Chapter 23 Chapter Twenty-Three

Yue Ying looked at me for two seconds and said sympathetically, "I see, you are really happy and silly." "Mu Yongfei got this quota for me, so I don't want to go." "Mu Yongfei? That's not Mu Zhenfei's sister—why is she so kind?" I shut up and didn't speak, I didn't want to tell Yue Ying, I decided to keep many things rotten in my heart, anyway, I felt that I was almost rotten, from the inside out. "Why don't you go!" Yueying was really anxious, and then she stretched out her finger and poked my forehead fiercely, "Really! You don't have integrity when you should have integrity, so why should you learn to be virtuous at this time. Mu Yongfei made it What happened to the quota? You should go. Since she got you this quota, it means that she wants to send you away. Have you ever read romance novels? The best way to deal with the vixen is to send her to Send her off from the ends of the earth, let her and the male lead never see each other again, and let her fend for herself...I'm not saying you're a vixen, I'm really confused by you!"

Until I turned off the lights and went to sleep, Yueying was still scolding me for my elm head. I was lying on the bed alone, a narrow single bed. It turns out that I like the dormitory the most, and I like this bed the most. Even though it is made of hard wood and cushioned with thin cotton wool, it is not comfortable to sleep on.There is no Mo Shaoqian here, so I have always regarded it as a real home, a haven of shelter from the wind.Every time I just sit on this small bed together, I can sleep soundly even if everyone is chattering in the dormitory. For the first time, I was tossing and turning on the bed in the dormitory. I was unwilling to accept Mu Yongfei's charity, or in other words, I was unwilling to accept this "gift" from Mu Yongfei.I said those things to Mo Shaoqian, which already made me feel uncomfortable, if I still accept this quota, it will make me feel even more uncomfortable.

Although I have always wanted to go, I want to leave here and go abroad, to a place where there are no people; although students of our major look forward to C University the most.But I still somehow feel that if I accept it, I'm betraying something. What have I betrayed? The curtains of the dormitory are slightly revealing the morning light, and there are already girls who got up early in the corridor, I finally stopped thinking about it.I was afraid that I would not be able to resist the temptation of C University, so I decided to go to the department as soon as the morning class was over.

Yueying saw me packing up and chased me out: "Dinning so early? I'll be with you." "You go first, I still have something to do." "What's your business?" I didn't say anything, I went straight down the stairs, Yueying followed me all the time: "Tong Xue, where are you going?" After walking down the teaching building, I walked all the way to the secluded woods before I stopped and said to Yue Ying: "I know you're going to call me stupid again, but I can't go, if I can't go, I can't go. I'd rather go by myself Even if it is part-time work-study in a third-rate school, I feel at ease."

Yueying was so angry that she was shaking, she threw all the schoolbags in her hand on the ground: "Tong Xue, do you think you are principled? Because the quota is set by Mu Yongfei, so you plan to give up C University? How many departments are there?" People dream of going there, you know? Can you stop being so self-righteous? To tell you the truth, this quota was given to me by my nouveau riche father. .So I asked him to say hello to the school and give you this spot. I don’t want to tell you because I think it’s better not to tell you. I know you have something on your mind. There is a problem with that contract, I know !Because Mu Yongfei approached my upstart a while ago! Yes, I was sorry for you, but when I took away the contract, I had no idea that Mu Yongfei would seek out my father! I never lied to you, I never lied to you. I have never lied to you! My father really has cancer. I have accompanied him to the four most authoritative hospitals, seen countless CT scans, and consulted many, many experts. I always hoped that it was a misdiagnosis, and I always hoped that he lied Me! But he is really sick, and he will not live well for a few years. I can't stop him from joining forces with Mu Yongfei, and I have no reason to stop, because this matter has nothing to do with you. Mo Shaoqian owes you, I think He owes you, so I let them do this. I don't know why you still give up this spot? Why are you listless all the time, why don't you even want to go to C University? What are you thinking? You know what you are doing Do you actually love that beast? Would you rather not go to C University because of him? Are you planning to give up the university you dream of the most in your life?"

