Chapter 15 Chapter fifteen

The materials scientist is a professor surnamed Jiang. She is a typical woman with an engineering background. She is over fifty years old and her clothes are neat and tidy. lively.He has worked in the German Advanced Materials Research Institute for many years and has rich academic experience. He has all the research examples at his fingertips, and everyone listens with fascination, including me. The lecture ended at noon, 20 minutes longer than expected, because too many people asked questions.After the lecture, Yueying and I just walked out of our seats when the teacher in the aisle stopped me: "Tong Xue, stay here for a while."

I don't know what it is, it's about serving tea and water, sometimes the teacher will use the students of the ceremonial team as waiters, I take the schoolbag back to Yueying, and keep it for myself. I didn't expect the teacher to keep me, it turned out to be the meaning of that Professor Jiang.She didn't bring an assistant, and looked at me apologetically: "Can I find a place to eat and chat?" I thought about it and took her to Mingyue Tower.This star-rated hotel was funded by the school to entertain superior leaders and academic experts. The restaurant here is naturally N times stronger than the school cafeteria.Professor Jiang asked for a private room. She only glanced at the menu brought by the waiter, pointed to a few dishes, and then the waiter withdrew.

Holding the teacup, I was a little uneasy, wondering why this professor who had lived in Germany for many years and was quite famous in the professional field came to me inexplicably. If only she planned to recruit me as a graduate student, I could go to Germany, go to a completely unfamiliar environment, leave here, leave all the embarrassing past behind, and never come back. It's a pity that such a beautiful thing will not happen. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh slightly. Professor Jiang has been looking at me carefully, and when she heard me sigh, she frowned slightly: "What are young people sighing for?"

I couldn't help but straightened my waist and listened to her teachings respectfully. "Shao Qian and Mu Yongfei have had a very tense fight recently. Shao Qian insisted on a divorce. You must know that his marriage is not like that of ordinary people. Especially the marriage with Mu's is basically based on the consideration of commercial interests." I stared at this Professor Jiang dumbfounded. What was she talking about? "I don't like Mu Yongfei. This woman has always been scheming and cunning. Shaoqian would not have agreed to marry her if he hadn't been forced to." Professor Jiang took off his glasses, and her gaze gradually became gentle, "For For a mother, the saddest thing is that the child is not happy."

I think I must be confused, or I didn't understand what she said. "Shaoqian was a special child when he was young. I had a disagreement with his father. I divorced his father when he was very young. I was abroad all the year round. It was rare to see him twice a year. Every time he They are very silent and very sensible. Now that I think about it, it hurts my heart. He hardly had a childhood, and he was brought by his father since he was a child. The only game he played was when his father held a meeting in the company and he listened in. Like me, he has the most interest in chemistry. Interested, but because of his father's expectations, he finally chose business management. When he was 20 years old, his father passed away, and he was forced to suspend his studies and return to China. At that time, I thought that he might not be happy in this life."

"He was very precocious and very sensitive. His feelings for his father were different from ordinary people. He put all his enthusiasm on the business left by his father. At that time, the situation was very bad, and several major shareholders joined forces to break up the company. , In the end, he struggled to win Mu's support, and the price was to marry Mu Yongfei." "I don't support him doing this, but he told me that if he lost his father's career, he would never forgive himself in his life. He was only 23 years old at that time, and I came back to China to attend his wedding. The night before, he said to me: "Mom, I will never be happy in this life." I feel very, very sad, his marriage is almost a kind of martyrdom, he doesn't love Yongfei, but Mu Yongfei always Trying to control him. They had a big fight on their wedding night, and they separated from then on. Mu Yongfei used almost every means, but Shaoqian couldn't love her. He is a persistent person, and I know he can do well in his career. To the best of his ability, but he will never be happy."

"In the past two years, he developed the bad habit of relying on drugs. I found it very late. I took him abroad for half a year and tried to make him quit. At the most painful time, he hugged me and cried. He said he was not happy. , What is the meaning of a person who is not happy in the world? But I am a mother, and I can’t let my son indulge in those things. I gave him a gift, a Samoyed who has just been full moon, and I named it in Chinese It's called cute, I hope that such a small animal can make him feel cute and make him feel happy." Every word she said was like a bolt from the blue, which I couldn't accept or digest.I think it's incredible that the famous materials scientist is Mo Shaoqian's mother, and she is talking to me, and she is talking about Mo Shaoqian.In her description, Mo Shaoqian is a complete stranger. He is such an invincible person, such a ruthless and cold-blooded person, who actually suffers, cries, and has the habit of relying on drugs... This is not the one I know at all Mo Shaoqian, her description is also quite different from some of Mu Yongfei's statements, or the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is not good.I remembered the analgesic that Mo Shaoqian gave me once, and I suddenly felt shuddering.

To me, Mo Shaoqian is just a nightmare. I instinctively didn't want to hear his name. The waiter started to serve the dishes, and Professor Jiang said a lot more, most of them were about Mo Shaoqian, but I didn't want to hear a word, I just wanted to stay away from this person, just like staying away from danger and disaster.He brought me nothing but humiliation and pain. Finally, Professor Jiang finally sighed and asked, "Are you not going to forgive him?" Forgive him? No, in my lifetime, I only hope that my life will not have any intersection with him again.I just hope he can let me go, forgive my father for what he did, and never think of me again.

