Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen

The piece of paper on the dinner plate was folded and folded by me, but it couldn't fall out of shape.I haven't learned to fold origami cranes for so many years.He took the paper from my hand and folded a paper crane for me. I stared at him blankly, Xiao Shan smiled at me, just like how he always smiled at me many years ago. "Do you still remember, the first time you invited me to McDonald's, I came out of the bathroom and saw you secretly put the paper crane in your coat pocket. You looked so timid and panicked, just like a thief, you Obviously I didn’t steal anything. At that time, I thought, I want you to feel safe and happy, and I will do my best in this life to give you happiness.” There was mist in his eyes, “Tong Xue, I’m sorry, I don’t have any do it."

I don't know how I got back to school.Yueying was waiting for me in the dormitory, and Xiao Shan's smile appeared in front of my eyes again and again, making me look dazed, as if it was an illusion.How nice it would be if he didn't love me anymore, how nice it would be if I never met him.I would rather he had a change of heart, I would rather he lied to me, I would rather be abandoned by him, I would rather he never smiled at me.What kind of smile was that? The corners of his mouth were clearly raised, but there was a stern curve.The tears in his eyes were like a knife, stabbing into my heart one by one.

I love him so much, I love him so much, but fate opened my fingers and snatched him away abruptly.He said his luck was too bad, he didn't know that it was me who was really bad luck, it was my bad luck that brought him down, it was me who made him suffer so much, it was me who made his conscience uneasy, it was me who let it go Things became his burden.I shouldn't have gone to him at all, it never occurred to me selfishly that he would suffer as much as I did. I had insomnia all night long, unable to sleep, and then unable to eat.Yueying didn't know how to comfort me, she thought I was worried about the operation.She looked for a house for me everywhere, and the one-room apartments near the school were very tight, and they were all booked years ago. She ran around all day to look at the house, and I shut myself in the bedroom, lying on the bed in a daze.

I didn't bother to answer the phone when it rang, but it kept ringing, and it kept ringing, so I had to get up, and seeing the strange number, I thought it was a wrong call. It was a woman's voice, her tone was very gentle and euphemistic, she called me "Miss Tong", I didn't know who she was, she asked me: "Can I come out and meet? I am Mo Shaoqian's wife." I was so frightened by this sentence that I couldn't even hold my breath. The only woman in the world I feel ashamed of is her. After a while, I stammered and said: "Mr. Mo and I... have nothing to do with each other anymore. .”

"I know." She insisted, "I just want to talk to Miss Tong about something, is that okay?" What was supposed to come couldn't be avoided, I took a deep breath, there was nothing to be afraid of, anyway, the matter between me and Mo Shaoqian was over. I changed clothes to see Mrs. Mo, she was more beautiful than in the photo, which made me feel ashamed.With such a peaceful and beautiful woman, why does Mo Shaoqian still keep a lover outside?Could it be that men are always so dissatisfied, or that men always feel that their wives are not as beautiful as other women? She smiled at me and said, "My name is Mu Yongfei, Miss Tong, you can call me Yongfei." This name reminds me of Mu Zhenfei.Her demeanor is elegant, somewhat similar to Mu Zhenfei's temperament, but her facial features are not very similar to Mu Zhenfei's.If Mu Zhenfei's handsomeness is as bright as the sun, her beauty is as bright as the moonlight, this pair of siblings are truly dragons and phoenixes.

I just feel embarrassed, like a thief sitting in front of the owner. Although I didn't mean it, Mo Shaoqian and I have an improper relationship after all. "Shao Qian is like that. Sometimes a man is stressed and plays outside. I never say anything about him." Her expression was gloomy, "I knew before I married him that she would not belong to me alone. " "Mr. Mo and I..." I explained to her a little embarrassingly, "It's not what you think, in fact, he doesn't like me either, it's just that he..." I don't know how to describe the weird relationship between me and Mo Shaoqian to her, Mu Yongfei sighed and said: "Our marriage was only for commercial interests at first, but then I gradually discovered that he really loves me. He Doing a lot of things to get my attention, there was a Suzanne the last few months - maybe you didn't know about it..."

