Chapter 59 Chapter Twenty Six

I leaned my head on his shoulder, looked down at the flames bouncing up and down in the charcoal stove on the table, and said quietly for a while: "Do you know why I didn't insist on not letting Honghan into the study?" I suddenly He might not be able to figure out the irrelevant matter, so he paused for a while before saying: "Responsibility?" I smiled helplessly and said: "There is a saying, you are right, the responsibility is the prince's responsibility." Innate, it is impossible to say that you can get rid of it.” His hands around my shoulders tightened a little, and he sighed softly: "Although that's the case, I always feel sorry for Thirteenth Brother. As an elder brother, I owe him too much. He is very talented. , Unparalleled understanding, like the genus of rites, music, and archery, he is proficient in everything, which is unmatched among our brothers. Therefore, he has been advising me for political affairs for years, and sometimes I suddenly feel that I have delayed him. "

I raised my head, stared at him and said, "Changing my position, Shisan may feel that only by doing this can he feel at ease. He has never had a mother since he was a child. I sacrificed to Mount Tai on behalf of my father. But although the holy grandfather loves him, he dotes on the prince even more. If there was no you back then, it would be easy for someone to harm him." His complexion is light, but his eyes are extremely soft.With a twinkle in my eyes, I lowered my eyelids and said in a low voice: "As for Thirteen's ten-year imprisonment, I can't blame you. In the final analysis, the fault was on me." He pulled me up, sat on his lap, and held my hand Said softly: "Stop talking about this."

I was sore in my heart, looked down at the two hands with intertwined fingers, and smiled bitterly: "Financial management with an iron fist, proficient in water control, promoting the virtuous for the country, prudent and discerning, only in this way can he feel that he has helped you. He won't Blame you, everything he did was voluntary, although he couldn't bear to put everything in court on your shoulders, but Shisan is a person with the most affection and nature, how could he abandon his responsibilities and walk away? It's over. Shisan looks like this, we all feel bad, but I believe, Shisan will survive." He hugged me violently, pressed my head tightly against his chest, It was so tight that I couldn't breathe, but he didn't notice it, and just repeated softly: "He will definitely pass this test,... definitely will." I laughed silently, tears running down my face On the other hand, even though Liushi passed away, I have never seen him so sad and fearful. Now Shisan only has four months left. By then, will he really be able to survive.

It has been more than three months since Zeng Jing left the garden in October last year. As an envoy to observe customs and rectify customs, she used what she saw and heard in the garden and compiled the "Dayi Jue Milu" from her confession. Transform stupidity. But the effect is obviously not ideal, just as Hongli predicted, what Zeng Jing and his two masters and apprentices have done makes the world think that they are just trying to cover up. In the past few days, Yinzhen's brows have never been relaxed, and the maids and eunuchs who are waiting around him are also silent, and they have become more and more careful in their behavior, for fear of accidentally offending Shengyan and causing death.I didn't even leave the door, and I didn't step out of the second door. I felt that except for this courtyard, everywhere was full of secrets, which made it hard to breathe.

Honghan was lying on the table on the couch, and his immature childish voice followed Qiaohui to read word by word: "Mencius said: fish, what I want, and bear's paw, what I want. You can't have both. , Those who give up the fish to take the bear's paw. Life is also what I want; righteousness is also what I want. You can't have both, and those who give up life to take righteousness." I shook my head and smiled slightly as I was writing the post, Qiaohui glanced at me and said, "Miss, what are you laughing at?" Miss, elder brother asked?" I helplessly shook my head again, and walked to the side of the couch: "If that's the case, why do you have to teach him?"

