Chapter 24 Chapter Twenty-Four

Lin Zixian said: "Every time I see you and Xiao Shan standing side by side in front of the blackboard, I always think that the two of you must be the happiest couple in the world. You have good grades, like each other, and share the same goals." I never thought that Lin Zixian would envy me, I have always envied her very, very much. She asked, "Do you hate me?" I shook my head and said, "I had problems with Xiao Shan. At that time we were too young to understand what love is. Later, the problems between me and him were not because of you." She smiled again and said to me, "Even if you're lying to me, I'm glad to hear you say you don't hate me."

"Don't think about it. When I was young, I also liked to be foolish. But I have a very good friend, her name is Yueying. She always advises me not to be foolish. She helped me a lot and let me know that a real friend is What is it like. So I hope, I always hope, to be your friend. I envied you in high school, you are lively and generous, everyone likes you, and I always can't do it." I finished in one breath , because I was afraid that I would not have the courage to say it. Although these words are very bitter, they are the truth in my heart. Lin Zixian laughed again: "When you were young, you and I were children, you were a month younger than me, and you are only twenty-one years old this year..."

"But I think I'm getting old." Lin Zixian was taken aback for a moment, and then slowly sighed: "Our hearts are getting old." If we put these two sentences on the Internet, people will definitely be scolded.But youth has already faded away, and even my eyes have been honed and blunt. I often feel in a trance that I have already passed this life, and the rest of my life is just surviving. Lin Zixian stopped suddenly and asked me seriously: "Tong Xue, tell me the truth, do you know who posted on the Internet about my illness?" I was taken aback. She said: "I know it's not you, let alone Xiao Shan. Only you two know about me. I just want to know who hates me so much and wants to force me to die."

I hesitated for half a second, and finally told her: "Yes, Mu Yongfei." Lin Zixian didn't have the violent reaction I imagined, and she even smiled at me: "Look, I should have guessed it a long time ago, she used this method once, and I stupidly helped her post that time, saying that you are a mistress .” I feel bad, especially when she smiles at me.I said, "I heard that it's all in the past." Lin Zixian hummed, we have already reached the side of the main road.The scorching sun shone on people, making people feel scorching hot immediately.She said: "I shook it back, I am really happy today, I can say these words to you."

I said, "I'm happy too, really." She smiled, took two steps forward, then turned around suddenly, stood there and shook her hand: "Goodbye!" "goodbye!" I will always remember her smile, bright and brilliant under the early summer sunshine in the city, reminiscent of a beautiful porcelain doll.The sun shone on her body, covering her whole body with a layer of gold, especially her white dress, which was as white and flawless as her smile. I kept thinking afterwards, if I hadn't told her that that person was Mu Yongfei, would things have been different.But there is never if in this world, just like there is never forever in this world.

I thought about it many times, maybe I hated Mu Yongfei too much subconsciously, that's why I told Lin Zixian that I hurt her.Whenever I think like this, Yue Yingzong said to me over and over again: "Don't take all the faults in this world on yourself, okay? If you don't tell her, she will always find other ways to know. You don't regret it anymore, and don't think it's your fault anymore, okay?" But I can't suppress my guilt, I always hope that everything can be made up, everything can be saved.In this world, everyone lives so hard, the people I once envied, the people I yearned for, the people I loved, and the people I hated.In the end, I realized that each of them, like me, lived a life of hardships.

How can we not be old? Fate is the cruelest hand, bit by bit, let us face the most merciless abyss.Whenever we fall to the bottom again and again, and try our best to climb up, the final result is nothing but futile. Lin Zixian asked Mu Yongfei to meet and questioned her face to face.Mu Yongfei laughed and said that the person who posted the post was me at all, I always hated her for breaking up Xiao Shan and me, and I did everything. Lin Zixian said very calmly: "I believe in Tong Xue." After accepting it, she took out a glass bottle full of strong acid from her handbag and poured it on Mu Yongfei.

Mu Yongfei's bodyguards were quick-sighted and blocked most of the acid, but some of it splashed on Mu Yongfei's face.During the entanglement, Lin Zixian was also splashed with strong acid.In the end, Lin Zixian picked up the remaining strong acid and drank it with a straight neck. She solved everything in such a tragic way. Lin Zixian stayed in the ICU for emergency treatment, Mu Yongfei was slightly injured, but her face was already disfigured. When Xiao Shan hurriedly called to tell me all this, I had just booked a plane ticket to the United States. I went to the hospital to see Lin Zixian, her mouth and esophagus were completely burned by strong acid.

I stood outside the big glass of the ICU and burst into tears. This girl of my age, I always thought she was so beautiful, I always envied her, and I always remember her last smile to me. In the hospital, I splashed Lin Zixian's parents for the first time.Mother Lin passed out several times from crying and was admitted to the hospital. Father Lin's temple hair was already gray, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked at me blankly: "Xiaoxian has always been very obedient, we are busy with work. , didn't control her, but she has always been very obedient." I thought of my parents, all the parents in this world, facing the misfortune of their children, would be so distressed that they would all collapse like this.Only Xiao Shan ran between the hospital and the school, dealing with various miscellaneous matters such as medical expenses, and dealing with the police.

The police quickly intervened because this was a criminal case and Lin Zixian was to be prosecuted for intentional injury.I was also summoned because the bodyguard testified that the only person Lin Zixian mentioned at the scene was me, and I studied chemistry. I finally found out that they suspected that I was the one who ordered Lin Zixian to go to Shanghai Mu Yongfei. Mu Yongfei's lawyer provided a lot of evidence to the police, and I saw many photos of me and Mo Shaoqian among them.I was formally detained, dizzy from endless interrogation.All the evidence is against me, I have a long-term improper relationship with Mo Shaoqian, I have the motive to instigate Lin Zixian to commit the crime, I have chemical knowledge, I know the harmfulness of strong acid, Lin Zixian mentioned my words at the crime scene It added fuel to the fire, and now Lin Zixian was unconscious and could die at any time, let alone being able to make a statement.

I was terrified. Only I knew I was innocent, but no one would believe me. I spent the longest twenty-four hours of my life in the police station. The lights in the interrogation room shone on my face, which was dazzling and uncomfortable.I have been insomnia for many days in a row, and all the questions are asked to be answered over and over again. What's the relationship with Lin Zixian?When was the last time we met?What is the content of the conversation? Every sentence, every word, is recorded and questioned. I feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I just want to yell at these people, Lin Zixian is still lying in the ICU, she is dying, why don't you pursue Mu Yongfei's harm to her? Intentional harm? Who hurt whom?