，你可在身边？” 他摇摇头，回道：“王爷去时，只有师傅在，棺材也是师傅亲手定上的，回来后，王爷棺木就被皇上身边的人接了去，灵前的人也全是宫中侍卫，相信除了皇上外，没有人见到。另外，皇上身边的隐身侍卫也是王爷走之前就挑好了的，我只是后来又加上的。” 我点点头，正欲开口，他已截口道：“出宫再问，我们……” 门又一次被敲响，他飞身上了房梁。我拭去泪，打开门，熹妃进入房中，把手中的小瓶放在桌上，眼睛微红，道：“妹妹，这么多年以来，我心中佩服的只有两个人，以前的若曦姑娘，还有你。” 我微微笑了下，道：“你先回吧。” 她一愣，似是讶异于我态度的转变，我仍是淡淡笑着，她点点头，又瞅了眼桌上的小瓶，转身出门而去。 过了会儿，约莫着她已远去。我掩上房门，张毓之翩然落下，拿起桌上的瓶子，打开塞子闻闻，面上猛地变了色，默盯着我。半晌后，他把瓶子塞入怀中，沉声道：“夜已深，正是出去的好时机，收拾一下，我们即刻动身。” 我摸摸头上的簪子，耳边的坠子，拿起桌上的白羽箭，笑着道：“没什么要收拾的，只要带着小格格即可。”他点点头，我摸黑抱了熟睡的兰葸出来，一行人三人趁夜色匆促向外赶去。 ...