Professor Jiang looked at me as if she was very sad, and finally she just sighed: "Well, please forget what I said today." After coming out of Mingyue Tower, I walked slowly along the lakeside path back to my bedroom.By the Mingyue Lake, many students were studying, some were chatting, or basking in the sun.In early spring and February, the willows are just a gleam of blue from the branches, while the plum blossoms on the slope have not yet bloomed. I walked half a circle along Mingyue Lake and felt my legs were weak, so I chose a sunny bench to sit down. The sun in early spring shines warmly on people, and the time is like an arrow, and spring has come.In another half a month, the plum blossoms on the slope will be in full bloom. At that time, there will be ten miles of fragrant snow here, and then there will be a lot of people, and there will be people who appreciate flowers and couples taking pictures everywhere.

Now that there are few people in natural history, who would come to look for plum blossoms so early? I don't want to move, the sun makes me feel so comfortable, I really want to sleep, and then forget everything that happened in the past three years, whether it is Xiao Shan or Mo Shaoqian. I want to forget. I didn't go back to my uncle's house on weekends. In the past two years, I deliberately distanced myself from my uncle's family.At first it was only because of the relationship with Mo Shaoqian, I was afraid that my uncle would see something, and then my cousin went abroad to study, and my aunt went to study with her, so it was even more inconvenient for me to go to my uncle's house.

