Chapter 60 Chapter Twenty Seven

After the Lantern Festival, outside Xianliang's gate. Nalashi took my hand and said with a quiet smile, "Sister, go back, this carriage is right outside the door." I smiled and nodded, and she looked at the cloak on my body with a smile on her lips, and said, "How many years ago?" Oh, my sister is still wearing this cloak, could it be that Princess Minmin gave it to you in the past two years, and you gave it to the sisters in the palace." I smiled slightly: "I still have two left." Nalashi nodded and smiled, and turned to Lan Dong who was behind him: "Take care of the prince's illness." I was slightly startled, and looked at Lan Dong, her eyes were indifferent , and I touch away.

She lowered her head and returned to Nala in a soft voice: "This slave will definitely take care of the prince with all her heart, please rest assured, Madam." Nala nodded lightly, then smiled at me, I smiled back, she turned around, stepped on the stool and got into the carriage with small steps, Concubine Xi, Concubine Yu, etc. looked at me and smiled , followed each other to get on the bus.When the large group of people marched forward, Lan Dong looked away from the direction of the carriage, and stood silently with his head bowed.I glanced at her and walked back. Ju Xiang followed me to Xiangbu, and whispered to me: "Madam, Miss Landong is still standing there." I stopped and told Ju Xiang: "Let her go with me." Ju Xiang pouted, turned and walked towards her.

Meditating on what was on his mind, he walked slowly towards the Palace of Qinzheng.Gao Wuyong at the gate of the palace came over hurriedly, and said with a smile: "The emperor is discussing matters. If the empress has something to do, the servant will report it." I was still thinking about the things that had been lingering in my mind, so I nodded casually and asked: "Is there anyone else in the palace?" ?” Gao Wuyong said, “There are also Prince Yi and Fourth Elder Brother.” I still nodded, and just took two steps to walk, when I suddenly thought of something, I turned around and told Gao Wuyong: "Ju Xiang and Lan Dong from Kunning Palace will come over later, let them wait in the tea room in the side hall." Gao Wuyong seemed hesitant After a while, he answered and stood at the intersection.

As soon as he entered the main hall, Yinzhen's voice came: "The military computer room is not specially set up for the Northwest War. It must gradually handle the maintenance of the government and replace the meeting of the king and ministers. The minister and the servant are selected, and they must be able to do practical things." The military computer room has just been built, and there are still many details to be agreed upon.I stopped, hesitated for a while, turned around and glanced at him, and was about to go out.His eyes just swept over: "Xiaowen." I walked over, Hongli got up and saluted, I smiled and said: "You guys continue to talk, I will stay inside for a while." After speaking, I went straight to the inner ear room.

Sitting on the couch, thinking silently, every time I see Lan Dong, I always have a strange feeling, I can't explain it clearly, I always feel that she has a heavy heart buried in her heart, and there is a shadow of coldness hidden on her body, but there is nothing in her heart. Repelling her, he couldn't help wondering why she was like this, and the most surprising thing was that he actually felt that she had a great relationship with him. After meditating for a while, when I came back to my senses, I found that it was quiet outside without a single sound. After waiting for a while, I got up and went out.Yinzhen, Thirteen, and Hongli were looking at the map, when they heard footsteps, they raised their heads.Shisan pursed his lips and chuckled lightly, got up and said, "Your brother, please leave." Hongli looked at me silently, and got up with Shisan to go out.

"Thirteenth brother." As soon as the words came out of my lips, I didn't think about what to say next.Thirteen looked at me with a puzzled face, and Hongli also stood there, staring at me silently. I looked at Yinzhen, stared at him, and said: "Just now when the empress left, she left behind a maid." His slightly frowned brows stretched, and there was a hint of a smile in his eyes, and he said: "Forget about this, Thirteenth Brother, there is a maid who knows how to make medicine by the Queen's side. You are weak now, and the Queen asks for orders. I want to keep her to recuperate your body, I have agreed."

Shisan glanced at me, I shook my head lightly, he was silent for a while before asking: "But the maid named Landong." Yinzhen nodded with a smile, Shisan glanced at me again, I stared worriedly he.Thirteen meditated for a while, then smiled: "My brother thanked the emperor brother and the emperor's wife." My heart tightened, and I suddenly thought of Hongli's words, "Everyone around Ama should be careful." Thinking of this, I nervously blurted out: "No." The eyes of the three of them stared at me for an instant, Yinzhen came over and asked softly: "What's the matter?" I glanced at Shisan, who frowned slightly and shook my head slightly. The reason for agreeing so readily is to get Lan Dong out of the palace.

I felt uncomfortable, shook my head to Yinzhen, and explained softly: "The empress is not in good health, let her stay with Thirteen, who will take care of the empress." He stared at me quietly for a while, and I stood silently smiling at him , stepped forward and walked out. Walking to Shisan's side, his steps faltered, his heart was extremely sad, and he smiled bitterly at him, but his face was calm, and the corner of his mouth was still smiling.I passed him and met Hongli standing behind Shisan.Hongli's face was calm, but there was doubt in his eyes. When he met my eyes, he nodded slightly, then turned his head and looked ahead.

After stepping out of the palace gate, Gao Wuyong came up to meet him and said: "Your Majesty, Ju Xiang and Lan Dong are waiting in the tea room, this servant will call them now." I waved my hand dumbly: "The emperor is discussing matters, you stay here, I can go by myself .” After finishing speaking, I went straight to the direction of the waiter. The spring breeze is just blowing, and the branches that have been silent for a whole winter spit out new buds, and the grass in the pavilion is also slightly green. Landong has been in Jiaohui Garden for more than a month, and nothing happened, and my hanging heart finally fell.

In the past few days, the Qinzheng Hall was brightly lit, and the newly built military computer room outside the Xianliang Gate and the court room where the ministers waited for orders to rest were full day and night. It turned out that Galdan Zeling killed Luobuzangdanjin and his subordinates who had defected to Junggar, and condemned the special envoy to come to Beijing saying, "If the heavenly court thinks of ignorance and forgives his past, Luobuzangdanjin will be sent away." The courtiers thought that things would turn around, and Galdan Celing might bow his head and surrender, thinking that there was no need to order two armies to attack. Prepare for a counterattack.