Qiaohui glared at me: "Little elder brother has been pestering me all day long to read, but you are always pushing back and forth, and the servant reads to him, and you are making fun of me again." I sat next to Honghan, sighing secretly in my heart, knowing that she never read to him. In my heart, I still hope that Hong Han can get that seat, but I clearly know that it is impossible.Even if there is a chance, I will not allow this to happen. I wanted to talk about her, but when I changed my mind, Hong Han who was sitting beside him was already a two-year-old child, and he had his own thoughts in his ignorant mind, so he glanced at her, took the book in her hand, Smiling, he explained to Honghan: "Mencius said, fish is what I want; bear's paw is also what I want. I can't have both, so I have to give up the fish to get the bear's paw."

After hearing this, Hong Han lowered his head and thought for a while, then raised his head and said, "I want life; I also want justice. I can't have these two things at the same time, so I have to sacrifice my life to protect justice. Erniang, Han'er is right. Right?" What he said was not perfect, but his meaning was correct.I stared at Honghan, feeling a little uncomfortable, he is so intelligent, and in modern times, it is the time of early education, but my heart is full of fear.Don't dare to teach him too early, this child has been with Yinzhen since he was a child, and he didn't follow the rules of the palace to be brought up by elder brother, it's a violation of the rules.If you ask the master to teach you now, won't it be too eye-catching.There are tens of thousands of people in such a huge palace, and everyone has their own plans. For Honghan, there is no danger before the age of eight, but what about after the age of eight?Even if it is handed over to Hongli, Hongli will not lose him, but will Hongli's concubines and children treat him kindly?After all, he and Hongli's children are not much different in age.I was terrified and didn't dare to think about it any more.

Just as I was lost in thought, Honghan tugged at my sleeve and shook it and asked, "Emiang, is Han'er right?" Kissing his forehead, the little guy stood up, put his arms around my neck and whispered: "Mother, Mama can only read, but can't explain." I was startled, and glanced at Qiaohui amusedly, she looked at us mother and son suspiciously, and walked out of the curtain with a needle money basket in her hand. I pulled his hand down, concealed my thoughts, and said with a smile: "Han'er, do you know what a trade-off is?" Hong Han seemed to understand, and shook his head in confusion.I sighed, trade-offs, trade-offs, I just hope you can understand the meaning of it, know what you want and what you shouldn’t, and just be a just and virtuous person, without any power status, so I can rest assured.

Caressing his face, he said: "Han'er, from tomorrow on, how about Er Niang teaching you abacus and mental arithmetic?" His little face still had a suspicious look on it, but when he heard that I wanted to teach him, he still happily applauded repeatedly. It was getting colder and colder, and I didn't want to step out of the hospital, so I just stayed in the room all day. As the army entered the northwest, Yinzhen was afraid of leaking secrets, so he set up a military computer room to replace the cabinet.Selected secretaries in the cabinet will write on duty for emergency military affairs.Due to the initial establishment of the organization, thousands of things need to be considered carefully, and Yinzhen's stay in Zhengda Guangming Hall is getting longer and longer. Although he really wants to know the news of Shisan, he finally doesn't want to go out, so he has to give up.

Hong Han held his head high and closed his eyes, while I was in a silent trance, and involuntary trance seems to have become a rule these days. There was a 'creak' sound of stepping on the snow outside the room, but Hong Han was still completely oblivious, as if he didn't hear it.I smiled bitterly in my heart, this doesn't look like a two-year-old child.Getting up and walking towards the door, Yinzhen and Shisan walked side by side in front, followed by Hongli. Shirteen's lips were all white, and his slender body could not be concealed by the wide court clothes. His eyes were filled with pain, and he couldn't go away. It seemed that he felt cold from the bottom of his heart.I clasped my hands tightly on the door frame, and watched the three of them approaching in a daze.

