Chapter 17 Chapter Seventeen

I didn't try to prove anything because I didn't want to touch my pain anymore, I just wish it was over. This seems to be the longest season of my life.When the plum blossoms are in full bloom every month, the whole campus will be extraordinarily noisy and lively.I lost myself in the bustle, coming and going, unobtrusive, like any normal student.In fact.I have been looking forward to this day for a long time. I don't have to worry about the phone ringing, and I don't have to hide it anymore.I worked very hard to write down everything the teacher said, concentrated on doing experiments, and wrote reports seriously.I compared all the well-known and unknown universities abroad, researching the majors that I meet the application requirements. I want to get a scholarship and go abroad.

Throughout the spring, time was frozen for me, from Monday to Friday, class and get out of class, repeated and simple.There is usually no one in the dormitory on weekends. I go to the library alone. The study room is always full of books to occupy my seat. My seat is always by the window. I like the trees in front of the window, they are lush, some are acacia, others are also acacia.In late spring, these trees will bloom with white and fragrant flower clusters, one toot to one toot, like countless white pigeons.Sometimes when I am tired from reviewing, I will raise my head, and the verdant green is just under the window. Looking around, I can faintly see the mountains on the outskirts of the city in the distance.

The distant mountains are purple, at dusk, when the sky is filled with light clouds.And the sky will be a strange icy blue, turning the clouds into a magnificent and gorgeous, so beautiful that people will be fascinated.Usually at this time I am also hungry, so I go downstairs to the cafeteria with my schoolbag on my back.Passing the playground along the way, there are always many people playing football.Spring is the best season in this city, and spring is also the most sad season of parting on this campus. There are crowds of people singing past on the boulevard. They are senior graduates and they are going to eat at the restaurant outside the west gate. Break up meal.

In the evening, there are purple sweet potatoes in the canteen. The dishes in the canteen are always so rough and leafy. The sweet potato leaves are not steamed with a rice steamer, but poured into large stainless steel plates for sale.I bought one to eat with porridge, broke open half of it, and saw its purple heart and delicate lines, much more beautiful than Xinmei radish.After I took a bite, I remembered that I used to like to eat this, and Xiangxiu always prepares it for him every few days.I've always wondered why she doesn't eat this dog food, but loves sweet potatoes.I never liked that dog, and he didn't like me either.But she saved my life once, when I cut my veins open.If he hadn't screamed, maybe I'd be dead

How cute died, I didn't even ask the housekeeper. There were more people in the study room at night than during the day, and a small flying insect grew on the tree outside the window, flew in through the window, and landed on the books.The white flag lamp illuminates her small transparent wings, which are faintly tinged with blue.If you don't pay attention when turning the pages, it will be caught in the pages of the book and become a small pocket specimen.I always blow it away, and then continue to draw the key horizontal line with the pen. There was another singing sound from the upstairs dormitory in the distance, it was those crazy senior students.They were about to leave here, so they were always crying and laughing and singing and making noise.I feel that my heart is as hard as a rock, invulnerable to all poisons.When I leave, I will definitely not feel any emotion, because I already want to leave now.

In April, I took the IELTS test again, and my result this time was much better than last time.Yue Ying said: "Tong Xue, you are going crazy, why did you score such a high score?" Yueying has more troubles than me recently. Her father objected to her dating Zhao Gaoxing on the grounds that Zhao Gaoxing is a sports student and has no interest in business at all. Most importantly, he asked Zhao Gaoxing to be his son-in-law in the future. "My nouveau riche father is simply a crime committed by the feudal ideology of the old society. I was so angry that I told him to have an illegitimate child, and he was so angry that he scolded me for being unfilial."

"Then what are you going to do?" "Fight him to the end." Yueying angrily said, "I forgive him for not being able to give birth to an illegitimate child, even if it is not too long now, he will admit defeat one day and obediently agree to what I am happy with." Yueying fought fiercely with her nouveau riche father. Her father suspended all her credit cards, and even her mobile phone number, which was originally registered under her father's global account, is now also suspended. Yueying immediately ran to buy a new number, and then texted her friends to change the number.She said bitterly to me while sending text messages: "I won't tell my dad, let's see if he can find me."

I knew it would be useless to persuade her, so I was just sad: "You can still get angry with him, how lucky you are. I don't think it's impossible to get angry with Dad." Yueying was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Stop doing this, let's quickly find a way to make money." She was more sad than me, "I'm almost out of living expenses." If you really want to find a part-time job, there are still many opportunities. Our school is a gold-lettered signboard. You can basically get the tutoring information on the Internet as long as you enter the school name.The only stronger competitor is the Normal University, Yue Ying resented: "Who told them to learn teaching and educating people, what we learn is all about ingredients and molecules—"

I have a fear of being a tutor, so I never look for part-time jobs like tutoring, I only pay attention to others. Yueying and I found a temporary part-time job at the exhibition. The job is very simple and does not require any skills. It is to continuously add materials to the booth.We ran back and forth between the warehouse and the booth, and had to temporarily help distribute leaflets, fill out survey forms, and organize customer files... After half a day, we were so tired that our waists and legs ached, and we were so busy that we couldn't even eat lunch at noon.Yue Ying was much stronger than I thought, she didn't say a word, I always thought she was a young lady, and she couldn't bear hardships, but she really impressed me.

Zhao Xingxin didn't know about us going out to work. Yue Ying said, "If I tell him, he will stop me with heartache, so I don't want to spend his money." I feel very fortunate that my friend is much happier than me. She can meet someone she truly loves, and that person also truly loves her. The two of them can persevere and never leave. This is a large-scale exhibition. Many companies have exhibition rooms, and there are a lot of visitors. Especially on Saturday afternoon, I was so busy that I almost lost my voice.The next door to the left is a company that sells water filter machines. They took countless cups and offered customers to drink water.When the flow of people lessened, someone at the booth over there greeted us: "Come and have a glass of water!"

Yueying ran over and brought over several glasses of water, and everyone had a glass.While drinking water, Yueying whispered to me: "It would be great if the store on the right sells toasters, to be honest, I'm hungry,—" Only she can still have fun in this kind of time, making people laugh. When it was time to pack up and get off work at night, Yueying almost couldn't get up from the simple chair: "Hey, I have never stood in high heels for so long, and kept running around." The manager in charge of the exhibition is a woman, and it was she who hired us as a temporary part-time job.She subconsciously looked at Yueying's feet and smiled, then suddenly lowered her head and asked, "Are your shoes two-tone Chanel?" Yueying raised her foot generously to show her: "Isn't the product A on Taobao very similar?", I admire Yueying's ability to lie, her face doesn't blush and her heart beats. At noon the next day, I ate a boxed lunch, and the booth next door was also eating a boxed lunch. This time, Yue Ying didn't need to be greeted by the other party, so she ran over to grab a few glasses of water.I saw her standing there talking to the person next door for a while, so I asked her, "What did you tell them?" Yueying winked at me: "I was asked for your phone number?" "Nonsense!" "It's true!" Yue Ying quietly pointed out to me, "That's the man with fine features, he looks pretty good." "Don't give me my number indiscriminately." "Of course not. Would I dare to give it to you without your consent?" Yue Ying said while picking up a lunch box, "But you can also try it. A new relationship can help your physical and mental health. Your Xiaoshan is really good, but it has disappeared forever. You don't care about it He's been around for so many years." My hand holding the chopsticks trembled. After such a long time, when I mentioned Xiao Shan's name, I still felt pain. This kind of pain penetrated deep into the bone marrow, infiltrated the blood vessels, and became an incurable and incurable disease. Or I will never be able to love someone else in my life, and I am already discouraged.