I stood at the bow of the boat, watching the courtiers coming and going, and the eunuchs and maids walking in a hurry.Letting out a sigh of relief, he turned around and told the eunuch Yaolu to go back to the Xinghuachun Pavilion. The little eunuch glanced at me quickly, as if he was confused by my sudden slight anger, he replied softly with a panicked face, and then rowed back . Although I couldn't bear it in my heart, I really didn't have the energy to say another word, so I went back to the cabin and sat on the side, silently lost in thought. Go ashore, walk into the museum, and walk along the road.I don't know how long it took, but the sun gradually set in the west, and I was still wandering in the woods.Hearing Ju Xiang's cry from a distance, I took a deep breath, walked out of the forest and walked back. "Your Majesty, you can't go out of the cabinet alone in the future. The servants have been looking for you for an hour. It's so inappropriate to let others hear you." Ju Xiang ran over and complained before she could catch her breath. In the evening of early spring, there is a cool breeze.But Ju Xiang's forehead was sweating, thinking that she had gone a lot of wrong ways.I took off her veil, stuffed it into her hand, and said with a smile: "The rules in our cabinet are getting worse and worse, and the girl is already training the master." She pursed her lips, glanced at me and said, "If you say that there are no rules in the cabinet, you are the one who provoked it. How can a master go out alone all day. Aunt Qiaohui said that it takes less effort to serve the little elder brother than to follow you." I sighed helplessly and asked her with a smile, "What's the matter?" She slapped her forehead: "I just complained, and forgot about the business. Miss Xiaoling has been waiting in the pavilion for an hour." I was slightly startled, and asked again: "Who are you talking about?" Ju Xianggui said with a smile : "It's Miss Xiaoling from Qinzheng Palace, maybe I'm going to come back tonight in Long Live Years." I snorted softly, suppressed my smile and said solemnly: "I have grown a few courages, and even the emperor's heart." Her smile froze on her face, and she knelt on the ground with a 'plop' and said in a trembling voice: "Slave servant again I don’t dare anymore, my lord, please forgive me.” I held back my laughter, took two steps forward, and couldn’t help laughing out loud. Ju Xiang was startled, and suddenly realized that I was teasing her.I got up and chased after me, I ran two steps forward, the flag on my body was decorated with 'Ding Dong' noises, I stopped, meditated for a while, and said to Ju Xiang who was running: "When the emperor is not around, I am in the pavilion. You can make trouble however you like, but there is one thing, no matter how big or small you are about the emperor, you are not allowed to talk about it, but remember." Ju Xiang was taken aback for another moment, then nodded immediately. These days I have something on my mind, I don't have the heart to control them, and Qiaohui is getting older, and she puts all her heart on Honghan, and the court ladies headed by Juxiang in the pavilion are becoming more and more unruly.If things go on like this, it is inevitable to suffer losses, so it is better to beat her earlier. Seeing Ju Xiangmo follow behind without saying a word, I lightly shook my head, stepped into the Zhenxi Pavilion, and entered the main hall.Xiao Leng probably heard footsteps, and greeted her at the door: "Your servant has seen your mother." I waved her to get up, and sat down and asked, "But the emperor has something to order?" Xiaoling said with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "The emperor ordered the servants to bring this here." After taking the box handed by her queen, she put it on the table beside her. She felt a little fond of her, so I asked her with a smile, "How's the emperor's meals these days?" many." I nodded, and Juxiang came in and bowed and bowed: "Madam, the kitchen eunuch asked if there is anything special you want to eat for dinner tonight?" It has been more than ten days since the month's letter, and the appetite has been poor recently, so I rinse my mouth after eating Feeling faintly disgusted, probably there is another life in the belly. Several times I wanted to tell Yinzhen, but every time the words came to my lips, I swallowed them back.I feel depressed, if I don't know the ending, I will be very happy about the arrival of this child, but if I give birth and don't raise it, I can't be a qualified mother, so what face will I have to give birth to her.But the worst thing now is that he has no right to decide whether he wants to or not, whether to give birth or not, and he has no way to stop her from coming. Sitting silently for a while, she came back to her senses and saw that Ju Xiang was still standing with her head bowed, and she smiled and looked at me thoughtfully, meeting my eyes, she pursed her lips and said with a smile: "Your Majesty, my servant used to At home, I can also cook good dishes, if the empress does not dislike it, I am willing to give it a try." There was a smile on my lips: "The hall is busy these days, we can't leave the staff, we should go back first. Ju Xiang, you tell them to cook some porridge and side dishes." Ju Xiang, smiled and left after the ceremony, I picked up the box and opened it, took out a piece of paper folded into a long strip inside, unfolded it and read in a low voice: "There are so many swear words, there is no evidence for sending happiness! Flying here several times to capture it alive, lock it up in a golden cage and stop talking together. 