Chapter 22 Chapter Twenty Two

We can no longer stand together with peace of mind.I know Xiao Shan, Xiao Shan knows me, we all know. It was already very late when I came out of the hospital. In the early morning of early summer in the north, the night wind blew past my ears, as cool as autumn.Xiao Shan stopped on the sidewalk and asked me, "Do you want to drink?" I nod. We found a small shop by chance, it was a Sichuan restaurant, in the middle of the night there were only a few people who looked like migrant workers yelling and drinking in the shop, the food was delicious, we ordered a pot of boiled fish, the proprietress was very kind Said: "Okay, you can't finish eating."

It's really big, and the stainless steel basin is full. Sure enough, two people can't finish it. There are not many kinds of liquor in the store. I said, "Just Erguotou." The clear white wine was poured into a disposable plastic cup, and Xiao Shan drank most of the wine in the cup in one gulp. He drank like drinking water. I said, "Don't drink like this, it hurts your stomach." He smiled at me: "You are not afraid of being sad, but you are afraid of hurting your stomach?" I didn't know what else to say to him, so I also took a sip of the wine. The burning sensation stretched from the tip of my tongue to my stomach, almost a burning pain.

The two of us ate the boiled fish in silence. It was very spicy and tasted pretty good.The wine is also spicy, and the fish is also spicy. I was so hot that I almost shed tears.I quickly lowered my head, but the tears seemed to be unbearable when I lowered my head, so I raised my head again and took a breath. Xiao Shan looked at me and seemed to murmur, "Don't cry." I randomly picked up a large chopsticks bean sprouts who said I was going to cry, it was spicy. " Xiao Shan said: "Don't eat bean sprouts, that is more spicy, eat some fish." Because I was tall and thin in middle school, I was nicknamed Snow Bean Sprouts.This is the nickname that Lin Zixian gave me as a joke, because I was very white at that time, and this nickname was not malicious. At that time, most of the people in our class had nicknames.Just like Xiao Shan's name is Romeo, and Lin Zixian's name is Juliet.

Thinking of Lin Zixian, my tears finally flowed down. She, like me, is only 21 years old this year. Xiao Shan didn't try to persuade me any more, he just drank the wine slowly, and then poured himself another glass.I wiped my tears indiscriminately, and drank the wine in one breath. In the past, I always heard people talk about drinking to relieve their sorrows, but tonight I realized that drinking is really a good thing when you are depressed.Both of us drank very quickly, and we ran out of a bottle after a while. Xiao Shan called the proprietress and brought another bottle. I don't know if I finished the bottle of wine, because I was already drunk afterward.

I also knew that I had drunk too much, Xiao Shan paid the bill with the proprietress, and I also heard that this pot of boiled fish cost 88 yuan, and then he came up to greedy me, I said: "It's okay, I can go by myself." After the words fell, I I hit the glass of the store door, but fortunately the glass is strong, and I just groaned when I was touched.When I got to the sidewalk and was blown by the cold wind, I didn't know how to move my legs. In the end, I was carried back by Xiao Shan. Fortunately, there were no people on the road at two or three o'clock in the morning.I felt dangling, being carried on his back, and still thinking: "Don't go back to school, it's not good to be seen by others."

I think this dizzy feeling is familiar. Maybe I went to the movies with my parents when I was a child, and I was carried home by my father like this.There is nothing in my mind, my whole thinking seems to be hollowed out, I feel extremely tired, more things have happened in this year than in my whole life, I really feel extremely tired.I fell asleep on his back. Yue Ying often whispered in my ear that college girls only need to pay attention to two things when they wake up from a hangover, as long as they have their wallet and chastity.I woke up with a hangover and saw a strange ceiling with nothing but a headache.The last time I got so drunk, it seemed like I was having dinner with Mo Shaoqian, and I even vomited in his car.

The hotel bed was soft and my feet were swollen from sleeping all night in tight jeans.I got up and saw my bag on the bedside table with a piece of note paper on it. I recognized Xiao Shan's handwriting: "Tong Xue: I'm going back to school first. Don't be sad about Lin Zixian, you Take care." Xiao Shan and I just have no fate, we can't even have sex after drinking. I washed my face with cold water and looked at myself in the mirror.My eyes are swollen, and my whole face is swollen. I am twenty-one years old, but my eyes are older than anyone else.Because phases are born from the heart, my heart is old.