I looked at Yueying, at my best friend, every word she said was like a whip, slapping me hard. What the hell am I doing? My parents died, my uncle betrayed me, Xiao Shan and I were separated by all kinds of hardships, thousands of mountains and rivers, and I only had Yueying as a friend.She never lied to me, never betrayed me, never hurt me. She gave me the best of everything, she gave me true friendship, she gave me the best time in college, and she gave me the best opportunity. I finally stretched out my hand and hugged her slowly. It may be very hypocritical to do so, but besides hugging, I don't know any other way to express my feelings.I hug Yueying, I still have friends, I still have Yueying.I have nothing left, but I still have really good friends.

Yueying thumped my vest hard: "Go and tell the teacher now that you are willing to go to C University!" She pushed me away, with tears in her eyes, "You always say that your life is bad, every time you hear When you say this, I feel the most uncomfortable. I hope my friend is happy. So I want to let you know that you are not unlucky, but that the opportunity has not come, and you will be happy. There is no fate, you go to the United States first, I will find you next year, I will study business, you will study chemistry, then we will be together again, in the United States!"

Having Yueying as a friend is the happiest thing I have encountered in my wandering life since the death of my parents. I started to rush through the formalities because time was tight.I didn't make a phone call to Xiao Shan until the eve of the visa. I didn't know what to say to him.The pure and simple love in my youth has been the pillar of my heart for so many years, but now everything is different, and he and I can never go back to the past.There are too many people and things between us, and he and I have tried our best, but we still can't swim the long river of fate. I asked him, "Is Lin Zixian alright?"

He said: "The mood is much more stable than before. Besides, she is only carrying the disease and has no symptoms. I have been persuading her, and she also wants to open it." I was silent for a long time before I said to him: "Our school has an exchange student with University C, and the department recommended me." He said: "University C is very good, and you are studying chemistry. This is the best opportunity. In the future, you will have more advantages when you apply for a master's degree at University C." I don't know what I'm waiting for, if he says to me, stay, don't go... Will I stay?

I don't want to think about it, because Xiao Shan didn't ask me to stay. I didn't go online on the day of the accident, but I heard from the girls from my companions the next day, because they knew we came from the attached high school, so they asked me: "Do you know Lin Zixian from your attached high school?" I was taken aback and asked, "What's wrong?" "Someone broke the news on the Internet in their school that her private life is very chaotic, and now she has the most terrible terminal illness!" "Someone posted her photo head, and then there was human flesh in the underground. As a result, she was found from kindergarten, elementary school to middle school. Aren't you from the attached high school class? Is she in your class?"