'It's more kind to send me a happy message, but I'm locked in a golden cage. I wanted him to come back early to conscript her husband, but he let me go to Xiangqing. '" My heart warmed up, and I couldn't help covering my mouth and laughing lightly. At this time, he was still teasing me leisurely. I think it was because I always turned around halfway in the boat these days, and the news reached his ears.Ben's depressed mood was relieved by this poem, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he carefully put the paper into the box, picked it up, got up and walked to the inner courtyard. In the inner courtyard, the door was ajar, I was taken aback for a moment, it seemed to be closed when I went out.Moreover, everything in this room was tidied up by herself, and Qiaohui would not bring Honghan over even though she knew she was not there.Could it be that he came back? Thinking of this, he pursed his lips and smiled. Now that he is back, he almost sent a poem by Xiaoling. I pushed open the door and was about to speak, but saw a woman standing in front of my dressing table with her back turned.This back looks very much like... I was taken aback for a moment, but at the same time I was startled, and asked coldly, "I don't invite you in, what's the matter?" She paused, turned around and bowed her head slightly, and gave a salute: "Your servant is rude, Cheng Huan Gege ordered your servant to send a message." I stared at her, and asked lightly, "What's the matter with Gege?" Si smiled: "GeGe wants to take advantage of the warmth of spring and invite Niang Niang to ride a horse in Changchun Garden." I nodded and said with a smile: "Got it, go back and tell Gege to let her come." After speaking, I thought about it, and continued to ask in doubt: "You came into the garden just for this?" She glanced at me, walked over and said: "The prince has not left the garden for two days, and the servants are here to deliver medicine for the prince, and by the way, send a message for Ge Ge." Seeing her standing with her eyes lowered, neither humble nor overbearing, that strange feeling welled up in my heart, I fixed my eyes on her, and took a closer look. After a while, I felt uneasy for no reason.I withdrew my gaze, walked inside, and said as I walked: "The empress told you to take good care of the prince, that is her trust in you, don't let her down. A daughter's house, don't come out alone in the future, when the prince has no time to go back, I will I will tell Xiao Shunzi to go and get the medicine. You should step back." Hearing this, she was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "That is to say, if the prince's illness is not cured within a day, I will have to stay in Jiaohui Garden." Hearing her blunt tone, I was stunned and turned around quickly. There was a weird smile on the corner of her mouth, and she looked at me coldly. No, that kind of look cannot be called looking, what kind of look it is, there is something inexplicable in it, after thinking about it for a while, I was shocked again, it was hatred, and now she actually hates He stared at me hatefully.In the past, she always felt cold and pressing, unlike the usual submissive girl who obeyed her master's words.I have never seen her expression like this before, for some reason, there was a hint of fear in the depths of my heart, and I hurriedly shouted: "I still don't back down." She glanced at me, but the smile on her lips widened, and she said: "Didn't you always want to know why I stopped and looked at Prince Lian? Didn't you always suspect that I had something to do with Liushi's death? Didn't you Have you always been curious about me?" It turned out that she did have a problem, and her feeling was right. Suppressing his uneasiness, he sat down slowly at the table, picked up the teapot and poured a glass of water for himself, took a sip slowly, calmed himself down, raised his head and smiled and said, "I have heard you say it with my own ears, You have nothing to do with the palace." She hid her smile, took two steps forward, stared at me bitterly and said: "I don't have it now, but it doesn't mean I didn't have it before." I was shocked in my heart and meditated for a while. I had never seen her in Wangye, and her age should not have any connection with Eighth Lord. Could it be someone who has something to do with Eight Fortune Jin Minghui. My heart sank, and my voice trembled: "Who are you from Minghui?" She gritted her teeth and laughed: "She, Eighth Fortune." I was even more surprised, hearing the hatred in her tone, which showed that she was not someone from Minghui. Seeing me concentrating on it, she chuckled again: "You are very smart, what you guessed is correct, the queen's phlegm, sixty elder brother's falling into the water, and even the death of Prince Yi's Fujin are all related to me." .” My hand trembled, and the cup in my hand fell to the ground with a crisp sound, which awakened the anger in my body. I stood up abruptly, and asked sharply, "Why? What enmity do they have with you? The queen treats you like her own daughter, six Elder Brother Shi is just a child, and Luwu has nothing to do with you, what