Chapter 16 Chapter Sixteen

I was a little dumbfounded by the series of aggressive questions from the housekeeper.I remembered the time I was injured by the lamp, he did take me to the hospital in his pajamas, but I didn't pay attention to his feet, and I didn't know that he was injured too, and he never said it. I hate him, I hate him, all his feet hurt, I really don't know.That night he still thought I was noisy, and I said the wound hurt, so he insisted on giving me a painkiller.That's when I found out that the painkiller was his own use --- he has a drug dependence, and ordinary painkillers don't work at all.

I can't refute the housekeeper's words. The relationship between me and Mo Shaoqian is a bad debt. What my father owes him, what he owes me, and what I owe him are all entangled, and I don't know how to settle it. We went to the hospital, and the doctor said it was pneumonia, the situation was critical, and we needed to be hospitalized immediately. After being settled in the ward, the housekeeper rushed home to get things, and asked me to stay and take care of Mo Shaoqian temporarily.I was worried that I would be late going back to school, and the door of the dormitory would be closed, so I sat in the ward and couldn't help looking at the watch after a while.

"You go." A deep and hoarse voice sounded, and I looked up, only to realize that Mo Shaoqian had already woken up.He was sleeping on the hospital bed with drips on, and there was a slight blue beard on his chin. Looking at him under the light of the ward, he was almost out of shape, which made people feel a little strange. I told him: "The housekeeper said he could come back before ten o'clock. It's half past ten now, and it's probably because of an accidental traffic jam." He ignored me, just said again: "You go." "I know you don't want to see me, and to be honest, I don't even want to see you." I said, "Don't worry, I'll leave as soon as he comes back."

Mo Shaoqian must be angry again, I knew he looked angry, and I found that the veins on the back of his hand had sprung up again.He looked at the ceiling and stopped looking at me. In fact, I don't want to stay here. He thinks I'm an eyesore and I don't want to see him even more. "I met your mother, she said cute things, don't be sad. Then you can buy a puppy, anyway, you have money, you can buy any kind of dog." I think it's a bit funny, I He actually enlightened Mo Shaoqian, the person I hate the most, the person I wish I would never see again.It was probably because he was so surprised that I was so sad because of the dog that he developed pneumonia and refused to see a doctor.His unprecedented weakness made me feel that he is also an ordinary person, an ordinary person who will be sad and sick, unlike before, he was always invincible.

He ignored me. I shut my mouth knowingly, the mood of the capitalist is not something I can control, even when he is sick, he is so motivating, even I, who has nothing to do with him long ago, have to be forced to accompany him. The ward was very quiet, so quiet that I could almost hear the movement of the watch on his wrist, I knew it was my hallucination.That tourbillon was like his man, every part so terribly accurate that it never seemed to be wrong.I think it is a miracle that he will get sick, just like a famous watch suddenly breaks down, will even the famous watch break? "Cute is just cute." He finally said, his voice was so cold that he seemed to have no emotion, "It's not cute to change a dog, you'll never understand."

What do I not understand? No one in this world knows what it means to lose better than me.I lost my parents, Xiaoshan, and the life I should have had.I endured all the piercing pain. The circles of my eyes are turning red, this person, I hate this person to the core.He always wants to mention it when I want to forget it, and he always involves it when I think I'm escaping.I almost said harshly: "What's the difference, isn't it just a dog!" His voice was like a poisonous snake swimming: "What's the difference, isn't Xiao Shan just a person." When he mentioned Xiao Shan, I was in so much pain that I almost went crazy. I didn't allow it, especially I didn't allow him to mention Xiao Shan.I stood up and clenched my fists: "Don't mention him in front of me, what else do you want?"

"Why, feel the pain again?" His eyes were still looking at the ceiling, but there was a vicious smile on his lips, "Your first love doesn't want you? Is it disgusting? I guess that's the result. Which man can bear it? You You have been with me for three years, and even killed a child..." I rushed over to pinch him, and the drip tube was wrapped around me. I almost tried my best to strangle him. I hated this man, he took everything from me, and then laughed at me like this.He grabbed both of my hands with only one hand. The needle on the back of his hand was crooked long ago, and blood was coming out of the drip tube, but he just stared at my eyes with a pained smile: "Now it's your turn to strangle me? I've always wanted to strangle you! How painful, do you finally know how painful it is?"