I endured a headache and went back to school. On Saturday morning, the whole campus was in a lazy atmosphere. When I walked into the dormitory building, even here was unusually quiet.There are late-rising girls yawning and drying clothes in the corridor, and some have MP3 players in their ears, walking around as if reciting words.Our dormitory is quiet, the other two girls are locals, they went home yesterday.Yueying didn't seem to come back to sleep either, so I collapsed on my own bed and covered myself with a quilt. I caught up with a good night's sleep and didn't wake up until Yue Ying came back.She said, "You don't go out to play on weekends?"

In fact, I feel that I am quite pitiful, and I have nowhere to go on weekends.As soon as Yueying left, I was alone. Now she is often very busy, so I am always alone. I didn't tell her about Lin Zixian's illness, because she didn't know Lin Zixian either, and I thought Lin Zixian didn't want anyone to know either. Yueying, however, had a serious face and sat beside my bed: "There is something I don't know if I should tell you." I managed to pull myself together: "Did you meet a handsome guy at last night's dinner?" Yueying pushed me: "Fuck you! I'm so focused on making money now, I don't have the time to pay attention to beauties. I heard that Mo Shaoqian and his company's recent financial statements have some problems, and it's a big problem."

Do capitalists also lose money in business? I have never understood those things in business, and I have no talent for it. In the end, Yue Ying talked to me for a long time, and I only understood that Mo Shaoqian is currently in a difficult situation, and he is in internal and external difficulties. "I heard that he and his wife had a very tense fight. You know the status of the Mu family in the business world, wow - the last time gossip went online to spread their family, it was only a drop in the bucket..." I don't want to hear the name "Mu", not at all.When I think of the word Mu Yongfei, I am afraid. Really, I am afraid of her.Although I have only met her once, although she is a great beauty, when I think of her gentle smile, I get goosebumps. I would rather never see this beauty again in my life.