is it for? Let you attack them so cruelly." She shook her head slowly, and walked forward slowly: "You are right, they have nothing to do with me, I even owed a kindness to the queen, but they must die." I clenched my fists and shouted : "Why, you have to have a reason, why?" She was still smiling, with a trace of madness and distortion on her face: "Why, when the empress died, the whole harem was a mess; Fuhui's death was a heartache for him, but I didn't expect him to be so I got over it soon; in fact, my next target plan was originally you, not Jian Fujin, but do you know what saved you?" Standing face to face with her, the hatred in her eyes is like a ball of flames, I am heartbroken, I am no longer afraid, I raise my hand to slap her, after all, she has learned kung fu, the moment I raise my hand, she raises her hand In the first block, I staggered and almost fell, and my whole arm was burning with pain. She stared at me with a smile: "I really don't want to know?" Everything she did was to hurt Yinzhen, I felt tears streaming down my face, my mind was full of hatred, but I couldn't say a word, I only knew to look back at her with hatred.Seeing me like this, the smile on her face widened: "It's this, it's this that saved your life." Turning my eyes to look at the bracelet in her hand, my mind flickered, a thought flashed in my mind, and my heart was terrified, no, it wouldn't be her, although I comforted myself in this way in my mind, my body still softened and I stepped back two steps.I was stunned for a moment, then suddenly realized: "Why did you take my bracelet?" I rushed over, trying to grab it.She grabbed it and put it in her arms: "Your, how could this be yours, this is Ma Ertai Ruoxi's, is it you?" I paused, stopped and asked in surprise: "Who the hell are you? Why did you take the bracelet my mother-in-law gave me?" She looked at me mockingly, and said in a cold voice: "Your mother, are you worthy? Do you dare to admit that you are Ma Ertai Ruoxi? Ruoxi's mother is gone early, and my sister is her only support, but my sister will end How, the royal family was dismissed. There was also Ama, a general who held the military power in the northwest, and was transferred to a minor civilian official. Even, there was a brother-in-law, he... He was forced to death by you, do you have the face to admit that you are Ruoxi? ?” The nails of my two hands had already dug deep into the flesh, but I didn't feel any pain at all, so I asked with a sad smile, "Are you Ruoxi?" She closed her eyes, and a string of tears fell down: "Ruoxi, no one has called you that in more than 20 years, am I still Ruoxi?" I have always felt that she has a great relationship with me, but it turns out that she is, like a knife cut through her heart, aching, covering her heart, and said: "Even so, you shouldn't kill so many people, Your Majesty, he Did nothing wrong." She raised her head slightly, and smiled with hatred on her face: "Sister, what's wrong with Ama, and brother-in-law, should he die? It's still such a humiliating death." I didn't have any strength in my body, so I leaned on the table and suppressed the pain in my heart and asked: "You haven't been by my sister's side for many years, do you know if my sister's thoughts are on Ba Ye? Besides, how do you know that Ah Ma and the others are not happy?" Do you deserve to die at sixty? Does Luwu deserve to die? Even Luwu’s unborn child deserves to die? Are you really Ruoxi? Are you my sister’s sister? Why are you so vicious.” After being asked a series of rhetorical questions by me, she was slightly relieved, with a dazed face, but then her expression changed, and she said loudly: "How can I not know what my sister is thinking, they don't deserve to die, but who let them have anything to do with the emperor. I I had a chance to kill him with a knife, but I want him to taste the feeling of his relatives leaving one by one by his side. I want to let him die alone, let him taste the evil results of his own planting alone. As for the side Fujin, it is only his fault She is Prince Yi's most beloved woman, and Prince Yi will be hit only when she dies, if the emperor knows that his beloved thirteenth brother died in pain because of him, guess what he will do." "Pain to death" first heard, I was shocked, could it be... I shook my head, feeling an inexplicable heartache, and asked in a sad voice, "Did you tamper with the prince's medicine?" She raised her head and laughed loudly: "He still can't die now, he will suffer for another three months, and then he will die with his intestines pierced." My body went limp, and I collapsed on the ground, my palms were pinched by the fragments of the teacup that fell to the ground just now, but I didn't feel any pain at all, my mind was numb, only the sound of blood stained my entire palm red. I sat on the ground blankly, and she walked in front of me with a smirk on her face: "Does this feel good? Do you know that a teenage girl suddenly becomes a one-year-old girl, and she is a girl who speaks out loud?" My child said to his family all day long, 'I am the wife and sister of the eighth elder brother. I am not your child. My name is Ma Ertai Ruoxi.' What happened, do you know? I was regarded as a monster, and I The Ama and Erniang of that family were kicked out of the house by the clansmen and exiled in a foreign land." I listened blankly, and it turned out that