Susan, actually I know.It turned out to be like this, I suddenly realized that, of course, Mu Yongfei is so beautiful and has such an outstanding temperament, if I were a man, I would definitely fall in love with her involuntarily. "I feel very sorry. The rumors on the Internet later involved my younger brother. My father was very angry, and I noticed everything. Mo Shaoqian frankly admitted to me that you have been dating, and I didn't know that my younger brother was actually Cover it for him. My younger brother is also quite stupid, always afraid that I will get hurt. " She smiled at me with gentle eyes, and I suddenly envied her.From time to time, I envy her superior background, but envy that she is loved by so many people, and so many people try their best to protect her and prevent her from being hurt.As for Mo Shaoqian, he has always been awkward, even expressing his love for his wife so abnormally.

"There is one thing, I wanted to help you when I knew it, but out of scruples, I have been hesitant, and today I finally made up my mind." She looked at me apologetically and gently, "I don't know what to do What do you say, when I saw you today, I realized that you are such a simple and lovely girl. I apologize to you on behalf of Shaoqian. This matter should not involve you at all. If possible, I would like to give it to you on his behalf. Compensation to the best of my ability." I was in a trance that afternoon, and she spoke to me for a long time, so long that I couldn't understand it.The ins and outs were gradually laid out in front of me, it turned out to be like this, it turned out that it was because of this that Mo Shaoqian came to me, and he treated me like that.

I always thought it was my own bad luck, that there was another truth behind the fact that I never thought of. I think he should approach me on purpose, all of this turned out to be his intention. Just because the previous generation is involved. I just felt nauseous, and my vest was full of cold sweat. I really felt lucky, lucky that I could escape with my life. Mu Yongfei paid attention to my expression, she asked me: "Miss Tong, are you okay?" I'm fine, I'm fine, I smiled at her weakly and murmured thanks for telling me everything. When I got off the subway station, I fell down. No one helped me. All the people were in a hurry. I struggled to get up. My knee hurt, but I could still walk.I took the subway station, and then turned back to the transfer place. I wasted almost two hours on the road, and I still haven't returned to school.I called Yueying and told her that I wanted to visit my parents.

Yue Ying seemed to understand me, she said: "Ye Hao, pay attention to safety on the road." The Spring Festival travel has just ended, or tickets are easy to buy in my imagination, but there are no sleeper berths.I bought a hard seat and headed all the way south.There were not many people on the train, and I could take a nap on the table all night, while the conductor pushed the trolley and passed me by yelling.I fell asleep in a daze, and when it was dawn, the scenery outside the car window had changed.Large tracts of fertile land are divided into fragmented green by vertical and horizontal rivers. It is the Jiangnan I have been parting from for a long time. It is raining lightly, and the raindrops hit the car window quickly, and draw long water marks on the dirty glass of the train. .