Things in this world have always been about being afraid of what will happen. It was only when I saw Mu Yongfei that I realized how stupid I was. Mu Yongfei was the same as the last time I saw her, she was still glamorous and gentle, but I really didn't understand what else she would ask me out for. Mu Yongfei still spoke so kindly, she even ordered a chestnut cake for me: "Miss Tong, this kind of cake in this store is the most famous." Her tone seemed to be recommending a beloved dessert to my best friend, but I was inexplicable Fear, as if vigilance.I thanked her very politely, but I had no appetite for the delicious cake with a spoon. Mu Yongfei casually took a sip of black tea, and suddenly smiled at me: "Don't worry, this cake won't be poisonous." I raised my eyes to look at her. Last time I felt guilty and didn't dare to face her.This time I watched her very carefully.Her pupils are beautiful amber, and her facial features are very soft, she is a standard beauty.But she is really unpredictable. Compared with her, I feel more afraid. I am instinctively afraid of her. I told her directly: "Last month, I just had to ask Mr. Mo for help. Now the transaction is over. Don't worry, I won't look for him again in the future, and he won't talk to me anymore." She showed me a charming smile: "I know what you are for, and I also know that you have achieved your goal. As for more specifics, I am not interested in knowing. But there is one thing you may not understand. Me and Mo The relationship between Shaoqian is not just as simple as marriage. He wants to do stupid things, but he can't drag the Mu family to accompany him, and I don't intend to accompany him, so I use the most effective way to solve this matter. Ms. Tong , I hope you can find out." I blurted out, "I have nothing to do with him getting a divorce." I saw Mu Yongfei's pupils constricted sharply. At this moment, she almost lost her composure, but she laughed immediately: "Miss Tong, I really underestimated you. I thought you were a fool at first, but now it seems that you are better than me." It's better to be a fool." Her words were so sharp that I was unmoved.Anyway, in the eyes of smart people like them, I have always been a fool, and there is nothing wrong with being stupid. "Yes, he did want to divorce me. My father was very angry and very angry. It was the Mu family who rescued him from desperation back then, and it was the Mu family who provided him with the capital to complete the acquisition of other shareholders. He To do so now is clearly ungrateful." I said: "If you want to scold Mo Shaoqian, please scold him in person." Mu Yongfei laughed, her voice was green and crisp, and her smile was also very beautiful, but her voice was like a knife pierced into ice, cold and sharp: "You are so clean, sometimes I have been thinking whether you are really stupid or just pretending to be stupid. But I don't want to talk nonsense with you. You probably don't know the current situation of Mo Shaoqian? I can tell you frankly that the current situation He has been laid out all over the place, and he can be caught in the net at any time. Thank you for this. Originally, he lost a little money in the financial industry, which is not considered to be a shaken foundation. But you took a contract at the moment. , Mo Shaoqian actually actually signed it. It really surprised me, I have to admit, he really doesn't treat you much, and he is willing to do such a stupid thing, do you know what it means?" Her words were like a sword, slowly piercing into my heart little by little, and I took a breath: "Are you and Yueying's father in the same group?" "You mean Mr. Liu? Oh, you are stupid, you are not stupid, you are not stupid, you are really stupid." Mu Yongfei smiled mockingly, "But seeing that you helped us With your help, I have the opportunity to expel Mo Shaoqian from the board of directors, I think I will be very grateful to you." My heart fluttered, I never thought that I would fall into the trap again, I always thought that even the whole set of the contract would be set up by Mo Shaoqian, but I never thought that Mu Yongfei would be like this.I know what a career means to Mo Shaoqian. It was because of his father's career that he agreed to marry Mu Yongfei.Losing all this might be worse than killing him. "You obviously love him," I looked at Mu Yongfei, "Why do you still treat him like this?" Mu Yongfei laughed unexpectedly, she seemed to be laughing heartily: "Love him? Yes, in this world, only I love him the most. I told my father ten years ago, if you don't let me marry Mo Shao Qian, I will die for you! I forced my father to use financial resources to help him, but how did he treat me? Since the wedding night, he has never touched me! For a woman, for a wife Is there any greater insult than this?" I looked at her almost losing her composure, and was speechless for a moment. "He thinks his marriage is a kind of sacrifice, but why don't I? I endured it for ten years. During these ten years, I tried everything, but he hated me at all. He felt that Mu's help back then was actually It is a great shame, and it is even more shameful that he was forced to accept this kind of help. Because of this absurd logic, he rejected me thousands of miles away. Because I love him, I have been patient, I have hoped again and again, and then Disappointed again and again. Until now, I can't bear it anymore——in this case, I will fulfill him!" I don't know what kind of mood I'm in. Facing this almost crazy woman, I have mixed feelings in my heart. I never knew the relationship between Mo Shaoqian and her was like this.I still believed what she said to me last time.But what she really did was to push Mo Shaoqian into a desperate situation.I murmured: "If you do this, he will die." She has gradually recovered her composure and composure, and there is even a strange charm when talking and laughing: "Yes, what a proud person Mo Shaoqian is. He was willing to marry me ten years ago for the sake of acquisition. The biggest shame. If I really do something cruel this time, maybe he will jump off the roof of the office building." My heart shrank suddenly, and when I looked at Mu Yongfei, she smiled: "Don't look at me so pitifully, I