all this was because of myself.But do you think so?Is this up to me?I smiled bitterly: "Do you think I want to? I..." Before I finished speaking, Qiaohui's voice suddenly came from the door: "It's important to protect your mother." Several guards drew their knives and entered, surrounded us. Qian Qian, said with a smile: "Do you know Jiuwei acupoint? Ren meridian, after being stabbed, it shakes the heart meridian, and finally the blood stagnates and he dies." Qiaohui rushed over when she heard the words, with tears streaming down her face, she said: "Miss Landong, please don't hurt my lady, whatever you want, the emperor will agree to you." She pinched my neck with one hand, pointed at me with the hairpin with the other, glanced at Qiaohui, and murmured with pain on her face: "Miss." She looked away, stared at me and said with a sneer, "I should call you Xiao Wen, it's still Ruoxi. 'Miss', even my sister's personal girl cares about you so much, you are very happy." Did she overturn the porridge when she saw Qiaohui for the first time? No wonder she was always cold and domineering. I was still sitting there blankly, I didn't feel afraid of everything in front of me, suddenly I felt that Lan Dong in front of me was so pitiful and hateful. Qiaohui was taken aback for a moment, and stood where she was.Landong smiled and glanced at the guards, and finally fell on Qiaohui: "Good Qiaohui, anyway, only you saw it, don't tell my sister, I will never dare to put mice in Fujin's room again." Qiaohui trembled slightly, and asked in doubt: "Who are you, how do you know about my young lady's childhood?" Landong smiled lightly and said: "Qiaohui, my sister treats you so well, why do you help the evil and follow her?" Seeing that Qiaohui was puzzled, Landong pointed at me and said, "She has pretended to be Ruoxi for so many years, Don't you know, I am the real Ruoxi." Such an absurd thing happened to me, and because of this series of tragedies, if I hadn't begged Yinzhen to let my sister and Qingshan have different quilts and die in the same hole, and fulfilled my sister's wish, how could there have been a series of tragedies? misunderstanding. Sixty, Lu Wu, the faces of the two flashed alternately in my mind, did I kill these two lives? I just felt heartache unbearable. Hot flow, looking down, there are already many red flowers on the skirt.The sweet smell passed away, my mouth was full of salty smell, my throat was itchy, and I spit it out again with a 'wow', my eyes gradually became darker, and my consciousness became more and more blurred. Qiaohui yelled suddenly: "My young lady went there as early as the third year of Yongzheng. Your empress is a kind person just like my young lady. As the personal maid of the empress, you are not afraid of being punished for committing such a crime of disrespect. The Nine Clans." I was startled, then sober again, and smiled weakly and said: "I didn't expect my sister to have such a vicious sister." The two stared at each other in silence for a while, and the frenzy in her eyes became a little less.But I couldn't hold on any longer, my eyes went dark, and at the same time, I heard Qiaohui's terrified voice: "Snake, there is a snake behind her." Immediately afterwards, I was hit by someone, and then there was another 'ah' . In the dark, I was a little surprised, how could there be a snake, the last sound seemed to be a smile, didn't she go back to Qinzheng Hall? ... His face seemed to be stabbed by something, and there was some faint pain.I reached out and pulled it out, but it was held gently, and his anxious voice came from next to my ear: "Ruoxi." Immediately afterwards, a pair of small hands stroked my face again: "Er Niang, Han'er is very good, you don't want me to let you go!" Ignore Han'er." Hearing him keep yelling at the imperial physician in a dizzy state, I struggled to open my eyes, exhausted all my strength but still said in a voice like a mosquito, "Your Majesty." The surroundings were silent for a moment, two faces, one big and one small, appeared in front of my eyes, Yinzhen looked haggard, half a finger had grown out of his chin beard, his four eyes met each other, his eyes were tender and silent, tightly wrapped around me.Seeing that I didn't pay attention to him, Hong Han stretched out his little hand, turned my face to face him, curled his lips and said in aggrieved way: "Emiang, isn't Han'er good? Why have you slept for so long, don't you want to see Han'er?" ?” My heart tightened, and I suddenly remembered the events of that day in my mind. "Intestinal piercing and rotten stomach" sounded in my ears. I turned over and wanted to get up, only to find that there was no strength in my body, only a slight movement of the head, and the whole body was still lying on the bed . Yinzhen frowned, bent down and lifted my body to put a cushion for me, and said softly: "Whatever you want to do, just say it and order it." I leaned on my body, anxious in my heart, but I had no strength , said in a low voice: "I'm going to see Thirteen soon." He nodded, sat next to my lap and said, "Gao Wuyong, Prince Yi is discussing matters in the Palace of Qinzheng." Then I realized that there was a row of imperial physicians standing in front of the bed, and Qiaohui and Gao Wuyong were also standing upright beside him. . Gao Wuyong took two steps forward, and said softly: "My lord has been in the garden for the past