Yinzhen stepped forward and shook my hand, I returned to normal, but Shisan's eyes dimmed.Yinzhen walked in through the door, Shisan smiled at me and followed me in. The three sat around the table, I made tea, poured a cup for each of the three, went to the couch, and sat opposite Honghan. The three of them sipped their tea silently, and after a while, Yinzhen said, "Don't worry too much about the military computer room, let Tingyu draw up the regulations first." Shisan said, "Brother Emperor, although the military computer room is for It was set up for an expedition to the northwest, but my servant thinks that it should not be a temporary institution, but should start from a long-term perspective, get rid of the stagnation and cumbersome problems in the court, and take into account speed and confidentiality." Yinzhen nodded his head and said: "I also thought about it in the same way, Thirteenth Brother, Hongli will follow you as your right and left hand in the future, and you can tell him anything." Thirteenth nodded.Hongli said solemnly: "Uncle Shisan has something to do, just tell me." Shisan still nodded his head as an answer, and the three of them fell silent again for a moment. There was an unbearable silence, I took a deep breath, and was about to speak when Hong Han suddenly opened his eyes and shouted, "Emiang, Han'er is fine." Beside him, he asked amusedly, "Han'er, what were you doing just now?" Hong Han smiled and said: "This is the abacus and mental arithmetic taught by Er Niang. After Han Er learns it, no matter how many accounts are put together, Han Er will calculate them quickly without using an abacus." Hong Li was stunned. , Yinzhen and Shisan were also taken aback, but Xu thought the children were bragging, so they laughed together. Honghan became anxious all of a sudden, got up and bypassed Hongli, stayed at the bed, and ran up to Yinzhen without putting on his shoes: "Ama, Han'er didn't lie, Erniang said that to learn abacus and mental arithmetic, you must first build a brain...brain image , that is, close your eyes and draw something in your mind..." After all, he is still young, so he can't remember what I said.After a few words, his face was flushed with anxiety, and he pouted and looked at me with grievance. Yinzhen pursed his lips and smiled lightly: "Ama knows that Han'er is not lying." Hearing this, Honghan stuck out his tongue to Hongli and climbed onto Yinzhen's lap.I have no choice but to smile bitterly, this child. Wait until Thirteen returns to normal, at least on the surface.The Spring Festival, which should have been festive, ushered in, and it was also the first Spring Festival that Yinzhen spent here since he entered the garden to manage politics. Many of the courtiers had already built mansions around the two gardens, so they were all beaming when they heard the news.All the concubines and concubines in the palace also entered the garden with the Nala family, and lived in Luyue Kaiyun and Jiuzhou Qingyan respectively.Zhenxi Pavilion is no longer as quiet as it used to be, and people come here almost every day.Although helpless, there is no other way. It snowed heavily at night, and when I got up early in the morning, what I saw when I went out was the overwhelming silver world, so I told Ju Xiang to get the jar.Ju Xiang beside her shrank her neck, with a bitter expression on her face.I smiled lightly and shook my head: "Bring the jar, and you can go back to your room." She looked happy, and gave me a sly look: "Your Majesty, I'd better tell the rough girl to take it away. It's snowing all the time, so don't freeze your body." I glanced at her and said with a smile, "Instead of telling them, why don't you let me go?" It's better to let you do it, so I can feel more at ease." She turned her face and said: "Then the lady should go back, the servant will accept it." I pursed my lips and smiled: "Go get the jar quickly, and then you can go back to the house to keep warm. I haven't enjoyed the quiet world of snow trees and silver flowers alone for a long time." She looked up suspiciously, with a confused look on her face. The snowflakes are still fluttering and fluttering like silver butterflies. A gust of wind blows, and the snow falls on the neck, giving it a cool feeling.Ju Xiang took a deep breath and said, "I really don't understand what you can enjoy in this world of ice and snow. However, the empress still wears a hat. It's the New Year's Eve, so don't freeze." After finishing speaking, she came over and brushed off the falling snow on my cloak and hat. I sighed lightly and was about to speak when she continued: "Aunt Qiaohui has confessed that I want my slaves to do their best to take care of your