The train station seems to be always crowded with people. I went to the train station, changed two buses, and finally rented a taxi. It was almost noon when I arrived at the cemetery, and the cemetery was very quiet. I put the bouquet I bought in front of my parents' grave. Five years ago, I held two small boxes and placed them here.My uncle rushed over to take care of my funeral. At that time, I was so sad that I didn't know whether I would have the courage to live in the future. On the tombstone, my mother stared at me tenderly. She is a very traditional woman. She told me tactfully since junior high school that girls should respect themselves and not associate with boys casually.I understand what she means, if my mother knows what I have been through, I don't know how sad it will be.She also suffered a lot following her father, because of her father's rebelliousness.I still remember that when I was very young, I met my father’s unit’s last welfare housing allocation. According to the conditions, our family was qualified, but because my father had a bad relationship with the unit’s leaders, the housing allocation did not meet our family’s indicators.That night, my father had been hiding on the balcony smoking a cigarette, while my mother was cooking in the kitchen, crying silently. At that time, I decided to study hard. I wanted to be admitted to the best university, so that my mother would no longer worry and my father would no longer feel embarrassed. Dad said that he would let us live a good life, so he resigned and went to a private enterprise. Our family's life is really getting better day by day. When I was in junior high school, our family bought a big house and a car. At that time, I was the favorite of the teacher and the envy of the classmates in the class.I have good grades and a well-off family. I seem to have everything in this world. I don't know where Dad's money came from. I always thought he earned it on his own.She said that his boss appreciates him very much. He is a serious professional and has worked in engineering for many years. I never thought that the world of adults is so hypocritical, I never thought that my dearest father would lie to me. He did something he shouldn't do, and he did something that violated professional ethics. Or even his mother was kept in the dark by him. However, this is fine, our family has worked so hard, and today, it is finally a relief. I don't owe anyone, my mother taught me not to owe anyone. I try to smile at my mother, I'm fine, I'm fine.I will try to start over and live my real life. On the third day after school started, Yueying accompanied me to the hospital.The operation was painless, and I did not feel any pain because of the anesthesia. I fell asleep for a while, and when I woke up, the operation was over. I was lying on the hospital bed on an intravenous drip, and Yueying was watching over me. I smiled at Yueying, fortunately there is her, fortunately she is always by my side.Yueying tied a bodhi seed on my wrist, and then told me brokenly: "This is my nouveau riche father, Babaer invited me down from Mount Wutai for me, it is said to be very effective, I will put it on now." Transfer it to you, and you will be very peaceful in the future, don't smash the signboard of that eminent monk on Mount Wutai, okay?" I looked at her tenderly: "You are so wordy like my mother." She burst out laughing. Yueying found a hotel for me. After I came out of the hospital, Yueying accompanied me to the hotel to sleep. She didn't go back to school until the next day.Not long after she left in the morning, I fell asleep again in a daze. When I heard the doorbell, I thought Yueying had forgotten something.I got up, touched the deep wound in my abdomen, and felt a dull pain.The pain was not severe, like dysmenorrhea.But I feel very sad, and I don't think I will be able to forget some of the pain in my life. As soon as I opened the latch, the door was pushed open forcefully, and Mo Shaoqian was standing outside the door. I even forgot to be afraid, I was just petrified, and stood there staring at him blankly. Mo Shaoqian looked terrible, he seemed to have not slept all night, his eyes were bloodshot, I have never seen him like this.He looked at me like he was looking at some kind of monster. I was so scared by him. He said he would never see me again, but how did he find this place? I finally took a step back, and as soon as I moved, he grabbed my wrist, and my bones were about to break. His hands are so strong that I almost cried in pain.The tight curve of his jaw looks really scary, his whole body exudes hostility, each word seems to be squeezed out from between his teeth: "Why do you—" I've never seen him like this, even the last time I came back from T city and broke up with him, his reaction was not as gaffe as today.I understood what he was talking about, I just felt anxious and angry, I didn't expect him to know so soon, I didn't expect him to find this place, I didn't expect him to have such a violent reaction, I couldn't speak Selecting words instinctively wants to lie: "No reason - the child is not yours at all!" I didn't expect that these words would anger him severely. I clearly saw his pupils constricting sharply. He grabbed my neck with one stroke. The joints of his five fingers turned white from the force. I was pinched instantly. out of breath.He almost strangled me: "Why—why!" Why?I also want to know why!Why do we have such entanglements, why does he hurt his wife in such a way when he loves his wife so much, why doesn't he cherish his true love when he is by his side, why doesn't he just strangle