few days, even if he is not in the main hall, he will discuss matters with the ministers at the Xianliang Gate, and this servant will go announce it." Yinzhen waved away a group of imperial physicians, Gao Wuyong and Qiaohui also retreated, but Honghan, who was led by Qiaohui, grabbed my hand: "Han'er won't leave, Han'er wants to be with Erniang." Qiaohui coaxed her for a while, but Honghan still didn't let go, she looked at me in embarrassment, I caressed Honghan's little face and persuaded me gently: "Han'er is good, no matter how healthy Er Niang is, she will definitely have convulsions." It's time to continue teaching Han'er abacus and mental arithmetic." Honghan looked at me suspiciously: "Er Niang means what she says." I smiled and nodded, and the little guy turned around and followed Qiaohui out. Shisan moved a chair and sat on the bedside, looked at Yinzhen and asked me: "Sister-in-law, if you can hold on, you can tell the whole story in front of the emperor today. If this happened, you should give it to the emperor." A confession." Since I woke up, I was anxiously looking for Thirteen, although Yinzhen didn't ask, but she kept looking calm, sitting and watching me silently. At this time, hearing Shisan's words, Yinzhen sighed softly: "What are you hiding from me?" I stared at Shisan, feeling sad for a while. Ten years of confinement and the loss of my beloved were all related to me. Biting her lower lip lightly, closing her eyes for a moment of silence, forced herself to suppress her sadness, and said to Shisan: "Your medicine is poisonous, it is chronic, go to Zhang Yuzhi right now, go to his master, find the antidote, definitely Hurry up, you must take the antidote within three months." After saying this, he felt short of breath, and gasped for breath while holding his chest. Thirteen smiled slightly, but did not respond.Yinzhen's complexion tightened, his brows furrowed, and he stretched out his hands to gently rub my chest. After my breathing became smooth, he asked, "What's the matter?" Thirteenth said: "You can't suffer from the fatigue of boats and cars anymore, you should wait in the garden and send someone to bring him." Thirteen shook his head and said, "I'm not feeling well, and besides, I haven't taken her medicine a few times." I shook my head, tears welling in my eyes, Yinzhen had already called Gao Wuyong loudly, and ordered: "Ming Tingyu Send people back to the mansion to search for Zhang Yuzhi to enter the garden as soon as possible, and in addition, you send people to the Chrysanthemum House to look for it." Gao Wuyong agreed, and hurried out. Yinzhen stared at me: "Do you still have the strength to say it?" I nodded and said: "Guarjia Landong is an old person in the eighth master's mansion. She had already left the mansion when I entered the mansion. We have never met before. When I was taken out of the palace that time, I saw her wandering in front of the palace, and I always had doubts..." After finishing speaking intermittently, Hongli and Zhang Yuzhi entered the door one by one, and Zhang Yuzhi stood aside after saluting.Seeing that Shisan was still sitting upright without taking it seriously, I felt sore and said to Zhang Yuzhi, "How far is your master's residence from the garden?" Zhang Yuzhi was slightly stunned: "My master is at Tianmu Mountain, but when I went down the mountain with my junior sister, the master has gone out for a wandering, so I can't be sure that he is on the mountain now." Zhang Yuzhi was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "But Lanxi got into trouble?" I felt bitter, Yinzhen looked at Zhang Yuzhi silently, waved Gao Wuyong to order, Gao Wuyong nodded for a while, and led Zhang Yuzhi out. Yinzhen has been silent since he finished speaking, I feel uncomfortable, I don't know how to explain the identity of me and Landong.The few people were silent for a while, and he suddenly said: "She has planned so hard, why does she hate me so much, and even hate you?" I smiled wryly for a while, and murmured to myself: "Why, because she hates, she hates that she has lost the care of her relatives, she hates that she has lost a warm life, and what she hates even more is probably because I have taken her... "Before I finished speaking, Hongli suddenly said: "Huang Ama, my servant found this medicine from Lan Dong's body. I don't know if it was mixed with Thirteenth Uncle's medicine." Yinzhen's complexion became darker, Shisan still looked indifferent, but my heart felt more and more uncomfortable. In fact, what I was most worried about was not that Shisan was poisoned, but that he had no love in life, and death meant nothing to him. Just relief. After everything was arranged properly, Zhang Yuzhi's portrait of his master was quickly sent to all provinces, but I didn't feel any excitement in my heart. I felt vaguely that Thirteen would not be able to pass this test. Staring at Shisan, Shisan smiled and said, "Sister-in-law, don't worry so much, isn't there still three months left?" I nodded and said, "Be sure to come back safely." Said: "It's a pity that the fourth brother is by my side, if not, you are so strict, people who see it will misunderstand." I was startled, he called 'Fourth Brother' instead of 'Emperor Brother', and there are guards standing around here, the ominous omen in my heart is stronger, Yinzhen was also slightly startled, stepped forward and patted Thirteen