I only have one year in my heart, the hospital should keep secrets from patients, and such things should not be exposed on the Internet, isn't this forcing Lin Zixian to die? I asked them, "Where is the post?" "It was deleted by the moderator a long time ago, saying that it involved personal privacy. Hey, it's so pitiful to think about it... Although it was deleted, the whole world knows that she is sick... " I don't even know what I said at the time, I seemed to persuade them not to talk about the post, and then I wanted to call Xiao Shan and ask her to go see Lin Zixian immediately, but as soon as I took out my phone, the phone rang up. It was Mu Yongfei, she asked me: "How about it, are you satisfied with the gift I gave you?" I didn't expect that it was her again, she could do it, she could do such a heartless thing, I was so angry that I trembled all over: "You stabbed Lin Zixian on the Internet?" "Maybe she will commit suicide again. She must die this time, so that you and Xiao Shan can be together, and I feel relieved." Mu Yongfei said in a relaxed tone, "Who told her to betray me? When I handed over the photos of Nou to her, she promised me that she would not betray me. She deserves what she is doing now." "You are not afraid of retribution!" "Retribution?" Mu Yongfei laughed on the other end of the phone, her laughter was still so crisp and cheerful, "I'm not afraid of anything, but you, I advise you to be obedient, don't think about fighting against me, or you will end up It must be ten thousand times worse than Lin Zixian." She hung up the phone, how could there be such a person in this world?In the past three years, I have always thought that Mo Shaoqian is a beast in clothes, but now I finally know that there is another kind of person who is not as good as a beast. She made things difficult for me because I have a relationship with Mo Shaoqian, but Lin Zixian also helped her, and now she treats Lin Zixian like this, it's like crushing an ant to death. I finally know why Mo Shaoqian doesn't love her, no matter how beautiful she is, she is a poisonous snake, I went to lie Lin Zixian's school, she had taken a leave of absence and went home, I texted her, typed a word, deleted a word, changed and changed, and finally only sent one sentence: "I hope I will always be Your classmates and friends." Lin Zixian didn't reply to my text message, and Xiao Shan's cell phone was forwarded to the voicemail box, I felt extremely decadent. I told Yueying about this, and I said to her, "Remind your nouveau riche father to stop him from being fooled by this woman, she is simply terrifying." Yueying was also very speechless about this matter, she said: "I thought the intrigues I saw in the mall recently were cruel enough, but I didn't expect her to be so vicious. You'd better be careful, she might do something to you , you hurry up and go abroad, don't get entangled with her anymore." I have always felt very restless, but everything went smoothly, but I have insomnia every night. I used to sleep well, but now I can't sleep all night.I didn't think about anything, just stared at the ceiling with my eyes open, and waited until dawn.Every day I would get up in a daze, and try my best to go to class. Yueying hated it: "You haven't done anything wrong, why can't you fall asleep?" I couldn't answer her, but I didn't do anything wrong, but I always felt an invisible pressure that made me breathless. I sometimes think of Mo Shaoqian, because he suffers from insomnia like this. When I wake up by the sea, I can always see him looking at the ceiling, as if he is always awake.Now I finally know how painful it is, my head is about to explode, I can't listen to the lectures at all, I feel dizzy every day, and I even fall asleep when I walk. But as soon as I lay on the bed, I couldn't fall asleep. This kind of discomfort is beyond the comprehension of people who have never experienced insomnia. I stared at the ceiling all night and felt that I was going crazy. When I went to the embassy for an interview, I had two big dark circles under my eyes, and I almost couldn't express my words when answering the questions, but I didn't expect to get the visa in the end. Embassy Street is a very secluded road, and the roadside is full of trees. I thought it was a lute, but after looking at it for a long time, I realized it was a persimmon tree. This is the first time I saw a persimmon flower. It turned out to be small, with only four petals, hidden under the green leaves. I looked up for a long time, until someone behind me called my name: "Tong Xue!" The voice was very familiar. When I turned around, it was Lin Zixian. She was standing under the shade of the persimmon tree, wearing a short white skirt, her hair was all tied up, revealing a clean and beautiful face, even without makeup. I looked at her in a daze, and the severe insomnia kept me in a daze.The sunlight in the summer afternoon was formed into countless light spots by the leaves, and the light spots fell on her white skirt and her smooth and plump forehead.It made her look like a shining colorful butterfly, as if she would fly away at any time. I smiled at her and asked her, "Why are you here?" She also smiled at me and said, "My parents want to take me abroad to relax, and I'll come to pick up the visa." The two of us walked forward together, there were very few vehicles on the road, and it was also because it was almost lunch break.She said, "It feels so good to go out for a walk, especially this street is so quiet." She asked me, "Are you here to collect your visa too?" I said, "I just had an interview, and the school sent me out as an exchange student. It's only a year, just for a short period." She smiled again and said, "That's great. You are suitable for learning, really. I still remember doing chemistry experiments in high school, and you were always the fastest and best one. Speaking of which, your college entrance examination One hundred points higher than me, a full one hundred points." I didn't even know what his college entrance examination score was, and I didn't expect that she still remembered my college entrance examination score.She tilted her head and looked at me, as if she was back in high school, with a lively smile on her face: "You don't know how envious I was every time I saw you and Xiao Shan being asked to do questions by Lao Ben, Too bad my math is so bad." how long ago was thatXiao Shan and I stood side by side in front of the blackboard, listening to the creaking of the chalk at our fingertips, and from the corner of our eyes, we caught a glimpse of each other's lines of conversions popping up quickly. . . . . .how long ago was that It's so far away that it seems like it happened in a previous life.