really feel pity for you like this. In fact, what does it have to do with you whether he dies or not? You The vengeance has been avenged, and the money has been obtained. Now that he is dead, you just happened to go far away. You held hands and pushed him for the last time, and he fell to pieces. Don't you just get what you want?" I took a breath and felt very, very uncomfortable: "I never thought about it that way." "I know that Xiao Shan is what you love." Mu Yongfei said leisurely, "If you have lovers, you should get married eventually. In fact, I don't think I've done too much, as long as you go and tell Mo Shaoqian that the contract is You deliberately tricked him into signing, and you planned to marry Xiao Shan after graduation. If you did this, I will let Mo Shaoqian go this time." I don't understand what she is doing at all: "Why?" She looked at me with a smile: "Go and tell Mo Shaoqian clearly that you and Xiao Shan are going to get married, and you lied to him about the contract, so There is no possibility of your resurgence, I just want to make peace of mind." I was very disgusted instinctively: "I will not lie to him." Mu Yongfei looked at me, she looked so beautiful when she smiled, but every word that came out of her lips was so chilling: "I'll give you ten days, this is your last chance. If you don't If you are willing to go, I can also tell you the consequences frankly. The education I have received since I was a child is that food that is no longer under my control can either be completely given up or simply destroyed. Guess which one I would choose for Mo Shaoqian? "I I hesitated for several days and couldn't make up my mind. Yueying was very busy, so I couldn't bear to ask her.I didn't even dare to think whether her father was sick or lying to her.She gave up her relationship with Zhao Gaoxin. If she was betrayed by someone dear to her and respected like me, she would feel overwhelmed with pain.We are not smart people in this world, we always think that we can insist on doing the right thing, but in reality, Yue Ying is just as naive as me. I searched for news on the Internet. Because of the financial crisis, exports have also been hit hard. A series of reactions have caused global shipping, terminal throughput, etc. to be greatly affected.The information I found was limited, and the only thing that could show some clues was that a listed company announced that Mo Shaoqian had sold a large amount of shares. He must be really short of money. Qian called, but every time I picked up the phone, I always remembered that he said to me at the airport that day: "I hope you will never come to me again." I also hope that I will always go to him.I had a nightmare on the Internet. I didn't realize that Mo Shaoqian really jumped from the top of a skyscraper, and his body was bloody when he fell.His face was covered with snow, I tried hard to help him up, but he kept smiling at me, and blood flowed all over his face.His smile is so weird, and my hands are covered with his blood... I kept crying until I woke up crying.This may be the first time I shed tears for him. When I woke up, my whole body was still palpitating in pain.I cannot accept such a scene.If it weren't for me, he wouldn't have come down to this level.My dad betrayed his father, and I betrayed him.I made up my mind and went to see Mo Shaoqian.It should be because half of the deadline given by Mu Yongfei has passed, I know she can do anything, she is the scariest person I have ever seen.It's actually very difficult.Mo Shaoqian's private number has been turned off all the time, and he can't find the reason, or as he said, he doesn't want to add me anymore.So even the numbers are changed.I went to the apartment, but I was stopped by the dedicated security guard in the lobby and asked to register, and then told me very politely that the owner had listed the apartment for sale, and there is currently no one living in it.I think he earns enough to never want to see me again. I finally found him, the method was rather clumsy, I called the driver, except for Mo Shaoqian, I only had his driver's mobile phone number.The driver hesitated for a moment, but still told me where Mo Shaoqian would go tonight.I ran there, and sure enough, I saw the familiar Maybach in the parking lot.The driver leaned against the side of the car to smoke, and when he saw me, he quickly choked out his cigarette.I have been here before, the first time I invited Mo Shaoqian to dinner three years ago, it was here.1691 upstairs is a small private restaurant, which is very delicious. It should be a small place and it is completely a residence, so only one table is reserved every day, and it is not expensive.The driver said to me: Miss Tong, this time I made my own decision. I have been driving for Mr. Mo for almost seven years.He said: "Miss Tong, he will be happy when you go up." I suddenly lost the courage to face Mo Shaoqian, but the driver had already picked up the elevator for me and smiled at me encouragingly.I have never had these people around Mo Shaoqian, such as housekeepers, such as drivers, but they are all dedicated to him and loyal.He should be a good boss, and such loyalty should not be bought with a salary.The elevator was going up rapidly, and the walls were covered with cold mirrors. I looked at myself in the mirror with a look of almost bewilderment, and I couldn't even flinch until now. I live in such a mess, but I am cornered time and time again.I stood in front of the room in 1691, and finally answered the doorbell with a little effort.The door opened quickly, and it was the owner of the restaurant.After three years, he still recognized me and said with a smile, "It's you! Mr. Mo is inside!" I suddenly had the urge to turn around and run away.But Mo Shaoqian's voice was already heard asking: "Old Chi, who is it?" "It's your beautiful girlfriend." Lao Chi said with a smile, and then gave me a push.The dining room is beyond the entrance, and I can already see Mo Shaoqian sitting alone at the table. "Surprise?" Lao Chi seemed very happy, "You just said that you want to eat my cooking alone again, look, isn't she here?" Mo Shaoqian didn't look at me at all, as if he didn't listen It's too late to talk.Lao Chi