shoulder: "Fourth brother is waiting for you to come back." Shisan nodded and jumped into the car, my eyes were hot: "We will see you off again." Shisan smiled heartily and said, "You have already left the gate of virtue, so it is possible that you still want to send you out of the garden." The carriage started to move forward, I hurried two steps and said loudly: "Yunxiang, remember that fourth brother and fourth sister-in-law are waiting for you to come back, after you come back you will preside over the wedding for Cheng Huan." Thirteen's smile froze, but then disappeared, still smiling and said: "After I leave, Cheng Huan should spend time with Fourth Sister-in-law in the garden." After speaking, he picked up the curtain and entered, and the carriage gradually moved away. In fear and anxiety, it finally arrived in May of the eighth year of Yongzheng. Standing in the pavilion, looking at the blushing twilight in the sky, I secretly rejoiced in my heart, maybe the reality and the history books are different, Shisan did not die in May.Or maybe I misremembered, Shisan did not die at all during the Yongzheng period, yes, I must have misremembered. "Miss, miss." I was meditating, when suddenly Qiaohui called out anxiously, I turned around and saw Qiaohui coming up two steps at a time.I hurriedly descended the steps, supported her and complained: "I'm getting older, you should pay more attention to your feet, the injury can be big or small." Qiaohui gasped and said: "Miss, something has happened, Prince Yi..." Before she finished speaking, I was startled, my body trembled, my mind went blank, Qiaohui's voice was still in my ears Bian: "...passed away, the emperor and Gege have already gone to Jiaohui Garden." I ran down the steps quickly, and Qiaohui called from behind: "Miss, watch your steps..." Before I could finish my words, my steps disappeared and I rolled over. Tinnitus and dizziness, Venus flashing in front of my eyes.I turned over and wanted to get up, but as soon as I got up, I fell to the ground again with an 'ah', Qiao Hui had already run over, opened my skirt, and said with a sob: "Miss, your feet..." I pulled her Arm, mourned: "Help me up, quick." Qiaohui shook her head and said: "Miss, it looks like your feet are injured and you can't move, this servant will let someone carry the soft stool over." I tugged at her and said, "I must go to Jiaohui Garden. " Qiao Hui was silent for a while, then said: "Miss, do you know what Second Miss is most afraid of?" I shook my head blankly, and she said softly: "Snake, when she hears there is a snake, she will definitely jump up." I grabbed her Let go of your hands, lower your head and smile bitterly: "What do you want to say?" Qiaohui patted the dirt on my body, and said: "My second young lady has passed away, and no one can replace her. But in my heart, you are also my young lady, the third young lady. Now you are pregnant, and you were pregnant last time. Besides, when the emperor left, he ordered you not to go to Jiaohui Garden. You sprained your ankle. If you go now, the eunuchs and maids in the garden have been punished to stop you. Do you know that last time Because Lan Dong can easily enter the pavilion..." In the middle of speaking, she suddenly stopped and looked at me in horror.I closed my eyes, lying on the ground weakly, and smiled wryly. A few days ago, the guards in Zhenxi Pavilion suddenly changed. I even asked Yinzhen, but he explained lightly that "the guards in the garden are all exchanged with each other." What I said was true, so I didn't think too much about it. Hearing what Qiaohui said today, could it be... Leaning on the bed, the left hand and right foot are wrapped in thick cloth, the right hand is holding a book, staring at the book, but the mind is empty, without a trace of self-awareness. The door was knocked lightly twice, and I hurriedly said, "Come in." Xiao Shunzi came in, and said after the ceremony: "Today, the emperor issued an edict to restore the taboo name of the prince to be Yinxiang, and he deserves to enjoy the Taimiao. And, the proposed name of the prince is Yinxiang. Xian, and ordered to put the eight characters of "loyalty, respect, sincerity, diligence, prudence, honesty and integrity" on the word "Xian." I smiled sadly: "Being public and forgetting selfishness, treating state affairs as family affairs; being careful and conscientious, never neglecting the slightest; being pure and honest, not deceiving and not false; being straightforward and not hiding, being the same as the outside and the inside; , not a single word is leaked; clean practice, spotless; insightful, detailed, well-known pros and cons, and distinguishing between the wise and the foolish." Xiao Shunzi was stunned: "How does your Majesty know? The emperor said so." I smiled wryly and shook my head, and said no more. Xiao Shunzi turned suspiciously and walked towards the layman.After walking for two steps, he seemed to think of something again, stopped and turned around and said, "Prince Cheng Yunzhi always arrives late and leaves early at the prince's funeral, his face is so pale, the emperor has ordered him to hand over to the clan's council." Since the fall, I have been sending messages to Yinzhen, but he had no choice but to send Xiao Shunzi back to deliver letters every day. 一个人默默坐着，心里却翻江倒海，如果自己什么也不知道，是不是也就没有后来这一系列的事，没有十三的十年囚禁；明慧的惨死、八阿哥的休书。