me to death. ..... I was really about to be strangled to death by him, I desperately wanted to pull his hand away, it was a life-threatening iron clamp, my vision blurred, I saw his face was already a double image, unexpectedly After all, I still can't escape. After I thought that all the nightmares were over, when one of my life could start again, I had hallucinations due to suffocation. His face was distorted and deformed, and there seemed to be a layer of water in his eyes. fog. I must be really dying, there is no more air in my lungs, everything is darkened—Mom, I miss you. The darkness is like a mother, opening warm arms to me, and gently containing and accepting me. I woke up in the hospital. There was a medicine in the drip tube. I didn’t know what medicine it was. I turned my head on the pillow tiredly and saw a person standing in front of the hospital bed. The light in the ward was very dark, and there was only a lamp by the bedside, but I almost jumped up in fright. Mo Shaoqian! Mo Shaoqian is still here. He must have tried many times to really kill me. His whole body was hidden in the darkness, and I couldn't see his expression clearly. I was like a mouse seeing a cat, and my teeth were trembling with fear. He didn't move at all, I just felt tired and heavy, I've had enough of this kind of diary, I endured and endured, thinking that I have endured to the end, and I don't have to endure it anymore.But there is such an accident, I think I am really enough. "You can do whatever you want. I haven't wanted to live since a long time ago. You can kill or cut me up as you like. I miss my mother very much. Seeing her earlier is also a kind of happiness." He was still hidden in the darkness, neither moving nor making a sound. "I didn't expect that I really owed you... I always thought you were unreasonable, I was not beautiful, smart or cute, why didn't you let me go. I didn't know that your father's cerebral hemorrhage was because of my father My father has always taught me to be a man of integrity. He always failed to get promoted because he offended the leaders, so he would switch jobs to private enterprises later. In my heart, he is a good father. I don’t know how the world of adults is like this Hypocrisy, it's horrible... I apologize to you on behalf of my father, he and my mother were involved in a car accident five years ago... If it is retribution, it is enough. "I used to hate you, I have always hated you, I think you ruined me, now I know, if the father pays back the debt, I deserve it. In fact, you are still very good to me. I have never scolded me. If I killed my father and enemy, I must have wanted to kill him day and night. I deserve what you do to me. " I finally have nothing to do with this man, even if it is a nightmare, it's time to wake up from the dream. "To make a person suffer, there is no need to let him die, because death is often a relief, as long as you make him despair, life will be worse than death." Mo Shaoqian's voice seemed to have returned to his usual calmness, but I took a sharp bite Surprised, I even missed a sentence of the following words. His voice gradually became colder in the darkness: "Don't worry." I don't know what his last sentence meant, whether it was some kind of threat or some kind of promise. His tall and straight figure was outlined in the shadow of the incandescent lamp. He seemed to pause for a second in the light, and then he went out and closed the door without looking back. I fumbled for my mobile phone and called Yueying. She was going crazy and was going to call the police.I told her I was in the hospital and she came over right away to see me, and the bruises on my neck made her yell again. I said, "Stop scolding, even if I die at his hands, I deserve it." Yueying stared at me with wide eyes, and I smiled at her, this story is too bloody, Yueying has read so many novels, she must be yelling that it is bloody and vulgar.Mo Shaoqian hated me for a reason, he treated me like this for a reason, my father betrayed his father, leaked business secrets to rivals, From the first time he saw me, from the moment he knew whose daughter I was, he must have wanted revenge. He ruined my life so easily, I think he should be satisfied by now. I stayed in the hospital for observation for 24 hours before being discharged. Because I was young, I recovered quickly.After two weeks, I went back to class. According to Yueying's traditional thinking, I should keep raising her for a month, but I don't think it matters. I'm afraid that if I miss too many classes, I will not be able to catch up. Zhao Xing slipped his tongue in front of me, saying that Mu Zhen Fei flew back to Hong Kong because there seemed to be some trouble in his family.I didn't pay attention to this matter at first, but later I read the news on the Internet and accidentally found news that a certain investment bank had closed down.Today's economic downturn, the collapse of an investment bank is not surprising. I know that Mo Shaoqian has a lot of shares in this investment bank. Capitalists are also in dire straits, and the whole world is a bit sad under the influence of the subprime mortgage crisis. However, the lives of ordinary people are affected to a limited extent, especially students like us, who are busy every day. Apart from going to class and leaving get out of class, they are doing experiments and writing reports. On Wednesday, there was an academic report in the small studio of our college. It was a lecture given by a famous materials scientist. Many people in the college went to listen. The studio was full, and Yueying and I also went.