finally felt that something was wrong, he glanced at me, and said: "The oyster sauce is gone, I'll go downstairs to buy it." The door clicked softly behind me, and it was closed. I looked at Mo Shaoqian, maybe I have never looked at him as seriously as today.There was faint fatigue between his eyebrows: "I told you not to look for me again." "I have something to tell you." He put down his chopsticks, looking very impatient: "I don't want to know." I almost spoke with difficulty : "That contract..." He interrupted me rudely: "I don't want to know." No matter how uncomfortable I am, I have to finish writing. All of these are things I did wrong. I have no choice but to make mistakes again and again. . "I lied to you, I lied to you to sign. I used you, I wanted to kill you, I just wanted to watch you die. Because I have always loved Xiao Shan. I will marry him after graduation. Mo Shaoqian, I've always hated you, hated everything you've done to me. But now, we're even." I didn't dare to look into his eyes, I could only look at his mouth, the line of his lips was firm, and the corners of his mouth sank slightly.I don't know how he will react, maybe he will push me out of the window, and it will be over once and for all.After a long time, I heard his voice: "You just came to tell me this?" "It took a lot of effort for me to nod. "Then you can go." His voice was terrifyingly calm, "You can go when you're done." I stood there motionless, but he suddenly reached out and grabbed my arm, throwing me staggeringly .Before I could stand still, he had already grabbed me again, his nails deeply sank into my skin, and his eyes were like the most terrifying abyss, no more light and heat could be seen.He wasn't looking at me, he just pushed me all the way out the door and closed the door.I slowly squatted down, knowing that today I will feel so uncomfortable, I used to treat him like that, but today, I feel so uncomfortable.Because his appearance really made me feel uncomfortable, I thought he would scold me, I thought he would be violent, but I didn't expect him to have no expression.But when he grabbed me, I felt his fingers trembling.He is such a powerful person, I have never seen him tremble, and I never thought he would tremble. In this world, I am always the weakest and most useless person.When Mo Shaoqian threatened me, I obeyed obediently; when Mu Yongfei threatened me, I had to obey.I'm like a puppet, with my hands and feet bound, but I'm bound by countless silk threads, I can't help myself, I can't help myself. I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to cry. The last time I felt this uncomfortable was in T City. When Lin Zixian said those words, I knew that Xiao Shan and I would never return to the past. But this time I feel so uncomfortable because of a person I hated to the bone in the past. I didn't want him dead, so I came here and stabbed him in the heart with my own hands. That's fine, the beginning between me and him was so unbearable, this is destined to be a bad relationship with no results, it's fine as it is.Cut off his last trace of missing, I think he will really hate me purely from now on, and then remember me without any more conflicts. On the way back, I called Mu Yongfei: "I've already done it, and I have to do what you promised." Mu Yongfei smiled softly: "Of course. I knew you would do it, so I prepared a big gift for you." I didn't want to have another word with this woman, so I hung up the phone. When I went back to school, I took the bus to the south gate. There were tall buildings on both sides of the road, and there were countless cold neon lights in the night, all of which were advertisements of various companies with school signs.I remembered that a long time ago, Mo Shaoqian came here to cut the ribbon, what kind of company was it, I forgot the name. If he hadn't seen my hand, if I hadn't been my father's daughter, perhaps we would still be strangers, strangers to each other. From then on, it was doomed to be a dead end, no matter for me or for him. There are a lot of battery cars parked outside the south gate. These battery cars are designed to go to and from the campus and serve as the school bus. It only costs two yuan to get on the bus. The south gate is the farthest from our dormitory, but I walked all the way back. I need a little mechanical movement to let go of the things that are filling my head.I felt numb in the soles of my feet, and then sat on a stone chair by the side of the road.Countless classmates passed by in front of me, walking in a hurry.I heard the bell of the Four Teachings not far away, which told everyone that it was already ten o'clock in the evening. I feel so bad that I just want to cry. But I didn't cry, all this is my own fault, I have no right to cry. Two days later, the counselor suddenly called and informed me to go to the department. I thought it was because the bursary was approved, but the teacher in the department told me straight to the point; Your grades have always been good, so this time the department intends to recommend you. I called you here today because I want to ask your own opinion first." I stared blankly at the teacher, and he smiled at me very kindly; "Why don't you go back and think about it?" As I walked out of the office, I pinched myself to make sure it wasn't a dream and I was awake. C University, it has the world's top chemistry department, exchange students, this is simply a pie from the sky. When Yueying found out, she took a deep breath, and then pinched my face: "You still said that your own fate is not good, but your fate is too good! C is big, you are so frightening C Big!" But I wasn't happy at all. Although I was stupid, I already figured it out on the way to the dormitory meeting, how the exchange student quota came about. My grades are good, but there are still people with better grades than me in our major. Besides, the number of places for this kind of exchange study abroad has always been tight. We have too many good people in blood and Aude. It's still C University, it's never my turn, I knew it was Mu Yongfei, I did as she said, she said she would give me a big gift. Yueying looked at me listlessly, and asked, "Are you so happy?" I do not want to go.