mother." Listening to her imitating Qiaohui's accent, I laughed and scolded her: "I'm more daring after learning from Qiaohui, and the rules in this pavilion will be re-established in the future." She smiled, turned and walked away quickly. After she walked away, I leaned over and picked up the plate on the flower stand, and the falling snow inside the plate was covered with a thick layer.The temperature on the hands was high, and the snow beside the hands instantly melted and flowed into the sleeves smoothly. There is something on my mind, it is difficult to concentrate, I am always involuntarily lost in thought, and then I don’t know what to think about. This is something that happens to me almost every day. After staying quietly for a while, I suddenly came back to my senses, and when I lowered my head, I saw that my sleeves were wet a lot. I smiled bitterly, put down the plate, and whispered to myself: "The flowers are similar every year, and people are different every year." Hope In the coming year, I can be one year older and calm, one year stronger, and stay with him well, no longer feel sorry for myself. "Auntie." I was thinking, when I heard Cheng Huan's voice behind me, I hurriedly turned around. Cheng Huan was wearing a one-meter white cloak, standing in the snow, pale all over, with tears in her eyes, staring at me with tears in her eyes.I stretched out my arms, and the tears in Cheng Huan's eyes fell into my arms, crying loudly with a 'wow'.I stroked her back and couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face. Cheng Huan cried for a while, choked up and said: "Auntie, Cheng Huan is an unfilial daughter, Er Niang, I didn't recognize her until the last moment." Her painstaking efforts. Feeling the heat and humidity on my shoulders, I patted Cheng Huan on the back: "Cry, it's fine if you cry out. Your mother will understand your hard work, and she won't blame you." Cheng Huan raised his head and smiled bitterly: "Auntie , Cheng Huan and Er Niang look very similar, in fact, I have already guessed it in my heart. But a few years ago, although Cheng Huan knew it in his heart, he was angry with her and hated her for never taking care of me. When he was sensible, he was afraid to be with her Recognizing each other was afraid of bringing her disaster. Although Ama didn't say it clearly, Cheng Huan knew in her heart that she must have some unavoidable difficulties when Erniang refused to recognize me. Amagui is a prince, and it must be a serious matter that can't be solved. So , I didn't recognize Erniang, aunt, can Erniang really understand me?" Tears kept falling on her face, and I felt uncomfortable and said: "You are as smart as green, how can you not understand?" Cheng Huan wiped the tears from his cheeks, and asked suspiciously: "Auntie, Cheng Huan has never understood what Erniang wants. Changing another identity, could it be..." I nodded, Cheng Huan was stunned, and murmured: "It turns out that Er Niang is the one who is guilty." She was silent for a while, and the tears fell down again: "My mother must be suffering so much, but I live in the palace without any worries." I meditated for a while, stared at her and said, "Cheng Huan, you hope you Is Erniang happy?" She was surprised, but still nodded slightly, I took her into my arms and said softly: "Cheer up, the happiest thing about your Erniang is that you and your Ama are happy and happy life." The two stood quietly in the snow, motionless.After a long time, she said: "Cheng Huan understands, Cheng Huan will accompany Ah Ma well, so that he can get out of his sorrow one day sooner." I nodded, she stood up straight, brushed off the snow on my body, and said, "Auntie, go back. Don't freeze your body." The two of them had just taken two steps forward when they suddenly noticed Yinzhen and Shisan standing in front and behind Gao Wuyong held the jar in his hand. I smiled at the two of them, and Cheng Huan, who was beside me, hesitated for a while with her head bowed. After bowing and saluting, she went to Shisan's side and held Shisan's arm, and said with a sweet smile, "Ama, aunts first I went to Qingyan in Kyushu, I missed my aunt, so I didn't go with her." Shisan was startled for a moment, but soon a smile appeared on his lonely face, Yinzhen glanced at me warmly, turned around and walked back without haste, Shisan and Cheng Huan walked slowly behind.My heart was relieved, and I couldn't help letting out a sigh of relief, Gao Wuyong walked over with the altar, bowed slightly and said: "Mother, it's freezing and snowy, let the servants do these things, don't freeze your body." I have been outside for a while, and my body has no heat, so I nodded and walked back.