没有上面的事，也就没有了六十的死；绿芜的死、十三的死；甚至是阁内侍卫的死，…… 想来想去，原来这一切的一切都是自己造成的，自己一心想让姐姐没有遗憾，但却没有想到会发生这么一系列的误会，原来自己才是那是杀死这些人的凶手，怪不得别人，自己才是这所有事的罪魁祸首。 头痛欲裂，双目紧闭双手抱头，蜷曲在床上，身上的伤口许是拉开了，我却不觉得痛，还隐隐有些痛快，身上痛一点，再痛一些，心才会少痛一些。 “小姐，你怎么了？”耳边传来巧慧关切的声音，我摇头无语，她拉下我的胳膊，捏着我的下颌道：“小姐，张开嘴，你的嘴唇咬破出血了。” 我依然咬着下唇，身子微微颤着，“娘娘，你这么糟蹋自己，只是让亲者痛仇者快。” 何谓亲、何谓仇，她是仇人吗？我默想一阵，突地意识到方才并非巧慧的声音。 脑中蓦地想起那日她的惊呼声，慢慢睁开眼睛，巧慧忙绞了帕子为我擦拭唇边的血迹。我伸手接过帕子，放在一边，发现笑泠站在巧慧身边，她矮身施了一福，我忽地发现她脖子有些异常，心中一怔，问：“你脖子怎么了？” 笑泠用手抚一下，笑着道：“没什么。”旁边的巧慧截口道：“当日，笑泠自阁内回到勤政殿，禀报高公公说娘娘不怎么吃东西，皇上吩咐御厨为娘娘做了几个小菜，命笑泠带过来。她来的时候，正好是岚冬拿簪子逼着你的时候，奴婢一喊有蛇，笑泠姑娘趁岚冬惊慌失措扑了过去，结果被刺中了脖子。那岚冬的力气真大，当时如果四哥没有场，我们都不是她的对手。” 我心下一惊，'四阿哥'，当时弘历也在场，心中猛地明白那日他为什么截住话头，不让我往下说，想是他已明白了岚冬的身份。 静静沉思一会儿，我抬头看着她道：“伤口愈合了没有？”她笑着道：“皇上命太医为我治的，现在已差不多好了，只是绷带还不能解开。娘娘，笑泠不懂什么大道理，只是你这么折磨自己，除了让关心你的人难受心痛，起不了任何作用。” 我点点头，强扯出一丝笑：“普通的话就是大道理，谢谢你。”她脸一慌，急忙一福：“娘娘折杀奴婢了，奴婢这么做是应该的。” 我深叹口气，默默发起呆来，两人见状，笑泠蹑脚退了去，巧慧皱眉为我重新包扎伤口。半晌后，巧慧轻声道：“奴婢去看了一次岚冬姑娘，她托奴婢带口讯，想见你一面。可四阿哥却吩咐奴婢，不能让你知道。但奴婢想了想，见与不见，还是由你决定吧。” 我默想一会儿，心中全是哀伤：“带她来，不，还是送我过去。”巧慧默看我一阵，点点头，转身出去张罗轿子。 坐在轿中，掀开帘子一角，杏花春馆内三步一岗、五步一哨，侍卫们个个面色凝重而严肃。 放下帘子，靠在软垫上暗叹口气，自出事后，那拉氏一病不起，多次要硬挺着来探望我，可胤禛却吩咐'先照顾自个的身子要紧'。这么一来，她的病却是越发重了，宫中之人忙着照顾那拉氏，园子里忙着我及十三的事，宫女太监们都是来去匆匆、面色凝重，连续发生的事太多，许是大家一下子有些接受不了。 但接踵而来的，更是使人人心惶惶。在这月里，胤禛还是接受了众大臣的提议，决定对准喝尔进军之期暂缓一年，并谴奕禄等大臣往谕'请封号，所有属下悉编旗分佐领'，可就在傅尔丹、岳钟琪听旨回京议事时，噶尔丹策零却突袭驻于科舍图的清军，由于军中无主将，总兵、副将血战七日虽未大败，可仍是损失惨重。胤禛闻讯急怒攻心，自交晖园回了园子。 圆明园的西北角，水木明瑟。 这里只有夏季才会有太监们来将泉水引入室内，以水力转动风扇，从而达到为室内降温纳凉的效果。因此，其他三季，都是留一些年老体弱的太监保养工具、打扫庭院。可如今，院子被侍卫团团围着，大概除了飞鸟能入，地上走的，没有令牌，却是无论如何也进不去的。 下轿，推开房门，弘历疾步过来蹙眉问：“你身子还没康复，怎么来这了。” 我心中苦涩，凄然一笑道：“如果不来，我这辈子也不会安心的。她怎么样？” 他瞥了眼里面，道：“你自己看吧。”我走到窗前，透窗向内看，岚冬站在屋子中央，手脚带着镣铐，但身上甚是清洁。 我们相互凝视半晌，她开口道：“你终于来了。” 我深透口气，平静地道：“你要我来，究竟是为了何事？” 她嘴角逸出一丝轻笑：“只是想让你知道得更清楚一些。” 我一怔，心中刚刚涌出的同情之念一下被击的支离破碎，心有丝丝绞痛：“死了这么多人，你仍是如此恨吗？” 背后的弘历低声喝斥：“死到临头，仍不思悔改。”她冷冷一笑：“你们为何要把我关在这儿，你们怕什么，不就是怕别人知道她也是怪物吗？”弘历面色一紧，冷声吩咐身边的侍卫：“吩咐下去，退到十米之外，任何人不得靠近。” 侍卫利落地退下，弘历走过来与我并立，岚冬嘴角噙着丝冷笑：“我很庆幸进宫没有多久，就去了坤宁宫，因此我的第一个对象便是皇后，还记得那次痰涌吗？其实她发病也是我用药所致，太医的方子都是对症的，可他们却不知，她所有的膳食都是克制所服之药的药性的，也就是说，她服的药没有用。事情本是很顺的，但不想师兄也进了宫，另外，你一直以为都是怀疑我的。”她越说越慢，我摇头苦笑道：“你少说了一样，她对你太好，你根本就下不了手。” 她一怔，盯我一会，微微垂下头，似是沉溺于自己的思绪中，默一会儿，突地抬头盯着我道：“我第二个对象本来是你，只可惜我身份卑微，没有办法来园子里，只好默默等机会，可即便你们冬季回宫，你也总是待在西暖阁，我没有机会下手。” 说到这里，她脸上突然轻笑起来：“后来我发现了另外一个目标，皇上虽不常去坤宁宫，但他对六十阿哥却极是疼爱，每隔几日必会谴高公公来询问，阿哥平日里的饮食起居、骑术射猎。因此，我留心注意小阿哥的喜好，终于有一天，有了机会。小阿哥要去湖边赏鱼，这是既不暴露我，又能置他于死地的机会。那天出奇的顺利，皇后娘娘一直给我诉说旧事，她沉溺于自己的思绪中，而当时又只有我们三人，一切如我所预料的发展，其实在下水救他的一刹那，我心里是矛盾的，有些不忍心，但那时你知道我脑中忽然想起了什么吗？我想起了姐姐、姐夫，因此，我抱着小阿哥一起沉下去。” 脑中闪出六十在水中挣扎的画面，心一下子揪在一起，钝钝的隐隐作痛。我腿一软，身边的弘历忙扶着我，我捂住胸口无力地问：“那里的鱼是你准备的？”她得意一笑：“我在湖水里放了用药养过的鱼，它们放入深水中十日内不会游入湖底，因为只有飘在水面上它们才能呼吸。” 泪顺脸流入口中，心中一阵苦涩，挣开弘历的手，走上前双手紧扣着窗子，摇着头道：“我本打算永远不再对人再次提及这件事，因为这事关姐姐的名誉。但是，今日我告诉你，你不配做姐姐的妹妹，你根本不配，你们相依为命十几载，你可知道姐姐心中的人是谁，他根本不是八爷，她心心念念想得是阿玛帐下的青山，皇上之所以休了她，那是姐姐求来的，她想和青山生不同衾、死同穴。你口口声声说为了姐姐，其实你根本是为了自己，从小你跟明玉格格打架，你帮得了姐姐了吗？没有，你只是为她添了一桩又一桩的麻烦；你杀了这么多人却一直喊着是为姐姐和八爷鸣不平，但说句实话，你是为她们吗？你不是，你只是为了你，为了你这十几年所受的一切向我们报复。我从二十五岁突然变成了十几岁，你以为我愿意吗？这二十年来，我在宫中过着如履薄冰、担心受怕的日子，你以为我愿意吗？可我又能怨谁。” 她呆呆站在原地，似是陷入了沉思，过了半晌，她拖着脚镣走过来，隔窗盯着我道：“姐姐真是自己求的？” 我泪如雨下，点了点头：“这么多年阿玛虽无兵权却过着悠闲安乐的日子，没有皇上的口谕，这可能吗？你学这么多年医术，就是为了现在所做的事吗？” 她面色一变，轻声惨笑着缓步走到墙角，双手抱头蜷曲着蹲了下来。我眼角的泪无声滑落，默站在窗前，木然盯着她。 背后传来脚步声，我转过身子，高无庸矮身行礼：“老奴见过娘娘。”我轻一颌首，问：“皇上准备如何处置她？”他忙瞅了眼弘历，面露难色，弘历看我一眼，轻叹道：“公公不用为难，说吧。这里只有我自己听见了，至于娘娘，那是我告诉她的。” 高无庸'扑通'跪下地上：“老奴谢四阿哥。”弘历忙托住他道声'公公不必如此'。高无庸起身后轻轻击掌两声，声未落小顺子已端着酒壶进了门，见我在此，他脖子一缩，垂首走到高无庸跟前，举起托盘。 高无庸接过，小顺子打开门，两人一前一后走进去，高无庸清嗓过后道：“坤宁宫女官瓜尔佳.岚冬，以下犯上，……诛九族。”脑中本是晕晕沉沉，但'诛九族'这句话却是听得清清楚楚。 我身子一晃，弘历忙扶着我，我心中着急，推开他的手，走进去蹲在岚冬跟前急道：“岚冬，你阿玛、额娘到底是谁。你们不是流落异乡了吗，你本名是岚曦，是不是，你顶了瓜尔佳.岚冬进的宫，是不是，你说话呀。” 但她仍默默趴在腿上，似是没有听到一般，我摇着她的胳膊道：“难道你还要看到血吗，他们是无辜之人，也是对你有恩之人。”她慢慢抬起头，眼神迷茫，怔怔看着我，本就白皙的脸庞更是没有血色。 我又用力摇摇她，她苦苦一笑：“我从小虽调皮捣蛋，如男孩子一样爬高上低，但心是最软的。但是，你知道吗？当我睁开眼，发现自己变成别人的模样，我是多么惊痛，当时我多想回到京城……”她未说完，弘历已轻声吩咐高无庸两人退下。 “可一个娃儿，又如何能回来。你可知道我的名字是谁取得？”她说完便惨笑着盯着我，我心中一惊，'若兰，若曦'、' 岚曦'即是'兰曦'。 她盯着我，又笑道：“那是姐姐和我的名字，是我自己取的。”我心中沉痛，默默不发一言。背后的弘历一直低头无语，默听着我们的对话，此时，他忽淡淡的道：“奶娘，林语嫣。” 岚冬猛地抬起头，盯着弘历，一脸惊色。半晌后，像是忽地想到了什么，甩开我的手，拖着脚镣却轻盈地一闪身欺到弘历跟前，弘历疾速一退，我掩口惊呼，心提到了嗓子眼，而可岚冬却'扑通'跪趴在弘历面前：“求四阿哥饶她一命。” 我心中一怔，有些不明白。弘历默看她一会儿，道：“不要拖延时间，你只需要对娘娘实话实说，我自会保她性命。” 她起身，站在我对面道：“我是顶瓜尔佳.岚冬入的宫，她府中的奶娘是我额娘，我阿玛名叫吕葆中。”我咬唇默想一阵，脑中蓦地想起为什么这个名字这么熟悉，忙问道：“你阿玛是吕留良的大儿子，你是，你是……”岚冬微微一笑，看着弘历道：“四阿哥不会忘了自己的承诺吧。”弘历微微颌首，我心中诧异震惊不已，呆望着她，喃喃道：“你就是吕四娘？” 岚冬，不，应该是吕岚曦，睨我一眼道：“我没有乳名，也不知道谁是吕四娘。但有一句话，你说得对，我不配做姐姐的妹妹，我只是吕岚曦，家在崇州，与你们没有任何关系。” 说完，自怀中取出一块帕子递给我：“我对不起皇后娘娘，这是我为她绣的，不知道她还愿意不愿意收，如果她收了，你只对她说'岚冬对不起她'；如果她不收，你就扔了吧。另外，你额娘的镯子还给你，放在我这，我怕污了它。” 我接过，心中哀痛不已，但同时又有股冲动，不想让她死，想让她活在这个世界上，觉得她是自己的亲人，她是若曦，她是姐姐若兰的妹妹。可眼前六十、绿芜、十三的面容不断交替闪着。 '杀人偿命'自是天公地道，可是，如果没有发生这么荒谬的事，她会变得如此疯狂吗，答案是显而易见的。我捂住心口，默看着她微笑着端起酒杯，一饮而尽。一会功夫，自她嘴角流出了血，我掩着面，身子却软软的瘫在地上。 弘历忙扶我起身，我腿软的步子已迈不开，只好整个身子依在他身上，慢慢出了房。 高无庸和小顺子见了我，吓得面无人色，弘历扶我入轿，我依在软垫上，全身无一丝力气。轿外传来弘历若有若无的声音：“瓜尔佳.岚冬，……什么时候的事？”我心一惊，不知又发生了什么事。以手撑着自己，挑开帘子问：“发生了何事？” 弘历走过来，看了我的神色道：“没什么事，娘娘回去歇息一会吧。”我微微摇头，怒道：“到了这时候，还能瞒我吗？”弘历低头默一会儿，忽地抬起头凝目注视着我道：“高无庸来传旨之前，去瓜尔佳府传旨的人已复命回来。”我头晕目眩，眼前一黑，脑中一片空白。 浑浑噩噩，时而清醒，时而昏沉。清醒时看见胤禛、承欢关切的目光，只觉得心痛莫名、头痛欲裂，昏沉时恶梦不断，一会是六十在水中挣扎着叫'阿玛'；一会是绿芜怀抱着婴孩满身鲜血、目光哀怨的盯着我；甚至还有那面容模糊不清的侍卫在后面追逐我…… 浑沌时，脑中还有一丝清醒的意识，这丝意识一而再、再而三的提醒自己，这只是梦、是幻觉，只要自己清醒过来，眼前的这一切都不复存在。但自己已好像不再是自己，想醒时却总也醒不过来。 “额娘，额娘。”一声声忽远忽近的声音响在耳畔，我本已困极倦极的身子一震，支撑着自己循声而去。一个白衫女娃站在花丛中央，微微侧着头面带暖暖笑意，软软的道：“额娘，额娘。”我心惊诧，环顾四周，只有我自己，我纳闷的问她：“你额娘是谁，为何你独自一人在这里。” 小女娃张开手臂，笑着道：“额娘，你不认得我了，我是兰葸，我是兰葸呀。”我细细一看，她眉眼之间甚像胤禛，我心中有丝恍惚，慢慢向她走去。她的身子却是越来越淡，我心中一急，大声叫'兰葸'，她面容越来越模糊：“额娘，你不要兰葸了吗，额娘。” 我扑过去，欲搂着她，怀中却空空如也，她的身影已消失不见，我心痛莫名、欲哭无泪，只知道喃喃的叫着'兰葸、兰葸'。 “……这样下去，大人还能撑得下去，孩子却是保不住了。”似是何太医的声音。 “她身子既无大碍，为何会昏迷了这么多天。”是他的声音，我心中一酸，越发不想张开眼睛。 “娘娘是心病，她虽昏迷不醒，但脑中仍有意识，她内心里不愿醒来，娘娘应是受了太大的刺激，心里承受不了，想逃避什么。只要她醒来，想通就行了。不过，既是娘娘会如此在意的事，相信也不易……”何太医慢慢的说得有条不紊，胤禛已是口气焦躁截道：“难不成她会一直这么下去？。”