I tried with all my strength, but he grabbed the needle that was in the way and grabbed me.My hand was pushed hard on my chest by him, and there was still that cruel and painful smile on his lips: "Do you know how uncomfortable it is? When the person you love doesn't love you at all, When the person you love hates you at all...how painful, do you finally know how painful it is?" "Mo Shaoqian!" I was almost pissed off by him.God knows what does it have to do with me that he doesn't get treated by Mu Yongfei, what does it have to do with me that he loves his wife madly, why does he always take out his anger on me?

"You're willing to call me by my name at a time like this." He twisted me so painfully, the painful expression on my face seemed to be exactly what he wanted to see, and he looked down at me as if looking down, "Every time When you are hysterical, you are willing to call my name. Sometimes I really want to force you, push you into a desperate situation, and see if you will call Xiao Shan again, and ask him to save you. I really want to crush you Let’s see how your heart grows. Oh, you don’t have a heart, your heart is with Xiao Shan, it’s a pity he doesn’t want you anymore.”

The last sentence made me feel so painful that I couldn't bear to live, and I finally cried out: "What else do you want? Even if my father owes you, he is already dead, and my parents are dead. These three years are enough, you What else? You said that you are tired of me, you said that you are not interested in me, you said that you don't want to see me again..." He just sneered: "Do you think I care about you? It was your uncle who saw the things in my hand and immediately said to me, I can do whatever I want with you. Even the idea of ​​asking you to make up lessons is his." I proposed it on my own initiative. You are so lucky to have such a real uncle. In the past three years, do you think you are great? Do you think you sacrificed for your relatives? Do you think you saved your uncle’s family? You just didn’t I thought about it, when he handed you over and gave you to me. What are you, but a plaything that I am tired of playing with, do you think I really care about you? "

His words were like bullets on the battlefield, dense and urgent, one by one, they swept towards me, grabbing my already scarred body and sweeping it into thousands of holes again.I even forgot to struggle and just stared blankly at him. He smiled happily: "I didn't expect that? Is there anything in this world that money can't buy? Is there anything in this world that is not selfish? You are the only one who is stupid, and you are the one who is played around like a fool. " My lips are trembling, everything is spinning in my eyes, I can't believe it at all: "You lied." "Yes, I lied to you. Who wouldn't lie to you in this world?" He sneered happily, "A fool like you would die more than ten thousand times." I was trembling with anger from him, and my voice was also trembling: "I deserve to die ten thousand times, I deserve to be naive! I was deceived by you, others, and even by my own relatives. But there is one person who will never die!" He won't lie to me, even if he can't be with me, but I know he will never lie to me. And you didn't, you deserve to be cheated all your life, no one will treat you sincerely, no one will love you!" I Thinking of Mu Yongfei, I spit out the most vicious curse, "If there is retribution, you deserve to be unloved all your life! Anyway, you don't care, anyway, people like you will never know what love is, what kindness is, what kindness is... Call it beautiful!" He stared at me so hard that for a split second I thought maybe he was going to strangle me again.But he didn't move after all, but the look in his eyes seemed surprisingly sharp.I stared at him fiercely without any scruples, his cheeks were still morbidly flushed, his hot breath sprayed on my face, his hand was holding mine, and there was still a scalding temperature.I thought that if he really wanted to strangle me again, I would probably never be able to escape again.But he finally didn't move. Finally he let go of my hand, and he lay back on the hospital bed exhausted, and seemed to close his eyes. I don't want to stay here anymore, I walk out of the ward, I want to go back to school. I miss Yue Ying, I want to see her, my only friend, she will not betray me. I can't help trembling when I think of what Mo Shaoqian said, and I can't help trembling when I think of my uncle. It's worthwhile to sacrifice myself for the past three years, but if it's true... No, Mo Shao What Qian said could not be true. He took it out on me because of my father, he drugged his tea, he forced me to be his mistress, he ruined my life. The only person I should hate is him, and that's all. I went back to school quietly.