There was no one in the dormitory on weekends, even Yueying and Zhao Gaoxing went on a date.I memorized the vocabulary alone, and I don’t know what else I can do besides studying. I did well in IELTS last year, or I should take the test again this year, because the validity period of the results is two years, and last year I was just testing the waters. .Most of the graduates of our majors will go abroad. Going away is what I hope most at present. I would rather go to a strange place where no one knows me and I can start my life again. The phone was set to vibrate by me, and it kept shaking on the table. I had an MP3 player plugged in my ear, and it took me a long time to realize it.The call came from a very familiar landline number. I didn't want to answer it, so I just pressed the switch off button. After a while, the landline in the dormitory also rang. Everyone in the dormitory has a mobile phone, and few people call the landline, but now it was ringing earth-shatteringly. I looked at the caller ID and unplugged the phone line. At 5:30, I went downstairs to turn on the water, and bought food by the way. The campus on weekends was relatively deserted, and there was no need to line up to fetch water.I walked back with a boiled water bottle in one hand and a lunch box in the other, and saw a person standing downstairs in the dormitory from a distance. I wanted to turn around, but the man had already seen me and stopped me: "Miss Tong." I said blankly, "No, I don't know you." Mo Shaoqian's housekeeper said to me: "It's so cute." That's so cute? So what, I never liked that dog anyway. "Mr. Mo is sick." So what, I escaped with my life through the cracks of my fingers, yes, even if I owed him, I have already paid it off. "He refuses to go to the hospital, can I trouble Miss Tong to see him?" I looked at the man in front of me, his clothes were straight and his posture was straight, as if he had never changed.I have been with Mo Shaoqian for three years, and I don't even know this person's last name, he always appears just right, handles all kinds of housework, and keeps everything in order.The people Mo Shaoqian employs are always like this, with a bit of his own style. I finally said, "Didn't you have the so-called British butler training? If he gets sick, you take him to the hospital, or invite the doctor to your home. Anyway, Mo Shaoqian is rich, what are you afraid of?" The butler's expression didn't change at all, he was still polite, even when he begged someone, he said very tactfully: "Miss Tong, please go and see him." "I have nothing to do with him, I don't want to see him again." I feel very tired, why do these people insist on dragging me into the past that I desperately want to forget?Even if Mo Shaoqian is dying of illness, what does it have to do with me?I didn't applaud because I knew that my father had failed him, but that was already a matter of the previous generation, and I had already repaid it, so I don't owe him any more: "Go back, Mo Shaoqian is not a child , if he is really sick, you can just take him to the hospital, don’t worry, he won’t deduct your salary.” "Mr. Mo didn't know I was here." The housekeeper seemed a little sad, "I made my own decision. In fact, no one in my family dared to mention you. It's so cute. Mr. Mo sat in the pet hospital all night holding it. I said, fire Xiangxiu. It's not because Xiangxiu is negligent, but because he doesn't want to see her anymore, because he thinks of cuteness when he sees her. He has always been like this, and no one dares to be in front of him. Mentioning cuteness is like no one dares to mention you in front of him, if there is really no other way this time, I won't bother you." I didn't want to continue this conversation with him, I said: "My meal is going to be cold, I'm going to eat." "Miss Tong," the housekeeper seemed to have a certain forbearance on his face, "You have applied for grants and student loans." I looked back at him. "The bursaries are finally approved and issued by the foundation, and Mr. Mo is one of the directors. As for the bank where you applied for the student loan, you may not know that he is also one of the shareholders." Damn, the swear words I forgot for a long time finally couldn't help but pop out again.Mo Shaoqian's subordinates have always been as bastards as he is, they can't do anything other than threatening and luring. I was furious: "I'll apply at another bank, it's impossible for someone with the surname Mo to cover the sky with one hand." "Miss Tong, I just want you to go and see him. You don't have to do anything, just look at him." The housekeeper seemed indifferent, "It's much easier than reapplying for your student loan." Well, even if it is a threat, I have to bow my head, because what he said makes sense. If you reapply for a student loan, whether it can be approved or not is one thing. Your complicated and lengthy procedures and approvals will make me feel hopeless. I went back to the apartment with the butler, and the moment I stepped through the door, I still had the urge to turn around and run away.I managed to escape here, and coming back again gave me the illusion of entering the cage again. "Mr. Mo is upstairs." The butler led the way neither humble nor overbearing, "In the master bedroom." The door of the master bedroom was locked, and the butler knocked on the door, but there was no sound and no movement.The butler knocked again and said, "Mr. Mo, Miss Tong is back." I hate what he said, so I gave him a hard look, but he didn't seem to notice, just listening to the movement in the room with his breath held. There was no sound, I think Mo Shaoqian probably fell asleep. The housekeeper asked me: "Miss Tong, can I have someone pry open the door? Mr. Mo hasn't come out since last night. He has been having a fever and hasn't taken any medicine or anything. I'm afraid something will happen. Ask me what to do?This matter has nothing to do with me at all, I said coldly: "You can pry if you want." The housekeeper went to call the plumber, and after a while the door was pried open. The room was very dark, the lights were not turned on, and all the curtains were drawn, so I couldn't see anything for a while.The butler gently pushed behind me: "Go in." I was forced to take two steps inside, observing carefully to see if this was a trap.Mo Shaoqian can do it, he is always moody, and besides, I am the daughter of his father-killer and enemy, he may think that tormenting me is not enough. When I got closer, I saw that Mo Shaoqian was not asleep, he was sitting by the bed alone, facing the window, motionless like a statue.But the curtains are drawn, what is he doing sitting there? I think this can be regarded as an explanation, anyway, the housekeeper just said to see you.I looked back, and the housekeeper was gesturing at me at the door, so I had to walk over stiffly: "Mr. Mo." He didn't move. "Please show me your hand, I don't know that you have the power of life and death even for the bursary, and as for the loan, you can find any reason not to approve it." My tone was almost mocking, "I'm too lazy to change banks, they let me do it. , I’m here. If you have any orders, feel free to ask me to accompany you one more time. Anyway, I’ve been abused enough. It doesn’t matter if it’s more or less. As long as you are satisfied. Also, your mother also met me, and she described you as a poor child..." When I mentioned his mother, he was a little shocked, and he looked up at me: "It's so cute." Oh, I forgot, the dog was given to him by his mother. But it really doesn't look like Mo Shaoqian to be so sad for a dog.In fact, sitting here all alone, he is nothing like the man I used to know.In the past, Mo Shaoqian was a life-and-death bastard in my heart. He had never been so unreliable like today, and he looked a little pitiful. Forget it, poor snake?I am not a farmer!I watched him closely.The light in the room was very dark, but I could still see his cheeks were slightly red, as if he had been drinking alcohol. The housekeeper said that he had a fever, and his face might turn red if he had a fever, not to mention that his lips were slightly cracked. The white broken skin appeared, but it really looked like a fever. Maybe I stared at him for too long, and his eyes gradually gained focus. He looked at me for a while and asked, "Why are you here?" "Your loyal butler is afraid that you will die, so he insists on me to take a look." He looked away and said calmly, "That's because he's busy, now you can go." Very good, this is the Mo Shaoqian I know. I don't know why, but I'm relieved, but the bastard's ambiguous look is the most annoying thing, but I can go. I had just taken two steps when I heard a "gudong" sound from behind. Looking back, Mo Shaoqian was actually loaded onto the ground, motionless. I was taken aback and looked outside, but the housekeeper was no longer there.I thought about it and walked back. Mo Shaoqian's eyes were slightly closed, his chest heaved slightly, even his neck was red.I reached out and tried his forehead, startled by his temperature.It seemed that he was still really sick, and the housekeeper wasn't lying. I ran downstairs to call the housekeeper, he immediately called the driver, and the two came up to carry Mo Shaoqian to the hospital.I was planning to go back to school, but the housekeeper begged me softly: "Miss Tong, can you go to the hospital too?" "You said that I just came to see it." I just felt unbearable, "You call his wife, or call his mother, I am not someone like him, why do you force me to do this or that? , besides, he doesn't want to see me." "Mr. Mo took you to the hospital when you were injured. He didn't even change his shoes. I took the shoes and clothes to the hospital. You sewed needles in the operating room, and he cleaned the wound in the emergency room---in fact The broken porcelain also pierced his foot. He still carried you downstairs, he hurt his right foot, and drove all the way to step on the accelerator. Do you know how deep the last piece of porcelain went in? The way he walked that day Did you know that he has been wrong to you? He can treat you like this, why can't you accompany him to the hospital? "